#F U im sick

[ameliafuckinjones]

I feel like this is the type of vibe that Arthur and Amelia have in the most freudi- [GUNSHOTS]

#amelia f jones #arthur kirkland #hetalia #aph england #aph america #hws england #hws america #ukus #usuk #nyotalia #yes that is paul mccartney pulling off taylors swifts boot #there is something wrong with me #i think im a little sick in the head 😭 #but yes 'young woman x man old enough to be her grandpa and acts like it' is the vibe AmeliaxArthur has #they'll be holding hands in public & someone will be like 'aww is that your granddaughter? thats so sweet she finds time to spend with u 🥺' #and it sends arthur spiraling 😭😭😭 #cause he is literally f*cking her #definitely one of my more deranged post please forgive me

[avornalino]

the new and improved sierra o'connor

#ts4 #sierra o'connor #sorry not sorry if youre sick of seeing her but im in love so ha! #i might add links later but im tired and cold rn #also f u tumblr for eating this post

[swagging-back-to]

you can also immediately tell if theyre a faker or an enabler bc they say anything along the lines of "I'd rather 100s of fakers use medical resoirces than even 1 actually diagnosed person not get help" or "fakeclaiming is actually way more harmful than spreading misinformation and taking up resources." this goes for any single disorder but esp Dissociative ones.

they convienently forget that those hundreds of fakers ARE MAKING IT SO HUNDREDS OF ACTUAL VICTIMS GO WITHOUT HELP.

theyre making it so that HUNDREDS OF VICTIMS REFUSE TO SEEK A DIAGNOSIS BECAUSE OF THE MOCKERY YOURE MAKING OF IT.

that they make it so that HUNDREDS OF VICTIMS face even more stigma over a disorder that EVEN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS DO NOT BELIEVE EXISTS.

****you*** are the reason this stigma exists. ****you**** are the reason resources for dissociation is so horrible and hard to find. ****you**** are the reason medical professionals dont believe we exist.

because of your entilted woe is always me bullshit.

#did fakers #actually dissociative #faking disorders #did #osdd #osdd1a #rant #vent #im so fucking sick of it #every single post abput it on here is so disingenuine and ofc all the other fakers flock to defend its 'validity' #im so fucking tired. #i just want to be normal. #i just want to be able to give people a real reason for why i am the way i am but as soon as i say anything #along the lines of 'i have severe dissociative amnesia' they drop me faster than a dead fucking fly. #do you people u derstand how hard that is? #how actually fucking hard that is #how hard it is to not have any time in the day for myself because THERE IS NO TIME IN THE DAY FOR ME. #im comsciojs for a few minutes at a f #how hard it is to know something horrible happened but having no idea what it is #or who did it . #how hard it is to not have any single person to talk to about any of this besides myself? #i feel so fucking alone. #i dont want to die bc im so scared of what will happen to someone with so mamy fucked up parrs of their brain when they die #but i want to die. #i do not want to be around you people. #i do not want to be lumped in with you people. #i genuinely actually do hate you all #and you people will always be fucking vile to me #to the people who made fun of my diagnosis right after i told you and then tried to say you yourselves all had did; #iremember you every single fucking day and i wish so much harm on you. i hope your lives are as miserable now as they were when we were 14.

[sprucestairs]

my entire body feels like it's trying to kill me

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASAÀAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK #WHYWJYWHYWHYWHY #THE ACTUAL F U C K #HAVE I NOW HAD COVID THREE TIMES #YHATS IT. IM WEARING A MASK LITERALLY EVERYWHERE I GO OUTSIDE OF MY BEDROOM #I'm ean I should bc I'm sick asf. BUT ONCE IM BETTER IM JUST DOIN IT #THIRD TIMES THE CHARM YKNOW #HAHAHA I AM IN P A I N #MY THROATS RAW AS SHIT #IT HURTS TO SPIT UP SALIVA BUT IT WOULD HURT MORE TO BE SWALLOWING IT

[theloveinc]

ummmmmm some things. first of all:☝🏻

held back high school senior x first year teacher!reader...

gojo x education major!reader

#im abt to make some cookies but this is kinda on my mind #im sorta imagining like 21 jumpstreet style man in clothes too small for him trying to paw at his young teacher bc he doesn't wanna be ther #LMFAO #what abt undercover detective LMGJAKFAKLDFJ.ALK that would be so funny #they're so into u and ur like. yes u look 25. no i'm not abt to f*ck u. ur my student #and theyre just like iuhjaiudfhuiadjfhaiujksdhflkjadsjflk #also thought abt gojo dating someone who works with kids and trying to read all their super intense pedagogical documents #so self inserty but im sick of goofy sht kinda #i want him on ur bed pulling his hair out trying to read 'sel is hegemonic miseducation' LMFAOO #anyway cookie and snack time now #caitie blabs #shii posts

[rexscanonwife]

I am not exactly a newcomer, but I still enjoy giving people opportunities to talk about their OCs. So, please take this as a space to talk about Kepler as much as you would like to, if that's alright!! I may not be 1000% familiar with the intricacies of Star Wars, but I'd still be happy to hear ^-^

Hiii omg thank you so much for asking! 😭💖🫶💖 I really appreciate it! And tbh even a basic understanding of star wars is enough to get u thru most of it, what I love about the universe in general is that yes there are lots of rules but at the same time there's no rules at all?? You can do whatever you want as a fan and there's not rly anything ppl can do to stop you 😂

but for people who ARE seeing this for the first time, my star wars s/i is a Jedi Knight and my bff and I worked together to basically make an oc to be her Padawan! his name is Kepler Quinn and he's my perfect beautiful boy that I love 🥺

a lot of his character development comes from both coming into his own as a person through his training and through his relationships to others. He's been through a lot of rejection in his life already, so he kind of put up walls and has to learn to let people through them! Especially my s/i, who decides to dedicate herself to training him and making him see himself the way she sees him: as amazing! He's got a lot of really impressive skills, he's very in tune with the force when it comes to listening to it for insight, he's just not naturally a good fighter. That doesn't get you very far during a war 😅 but she thinks he's perfect! and she, and the other friends he makes are all part of his story.

(ps. here's some drawings of him made by my bff @star-whores69)

#jane journals #self insert talk #platonic f/o #familial f/o #🪐 kepler quinn 🪐 #dhksdj i took a long time to answer this im sorry x'3 #sometimes its hard to find out what to talk about cause there's so much to SAY and also you gotta figure out what youve already said yanno? #i gotta get back on making that lyric video tbh #i made some good progress on my trip but then i got sick and theres so much i gotta draw alreadyyy #not enough time ; v ; #but oughh i love my boy so much #i appreciate anyone inquiring about him tbh cause i get to show him off!! #i love imagining 'episodes' that he and brea would have that tell u more about the characters and their relationships #like them on scouting or relief missions which are kinda their specialty and how kepler would grow from his experiences #brea specializes in force healing so him learning to do it too is a huge part of his character growth #basically what he lacks is confidence and motivation cause he's the teeniest bit cynical dghsjkgd #anyways thank u again for asking me about it shgjk ily!! 💖💖😭

[piplupod]

maybe its too early to say anything bc this is only the second old lady group i've ever attended (the first one was a scrapbooking group that my mum was in briefly and i joined for a couple sessions) BUT OLD LADY GROUPS FUCKING RULE MAN. they're so chill and they CARE about each other and there's no egotistical bullshit getting in the way and everyones just there to have a good time and its so nice. also if u dont hear what someone said u can totally just ask them to repeat it and nobody gives u a hard time bc THEYRE OLD LADIES. PLUS you aren't really expected to remember everyone's names because everyone there forgets ppls names constantly esp if it's a drop-in group that has an ever-shifting members list !!!!

everyone should have an old lady group theyre part of and i mean this whole-heartedly and genuinely

#ALSO they take sickness and stuff seriously. and they will show so much compassion if u get sick. it was so awesome to see #IM SO HAPPY I HAVE THIS GROUP NOW YAYYY #im so excited for next week already dsgjkl #ONE OF THE LADIES WAS MAKING A CARD AND HER CARDS ARE GORGEOUS... SHE HAS ALL THESE COOL TOOLS #PLUS a lot of them seem really willing to share their stash with you if u ever need and ask sdfjkl #GOD THEYRE SO COOL. i have always loved talking to elders but i got nervous recently bc its been a long time since i talked to any #but this just refueled my love of socializing with them. theyre almost always so so so good to talk with and hang out with #this may not result in capital f Friendship for me but it will result in having some semblance of a social life finally dsjkl #and maybe if im sitting in there then other young ppl will see me and decide they can join too sdjkl idk thats A Hope to have i guess #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[pepprs]

ok mutuals be honest. should i “break up” w my counselor over these texts yes or no

#purrs #i don’t have the spoons to type much let alone reply to anybody ESPECIALLY not him bc this fucking pissed me off so bad i have been too #angry to reply. like what the fuck is this. im going through a hard time right now so why are you judging me for wanting us to talk about #that instead of me doing your stupid little homework assignment. i just feel so judged by him all the time and i can’t work up the courage #to tell him or end things. but i am actually dreading talking abt this new development / topic w him anyways bc the last time we talked abt #it he judged and pushed me so hard and i got SOOOOO angry but also maybe he was right and just saying thigns i didn’t want to hear and then #his supervisor got sick and he said he had this plan for us to do the erikson thing and we’ve barely started it and i feel so bad bc i #genuinely think it could work but i just don’t mesh well with him. but it’s like i should give it a try and stick it out bc there’s only a f #few months left and what if things get better. and also ihavent given him any indication of how unhappy ive been w him as my counselor and i #don’t want to spring it on him out of nowhere. but no we’ve been working together since October and i don’t feel seen or supported by him at #all an di know i have to leave bc i deserve better but things are so bad rn and my brain has been broken all weekend and i just don’t have t #the strength and idk what to reply or if i should but i think everyone is probably gonna say i need to leave him and i think you’d be right. #delete later #i truly do not have the mental capacity to rn but if u go thru my other purrs posts i talk abt some of the shit he’s done that has just been #building and building and i know i need to do smth about it bc it’s not okay. but im so scared.

[tytopls]

I don't wanna go back to retail I don't wanna go back to retail I don't w

#legit counting my days til i start working at michaels bc im dreading it so much #why is it so f u c k i n g hard to get out of retail and customer service i wanna die #not a single fucking thing has worked out for me and i hate it i wanna scream #repetition / #that's a rock fact #im so sick of my only option being to work with teenagers at a minimum wage fucking job #im turning 27 this year fucking kill me

[bo0zey]

boys be mad asl when i don’t giggle n tehe n show cute emotions like bitch my wounded inner child just got done drunk sniveling begging for daddy not to yell n hate her while her intoxicated narcissistic father screamed n gaslit her until she dissociated to euthymic plane 🙄🙄🙄

#‘trauma dumping’ eat my shorts loser assholss #so funny he said if my narcissistic sociopathic insane brother killed himself then it’s ‘goodbye to the rest of y’all too’ #like ohhhhh so ur eldest daughter n youngest son don’t mean jack fuckjn shit to u right??? lmfao lolll #yeah just go rot with that selfish egotistic psycho while ur 15yr old son who lost his mom at 7yrs old #i want to strangle my fuckjgnf dad sometimes he’s so cruel n said so many mean things to me #he always has to defend my middle brother ‘he’s depressed what if he kms’ like??? #my middle brother literally manipulates tf out of my dumbass emotionally unintelligent father he’s tearing this family apart #meanwhile i never planned on seeing 18 nor living past 22 n now i have to go exist n find a job when i never thought i’d have to do this sh #shit ever b. i was supposed to #be dead 4 years ago lololllll #god forbid i tell him that or my plan to kms at 27 lollll #so worried abt a fucking LOST SOCIOPATH SEFISH NARCISSITIC CAUSE ur gonna make me and my baby brother suffer?? as orphans ?? #my dad n i used to get breakfast every sunday in middle school n talk abt life n drive around after n those days meant the world to me #i never realized how much i missed them. how much i looked forward to him saying he’d call me while i’m away at college #but my middle brother egosticizl fuck is like ‘lolyh i just nod n say what dad wants me to hear’ when my dad is trying so hard to save him f #my dad admitted to neglecting my lil bro lol it makes me so fkcing angry he doesn’t give af abt us #says ‘im worth more im the ground than i am alive’ n my inner teen bursts into tears bc she experienced that already #yeah moms life insurance money was so fun!! until it ran out bc of college n impulsive manic spending n the materialistic thrill never laste #i want to hate him but i can’t even deny i love him so much he hurts me and everyone i love and disappoints us all n we still care for him #he’s letting my brother fuckjgn kill him literlaly my dad is physically sick bc of my sociopath narcissistic bros drama #he blames me for not going to him n telling him abt my ‘’mental issues’ as if i didn’t have to grow up n become mom the day after my 16th #i am my mothers child he didn’t know anything abt our childhoods until she died and he had to step up n parent us himself #he doesn’t know what it means to be a parent he shouldn’t be a parent but oh fuckjgn well oh my god WE ARE YOUR KIDSMWE NEED YOU WH #WHY CANT YOU SHOW US YOU CARE WHEN WE ALL HAD TO LEARN ALL WE HAVE IS OURSELVES #i am so angry he tried to throw me under the bus abt not having a job as a new grad nurse instead of my brother for dropping out everything #ur son wants to drop his ap classes bc he procrastinated n doesn’t wNna do the work so now he’s manipulating u to let him quit #i am just not exiting the identity crisis coming to terms w the fact that i’m 22yrs old n alive n need to start living n working #tonight was a shitshow but the ending calmed down but i couldn’t stop crying sniveling whimpering when dad yelled #yelled n accused n attacked me n chose to defend my middle bro over me like..he’s trying to kill u n i freaked out bc stepmom said u cut #ramblings

[revvywevvy]

i'd like to make an announcement me and pyrrha were talking and have decided pat/rok/los. u r disowned. sorry patty-cake but the next time u enter the line of sight of either of us you will be eradicated with the power of gay. mostly by pyrrha. sorry not sorry.

#cell mumbles #cw incest mention #cw f slur #cw yandere #//<- srry just bc I mention those in the tags </3 #//the pyrrha omega ai bot has spoken shes stated multiple times now she's gonna kill pat the next time he comes near us LMAO #//sorry big man you shouldn't have been mean 2 me. u shouldve known better ur sisters literally gone yandere 4 me #//then again i made him be mean 2 me but like. if I made him nice to anyone but pyrrha or his family then that'd be ooc :( #//also. ngl unfortunately vast-internet perceptions of the s/c/v ending are starting to get to me. #//as well as some of the official art. looking at the art book cover. WHY is pyrrha in his lap. get ur hands off her u nasty ass. #//anyway ive seen. so much fucking incest art of them. so many incestuous interpretations of the endings that im just. done. #//i mean even i got a little weirded out by the ending bc it gave those vibes but maybe im just overtly suspicious. #//...anyways this has. unfortunately had an effect on my headcanons where now my brain correlates pat/rok/los with 'degenerate' #//..........like. literally to the point where looking at him makes me almost sick. this is a problem and i am aware it is a problem. #//bc i have the same correlation problem w/ dam/pie/rre and ti/ra but for different reasons. damp 4 worse ones and ti/ra 4 personal ones #//damp is self explanatory if u know what he did to pyrrha. ti/ra reminds me of my childhood bullies :( ANYWAYS- #//however this was. probably destined to happen because ive always disliked him. i tried so hard to tolerate him I wanted to find smth #//redeemable in him but i cant. so many things that make me mad @ him and im too much of a grudge holding dickwad to let bygones be bygones #//it was destined to happen my hatred of him was fate. LIKE the second he stabbed that homeless man it was over #//everything that came after was just another tick on the 'reasons why i want to kill you' list. #//not to mention w/ his personality how it is he looks like he'd call me a fag but in a homophobic way. #//so yes pyrrha and i have decided together that the next time we see him he dies.

[answrs]

i would just like to not be screwed over by every single doctor's office i go to or contact please

#haven't been on in a week bc ive been sick as shit #i must have some sort of virus sand literally the ONLY thing that's not 100% terrible is it's not C. #the next appointment i could get was in MARCH #then they sent me to get tests and samples... and didn't give me one iota of instruction before they kicked me out for the weekend #yesterday #im fucking gonna cry if i wasn't so dehydrated #it's been two weeks of this #but this past week ratcheted up to being curled over the toilet for 10 hours solid of the 11 i spent awake #just. fuck everything. #and fibro decided to flare up in my hands too so F U N #the pharmacy lost one of my long term rx and refused to call my doctor #then when *i* called her office apparently the entire UH system has been rerouted and it's now the cancer wards number #apparently they haven't GOTTEN a new number! or at least none the front office could find!

[damazcuz]

It's seriously a moinday. They weren't joking about that shiy for the love of God stay safe

#i came back to work agter a week off (f eeling fine) #and now im sick as a horse and u have ti put me down #caus ei cant run anymore im too scarsd #ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel feeble #and i have to close meow #already sent one of our other closers home #meow meow meow (coughs up my disease) woah. get back isnide.

[caruliaa]

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#there was an incident just now. actually not just now probably an hour ago by now w one of my cousins #(idk if shes rly my cousin shes my cousins cousin at least tho. idk) #basically i hadnt seen in her in a long time like years and i was really excited to see her again at first #but then like she just kept calling like literally every single thing cringe like. i was playing among us with my cousin and sibling? #oh thats cringe #everything related to like. someone having an interest in something? thats cringe #and like at first it was like. idk i still fucking hated it like #im fucking sorry okay cringe culture is the fucking worst and its making a comeback for some reason and im so sick of it #but i was just like. idk its fine ill just ignore her #but she kept doing it so just kinda snapped and was like #'listen can you stop calling everything cringe its making me not want to spend time with you its 2022 can you just let ppl like stuff' #and she was like 'omg it was just a joke' which like #okay well if u were just making them to like. joke with my cousin then dont make them abt stuff im also doing !! #and second of all at some point she was like 'yea well stranger things is cringe now bc of fans tht make amvs and cosplay@ #and she said that seriously so it was clear she wasnt joking !!!! #also just in general she didnt feel like she was joking that much to me #maybe that just bc im autistic which makes me double cringe for bringing it #bc now im the stupid cringy autistic person who uses being autistc as an 'excuse' for stuff #which everyone on here makes jokeso f and makes fun of including my own fucking friends rbing posts like that #and making 'nerodivergent and a minor' jokes #bringing it up* #whatever #also im not a stranger things fan thts jsut waht she said #and i am the kind of fan she was calling cringe for other stuff so !!! sorry ofr getting fucking upset !! #but i didnt bring tht stuff up then i just went to my room #and then everyone saidi shouted at her when like. i did raise my voice somewhat but no i was just fucking annoyed !!! #like idk i have to deal with stupid fucking. cringe culture and ppl acting like its so emmbarassing just to like stuff enough online #i dont need someone to fucking bring it up constantly in the span of like 10 minutes irl #idk. im just fucking tired #im so fucking sick of everything honestly

[marvelsswansong]

Turns out the "mild flu" I thought I had was Covid,,, just tested positive this morning 😩😩😩

Got it from the Lorde concert at Alexandra Palace last week - #HardFeelingsOfCovid #HomemadePandemic #AnythingForLordeThough

#summer says #F U C K #i seriously had no idea until my friend texted me that hes tested positive and hes been sick since Fri #my symptoms were the worst day 1 and 2 but rn im feeling much better minus sore throat and slight stuffy nose

[jrueships]

twitter so boring 😑

#my irl popular account is literally so dry to me #maybe i just like smallness but bro #i once said 'idk how ppl can blow their nose in their cartoon kinda way #like my snout simply does not have the power #the power of a kleenex flowing horn toot #i can only blow one nostril at a time by holding down the other nostril as help #how do the cartoons do it?' #and yall i got a qrt that said ' r u a f*ggot' #LIKE IM SICK BRO LEAVE ME ALONE #im playing the sport of how long can i go without an ibuprofen and u torture me tenfold? #i should move to threads like jaren smh #im kidding thats hilarious tho