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I was reading a series on aftercare and it made me curious...
how would you give/receive aftercare after a one night stand?
Do you give a high-five and dip?
Do you just get up and leave immediately?
What if you want to snuggle and the other person doesn't?
What if you want to stay and the other person tells you that you have to leave?
I couldn't imagine having to experience the come-down of sex by myself 😩😩
Oooh this is gonna be story time! So I've dated like 15 people (I can explain, don't come at me lol) but I had never had an actual one night stand until last month. Let me know if you want the whole story.
To preface, to me a one night stand means that you literally met the person that day or that night, slept with them and you don't plan on seeing them or sleeping with them again. For example you went to visit friends in another city, you went out, you met a guy in a bar, maybe he was attractive but not relationship material, but you're both horny so you decide to have sex and afterwards you don't need to call each other. That sort of thing. With this very limited level of connection, personally I don't feel like I need to be held, the sex might be fun but it won't be emotional like it is with someone you have feelings for or you love each other.
What I THINK people should do or at least what I would like in terms of aftercare would be at least basic things like:
- not immediately getting up, getting dressed and leaving
- not telling them immediately after "you have to leave now"
- if it was really good sex, TELL THEM. Everyone likes to hear that
- if it wasn't good and you know you won't see them again, just don't say anything lol
- you don't have to cuddle but you can keep a hand on their shoulder at least or something, while you're both calming down. If they want kisses and you're not put off by the idea, let them kiss you
- check if they want water, or tissues/wet wipes or anything else to help clean up.
- if it's in your own place or hotel room, offer them the shower and your toiletries if they don't have any
- if you really need to go, just say it gently and thank them for coming over with you. Don't rush on the way out, maybe give them a kiss but make it clear that you're leaving.
- if you need them to leave, you can't kick them out especially if it's the middle of the night, you should help them get a taxi and pay for it. If they're saying they want to stay, you can say a white lie and say you need them to leave because you also need to leave soon or you have your parents coming over very early or something. I know being dishonest isn't good, but if this is only a one night stand and it happens to be a sensitive person, I don't see how being curt, kicking them out and hurting their feelings is better.
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loops babes!! do u perchance have a snip of ur About Time au u might care to share? *smiling so so sweetly batting eyelashes* <3
*blushes deeply, kneeling in front of you with my humble offer* only for you Sash, here’s an extract of chapter 7<3
“I can’t believe you managed to trap me into this,”
Lily clicks her tongue, “Remus, one night isn’t too much to ask, is it?”
It isn’t but he’s not going to admit that so he just gives her a side look as they stop when they reach the entrance. There are some people handing out brown paper bags with something inside and Remus immediately narrows his eyes suspiciously at the bag a guy offers him. Lily takes his before he can refuse and heads inside. He has not other choice but to trail after her.
“What's the bag for?” Remus asks as they find their seats near the stage.
Lily waves a hand dismissively, passing him the paper brown bag. “Oh, nothing you need to worry about now.”
As soon as he takes it, the bag makes a distinctive sound.
“Lily, my bag jingles, why does it jingle?”
“Remus, you’re ruining the experience!” she swats his hand away when he tries to open the bag. “Don’t open it, wait until the show starts.”
He purses his lips but lets the bag alone for the time being, instead, he let his eyes wonder. The amount of times he has been on a proper theather —without taking in consideration the dingy auditorium back at home where they show their high school plays— are few.
The place he’s in is quite lovely, relatively small for a theather and old, not enough room for a proper audience but big enough to have balconies; the details and the high ceilings makes it up for it or so he thinks.
As small as it is, it fills rather quickly but he doesn’t feel suffocated, it’s not a pack function so there are a few seats empty between the rows. Besides, Remus choose a aisle seat near to the closest exit. One will never now when a sudden fire can take place, you know. Best to be prepare.
Looking as his wristwatch there’s still three minutes until midnight for the show to start. Remus bitsback a yawn and turns to look at Lily but the former is in a chat with the person beside her.
Without her paying attention to him, Remus opens the bag as silent as possible and ruminates the contents, his curiosity taking the better of him; Remus finds a flashlight, a newspaper, a whistle, a bell and other knick-knacks. He frowns, looking up at Lily.
“Evans, why they gave us a bag with random things?” Lily turns to him and has the grace to look sheepish.
“Oh, maybe because the show is interactive?”
“What?” he panics, wide-eyed. “Why didn’t you tell me earlier?”
“Because I knew you were going to freak out and you would’ve never agreed!”
Damn right, he wouldn’t.
“Damn right I wouldn’t!”
For lack of a better word, Remus is fucked.
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movedto-clifflix · 6 months
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im watching cage match w/ johnny !! :>
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chichamiranda17 · 1 year
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always-andromeda · 1 year
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some lesser-seen Danos to brighten ur night 💞
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(‘lesser-seen’ in my experience but maybe these are more common and i’m just blind, idk… but these types of candid pictures and weird photoshoot/portfolio shots that were likely never used for anything… i love them.)
Aaaaaa!! I’ve seen some of these actually, but yeah?? I’d say they’re pretty rare?? But I love love love all of them too. The monkey chain link picture is one of my favorites of all time?? It’s so dumb and so goofy.
AND THEN HIM AND HIS LITTLE SUSPENDERS. There’s this boy I used to know in middle school who dressed exactly like that for all the school dances and so pictures from that shoot just make me go, “oh shit!! Paul’s on his way to the middle school dance!!!!”
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intuitively-her · 11 months
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Compliments you receive behind your back
Pile 1-(The Tower, 8 of swords, Judgement, The Magician, 4 of wands, Knight of pentacles, Ace of pentacles, Ace of wands)
People really admire your ability to put the pieces back together after a shitty situation. You've been on a long adventure of self-discovery and it's served you very well. You have a good judge of character as well. I think past situations have helped build your discernment. Therefore, you rarely ever get caught up in bs anymore. People really admire how sweet and supportive you are. There's something very cheerful about you. You tend to be the happiest in the room lol. You may travel a lot. You could've traveled abroad recently or are planning to. People love how you go under the radar at times and then suddenly pop out with something new. Your aesthetic is heavily admired, especially the way you dress. Even down to your mannerisms and the way you talk. People really like you. You have a hardworking and responsible nature. You won't let yourself or those you care for fail. You turn lemons into lemonade! People love how you can manifest prosperity and new beginnings. It makes them think, "If pile 1 can do it, I can too!" You're an idol babe.🌟
*channeled song: Barbie girl by aqua
*daily affirmations: Today I am mindful. Today I know deep in my heart and soul that happiness and self-worth are within me. Today I trust myself. Today I know that I will make the right decisions to maintain a happy and healthy life.
Pile 2-(Ace of cups, 2 of swords rx, 5 of wands rx, 3 of wands, The Hermit, 6 of cups rx, 10 of swords rx, The Star, 6 of wands rx)
People admire how expressive you are with your emotions. You may be really good with kids, or people really love your childish nature. Your fairness is very admired. I feel like you don't like to take sides in situations. You try to see everything from multiple perspectives. You have this innate ability to ease conflict and brighten the mood. Someone here could be an alchemist. You're so self-sacrificial to others. People really admire your ability to self-reflect and right your wrongs. You really make an effort to change. You may have been forced to grow up fast. This is inspiring to the ones that know your story. You have transformed into someone unrecognizable. You remain humble even though you're in the spotlight. Like you know you have eyes on you but you don't let it go to your head.
*daily affirmation: Today I am healthy. Today my mind, heart, and soul are one healthy being.
Pile 3-(The Empress, Queen of pentacles, Temperance, The World, Strength, 10 of cups, The Moon rx, 5 of wands, Queen of wands rx, 7 of cups)
People really admire your motherly qualities. Someone here could be a mother. If so, people think you're an amazing mom. It's like you would give your child/children the world if you could. For someone specific, people really love your cooking. Your presence is just so healing. You take pride in keeping your family stable and people really admire that. You're very big on family in general. You're very protective over your family and will go to war for anyone you care about. I keep hearing "mama bear". Your honesty is something that is very admired by your friends/family. People admire how patient you are with life in general. You may have been through lessons that taught you how precious time is and not to take people/things for granted. You have great optimism. Your vulnerability is admired as well. Others can tell that you're not scared to let your guard down to those closest to you. Your beauty is heavily admired as well. I heard "one of a kind". People admire how you have others that are jealous or mad at what you do. It's kinda like "ouuu pile 3 has fans"👀
*daily affirmations: Today I am flexible. Today I adapt to changes in my life with an open mind and a positive outlook. Today I have faith. Today I have faith and truly believe that anything is possible.
Pile 4-(Page of swords rx, 5 of swords, 4 of swords, 5 of pentacles, 2 of pentacles, Knight of wands, Ace of wands, The Magician, The Sun, The Lovers rx)
People admire your ability to sniff out the bad in people/situations. You've probably saved others from unfavorable situations. You may like to fight fire with fire in some situations. People really admire your bold and fiery personality. You have a warrior type of energy. It makes me think of Rosie the Riveter. People love how you take care of yourself while still juggling so many responsibilities. You may be in a position where you're closed off to love rn to be more focused on self and what you love most. People wish they could be like that. A lot of people look up to you and want to follow your ideas/what you believe in. People see how much balance you have. Your life is like a beautiful chaos and you handle it so freaking well. It's really admired how you put time into your family and take care of them. This pile gives me rich auntie vibes lol. You really inspire others to do better.
*daily affirmation: Today I will not give in. Today I will not allow negative thoughts or feelings to prevent me from achieving happiness.
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sunny44 · 1 year
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My star 🌟
Pairing: Pierre Gasly x Girlfriend!reader
Warnings: none.
Summary: When Pierre remembers you in an interview.
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"Well we are here with none other than Pierre Gasly the new formula 1 driver for the Alpine team. Pierre how is it going with the new team?"
"Well first of all thank you for having me and I am very happy with the new team, after many years in the Redbull family I felt that I needed a change and new air so it was really nice to change and have a fresh start.”
"Perfect and how was your reception there?"
"It was great, the staff is amazing and I think we will be able to do a good job on track."
"Wonderful. Well we asked the fans to send you questions and we separated the ones we thought were the most creative and different. The first question is even if you are separated will we get more content from you with Yuki?" I laughed at the question.
"For sure, even in different teams he is like a little brother to me and we spent 2 years working together so for sure you will have content from us."
"The second question is what is your biggest fear?"
"I think it's losing someone. I've lost a few people and I know how hard it is and I'm honestly not prepared for that to happen again."
"Do you ever feel afraid of racing?"
"I would be lying if I said no because I had, but it was before I got into formula one. I think if at some point in our careers we start to feel fear it will be time to stop."
"Do you think at some point in your F1 career you will feel that fear?"
"I think yes, probably when I get kids that's when I will feel fear of dying in a car."
“So do you think about having kids?”
“Of course, it’s was always a dream of mine and it’s also a dream of my girlfriend.”
“So it’s confirmed you have a girlfriend?”
“Yes, I know that have some rumors about it and yes it’s confirmed.”
“Do we know her or do we’ll get to know her?”
“No you guys don’t know her, she’s not famous or anything. She’s actually an architect, we met in Monaco in the last GP and a few months later we started dating.”
“Woo that’s awesome, congratulations to you two.”
“Thank you.”
"And that brings us to our last question which is pretty random and that's why we chose it. Do you like stars?"
"If I like stars?" I ask and again to confirmed and he agrees and at the same time I think of her. "yes I love stars.”
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Bonus scene!
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Liked by @yourusername, @charlesleclerc, @yukitsunoda and others 98456
@Pierregasly My star ⭐️
Tagged: @yourusername
@charlesleclerc finally
Liked by @pierregasly
@yourusername love you babe and I miss you so much
@Pierregasly I love you more and I’m coming home for you
@yukitsunoda I can believe you betrayed me
@Pierregasly sorry babe
@yourusername ahn excuse me???
@pierregasly run Yuki
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Let me know if you want to be on the tag list for Pierre stories or all F1 drivers that I’ll write for
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okay. hear me out. Kappa belittling you while you cry and whimper over the size of his cock🙁🙁 mean dom kappa has my heart I swear
This is my meal. I call it 🌟guuuuuuurl diiinnnerrrrr🌟
Mating Season
Summary: In which Kappa is using you as his personal fleshlight 😗
Pairing: Kappa x fem!Reader
Word Count: ~1k
Content Warnings: Nothing But Filth 18+!, Mean!Dom!Kappa Being A Menace, Doggy, Ovulation Hornyness, So Much Cum, Straight Up Breeding (It's Not Just A Kink Anymore, Y'all 🥴), Resulting In Possible Impreg, Refractory Period? We Don't Know Her Around Here, Overstimulation (Reader Is Completely Gone At This Point), Very Primal, Petnames, Manhandling, Spanking (That's Prolly The Most Normal Thing In This Fic)
A/N: We all know ovulation hornyness is actually diabolical 👀
Tagging the horny horde:
@crypticsewerslut @quicksilversg1rl @cc-luvr @icarus-star @milaeth @roryculkinsgf @roryculkinsbf @spookyorchid @arch1viste @whoareyoi @angelsanarchy @b4sementgrl @blueberrypancakesworld @rocketqueen-world @r0ttenmess
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Come play my game, I'll test ya
Psychosomatic, addict, insane
Come play my game
Inhale, inhale, you're the victim
Come play my game
Exhale, exhale, exhale
- Breathe By The Prodigy (Remix)
You felt it slowly trickling down the inside of your thighs, the accumulated gooey amalgamation of ejaculate, sweat and the slick of your countless orgasms sticky against your skin. Single dollops of it practically flew through the air, splattering onto an already damp mattress and all over Kappas crotch repeatedly whilst he fucked into you from behind with relentlessl fervor.
Lewd, straight up filthy wet sounds echoed from the decrepit stone walls but not really cutting through to you anymore. You, with your head pressed against the sheets, your hair nothing but a mess all over and around your face, drool leaking from between your quivering lips, were a goner.
Not a single thought crossed your fogged mind, all that was left was to simply feel and that you did for sure.
With each heavy roll of Kappa's hips against your already spanked and bruised ass, you felt how the angry tip of his cock spearheaded into your sore cunt that was clearly overflowing with bodily fluids at this point. You felt how your walls clenched and tightened around him, how your body betrayed you like this and failing to realize that Kappa had been hammering himself into your abused pussy like that for hours now. For some wicked reason, your body still craved more, getting increasingly cockdrunk with every time you felt him stroking his girth over that especially sensitive spot of yours.
The point where your muscles couldn't take it anymore was long overstepped already, but you just froze in the position you were in, with your ass raised up high on trembling knees and your front pinned to the mattress, blacking out the pain in devout submission.
With your eyes closed, all senses turned inward, you only knew the pushing and shoving, thrusting and pulling back of his throbbing cock deep inside of you, making you see stars sparkling on the black of your eyelids. Time and place rendered into obscure concepts that didn't apply to you in any way right now.
"Hey, you still here?" Kappa barked out in a breathy, low laugh before the flat of his palm swung down onto the round of your behind.
The answer you gave to that was far from some carefully articulated word and but a meak whimper that snaked its way out of your mouth upon impact.
"There, there…I was worried about my sweet, little cum bunny for a moment." Just for good measure, he struck down on your ass again, successfully leaving a glowing red imprint of his hand next to countless others.
You felt the pain shooting through your weak body yet your worn out nerve endings couldn't be bothered to even do so much as flinch.
"Oh, you're so far gone, aren't you?", Kappa mocked, pushing himself into you again, splitting you open from the inside out, "Don't worry, babe, I'll make sure to finally fuck a baby into you. Fuck, you take my cock so good. Such an obedient slut."
The words reached your ears, your fucked out brain trying to comprehend in a fruitless attempt. The last thing you knew was essentially begging unto him to touch you, to fuck the hornyness, caused by your monthly cycle, out of you and to ease the throbbing need between your legs with his body. Kappa more than gladly took you up on that invitation.
"Yeah, I'm gonna get you pregnant, fucking finally. Do the very thing none of those Replicas could ever do and actually procreate.", He rambled on in his deranged train of thought, "Can't wait for your belly to grow and swell with the human life that I father right here."
It seemed as if he talked himself into a delusional spurt, picking up the pace in which his thighs slapped against the brutalized skin of your ass, not even fully pulling out anymore before shoving himself into you again.
It had the tiny rest of your still haphazardly functioning brain short circuiting as your weak fingers searched for support by digging into the sheets. It was to no avail, your tear-soaked cheek chaffed over the fabric with each thrust, most likely turning sore by the time he'd eventually be done with you here.
"Shit, fuck…", It seeped out of his mouth in a guttural groan, " 'M gonna cum again just by thinking about getting you knocked up, bunny."
Although your brain was nothing but a fucked out puddle by now, you recognised how his rhythm faltered like the plenty of times before, his pulsing cock turning rigid inside of you before a new, hot and tacky wave of his seed flooded your already full to the brim insides.
You sensed how his load pushed past your walls and exuded out of your sore cunt, smearing down the insides of your thighs just like the last and the one before that.
"Gosh, you're such a perfect, submissive breeding slut for me. Fucking love you and your pussy when you're so needy for me like that. Gonna make sure that I fuck all of my cum into you nice and deep.." With that, Kappa inhaled sharply before rolling his hips against your behind again, pulling a weak whimper from your lungs.
"Might as well just do that all night long."
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gunsatthaphan · 28 days
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~ Monthly BL Breakdown: March 2024 ~ 
🌦️ Happy April!!! 🐝
Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Youtube and other platforms. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post! 
New breakdowns are coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns
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What came out this month? (green = seen/currently watching)
🌟 Love is Better the Second Time Around - March 5th (Japan) 
🌟 Deep Night - March 7th (Thailand) 
🌟 Your Tie is Crooked - March 11th (Japan/Thailand)
🌟 Close Friend 3: Soju Bomb! - March 13th (Thailand)
🌟 Kiseki Chapter 2 - March 17th (Thailand)
🌟 Two Worlds - March 21st (Thailand) ✅
🌟 High Demand - March 23rd (Thailand) 
🌟 Be Your Star - March 23rd (Thailand)
🌟 Jazz For Two - March 26th (South Korea)
🌟 The Star - March 28th (Thailand) 
🌟 Please Teach Me - March 29th (South Korea)
🌟 Only Boo! - March 31st (Thailand) ✅
Monthly likes/dislikes
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New series & movie announcements
🎥 Babanbabanban Vampire (manga adaption) - Coming 2025 (Japan)
🎥 My Lovely Enemy - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 My Dear Daddy (starring Fluke Pusit) - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 Battle of the Writers (starring TutorYim) - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 Meet You at the Blossom - Date TBA (Taiwan/Thailand)
🎥 Silent House - Date TBA (China)
🎥 This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans - Coming July 5th (Thailand)
🎥 What the Nong - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 Night Owl - Date TBA (China)
🎥 จาฤกรติชา (novel adaption) - Date TBA (Thailand)
🎥 GG Precinct - Date TBA (Taiwan)
🎥 Sangmin & Dinneaw (Thai/Korean collaboration) - Date TBA (Thailand/South Korea)
🎥 Let's Eat Together 2 (sequel movie) - Coming June 2024 (Japan)
🎥 Global Examination - Date TBA (Taiwan)
🎥 Yaoi Academy - Date TBA (Thailand)
Other news from the BL world
❗️ Actor Jes Jespipat was announced as the replacement for Build Jakapan in the upcoming Be On Cloud BL 4 Minutes. B. previously withdrew from the project after a defamation lawsuit involving him and his ex girlfriend in 2023. The project is now in production and will likely air towards the end of the year.
❗️ Actor Maiake Kandis announced his withdrawal from the upcoming BL Red Peafowl. He was originally cast as one of the leads, being paired with Dollar Patchara. He later came forward saying his statement was fake news and that he is in fact not withdrawing. He also said he does not know if or when the production will start.
❗️ Former GMMTV actor Fluke Pusit (The Shipper, The Warp Effect) was announced as the lead actor in the upcoming BL Your Dear Daddy. He will star alongside Poonpun Jitaboon, an air date is unknown.
❗️ Domundi actors TutorYim (Cutie Pie, Middlemans Love) were announced as the leads in the upcoming BL Battle of the Writers. The show will be produced by Hydroindus Entertainment and is based on the Chinese novel "The Great Battle of Games". The full cast was announced on March 9th; an airdate as well as further information on the show is unknown.
❗️ Lay Talay and Perth Nakhun (My Engineer) reunited for a mini series called Your Tie is Crooked, consisting of 3 episodes à 2 minutes. It was released on the Japanese streaming platform TVer on March 11th.
❗️ The premiere of the upcoming BL Wuju Bakery has been postponed to September. It was originally scheduled to air in March, though due to an increase of the episode length and general production upscaling, the original air date is no longer realizable, according to the production.
❗️ Change 2561 (Pit Babe) announced an upcoming original BL called This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans. Sailub and Pon (AlanJeff in PB) will star as the lead couple, alongside GarfieldBenz and others. A first trailer was released on March 20th.
❗️ Actor Yoon Phusanu revealed that he has left his management under Y Entertainment, following a dispute about his appearance in the 2023 Thai BL For Him. In a press conference he stated that the production cut his part completely and refused to pay him in the process. Main actors Dew N. and Tor A. later disclosed that they also encountered the issue of not receiving payment for their work from the company, along with accusations of se*ual assault from members of the production team. In an official statement Y Entertainment clarified they would transfer the actor's salaries as soon as possible.
❗️ The GMMTV BL Cherry Magic reached more than 1.7 million tweets for the final episode and a total of over 9 Million tweets for all 12 episodes, making it the gmmtv show with the most Twitter interaction in the history of the company.
❗️ The upcoming Korean remake of the Norwegian teen web series SKAM is officially in production. A short teaser was released on March 28th, revealing the title of the project: Fragile. An airdate, as well as a cast and further information is unknown.
Upcoming series & movies for April
👉🏻 Love is Like a Cat - April 1st (South Korea / Thailand)
👉🏻 We Are - April 3rd (Thailand)
👉🏻 Memory in the Letter - April 6th (Thailand)
👉🏻 Living With Him - April 11th (Japan)
👉🏻 Gray Shelter - April 11th (South Korea)
👉🏻 At 25:00 in Akasaka - April 18th (Japan)
👉🏻 Boys Be Brave - April 19th (South Korea)
👉🏻 With You I Bloom - April 24th (Japan)
👉🏻 My Stand-In - April 26th (Thailand)
👉🏻 Knock Knock Boys - April TBA (Thailand)
👉🏻 GMMTV2024 Part 2 (lineup event) - April TBA (Thailand)
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liong · 3 months
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Jim can convince Luke his diaper is just a costume, but if he doesn't hurry he might SOAK his cover.⏰💦.
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nottapossum · 29 days
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1.9 Constant as the Stars above 🌟 ❤️💜
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Summery: Angel talks to everyone except Pentious, Charlie, and Niffty.
⚠️TW: Lying, crying, feeling like a failure, making deals, Abusive relationships, possible manipulative behavior, hiding emotions, hiding one's true self. Lmk if I should add.
'You're not alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know, I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know, I won't give in.' ~Keep Holding On, Avril Lavigne
~~~Charlie and Vaggie:~~~~
Vaggie leads Charlie to her office, where she can have a quiet place and some space to calm down. 
“Charlie? Sweetie, are you okay?” Vaggie asks as soon as she closes the door.
Charlie shakes her head and sobs. “Everything is falling apart! We're going to lose Angel!” She cries. “We can't do this without him! We can't! I won't-"
“Honey…we'll be fine. We still have Pentious, right?” Vaggie asks her. 
“I promised Angel I was going to help him!” Charlie explains, moving away from Vaggie. “But, I failed him, I fucked everything up!”
Vaggie felt a sharp pain in her chest… this wasn't on Charlie. “Babe, breathe, okay? I was the one who yelled at him, not you. If anyone failed Angel, it was me.”
Charlie shakes her head. “But-”
Vaggie holds her girlfriend’s shoulders. “No, this is on me, not you. I'll talk to him, make it right with him, and he'll want to come back.” Vaggie promises, moving some of Charlie's hair behind her ear in attempt to comfort.
“But, then what? We only have a few months left.” She says. 
“We'll figure it out.” Vaggie says. “You've come too far to quit now it'll be alright. We will be okay.”
“He's right…I'm a failure.” Charlie says.
“He?” Vaggie asks. “Who's he?”
Who said that to Charlie, she'll fucking kill them!
“Remember when my dad called earlier this week?” Charlie asks.
“Uh- yeah. What- what did he say?” Vaggie asks her.
She did think that call was…suspicious. Was Lucifer trying to get her to give up?
“I lied to you.” Charlie admits sorrowfully. “It wasn't him.” She sighs angrily, there were too many different emotions pumping through her. “it was Seviathan.”
 Your ex boyfriend? What did he want?” Vaggie asks her.
Charlie had told Vaggie about her ex, mostly mentioning small stories about what an asshole he was, but then would quickly change the subject because it always seemed to upset her to think about him. 
Vaggie never really asked questions about him… because she knew how upsetting it was for Charlie to talk about. 
“He told me he saw our ad and felt sorry for me.” Charlie says. “Because it was clearly a huge train wreck and wasn't going anywhere.” Charlie sighs, 
“He's wrong.” Vaggie says seriously. 
“I don't know why I care…I shouldn't.” Charlie says, wiping away some tears. “I'm sorry I lied to you. I just didn't want to talk about it, and I panicked. I just wanted to ignore it.” her breathing comes out in gasps and hiccups. ”But his words play in my head over and over again! Just like before, I can't get my brain to stop-!”
Vaggie takes her hand. “Hey, it's okay. I'm not upset. Some things are hard to face, I know.”
“I'm so sorry, Vaggie! I should have just told you the truth. You're not like him, you would never hurt me.” She says. “Or anyone for that matter.”
Vaggie cringes internally- this felt worse than losing her eye... “I… I forgive you, Charlie.” Vaggie says to her. “I don't want you to worry about that right now. I'm just sorry it happened.” She says. 
“But, what if he's right? What if it doesn't work?” She asks. “What if we fail?”
Vaggie takes her chin and looks Charlie in the eye. “But, what if it does work? What if you succeed?” Vaggie asks her.
Charlie hugs Vaggie tightly. ”Thanks, Vaggie.”
“I'm sorry I yelled at Angel.” Vaggie says. “I was being an insecure idiot, I shouldn't have lashed out at him like that. You've worked so hard and I may have blown it all for you.”
“You didn't.” Charlie says. 
“I'll make this right, I promise. I'll talk to Angel and convince him to give this another chance.” Vaggie promised her.
Charlie nods, wiping away a few tears. “Yeah, that would be good.” 
“Are you okay?” Vaggie asks.
Charlie nods, her horns suddenly becoming visible…
Which would mean one or two things. 
Either Charlie was mad at someone, or-
Vaggie smiles. “Is someone little?” she asks her.
Charlie's eyes widen and touches her horns, realizing she had slipped. “...mmm maybe a lil bit?” Charlie says, holding her arms. ”I'm sorry.”
Vaggie shakes her head. “No, it's okay. It's a good thing. You need a break, especially after a day like today. Maybe we should cuddle for a bit so you can relax, okay?” 
“No! We gotta talk to Angel!” Charlie argues.
“I will talk to Angel later, right now I have to make sure you're okay.” Vaggie says.
“Noo!” Charlie wines again.
“Charlie.” Vaggie says sternly. “Listen to me, sweetie, I promise I will find Angel and talk to him, but you need to take some time to calm down and let yourself be little. Repressing won't help Angel, will it?”
Charlie crosses her arms. “No..”
“I promise I'm going to take care of it.” vaggie says, “Just trust me, okay?”
Charlie nods, her thumb slowly making its way to her mouth. “Kay.” 
Vaggie gently takes Charlie's Thumb out of her mouth and takes her hand. “Alright, babygirl. Come on.” Vaggie leads her little one to the couch.
“M’ tired, Vaggie.” Charlie whines as Vaggie sits down and pulls her on her lap. “It was too much for today.” 
“I know.” Vaggie ran her fingers through Charlie’s hair. “Just relax. We'll take some time to breathe, and then we'll figure this all out.” She reassured. 
Charlie nods. “Okay.” Charlie was crying again softly, even though she was trying her best not to.
She knows it's okay now- 
She was safe…
Safe with Vaggie. 
And Vaggie is gonna make everything okay again, she always does.
Vaggie continued to pet her head gently to try and soothe her, but it didn't seem like enough to calm her little one down…
So, Vaggie did what Charlie always did for little ones, she sang: “Constant as the stars above, always know that you are loved; And my love shining in you, will help you make your dreams come true, will help your dreams come true.”~
Charlie snuggles closer to Vaggie and rests her head on her shoulder.
Vaggie smiles and continues: “The lamb lies down and rests its head, on its mother's downy bed. Dolphin plays in the moonlight's glow. And butterfly dreams of a violet rose.”~
Vaggie brushes hair away from Charlie's face and kisses her little forehead. “Dreams of a violet rose”~
Charlie’s breathing becomes slower and her eyes start drooping. “I'll cradle you in my arms tonight, As sun embraces the moonlight. The clouds will carry our songs tonight, Our dreams will run deep like the sea.”~
“Our dreams will run deep like the sea.” ~ Vaggie covers Charlie with the blanket that rested on top of the chair next to them.
Charlie makes grabby hands at the coffee table, wanting something inside. 
Vaggie knew exactly what she was after, so she grabs Charlie's spare pacifier from the drawer and hands it to her.
Charlie hums at Vaggie with gratitude once she puts her paci in her mouth.
Vaggie rocks her softly back and forth. “Constant as the stars above. Always know that you are loved. And my love shining in you, will help you make your dreams come true.” ~
Charlie's eyes fall and she starts to drift to sleep.
“Will help your dreams come true.”~  Vaggie sang the rest of the song.
Charlie was finally calm, snuggled up close to Vaggie.
Everything was going to be okay.
~~~Husk and Angel:~~~
Angel grabbed a bag and started shoving his clothes into it. 
His piggy, fat nuggets oinks at his spider with confusion. 
“We're going back to Val's, Nuggs. They don't need us here anymore." He explains to the small piglet. 
The pig suddenly gets really scared upon hearing Val's name, he squeals in fear and hides under the bed. 
Angel exhales. “That's fine, you can stay, they'd rather have you anyway…” he wipes away a tear.
Why the fuck was he crying? 
This was his fault! 
He did this to himself!
He fucked everything up- 
…like he always does.
But, he knew this wouldn't last- that they'd kick him out eventually! 
Give up on him.
'You are an important part of our family, Angel. But, you uh-'
'Constantly make us look bad, sexually harass the staff, and literally never once tried to improve.'
'That was so good, Sir Pentious. You'll get redeemed in no time!' 
Not that he can blame them...
It's not like he's never heard it before…
'You can be replaced easily, Angel Dust. Do you have any idea how many wh*res would love to be in your place?'
'You looked absolutely dreadful in these shots, baby. You need to do them over.'
'I've killed bitches for less than this attitude you're giving me! You're lucky you make me money!'
'Angel cakes, you're part of the family. You know I love you.~'
He's never been good enough...
For anyone.
Not his parents...
'Damn it, Tony. Why can't you be more like your brother?' 
'One day you'll meet a nice girl and settle down, and everything will suddenly make sense.'
His friends...
'Of course I like you, Tony. I just like other people more. It's not personal.'
Not even his siblings...
'Sei un deficiente!'
'It's just a sickness, Tony. There are people who can help you, they can fix you.'
No...
He couldn't be fixed...
He's always been fucked.
Just not the way she thought.
He died because the world couldn't accept him, and he couldn't take that…
because he wasn't good enough for it...
And one day, he'll die for real and no one will even care...
...
How did his life get so bad? 
It was never really perfect but-
Surely there was a time someone…liked him.
At least a little...
 Right? 
He hears a knock at the door.
"Go away." Angel says.
"It's Husk."
"Couldn't give a shit if I tried." Angel says in a mockery tone.
"I'm not here to criticize...I just want to make sure you're okay."
Angel scoffs. "Right."
"I mean it!” Husk sighs. “Just please open the door so we can talk this out?” He asks.
Angel takes a second to consider it...
He does want to talk to Husk...
Out of anyone else in the hotel, Husk was absolutely the most...
Well, he was the most nosey and judgemental. 
He shouldn't want to talk to Husk at all!
But he does…
And he hates himself for it. 
He walks over to open the door. "What?" Angel asks him.
"Can I come in?" Husk asks, sounding a little annoyed with Angel, but to be fair Angel was annoyed too.
The spider gestures for him to walk inside, and the cat does.
“I thought you were leaving.” Husk says. 
“I'm working on it.” Angel mumbles.
"Sure. Look, I don't know what just happened down there, but do you really think running away is the solution?" Hust asks.
“Here we go.” Angel sighs.
“I'm serious, what do you benefit from running away from your problems?” Husk asks.
"I'm not running away, I got kicked out! You were there." Angel says.
"That's bullshit. Sure, Vaggie was pretty clear about not wanting you here. But, the princess was just as adamant about you staying." 
"It doesn't matter!" Angel says, slamming his bag against the bed.
Husk sighs heavily and rests a hand on Angel's shoulder. “Look, why don't we just take a step back so we can figure this out, alright? Why did you need blackmail, what happened? What did Alastor do? I know you wouldn't have taken those tests without reason. Just tell me what's really going on.”
"He-  he just-”
Angel holds his arms...
He can't bring himself to say it…
Not after everything…
All the years of him making sure Valentino didn't know about him...
Making sure Vox and Velvette didn't suspect anything...
Just for Alastor to broadcast his secret to the world? He couldn't risk it!
If people know the Angel Dust was a little?...
It wouldn't be embarrassing- it would be dangerous.
And for Husk to know? The person he cared about the-
A person he cared about? 
No.
He couldn't let Husk know…
“They would have given up on me eventually, everyone does.” Angel says, turning away from Husk. “It's only a matter of time before Charlie realizes that she made a mistake by asking me to come here."
“I don't think she will.” Husk says. “And I think you know that too. You are just too scared to accept help because you're too afraid of rejection! You're rejecting them before they can you.”
Angel doesn't respond to that.
"Look, I understand. It's hard to trust people. That test exposes a lot about a person, and it's not always easy to accept." Husk sighs. “Believe me, I didn't exactly appreciate what the test said about me.” 
Angel looks at him with confusion. "What do you mean?”
"As you probably know, I'm what they considered a guardian." Husk says.
Angel looks over to him and nods hesitantly. 
He didn't mean to look at Pentious's test results, he only meant to find Alastor's. He didn't really see Vaggie's or Niffty’s...
But he actually looked for Husks...he wanted to know-
And he knew it was wrong to look, the least he could have done was ignore everyone else's results.
"Basically, I have this instinct inside to...protect certain people." Husk explains. "...and right now the only person I've felt protective of is...well, you."
Angel blushes slightly as he looks at Husk, but he doesn't know how to respond. 
What did that even mean?
Husk looked away from Angel, he hated this!
He hated to admit that he did feel for the spider!
That he did care…
Caring has never benefited him before. 
It has only hurt him…
But for Angel? It might be worth the pain. 
“I worry about you.” Husk admits. “Not only that but…I enjoy our stupid conversations, our late night drinking, I'd miss you if you disappeared.”
"Almost sounds like you care." Angel says.
"Of course, I care, you idiot! I'm your-” He sighs. “I'm your friend." Husk says. 
“I didn't think you had friends.” Angel says.
“Me neither.” Husk says. “But, I do. And as your friend, I want to see you succeed, and I want to see you heal. If you can't stay for yourself, can you at least stay for me?" Husk asks him.
~~~
'Did you really think I was going to spend eternity with you?' A voice echoes in Angel’s mind…
Every time he got too close to someone, his mind reminded him…
Reminded him where love got him. 
‘I- well…’ Tony hesitates. ‘I thought-’
‘Oh my God, you actually thought we were going to spend eternity together? Do you have any idea how long that is? We'd get sick of each other so fast!’ His lover said. 
‘I could never get sick of you.’ Tony said to him.
Tisk. ‘Well…’
Tony deflated. ‘Oh…’ 
'Of course I like you, Tony. I just like other people more. It's not personal.'
~~~
Angel looks down, still holding himself, that memory plagued him, it always had. "I don't know.”
Husk frowns and nods. “Okay, I just want you to know…no matter what you do, you can always call me, it doesn't matter if you're here, or what time it is…I'll be there.” He says. 
Angel nods. "Thanks, Husk."
Husk rests a hand on his shoulder before walking out of the room. 
Angel sighs...
Husk will want nothing to do with him once he learns the truth. 
The closer he gets to Husk...
The harder the rejection will be.
At the very least... he should apologize to Charlie...
For failing her...
And the others for taking the tests in the first place. 
Who cares who Alastor tells at this point? 
He was never going to make it to heaven anyway…
He doesn't deserve it.
~~~Alastor and Niffty:~~~
Alastor laughed as he walked back into his room.
‘Oh, what fun that was.’ He thought to himself. ‘I do adore the chaos.’
He hears a small knock on his door which causes his ears to perk up. Who could that be? 
He walks over and opens the door to find his small mouseling crying.
“Niffty? What's wrong, my dear?” Alastor asks.
To his dismay, Niffty runs over to him and climbs up his coat to wrap her tiny arms around his neck. “I didn't mean to ruin it, Alastor!” She cries. “I don't want to leave! They're nice here!” She says.
“We're not leaving.” Alastor says, not understanding her at all. “Why would you think that?”
“Because Charlie is mad at me! I didn't mean to make a mess.” Niffty cries against her Handler's shoulder.
Alastor resists the urge to roll his eyes, he knows his tiny mouse was genuinely upset, and therefore he needed to fix that. “Niffty, it wasn't your fault, Charlie isn't upset with you." He promises.
"Are you sure?" Niffty asks him.
Alastor nods. “I am. So, dry your tears, love. Everything is going to be alright.”
“But Angel- he's not really leaving, is he?" Niffty asks.
“Husk is talking to Angel right now, my dear.” Alastor says.
“He is? Is he going to make Angel stay?” Niffty asks him, wiping away some tears.
“Perhaps? I think if anyone can convince Angel to stay, Husker can.” Alastor says.
So long as he's not a complete idiot, it was clear Angel worshiped the winged cat.
Niffty nods. “Okay. But, if he fucks it up, will you make Angel stay please?” 
Alastor pets Niffty gently. “I can't make him stay, dear. He has to choose to stay here.”
“But you make me and Husk stay.” She says.
“Yes, but Angel isn't one of my souls." Alastor says. 
“Could you get his soul?”  Niffty asks him. 
“No, he's already taken.” Alastor says, setting Niffty down on the bed. “But, I'll tell you what. If Husk can't convince Angel to stay, I will talk to him myself. I've been told I can be quite the negotiator. Deal?” Alastor asks, holding out a hand to her.
Niffty grips only his pinkie with hers. “Deal!” 
“Alright. Now I have a question for you.” He says. “Are you regressed right now?” 
Niffty yawns loudly. “Kinda…m’ fuzzy.” Niffty explains. “Only half mouse.” 
Alastor nods understandingly. “How about you take a nap, it may help.” He suggests, petting her tiny head.
“Can I nap here?” Niffty asks. “I don't wanna be all alone.” 
Alastor taps his chin as he thinks it over. “I suppose that would be alright. But you actually have to get some rest, alright?” Alastor asks her. 
Niffty nods. “Okay.” 
~~~Husk:~~~~
Pentious walked out of his room with a small yellow box with a red ribbon around it.
"Hey." Husk says to him, he had just left Angel's room and saw the snake headed downstairs.
"Oh, hello. Husk." Pentious says, hiding his box behind him. “I was just about to…uhm. Check on Vaggie and Charlie. They seemed awfully upset. I'm not doing anything suspicious!” He says defensively.
Husk tilted his head, but chose not to question the snake. "Uh alright, I just wanted to ask how you are holding up? You know, after what just happened.” Husk asks him.
"I'm fine.” Pentious says. “I think... I mean, I wasn't exactly ready for all of you to know yet...but I suppose it isn't a bad thing…I do think I trust you.” The snake says.  “…most of you.”
Husk nods. “Well, I don't care what the test says, you're alright in my book. And you don't have to live your life based on some random test just because of what Charlie says.
Pentious looks away from Husk for a moment before turning back to him. “I appreciate that. But, I am not ashamed to be a regressor, I'm glad I do it. When I did, for the first time since actually being a child..I felt safe.” He admits.
Husk hums.
“Speaking of...How's Angel?” Pentious asks him.
“I'm not sure…I tried talking to him but I don't know if it did any good.” Husk explains. "If he does talk to you, will you try and go easy on him? I have a feeling there's a lot more to this he's not telling us."
“I am not mad at Angel. Well, not after thinking it over.” Pentious admits. “Whatever the reason...I'm sure he had one." He sighs. "Sure, Angel can be a little…much sometimes, but he's no monster. In fact, if I had to choose one soul to put my life in their hands…it would probably be Angel…I trust he had his reasons, and I trust him when he said that he didn't mean for all of this to happen.”
Husk nods. "Not sure of his reasons, but I do trust he has them...even if they're stupid."
Pentious nods. "Yes...well, I really need to talk to Charlie now." Pentious says. "Make sure she's alright."
Husk nods and watches as Pentious makes his way downstairs.
Husk decides to head to his own room.
~~~Alastor and Angel:~~~~
Alastor overheard Husker and Pentious's conversation…
That stupid bird-fucking-cat! He had one job! 
Well, it seems as though Alastor had to fix this himself…
Niffty was fast asleep, so he wasn't too concerned about her, he'd just have to be back before she woke up. 
No little one should have to wake up from a nap all alone after all.
He uses his shadow magic to appear in Angel's room. "Oh, Angel, dear?" ~ He greets in a sing-song voice.
The spider did annoy him to no end, but he needed Angel to stay here.
Because of his deal!
He has to keep Charlie happy...
Has nothing to do with him not wanting to disappoint Niffty.
Not at all.
“I don't want to talk to you." Angel says, arms crossed as he turns away from Alastor.
“You're in a fine mood.” Alastor rolled his eyes while his smile stayed the same.
Angel looks at him, glares at him, then turns away again.
"Come now, Angel. What's really troubling you?" Alastor asks him.
“You know exactly what, asshole! You couldn't just let it go, could you?” Angel asks. “What is with you, Husk, and Charlie not minding your own business anyway?”
“If it's easier for you to blame me, then go ahead. But, I wasn't going to tell anyone about you, you palooka. I couldn't possibly care less if you're a little."
"What?" Angel asks.
"I have more important things on my mind. I only wanted you to think I was going to.”
“What!? You're such an asshole.” Angel mumbles. “How could you-?”
“Oh please, you pester me all the time with your advances, it was about time I got you back.” Alastor says, rolling his eyes.
Angel drops the anger immediately. “I guess I did deserve it...” Angel admits sorrowfully. "I'm sorry."
“Think nothing of it, just stop this senseless self pitying and apologize to Charlie and then tell her you'll stay at the hotel.” 
“Why do you care if I stay?” Angel asks. “You've never cared what happens to me.”
“I don't care, but everyone else seems to. Charlie seems to believe your presence in the hotel is crucial to its success.” Alastor explains. “The princess of hell thinks you are worth her time. Clearly that says something.” Alastor says.
Angel doesn’t respond to that, he frowns and holds himself. She'd belive in anyone…
Alastor sighs internally, why can't people just hide their emotions properly? It's so easy! And Angel used to be so good at it too till Husker corrupted him with his sorcery he called 'friendship.'
Tisk.
"Unless there's more to this than you're letting on?" Alastor asks, raising an eyebrow.
"Are you really a little too?" Angel asks him, as if that was important for him to know.
Alastor ponders that for a moment. Could he trust the spider with that kind of information?
He supposed enough people know about him now that one more really wouldn't matter. Angel wouldn't be the worst one to know about him. He's not afraid of anyone Angel could accidentally tell.
But, just to be sure…
"You keep my secret, I'll keep yours. We got a deal?" Alastor asks, holding out his hand.
Angel agrees and shakes his hand...
The deal was binding.
"Alright, I do regress on occasion." Alastor admits. "But I may have exaggerated a bit on the test to mess with Charlie and Vaggy."
“Huh. Suppose you and I got more in common than I thought.” Angel says.
Alastor rolls his eyes. “You have no idea." He mumbles. 
There was a pause. 
“I can't tell anyone anything you say, and vise versa. So, you don't have to be afraid of me. Just say whatever you need to.” Alastor tells him.
The tension leaves Angel’s face… he’s right. He could say anything, Alastor has no choice but to keep it a secret.
"If you really do regress, you should understand why I wouldn't want everyone knowing about it." Angel says.
"Well, I understand why you wouldn't want me knowing about it, or anyone else. But the rest of the hotel?" He asks. "They care too much to use that information against you."
"I know...it's just- I don't tell anyone about me being a little...the only person who knows is someone who...can't be around very often."
"It may surprise you to know that I understand your situation. I once had a 'caregiver' who couldn't stick around for five minutes." Alastor explains. "But, once I met a better caregiver, regression became less...much."
"Do you ever feel lonely?" Angel asks him.
Alastor raises an eyebrow. "Do YOU?" Alastor asks him back.
"...sometimes." Angel answers reluctantly.
"Perhaps Charlie and Husker could help you with that?" Alastor suggests.
"But, what if I'm just too much for them to handle?" Angel asks.
Alastor chuckles. "My good man, as a difficult little myself, I guarantee you that if they really care about you, they'll learn how to make it work."
Angel doesn't look reassured, but instead more nervous.
Alastor sighs. 
This stupid fucking spider. 
If he wasn't forced to be here-
Smile, Alastor....
“How about this…If they do reject you for being a little, I promise not to. In fact, I'll go as far as to swear that if they do, I'll even be your…caregiver.” He says, barely getting the word out.
“Seriously?” Angel scoffs. “You'd be willing to do that?” He asks, not convinced in the slightest.
Alastor rolls his eyes. “Hah. No. Of course not! But, that's how certain I am that Charlie will not give up on you.”
"You put a lot of faith in her." Angel says.
"Someone should." Alastor shrugs. "She's never done me wrong before."
And she won't so long as he keeps playing nice...
Angel looks away for a moment, considering. “No offense, I'd rather find a turtle for a caregiver than to ask you." Angel chuckles.
"Fair enough." Alastor shrugs.
Angel sighs. "Husk is right...I do want to trust them, but- I've trusted the wrong people before, I don't want to go through that again- I- I...  can't go through that again." Angel says.
"Everyone has trusted the wrong person before, Angel." Alastor explains, holding Angel's shoulders, forcing the spider look him in the eye. "The gamble is part of the fun. If you never trust anyone, you're robbing them the opportunity to prove to you that they're trustworthy."
Angel raises an eyebrow at Alastor, confused as to why the radio demon cared at all.
"You can always go back to your master, but you won't always have the opportunity to redeem yourself." Alastor says.
"You don't even believe in the hotel." Angel says.
"Then pray tell, why am I here talking to you?" Alastor asks him.
Angel looks up at Alastor, so he offers his hand. 
And once Angel takes it, Alastor leads him out of his room.
“Wait a minute, where are we going?” Angel asks, but still follows Alastor through the hallway. 
They stop at the door and Alastor knocks. 
As soon as he hears the paws walk up to the door, Alastor disappears to leave Angel and him alone.
~~~Angel and Husk:~~~
The door opens, and a winged cat answers.
“…Hi.” Angel says, looking at Husk with those huge, complicated eyes that made Husk melt internally.
Husk raises his eyebrows. “You're still here.” He says. 
“Yeah…Can we talk?” Angel asks.
Husk smiles and opens his bedroom door wider. “Always.”
~~~Pentious, Charlie, and Vaggie:~~~~
Vaggie was still cradling Charlie in her arms when they heard the knocking.
“Charlie, Vaggie? May I please enter the room? It's Pentious.” The snake asks on the other side of the door.
“Is it okay if Pentious comes in?” Vaggie asks Charlie.
Charlie nods, taking her paci out of her mouth so she can talk. “Is otay.”
“You can come in, Pen.” Vaggie tells him.
Pentious opens up the door and slivers inside. “Hello, my dears. Are you both alright?” He asks.
“Yeah, we're okay.” Vaggie says. “Are you?”
“Yes, I'm quite alright as well. I just wanted you to know, Charlie, that…well, I'm sorry the test didn't work out or help Angel in any way…but, it did help me-” 
“Before you continue, I should probably let you know that Charlie is currently little right now.” Vaggie explains. “Any big talk may have to wait til later.” 
“Oh really? How- how young is she?” Pentious asks, tilting his head.
Charlie looks at Pentious, confused by the question.
“How old are you, Charlie?” Vaggie asks her.
Charlie slowly raises three fingers happily, so proud of herself to know how big she is!
"Good job, little one." Vaggie praised, causing her little one to giggle happily.
Pentious thinks it over and decided that she’s probably old enough for this. “I made this for you to show my gratitude.” Pentious hands her his box.
Charlie takes it and looks at Vaggie for guidance.
"It's okay, go ahead." Vaggie says to her. 
So Charlie opens it and sees a small wooden snake toy painted in reds and yellows.
“I am eternally grateful for you, Charlie. You helped me become a better person, took me in. And you truly inspire me every day.” Pentious says. “I would be lost without you.” 
Vaggie smiles at Pentious…
The snake started off trying to kill them, and now he's so kind and-
Angel wasn't a bad person either, she knows that. 
He's just scared…
He's been through hell and made one mistake-
Sure, what he did was still wrong…but-
She lied to Charlie about being an Angel, she tried to kill Pentious…what made her any better? 
“Snek!” Charlie says, showing the snake to Vaggie by shoving it in her face.
Vaggie closes her eyes tight and flinches at the sudden contact,  then pushes the snake toy away gently. “Yes, I see it.” Vaggie chuckles. “What do you say to Pentious?” 
“Tank oo’ Pen.” Charlie says, reaching out to hug the snake tightly.
Pentious is not exactly sure what to do with the hug...but, he smiles at her and softly returns it as best as he can.“You are very welcome, my dear.”  
Pentious let go of her, and Charlie sits back down. "Snek snek snek. Daddy wa' a snek, gonna get all da apples!" ~ Charlie sings, playing with the snake, it was very well made, it actually moved like a snake when you played with it correctly. 
"Has Angel left yet?" Vaggie asks Pentious.
Pentious shrugs. "I don't think so, but Husk mentioned that he tried talking to him, it doesn't sound like it went well.” 
"Angel gon' stay, Vaggie?" Charlie asks her. 
Vaggie nods and pets Charlie's head. "Yeah, everything will be okay. Don't worry about it. Pentious, do you think you can watch Charlie for a bit while I talk to our strange spider friend?” Vaggie asks.
“Can do.” Pentious says, saluting. “The little princess is in safe and capable hands.” He promised. 
Vaggie nods. She kneels down beside the couch and kisses Charlie's forehead. “Be good, I'll be right back.”
Charlie is a little confused, but she doesn't argue. “Mtay mommy.” She says. 
“That's my good girl.” Vaggie says, kissing her forehead again for good measure. 
She loved Charlie so much!
She can't let her down!
She won't!
~~~Husk and Angel:~~~
“So…you're a little?” Husk asks him.
Angel and Husk are sitting on the bed, the room was pretty quiet, but not in an awkward way…in almost a comfortable way? 
He's not sure why, he usually hates the quiet.  
Angel hugs his legs tight to his chest as he nods. “I started regressing sometime in my twenties but didn't really know what it was…then many years later, ‘few decades in hell, I found a post on Velblr about it…explaining what it was.” Angel explains.
“It was something so pure, so non-sexual, something…safe.” Angel moved to hold his arms, he couldn't stop fidgeting. “It was so innocent and it made me feel…comforted. I hadn't felt that way since…well…before hell, and then some.” Angel says. 
Husk nods, humming quietly, he's not sure what he's supposed to say…he doesn't fully understand regression, he doesn't know what would be appropriate.
“I understand if you think I'm weird, if you feel differently about me…I know it's weird- it is weird, it's very very weird.” Angel says.
“It is weird.” Husk agrees. “But if it helps you…I think it's pretty cool.”
“R-really?” Angel asks. 
“Yeah.” Husk confirms. “This doesn't change anything either, I don't feel any different. I still care for you the same way.” 
Angel smiles. “Thanks, Husk.” 
“And if you ever want to talk more about it, I'd love to hear anything you want to share.” Husk says. “Learn more about your regression.” 
“Why?” Angel asks. 
“It's a part of you.” Husk says. “The real you. I would even like to meet your regressed self, if that's okay.”
“Husk, you would hate my regressed self.” Angel says. “He's loud, and whiney, and needy-”
“And how is that any different than regular you?” Husk asks. 
Angel rolls his eyes. “Funny.” 
“I honestly don't care what you're like when you're small, or how needy you get. Whatever it is you need, I'm here for you." Husk says.
Angel turns away from Husk, hoping the cat can't see his expression.
What was he feeling? 
Flustered? 
Giddy? 
“Nervous?”
He's not sure.
But it was a lot!
But it was..kinda good?
He felt safe with Husk.
It felt like…
He was home. 
But, he's not really sure if that's a good thing.
He's not sure if that was…okay.
But, he did like it.
~~~Vaggie and Angel:~~~
Vaggie walked upstairs and knocked on Angel's door. “Angel?” Vaggie calls out. “I'm not gonna yell again- I just want to talk…if you can hear me, I just wanted to apologize.” 
“Okay, if you don't say something, I'm going to open the door…” Vaggie says. She waited a few seconds before opening the door. 
“Angel?” Vaggie asks, but doesn't see him. 
She walked over to Husk's room, maybe he can have an idea. She knocks on the door and the cat answers. “Can I help you?” He asks her.
“Angel isn't in his room, do you have any idea where he might be?” Vaggie asks him. 
Husk looks behind him at Angel who stands up to look at Vaggie.
“Oh thank fuck, I thought you left.” Vaggie says with relief.
Angel crosses his arms awkwardly. “I thought that's what you wanted.” He says, a bit confused.
“Can we talk in the hall please?” Vaggie asks.
Angel shrugs. “Yeah…I guess.”
Angel walks towards the door, and Husk smiles at him, an attempt to comfort him maybe? Angel wasn't sure. 
Vaggie walked through the hall and sat down on the top of the staircase. 
Angel sits next to her, rather reluctantly, scooting as far away from her as possible. “So…uh-” Angel isn't sure where to start- explanation? Apology? Should he ask where Charlie is? Was she okay?
“I'm sorry I yelled at you, Angel.” Vaggie says. 
“What?” Angel asks. “You're sorry? But I'm the one who-” 
Vaggie doesn't let him finish. “I get so insecure about being a little sometimes.” She admits. “My old friends, they weren't exactly the kind of people I could open up to…Charlie was the first one I knew I could trust since ditching those old friends. I got defensive and lashed out at you instead of talking to you, and I'm really sorry.” 
“I get that…” Angel says; He's known to lash out at people when he's upset. “You have nothin to apologize for…I should have just talked to Alastor, it wasn't right to get everyone else involved…I'm the one who's sorry, your reaction was justified.” Angel says. 
Vaggie disagrees, but she doesnt want to sit and argue with Angel all day. “Well, everyone makes mistakes, Angel. But, we can get through this. Let's just take today as a lesson, to be more understanding and respectful of others in the future. Second chances is what this place is all about after all.” She says, rubbing her arm awkwardly. 
Angel nods. “Sounds good…” he awkwardly rubbing his arm while Vaggie fiddles with her hair, none of them are fans of these awkward emotional conversations. And they've hardly spoken to each other at all- this was whole new territory.
“Angel, I don't know what you go through every day, I don't know what's going on… but, we can handle it. It's okay to talk if you want to. Even if we can't really fix it, we can at least be there for you. Especially Charlie, she's an amazing listener if you give her the chance, I guarantee you, she can make this a safeplace for you.”
Angel sighs, deciding maybe he should talk now? “It's not easy to talk about,” Angel admits. “I was scared, because I know if I took that test, Charlie and you would know that I'm a little too…I'm not sure if I'm ready to face whatever that says about me.”
Vaggie grabs his shoulder. “It doesn't say anything bad about you. Trust me, I know what you're going through. It's not easy to trust people, especially when you have had a bad experience trusting before. But, we're willing to listen, we'd never force you to do anything you're uncomfortable with, and-” Vaggie pauses until Angel looks at her, “we will be there for you, whatever you need. We want you here…I want you here.” 
Angel blinks a little faster, not really expecting this from Vaggie…
“I promise you, Angel. We won't let you fall.” Vaggie swears.
'Keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say (nothing you could say)
Nothing you could do (nothing you could do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say, "I believe"
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly.'
~Keep holing on, Avril Lavigne
Possum: The song Vaggie sings is from Barbie as rapunzel 💜
Sorry for the late update! I tried so hard (and got so far) to finish this chapter on time!
I tried updating earlier but so many new ideas for this chapter kept arising, and then I had no ideas because they were all overwhelming me and then I thought it was good enough to post- then decided it absolutely was NOT!
Hope this chapter was alright. I stayed up every night since the last update working on it lol
I'm not sure how I feel about it...I think I like it alright, but im too tired to tell
But I hope you all like it!
I am so tired. Lol 😆
I need to sleep but my body doesn't know how!
I'll sleep when I'm dead in hazbin he'll.
Actually...I'll probably write fanfics from there too lol
Oh! Also confirmed Niffty is a mouse pet regressor hahaha! Okay- bye!!!
Tag: @todayimfour @trophyxtissues2 @ask-dusty-boy @dex-dawn @abby5577 @babiegurlmuffin 💕
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Yeah, sorry for all the spam stuff. I just realised you've sent me some stuff I haven't responded b/c I haven't been active on here and so here I am.
I was going to send this through a DM but I feel like this may help someone so I'm going to send it through an ask.
I re-read your advice on @xiuminswifeforever ask about how they felt some sort of distress about whether to have a hoe phase or wait for an emotional connection.
And the bit that stuck out to me was when you mentioned about being 'good' in bed and having enthusiasm in the bedroom.
Now obviously, our views and opinions towards sex are quite different and it's why I like having these conversations with you.
But I do agree in that I think it's so important to at least gain experience with yourself if you're waiting for the right partner.
I have a high drive myself (I'm an Aries too, I get it) and so for the past 10+ years, I've been on my own journey of 'sensual exploration'.
And I can honestly say with a lot of confidence that I pretty know much know what my dynamics are (I'm a switch) and what my likes and dislikes are with having a thumbtack worth of experience with others b/c of things like reading smut, having toys, listening to nsfw bf asmr audios etc.
Like, I know I'm into scent play and corruption w/o experiencing it in person.
I know degradation and breeding is a turn-off for me w/o ever experiencing it in person.
I'm very insecure with my lack of sexual experience, it's obvious, I get that, I can't even deny it.
BUT!
I am confident and believe enough in myself to say that I think I'm going to be 'good' in my performance the first time.
In that I'm going to be enthusiastic, kind of know what I'm doing and not starfish b/c I know what I like and have taken A LOT of time in figuring that out.
Plus, I know extra things like having a pillow under my hips, taking extra time in prep, choosing a gentle pace is going to ensure that both me and my partner have a great experience.
And so while I think that yes, solo activity can only help you to a certain point.
I do believe your performance and 'game' is tremendously improved when you figure out what it is that you personally enjoy and get pleasure from ❤️
Yeah, their whole question was about how to be "good" in bed and actually there are quite a lot of rather specific things that contribute to that. It's not just down to it being "the right" person. They may not be the most "right" person at the start even if the emotional connection is there and to expect that is setting some people up to fail. Good communication skills across the board go far, but not everyone is equally good at all types of communication. A lot of what makes sex good is verbal AND non-verbal communication. And both are a skill that can be improved. The better you are at it, the more "right" you can be for more people because it makes you adaptable and able to connect to more people. It literally widens your pool of potential people to really click sexually with as well as emotionally.
And what you said aligns with the view I was conveying as well. If you don't know what you like, it places a lot of pressure on the other person to get it right and they don't even know what they're aiming for, it's like making them take a test without ever delivering the lessons it's on. And thinking about and exploring in your head different things you may be interested in is a great way to get "practice" without ever getting naked in a bed with another person. I can get nerdy about it but it is scientifically observable that people can get better at certain physical skills by just visualising and practicing them in their head, it lights up many of the same areas in the brain which light up when you're actually physically doing the action. It's called mental practice (cognitive rehearsal of physical skill without actual movement) if anyone wants to Google the studies.
I may not be demisexual like your OP mentioned they were I think, but if anything I do feel it's even MORE important for a demisexual to get in tune with themselves and work out their limits and boundaries with sex. What are they willing to do that stops short of sex? Hugging? Kissing? Groping over clothes? Being naked from the waist up? Showering together? Sleeping in the same bed? If it's difficult you can literally go down a checklist and think "I like the idea of this and this, but not that". That can really help communicate your boundaries and set expectations fairly when you do get into a relationship as a demisexual, regardless of whether the other person has a more typical sex drive, is asexual or demisexual like OP.
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simpforchuchu · 10 months
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POV : You are dating Sachio
Your Insta 🌟
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Y/n Oh, caught me :)
|| sachio This is your account, you should be posting yourself babe ♥️
--》y/n No you are more beautiful.
--》sachio …
|| fujio Sacchi really looks good
--》y/n back off home-wrecker, he is mine.
--》fujio @/sachio your girl is scary
--》sachio please dont start again
--》fujio she started :(
--》y/n shut up 😊
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Y/n 🫶🏻
|| sachio 🫶🏻
--》y/n 😘
|| yuken It is nice to see that Sachio is really happy
--》y/n he is always happy ?
--》shidaken ive never seen him happy like this
--》y/n yeah cause he doesnt like you guys
--》sachio y/n
--》yuken you are dating a bully bro 🙂
--》y/n 🙃
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Y/n PLEASE HAVE MERCY LORD
|| todoroki Where did you even find this photo ?
--》y/n i took it 😌
--》todoroki this is from the fight ?
--》sachio Y/N ???
--》y/n was just passing by 😁
|| yuken good photo
--》y/n i know
--》yuken why are you so mean to me ?
--》y/n I AM NOT MEAN
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Y/n family pic 🥺❤️
|| odajima ❤️
|| shidaken who let you to share this one ?
--》y/n your leader ;)
|| jinkawa this is the first time you ever say us smth nice
--》y/n im always saying nice things
--》sawamura yeah sure :D
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Y/n Love his smile so much ❤️ #/1year
|| sachio Your smile is the prettiest one angel ❤️
--》y/n 😭❤️
|| binzo @/magoroku you owe me 50 dolars bro
--》y/n Huh ?
--》binzo He owes me
--》y/n Yeah but why ?
--》magoroku i said you would break up in max 8 months…
--》y/n Did you bet on me? 😀
--》mercy yes they did…
--》y/n i want 20 dolars too
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Y/n My brother/sister loves him more than me 😔
|| magoroku even Raoh loves Sachio more than you
--》y/n shut up
|| yuken Is Sachio still with you ?
--》y/n yeah why
--》yuken our poor leader
--》y/n 😃😃
 
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Y/n Coolest photo ever
|| sachio 😄😄❤️
--》fujio where did you find it ?? I want to see too!!
--》y/n at the zoo
--》fujio yeah but which one
--》y/n find it yourself
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Y/n “Let me carry your bag baby” 😚😭
|| shidaken 🤢🤢🤢
--》y/n dont be jealous 🤧
 
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Y/n gorgeous.
|| sachio ❤️
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Y/n My moon and stars. ❤️
|| sachio My sun ❤️
--》y/n We are cringy but cute 🤧
--》jinkawa yes you are…
|| fujio I never thought that sacchi will find a girl before me
--》y/n You are blind fujio, really…
--》fujio what the hell does this mean??
HnL taglist : @straysugzhpe @tiddly-winx  @satraninalane @thatpoindexterpixy
Not sure about this one, maybe l can try another one://
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Introducing The Lost Boys
Number one (Vamp (Daddy) Dad)
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Dwayne!
🐆 Tall, dark, silent, handsome
🐆 Doesn’t own a shirt
🐆 Has a son
🐆 Speaks French and Iroquoian
🐆 The only brunette of the four boys
🐆Soft boyfriend
We love our quiet boi
Number two (Italian Stallion) (nickname from @luv4fandoms )
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Marko!
🕊️ Goldie locks number one
🕊️ Pet pigeons
🕊️ Lost half of his shirt (oh well)
🕊️ Speaks Italian
🕊️ Loud boi
🕊️ Affection driven boyfriend
We love our first pot smoker
Number three (THE pot smoker)
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Paul!
🍃 Goldie locks number two
🍃 Do not let him bake pot brownies (He will burn down the house)
🍃 Will drop his pants for anything
🍃 Headcannon!! He’s from Amsterdam or Norway (still debating)
🍃 Loud boi 2.0
🍃 Horny stoner boyfriend
We love our twisted sister
Number four (Bleach Blondie)
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David!
🍾 Overdressed for Cali
🍾 Mind powers
🍾 Eats worms noodles
🍾 Probably speaks whatever the boys do just to fuck with them
🍾 Glove kink
🍾 Meanie with a soft spot boyfriend
We love our Scarlet Witch vampire
Bonus
Number five (Astrology Girl THE ONLY FEMALE IN THE GROUP SAVE HER)
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Star!
🌟 Pro at stick and pokes
🌟 Will make you jewelry
🌟 Bisexual witch
🌟 Totally Latina, fluent in Spanish
🌟The only one you can trust to cook
🌟 Gift-giving girlfriend
We love our girl
Finally! Number six (Phoenix boi)
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Michael!
🥡 Picky eater (since the maggot incident)
🥡 Cuddler
🥡 Constant compliments
🥡 I feel like he’d know some type of Spanish not fluent however
🥡 Would totally do skin care with you
🥡 Soft supportive boyfriend
We love our final girl
Send in requests babes. These are the only characters I write for. Probably platonic Laddie cause of Dwayne but that's it. No Sam or frog brothers cause Sam is a minor and I don't like the frogs lol
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corvidaeconundrum · 4 months
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Tw/Blood and Injury
The Wolfman of the H.E.C.U
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Babe wake up, Hunt Forzen lore just dropped.
Not as happy with the piece as a whole, but THE LITTLE DRAWINGS ARE SO MMMMMM. Proud of those. More on the way, though this may be my last big project for a bit, onto doodles and mini comics
If anyone can read the name tag, you get a gold star, I didn’t check if it was legible🌟
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What shadow work do you need to do?
Pile 1-(6 of swords, 2 of cups rx, 5 of swords, 5 of cups rx, Page of swords rx, Queen of cups, 8 of pentacles, The Lovers)
There's a lot of lingering heartbreak from your past that you need to let go of. It's time to move on. Accept what has already happened. Accept what you cannot change. This could even be trauma that you have from a certain family member. It's time to release and give some love back to yourself. You need to be softer with your communication. Be nicer to yourself. You should listen to some self-love affirmations. Energy healing frequencies may benefit you as well. You can find these videos all over youtube.
*Angel messages: "Spend time alone in nature, meditating about your desires and intentions. Ask the angels to help you gain a positive perspective. ; Keep charging ahead, and don't take no for an answer. Expect miraculous solutions to appear."
Pile 2-(The Hermit, 7 of pentacles rx, 4 of cups, 10 of swords, 8 of pentacles, 10 of cups, 4 of pentacles, The Magician)
You need to spend some time alone and get your mind right. Your laziness is causing delays and a lack of follow through with your plans. Stop blocking yourself babe. Get your ass up and fucking work!🤣 You may be sad about your current environment or just with the way your life is going. You're literally the only person that can change that tho. Your 10 of cups is already waiting on you. You've gotta be willing to work for it tho. You need to take yourself more seriously. You could have so much rn. Think more positively, and watch how it shifts your whole reality. Subliminals related to mindset and self-concept would benefit you; or even meditations with positive affirmations. Videos related to self-help and manifestation will help as well. Watch creators like TheWizardLiz or Anila Sita 101. You can find these videos on youtube. Get more comfortable with change. What was lost was never really meant for you in the first place. Remember that rejection is protection. You ARE worth it. 💗
*Angel message: "I am helping you heal physical challenges in yourself and others. You are a healer like me."
Pile 3-(Page of cups, Temperance, The High Priestess, Strength, The Emperor, Knight of swords, 2 of wands rx, The Hanged Man)
Get in touch with your spiritual side more. Work with spiritual and protective tools. Sage/smudging your space often will really benefit you. Crystals and protective jewelry will help replenish and protect your energy. You can even use spiritual essential oils; i'm feeling specifically that you should use oils that aid your health, self-love, and protection. You can find this stuff all over Etsy! Leave your comfort zone more. Work on releasing your fears. It's just fear babe. Stop letting it hold you back from your dreams! Be more direct with the way you communicate. Don't be afraid to be the loudest person in the room. Speak your truth and stand on it. Let yourself shine!🌟
*Angel message: "I bring you a message from your deceased loved one; I am happy, at peace, and I love you very much. Please don't worry about me."
Pile 4-(Knight of pentacles, 8 of swords, The World rx, The Moon, 2 of cups, 3 of wands rx, The Empress, 6 of wands rx, The Star) *angel # confirmation 222, 999
It's time to practice boundaries with certain individuals. Some of these people are holding you back from your true potential. I heard "blind leading the blind". This could be family or close friends. It's time to ride your own wave! Stop seeking validation from outside sources. Do what you want! Show up for yourself more. You should be your biggest cheerleader. Celebrate your small milestones, not just the big ones. Your ideas are meant to take you far in life! Trust the path you're on.
*Angel messages: "I am with you, giving you the courage to make life changes that will help you work on your divine life purpose. ; You have a gift for working with young people, and your divine life purpose involves helping, teaching, or parenting children."
💋Extra message: I wanted to thank you guys bc I recently received 10k likes on my page! THANK YALL SO MUCH!😭😭💖 Yall always show me endless love on this account. I honestly never thought that it would grow into what it is today. I always had doubts about starting this page before. This is actually one of the few places where i feel comfortable enough to express myself with yall. I will never forget and will forever be thankful for the constant love i get on here. luv yall💘
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