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Bring back posers as a term please I'm begging if ONE MORE GODDAMN 16 YEAR OLD ASKS WHERE I BOUGHT MY CLOTHES I'M GONNA LOSE. MY FUCKING. MIND.

I HAVEN'T PAID FOR SHIT SINCE 2020 BITCH THESE SPIKES ARE THE BROKEN OFF TINES OF A FORK THE THREAD IS DENTAL FLOSS FROM A PAIR OF JEANS I TOOK APART TO USE THE DENIM TO MAKE PATCHES YEAH NO SHIT I SMELL LIKE SILVER SPRAY PAINT. I'VE HAD THE SAME PAIR OF COMBAT BOOTS FOR SIX FUCKIN YEARS NOW. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY LAYERS OF PAINT AND NAIL POLISH ARE ON THEM. MY WHEELCHAIR GLOVES ARE MORE THREAD THAN LEATHER ATP BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK. THEY'RE STILL FUNCTIONAL.

"but all I can afford is clothes from SheIn and Amazon and I wanna have the punk style"

BITCH STEAL THE CLOTHES. GO TO GOODWILL. YOU KNOW WHAT WE CALL HAVING THE "STYLE" IS BUT NOT THE MINDSET???

A FUCKING POSER

And no I'm not gatekeeping. Anyone anywhere can be punk. BUT BUYING A PRE-PATCHED DENIM JACKET ON AMAZON DOES NOT A PUNK MAKE. BURN YOUR OWN CD'S, PIRATE MOVIES, GO TO PROTESTS, MAKE POSITIVE CHANGE, FORM COMMUNITY IN SOLIDARITY AGAINST OPPRESSIVE SYSTEMS. KILL THE NAZIS INFECTING PUNK COMMUNITIES LIKE A ROTTING BRANCH GETS CUT FROM THE TREE

WHERE'S YOUR FUCKING RAGE??? WHERE'S YOUR FUCKING WEIRDNESS??? WHERE'S YOUR REFUSAL TO FIT INTO THE MAIN STREAM???? WHERE'S YOUR OBSESSION WITH A SKA PUNK BAND FROM THE EARLY 2000'S?!

I saw a TikTok of a person who said they were punk but then proceeded to go on a tirade about not liking the bus because gross homeless people ride the bus

HOW DOES THE BOOT TASTE MOTHERFUCKER

#THIS FUCK #punk #lgbtqia #words #anarchy #waiting to graduate so i habe the free time to grab a pair of old jeans and chop them to hell #i want to create i want to wear the things my hands have made #i cant wait to go outside and live #and be the things i create #and be what i am #to live long and make change #let me out ofnthis cage dude im pumped im ready #pride

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going on a trip tomorrow. no social media or dating apps on my phone. bought a journal, checked out a bunch of books from the library. not packing clothes that will uselessly call attention to myself. seeking to be as far away from humans as possible.

the performativity is exhausting, and i desperately need to reset.

#words #reblog #gods i need to do this #my grandpa got divorced once and fucked off into the woods for like 6 months armed with nothing but a hunting knife #and he just lived like that until he decided society was fine again ig #he fished #he just made a fishing rod #and a little home in a tree where he slept #not saying be that intense #but that sounds nice in a sense #just leave #part from humanity #blow it a kiss and wave goodbye #you will return but today you need a break #and maybe for a few days you need a break #few weeks #and when you return youll be better

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when I was around twelve I used to sit at the family computer and send hatemail to a white french dude named Jacques who was a self proclaimed communist on Tumblr. This was back in the day when you didn't need a blog to send anon hate. I had no real beef with him but I just didn't like his tone. used to send him "SHUT UP Jacques" periodically. and he'd answer every single one of my asks like "who is this?? show your face or I'll fucking kill you" and I'd be like "now now, that doesn't make sense, jacques" all haughty and he'd get so fucking mad at me. One time he posted a selfie and I sent him an ask claiming I was a psychologist and that his hair parting suggested that he wasn't a communist at all. and he took it deliriously serious and went off on a 2,000 word rant. I can remember going to stay at my grandparents over that weekend, so I didn't even respond to the rant until I came back. I could've chosen to end it there, but when I returned, I sent him another ask which was like "psychologist here again: if you were a communist your hair parting would be in the middle. evenly distributed. All behavioural signs point to someone who doesn't take their own values seriously." and he went ballistic. really swearing at me. all caps type beat. he never turned the asks off, btw. which always made me wonder if he didn't know how to, or if he didn't want to cause he was convinced he was fighting a war, and this action would ensure he lost it. anyway this went on for weeks until one day I completely forgot about him like he was some kind of childhood imaginary friend I'd conjured up in my loneliness. but yesterday I happened to recall the whole scenario, because my buddy was like "remember when you were twelve and I came over to your house, and you showed me on the computer how you'd been terrorizing this random French guy for days on end. And you were laughing like fucking crazy. and I said it wasn't funny because he probably had problems, and you were like 'oh.' and you looked a bit guilty for a second, but then you went and got a grapefruit from the kitchen and threw it out of the second story window at my kid brother, who was playing in the street, and then you started laughing again?" Well. when she put it like that, needless to say I felt bad. so Jacques if you're out there I'm sorry I was such a little shit. you had totally normal hair, and you only wanted people to share stuff. If it's any consolation I know every day of my life that I'm probably going to hell for the sick things I have done

#i read this outloud to my sibling without prereading it #and i have never laughed so hard in my life #i have a fever and there are tears streaming down my face because of how delirious i am and because of how funny it is #10/10 #reblog #words #humans

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Everyone always talks about flying cars this and flying cars that.

When the only futuristic gadget I want that doesn't exist yet when it SHOULD are those cup noodles from Cowboy bebop where you just pull the tag at the bottom of it and the noodles are instantly warmed.

where is the future I was promised?

#idk guys i think we should still be making theee #just for fun #reblog #words #images #i like soup. #then again you can still the same tech off a microwave. #but then no more microwave #soup is a small price to pay when you habe a boom pop device and a microwave to still heat the soup.

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jeff the unaliver doing tiktok dances over my dead body after stabbing me thirty eight times in the chest

#gifs #words #so desenitized i didnt even realize it didnt say “killer” im so ashamed #🔪 #this one is for him #the dancing video isnt just on discord or tiktok #also here in our home of homes tumblr #love to see it

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"to be loved is to be changed" but as in a horrific unasked for transformation. 🤍. btw.

#reblog #words #body horror #BOFYHORORR!!!! I NEED TO BECOME SOMETHING UNLOVABLE THROUGH LOVE!!! I NEED TO BE DISGUSTING AND AWFUL!!! #I NEED TO EMERGEGE FROM MY SKIN AND JUST BE AWFUL AND UNRECOGNIZABLE #love me so much make me into something i was never meant to become #god thats so metal #anyways

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#reblog #words #images #tits are where the squirrels are stored #i think its better without context #so im willing to accept all boobed people do this #like yeah ok #you wouldnt ever know tho #the squirrels are asleep #animals

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fuck my gay wizard life i’m so used to talking out my ass like a nobleman that at the doctors today i said “is it within your power to prescribe me something like that?” and she LAUGHED AT ME “i like the way you phrased that, yes it’s within my power”

#reblog #words #fantasy #yeah......... #she just doesnt get it oh powerful one #she doesnt understand you

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the transition im crying

#he wanted to play #whyd they put him on a leash #why do they have a leash to put him on #so many questions not enough answers #i think they shouldve let it play. #🦯 #reblog #video #animals

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everybody shut up about clubs i dont care

#reblog #words #its posts like these that get me #🦯 #funny

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I guess this is what would happen if a werewolf bit a skeleton.

#reblog #animation #video #red #art #i cant stop watching this video actually #this is really good though #i have a d&d shifter character that im trying to map out their different shifting stages #and thisnis just helpful. #theyre a binturong #i like them a lot #i was mapping out the anatomy for SO LONG and that was just for the skull #i gotta finish it #10/10 #body horror #(?)

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I genuinely feel like I’m going insane sometimes

#yay more info!! more art!!! #reblog #art #images #rainbow #indigenous #slamming my fist into the ground #always feel so deeply awful being so incredibly disconnected from my culture and having such a hard time discovering oppertunities #to indulge in it #sibling and i wanna take a class on our native language over the summer!! #crossing our fingers. #also trying to find the person who has our indigenous names saved away #because apparently my parents forget/misplaced them #🪤 #i love your art and ocs btw theyre so beautifully drawn #absolutely breathtaking and they have so many colors!! its really nice

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thematically speaking a four year old child and hamster are the same sort of life form. would eat anything. craves small spaces and violence. will throw themselves off heights at any given moment. cannibalistic if left unattended

#words #reblog #humans #animals #well seein' as i had to pretend to be a really angry horse for a buncha ankle biters yesterday #i can confirm #sounds 'bout right for the lil' things #🫙

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guy who has never seen a girl: hey why is this table so tall and hot

guy afraid of horses: HAY?????

#words #reblog #this reminds me of someone i know #🫙

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ok actually genuinely the biggest trope i hate is "oh this character got turned into a monster and now we have to change them back!" and after they get changed back everything goes back to the way it was as though nothing happened and being inhuman didnt affect the person in any way, either negatively OR positively, physically OR mentally.

#reblog #words #fantasy #i agree if a man isnt mentally tormented by the beast they became for an extended period of time #committing horrors beyond the imagination of any sane human and running around becoming inhuman #whats even the point #see ya'd think theyd at least fuse a little with that other side of them at least a smidge. #sometimes its just passed off as a minor gag too #boring

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blogging

#reblog #moving pictures #ah... sounds like home #see the abrubt stop of tha sound reminds me of when you use the spray whipped cream #so its less scary if ya think of it like that #cute lil bugger #terrible at night though #🫙

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[covered in blood, with tears in my eyes] I AM VERY YOUNG AND I AM LEARNING HOW TO LIVE

#words #reblog #yeah.