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Liquid fast February 13-15 (48hrs)

Starting at 6:50pm on the 13th.

Weight (after food+clothes): 250.2

I might be able to go past this or have to break a little sooner. My family is doing dinner either Wednesday or Thursday night, so I’ll basically just fast until that dinner.

#diary #liquid fast tracker #liquid fasting #fasting #ana #anamia #day log #day plan #restricting #february #2/13 #2/13/23 #02/13/2023 #txt #txt post

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Lol I never did update this. But I made it to 71:40! Broke my fast with half a lil personal pizza as my parents invited me out. Was a good fast breaker. And I had leftovers lol.

Liquid Fast February 6 - ?

So the fast started at 8:20 pm on the 6th.

As of right now I’m a bit past 24hrs, feeling fine. Have had 390 cals (160 protein drink, 190 nutrition shake thing, 40 bing drink) of liquids. Just feeling tired.

Oh I also burned 600 cals at the gym, did 3 miles / 70 minutes on the treadmill.

I forgot to weigh this morning so idk my starting weight for this but I’m guessing like… 253? Idk. We’ll see once I hit tomorrow, I should probably be down a decent amount (food weight, idk). I’ll update in the morning.

And hopefully I’ll be going to the gym tomorrow too, will take a protein shake with me to be safe.

Now just to avoid the pizza my brother just made…

#diary #february #2/9 #2/9/23 #02/09/2023 #ana #anamia #fasting #liquid fasting #24+ hour fast #48+ hour fast #fast update #txt #txt post

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Passed 62hrs just now.

Weighed in at 245.6! Oh and yesterday I was 248.8. So overall I’m estimating 8-10 pounds down.

Will be breaking later today since I have work tomorrow morning (my job is v physical), I just haven’t decided on what to make yet.

Liquid Fast February 6 - ?

So the fast started at 8:20 pm on the 6th.

As of right now I’m a bit past 24hrs, feeling fine. Have had 390 cals (160 protein drink, 190 nutrition shake thing, 40 bing drink) of liquids. Just feeling tired.

Oh I also burned 600 cals at the gym, did 3 miles / 70 minutes on the treadmill.

I forgot to weigh this morning so idk my starting weight for this but I’m guessing like… 253? Idk. We’ll see once I hit tomorrow, I should probably be down a decent amount (food weight, idk). I’ll update in the morning.

And hopefully I’ll be going to the gym tomorrow too, will take a protein shake with me to be safe.

Now just to avoid the pizza my brother just made…

#diary #fasting #day log #liquid fasting #ana #anamia #february #24+ hour fast #2/9 #2/9/23 #02/09/2023 #txt #txt post

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Passed 43 hours just a bit ago!

Burned 650 cals, walked 3 miles over 70 minutes. I burned more today than yesterday in the same time!! Very proud of that.

Thinking I’ll keep going until tomorrow. Unless something drastically changes.

Liquid Fast February 6 - ?

So the fast started at 8:20 pm on the 6th.

As of right now I’m a bit past 24hrs, feeling fine. Have had 390 cals (160 protein drink, 190 nutrition shake thing, 40 bing drink) of liquids. Just feeling tired.

Oh I also burned 600 cals at the gym, did 3 miles / 70 minutes on the treadmill.

I forgot to weigh this morning so idk my starting weight for this but I’m guessing like… 253? Idk. We’ll see once I hit tomorrow, I should probably be down a decent amount (food weight, idk). I’ll update in the morning.

And hopefully I’ll be going to the gym tomorrow too, will take a protein shake with me to be safe.

Now just to avoid the pizza my brother just made…

#diary #fasting #anamia #ana #liquid fasting #24+ hour fast #working out #exercising #burned cals #cal count #day plan #2/8 #2/8/23 #02/08/2023 #txt #txt post

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Goals to my birthday! (June 2)

1. Liquid fast one day a week

2. Hit 200 pounds

3. Go to the gym 2x a week

4. Save $1400

M is not my boyfriend anymore.

This is your sign to leave this blog.

If you don’t have an ed, mental illnesses, or are under 18, please leave this blog.

I repeatedly talk about my struggles with depression, self harm, and eds. I know that my thoughts can be damaging, so I’m warning you now. Please take it seriously.

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Follows from pootatostruggles

M is my boyfriend, K is my sister

#txt #txt post #disclaimer #goals #birthday goals

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Liquid Fast February 6 - ?

So the fast started at 8:20 pm on the 6th.

As of right now I’m a bit past 24hrs, feeling fine. Have had 390 cals (160 protein drink, 190 nutrition shake thing, 40 bing drink) of liquids. Just feeling tired.

Oh I also burned 600 cals at the gym, did 3 miles / 70 minutes on the treadmill.

I forgot to weigh this morning so idk my starting weight for this but I’m guessing like… 253? Idk. We’ll see once I hit tomorrow, I should probably be down a decent amount (food weight, idk). I’ll update in the morning.

And hopefully I’ll be going to the gym tomorrow too, will take a protein shake with me to be safe.

Now just to avoid the pizza my brother just made…

#diary #fasting #liquid fasting #anamia #ana #day log #restricting #february #2/7 #2/7/23 #02/07/2023 #txt #txt post

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Well

I’ve been away for a reason… binging. Because I’m a big fat fucking fattie. I gained like. 30 pounds. In like two months. Something about winter months huh? I binge myself into a depression and then wonder why my clothes feel too tight and I hate my body more than normal and have less energy and like no money because I spend it all on binge food.

So here I am again. But actually (hopefully) making some real progress towards ‘healthy’ habits aka going to the gym and training for a 7.5 mile walk (that in the past I didn’t train for just did) and working (so I don’t lose my job). And just. Trying. To not eat.

Basically I’m a fat fat fuck who needs to be bullied intensely to lose weight (aka me hating myself and my body)

#diary #update #binging #weight gain #kill me #anamia #txt post #txt #february #2/7 #2/7/23 #02/07/2023

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November 8, 2022

Fast: 21hrs

Limit: 900

Burned: 783

Eaten: 800

Posting the next morning, but god am I happy with this. I managed to fast through my docs appointment, loading and unloading my furniture, and through support group. OMADed a noodle bowl which was very very nice after such a busy day. Very happy with how this day went.

#diary #november #11/8 #11/8/2022 #11/8/22 #ana #anamia #fasting #cal count #restricting #hsg diet #healthy skinny girl diet #day log #txt #txt post

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November 7, 2022

Fast: 24:50

Original limit: 800

Burned: 1402

New limit: 1500

Eaten: 1004

Pretty decent day today, and all while I was moving no less! In my new place right now about to go to bed. So exciting.

#diary #november #11/7 #11/7/22 #11/7/2022 #anamia #ana #fasting #cal count #day log #hsg diet #healthy skinny girl diet #txt #txt post

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HSG Diet day 14

Fast: 22.5hrs

Limit: 1150

Eaten: 1073

Burned: 978

I didn’t even need the burned cals! Only thing I’m not super happy about is that I ate a whole box of mike and ikes, but it was the last thing I ate and I’m still under the limit. So that’s good at least.

November 5, 2022

To do:

- work

- pick up meds

- buy shower liner

Not too much to do, but man am I tired already. My shift hasn’t even started yet and I’m just. So tired.

#day log #diary #november #11/5 #11/5/22 #11/5/2022 #anamia #cal count #fasting #healthy skinny girl diet #hsg diet #ana #txt #txt post

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I ended up buying more than I expected for the apartment, I wanted to have all the stuff ready for my kitties when we move on Monday. So I got the shower liner, a new cat box, a food dish, and then some cleaning supplies for the apartment. Not too much but what we should only need for the first weekish or so of living there. I’ll get all the other essentials later.

November 5, 2022

To do:

- work

- pick up meds

- buy shower liner

Not too much to do, but man am I tired already. My shift hasn’t even started yet and I’m just. So tired.

#day log #diary #november #11/5 #11/5/2022 #11/5/22 #apartment planning #apartment #shopping #txt post #txt

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November 5, 2022

To do:

- work

- pick up meds

- buy shower liner

Not too much to do, but man am I tired already. My shift hasn’t even started yet and I’m just. So tired.

#diary #day plan #november #11/5 #11/5/22 #11/5/2022 #tired #txt post #txt #apartment planning #to do #to do list

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November 4, 2022

Fast: 16.5hrs

Limit: 1100

Eaten: 1085

I’m just happy I didn’t binge, because it felt like a binge day upon waking. So I’m happy with today. Especially me sticking to my fast plan (16hrs) I’d really felt like I might break early to be a fat fuck… but I didn’t!!

#diary #November #11/4 #11/4/2022 #11/4/22 #ana #anamia #fasting #hsg diet #healthy skinny girl diet #cal count #day log #txt #txt post

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It’s so weird that I’ve been single for 9 months now… weird that M isn’t in my life anymore too. Until like a month and a half ago he was still there. Then I wisened up and cut him out.

But still. I miss him a lot sometimes.

It’s crazy to think that our seventh anniversary would have been next month. Almost a third of my life I’d spent with him… fucking crazy.

#diary #november #11/2 #11/2/22 #11/2/2022 #M #past relationship #single #it’s weird as fuck #retrospection #reflecting #txt #txt post

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To do November 3, 2022

Therapy at 11

Clean both cat boxes

Work 2-6

Shower

Maybe go to gym depending on work

It’s not too much to do but I want to have some accountability. I’ll take my gym clothes to work so if I feel up to it I can go after.

#day plan #november #diary #to do list #accountability #to do #txt post #txt #11/3 #11/3/22 #11/3/2022

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5 days

5 days until I have my own apartment

5 days until I don’t need to worry about family meals every night

5 days until I can pick out fabrics for throw pillows (that I’ll make)

5 days until I can actually organize my things

5 days until I can hang my clothes up

5 days until I can hang my paintings up again

5 days until I have a space that’s truly my own

#diary #november #11/2 #11/2/2022 #11/2/22 #moving out #independence #5 days #apartment life #apartment #txt post #romanticizing living alone #txt #I’m so excited

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Fast: 22hrs

Limit: 1000

Eaten: 817

Day 11 is a pass! I cooked for myself and limited how much chocolate I had, but still got enough that I’m satisfied.

November 2, 2022

Went to the gym right after waking up, burned 275 cals on the treadmill. I also did weights for arms. Very happy I followed through with my plan from last night.

Currently 17hrs into my fast and I’m going to tryyy and not eat until they have dinner, but if I do break before that’s okay.

#diary #november #11/2 #11/2/2022 #11/2/22 #cal count #hsg diet #healthy skinny girl diet #ana #anamia #fasting #restricting #txt #txt post