#BUT EVERYTIME I WAKE UP

[akashis-waifu]

As someone who's used to rareships, this is driving me insane

#neuvifuri #genshin impact #neuvillette #furina #focallette #BRO AT THIS POINT I DONT KNOW IF MY MIND'S PLAYING TRICKS AT ME OR HOYO IS UPTO SOMETHING #like i have so much brainrot i've already watched their scenes in 3 different languages #ALL JUST TO FIND OUT WHAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP REALLY IS #like based on the AQ they're more or less co-workers #in her SQ they're friends #so i was like okay theyre not really THAT canon i can finally fcking rest my brain #BUT EVERYTIME I WAKE UP #EVERY SINGLE DAY #HOYOVERSE MAKES A NEW NEUVIFURI CONTENT #IM LOSING MY MIND SEND HELP

[sp4mja]

This is my new motivational image

#qsmp #everytime i wake up and i refuse to get out of bed i think of this #yes fitmc sorry fitmc #i will start eating healthy. working out and studying #fran.txt

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OOOH BABY THIS ONE WAS A LONG TIME COMING. NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE!!

YOU THOUGHT IT WAS A DAY LIKE ANY OTHER. A DAY OF ADVENTURE WITH YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS. OH HOW TIGHTLY YOU HOLD THEM TO YOUR CHEST, AND OH HOW TERRIFYING IT IS TO WATCH THEM GET EVISCERATED BY SOMETHING YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. MAYBE IF YOU JUST LISTENED A BIT MORE, IF YOU LET THE SMART ONE LEAD THE CHARGE, THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED. ONCE AGAIN YOUR IMPULSIVENESS LEADS TO DISASTER. HEAR ME NOW, YOUNG TIDESTRIDER, YOUR STUPIDITY WILL BRING THE DEMISE OF EVERYTHING YOU WERE BORN AND FORGED TO PROTECT. HOW COULD THE PROPHECY HAVE CHOSEN SOMEONE SO USELESS? I BET YOU WISH YOU CHOSE THE RIGHT LEVER. FAILURE.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi riptide #cw gore #cw blood #cw eyestrain #THE NIGHTMARE ARC WAS CRAAAZY IVE BEEN WORKIN ON THIS SHIT SINCE THAT EP CAME OUT OHHH MY GOOOODD #ITS DONE ITS DONE I DONT CAAAARE I CANT LOOK AT IT ANYMORE JUST TAAAAKE IT #IT WAs meant to just be a buncha silly doodles and. well. then i saw all the beautiful colors in the world #and i just really wanted to draw jay getting fucked up by a lazer #IGNOREEEE THE DIFFERING ARTSTYLES THIS HAS LITERALLY BEEN COOKING FOR MONTHS AND I AM TALENTED IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS #I LOVE COLORS!!! if you look clooosesly youll notice that gillions eyes are bright green everytime #the dream stuff is all reddish and the waking world stuff is blue #I ALSO LOve drawing tears and that weird thick blood pouring from the wounds in his chest #i also LOVE drawing Dead Eyes (eyes of some1 who is dead) poor chip lmaooo everyone point n laugh at this guy who got Power Word: killed #he care so much for gillion tho... when he was breaking jay out he was like 'we gotta save gill' BUT #THAT WAS DREAM CHIP. THATS HOW GILLION SEES CHIP.. gillion knows these two love n care for him so much AUUUUUU #MORE IDEAS: i like to think gillion knows what price looks like bc chip has shown him Via his funny magic Disguise Self Bandana #also kinda unrelated but still in this episode. ive never seen gryffon act so homosexual. admitting he goes to like. 'male service' or wate #like that was all in gills dream. does gill just see gryffon as a fruit or somethin. does he Know? #okayokay i think i got most o the worms out of my BRAIN. i just love blood and terror and horror and fear so mmuuuuch #and i hope u love it too. have a good day if you can help it

[des-no9]

A silly wee comic about the translation of the tir'su between Orpheus' tits <3

I changed the rest of the tir'su on Orpheus' chest to fit my HCs and feelies, though. And the comic is funnier to me if I go with my HC that it was Voss who tattooed all of Orpheus' tatts. He's a silly old man.

Note: the tir'su Voss is reading also spells something out but from his POV :3

#orpheus bg3 #kith'rak voss #bg3 orpheus #ot3: the prince the blade and the breaker of chains #tav: vanquish #i love their dynamic so much #vanquish and orpheus like two cats that need to be acclimatised to each other very slowly over months #voss wrangling them by the necks everytime he hears hissing #sometimes he finds them asleep together cuddled in a ball #then later hears them yelling at eachother when they wake up #des draws #bg3 #bg3 fanart #githyanki #me githies

[uncleardyn]

perkele! what a mess!

#my art #ahti the janitor #beat controls main story tonight. was good. legally obligated to play the alan wake games now #love that ahti showed up and i immediately went ''this guy is the coolest motherfucker alive'' and i was RIGHT #i was actually way more invested in the worldbuilding and like. all the documents more than the actual story. #cheering everytime the board gave us a phone call. the inverted black pyramid is my second favorite character #remedyverse #<- going to make that my catch-all tag for control and mr wake. bc u know i will be rbing stuff when the time comes. #i can feel that alan is going to change my brain chemistry. somehow. we'll see it when that day arrives.

[livetogether--diealone]

"A special helmet in memory of a very special person for me. 10 years this year since we have lost Jules here in Japan. So many memories together that I'Il never ever forget. I miss you and I'll do everything to bring that helmet on the top step of the podium on Sunday."

#thanks didn't need my heart anyway #honestly everytimes suzuka rolls around it feels like yesterday #miss you so much jules #charles leclerc #jules bianchi #f1 #japanese gp 2024 #jo.text #i can't never speak too much about this because it almost made me stop watching this sport and was so heartbreaking at the time #waking up to that news excited to rewatch the race

[mirusx]

no one understands how willing i am to grovel and kneel for Cale wearing his COMMANDER UNIFORM. NO ONE. I am so down bad for itsjkdkdkfkfid

i just wanna thank yrh for bringing it back, it reminded me how feral i could be for that man

#everytime cale wears his uniform.. a bit of feminism in me just dies out #<< that may or may not be true btw #im sorry •//• #no i think it's very correct #i thank yrh everyday for making this possible i hope u wake up everyday feeling good #cale henituse #lcf #lout of the count’s family #trash of the count's family #tcf #lout of the count's family

[magpieddd]

Oh to look into the mirror and realize you’re starting to look more and more like him.

#vent art that i ended up liking be upon ye #I’m terrified of looking like my mom #thankfully she always disparagingly says i take everything from my dad <3 #which is also what people said to her when she was my age but now she’s identical to my grandma <3 #i swear to god that if one day in my future i’m going to wake up and see her in the mirror i don’t know what i’ll do #what do you mean i can’t get rid of her once and for all and that’s she’s always going to stare at me everytime i walk in front of a mirror #the owl house #grimm’s art #emperor belos #toh oc #gatherer #the owl house fanart #toh #backup au #Grimwalker oc

[missowo]

If deltarune papyrus comes out pls. can I pls sees him.

#no way sans cant take a break on deltarune 💀💀 #also he probably sleep like 4am on something because of his store meanwhile papyrus doing on things but he need friends :((( #i believe sans same person on deltarune and undertale but he doesnt give a fuck #i hc everytime he dies on undertale #he just wake up on deltarune act like nothing “alright ok. time to open my store lmao.🤷” #kris is tired on our ass #kris deltarune #deltarune #utdr #utdr fanart #sans undertale #sans deltarune #sans the skeleton #susie deltarune #frisk undertale #fanart #queen deltarune #gaster blaster #papyrus

[kelean]

"doing the walk of shame over to shadowheart for a heal after every long rest because i always let astarion bite me" you don't know the true struggle of asking your actual real friend who controls shadowheart to do that for you. literally the most embarrassing thing ever

#the way i actually had a talk with her about it because she was tired of seeing my character wake up bloodless everytime #'GIRL he can bite anything STOP doing that' 'BUT IM ROLEPLAYING??' #anyway. i stopped doing it after a while. at least till act 2 because then i had at actual argument as to why it would be beneficial #bg3 #astarion #vi.txt

[faunandfloraas]

Dreamt I was eating Malaysian food with Bang Chan 😫

#god do i wish im hungry now #bang chan take me to get Malaysia itll be fun 😇 #ayam goreng butter rice cucur udang 😭 #everytime i have food dreams lately the foods so vivid and then i wake up disappointed lol

[ova-kakyoin]

these bitches will not let chris rest goddamn

#everytime he dies someone is just like 'i will take his place' and then kill themselves and chris wakes up like #'*eggman voice* IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING OH MY GOD' my mans is sick of this let him die LMAO #high card #chris redgrave

[maretriarch]

im kind of a mom against weed i dont think its good for your mental health i think thats a big cope. getting so high you're dissociating through and emotionally numbing yourself isn't treating your mental illness, its abusing drugs. nobody says this about alcohol curing their depression even though it's used in the same way to cope and has (overall ) the same negative effects

#was a big stoner from like 18-20 like dabs on the daily and its just like...not good to be so unaware #its like walking around with a wet towel like wrapped around your entire head its suffocating it literally dulls all your senses #in moderation as a recreational activity i dont really see anything wrong with it but #it shouldn't be a mindless everyday as soon as you wake up behavior #everytime i smoke weed now im like oh right i dont like this at all lol whyd i do that #getting high is like the same as sleeping all day as much as possible re: coping w mental health ur just turning your brain off #not actually working through anything making the problem compound and making you turn to the drug again and again #and bcs its a relatively mild drug its definitely a like #frog in a boiling pot scenario you dont know just how fucked you are until youre really in it

[pansyfemme]

im having anxiety so bad right now that im overwhelmed by noise but quiet is making me so paranoid i cant not have my headphones in

#ive been venting on tumblr since day one of this account but this feels different now #i dont know where to go sometimes i dont want to wake up friends or therapists or parents or even really talk one on one #i just want to speak and people to read it i guess #but ive become really obsessive about being a bad person and its ruining my life lately #there was an incident at home that made me go back into this old thought process i have #and the roomate struggles have made it worse #i feel needy and constantly needing attention and validation and it makes me sick #i want to tell people i love them constantly because i need to but then i convince myself thats also bad that must be manipulation #everytime i dislike someone they must know it and hate me and find me disgusting #im like so tired of obsessions #of not being able to hear words i cant make out without becoming obsessive about how people must be talking about me #and i hate the aftershocks of shame of assuming im even important enough to be talked about #vent tw

[impulsivedecisionsat3am]

@lightningzombie geoff singing wonderwall with awsten <3

actual video below the cut (not a full song/cover just a fancam)

#hope you’re sleeping very nicely rn and will see this when you wake up #bro everytime i see geoff doing literally anything i think “oh zak will like this” #i say things sometimes #waterparks #awsten knight #geoff wigington #Youtube

[meownotgood]

my brain rewarded me for working hard, last night I had a dream about aki sex ❤️

#thank you brain. I am thankful #kinda struggling to remember the bits and pieces #I remember that first I had a dream I was at work and had to clean #but then my dream flashed to me with aki #I'm pretty sure we did something together before the seggs??? but I don't remember that part at all?????? #there were more important things to remember ok #we were in my room and in my bed under the covers #and he was behind me and holding me tight like spooning yknow #I also specifically remember his hair was still in topknot mode lolol #we were both nakey and it felt really real cause I could feel him against me... #I felt his chest rising and falling on my back and his heart pounding hard #and I could hear like... his breathing in my ear.... and the plap plap sound everytime he...... HRK #my eye is twitching rn...... #he reached around and grabbed my hand and held it tight #I remember him dirty talking a lot but it's hard to remember what he said #at one point I was like 'right there' and he was like 'yeah? right here?' and it was so hot hnnnnnnbgggggggg #last thing I remember is him telling me he wasn't gonna pull out #then I woke up like a zombie #you know when you feel yourself waking up and you know you are but it's a good dream so you don't want to and you have to fight ittttt #aki. I want. you