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Spinning My World

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader

Synopsis: Reader tends to the avengers wounds constantly and when Tony opens an emotional wound in the reader, Bucky is there to help.

wc: 2.4k

Warnings: my first bucky fic, medical, wounds, tending to wounds, sibling rivalry, mention of dead parents, fluffy love, slow-burn

AN: Female reader, fluffy, lots of mistakes, self indulgent (Pictures are not mine nor are any characters part of this)

What makes the earth go round? to most people it's money, to others it's family. To me, it's love.

I grew up with Tony Stark, my older brother. He was never that big on affection which was something he picked up from our parents and because of that, Tony and I aren't as close as we once were before our parents died. I spend most of my time making sure the house is always put together and cooking food for Tony and Pepper. I always feel a little guilty as I haven't achieved as much as my older brother and living with him and all of his fancy things just rubs it in. I also spend a lot of time studying. Since we have the money, I am attending an Ivy League school online. Unlike Tony, I don't like robots and technology, I prefer to help people. I am majoring in Medical Science as well as minoring in Psychology, which the amount of work is unbearable.

I sigh as I close one of my textbooks, my notebook, and my laptop, leaving them on the desk in my room. I make my through the long winding halls and into the kitchen, the tiles on the floor leaving my feet cold as I walk. I flick on the light as I walk in and take a deep breath, finally feeling at peace. The kitchen was always my safe space since Tony never cooked for himself, neither did any of the avengers. It was my own tiny world of peace.

I smile softly to myself as I make my way to the sink, I start to wash my hands while humming a song. "Friday, can you play (song name)?" As the song starts playing, I feel more comfortable as I start pulling what I would need from the fridge and the cabinets. I then fill up a pot of water and put it on the stove to boil and preheat the oven before I start separating and seasoning the chicken. I then start to cut up some veggies before checking on the pasta that I am making. After everything is cooking, I take the time to dance in the kitchen, just enjoying the music and how it flows through my body. That was until I heard the door open. I jerk my head to see who it is, only to be stunned by the sight in front of me. There he was, the most beautiful creature this world had ever created, but he was drenched in blood. Without thinking, I walk right up to him and start to examine him from what I can see. "Oh buck, what happened this time?" I ask as I eye him up and down for injuries, feeling better after not finding any serious ones. Bucky sighed deeply, "The mission was hijacked. I'm not the only Injured one." I sigh deeply as I take the food out of the oven and put the veggies and sauce into the pasta. Then, without a second thought, i make my way to the medical clinic, which I pretty much run.

I put my coat on and wash my hands again before putting on gloves. I make my way into the emergency room that we have to see Tony laying on a gurney. I immediately start to cut his shirt and pants off as I examine his body, the deep wounds showing no mercy as they continue to bleed. I sterilize the wound and start stitching him up and taking my time to make sure it's perfect.

After a few hours, I was done with making sure Tony was alright and had checked out all of the other team members. I look at the clock and sigh deeply when I realize that it is close to 1 in the morning. I make my way through the winding hallways again and I stand outside of Buckys room. "Hey Buck, are you awake?" I ask softly knowing his super human hearing can pick up my voice, and sure enough because the door unlocks and slides open revealing that he had just got out of the shower. I blush slightly as i try not to stare at his bare chest, "oh um...sorry I was just coming to give you a quick check up..." I shuffle awkwardly at his door but he nods softly and lets me in his room.

The smell of Axe Body spray and Midsummers Night circle the room. I sit Bucky down as I start to stitch up a few of his wounds. It stays mostly silent, neither of us knowing what to talk about until Bucky speaks up, "aren't you tired?" I furrow my eyebrows, "why would I be tired?" Bucky sighs deeply, "we go on these missions almost daily and you're the only one who gives us medical help, isn't it tiring?" I look up from his stitches to smile softly at Bucky, "No, it's not tiring. If anything, it gives me a purpose and makes me a hero like you guys." I giggle to myself at how corny that sounded before going back to stich bucky up.

After I am done, I make sure I didn't miss any dry blood before I stand up, "make sure you eat dinner, I don't know if the others did yet but you need to eat." I smile at him to which he gives me a small smile at the end of his lips. "I did eat already, it was delicious." I smile at him as I watch him put his shirt back on, "good good, I tried a new recipe today so I'm glad it is good." I smile to myself thinking about how Bucky enjoyed my food. "Did you eat yet?" Bucky asks with a furrowed eyebrow and I'm left shocked, normally i'm the one asking that question. "I was about too, then all of that happened," I smile at Bucky but his facial expressions don't change this time. "You really should eat." I nod my head and start to make my way into the kitchen to see a huge mess of plates and bowls and forks all over the place and all of the food gone. "at least they liked it" I smile to myself as I shrug off my coat and take off my gloves, "Friday, some music please" I speak as I start to pick up the plates and bowls and utensil's and place them in the sink. I then pick up all the trash and wipe down the counter while dancing around the kitchen. I spend a few hours cleaning, until it is spotless before I turn off the music and realize I wasn't alone. As I go to grab my coat and turn off the light, I hear a voice, "Aren't you going to eat?" I whip my head around, looking for where the voice came from until I can see Bucky, just outside the door. "there was no more left, i'm glad everyone enjoyed it." I smile at him but he doesn't smile back, he makes his way into the kitchen and starts grabbing stuff. "woah woah woah what are you doing?" I ask as I watch him start up the stove. "You need to eat. More than any of us." Buckys voice is stern and emotionless but I can tell that he cares. "I'm alright, I'll be up in a few hours to cook breakfast anyways." I look at the time and then at Bucky who then turns to me with furrowed eyes again his eyes studying me and trying to figure me out as he looks me up and down. "Why do you cook for everyone? Why do you go out of your way for everyone? I don't get how that benefits you." I sigh deeply, "I don't do it for me, I do it for you guys. You guys are heros and are saving the world every day. the least I can do is cook you guys a warm meal and make sure you guys don't get too hurt." "But why?" Bucky asks as he cracks open an egg and starts to cook it. "You guys deserve it, you deserve the best." I smile at him softly, watching his movements while I think. "Why do you save the world?" I ask while watching his movements. He seems relaxed and calm "Because if I can help save the world then there's hope to save myself." He speaks in a quiet whisper, "why do you save us? why are you so interested in medicine?" He asks with seriousness, trying to understand me better. "I was never taught self defense so I save the world in the only way I know, medicine." Bucky turns to look at me, "you don't give yourself enough credit, no one does." I can hear how he sighs softly. I let myself smile, knowing this was his way of showing he cared. Bucky finished cooking the food and he made two plates, setting one in front of me while he sat across the table from me. He immediately downs his food within seconds leaving me to take awhile to finish my food. When I'm finished eating, I grab our plates and put them in the dishwasher. When i make my way back into the dining room, Bucky is watching me as soon as I enter the room. "What? Is there food on my face?" I jokingly ask, with a smirk on my face as I make my way back to sit down. Bucky snorts softly at my comment, "No, I just don't get how someone could look so pretty after working for so many hours." Buckys voice is soft but his eyes are full of emotion as his hands fold on the table. I feel myself melt under his gaze as my cheeks start to burn, "Oh, uhm...thanks..." I giggle lightly, "You aren't too bad looking for someone who just got stitched up." I reply causing bucky to be taken aback.

"Why are you two up at 2 in the morning?" Tony asks as he walks into the dining room in his black robe that is barely covering his bare chest and his blazers. Tony somehow still has his shades on as well as his slippers on as he sets down some coffee and a sandwich at the table and sits down. "I was just making sure your sister ate after giving everyone medical exams." Bucky replied as he stared blankly at tony as he ate. "Interesting." Tony replied quickly as he started to eat. "I'm glad that your mission didn't go to badly, not many people were injured." I smiled at Tony as I recall the injuries that everyone had got. Tony sighed as he swallowed the food in his mouth, "Do I get bonus points if I act like I care?" I roll my eyes at how immature Tony still is after all of these years. "Somebody's cranky." I snort to myself, Tony glares daggers at me. "Somebody needs to shut up." I smile at Tony, now enjoying fucking with him. "I don't have enough middle fingers to let you know how I feel." I smirk at Tony, thinking I got the better up. "Frankly, I don't care. Just like how he never cared about Mom and Dad. You know who killed them right?" Tony asks as he glares between Bucky and I. "If you're insinuating that Bucky killed our parents then fuck you!" I yell in Tony's face, not able to control my anger as I get up and storm off. Bucky looks at Tony as Tony finishes his sandwich, not purposefully glaring but staring deeply at him causing Tony to get uncomfortable and scramble out of the room.

Bucky sighs deeply as he makes his way to my room, thinking of the right words to say as he ends up right outside of my door. "Hey...I know Tony's words really hurt but I'd like to tell you my story, not what you've heard from files but my life the way I lived it, when I had control of my life." Bucky expected no response honestly, who would want to talk to their parents murderer? Surprisingly the door swung open as Bucky looked in at my small trembling figure on the floor, a pang in his heart caused him to lose his breath seeing her in such pain.

I lift my head to meet Buckys soft eyes as he moves to sit on the bed next to me. His voice was kind but also firm as he told me all about his life, from his time in Brooklyn with Steve all the way through Hydra, he spoke about my parents last almost as if to save me the pain. "Your parents...they were a mission I had to carry out while apart of Hydra, or else I would have died as well as them...I wish I never had too..." Bucky sighs deeply as he looks at the ground. "You don't have to be my friend or even be nice to me, but I just wanted you to know that I never wanted to hurt anyone." Bucky softly got up, expecting to be kicked out before he felt my hands wrapped around his human arm. "I want to be your friend. It hurts knowing that you did that to my parents and I don't think that hurt will ever go away, but I do know that it wasn't you, that you didn't do it on your own will. I forgive you, Buck." I speak softly as I wrap my arms around Bucky's human hand, taking his warmth from him as it comforts my shaking body as I am able to relax into my bed and into Bucky, feeling safe and comfortable for once. I don't remember what happened after that other than my eyes forcing themselves closed as Bucky's mechanical arm softly strokes my hair.

I wake up to the sun shining brightly in my eyes causing me to instantly rub my eyes. I stretch with a small groan, wishing to be asleep still as I reach my arms above my head. I hear a rough chuckle beside me and open my eyes to see Bucky smirking down at me, "Morning, Doll." I feel my face go red at the nickname. I roll over to face him in the bed, "I'm sorry that I kept you here all night." I apologize softly as I yawn the sleepy feeling away. He smiled softly down at me, the golden sun reflecting off of his eyes making it look like tigers eye. "You have nothing to apologize for, darling." He used his fingers to swoop the stray strands of hair out of my face. "It was the best sleep I have gotten in awhile." He confessed as he pulled me a little closer, his body heat keeping me warm as he smiled down at me cheekily. "Don't smile at me like that, you know it drives me crazy..." I giggle at him softly as I place my hand on his face before leaning in. Bucky closed the gap as he took my lips in his, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me in closer as he chuckles into the kiss.

"How else would I make your world spin?"

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kushnovice · 2 months

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Spinning My World

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader

Synopsis: Reader tends to the avengers wounds constantly and when Tony opens an emotional wound in the reader, Bucky is there to help.

wc: 2.4k

Warnings: my first bucky fic, medical, wounds, tending to wounds, sibling rivalry, mention of dead parents, fluffy love, slow-burn

AN: Female reader, fluffy, lots of mistakes, self indulgent (Pictures are not mine nor are any characters part of this)

What makes the earth go round? to most people it's money, to others it's family. To me, it's love.

"How else would I make your world spin?"

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kushnovice · 2 months

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Spinning My World

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Stark! Reader

Synopsis: Reader tends to the avengers wounds constantly and when Tony opens an emotional wound in the reader, Bucky is there to help.

wc: 2.4k

Warnings: my first bucky fic, medical, wounds, tending to wounds, sibling rivalry, mention of dead parents, fluffy love, slow-burn

AN: Female reader, fluffy, lots of mistakes, self indulgent (Pictures are not mine nor are any characters part of this)

What makes the earth go round? to most people it's money, to others it's family. To me, it's love.

"How else would I make your world spin?"

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x reader comfort #bucky barnes x reader fluff #bucky reader insert #bucky x reader #bucky barnes #bucky x you #bucky fanfic #james bucky buchanan barnes #bucky x y/n #bucky x female reader #bucky barnes x female reader #bucky barnes x fluff

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kushnovice · 2 months

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god tier dramione fanfics

Manacled by senlinyu {https://archiveofourown.org/works/14454174/chapters/33390198}

Isolation by bexchan {https://archiveofourown.org/works/23461513?view_full_work=true}

Rights and Wrongs series by LovesBitca8 {https://archiveofourown.org/series/1007625}

Remain Nameless by HeyJude19 {https://archiveofourown.org/works/23875939/chapters/57393508}

Breath Mints / Battle Scars by Onyx_and_Elm {https://archiveofourown.org/chapters/35668776?show_comments=true}

Draco Malfoy and the Mortifying Ordeal of Being in Love by isthisselfcare {https://archiveofourown.org/works/34500952/chapters/85870804}

Wait and Hope by mightbewriting {https://archiveofourown.org/works/22818646/chapters/54531817}

Bring Him to His Knees by Musyc {https://archiveofourown.org/works/24481312/chapters/59089624}

Dragon’s Heartstrings by pinkinku {https://archiveofourown.org/works/46585585/chapters/117313114}

Cherry Mint by dirtymudblood {https://archiveofourown.org/works/21053894/chapters/50081633}

Love In A Time Of The Zombie Apocalypse by rizzlewrites {https://archiveofourown.org/works/28137807/chapters/68944698}

All You Want by senlinyu {https://archiveofourown.org/works/15153092/chapters/35140268}

Apple Pies and Other Amends by ToEatAPeach {https://archiveofourown.org/works/8156101/chapters/18691246}

The Gloriana Set by ThebeMoon {https://archiveofourown.org/works/16821571/chapters/39485710}

Love and Other Misfortunes by senlinyu {https://archiveofourown.org/works/14380728/chapters/33204618}

This World or Any Other series by olivieblake {https://archiveofourown.org/series/502333}

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kushnovice · 3 months

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omg omg you're writing for spencer and bucky now!!

i love reading and im crazy reading, like having reactions out loud (can't control it, gasping, laughing, indignation, anger, love etc) so id love to see something with spencer around that topic with bookworm reader

thank you sm💕

hii angel!! yes yes!! been wanting to for a while and finally decided to do it. love it love it. thank you for requesting, hope you like it💌

BOOKWORMS.

spencer reid x fem!reader

word count. 507

You and Spencer shared many common interests, the main being your love for reading. Of course, he was better at it than you, but you liked to think you got more enjoyment from the hobby. While Spencer could read more in a minute than you could in an hour, you preferred to take your time - growing immersed in the story, letting imagery paint the scene like that of watching a movie.

When reading, you were consistently engaged in the tale, fingers clutching at the next page in anticipation, eyes eagerly skimming over the lines as the words came to life in your brain. You knew everyone had a different experience while reading, but sometimes, the contrast between you and Spencer was blinding.

You were staying at your boyfriend's for a few nights, so when you packed, you added your current book - the one you were reading and could never seem to put down. You knew you'd want it while staying at Spencer's apartment, so you were keen to make sure it was the first thing in your bag.

Spencer was sat in the armchair by the window - his ankle crossed over his knee as he read -skimmed- through his book, fingers brushing over the paper as a marker for his fast pace. You were lying on his sofa, back to the cushions, head propped up by a pillow as your hands held your book close to your face - elbows resting at your sides.

You were enjoying each other's company while silently doing your own things, both reading within the comfort of one another. Though, every now and then, you'd meet each other's eye line over the spines of your books, sending an earnest smile the other way before turning back to the words on the page.

But this time was different. When you went back to reading, Spencer didn't. He kept his gaze on you - peeking over at you over the top of his book.

He watched how you reacted, keeping a mental image of the sweet expressions on your face - how your eyes widened at the words, the way your lips part, like that when you reach a plot twist. He admired you as such, seeing you so entrapped with every flick of the page, feet fidgeting as if you were growing impatient with the speed of your own reading.

You were so engrossed and used to reading by yourself that you forgot you were in another person's presence, so when you let out a giggle, you thought nothing of it. Until you heard a soft chuckle from the other side of the room, immediately reminding you weren't alone.

"Sorry, sorry," you apologise, bashfully smiling at him. "I'll keep it down."

"No, don't. I like it," Spencer returns a smile, keeping his eyes on you when you divert your attention back to the page.

He knew he had met his match when he saw your collection of books, but being around you while you read had definitely trumped that.

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kushnovice · 6 months

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The hiding an injury trope always hits the fucking mark for me. Like character A trying to not make it noticeable all day cause they don’t wanna be a bother or they want to appear tough, and then B finding it and being pissedTM at first but then soft and comforting about it PLSSS that’s the sweet spot😣💓

Somebody write one for me🧍‍♀️

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kushnovice · 11 months

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this steve with this bucky

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kushnovice · 1 year

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fan fiction is not enough. i need my favorite fictional character next to me right now!

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kushnovice · 1 year

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The Man In the Dark

Spencer Reid x Reader

|TRIGGER WARNING!!! Mentions of blood, murder, abuse, violence, gore, anxiety, panic attacks, hospitals. |

I couldn't remember what had happened. I had woke up in the hospital, hand cuffed to the bed and the white light blinding me. Lifting my head, she looked around and noticed two detective's sitting next to me, one asleep and the other staring out the window. I sat up slowly causing the tall man staring out the window to look over at me. He gently tapped the women sleeping awake and she instantly woke up and looked at me.

"Hello Y/n, I'm Agent Jareau and this is Dr. Spencer Reid and we are with the FBI Analysis Unit." She spoke softly, her beautiful blonde hair falling just past her shoulders and hands folded on my bed next to me.

"Do you remember what happened?" Dr. Reid asked me, his eyes squinting as he searched for any change. It was hard trying to remember that night. My ears started ringing and I clasped my hands over my ears and shook my head no.

Agent Jereau looked over at Dr. Reid who slowly moved to sit on the edge of the bed. "That's okay, what is the last thing you remember?" His tone soft and comforting.

"I remember being at camp...we were just getting home from the bonfire because it was the night...some of the seniors had snuck out so they could make out and stuff but they never came back. We didn't think much of it until..." I couldn't finish the sentence I had started. My body was shaking and tears threatened to fall down my face.

I felt a hand on mine, "Everything is going to be okay. You went through something no one should ever have to go through. You are safe now." I looked up with tears clouding my vision and saw Dr. Reid, holding my hands. His words and touch seemed to take the anxiety away completely.

"What happened when you guys got back?" Agent Jereau asked with a soft voice.

"We saw them...hanging from the trees...blood everywhere...there were symbols..." I muttered, shaking at the memory of what had happened. I tried my best to remember the symbol that was splattered everywhere with their blood but my head hurt to bad for me to continue. They must have saw that as they stood up.

"Thank you for your cooperation, we will be back if we have any more questions." Agent Jereau spoke softly as Dr. Reid trailed behind her.

"C-can you stay?..." My voice cracked as I spoke, feeling like a helpless little kid who was scared to sleep in their own bed at night. The two looked at each other before Dr. Reid stepped towards the chair and sat down.

"I can stay with you, Agent Jereau has to notify the rest of our team about what you told us." He spoke bluntly but softly. I nodded and Agent Jereau smiled at Reid before leaving and shutting the door behind her. I jumped at the sound causing Dr. Reid to place his hand on mine again.

"Y/n...I know its scary, what happened to you was not your fault and you are safe now." He spoke slowly and calmly, his voice melting the anxiety in my head and body instantly.

"Pinky promise?" I asked, reaching out with my pinky. He looked at my hand for a moment, contemplating if this was worth touching another human or not. After seeing how terrified she was when he had found her, he reached his hand out and locked his pinky with mine. "I promise, I will never let anyone harm you again." He spoke blunt but with meaning. Looking into his hazel brown eyes, I started crying suddenly. I don't know what had come over me but it became hard to breathe and my eyes clouded with tears. As I gasped for air, Dr. Reid instantly moved me to hold me against his chest. "You are safe. Listen to my heartbeat. Follow my breathing." He spoke softly but calmly before he started to take deep and slow breaths. Listening to his heart and feeling him take his breaths, I attempted to follow but it was very hard. I started to notice my fingers and toes were tingling like there were falling asleep and I tried to tell him before he softly shushed me. "It's okay, you're alright. Just keep breathing with me." He continued to breathe slowly with me, holding my hands as he warmed them up with his hands. I closed my eyes and I leaned back against him, feeling light headed and dizzy. He was sturdy behind me, he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him and sitting up straight. My whole body felt tingly and all I could focus on was feeling his chest against my back.

Suddenly, I jolted up with a gasp until I felt Reid's arms holding me against him softly. My chest heaving, I looked around frantic. "You're okay...you're safe..." Reid continuously whispered into my ear but with no avail. He turned me around, me in his lap now, and looked me in the eyes, holding my chin up softly. "I won't leave your side or let anything hurt you. I pinky promised you and I will keep it." Spencer smiled softly at me. He softly ran his hand up and down my back and continued too breathe slowly to help me, which helped this time as I felt the tingly go away slowly and it was getting easier to breathe. Leaning back against Spencer, I reached up and felt my face was wet and I embaressdly wipe it away.

"Do you have anxiety?" Reid asked, concerened and curious about Y/n. I nodded softly and sighed, "I'm sorry...." I mumbled, feeling the tears falling down again as my eyes laid on my hands in my lap. "No, no, no...don't apologize for your feelings. I am here if you need someone to talk too." I smiled a little and nodded at him, "Can I?" I asked. "Yes, there's no cameras here so you can speak freely." Spencer smiled even knowing full well that he didn't need a camera and he was going to remember everything she had said and done down to the way her eyes shined and sparkeled. Spencer wrestled with his thought's, he rarely liked getting work and relationships mixed up because of what happened with Mave. "When I was a kid, I was happy...I had a great relationship with both of my parents. That was until someone took my brother...I was home...asleep...well that's what I told cops... I heard him...my brother screaming out...I was always a protective him so I ran to him...I saw him on the table...bounded by chained to the table legs and a knife in his chest..." I sobbed into my hands until I felt Spencer slide me back onto his lap and wrapped his arms around my waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck and sobbed.

"Do you remember what he looked like?" Spencer asked softly. "He was 40-ish years old, balding and he was a little overweight." I stuttered and held him tightly as I remembered what he looked like. "Did he do anything a lot?" He continued to ask questions, holding me close and rubbing my back softly. It took me a minute to completely remember that night but I nodded. "He would smack himself in the head repeatedly." Spencer nodded and smiled at me, "Anything else?" I held him tighter, shaking a lot more than before and I nodded, crying again into his shoulder. "What is it?" He asked and she sighed before using her finger to draw the symbol on his hand. "the symbol...it was carved into him..." Spencer immediately grabbed his phone and pulled me closer. "What was his name?" He asked. "B/n" I cried out on his shoulder as he called his team and talked to them. I don't exactly remember what they were saying because I slowly fell asleep in his arms.

Part 2

#spencer reid comfort #spencer reid x you #spencer reid #spencer reid x fem!readr #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid x reader #spencer x reader #spencer reid smut

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The Man In the Dark pt 2

Spencer Reid x Reader

Part 1

|TRIGGER WARNING!!! Mentions of blood, murder, abuse, violence, gore, anxiety, panic attacks, hospitals, suicide, naked, undressing, abandonment.|

When I had woke up, I couldn't find Spencer anywhere. My mind started clouding with dark thoughts, "Of course he would leave, its not his job to babysit me..." I tried my best to hold back my tears. I started to look around and distract myself when I noticed the door softly opening.

"Hey, you're awake..." Spencers body slid into the room without any noise. He was holding a tray of food and a glass of what looked like orange juice. As Spencer approached me, he must have been able to see the tears in my eyes as he set the tray down on the table next to me on the table before slowly moving yo sit next to me on the bed. He faced me and slowly examined my face, trying to read my mind it seems. "Are you okay?" He whispered, worried that I could be triggered in which loud noises wouldn't help. I slowly nodded while shifting my eyes down to my hands which were fidgety.

"I-I thought you lef-left" I let out a shaky breath while mentally cursing at myself for not being able to speak normally. I saw his hands move to mine, taking them into his hands and softly rubbing the back of my hands with his thumbs. "I won't leave you as long as you want me here." He stated but less sure, like he wasn't completely sure if he should. "You'll leave when you finish your job and I'll be alone again.." I couldn't hold it in anymore as the dam, that is my emotions, flowed out without warning. My vision blurry as the tears streamed down my face. Spencer softly sighed before placing one of his hands on my face and wiping it off. "I'll always be here for you, anytime. Day or night, regardless of the time or what I'm doing, I'll be here." Spencer softly pulled me into his lap and held me while I cried. At some point I lost consciousness, falling asleep in his arms.

I woke up to the sound of a phone ringing. I rubbed my eyes softly before looking at the thing stopping me from sitting up. Spencers arm draped loosely around my waist, with him right behind me, spooning. His eyes were closed, he looked so peaceful so I softly tried to reach over him to grab the phone. "What are you doing, Sweetheart?" His groggy voice caused chills to litter my body.

"I-It was going off an-and I was going to turn i-it off so you can sleep..." I blushed in embarrassment and quickly moved away from Spencer, since now I was on-top if him. "Give it here..." He whined as he yawned and stretched his arms out in the small bed. I softly placed the phone in his hand and watched him flick through it before pressing a button that made the phone ring again. "Sir?" Spencer asked into the phone, his face falling serious as soon as he hears the mans voice on the other side of the phone. "Are you sure? Did you trace it? Put it in for DNA analysis?" Spencer started asking multiple questions fast before getting up and packing his stuff that he had laid out before falling asleep.

"We will be there soon." He took the phone away from his face and pressed the red button before putting his phone down and continuing to gather all of his stuff in his bag neatly before grabbing my stuff and placing them into his bag. "What's going on?" I asked, confused why he needed my stuff. "You need to go to protective custody right now." Spencer was blunt, just like yesterday. "I'm in a hospital, nothing will happen." I state knowing they keep police around the hospital. "Not true, technically over 500 people die in a hospital per day and I will not let you become one of them." Spencer seemed tense as he slipped on his coat and walked over to me.

"Can you stand up?" Spencer asked, giving me both of his hands to get up. I let my legs swing over the bed and slide onto the ground, the coldness of it making me shiver. I grabbed both of his hands before using them to propel me up. When my legs fully extend, I feel my muscles start to burn in pain as I crumple to the ground. Expecting to hit the floor, I open my eyes to see Spencer holding me up by my wrists. "You can do this, Sweetheart." Spencer looks deep into my eyes with a passion causing me to nod and try again, feeling my muscles burning only pushed me harder.

I cried out as I fully extended my legs but thankfully Spencers hands steadied me. I started to walk towards Spencer snd he slowly took steps backwards so he can continue to stabilize me. "It hurts but I can.." I whimpered out, wanting to sit down on the ground at this point. "alright well you have ti walk out of here so they can clear you and then I'll carry to everywhere else." Spencer gave a reassuring squeeze on my hands before I nod and go to walk to the nurse at the front office. Spencer watched as the nurse reached behind her and grabbed a bag of clothes and items and gave it to her. She slowly walked back too him and into her room.

"Do you want me to wait outside?" Spencer asked as he noticed me taking out my old clothes. "U-Uh...I actually can't..." I blushed profusely as he shut the door and walked towards me. "I can help." He tried to sound stoic but his blush gave everything away. I nodded since I didn't trust myself to speak. Getting all of the clothes ready, I slowly removed the hospital gown. As I reach for my pants my muscles burn again causing me to curse under my breath and hold my arm. Spencer swooped in, grabbing the pants and making sure they were loose before holding them as low to the ground as possible for me. He scanned my body noticing how perfect my body was, it was everything he ever wanted in a partner. That was until he saw the bruises and scars that lined my body causing his grip to tighten on the pants. I placed my hand on his head, tangled in his hair a little before lifting my leg and placing it in the pants and then doing the same with the next leg. He softly lifted the pants up and around your hips. "E-Excuse the question but are you going to wear a b-bra?" He was blushing like crazy yet again. "Not today..." I looked away as he grabbed my shirt. Lifting my arms, he slid the shirt down my arms and onto my body. Standing back he smiled at me, "you look much better in your own clothes." I smiled and looked away at the sudden comment. "Thank you.." I then tried to walk towards him, causing extreme pain and for me to fall to the ground. Spencer immediately ran to me and tried to help me up, "You got this Sweetheart, just get us out of the hospital and Ill protect you and keep you safe." "Do you promise?" I asked, scared he was going to leave like everyone else." He grabbed my hands and pulled me up. "I promise you, Sweetheart." I got up with a mix of my will and his strength. I slowly walked to the main nurse with Spencers hand in mine. I signed myself out of the hospital and continued to walk with Spencer holding my hand, squeezing to give me reassurance since he could tell how much pain I was in. His hand was white from how hard I was squeezing it. When we get to the doors, the police officer stops me.

"Excuse me where are you going?" Spencer looked shocked but composed himself. "Leaving." He tried to shove past him but it didn't work. Spencer sighed and pulled out his badge, showing it to the police officer who then backed down. "You're just who we were looking for.." the police officer smiled creepily before grabbing his gun and shooting himself in the head and slumping back agains the wall and floor, lifeless. I screamed so loud I think the whole hospital heard. "Youre next, Princess..." I knew that voice. No no not again. Leave me alone. B/n...

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kushnovice · 1 year

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The Man In the Dark pt 2

Spencer Reid x Reader

Part 1

|TRIGGER WARNING!!! Mentions of blood, murder, abuse, violence, gore, anxiety, panic attacks, hospitals, suicide, naked, undressing, abandonment.|

#criminal minds fluff #criminal minds fanfiction #criminal minds #criminal minds fic #spencer reid #spencer reid x fem!readr #spencer reid x you #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid comfort

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kushnovice · 1 year

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hi! in your newest spencer fic i think u made a mistake! you started the paragraph with “y/n” and “she” and finished with “i”!

omg thank you for telling me!! That story was made years ago and I haven't edited it but I most definitely will before I put out a new chapter!! <3

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kushnovice · 1 year

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The Man In the Dark

Spencer Reid x Reader

|TRIGGER WARNING!!! Mentions of blood, murder, abuse, violence, gore, anxiety, panic attacks, hospitals. |

Agent Jereau looked over at Dr. Reid who slowly moved to sit on the edge of the bed. "That's okay, what is the last thing you remember?" His tone soft and comforting.

"What happened when you guys got back?" Agent Jereau asked with a soft voice.

"Thank you for your cooperation, we will be back if we have any more questions." Agent Jereau spoke softly as Dr. Reid trailed behind her.

"Y/n...I know its scary, what happened to you was not your fault and you are safe now." He spoke slowly and calmly, his voice melting the anxiety in my head and body instantly.

Part 2

#criminal minds #criminal minds fanfiction #criminal minds fluff #criminal minds fic #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid #spencer reid x you #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid comfort #spencer reid x fem!readr

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Kyotani x reader

TW: Swearing, bullying, voilence, blood, hurt/comfort, fluff

(This is cringey. I made this years ago.)

"Why the fuck didn't you tell me that you were being bullied by the ugly twins!" Hajime yelled as he found out the real reason you are transferring to his school. (Y/n) sighed and rested against the wall behind her, "I didn't tell you because it started out as nothing but then when I couldn't hide the marks, the school found out." Iwaizumi couldn't believe what he was hearing from his little sister...she thought it was okay and the only bad thing about it was that she got caught. As much as Hajime wished he was able to control his emotions, he couldn't. His mind was lost with the image of his little sister with bruises and marks, it pissed him off. (Y/n) could see how angry he was as his knuckles were white from folding his hands into fists out of anger.

Toru, who was in the living room, listening to the conversation, had called Kyotani. "I have a job for you...yes you will get money for it...I need you to protect Iwa-chan's little sister...yes he has a sister...shes transferring tomorrow...for as long as needed...$100 dollars a week...i knew you'd accept, see you tomorrow at the front of the school." He hung up, humming a happy tune as he knew that Kyotani would keep her safe and that spending that money would do no damage to his wallet.

"It's not a big deal, I don't know why you think this is such a bad thing, it's been happening to me all my life and now suddenly you care. Why do you think mom and dad always switched me out of schools constantly." (Y/n) was fuming now as Iwa never cared about her so why does he suddenly care about her? Hajime was shocked to hear that he had genuinely no idea who his younger sister was. Of course, he always had loved her, but he was always more focused on his own life and playing volleyball than he was with his sister. She stopped bothering him after age 9 but he assumed that was because she was more into her own life, but he never took the time to learn about his younger sister.

Hajime didn't know how to express the things he was feeling or thinking so he just pulled her into a tight hug. She immediately started to cry as she had felt like her brother did not care about her but here, he was, rubbing your back as you sobbed on his shoulder. Since you fell asleep while crying, Iwa carried you to your bed and let you sleep. Oikawa had come out of his hiding spot in the living room when he heard your soft snores.

"I called Kyotani...don't get mad but..." Toru explained what he had done, "I know he's not the most stable person but hes the strongest at school and as much as people are scared of you...its nothing like how people are deathly afraid of him..." Toru had expected Iwa to get mad at him for it but shockingly Hajime loved the idea of someone protecting her when he was not around. "Well, I'm going to go, I'll pick you both up for school tomorrow. I'll send you pictures of the history homework since I know you haven't done it." Iwaizumi had smirked and nodded, "g'night, see ya tomorrow." he added as Toru left and he found himself in his bed.

(Y/n) woke up with a big stretch that caused her hands to hit the wall. "Fuck..." she muttered lowly as she got up and shoved her hand in her brothers face as he was knocking on her door every five minutes to wake her up for school. "Shut up I'm awake." She groaned as she grabbed her new uniform from the laundry room and then went to her room and changed into it. Her eyes and hair popped against the white and teal uniform that shaped her perfect body. (You're beautiful, okay!) As she was looking in the mirror at herself, she heard Toru's car honk and she rushed to get her jacket and shoes on as she saw Hajime getting into the car as she was running out the door. "Hey Toru!" (Y/n) smiled at him as he responded with a hello and a compliment on her outfit.

When they arrived at the school, there was an older looking guy with yellow hair and stripes in his hair. He looked kinda scary...but also kinda hot... As Toru parked the car, she was lost staring at him. She was never one for dating or guys at all, she enjoyed being alone, but something about him made her unable to look away at all. Haijime noticed this but pushed it to the back of his mind as he handed her, her bag as they got out of the car.

When Kentaro saw (Y/n), the world stopped and she was suddenly the only thing he could focus on as she walked closer and closer to him, with her brother and Oikawa by her side. "So, Kyotani this is Iwa-chan's sister, (Y/n). (Y/n), this is Kyotani and he is going to protect you when Iwa and I are not around." Oikawa smiled at her. "So, you got me a body-guard?" She asked as she noticed how tall he was compared to her and how imitating Kyotani was. Oikawa sighed and just simply nodded. "Well, it's nice to meet you Kyotani, I hope we get to know each-other well." She smiled at him causing a light blush to litter his cheeks and him to nod silently. Then she was able to meet the rest of the volleyball team, all day she was surrounded by the boys causing everyone to be genuinely terrified to talk to you.

After a few days, people stopped trying to surround themselves around (Y/n) and she was left mostly alone with Kyotani, which they both loved. As they were walking in the hallway, she started talking to him as always, "Sooo, what is your full name?" she asked curiously. "Kentaro Kyotani." he stated, "you can call me Kentaro." He blushed softly as he spoke but (Y/n) could not contain her blush from showing brightly on her face. "Okay, can I call you Ken?" She asked with a pleading smile as they walked into the gym. "Sure." He smiled a bit as he then hid his happiness as they were walking closer and closer to the team.

As (Y/n) and Kentaro were sitting on the roof, eating lunch and talking about anything and everything. "You guys have a game tonight, right?" Kentaro nodded, "Against Inarizaki." (Y/n) froze when she had heard the name, she would have to see her bullies again. "Are you alright?" Kentaro asked, pulling her out of her daze. "Yeah..." she sighed and started to sink into herself knowing that she had no way out of it. As the day neared an end, the more anxious she got. Kentaro had noticed this as she was biting at her nails and lips. Kentaro decided to ask her about it as she sat on the ground next to him as he was stretching for practice. "Why have you been...weird today?" Kentaro asked, not really good with emotions. "Well, it's just...the twins on that team...well the whole team actually...they bullied me which is why I transferred here." (Y/n) muttered, feeling unsafe again.

Kentaro placed his hand softly on hers, "I will not let anyone hurt you ever again." He said it with such confidence that it melted way the anxiety. Her face burnt bright red as she nodded a bunch, her heart beating out of her chest. Kentaro smiled softly and let out a small chuckle, seeing how much of an effect he had on the younger girl.

As the game started and the bleachers were filled with fans, (Y/n) stood with the team manager, ready to hand water to anyone who needs it but preferably Kentaro. As the other team joined Aboa Johsai on the court, the team-mates spotted (Y/n), smirking and started taunting her from across the gym causing her to sink into her seat until she saw Kentaro step in front of you on the court with a deadly glare at them. As the game went on, Kentaro was hitting perfectly and extremely hard, so hard that their libero can't pick it up. After winning point after point, they destroyed the other team with dangerous energy radiating off of them. Kentaro ran up to (Y/N) and pulled her into a hug by the waist and took the water bottle she was holding and drank it. "You did amazing Ken!" (Y/n) smiled brightly and hugged him tightly but seeing the Inarizaki team glaring at her. "Thank you." Kentaro smiled at her and drank the water before gathering with the team. (Y/n) then ran off into a bathroom and into a stall as her heartbeat increased and her body started shaking violently with her mind thinking the worst. As she began to cry the door opened as well as the stall, "Well well well...look at the ugly pathetic little bitch, what a crybaby." Atsumu shoved her back into the side of the toilet causing her to hit her head and for it to start bleeding.

Kentaro was looking around for you as they lined up, when he realized one of the twins wasn't there and so he ran off, passing Atsumu and shoving him back with his shoulder as he ran into the bathroom and saw (Y/n) bleeding on the ground. He softly picked her up and sat her on the sink as he wet some towels and gently cleaned her head. "Who the fuck was it." He muttered; anger laced in his voice. She looked down and muttered softly, "I don't know..." "Thats bullshit!" His voice getting louder and deeper as he became angrier and more frustrated. She started crying and breaking down causing Kentaro to warp his arms around her, "I won't let them touch you again..." He muttered, his voiced now laced with concern and care. "Why do you care so much? My brother is paying you to watch me..." She continued to cry softly on his shoulder until he softly pulled her away and looked at her in the eyes, "You're much more than that to me, you are the only person I feel happy with." Kentaro confessed. "You're the only person who makes me feel safe..." She also confessed and leaned in softly. Kentaro leaned in as well, closing the small gap between them. She has expected his kiss to be rough, but it is soft and passionate, tasting like vanilla. After they pulled away and hugged each-other, (Y/n) muttered, "It was Atsumu..." Causing Kentaro's grip around her to tighten and him to nod.

As Kentaro and (Y/n) walked back to their team, holding hands, all eyes were on them. (Y/n) sat down next to Hajime who immediately saw the blood on her head and started asking many questions. Kentaro slipped away to the other side of the gym where he tapped on Atsumu's shoulder before punching him in the face and breaking his nose. "If you ever touch my girlfriend ever again, I will make sure your twin has to help you do everything for the rest of your life." Kentaro glared at them with all the anger he had been holding back and the blood of Atsumu dripping down his hand.

"She's mine."

#haikyuu #haikyuu fanfiction #kyotani kentaro #kyotani x you #haikyuu kyotani #kyotani x reader #kyotani fluff #hq kyotani #kyotani headcanons

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