sammyined

[sammyined]

the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again

[sammyined]

Why does my brain gotta be so dramatic like shut up and sit down we’re all sick of your shit already

[sammyined]

i be in my own head fighting for my life

[sammyined]

they’re minor inconveniences to you, to me they’re world-ending tragedies

[sammyined]

she likes skinny people

that’s my motivation for today

[sammyined]

I’m so fucking tired

[sammyined]

here go photos that give me need to be skinni feels for no fucking reasons

like why

#I'm too old for this aesthetic anyways #c 🦋 #c🦋 #c🌧️ #c 🌧

[sammyined]

and once again I'm here to remind you that you are valid no matter what you may think

i've seen so many posts recently about "not being good in this disorder" and yeah, most of them are jokes, i get it, but for those who genuinely think so

this is not a competition and not something to be good at

it's a mental disorder that affects your thought process, it's that voice in your head saying you're not enough, too much even, actually

we all struggle here, those who eat under 300 calories a day and those who exercise excessively, people who purge and people who binge

it doesn't matter how exactly your ed shows itself, you and your struggles are valid

#c🦋 #c 🦋 #c🌧️ #c 🌧

[sammyined]

i hate hate hate starting over after a long binge-repeat cycle cause my brain is like "well it won't really matter if you eat like this for one more day since you already fucked up most of your progress" and i listen and i eat and the next day is the same "it's just one more day, tomorrow you will start restricting again, it will be just a good bye to the food if you will" and i listen again and i so am tired

#c🦋

[sammyined]

pluses of being a barista while doing anorexia

you always have coffee within your reach🥰

minuses of being a barista while doing anorexia

you always have food within your reach🤬

#SEND HELP #THERE'RE PASTRIES #A LOT OF IT #c🦋

[sammyined]

"15 reasons to stop whining and start doing" by me for me

1. Dress the way i want to and look scary

2. Paint my knuckles red to look like it's bruised and look scary

3. To look scary

4. Boobs be gone

5. Big shirt little pants

6. Messy hairstyle will look hot

7. Alt make up will look even hotter than now

8. Massive ass boots on skinny ass legs

9. Looking awesome on random drunk party photos™

10. No more "i just really don't like swimming"

11. To be that one skinny 🥀☠mysterious goth⛓🖤 barista

12. Veiny hands

13. Looking skinny in baggy clothes

14. Living is a lot cheaper when you don't eat this much and mind you I'm a barista i don't have any money whatsoever

15. To stop dreaming about being 💫skinny💫 and actually fucking be

#c🦋

[sammyined]

i'm gonna be that bitch this year i swear

#c🦋 #eating problems #nb ana #ed tw #actually mentally ill

[sammyined]

Bet everyone thought I was dead, bitch I may be an anxious and traumatized anorexic mess but I ain’t stupid enough to kill myself until I get my fucking ✨goal weight✨ 

[sammyined]

tips for people new to ana/fasting

• leave • leave • get help before it’s too late • leave • delete this app • LEAVE

[sammyined]

mini sammy

cute picrew for edblr!! <3

[sammyined]

restricting used to be so hard, now i feel like i have to force myself to eat because even thinking about the food in my kitchen is disgusting

[sammyined]

is it body dysmorphia or is it body dysphoria?

alexa play i go hungry by mother mother

#anamia #anarex1c #cw disordered eating #disordered eating tw #eating problems #nb ana #nb ed #tw ed mention #tw ed talk #anorecik #tw ed stuff #ed jokes #ed tw #male ed #ed stuff #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #eating disoder #eating disorder #tw eating disorder #just ed shit #ed memes #actuallyanorexic #actually mentally ill #male ana #anorexik #disordered eating thoughts #nonbinary ed #ftm ed #eating disoder thoughts