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Happy New Year and I hope everyone has a better year ahead! ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐๐๐ป๐ป๐ป๐๐๐
I know this Authorโs notes looks long, but please donโt panic. Itโs just an update, Iโm still working on Belladonna. ๐๐๐ป๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ
This is an update to let yโall know how things been going with Belladonnaโs Chapter 31. It is still unfortunately incomplete, but I promise Iโm trying! ๐๐๐ป Still ironing out some details and Chinese New Year is coming, so spring cleaning and stuff is in order. So update is probably after February. ๐๐๐ป Iโm very sorry. ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ป
These three paragraphs only regards my health in slightly more detail than the previous post, (why I havenโt been able to update) so you can just skip it if youโd like. ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ As I mentioned previously, my health has been fluctuating since June 2023, I havenโt been feeling very well so my writing took a hit (on top of writerโs block). ๐ฉ๐ซ The symptoms thankfully wasnโt too serious, all things considered.๐ค๐ปMy fatigue however was the most obvious, there was also low moods, insomnia (caused by heart palpitations) and etc. However, Iโve gotten my blood tested around November and I finally know whatโs going on. So at least I now know how to reduce and regulate the symptoms, Iโve seen improvements and hopefully Iโll make a full recovery soon. ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐๐ป
But then at the end of December, I was tested positive with covid. ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ซ ๐ซ So my fatigue worsened. At this point itโs like a triple layered stack. First from my nightly dreams, second from the issue that started in June, then now from the covid. ๐ซ I have tested negative after 6 days, but my doctor did warn me that some symptoms and inflammation will probably persist for about a month after turning negative and to not do strenuous exercises, (even something simple like brisk walk). I found out sometimes just eating a meal brings me shortness of breath and my heart rate would reach 106 or so and then I gotta lie down. Feels like my heart was copying that one meme on Facebook and saying, โIf you donโt stop, I will.โ ๐ฎโ๐จ๐๐คฃ The same goes for house chores, like changing the bedsheets. So yeah. But Iโm still kickingโalbeit weaklyโAND my low moods had thank god not plagued me lately. ๐๐ฎโ๐จ๐๐ป Bless.
Iโll be trying to get a swing back into things while minding my energy, so my health doesnโt decide to give me a sucker punch to the gut. Or a left hook, I donโt know, itโs been years and it still likes to catch me by surprise. ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ค๐ป Despite the annoyances, Iโm still very thankful itโs nothing too serious. At this point, Iโll just let it throw a fit wherever it wants, and then let it die down whenever, while trying to get on with my life and maintaining inner peace. ๐๐๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ค๐ป Iโm done trying to control it to go the way I want it to, cuz it backfired, badly. ๐
Anyways, thank you all so much and I really really appreciate the immense patience, love and support my dear readers has shown for my stories. ๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ I know I havenโt been updating as much as I would have liked, nor anticipated, after I graduated from school five-years-turning-six-years ago, in fact I thought Iโd be able to churn out more chapters, guess I sorely underestimated the full extent of the symptoms my health could throw at me. ๐๐
I wish everyone good healthโseriously please take good care of yourself, and may all the lovely and nice things in life, be it big or small, be enjoyed, celebrated, and appear whenever you need it. ๐ฅฐ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐๐ป๐
The very best of luck for 2024 and the upcoming Year of the Dragon! God bless everyone! Cheers! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Until next time! ๐
Ps: My inbox told me I have a new message/submission but when I click on it, thereโs nothing there. ๐๐๐ If someone sent me an ask, Iโm sorry but Tumblr wonโt let me see it. ๐ญ๐๐ป
How are you?? Hope you are in good health. I just love belladonna and specifically how Retsu's presence changes things without making her too op. It's a wonderful combination. Is there gonna be an update anytime soon? Eagerly awaiting it.๐๐
Stay safe, healthy and happy.๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
Sorry for the very late reply, itโs almost even Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year now. ๐ญ๐คฃ๐คก๐ฉ๐๐ป
Iโm glad Belladonna is to your liking! ๐ฅฐ I always thought the butterfly effects is rather interesting, add in a character, and it will change parts of the story and even the people around them. So sometimes the story even writes itself! ๐คฃ
Thank you so so much for sticking around even with my update schedule being longer than it was when I first started years ago. ๐ฉ๐๐ป๐๐๐
I want to take this chance to announce there will be delays for Belladonnaโs Chapter 31. Iโm not sure how long Iโll need, but probably at least a month and more due to my fluctuating health. Also the writerโs block for this chapter was simply not cooperating. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ But Iโm still writing and I want to, just trying to organise and squeeze some words in whenever my fatigue didnโt have a chokehold on me. ๐ซ ๐๐ป๐
My health has been a roller coaster ride especially these past three months. ๐ซ Apart from the constant dreams every night since six years ago, I now even have have a hard time trying to fall asleep on occasion. ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ Went to get some blood tests done, so Iโm following up with my doctor soon. ๐๐ป
Thank you so much for checking up on me and for your well wishes! I hope you are safe, healthy and happy! ๐๐๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐ป
Ps: I hope everyone is doing well~ ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐๐๐๐ป
So... I found this and now it keeps coming to mind. You hear about "life-changing writing advice" all the time and usually its really notโbut honestly this is it man.
Hi, I just wanted to say that I love Belladonna. And I ADORE Retsu!
I really love her name as well, it reminds of Retsu Unohana from Bleach and my brain was just like 'i have connected the dots' even though I didn't connect anything ๐คฃ. Her human form looks so much like Yลhime, it's so cute. Also, how she was fully ready to go all Machiavellian on Rikuo if Gyลซki didn't.
Also her Kuromaru and Ibaraki Dลji trauma is real. Everything is like "oh this situation is not as bad as with the two then it's fine". Miss girl, there's setting the bar low and setting the bar so low that Sanmoto can reach it from hell.
ALSO THE MULAN REFERENCE WHEN RIKUO FELL FOR AN ILLUSION. GAAAAH I LOVE IT. Considering Nurarihyon is an Aizen-like illusion youkai, shame on you indeed, Rikuo!
OOOH AND THE CAMEOS OF OTHER ANIME CHARACTERS. RENGOKU IN A TRAIN WITH YOUKAI IN IT IS SO FUNNY.
Kudos <3
Thank you for your support and I adore your lovely feedback! It has made my day! ๐ฅฐ๐๐คฃ
When I first started this story, I had pondered for quite a while on what MCโs name should be. I know Iโd like to keep the Nura familyโs tradition of having their descendantsโ name start with a โRiโ sound as a nod at Nurarihyon, but there werenโt many names starting with a โRiโ sound that really called out to me. Then I remembered the running gag that is Yลhimeโs volcanic temper and kinda wanted their granddaughterโs name to have something that included both her predecessors. So I looked up on names with a more fiery meaning and ended up with โRekkaโ and โRetsuโ. The latter name rhymed better with Nura so hence, how Nura Retsu was born. ๐คฃ
While I was searching, I also found Retsu Unohana from Bleach and sheโs Soul Societyโs best healer and a fearsome master swordsman, so thatโs when I thought, โI think thatโs the one, thatโs the name.โ ๐คฉ
Young Rihan is practically a male version of his mother, and heโs a cute kid until he opened his mouth, and everyone goes, โHeโs got her looks, but everything else is all Nurarihyon.โ I thought itโd be funny for the Nura Clan to see a repeat this. There goes a small and cute Retsu, running around in the gardens, lulling the members into a false sense of serenity, โAwww~ look a mini-Yลhimeโ, but NOPE, her sense of humour is all Nurarihyon. Impending headache. ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ
Glad you liked the part about Gyลซki. ๐๐คฃ I mean, Retsuโs desperate, not as desperate as poor olโ Gyลซki yet, but sheโs getting there if Rikuo doesnโt snap outta it soon.
Retsu be like โIf I can deal with those two psychopaths at the age of six and live to tell the tale, I can deal with anything that comes at me when Iโm older and stronger.โ ๐ค
โMiss girl, there's setting the bar low and setting the bar so low that Sanmoto can reach it from hell.โ
PLS THIS TOOK ME OUT ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ I WAS LAUGHING FOR SO LONG IM STILL SMILING AND SNICKERING WHENEVER I READ THIS HAHAHA
Rikuo, born with the ability to be an illusionist extraordinaire, yet his clown ass is out there being a disgrace to the โillusionary artsโ they supposedly embody. Haiz.
I remember that whenever I saw anime characters making cameos in other anime/manga/fanart/etc, it always never failed to make me smile and giggle like I just stumbled upon a hidden treasure. So I like to slot them in every now and then. ๐๐คฃ๐
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a feedback! I appreciate it! ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ Cheers!
Heyy kirakira!๐ค๐ค Just checking up on you! Big fan of belladonna and you too!! Was wondering if the Kyoto arc is gonna happen soon? And if the next chapter is coming soon. No pressure though, your writing is always worth the wait.๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
P.S Hope you are doing well.๐๐
Heyyy! โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ Thank you so much for your support and Iโm doing well! ๐๐๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ Well kinda, I had food poisoning twice within two weeks ๐ซ though Iโm better now. ๐ Life caught up a little so my time was spilt elsewhere for a while, and also, writerโs block had me in a chokehold, Iโve been trying to wriggle free. ๐๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ฉ๐ญ
Chapter 30 had been rewritten 3, 4, maybe even 5?โIโm not too sure and I wrote quite a bit only to completely scratch it๐ญโtimes by now and I think I finally got a draft that I would roll with. Honestly, I never expected Tลno arc to be so uncooperative with me since itโs one of my favourite arcs. ๐๐ฅฒ๐ Conversations and story structure arenโt flowing as smoothly as I would have liked and there some parts Iโm debating on whether I need to add in anything. So yeah, more research and flipping through my old notes to double check things. ๐๐๐
I really hope Iโm able to wrestle writerโs block away for long enough to get this chapter out, because Kyลto arc should be in chapter 31 if things go according to plans. ๐ช๐ป Praying hard inspiration isnโt as stingy with me as it did this arc. ๐๐ป๐ Iโm honestly not too sure when the next chapter will be out since Iโm practically starting over from scratch. ๐ซ I feel like it may be less than 10,000 words this time, if so, I might just be able to update in about maybe a month or so? But if I started trolling myself again, it may take more. ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ
Really sorry for the long wait, I didnโt want this to happen either. ๐๐ญ๐ซ ๐๐ป๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ฉ The story just isnโt flowing. ๐ฅฒ
Ps: Thank you for checking up on me, it warms my heart so much ๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ค I hope my lovely readers are doing well too! ๐โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ๐
Heya kirakira! ๐Happy Halloween!!๐ Hope you are doing well. Did you make any progress in belladonna. Wishing you a happy holiday full of good cheer!!๐ฅณ๐ฅณ
Happy Halloween! ๐๐ป๐๐
Iโm doing okay so far, writers block finally receded yesterday. ๐ฉ Before it left, my sentences werenโt flowing too well and the POVs narration was jarring. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ There are more third POVs than there is Retsuโs POV this time. Iโm happy to say that Chapter 29 is nearly completed! ๐ There is ONE LAST section left and after that is extra proof-reading!
Was not expecting it to take this long IMSOSORRY ๐ญ๐๐ป I added some bits from the Novel and translation was hell because I was being picky. But I should be able to upload it this week!
Wishing you a happy holiday too! ๐๐๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ
Hello kirakira!! I hope you are doing alright. Wanted to know if belladonna is gonna update before Halloween.๐ธ๐ธNo worries though please take your time and watch your health.๐ค๐ค
Thank you for checking in on me! ๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ I was writing right now actually haha. ๐คฃ I donโt know why but my urge to write always comes late at night. ๐๐๐ After 5pm to maybe even 4/5am in the morning. I need to readjust my sleep schedule again. ๐๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ฉ
For the past two weeks, my mood was on the low side and my inspiration went elsewhere (drawing and sewing) and sadly, writers block was back for a while, so I had been binge reading mangas to try and alleviate it. It had worked before and I can feel some inspiration coming back. ๐
Iโve made some progress on the new chapter, but sometimes I still feel like the chapter is missing some important thought processes (there will be more POVs this time), I really need to get in their shoes so Iโve kept editing those for a long while. ๐๐ญ The chapter is starting to come together so hopefully, maybe, fingers crossed, I can finish everything and upload by end of October. ๐๐ป Prays hard.
Thank you for being so patient. ๐ I hope everyone is in good health too! ๐๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ
Heya kirakira!!๐ฅณ๐ฅณ Hope you are doing well. Any heads up about belladonna?? Though I would say to take your time since you are just too good to not make it worth the wait.โญโญ
Awww thank you! ๐๐๐ปโโ๏ธ But Iโll be honest, chapter 29 will most definitely be over 10,000 words by the time Iโm done. ๐ Itโs already 9000 and Iโm only about halfway done. ๐๐๐ I trolled myself once again.
I did not count in that I was also going to translate some of the Chinese NNM novel into English, so that ate up quite some time, and Iโve only completed 3 sections. I have 3 more large sections that needs translation check and also writing the connecting parts. My memory retention has been acting up lately, so I tend to forget what I wrote in the previous paragraph, so some time flew away there. ๐ญ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ Just the day before, I even forgot I already ate my dinner and had half a mind to search for a place to eat. No worries I do recall that I ate, like half a second later, thereโs just something I havenโt done in that venue. ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ
Iโve also been a little caught up with life, so the past two weeks I barely finished one section. ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ Iโm sorry, Iโll be needing a few more weeks, proof-read time included. ๐ฉ๐๐ป Iโll do my best, just a while longer! I want this chapter out too! ๐๐๐ป