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why did i eat. ffs

#i wish i was weightless #st☆rve #3ating d1sorder #i need to lose so much weight #skinnygirl #i will be thinner #thin$po #i need to lose this weight #th1gh g@p #th!nsp0 #th1ghspø #th!n$p0 #th!n$piration #th1n #th1nnsp0 #th!gh gap #th1nspi #th1nspø #thiinsp0

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the voice of guilt never leaves me

#3ating d1sorder #i wish i was weightless #st☆rve #tw depressing thoughts #sadgirl #actually bpd #alone with my thoughts #tw depression #i need to lose so much weight #bpd

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i crave a life where im actually happy and not depressed all the time.

#3ating d1sorder #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #i need to lose so much weight #sadgirl #bpd #actually bpd #alone with my thoughts

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it feels like a knife in the chest.

#tw depression #i wish i was weightless #tw depressing thoughts #i need to lose so much weight #alone with my thoughts #bpd #sadgirl #actually bpd #sad thoughts #lonlyness #lonley

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why dont you love me mum? why dont you love me dad?

what did i do so wrong?

#tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #bpd #sadgirl #actually bpd #lonlyness #lonley #sad thoughts #depressing shit

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i dont wanna do this shit anymore, living is too hard.

im in so much pain i feel so trapped, i wish someone loved me.

#i wish i was weightless #st☆rve #tw depression #alone with my thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #i need to lose so much weight #bpd #sadgirl #actually bpd

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i ate too much, im panicking. omfg i promise i wont do this again. i wont binge again. im in so much pain. i just wanna cvt to stop the thoughts. fuckkkk

#3ating d1sorder #tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #tw depression #i need to lose so much weight #bpd #sadgirl #st☆rve #i wish i was weightless #actually bpd

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i didnt even have a childhood. I was forced to grow up to soon.

#i wish i was weightless #3ating d1sorder #st☆rve #bpd #i need to lose so much weight #actually bpd #sadgirl #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts

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when will i be enough?

#st☆rve #tw depression #alone with my thoughts #sadgirl #bpd #actually bpd #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw death #sorry for being depressing #i wanna die #dissociation

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everyday is just waiting for the next.

#st☆rve #3ating d1sorder #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #actually bpd #sadgirl #bpd #alone with my thoughts #tw sh destructive behaviour #depressing shit #sad thoughts #sorry for being depressing

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i wish someone would come and save me from my depression and £d just like in the movies.

#i wish i was weightless #st☆rve #3ating d1sorder #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #alone with my thoughts #ed disorder #ed meals #vent post #sad thoughts #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #dissociation #i wanna die #sadgirl #tw death #tw sui ideation #cw sui ideation #tw depressive #tw sui attempt #sui mention

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i feel so dead

#st☆rve #3ating d1sorder #ana trigger #tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #tw depression #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #actually borderline

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ive felt like this for so long that now all i can think about is how my life is going to be like this forever.

#tw ed diet #3ating d1sorder #ed disorder #alone with my thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #i need to lose so much weight #tw depression #sh tumblr #bpd vent #bpd problems #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd #depressing shit #sadgirl #sad thoughts #sorry for being depressing

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I want to feel. Feel something within me. I want this deep void in me to be filled. I want to know what the the feeling of contentment is like. I want to know what its like to wake up everyday and be happy to live.

#i wish i was weightless #ed disorder #ana trigger #tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #tw depression #depressing shit #sadgirl #sad thoughts #tw sh destructive behaviour #bpd #i just wanna be happy #sorry for being depressing

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I dont know who I am anymore.

#bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #sorry for being depressing #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #sad thoughts #sadgirl #tw sui ideation #tw death #tw depression #depressing shit #dissociation

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i dont want to talk to anyone until ive lost more weight.

#tw ed diet #i wish i was weightless #st☆rve #ed disorder #ana trigger #3ating d1sorder #disordered eating thoughts #ed meals #tw disordered eating

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my life is over and it hasn't even begun.

#bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd #tw death #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #dissociation #i wanna die #tw depression #tw sh destructive behaviour