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tomboyneedshercoffee · 4 years

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Lovedust (Role Reversal) HC

Author’s Note: Thank you anon who asked me about this cause OH BOY! My last Peter HC was utter trash but I love this one!! Hope you guys like it!!!! This idea was so fun and when I started Lovedust, I was going to make it this way but decided that Peter falling in love with you was just *chefs kiss* perfect

- So! We all know (for the most part) how Peter is when he absorbs the lovedust BUT what if the roles were reversed

- Lets rewind shall we? bLooPyBlIpziPzaPZoOp

- Right so lets kick it off to when you start to regain consciousness after touching the lovedust

-Peter is panicking right beside you and making sure you haven’t broken anything or cracked your head open like it was a watermelon

-and you’re just staring up at him with those freaking puppy dog eyes as he’s looking back at you like what's up little bud, got a staring problem?

-Deadass the first thing that comes out of your mouth is “I don’t know what’s wrong with me Peter but have I ever told you how much I love it when you say my name”

-And peter is like tf this bitch just say? Cause remember yall, seconds ago you were threatening to kill him PLUS Peter doesn’t even know what the dust is he just thinks you were gonna explode

-now he really thinks you have a concussion so he’s checking your head again and you literally melt into his hand as he cups the side of your face

-all you can focus on was how brown his eyes actually are and without a second thought you just straight up tell him

-“ jesus your eyes are so brown like soooo brown do you even know how brown they are? Like a beautiful chocolate brown like how authors say it in books- god my chest hurts- fuck I can’t even stop to think my mouth is literally just going- my heart is gonna burst open literally-I’m in love with you Peter Parker”

-PETER GETS SO FREAKING FLUSTERED! LIKE WHAAAAAA

-He’s looking around to make sure he isn’t being pranked like cut the cameras, deadasss

- he isn’t even sure how to respond but thank goodness your dad and Banner and the other Avengers show up like why are these two teenagers wet

- It takes an hour to explain to Peter what the lovedust is and every time, Peter doesn’t even believe it

- “So you’re telling me she loves.... my eyes?”

-” Oh my god- we’re saying she LOVES YOU. LOVE + DUST!”

-and Peter is utterly shooketh because as many times as he’s dated, he wasn’t sure a girl actually loved him

-as your dad and Banner are arguing, you are already cuddled up underneath Peter’s arm as his brain is trying to register what the hell is going on because the only time you two were ever this close was when you beat his ass for putting blue hair dye in your shampoo before homecoming

-so days pass and you’re doing a shit job at trying to keep your mouth under control because your body was literally working against you

- If yall think Peter didn’t have a filter, then when the tables had turned, you were WAY WORSE

- “ Your arms are so big how are they so big can you just hold me for a second?”

-” UHm I don’t think your dad would want me to do that but I can give you a hug”

- “ Have I ever told you how good you smell? Like I just want to tuck my face into your neck forever like an oxygen mask”

-” wut? UhM here you can have my hoodie it kinda smells like me”

-” Peter, what do you think about starting a family with me?”

-” ASGJFK You mean riGhT now? Like, here in the kitchen?”

- Everything was worst than how it was for Peter and you weren’t exactly why but the only thing that ever helped the pain was physically being close to him

- at night, you would toss and turn and you could feel your senses dial-up so everything was extra hot, extra bright, extra loud and the pain was EXTRA excruciating

-one night the pain was so bad you knocked on Peter's bedroom door and pouted

-”Can I sleep with you?” 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

- and Peter’s teenage boy mind just shuts down

-” GAH um I think we should wait until you’re actually in the right state of mind to take it to the next level like that PLUS I don’t have any protection-”

-” I meant can I sleep in your bed for tonight” even though you were totally down for his suggestion

-dont look at me like that in yall wanna get down with Peter

-Peter mentally pushes himself off of a cliff but secretly lets you into his room because BOI if Tony found out that you two were in the same bed, lovedust or not, he would MURDER PETER

-he gets you settled and decides he’s going to sleep on the floor because he respects women like it’s his goddamn job but when he offers, you literally look like you’re going to bust out into tears

-so okay new plan Peter sleeps next to you but puts a pillow in between the two of you just in case any unnecessary contact happens

- but you’re still being a baby about it so Peter agrees to move the pillow but he tells you that cuddling is off the table

-” This is already kinda weird and I don’t want to make you uncomfortable so just stay on your side of the bed okay Y/N?”

- but you’re already knocked out so Peter is like phew

-for most of the night, he is looking up at the ceiling as you’re snoring quietly beside him and his heartbeat hasn’t slowed down since you knocked on his door

-a girl has NEVER been in Peter’s bed before but he kinda doesn’t mind? He can feel your body heat coming and it makes him so sleepy

-it was comforting knowing that you were in less pain now that you were beside him and the thought made Peter flustered

-but before his eyes shut, you kinda just roll over and now you're tucked into his chest and Peter’s body shuts down for the millionth time

-he wants to move you off of him, not because it’s uncomfortable but because he feels like he’s taking advantage of the situation

-he would never want you to feel like you weren’t under complete control so he does the gentlemen thing and kinda slides you off of him

-but you’re holding on tight like a damn koala so after a few minutes, he kinda has the mentality of when a dog falls asleep in your lap

-like you can’t get up and wake the dog cause duh morals so Peter just lays there next to you

-he’s literally trying to fight off his sleepiness but after a while, he just submits because he was exhausted

-it isn’t until the morning when Peter wakes up before you to see that his arm had draped over your body while sleeping and yall were practically

-S P O O N I N G

-and he’s panicking and he tries to get up slowly but you turn your body to face him and you bury your face into his chest

-”just five more minutes please?” 🥺

-your sexy sleepy voice mixed with Peter being half awake made everything even worse

-Peter wasn’t even under the lovedust but he was completely whipped for you and goddamn it, how could he say no to that face

-Peter could feel how tired you were as he held you and he knew how much pain you were in. In his head, he wasn’t sure if you would do the same if the roles were reversed but either way, Peter felt that it was the right thing to do

-Peter decides to pull you closer and a part of him wishes he could hold you forever

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transformationstuck · 7 years

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might be a little odd, but how about like. "imaginary transformation" as in someone slowly starts seeming less real, being easier to forget, their actions have less and less consequence till eventually they cease to exist as a person, reduced to somebodies imaginary friend. I reckon tav becoming an imaginary friend for gamzee seems fun. oh and ofc since theyre imaginary, the "imaginer" can just change them, so feel free to throw in any other TFs youve been fancying recently

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It started off very trivial. In conversations people would get around to talking about Tavros, but instead of saying his name they speaker would give a look of confusion before saying ‘you know who i’m talking about’ or ‘that guy’, something that would be reserved for someone they didn’t know. Only Tavros and his friends have known each other for years.

Tavros would always laugh it off but as it happened more and more, it started getting to him. How could his friends forget his name? Along with this, actions they had participated in together started to have less detail for the others, it seemed.

‘What class were you in fiduspawn again?’

‘What was that story you’re obsessed with’?

It was like he was becoming a stranger to them all.

Tavros’s friends seemingly started to notice him less and less now. He would walk into a room and nobody would acknowledge him or they would walk into a room he was in and not even notice him. At the start, Tavros could clear his throat or say ‘hey’ to the others in the room and it would startle them as they turned to acknowledge him. More and more now they were ignoring his voice and now he would have to walk up and tap them on the shoulder in order to get a reaction, which was a dangerous thing to do considering troll reflexes and culture along with the high-stress situation they were all in. This was doing horrible things to his self esteem and Tavros would talk about the others seeming to ignore him to Gamzee, who seemed to be the only person who would talk to him.

This was something else, though. Tavros, once more, was being ignored by one of his friends. He walked up to Terezi who turned their nose up before pouncing on Tavros.

“Who are you and how did you get here?” Terezi questioned, cane pushed against his neck as he started to run out of oxygen.

“Gah, Terezi, it’s me, Tavros!” Terezi looked like she was concentrating on something but the hold didn’t budge. “Really? We played the game, fought the queen, how do you not remember this?” Something on Terezi’s face clicked and the cane let up.

“Oh, I’m really sorry Tavros, I don’t know how I forgot about you. Where have you been though, I feel like I haven’t seen you in weeks…”

“I’ve been here, you guys just don’t notice me! Even when i’m in the same room as you guys its like you can’t see me!” Tavros took Terezi’s hand as she helped him up.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know whats wrong with me, I’ve got a wicked headache though, i’ll be back,” Terezi said and held her head as she walked out of the room. Tavros stood alone in the smaller room and turned from the door to just look at the couch he was just sitting there and Terezi didn’t notice him, or even remember him. He stood like that for awhile.

It had been a few days and Tavros had given up trying to communicate with the others. Terezi hadn’t seen him when he walked by her in the hallway a few hours after their encounter and he was afraid to get the others’ attention, not knowing if they, too, had forgotten him and would do something awful to him out of suspicion. He could move from room to room and nobody would see him at all.

This new thing was something else though. Tavros found himself staring at the mug on the table. His insides felt cold as he continued to look at it and then at his still open hand. Once more, Tavros reached for the mug but let his arm fall limp as his hand simply passed through it. He tried to hit it with a fist but that, too, brought no reaction.

He backed away before running into the hall and through the corridors, trying to find the only friend he really had left. He found Gamzee in the kitchen talking with Karkat. Tavros slowed and noticed that he hadn’t felt tired and he wasn’t out of breath. Considering the shape he was in, that was pretty weird.

“Oh, hey Tavros,” Gamzee said and put his fist out for a fist-bump which Tavros reciprocated automatically.

“Gamzee, it’s gotten worse. I just tried to pick up a cup and my hand went through it! It’s not enough nobody else can see me, but now inanimate objects do the same thing! What am I going to do, its like im a ghost,” Tavros said and leaned into Gamzee, feeling a bit weak.

“Hey, I can hold your cup for you if it’s got a problem with you,” Gamzee said and put his arm around Tavros.

“Thanks but that’s not really the point, look,” Tavros said and demonstrated him trying to pick up a pen that was just on the counter. Once more, his fingers went through it like the pen wasn’t even there.

“I really wish there was a highblood head doctor on board, because you’re acting a lot more delusional than you usually do. Normally pies don’t give you straight up hallucinations,” Karkat said as he watched Gamzee’s eyes follow an invisible person and conversing with them.

“I’m not hallucinating, i’m totally chill, bro. I’m just talking to Tavros here and-” Gamzee began.

“Gamzee, he can’t see-” Tavros said before Karkat talked over him, not hearing anything that Tavros said.

“Gamzee, there’s nobody there, and what the fuck am i supposed to think when you start talking to imaginary friends while we’re all isolated in this fucking rock?”

“Tavros isn’t imaginary,” Gamzee said. He looked to Tavros and back at Karkat, a little nervous.

“Yes he is, Gamzee. Nobody else can see this Tavros except you. Look,” Karkat said and stuck his arm into where Gamzee’s eyes had been looking. His fist went right through Tavros’s chest as if it wasn’t even there.

“But, he was with us when we defeated the king,” Gamzee said, now more confused.

“I remember everything during our session, and there was no asshole named Tavros. He isn’t real.”

Tavros had slumped to the floor, back against the counter. He had his head in his hands. He felt like crying. ‘If nobody remembers me, and nothing reacts to my body, maybe I really am a fake person. What if Gamzee just made me to cope with something and he brought me into existence somehow with consciousness…’

A hand appeared in front of his face. Tavros looked up to see Gamzee offering a hand to help him up. Tavros allowed himself to be lifted and noticed Karkat was no longer in the room. He probably missed the end of the conversation while going through another existential crisis. Gamzee was looking at him, but looked away when Tavros turned to him.

“You are real, right? I remember talking to you for years…:” Gamzee said.

“I thought i was, but nobody notices me. I pretty much am a ghost, or something your mind made up. Man, this fucking sucks. I just really want some milk right now.”

Tavros’s attention was alerted to the fact that he was now holding something. He looked down to see a replica of his mug with milk in his grasp. He brought it up and took a sip, then stopped thinking about it and watched as it disintegrated into nothingness. Maybe this wasn’t all bad.

Days went by as Tavros and Gamzee continued to talk to each other. Their bond grew as time went on. Often times when others were in the room they’d just glance to see if they were the one Gamzee was talking too and would roll their eyes if they weren’t.

#mod sb #tavros #transformationstuck

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dopeloverx · 5 years

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DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: cause u talk to people in a way they understand DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: wait huh DanielTheKing whispers: people are simple to me DanielTheKing whispers: im just messin wit u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: you a scorpio tho DanielTheKing whispers: we vibe really well i love your energy and honesty even tho u try to hide it sometimes DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: hide my energy? DanielTheKing whispers: nah your feelings DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: rolls eyes DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: what feelings lol DanielTheKing whispers: like if you feeling a way about something you tend to tuck it away at times DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: no comment DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: its cool...i know most guys are terrible listeners DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll DanielTheKing whispers: why you feel like im a good fit as ya bestie DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: cause u fun to talk to u keep the convo going you always roll with the vibe i throw DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: imvu dont do that shit nomore DanielTheKing whispers: gotta make tha most of the time u have DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: on earth? DanielTheKing whispers: plus your vibe is fun lol you always on sum crazy DanielTheKing whispers: nah with the ppl you come in contact with DanielTheKing whispers: anything can happen a person mite have to leave imvu for some months DanielTheKing whispers: then that energy aint there no more Guest_pabloperp has joined the chat Guest_Kingjay23136 has joined the chat Guest_Kingjay23136 has left the chat Guest_pabloperp has left the chat ThatsTy has left the chat DanielTheKing whispers: that was random af DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: nah its a convo never feel like that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: with me DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: cause i try key word TRY not to hold back with you DanielTheKing whispers: im not expecting you to lay it all on me cause u still gettn to know me DanielTheKing whispers: i just know that as people we go thru so much DanielTheKing whispers: and alot of times we dont have ppl to just express ourselves to or with DanielTheKing whispers: so we carry alot of pain with us and its rough DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: your gonna make me cry that shit is so real DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: the people im around i dont expess myself too DanielTheKing whispers: like you could be a kid who went thru abuse but couldn't say nun or cps would come take u DanielTheKing whispers: that shit don't go away DanielTheKing whispers: or if ya parents was on drugs or u saw someone u was close to commit suicide DanielTheKing whispers: its alot of shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: that happen to you DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DanielTheKing whispers: so i just say ppl need to just be them cause its not guide book to this life shit DanielTheKing whispers: shit alot happen to me lol DanielTheKing whispers: but parental abuse was something yes DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: mom or dad DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DanielTheKing whispers: dad DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: alcohol? DanielTheKing whispers: nah just cause he could DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: beat u woop you verbal? DanielTheKing whispers: beat down with items, fist, verbal all that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im so sorry DanielTheKing whispers: i wasn't even mad bout that abuse cause shit happens DanielTheKing whispers: i was more mad at the adults around who knew and aint do shit DanielTheKing whispers: they just let it happen DanielTheKing whispers: that was my proof to know adults are fucked up DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: not even adults just some peopl DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: people DanielTheKing whispers: that shit drove me insane tho DanielTheKing whispers: couldn't trust nobody forever DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: smh DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: since then ... DanielTheKing whispers: that shit warped my personality for many yrs lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: how DanielTheKing whispers: like i didn't wanna be a victim DanielTheKing whispers: but i couldn't be me without existing with that pain DanielTheKing whispers: so i kinda acted like someone else for a time being DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: what was your safe place like someone else who? DanielTheKing whispers: like i just was trying to hang with otha ppl who were prob bad for me DanielTheKing whispers: just to avoid living with reality DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: do u ever feel like it happen for a reason DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: it being 2019 DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like have you grown into a better you DanielTheKing: hell nah i wouldn't wish that on anyone DanielTheKing whispers: but um DanielTheKing whispers: i've grown alot since then DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: got caught slippin DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lmfaoo DanielTheKing whispers: the only thing that came out of it was me being able to know how much pain the world is in DanielTheKing whispers: and how easy it is to hide it cause i hid it very well and i still hide it at times DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: .... DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: the realest shit i was told as a child when i tried to express my feelings like the REAL shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: "sounds like a personal problem" and "Noone cares" DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but i dont feel that way DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i care about people DanielTheKing: your fam tell u they love u DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lmfao DanielTheKing whispers: this damn thing keep fuckn up DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: there u go DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: z DanielTheKing whispers: but my parents never told me that DanielTheKing whispers: nore any of my fam DanielTheKing: i grew up fast af DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my dad died protecting me DanielTheKing whispers: this mf cursor boy DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my mom had been thru some shit b4 that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: when i was in HS she told me everyday just dont come home pregnant DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont even be out like that lol DanielTheKing whispers: man shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: she got preg young with my sister and got married young and then the crack era hit DanielTheKing whispers: i never had one sex talk with my parent DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and their dad my sister and brother DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: their dad was hooked on drugs DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and my mom was taking care of them DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: holding shit down DanielTheKing whispers: i fell into porn at 10 and foul language DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: until my moms mom died then she had to take in her lil sister DanielTheKing whispers: ever since then i felt like an adult lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and her husband the fatehr of her two childer hooked on drugs raped my moms little sister DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and that shit fucked her up DanielTheKing whispers: wtf DanielTheKing whispers: you can unsee shit ya know DanielTheKing whispers: can't DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: then fast forward 4 years later she meets my pops DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: whos a family man supporter all that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: never married has me lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and not even a year after that hes gone DanielTheKing whispers: shit cray DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: so my mom gonna became DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: different ig DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: always over protective controling DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: grumpy DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i hate to say it lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: she didnt like hugging us DanielTheKing whispers: being a parent is hard af and scary DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: or kissing us DanielTheKing whispers: my parents never hugged till i was grown DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ikr DanielTheKing whispers: well my mom at least DanielTheKing whispers: my dad shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol shit cray DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my moms been in and out the hospital DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: she let me kiss her and tell her i love her i had to leav her there 1 night DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: after going thru this break up DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like god knew i needed someone DanielTheKing whispers: the world is fucked up man DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like walking around straght face any dude looking at me getting mugged DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol but inside lol DanielTheKing whispers: and ppl try to act like we all doing well like everything all good DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i just wanted a genuine hug DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: someone i felt like i could trust to tell me they love me DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: all i got is my mama DanielTheKing whispers: ikr DanielTheKing whispers: the i love you words genuinely with a hug touches your soul DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my brother and sister different dad they blamed my mother for their fater raping our aunt DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and they didnt like me cause i was born outside DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: so just imagine thru the years DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol the saltynesss and shade DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol the fakeness DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol it was sad DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: we just started getting along again but tbh i still dont trust them sometimes DanielTheKing whispers: i bet it was DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont trust their intentions DanielTheKing whispers: i wouldn't honestly some shit just dont go away DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i make more money than they ever and my dad before he died set me and my other brother up really well with money DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: so they use me sometimes DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but because my heart is so giving DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: it hurts hwne i need them in return and they cant deliver i dont want the money i just want my sister ya know DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont want shit you have lol DanielTheKing whispers: like one reason i wouldn't wish this on anyone cause i was paranoid one time DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: just show me you care about me like yall care about each other DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: a little of what i been thru as far as family lol DanielTheKing whispers: the word family don't mean nun to me DanielTheKing whispers: i've seen fam do some dispicable things to each other and its sad DanielTheKing whispers: yall blood DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: thats why i adored my ex he was family oriented Guest_Basseses has joined the chat DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: always with his family or doing something for his family DanielTheKing whispers: i do alot for my fam tho DanielTheKing whispers: thats why my last 5 yrs been hellacious to some degree DanielTheKing whispers: somebody always need sum and i dont ask for nun in return DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: bro ya boy broke my heart lmfao DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im still kinda shell shocked DanielTheKing whispers: my boy? DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ya boy meaning the dude DanielTheKing whispers: oh DanielTheKing: since we scorpios lol DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: oh my goddddddd DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lmfao DanielTheKing whispers: this cursor is annoying DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: rofl DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but yeah and then when i see him DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: all i get is Im sorry DanielTheKing whispers: im sorry cause i miss that good pussy DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: 6 mos i went over that shit like where is baby somethings wrong why cant i get in touch Guest_Basseses has left the chat DanielTheKing whispers: they right tho DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: then wehn i did talk to him DanielTheKing whispers: times does heal most things DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he was like we gonna be together again and i love you this and that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and i saw the bitch DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he was with on thanks giving DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i asked him before that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: a few days before cause it was his birthday DanielTheKing whispers: was his new chick looking like nahhhhhhh? DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i wished him a hbd DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i asked him if he had a girl or was talking to anyone DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he straight up lied to me bro DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and said NO DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: wtf DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im thinking we gonna be together again and then i saw the bitch DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he sending me pics of us DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: frm the summer before DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: AND YOU GOT A WHOLE BITCH! DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he dosnt know i know but after i saw that shit i stopped talking to him DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont ever wanna feel like that again left in the dark DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like i trusted u DanielTheKing whispers: damn love DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: if u need sum and i got it u got it DanielTheKing whispers: that relationship really fucked wit u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i question my sanity still DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like was i crazy for believeing it was real DanielTheKing whispers: nah DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like what did i do wrong for him to do that to me DanielTheKing whispers: you wanted it be real cause you were giving it your all DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he had me thinking it was forever shit lol DanielTheKing whispers: it wasnt u it was him DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i feel so stupid DanielTheKing whispers: u gave ya energy to tha wrong nigga DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i never saw this guy coming DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i use to tell him you never know someone until at least 2 -3 years DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: in a relationship DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: 4 years lateer DanielTheKing whispers: relationships are for adults tho DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: this shit happens DanielTheKing whispers: its hard af if u still learning yourself DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: yeah we were young DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: jhene aiko was our summer song lol DanielTheKing whispers: like if iwas in a relationship when i was younger DanielTheKing whispers: i would've been a savage i swear DanielTheKing whispers: i didn't give no fucks 6horty has joined the chat DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: see that relationship turned me into a savage loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i was talking to mad dude DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: not to sound like a hoe DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i was faithful for 4 years even after he ghosted me DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i had a 1 night stand DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: started fucking this dude i met over th esummer lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: it was crazy DanielTheKing whispers: im still a savage tho DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ive calm down since then DanielTheKing whispers: i just don't act on it DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: u? DanielTheKing whispers: yah DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: really? lol DanielTheKing whispers: i can't make a woman fall in love with me and drop her like a brick cause idc DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: but i wouldn't do that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol i still dont get it DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and then feed me bullshit DanielTheKing: i can't i would feel guilty now DanielTheKing: but catch me some yrs ago DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: smh lol ive never been dirty like that DanielTheKing whispers: i would sell u a dream like a mf DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but its fuck him now DanielTheKing whispers: and have u thinkn all kinda shi DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: where ever he is now i hope he realizes he broke someones heart who rode for them DanielTheKing whispers: i like a woman with a nice body DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: we use to have this thing where we would fall out and be liek nahh we together till the lord says otehrwise DanielTheKing whispers: so she can be my snack lol DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol and the lord sid otehrwise DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: llol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: u a scorpio i know u a freak DanielTheKing whispers: shit a extra freak DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol i know DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: well DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont know know but im sure DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol youd def keeo me wet DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: on that note DopeLoverx yawns DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: its about time for me to goto bedddddd DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DanielTheKing whispers: lol DanielTheKing whispers: id be askn can i hit it in tha mornin too DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol be good DanielTheKing whispers: i needa hit tha gym soon DanielTheKing whispers: this 6'4ness i going to waste =(( DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: well babe DopeLoverx hugs u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im headed out DanielTheKing hugs u back DanielTheKing whispers: sweet dreams strawberry DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: you have a wonderful night as always a pleasure DanielTheKing whispers: big factz!! DanielTheKing whispers: nite DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=es3Fm7dLm2o DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: tell me youll listen to it DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and tell me what u think 6horty has left the chat DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: this is my sleep mood rihgt now DanielTheKing whispers: i got u ima leave a message for u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: mk hhun DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: good night DanielTheKing whispers: b4 u go DanielTheKing: z DanielTheKing whispers: u know what's tha best DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ?? DanielTheKing whispers: when someone u really vibe with tell u why you mean something to them DanielTheKing whispers: to hear that is priceless it feels like time stopped for a sec

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