#A SONG OF THIS LEVEL OF FUCK YOU PERSONALLY

[narwhalandchill]

oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh

so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.

why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.

and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.

so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.

it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.

like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!

and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)

(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)

#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony #anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate #skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant #instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady #then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change #and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again #make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello #i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔 #so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl #anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows. #riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us #bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath #whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage. #why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself #funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that) #anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch #aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck #WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH?????? #i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed #rambles #genshin #childeposting #childe

[ezraphobicsoup]

ok but music is actually the most beautiful thing in every way i’m gonna turn into the sun. music and people and the world and oouyggghhhh

#guy who finally got round to watching the zelda orchestra concert uugghhhfghh #you don’t get it you don’t get it the fucking sheer what humanity??? joy???? love???? in being in a music ensemble like an orchestra #everyone is individuals but right now each person is music as one and we’re all music and the audience are crucial #because you too are the music and for at least one brief moment this is all we are. the sounds and the melody and the rhythms and the music #vvvbvhbbbbvbhbbbvv #cggghjbvvhjjbvb. AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #and the music has always been there abd the music will always be there as time continues to pass #there will always be music in any given moment #but the fact that we come together to specifically create and celebrate music is beautiful beyond understanding #and the truth is there’s music in everything ever because every living thing has some intrinsic level of rhythm and melody #the way you walk. the way the wind blows the sound of your voice the birds singing the sound the leaves make the rain on a shelter #it’s all music. it’s all song #anyway i’m gonna go explode or something gbjbvvghjffch music music i love you music #ezra likes music #<- nee fucking way

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔 #the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’ #and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃 #i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc. #it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person… #caseyposting

[furies-inthe-mirror]

LOCAL DUMBASS NEARLY KILLS ITSELF TRYING TO HIT THE BLUNT 2.0 MORE AT 11!!!!!!

#my art #skilltober #volition disco elysium #disco elysium #the skills disco elysium #see this was going to be ENTIRELY FUCKING DIFFERENT #was gonna . draw some . Scenes From A Mental AMV or whatever 4 level clear by tom cardy we have in our head . #bc we ARE THAT BITCH that can make a song abt Anything fit any character we have in mind thanks #but it would've been Extremely system specific & make sense to Exactly one other person aside from us. sooooooo #ANYWAYS! VOL'S FUCMING DIED! </3 QISISKSKDKDKFKFKDDJ #you will ignore the fact that the name text is Not centered. btw. thank u

[vvelegrin]

man another thing that's been very nice about having moved out of my dad's house is that... i am under no obligation to convey anything to anyone <3 i don't have to tell my parents about my doctor appointments, i don't have to tell people my intentions, i don't have to defend making purchases or arranging my life in a way that makes things easier or more pleasant because people don't even have to know about these things in the first place.

it's really fucking nice.

#experienced the unfortunate combination of 'pathological anti-liar' and 'being a fucking doormat by nature or whatever' #and 'controlling father that has to know everything and will directly curtail any attempts at privacy with guilt and authority' #that i sometimes compulsively try to make someone understand things about me even when it the direct outcome of such is unpleasant #here's to breaking these habits lads #discovering that i can do things and have preferences without going to protestant hell or even worse dealing with my dad #i can even pay my Idiot Tax without the external application of guilt #that is payments or late fees or forgetting to return something that doesn't fit and et cetera #that sometimes come up on account of being a fucking mess LMAO and would be less of a thing if i achieved a level of organization #that i simply will not realistically reach at this juncture but am generally working on getting myself in order for #i just make sure i routinely set aside a lil money for potential mistakes and i deal with them as they come #without the song and dance of being actively and repeatedly scolded as an adult for regular person mistakes #prattling about the self #edit to note that yeah i know there are times when i should convey things to people but you know what i mean

[nedlittle]

[crawls out of oklahoma! west end bootleg shaking and covered in blood]

#oklahoma! #oklahoma 2019 #oklahoma west end #idk what tags people use #this is pointless text post #thespian tag #TOP 5 MUSICAL IMMEDIATELY ONE OF THE GREATEST ARTISTIC ACHIEVEMENTS OF THE 21ST CENTURY #there are some things that a cast recording simply does not prepare you for and one of those things is the smokehouse scene #literally what the fuck was going through daniel fish's mind when he made those decisions. what the fuck man #truly inspirational level of horniness over all. every single person in oklahoma is bisexual #literally a horror story about comphet!!!! #men can't just be gay they have to bait their love rival into committing suicide in one of the sexiest scenes put to stage #women can't just be gay because they don't understand that they can have freedom from the assumption of male attraction #and yet. everyone is bisexual. it is almost textual that annie pegs will like good for them god bless #i miss the preview version where jud & curly switched outfits by tearing off each other's clothes during the dream ballet #i never saw it but i miss it #the titular song made me want to move to oklahoma i was so excited

[coquelicoq]

natsume book of friends season 4 opening sequence has got me incredibly fucked up. the lyrics. kid natsume's tiny little legs and teenage natsume watching him run. the lyrics. nyanko-sensei burrowing into his arms. did i mention the lyrics? ending frame on the fujiwara family. including natsume. because he's part of their family. as the lyrics ask him to "please [not] keep suffering alone"? somebody fucking hold me.

#i'm actually almost done with season 4 because i have no self-control. and every time i watch the opening i'm like #no this has only gotten more potent since the last time i watched it. we are reaching danger levels #natsume yuujinchou #natsume's book of friends #my posts #season 4 is the season of tanuma just completely destroying me on every level. why is every single character like this?? #every time he learns something about natsume he's like oh so this is what it's like for natsume? #and then it happens again and he's like wait natsume ALSO has THIS OTHER THING to contend with?? #and again: AND A THIRD THING?? WHY MUST THE WORLD'S BEST BOY NATSUME TAKASHI SUFFER??? #he just wants to help natsume deal with stuff and i am on the fucking floor #his thought process is just #this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe here's a way i could help him? he doesn't want me to though because it would #put me in danger. but i don't want him to be in danger either. and i'm telling him that to his face. i don't think it's really #gotten through to him but that's okay i will just keep telling him. now i'm realizing that the thing i did to help him maybe just made #things harder for him. this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe sometimes the best way to help him is to just #respect his wishes and yet remind him that he can lean on people and that people love him as much as he loves them #the part where tanuma realized why natsume doesn't tell the fujiwaras about youkai gutted me #this kid is so emotionally astute and such a sweetheart #i just watched the episode where natsume loses his picture of his parents and his old house is getting sold and i cried. SO many tears. #tanuma putting his foot down for once like no actually you need to admit that something is bothering you this time #we can find this picture. ask us to help you do this thing that we can actually do for you. you don't need to be sad for no reason #mmm can't be coherent about it just rest assured it was extremely harmful to me and also exactly what i needed #anyway the season 4 opening song as the thing you say to your younger self who lives inside your current self because #you can't actually go back in time and be the person your younger self needed to have in their life. so all you can do is love that child #in absentia but so so so fiercely and with your whole entire heart #all you can do is give your current self all the love you have for the child you were #jesus CHRIST

[cannibalismyuri]

(song added by me)

#i am so Unwell rn what the fuck. #/pos So Fucking /pos #so the art ask was from u as well....elijah ur so secretive and suave this is Too Much for a girl to handle #willelmax in the arcade and byler valentine cards ur too sweet to me i actually cant Take This :') #you're right our friendship IS on another level esp now because i've never felt So Connected to someone its insane #im a little surprised but it makes sense that its you yk #like you're so naturally sweet and kind and amazing at ur core so OFC it was u #and good job i can never listen to (you) on my arm without thinking of you /pos /pos /pos /pos #this is at the TOP of on the list of the pretty little things i've been given #ik i sound like a broken record but its so insane how much i love you. i didnt know i could bond w someone over anon sm and i JUST. idk #its something abt me never getting something like this and idk never ever feeling so cared for.... #you deserve all the pretty things and someone who never lies to you and someone who wants to be on your arm so bad that they write a song #about it and someone who cares about you so deeply that they think about you at night and smile so big that it hurts and someone who loves #you so much that it hurts physically and someone who thinks of you now when he listens to songs sometimes and someone who cares #about you so intensely that when he's reading messages from you she feels comforted and your words are smtg that's on repeat in her head no #and someone who wants to mail you flowers so bad because you made him feel so amazing and someone who recognises how much you deserve #and wants to give it all to you so bad and someone who loves you as much as you deserve. #and i wanna do all that and be that person so bad and i'm gonna send you a daily ask now because you mean so much to me #and you deserve someone who makes pretty things for you too and someone who tries so hard to show it #and im GONNA. im gonna try So Hard. #you'll probably get so sick of me but believe me i'm gonna make you feel as special and amazing as you made me feel. believe me. #anyway yeah. i care about you a totally normal amount #if you read all of this just know i love you so much it hurts sometimes 💗💗 #my feelings towards this are : 💖💝💓💞💘💕💗⚡☀️✨⭐💫🌟 #elijah my heart my love letter my special and awesome best friend my heart anon elijah #<- better tag for u because you deserve it so fucking much #elijah <33 #<- ur old tag too so u can look thru my blog and see this whenever u want #heart anon #<- for me. so i can look at this for hours and find it easily so that i could complete loving elijah hours daily

[vinegar-doppio-official]

job is still going THRU it right now and boss is like "wah wah can the afternoon shift come in earlier?? double shifts have been approved" bitch I AM THE AFTERNOON SHIFT WHO ELSE ARE YOU TALKING TO????? and the answer is go fuck yourself. My shift starts at 2 pm anyway and ur telling me to come in and do a double shift at 11 am? ill get there like at 1 pm. Whats the point. If i had any use for a double shift i would have liked to be let known about it last night at 8 or 9 pm are you insane. Do you know how time works? Also you knew this would happen cause its been happening for a week straight like why are you so goddamn incompetent just hire more people jesus h christ we TOLD you we were understaffed, we TOLD YOU multiple times this would eventually happen if you didnt start taking hiring people seriously and now you wanna cry cause i dont give a shit about staying a single minute overtime or do a double shift? get real

#just read those messages with the silly chase song as background noise and laughed my ass off #ma'am we work with travel food no one is dying why are you inflicting ER anxiety levels on us #negative #rant #this job is poison its affecting my personal life so im archiving all those group chats and muting my boss and whatever happens happens but #im no longer available after i leave the premises until i come in again next day. its literally fucking me up work is ALL i think about eve #during sex i cant escape it im literally going insane thanks to it. no more no more no fucking more i promise. Im lowering my performance #and the fucks i give there. permanently. for my own good

[terrainofheartfelt]

do you think blair or serena is more anti-hero

It is both of them, but I raise you this: it is most Jenny Humphrey

I mean, the parallels!

I wake up screaming from dreaming / One day, I'll watch as you're leaving / 'Cause you got tired of my scheming and You say that now, but I'll do something to let you down, then you'll turn your back like everyone else.

and the repeated refrain of I'm the problem, it's me with No one is forcing you to be here and The only thing that needs to get back to normal here is you.

"Anti-Hero" belongs to Jenny Humphrey the most.

#i said this in the discord before I received this ask #and now i am only more certain of my choice #it's loving jenny hours #it's a bop that song #my pop culture podcast gave a very good review of the album that i really do agree with #(in that it's not her strongest and feels more like a regression than a progression) #but i disagree with their opinion of being over the 'i'm the problem' stuff in her songs because it is so... #that's what being a woman in your 20s feels like. like we're all carrying damage and it's because we're worse than the next person #and that we deserve our pain more on some level #but also: i support women's wrongs #and anti-hero and vigilante shit fuck. i love the goodbye earl instinct in my music #asks #anon #gg meta #my best girl jennifer tallulah humphrey my sweet summer child you deserved so much better #though I think this could also fall under my thesis that blair and jenny are the same. #two girls screaming to be loved while being so so afraid that they never will be worthy of it #i'm high and rambling in these tags now i'll stop

[iulianfawcett]

You don't post/reblog about Louis anymore :'( I always loved your tags

#OKAY LOOK #i know i don’t post abt him anymore i just #i do love him a lot still of course #but his fandom……..absolutely miserable #being In the louie fandom was so stressful and toxic and just horrible bc of all the discourse and general negativity from. everyone at all #times. so much fucking infighting and so much like #idk. people are never just happy about anything and that’s it. it’s always ‘this is good but i can already hear x saying y’ #things like that. it’s just very a toxic and horrible environment to be in so i left 🫶 #also. six idiots make autism brain go brrrrr. i can’t control the hyperfixation the hyperfixation controls me #also just like. the whole mindset of Real People fandoms is so weird. the idea that you have to dedicate your life to following them is so #weird. like. a friend literally blocked me bc i didn’t buy those bonus songs and wasn’t being a fan correctly or smthn #i like being a lot more active with the six idiots fandom rn bc it’s like. tv and movies and such #OH and an actual level of respect for their personal lives. like. as far as i’m aware at least. no one is theorizing abt bens family life #like he’s a fucking fictional character and not a whole ass real person. like honestly #(<- just using that as an example btw it can apply to any aspect of any of the idiots personal lives) #ask

[mariocki]

Infinite list of favourite lyrics: 212/?

George Michael - Freedom! '90 (1990)

"But today the way I play the game

Is not the same, no way;

Think I'm gonna get myself happy.

I think there's something you should know,

I think it's time I told you so,

There's something deep inside of me -

There's someone else I've got to be.

Take back your picture in a frame,

Take back your singing in the rain,

I just hope you understand

Sometimes the clothes do not make the man."

#favourite lyrics #george michael #freedom! #freedom! '90 #1990 #listen without prejudice vol. 1 #known variously as just Freedom! or with the '90 addition to differentiate it from the Wham track by the same title #an absolute anthem from Michael which became one of his signature tracks in live performance (he'd perform it at the 2012 Olympic closing #ceremony‚ among other high profile moments). the third single from Listen Without Prejudice‚ the song is an outlier on that album #there's a lot to take into account contextually here so forgive me if i go off a little. in 1990 George was still (as unlikely as it may #seem in 2022) publicly recognised as a straight pop idol and sex idol for teen girls everywhere. although his homosexuality was well known #in the industry he wouldn't be outed until the end of the decade (against his choice). privately tho here was a gay man dealing with the #fallout of the AIDS epidemic‚ still at its height. he was losing friends and colleagues. the following year he'd meet Anselmo Feleppa and #fall in love; the next year Feleppa would discover he was HIV positive‚ and the year after that he would die. these were dark‚ awful times #and gay culture was reflecting that. after the pop disco triumph of 1987's Faith‚ Listen was a sombre reckoning with modern life‚ with the #state of George's career‚ with his conflict over his personal life and his fears and guilt around AIDS and the rock star life he'd been #living. the album is a stripped down largely acoustic affair which reflected the artist's subdued mood; Freedom is the exception. an out #and out dance track‚ it's also perhaps the most openly and brazenly personal track‚ at least lyrically. on one level GM was making his #statement on his future and his art: Wham was dead‚ the easy pop rocker was dead‚ George Michael was here to stay. with barbed shots at MTV #and a pointed message to the mourning Wham fans to get over it and move on‚ this is a mission statement and a fuck you rolled into one #you don't like it? i don't care. this is me‚ sings George‚ and I want to be me. it's also very much a coming out song only a coming out #song that works in secret; again‚ publicly‚ GM was straight. it's hard not to be moved by his lyrics ('I think it's time I told you so') as #he nakedly equates honesty with happiness; he talks about the early years ('I guess it was good enough for me') but also his need to move #forwards; a very literal and metaphorical change of outfits. there's no direct allusion to his sexuality but the hints are there #('the way i play the game is not the same'). it's a powerful‚ deeply personal assertion of self‚ and all the sadder for the fact that it #couldn't (or wouldn't) be the whole truth. lyrically GM keeps a tightly wound rhyme scheme that at times becomes almost hypnotically #rhythmic ('toDAY the WAY i PLAY the GAME is not the SAME') and take on an almost prayer like chant quality. George wrote and produced the #entire album almost single handed and never was his wealth of talent or breadth of ability clearer. this was an artist at their very prime #who nonetheless was struggling with issues of identity and personality and place within popular culture; but who translated all that doubt #and pain and worry into one of the best albums and one of the all time greatest queer anthems of a generation. rip George.

[sanstropfremir]

The ask mentioning variety shows and fans screaming about the “mistreatment” of idols has me wondering what you think of the larger trend of that. Obviously the group under discussion probably gets that the most since their fans can be……rabid…….at times, and have zero sense of nuance in the slightest. But they’re definitely not the only fandom like that. In recent weeks I’ve seen fans complaining about how Itzy is being “mistreated” for the venue sizes on their us tour (and txt got the same); bts plus p1harmony apparently were both “mistreated” for a 3 minute comedy bit on the daily show with Trevor Noah; bts has been “mistreated” by the western media for calling it a hiatus (which their official subtitles apparently did!). It’s getting kind of insane. Western artist fans do this sometimes too, but a decent number of very vocal kpop fans seem to infantilize their groups to a much stronger level and take issue with just about everything.

Obviously none of these are mistreatment in any classic definition, and if someone was legitimately being mistreated that’s a bigger deal (and probably a legal one too). But it feels like these claims:

1. Mask any real criticism or concerns that should be voiced, much like the boy who cried wolf fable. It’s hard to take any of it seriously at this point.

2. Make it really difficult to do anything creative because of the blowback. Like yes, there are reasonable lines in the sand (like please stop making minors do things that really should only be for adults….or maybe stop debuting minors…), but the pushback has gone so far past the reasonable line that it’s no longer in sight.

We’ve already seen western tv and movies cave to the demands of fans, usually at the expense of the creative vision of the original creators. What kind of effect do you think this pushback is having in kpop and will have in kpop moving forward? Should we be concerned?

i agree with you on the whole, it absolutely does mask real criticism, but to be honest i'm not actually sure it's going to creatively affect kpop that much. fan interactivity has been built into kpop from the very beginning and it's part of the reason why it functions the way that it does. kpop has, for better or worse, sort of a system that shields everyone except the idols from a public presenting front. obviously you can go looking for the names of the people involved in things like choreo and styling etc etc and you'll find them, but they don't get full billing and they aren't gonna be noticed by people who aren't looking. AND you can't look for staff via their faces, because everyone gets blurred in extra content. there's an understanding that these people are not there to be in front of the camera, their work is what is meant to be in front of the camera. fans can't really actively harass the true creative staff, all they can usually do is harass the company, and (for better and for worse) it's debatable if that actually even does anything. the reason we've been seeing shit go down with western media in the last couple of years is because western media is overwhelmingly not made for fan interaction. there's no company protecting them in the same way, so you can easily find and access staff and creatives directly. fan culture was the quiet part of western media consumption for DECADES, and up until recently (read: social media) fan circles stayed in fan circles and artists stayed in artist circles. but now that the internet enveloped everyone in this free for all and so much of the new media that's being produced is recycled old media, there's nothing stopping fans from actively engaging with the people who directly make the work. and when you're a creative that's a lot of overwhelming engagement that you aren't prepared for. and when you have a lot of people that like a thing that you made, there is a part of you that wants to please them. and when, in western media's case, the fan conglomerate gets so big and loud that it's affecting business decisions and as well as smaller creative ones, that's becomes a much more pressing problem for media creation.

tldr: kpop isn't engaged with the same as western film and tv is, so it's not likely to change that much.

#wait. p1harmony was on trevor noah????????????????????? how did THAT happen????? #also something to note. having idols that don't 'make their own music' IS another level of protection for both creatives AND idols #when you put something of yourself that you made out there to be seen by people it's hard #you want it to be received well SO badly and its hard to not take criticism personally #when you (for example) write a song that someone else sings - it's easier to help distance yourself and see any criticism objectively #and it's the same for the person singing. they didnt write it so theyre not taking the creative onus #tbh i think all fan culture is fucked and it's made everyone lose touch with how to engage with are like a normal person #kpop questions #text #answers #k variety questions #also this is not to say that creatives should not held accountable for mistakes bc they absolutely should. but you need to actually like. #CREATE the work first #for the record i dont think either of these systems are that good but one of them is better at protecting artistic integrity in a way #anyways all of this is capitalism's fault

[loudmouthedllama]

To My Haters:

𝐼'𝓂 𝒮𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎....

#please click link for heartfelt apology v~v #llama is so sorry #you were right.... #forgive this llama v~v </3 #time to avenge #rpc #rp community #tvd rp #mcu rp #spn rp #rpc issues #fandom rp #canon rp #fandomless rp #group rp #video game rp #crossover rp #supernatural rp #shadowhunters rp #anime rp #SIKE BITCHES #OBVIOUSLY I'M A FUCKING GOD #sorry I got a point of view ya don't want pointed at ya #and yes the song heavily relates to me on a personal level

[ghost-of-you]

I'm neutral about hbg but I would prefer wrapped around your finger

look, i like heartbreak girl, but i would legit cry if i was going, was offered that list of songs and didn't get wrapped around your finger, like i would legit sob because wayf is everything to me. For me, with the dice is wayf -> english love affair -> if you don't know -> voodoo doll -> heartache on the big screen -> heartbreak girl, like, i just feel like hbg is not on the same level as the rest of dice yk?

#and ela is number 2 because they never played it live before and that one is gonna fuck so hard live #like its gonna be insane #wayf iydk and ela are on a different level when it comes to self titled era songs #i dont like that i would be upset about getting hbg but i would #i sincerely struggle to believe that given the option people really would want hbg when dealing with all of 5sos discography #i respect you if its you dream song but i personally don't see it? #and i wanna know peoples opinion about it #because i feel like hbg is there because of the chanting #and the chanting was just people being annoying not actually wanting to hear it #so like #legit given that list of 6 songs i think its crazy to want hbg #but i know its controversial soaksokasokas #i was asked #anon 😌 #the 5sos show tour setlist #the 5sos show tour

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patrick i need to hold my boyfriend gently in my lap and let him curl up against my chest and then i need to give her a kiss on the head and then another and another and another and another and i need to make sure she knows i love her. does she know. like yeah i think she knows but does she know. i feel like i might go a little crazy. does she know how much i love her. this post brought to you by me making myself sad about what i do know and worried about what i dont know and being the type of bf who has in intrinsic need to pamper and spoil my partner and be as protective as i can healthily be. and yes i know it can take care of itself, it prides itself on giving shitheads a tongue lashing, but it shouldnt have to :( babygirl please let me scare the shit out of anyone who tries to be even the slightest bit mean to you :( its enrichment :( and so is cuddling you and making sure you have a safe place to relax and let your walls down :((( guys the melatonin isnt working im sorry for being a combination guard dog therapy dog partner i would not be acting like this if i werent a chronic insomniac i swear guys i promise i sweaaaaar (my fingers are crosses behind my back) i promise. please believe me

#pda tag #ill just continue in here sigh sigh sigh #like idk im just worried abt him ok!!! ik college is tiring and finals are tiring and i have got to give him a shoulder massage #and i worry about if they might be working themself too hard #like. augh they seem to get sick a lot. and i just worry if its stress related #like honey take a break let me cuddle you i have built in pillows just come take a nap on me ok. for yr immune system. #and your oxytocin levels. #my love is hellfire is such a real song honestly. i started overheating bc i was thinking abt them too much #i need to crash my head through my bedroom wall #idk man im just like #theyre so fucking sweet and just such a good person and . idk how to word my thoughts #idk if i deserve them but also ik they have the same worry #idk what else to say. lots of thoughts but its hard to word them all