TW: depression talk, body issues, reference to self harm
I hate that my go to emotion when I have body issues and get really depressed and hate myself is wanting to harm myself, I don’t do it I manage to stop myself but I’m tired of being unhappy with myself and immediately wanting to cut
I’m okay don’t worry
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Why the fuck does everything have so much goddam sugar I swear to god the ice cream I can’t eat yet because of fat content has less sugar than some of this fucking yogurt
Why does yogurt with fruit at the bottom have 30g of sugar why does a tiny thing of applesauce have 22g of sugar
I was wondering how I gained a pound or two when my diet rn is almost completely bread, yogurt, applesauce, and fruit and it’s cuz some of this shit has a ton of sugar in it. There soda with less sugar than some this at least the Greek yogurt is only like 7g
If my diet wasn’t so restricted it would be so much easier to eat stuff that doesn’t have that much sugar but I’m picky with a restricted diet so I’m really only eating yogurt bread and applesauce BUT THAT HAS SO MUCH SUGAR IN IT THAT ITS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD FOR ME PROBABLY AND I CANT JUST GO EAT SOME BROCCOLI BECAUSE THE ONE VEGETABLE I LIKE I CANT FUCKING EAT YET I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING GALLBLADDERLESS BODY AND ITS BULLSHIT WHY DONT YOU HAVE A BACKUP FOR FOOD WITH FAT SO IF THERES NO GALLBLADDER YOURE NOT FUCKED IM SO PISSED OFF I WAS LIKE WOW MAYBE ILL EAT A LITTLE BIT HEALTHIER SINCE I CANT JUST EAT FUCKING SWEETS NOW BUT NO EVERYTHING IS BAD FOR ME FUCKING AMERICA I HATE YOU
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Brian Van Holt as Bo Sinclair in House of Wax (2005) 10/??
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you know i have never heard a convincing arguement as to why AO3 should not moderate the content that is posted to their website and i think a lot of the arguement against moderation on AO3 boils down to, terminally online people thinks community moderation is the same as government censorship and personally sending the cops to someone’s house to arrest them irl/
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Favorite story from my archives: The most beautiful parking garage in the world is in Detroit, Michigan.
Detroit’s former Michigan Theater is now an office building and a parking garage.
The building as it looks today, still has offices on the upper floors.
The Michigan theatre was built in 1926 at a cost of $5 million, close to $60 million today. Designed to leave visitors in awe of its magnificence, the 1,000 square foot showplace boasted more than 4,000 seats, ten foot crystal chandeliers and lavish gilding.
By the 50s and 60s, after changing ownership several times, the theatre began hosting less glamorous events such as screenings of hockey games. By the early 1970s it became a nightclub and in 1976 it closed.
There were plans for demolition b/c the office bldg. next door needed parking.
However, studies proved that the theater couldn’t be knocked down, b/c it was an integral part of the office building’s structure.
And so the decision was made to gut the auditorium, making enough room for a three-level parking garage, leaving the ornate ceilings, the grand lobby, parts of the mezzanine, staircase and balcony foyers in tact (almost).
Even the projection booth is still there, covered in dust.
https://www.messynessychic.com/
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