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[starwikia]

suicide cw

look i have been in this area before mentally. it sucks and i wouldn’t wish this on anyone. but, and this is going to sound callous, but i don’t feel any sympathy for james somerton. even if i hope he’s like. not dead. But thats all the amount of goodwill im willing to give him. The more i think about this really, the more angry i am. 

ngl this entire situation is another example of how white people weaponize their mental illness to avoid consequences. Im seeing it in real time.

this man has a continuous habit of using self-harm as a get-out-of-jail-for-free card. in both of his apologies, he has worded his supposed attempts in ways that were clearly meant to guilt people who displayed his plagiarism and overall horrendous history of racism and misogyny. i say supposed because, while i’m not saying those are lies and this would he such a fucked up thing to lie about that i don’t want to think he has, unfortunately, it’s been proven again and again that his word can’t be trusted, as he’s known to lie to try get out of consequences. Hes a proven liar. him lying about this is actually the best case scenario, because no one should go through this entire situation, wouldnt wish this on anyone, but you can only do this so often before people stop sympathizing with you. is this callous? Yeah, but like. I’m actually fucking angry he cant straight up take no as an answer. that this is how he reacts realizing he cant be one of the Cool Kidz™️ on youtube anymore. he acts like he DESERVES a career, like its not a privilege hes lost due to his own actions.

He lied about apologizing and forgiving people, he lied about giving the money to hbomberguy to give to ppl he ripped off (yknow, instead of doing it himself), he lied about the jessie gender situation and rewrote the narrative to make it so he isnt the bad guy, and hes the victim all along actually!

you can’t tell me that supposed last message of his isn’t meant to be a 13 reasons why esq attempt to deflect the blame “look i’m going to kill myself and it’s all YOUR PEOPLES FAULT for not letting me achieve my DREAM of being filmmaker IN PEACE!!! I just wanted Nick’s (the guy who I have thrown under the bus again and again) portfolio up!! Im just being a good friend dont you all FEEL BAD” he refuses to take ANY ACCOUNTABILITY of any of his actions and he IS STILL trying to shove the blame over to other people again.

it’s also pretty ironic people are like “uhhh well hbomber’s fans harassed him!!!” like hbomber outright told people NOT to HARASS JAMES!!! ALSO acting as if james doesn’t have a very real documented history of STRAIGHT UP sending his fans to harass and threaten smaller creators, more notably women, trans, and bipoc creators. especially after he’s stolen typically very personal anecdotes so he could profit from them. so why can he do it but the second people are like “hey this guys an actual piece of shit.” and he can’t handle it suddenly people are trying to white knight his shit? like no he doesn’t get that. he doesn’t get that at all just because he couldn’t handle the consequences of his actions. 

what? were supposed to stay quiet about a man profiting off of other minorities because he wanted to be the spokesman for all gay people? people tried to solve this on a smaller, more private scales for YEARS and he kept doing it. it was clear that the giant public video was the ONLY way to get people to notice. HE WOULDVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH STEALING 87 FUCKING THOUSANDS WORTH OF DOLLARS. HE CANT HANDLE THE FACT HE CANT GET AWAY WITH IT. 

am i supposed to feel bad for the guy who basically threatened a trans woman with the police? i don’t care what anyone says, it’s so fucking obvious that he threatened jessie by implying he was getting the police involved in their conflict. what am i supposed to act like that didn’t happen? are we supposed to pretend like he didn’t glorify nazi’s and outright said that gay people made up a good chunk of the nazis? That he didnt say america joined ww2 bc they were jealous of the NAZIS. WHAT WOULD POSSESS YOU TO FUCKING SAY THAT. but then? He gives women (not even women most of the time, he misgenders nonbinary ppl constantly) shit for writing mlm. are we supposed to act like he doesn’t straight-up sees himself superior and better than people of color and steals their works to put himself on a pedestal? Are we supposed to act like he didnt spit on our elders by saying “only the boring gays survived aids” like man! Fuck you! He BLANTANTLY MAKES UP HISTORY TO PUT HIMSELF ON A PEDESTAL!! HE ACTIVELY TRIED TO REWRITE LGBT HISTORY TO SUIT HIS FUCKED UP NARRATIVES!

yes this sucks ! no one deserves this but no one should be making him a martyr. Thats what he fucking WANTS! He wants to be immortalized as a victim!! (again, supposedly, it was reported hes alive but its not confirmed).

The shit he got isnt near the amount of fucking callous behavior hes done again and again. Again, to drill this point, EVEN IF HE DIDNT CALL THE POLICE HE THREATENED A TRANS WOMAN INTO THINKING HE DID!!! The fact he tried to use a head injury to justify years of the outright ghoulish shit fucking astounds me. Why the fuck did anyone in his life thought it was a good idea to let him TRY to come back. in the end, he had options. he didn’t need to try to make a comeback. HE DIDNT NEED TO FUCKING LIE OR IGNORE THE SHIT HE WAS CALLED OUT ON the reality is, he wanted to come back thinking he could shove it under the rug, was told that no dude, you’re not allowed to be a youtuber anymore. you’re done. you need to move on and went full nuclear. it’s not on anyone’s hands but his own. HES BEEN DOING THIS TO HIMSELF!! But nah man we cant call his shit out bc hell may or may not kill himself. Fuck the other minorities who have the same issues but worse and sometimes BECAUSE of him. This is going to SUCKKKK so bad when other ppl, specifically white gays, are going to weaponize this shit to get away with their stuff.

#warning: do not read this post if you want me to be nice to james somerton. i am extremely mean in this post. #before anyone accuses me of shit i legit never contacted him myself or anyone involved. i am someone who witnessed this behavior repeatedly #again. i hope hes alive and well. the fact is him lying about this WOULD BE THE IDEAL SITUATION. BC NO ONE SHOULD GO THROUGH THAT. but. #he HAS to forever be the victim in his eyes. attempting doesnt automatically mean youre free of sin. #its just terrible to see that regardless whether or not he did do it #its very clear his attempts to run away from his consequences are working on some people #we need to acknowledge that if your shitty ex friend can weaponize a threat to kill themselves #so can this internet person after being called out for horrendous shit #like what was the alterative? what were people supposed to fucking do? be nice about it? #yeah as if poc and trans women arent historically given shit for being 'too mean' about wanting justice. #this isnt just the plagiarism this is the fact a white dude has been parading himself as THE speaker for the gays(tm) but has been using hi #gayness to shield himself from his misogyny racism transphobia and antisemitism #its very clear regardless this means that ppl r going to side with him and then give him benefit of doubt #if you cant handle the heat stay out of the fucking kitchen dude. this is the consequences of your fucking actions. #hes a disgusting person who cant handle being told no so hes going to drag everyone down with him #like. idk this entire situation is frustrating to me. #its also frustrating ppl trying to be moral abt it like 'see! i knew this was bad all along!' no you didnt. shut it. #for the record im like mainly talking abt twit watching those spineless uwu cutesy ppl basically saying hes done noting wrong #oh and also alt righters who are clearly weaponinizing this where u know they wouldnt give a shit if a right ytber did this. #james somerton #idk might delete this later its just. ugh...

[kimodraw]

thought a lot abt the cw shows these past few days

#spn #supernatural #spn fanart #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #third one is abt standford sam meeting his 40 year old self and neither of them enjoying the experience #captionned the first one 'end of the road' on twitter #i think lucifer would dress himself up (as seen in the end with the unfitting white suit) hence the stupid knight boots and stuff #bc he cares abt his vassal he loves his vassal (evil grin) #wherehas michael sees dean as utilitarian. his tool. daddys blunt instrument dare i say #so he doesnt take the time to put himself in different clothes than whatever dean is wearing #also i wanted the handprint to show so #oh also second drawing . love to put sam in his moms nightgown lol #+vaguely yonic blood shape on the holy sword yeah yeah we've all seen it #OH RIGHT and lucifer's holding a morningstar bc that's what he's called sometimes idk if this is obvious or not #ok. those r all my thoughts on these. lots of thoughts. good night

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

Lowkey i ate with rhis actually no i didn't i ate wirh rhat ENDER EYE Why is it so rendered Hello

IGNORW RHEIR UGLY UGLY DESIGNS This was before they switched to their iconic Skins past e didn't know......

#loosely based off of this old thing it's under the Cut #origins smp #beeduo #beeduo fanart #idk what other tags to put i cant put C because this isn't C this is O..... but like do people even check those tags idk #actually no im scared i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals i dont want to interfere with their character ecosystem i was #only there for the first one😅 #i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY #DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM #IR EAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE thats all i remmeber ANF ALSO RNE can i call you senpaaiiii bit thay shit h #ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its #been wayyyyyyy too long #BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise #bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹ #had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop #yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭 #ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really #wanted to share ok i love you bge #WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED #RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like #water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT #ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I #VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB #OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be #Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON #SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub #lic had to say.... ok Now bye

[favoure]

PLEASEEEEE TELL ME THE SIDEBLOG i wont send any more than this but PLEASWE u dint know how desperate i am i love your art so much ive been lookinf for ur sideblog for ahwile PLEA......

SORRY ANON I SAW UR ASKS BUT I FELL ASLEEP </////333 anyways go follow hhhloml for the full version of this when it's done 💥💥💥💥

#asks for ain #literally god's sleepiest soldier i woke up so early today but fell asleep and woke up again n fell asleep again n Finally woke up #idk if its my meds that r doing this to me but it sure is a thing that is happening #scarian #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #<- for da uhhhhh what do u call those again #if someone has those terms blocked #ya watever LOL clicking post now zzzzz

[autistic-katara]

seeing ur beloved mutual reblogging some questionable shit (probably unintentionally) but not having the energy to argue or explain why </3

#please i dont wanna have to be the one to correct u fuckers every time u reblog a mildly disguised dogwhistle #goyish mutuals please talk to some jews (who r knowledgeable and want to educate ppl) #cause stg some of the stuff i’m seeing is 2 steps below nazi propaganda #and ik its most likely not malicious but god i’m so tired #please educate urself on some stuff #bcz some of the shit ur rbing could easily be found on some neonazi page if u just (((added some of these around the word zionist))) #or just replaced the word zionist with “jews” or smthn #or idk just so many posts if u tweaked the language just a little but kept the same message it would be blatant nazi shit #and yeah sure the post sounds normal nd everything or whatever but u gotta remembered the point of dogwhistles is to seem innocuous #to signal to other nazis to make them sound more sympathetic and to make ppl calling them out seem insane #just please guys i’m begging u watch out for those posts that r like #“the zionists in hollywood r censoring x” or #“oh no! x jewish celebrity is scared of antisemitism in their big mansion? so sad! lets address their hurt feelings right away #dead palestinian children can wait!” #or whatever #like yes what israel is doing is beyond fucked nd the us being supportive of it is gross but please ffs watch what ur reblogging/posting #think abt if its denying/downplaying antisemitism #if u replaced the word “zionist” with “jew” would it sound like a conspiracy theory? #are u dehumanising jewish/israeli ppl in any way? #(bcz yes not every israeli citizen is the actual devil yk i dont think my 2 month old cousin ever bombed anyone) #yk just please think before u post/reblog jesus fucking christ #idk i kinda went off on a whole rant here oops- #antisemitism #ryan shut the fuck up

[redeyeballhat]

Ive signed into animal jam classic for the first time in ever and haha *stares nervously as i realize my navy fox hat/non member sword/gold glove/etc is missing*

#Animal Jam #ERM . . . . WELL . . . . #bro even the fucking um. vines. the like doorway vines idk what theyre called? those r missing too #i had to change my password to get in so hopefully that solves the problem but MANNN #werent those vines members only/not exclusive . . . idk . . . . none of my other older items r missing

[angeltism]

"spar.kle is fictional who cares" I have seen people praising her for her racist anti-romani comments what the fuck kind of world do you live in

#➳ the fool speaks #fuuuck man i don't think fiction and reality will influence each other 1=1 but characters being weirdos or bigots and it not being #criticized for it makes those kinds of people who Very Much Already Exist IRL think they're in the fucking right. they aren't. #i don't think someone getting spar.kle in hsr is going to turn them into a fucking racist but her being Like That and looking cute #and being playable and not getting called the fuck out in game makes people who ARE racists have a cutesy girl to idolize and support and #use as a way to say shit without getting in trouble because ''ermmm I'm not the one who wrote her!! i just think she's really funny!! she's #not real anyways why are you mad!!'' #like my god shut UP #again like. pulling for her or thinking she's cute doesn't mean you want all roma dead. that. that isn't how that works #but if you think of hoyo's writing of her is good and funny and not problematic at all I'd LOVE to know what you think about #how real life roma r treated to this day. like genuinely let's have a little chat. I'm sure you have normal not-racist opinions #and do not use the g slur and do not defend it and tootally don't view roma just as all the bad stereotypes right !!!! #*ok actually pulling for her kinda. shows support to hoyo for whatever weird ass decision someone on their team made #to go ''ah yes let's add racism but make it a cute girl and make it 'funny' this'll get us so much money'' #and if you spent on her banner. look idk what to say. shame? yeah shame. hoyo in general is not a company that deserves your money there #are better things to spend your cash on. like literally look at how they treated sum.eru and they made the guy inspired by roma WHITE ??? #generally. not something I would advise spending on. but like ok especially on the racist character y'know #anyways.

[birchisnotokay]

erm, sketch of tcw stain glass portrait anyone..?

#what r those things called thats like painting but with glass and its like choppy outline n stuff #idk the name but thats the thing im going for here #maybe it makes mor sense when im done.............. #thsc #thsc art #thsc fanart #the henry stickmin collection #henry stickmin #ellie rose #my art #wood work ahead #oh yeah sorry for being dead btw #i swear next week ill be more active #oh and also this is inspired by those wanted posters in the owl house #OKAY BLUE TOLD ME WHAT IT IS TYSM BLUE ILY/P

[mittenlady]

#ace attorney #klavquill #klavier gavin #simon blackquill #idk what these types of posts r called #like the tiktok speech bubble ones #this is more like those phoenix wrong vids tho i had an era where i made those in after effects … #i made this on capcut tho lol

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Hi, do you have any general tips for getting into grad school lol?

I'm trying to get into a clinical psych phD program which I know is very different from what you're doing but hey, I'll take any advice youd like to share ! Also love your art :-)!

I'll just explain how i got to this point and hope theres something worth taking from that.

For me, I did my Masters 1st bc I hadn't done in the lab work until my last year of undergrad and I wasn't sure how I would handle working on a big project and I had a general idea of what I wanted to study but it was still kinda blurry. So, I thought ok 2 years on a project that seems ok, then 4+ on something I really wanna do based on what i learned from my masters. I found my Masters advisor through a string of talking to different people about my interests, reading her papers, and asking if she happened to be looking for students. I sort of stumbled into a good situation on a bit of luck

For my PhD I had a very narrow focus for what I was looking for in terms of research, so there were only like 5 ppl doing exactly what I wanted in english speaking countries. I found them all through reading a bunch of papers, stalking their lab websites and then emailing them like: Hey! I found u through reading X paper, ur research is so cool! Here is how it fits with my interests and here is what I've done that qualifies me to work with you (in as few words as I could manage). Are you accepting students into your lab? And then if they reply that they are: would u be willing to talk with me?

During meetings the questions I always ask (aside from questions abt their research) are: what's your lab space like? How hands on are you as an adviser? What do you like about what you do/what compelled you to take on X research? And then it's also good to ask about their other students (what research they're doing and if you could email them to ask if they like this adviser as a boss/whats it like at the school).

Honestly, I feel like the best advice I could give is treat an interview like it goes both ways. You don't want a boss that sucks so grill them a bit to try to figure out what they're like as a person. And it helps to let a little passion shine thru ✨️

Hope that helps? And good luck!!!

#its a lot easier to get in once you have your masters too bc it demonstrates u can handle grad school #like id get emails back like: oh ur work fits well with my research! and im like: uh yea thats y i emailed u??? #but my interests r extremely niche and a bit odd so i guess i kinda come blazing thru like a rogue planet #idk im maybe a bit weird but ive got a lotta passion for what i wanna do when im not drowning #and hopefully that comes thru in interviews even when im rambling around my answers #aha now im procrastinating prepping for those interviews 😅 #anyway hope this helps a bit! #mostly for me its finding ppl with the background thst will enable me to do what i want and then trying to fugure out what kind of person #they r and if that fits with how i work #unrelated #lmao literally 2 ppl i got on calls with were like algae??? most ppl try to hide their interest in algae #and im like great its been 2min and uve already called me a freak lmao

[sustims]

source

#talos gifs #stim gifs #stim #among us #fidget toys #simpl dimpl #pop its #hammer game #? idk what those r called #toys #plastic #multicolored #red #black #flash tw #pulsing lights #these look quite off brand but w/e

[beware-of-you-98]

reasons to watch criminal minds [and/or evolution]

• cool

• family fluff

• interesting plotlines

• reboot for nostalgia

• women pretty

#criminal minds evolution #criminal minds #i will not be taking criticism #but that’s it #that’s the only reason #women r pretty #and i’m just a lil lesbian #and okay maybe nostalgia #but for strictly lesbian reasons #i’m gonna actually weep if they make emily and the reject pringles can man a thing #like weep in the bad way #the way i only be watching because ✨women✨ #those are my emotional support fictional milfs officer i have an emotional dependency on all four of them #idk if there’s spoilers in the tags i didn’t watch and I’m scared to #shay shitposts #anyway deputy director bailey literally looks like the man on the pringles can just bald faced and that’s why i call him what i call him xx #can’t believe tumblr betrayed me and said i can’t appreciate milfs and divide my hate of that annoying ass man #wish he got hit by a bus

[sipsteainanxiety]

overthrow the system! call him cringe petnames instead!

#princess kitten teddy bear darling ALL OF IT!! #usually in fic its the char calling reader pet names like those but imagine if it was reversed LMFAOO #ive never seen reader call a char a cringe pet name #no but imagine calling bkg kitten LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #IM CACKLIN #some petnames have rights but others do Not #at least imo-if u like em good for u!! #personally i like baby/babe/love #god what r some other ones #call bkg ur lil love muffin #lil booger LMDSFKJSHDFKJ #kitty cat WHSKJDSFKJDF WHEEZING #sweetie pie LMSDFKJSFH pumpkin #b....baby.... girl... #idk if theres a tw tag for shit like this kKDFJHSF #go to sleep shay it's late o'clock #gna reiterate that im not bashing on u if u /do/ happen to like those kinds of nicknames #i just think it would be funny to role reverse that shit and call /bkg/ or smthn them #STILL HUNG OVER CALLING BKG KITTEN SKDFHNFKV BKCKAJDA melting my brain is melting

[octal-alchemist]

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#going to bed in a min but want to ramble #i signed up for extra shifts and partial shifts next week like a dummy:) #so im expecting at least 53hrs #and i just found out i have paid sick days?? what?? and theyll expire in august #i have 48hrs of paid sick leave. but i cant get overtime pay on a week i use sick leave + i dont wanna do that to coworkers #i had just been going unpaid on the 3 days ive called in sick in the last 9 months oops #but now im so torn. if i was gonna call in sick for fun i would want to do it on thursdays Fridays but. those r the days i picked up #double shifts for. bc my shift is fully staffed those days but the previous shift is understaffed #and i know my boss wants me to just switch shifts for thpse days but i dont wanna ruin my sleep like that!! #hhhhhhhh #like i could do something like only working the partial early shift... feels mean tho #mb i will take days off on purpose and i can use paid sick days not pto? idk #i still have 65hrs pto and i dont know if that will also reset or something but it better not #working is so weird!!!!! i was unemployed so long im so confused by everything #i just wanna be independent and feel secure but its all confusing

[junipercastor]

effy stonem girl interrupted virgin suicides femcel is probably the most boring thing a girl could be idk. it's so bland. i feel like the women who took duck face selfies in 2016 with pumpkin spice lattes had more culture than that

#idk what theyre called fr but those r the tags they put under random photos of white women or a lamb in a barn

[delicateimage]

Every straight person is kinda gay.

#it’s true straight men are the gayest ppl I’ve ever seen #like a call of duty voice call lobby has the homoeroticism of a bl drama #thewizardliz said men don’t like women men like men and it’s so true like literally outside of objectification WAHT DO STRAIGHT MEN LIKE #ABOUT WOMEN? #like they hate our interests they hate us without femininity and makeup clothes editing etc hate our personalities and when we speak #I think it’s male narcissism because they love themselves so much and they see themselves more in other males so that’s who they’re truly #attracted to #and I think since straight men have such a perverse view of sex love and attraction they confuse love for those things when they r not #and since that usually doesn’t happen in male friendships and relationships for them they have a clear view of real love together #idk I might be completely off base idk what men r rlly like but I can guess #and I think every straight woman would prefer to have a butch gf most of the time