Found out a couple days ago that I've got a place in a supported living house!!
This homeless chapter of my life is going to be over, finally.
The thing I'm most excited for feels pretty lame, but it's 'having an evening routine'. That and getting myself a desk and chair. Because between them and the routine, maybe I'll be able to sleep without medication for the first time in ~18 months.
Anything productive has just been impossible for the last 5 months, I haven't been in the same place long enough to form any kind of established routine, and had nowhere that's 'mine'.
So I'm fucking buzzing for this.
Having somewhere I'm comfortable enough in my routines that I don't have to think about what I'm doing next, I just remember.
Knowing where everything is (or at least where it should be).
Feeling like I can say "this is home" (ok for real guys I might now start crying)
Having somewhere people can visit me (post-COVID)!!!
Knowing what address to put on forms.
Roll on move-in day.
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Can you do a callux imagine where he ask the reader to marry him? Make it really fluffy please.
Callux - Marry me?
Type - fluff fluff fluff
Warnings - none
Requested - yes, thank you🥺
a/n - this is pretty long for me so I hope you enjoy x
Posted 18.1.21
( Lux’s Pov )
“Come on bro it’s not that bad just chill” JJ told me calmly as I was pacing back and forth in his and Simons appointment
“You’re telling him to chill? His about to ask the love of his life to marry him and she could say no, there is no chill in this” Harry commented making Simon groan and hit his shoulder
“You aren’t helping the situation” Simon said to him as I set down and nervously fiddled with my fingers knowing she’s coming here in 20 minutes
“What did I say?” Harry questioned turning his head to Simon not noticing what he said made me panic more
“She could say no” Simon mocked his statement making Harry frown at the realisation and looked back at me
“I’m sorry man just ignore me in 99% sure she will say yes” Harry corrected him self as he came over to sit aside me and threw his arm over my shoulders
“But what if she says no” I said almost felling like I’d pass out with how nervous I am
“If she says no you will be fine there’s other fish in the sea” he replied warning Simon to throw a pillow to him
“I don’t want anyone else” I mumbled softly in reply to his statement
“Hey” Harry said catching the pillow as Simon glared at him
“Lux I’m 100% positive she will say yes, believe me and not these two twats ok” Simon spoke to me and give a glare to JJ and Harry
“How are you so sure” I sighed while I ran my fingers throw my hair not knowing how to distract my thoughts
“Bro, I’ve heard the way she talks about you with the other girls it’s pretty obvious she’s in love with you, you have nothing to worry about, trust” Simon calmed me as he also set down beside me
“Really?” I asked him whilst smiling lightly making him smile and nod in response and bring me into a hug rubbing my bag
“Have we made it in time” I heard Ethans voice and looked up to see him and the rest of the boys standing at the door just about to come in
I just nodded and started to fell myself become nervous again as i thought of y/n being here soon
I felt my phone buzz in my pocket making me jump slightly from it scaring me as I was to busy in my thoughts not to hear anything else
Pulling it out of my pocket, still snuggled up to Simon, I unlocked it and saw I had a text from her saying she’s 3 minutes away making me groan
“Text from Y/n?” Simon asked me glancing over my shoulder as I nodded when he read it
“It’s going to go fine” he assured me as I just bit my lip
“Nervous?” Josh asked me as him and the other boys including Freezy all set down around us
“Yeah” I sighed letting out a breath I didn’t realise I was holding in and felt Simon grab my hand softly letting me know it will be ok
“She’s outside” my eyes widened as my body reacted and I stood up leaving Simon quickly
“Here’s the ring by the way” Tobi rushed making me feel even more nervous if that was possible right now as I grabbed it if him gently
“Thank you for getting it for me” I thanked him and give him a hug, seeing him smile at me afterwords and pat my shoulder
“You’ve got this” he commented making nod my head and smile lightly at the fact I had these guys who had my back
“The rest of you boys go hide in the kitchen, JJ stay out because she know you will be here anyway and she won’t be sus, Lux just stand where you are and look pretty” Simon instructed making me laugh
“Thanks Si, you’ve been a big help” I told him as everyone went to get there places to hide
“No problem, I better be the best man though” he said making me roll my eyes as he just smiled over at me and ran over to the door
( Y/n’s Pov )
I stood outside of Simon and JJ’s appointment after I rang the bell and just began waiting until someone came and answered
I’m not a very patience person, what’s taking them so long to answer the door ? I wondered
Maybe there in the middle of filming , but luckily my thoughts where cut of by hearing the sound of the door being open making me look up to see Simon standing there
“Hey bestie” He said making me chuckle as he brought me in for a hug, for some reason out of the rest of the guys me and Simon quickly became close friends
“Come in, sorry to keep you waiting” he apologised as he let me in and closed the door after words as I began to take of my shoes
“Don’t worry about it” I smiled up at him as he smiled back and walked over to the sofa
“Oh Hey JJ” I said once I saw JJ on the sofa as he waved to me
“Oh, There you are” I smiled brightly at Lux once I turned around and saw him
“Yeah I’m here too” he waved his arms up making me giggled as I went to give him a hug
“Lux has something to ask you” Simone commented making me look between them both with a confused look and not missing the way Lux’s eyes widened in suprise of Simon saying that
“What is it baby?” I asked turning to him to give him my full attention , seeing JJ fake gag at the nickname to have Simon throw a sidemen pillow at him making me giggle at them
“Uh so I really don’t know how to say or ask this, I did have the words all planed out but well now I’ve forgotten them so this is going to be shit” he nervously laughed as he scratched the back of his head
“You’ve got this” Simon reassured he give him the thumbs up making me raise my eyebrows at him, as I suddenly got worried
Was he going to break up with me?
“Are you going to break up with me?” I asked sadly making his eyes widen and Simons to
“No no, oh god no” he commented quickly making me let out a sigh of relief
“What is it then?” I questioned
“Ok here goes nothing” he spoke making Simon smile brightly and get comfy on the sofa
“From the first day I met you I instantly fell for you, you make me a better person and motivate me to do what I do, honestly o don’t know what I would do without you, you’re always there for me during those dark times no one else was” he finished his speech as I felt myself begin to tear up as I saw him get down on one knee
“Y/N Y/L/N would you make me the luckiest man and marry me?” He asked as he held out the ring making me cry more and nod
“Is that a yes?” He laughed nervously making me giggle
“Of course I would” I answered making him smile brightly when I put out my shaking hand for him
“Aw I got the cramps” he commented once he got up of his knee making me giggle while he give me a hug
“That’s who you’re marrying” I heard Vik comment making me jump in surprise not even knowing he was here
I looked to my right side where I heard his voice and saw him holding Lux’s camera officially helping him film this
“You scared me” I admitted breathing as I had my hand on my heart
“Sorry” he said , “hello by the way” he laughed opening his arms for a hug with I hugged him back
“Well done, didn’t I tell you it would go fine” Simon cheered getting up from the sofa to come over to Lux and that’s when I saw the other boys appear
“We’re here too, but we won’t jump scare you” Tobi commented making me laugh as they all come over and started to give up both hugs
“He was hella nervous you know” Simon exposed Lux making me look back at Lux softly as I could just imagine him
“Harry and JJ where no help” Lux rolled his eyes
“Why aren’t I surprised?” I giggled
“Ok but just remember all the help I give you and make sure I’m you’re best man” Simon spoke to Lux making him sigh and roll his eyes as he wrapped his arms around me
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