skinnyblondebitch04

[skinnyblondebitch04]

Hanging my head over the toilet throwing up because I was so heartbroken killed all the love inside of me. It killed my sexual desire. It killed my romantic nature, my softness, my trust. It killed the childlike infatuation with men and relationships, swept my confidence back out to sea. I’ve felt numb since that night, and everything I do is in search of emotion to fill this giant void inside of me. Nothing is enough. I rot.

[skinnyblondebitch04]

lowering your cortisol. everything in life is transient. trust in timing. being in touch with your own spirituality. falling in love with bettering yourself. become enamoured with your own potential. work towards your goals. stop hating yourself. manifest. release your traumas from your face. eat whole foods. if it does not want to stay, let it go. trust god. don’t force things. commit to what matters. stop seeking love outside of yourself.

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #high fashion #valentino #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #quotes #waif aesthetic #spilled writing #spirituality #coquette aesthetic

[skinnyblondebitch04]

I remember leaning into my mother’s chest. And I couldn’t even squeeze a sentence out, or make any sounds, and I swear to god if you put a stethoscope to my heart in that moment you could hear it shatter. To be honest, I still feel that way. Like I’ve been leaning against my mother’s chest for all these months, silent because there are no combinations of vowels or consonants in the English language that could describe this pain.

#heart break #breakup #boys #relationship #love quote

[skinnyblondebitch04]

lux lisbon vibes

[skinnyblondebitch04]

actual footage of my life lately

[skinnyblondebitch04]

me af

[skinnyblondebitch04]

girlhood

[skinnyblondebitch04]

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #high fashion #valentino #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #relationship #self love #self care #breakup #love quote #spilled writing #spilled words

[skinnyblondebitch04]

don’t be a stranger! (please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it)

[skinnyblondebitch04]

“Not being able to forgive someone will be your downfall”

no you broke my trust. It will be my saving grace.

[skinnyblondebitch04]

I wanna be like, so skinny 🖤

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #high fashion #valentino #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #runway #russia #slavic

[skinnyblondebitch04]

he’s all like “you’re so hot” and I’m like “thanks.”

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #high fashion #valentino #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #coquette aesthetic #bimbo doll #old money #runway #russia #slavic

[skinnyblondebitch04]

YOUR ENERGY MATTERS

ok so I was never a believer in energies or auras or anything ‘mystical’ but it’s become so clear to me how real they are that I must share.

Your energy is a sphere - the people that you interact with and allow into your life also carry an energy which can overlap with yours. Be careful what energies you let into your ‘sphere.’

Manifest your dream energy. If you want to be a hot girl with a happy life and positive outlook you need to fill your life with things that carry this energy. Buy fresh flowers. Work out every day. Listen to a soft feminine playlist. You will build your dream energy over time 💕💕

You know the girl that everyone seems attracted to the second she walks into a room? BECOME HER. You need to believe you are her to be able to manifest that energy.

Notice how some peoples energy affects yours. If you consistently leave interactions with someone feeling drained you need to cut them off to protect yourself from their negative energy. 🫶🏻

The more work you do on yourself and the better you know yourself the easier it will be to sense changes in your own energy and achieve your goals. You got this 😘😘

#energy #spirituality #alexis ren #soft aesthetic #clean moodboard #clean girl #pink aesthetic #hyper feminine #coquette aesthetic

[skinnyblondebitch04]

1000 of my little loves. You don’t know how happy it makes me that a thousand strangers find my little ramblings amusing. every single one of you is hot and iconic.

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #high fashion #valentino #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #quotes #rambles #lana del ray aesthetic #city aesthetic

[skinnyblondebitch04]

Me

[skinnyblondebitch04]

my therapist asked me “when did you start believing that nobody would ever choose you?”

It was so long ago, I hardly remember. I think about it and I feel what should have felt like sunlight but instead was a little girl burning on the inside.

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #valentino #high fashion #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #spilled writing #love quote #quotes #childhood #words

[skinnyblondebitch04]

im falling for this boy and I’m so excited and so scared at the same time. what if he breaks me. but also what if our kids grow up knowing that love is the way he looks at me.

#aesthetic #prada aesthetic #fashion #valentino #high fashion #kate moss #versace #clothes #hairstyle #blond beauty #relationship #quotes #spilled words #coquette aesthetic