#HERE YOU GO HAVE SOME OOF

[gayvecchio]

Frannie, you are in over your head. Meaning? Meaning, guys like him don't marry girls like you. That's fairy tale. And girls like you get hurt, and guys like him don't even know it, and that's life.

#due south #ray vecchio #francesca vecchio #benton fraser #oof the way you can see the truth of this hit ray so hard #good for frannie for saying all of this and sticking up for herself because ray was being an unfair jerk #especially since he was projecting his own fears and insecurities about losing fraser and taking it out on frannie #ray's behavior here only makes sense to me if he's acting out of jealousy #because he doesn't seem the type to get involved in his siser's love life (unless she's being harmed in some way) #and what he says about fraser directly contradicts what we know ray actually thinks about him #i can't imagine ray sees fraser as the type to 'love 'em and leave 'em for lack of a better phrase. he knows he's not like that #ray is the one in over his head and worried about being left heartbroken (and not being good enough for fraser to stick around for) #if fraser was involved with frannie; ray loses ever getting a chance with him either way whether it works out or not #if the potential relationship worked out ray would have to sit by and watch the man he loves be with his sister #and if it doesn't work out (which it likely wouldn't lbr) he loses his frienship as well because it would never be the same after #and the fact remains that fraser will likely go back to canada one day and leave ray behind #and not realize just how much it will hurt ray when he goes #AND FRASER IS LISTENING TO ALL OF THIS #HE'S JUST ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLASS #THE PERSON RAY DREAMS ABOUT #SO CLOSE BUT STILL OUT OF REACH #i can't with them #frannie is the only brave one here i love her #ds30below

[keeps-ache]

1) i'm bad at games 2) i'm scared of people

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #sona #tw gun #and then voice chat was unlocked FVHSVb #i almost tapped out i was not Going To fhvss #/and yea i did Terrible Lmao #i usually do worse when i'm on teams. actually i think that might be the nervousness now that i'm writing this HFSH #and then i had to commit a true crime because my mom called n i had to get off #oof ouch sorry ffvfhsb #i did okay the second time :D #//really i haven't drawn anything in like. a week i think #nothing digital anyway #i made some silly traditional sketches of some of my ocs :) #it just feels weird not making anything on my computer #like i get on here and i'm like '!!! time to make stuff !! :D' and then i start tapping through stuff and go 'ahhh right. nothin' lmaoo #//i have been playing viddy games which is nice :D #i don't like how once you get past the beginner stages most games throw ALL the notification stuff and ALL of the quests and EVERYTHING at #you at once fvfshv #like man i don't know what's going on!! what even is this !! [<- usually something that was explained that i forgot about] #why does everybody need 5 currencies and why do i even need to be bothered. the answer is i don't and i won't but i Do want to know what fo #//POW aight on my way now loll :> :D

[snaxle]

im just sick of feeling guilty for spending money 😭😭 ..

#og #i wanna save my money so bad but the past year has been really hard on my family. lots of bad shit has been going on #and i just wanted to get stuff to treat everyone so we can have a nice holiday and to show them i love them #but now i have less money in my savings and it makes me really sad </3 #im trying to save my money up to eventually get a car which will allow me to get a better job and be able to move out #although i probably wont be able to move out for another few years bc. everything is so expensive #although my mom is trying really hard to find a job even tho i really dont think she should bc she's sick. but like. we're poor #and it's even sadder bc my younger brother wants to get a job to get some money too and it's like. no please it's fine #we can handle it you don't need to help out we're okay right now #OOF SORRY FOR VENT.. #next year i just really hope i'll be able to like. save my money up a lot which. idk if i can #so to make myself happy i get myself a lil treat here and there otherwise im probably gonna get depressed LOL

[ccaptain]

☀ What’s your rp pet peeve?

kisses ur typing hands for sending me one ♥ -- @resolutepath

I will take a little pebble out of my shoe and admit that being put on the backburner, under very specific circumstances, really puts me in the mood to simply wanting to put my muse(s) in a little backpack and move on.

This usually happens when we get hyper comfortable and there's no longer the need to instantly reply to what I sent, or sending me unprompted ask to develope two or more muses. It's heaven! It's a very good point we can reach. The relationship between two muses, be it romantical or platonic, is developed, so we can take it slower and chill out while we do our own things and they just run in the background like a Windows program.

While I'm sure that it's due to the comfortableness and people being comfortable with me makes me happy and just as comfortable with them, I have my little pet peeves about this state of things:

- We go from 100% to barely 5% in regards to talking about our muses. If the level fluctuates and it still happens sometimes, that's great! I appreciate the effort! I should disclose that changes, expecially if employed abruptly like this, put me in a very tense state of mind. It's something that I'm constantly working on, but that I would prefer a warning instead of a day/night change. - A complete lack of engagement with the things that I'm posting about my muse. No more likes, or even a single aknowledgement to anything, which includes: OOC posts (understandable), headcanons (which contain useful informations, expecially for my muses partner(s)/familiar relationships, developing or not, so they're... kind of a big deal?), no longer sending any sort of memes, or very rarely doing so. I... really can't call this behavior anything other than a loss of interest, I'm sorry. Perhaps there's another kind of explanation for that, but until I'm explained why this happens and what else to call it, I will have to call it with a term that I know about. - If, while this is happening, the same problem that is happening towards me and my muse(s) doesn't seem to extend to ANY of your other roleplay partners with close situationships, aka you're sending asks, even umprompted without any memes, and paying close attention to their stuff... well, it's not a very good feeling.

While I don't mind if it happens much, because attention spans shift and I'm understanding as I can be about that, if this happens a bit too much I would appreciate some reassurance, every once in a while, that the relatonship/friendship/familyship between our muse hasn't dwindled down to almost nothing- or to be straight up told that yes, the vibe is gone and it's better if our muses part ways.

If you ever catch yourself doing this, I strongly encourage you to go and have a chat with the person, and see how they're feeling about it and if it's somehow hurting them or if they understand what's happening and they're alright with it. If they're not, work around a solution that puts them back at ease, and be honest if it's not possible for you to compromise at the moment.

All of these are big changes in how a person interacts with you. You're allowed to be bummed about it, be it intentional or not.

#resolutepath #from another realm ━ (ooc) #man this felt nice to get off my shoulders. zero hesitations in posting this too bc i feel safe here #also years ago i was trapped for like. months? to a person who did this to me a LOT. so that's not going to summon nice feelings towards it #big oof for my mental health at the time despite having somewhat recovered today #me @ me: you have recovered. now eat some cake to celebrate

[piningprecussionist]

(Not an rp ask)

What is your opinion on chau x kim? I'm not a shipper of it myself but I heard it was a proship since knives is 17 but also I saw she was 18 in the comic so I'm not sure where to stand on it honestly. But I'd like to hear your opinion about it !! Sorry if this is a bit of a random ask (ーー;

You're completely fine!! Do not even worry about it.

So, yeah- When Scott first meets Knives, and I'm not entirely sure how much time passes between then and when they start dating, it was *literally* her seventeenth birthday, as I am reminding myself reading back over these panels presently. And then at the start of book six, the first time we see (real, non-dream,) Knives, she has apparently been eighteen for a week!

Now, I'm going to preface with a little something before I go further into this: I am totally fine answering this ask and others like it I think! but, I will note, I do get like a (not fun) physical sensation in my chest- partly anxiety (lol) but also something else I think- thinking about them like 95% of the time- it's gotta be like. Handled The Right Way, if that makes sense. Let's get into it.

So, first off, I'm just gonna re: some of the stuff relative to this I've posted here before- both nonrp and rp, since I use RP to develop my read on Kim and shed some light on how I see things I guess!

These clips come from this ask (and reblog) here!

This rp ask here, which is simply too difficult for me to get in a good screenshot I feel, so I recommend just checking it and the tags for it out- I will share my Bonus Commentary reply though:

This ask as well! Tags less pressing, but still provide a little insight.

And this is probably a dumb inclusion if I really want to make a pseudonym to post fics under, but. I have posted my (very early) thoughts on the SPTO sparks scene to AO3 before, so- (and before going into this- I did remember that Julie and Gideon have that sparks scene after the fact!)

And here's the Barely Anything Lines hinting at the ship that I had in that fic that I used to justify that blurb, while we're here:

I think I've gone over my feelings a little bit in the discord as well, and there might even be more rp stuff relative to it, but I'm not going to go back and get any of that honestly- at least, not right now, or unless requested, since I don't really feel like it's necessary, if it does exist. This gives a pretty good glimpse in I'd say- especially that second to last one there.

So. Yeah.

Used to ship it; have expanded my horizons since then. I don't really want to knock it because like... for some people this is a legitimate life experience for them- one that might have even turned out well, miraculously. And there also a lot of minors in this fandom evidently, so like, any other baby gays out there just wanting to Project for a minute? I feel that. Sincerely I do. It's not the wisest choice but better to read fanfiction about it than go out and actually make out with a 23 year old, Gods forbid. (Genuinely felt sick thinking about that; fucking gross. Any minors out there: Please Make Good Choices. Look out for yourselves. Begging you. There are too many freaks in this world- I promise you whoever you're thinking of probably isn't the magical exception.)

But there are definitely things to consider about them that are very interesting to me, still, so like. I'm in this weird state of conflict; I don't know if it's just me being like "it happened, you can't escape it" or having been desensitized/some sort of Brainwashed by how many times I had to use Knives in the game to quick heal- maybe something else but I just don't feel like flaying myself open like that unprompted for just anyone- but like. Oh man.

Sorry, gathering/writing this that feeling like went away but came circling back for this last bit, it seems. Which makes sense I guess. I feel like I'm setting myself up for a Pyre right now eugh shfsgkjfhjg

I dunno. I'm not gonna lie and pretend like I know it to be some big formative ship for me in my early teen years, but it was kind of important in finally coming around to realizing how queer I was, I think. My memories of the time are fuzzy, but it would have been one of the things- there were likely larger ones, my current obsession could be recoloring my past here so I'm trying to acknowledge that.

But there is like. A dynamic that is posited by them that is also one I'm a really big sucker for. More so now than I was then, so I find myself grinding my teeth about that a fair bit at times.

I definitely still really like it as something unrequited no matter what I think; I like the idea of Knives having a really big crush on Kim, genuinely. I think it's cute and funny as hell for how uncomfortable it would make Kim, who's just trying so hard not to be a fucking creep while this ray of sunshine hangs off her- something she absolutely does not deserve (in her eyes.)

I'm obviously more partial to Kim resisting any advances made at her, but I can understand so, so badly why someone might be attracted to the idea of Knives managing to thaw some of Kim's frigidity with that. Ugh.

If they work for me, I think they'd have to work for me after Knives is gone at college for a bit. Kim would need to know Knives for longer than she knew her as a minor- and they'd have to be FRIENDS in that time, quite strictly. Kim would need to not feel (intensely, because frankly, she would unavoidably feel this way at least a little no matter what,) like she was a fucking groomer going into it, basically. I don't know what I think past that.

You know, I'll put my feelings like this: with the exception of a fic I saw recommended to someone that intrigued me, I have managed to resist reading any/many fics featuring them, despite it being a large majority of the wlw Kim fics that exist, and also kinda just Kim fics generally. It's kind of Insane, especially considering how much Kimona SCREAM at you from the pages of the comic itself- but I digress....

I've been working on this for like over an hour now I think so I really should cut myself off. I am like,, too hungry and mildly stoned to be rambling off about this maybe. If you want more concise/specific thoughts, I recommend prompting! I can try and channel the responses easier with a bit more direction, maybe?

...

actually another thing real quick- I like. Do not know that I could ever feel comfortable, truly, consuming content for them, not knowing if the OP has good intentions. I just Do Not trust people, largely, so that's just like. A little thing. Idk. "Death to the author" or whatever but I am still allowed to feel personally uncomfortable ya know! I don't want them taking my silent observation as like,, passive acceptance in the event that they were. Idk if that makes sense, I need to go eat already, I'm hitting post before i drag this out to TWO hours

#w oof. that was a doozy. mostly just on account of how long ive been working at it #but yeah. they fuck me up in some sort of way idk man. i cannot stress enough how much i want to bite people that are freaks about knives + #+ btw. like Going For The Throat I Need You To Bleed Out And Die want to bite people. so even considering it casually i find myself feeling #+like i am a massive hypocrite with the word scrawled in blood across my back or something. but im just a starving gay sdfjkhjsd #and i love Kim So Much. Denying myself Kim content is Actual Hell. and I have persisted. #(i mean. i also probably read some of this stuff back when i was a teenager. so. idk how much im really denying myself. but it's the + #+ thought that counts right? right?? hh... i likely dont remember any of them anyway so. it should totally count.) #ooc #txt #glitterminionking12 #am i really gonna put these in the tags.... hhhh yeah i guess i am #if any of the people that know me read this and can see i am shooting myself in the foot here please slap me in the discord i'll understand #i might just be having a Moment #sp comic #spvtw #spto #kim pine #knives chau #possibly the only post- unless i get asked about it more- that is gonna get the ship tag for them i guess? what even is their ship name... #ship stuff #no seriously what is their ship name im sitting here blanking i dont know how to tag this for people that dont wanna see it. or do i guess #knikim #sounds kinda like knick-em in my mind so im doing that for now #since starting to type any of the ones i thought of doesnt make a suggested tag pop up or anything #if there is one someone please tell me maybe and ill tag it #long post #headcanons #i guess? #spvtwtg #forgot that one

[quilleth]

Soooo......I uh I started a layaway for a doll head to turn into Vanora....because the sculpt's name is also Vanora x'D She's cute, though i am not entirely convinced that she suits my character, but it's going to be a few months until she's here to decide.

I ordered her in white so I can dye her the correct color, and my girl doesn't have bunny ears obviously, but the doll already has pointed ears, which is awesome, given how badly modding them is going with dollbei jun :/

I originally wanted to go with 1/4 scale for Vanora since they're smaller and less expensive, but the doll is 1/3 soo, now i've got a lot of thinking to do. She's also an odd size of 1/3. She was listed as 66 cm, but the neck and shoulder measurements are more in line with a doll that would be 58-60cm in other companies. And of course, there really aren't any buff girls in that size range, and she's a barbarian- she needs to be buff. The ones I've seen are 64cm+ or the 45cm miracle doll girl.

But this entire time i've ALSO been planning on making a doll of Vanora's best friend Faolán whom she's looking for in the campaign so she doesn't get lonely. And I'd basically already decided on a doll for him where I hadn't really for her 🙃So now I need to figure out a roughly 60-62cm option for him and i'm having a hard time :/

I also am realizing i should probably try to draw not meme things for him xD On the plus side, the resin soul Cen body would work really well for him, since it's slim and not really muscular, so if i can find a head that would fit, that could be an option, and hopefully make it so i'm not dropping 400+ on each of them T_T

#quill's bjd adventures #vanora #faolan #i could make some kind of journal for this on doa but honestly it's easier for me to remember to here xD #might ask for sculpt suggestions there though #therapists talking to me about adhd: so are you impulsive? me: not really? unless snacking counts #also me: oof doll has the same name as my character and is a limited run. i need her #since i already started paying money i'm going to try to plan for her working #because then i'll feel silly spending it and not using her :/ #but i already feel really silly about it because it really isn't something that was in my plans at all #brain why must you do this to me #and i'm going to think of ideas for faolan but not buy anything until after i've sorted vanora out #i don't want to try to sell another doll b/c i'm not having luck selling my moriko :/

[mxgyver]

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#oof got hit with an overwhelming sense of dread and anxiety #looking at all the tabs i have open with fics to read #like... i know they won't disappear #but the sense that i'm just... not reading them right away makes me feel like shit even though it shouldn't??? #plus when I have read fics recently #i haven't really felt the energy to reblog and that makes me feel so guilty #especially as i've stated before how important it is so support writers/creators #like it's almost paralyzing #like i want to read!! and support!! #but sometimes i just don't have the energy to!! #as i'm typing this part of me is like 'why don't you just... make note of the author and delete the tabs & find their masterlist later?' #which is like in theory... a good idea #but like... everything is so overwhelming right now and i was having a pretty decent day #part of me also wants to lowkey take a tumblr break because not being on it so much is nice #but the other part of me is not wanting to because it's some of the only social interaction i get and it can be mindless entertainment #so here we are at a crossroads #i'm honestly probably just being super dramatic right now & i'll probably feel fine later #anywho... i'm going to go finish watching abbott elementary and maybe read some fics who knows #sierra speaks #tbd

[tenacquity]

regardless of the verse, ryuu will always have dealt with some situation similar to the mcg/ilded situation: always faced some predicament where he wrongly defended a guilty man or at the very least put his trust and belief into someone who manipulated and took advantage of that

i think that specific situation is super important to his character development overall—just how he falls into a pit of distrust and anxiety, wondering what he even stands for, who he even is, what he should be doing, who and how to trust again...

it's through all this indecision and crippling doubt that he's able to build himself back up again, realize that he needs to trust himself first and foremost, trust in his own beliefs and instincts and i—

( ╥ω╥ ) weakly lifts fist and cheers

#« headcanon » #hi it's not even 8am where i am and i'm already having an Emotion #he's just a little guy doing his best and getting tossed around like some chew toy #but does this embitter him ??? nOPE HE JUST KEEPS GOING #i srsly both love and hate the mcgilded trial bc oof #on one hand it's disgusting seeing this guy manipulate ryuu and sUCCEED #but it's the kind of wake-up call that ryuu needed to start to find himself and his resolve #and dAMN if that ain't some important character development there HOOWEE #POINTS AT ALL THE DISTRUSTING MUSES OUT THERE #ryuu gETS YOU #but he's here to show that you cAN COME BACK from that mindset >8'|

[trixibebe]

The colors of the interior of the Red Brick Hotel are certainly something...

#yakuza 3 #rgg3 #ryu ga gotoku #idk if its just me but none of the colors seem to fit together #maybe i just dont know anything about colors #i know i know do it better then but cmon #anyway if anyone needs reference photos for some reason #without wanting to look up the scene here you go #because i sure needed them lol #mystuff #trixi plays yakuza #the reception are and the halls are fine even tho they dont match #but the room is jut oof? #maybe its just retro and i have no taste #yakuza

[twilightsparasite]

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#my post #mine #it’s actually so surreal now to think about what I thought I wanted for my life #the fact that I was so willing to spend my life with a complete buffoon who showed no interest in sharing a life with me was just so so so #heartbreaking to go through. But now that I’ve taken this time to reflect on our behaviors #it’s obvious that I wanted the relationship and he didn’t and that’s totally fine! I’m most upset that I allowed myself to believe in lies #it’s hard staying apart of reality when someone that delusional is living with you #a part * #wow. #just mind boggling really. I’m so much happier and healthier now. #don’t get me wrong #it’s amazing talking to R right now and I adore our flirty banter but I don’t think I’m ready for another heartbreak or to lead him on. #woah. I always word vomit on here haha 😂 and forget that I’m doing it #while I’m doing it lol 😂 #anywho! I’m just thankful to have my memories with R to reflect on. I knew there were good men in the world. I just had to get away from the #bad ones. And that’s what I was In ThE PrOcEsSss of DOiNnG!! #so glad I broke up with my ex and finally accepted the reality that he isn’t good for me and we don’t mix. #the clarity feels ethereal though. I’m so excited to figure out where things are at with R soon and then go from there #oof! which skirt shall I wear today ☺️ #I got 3 new skirts yesterday and a wicked awesome scarf and some earrings.! man I’m such a lil fashionista now #finally dressing how I’ve always wanted too :) #okay I need to shut up #I could talk for hours haha 🙃 #I’m so annoying sometimes but this is my blog! and I enjoy my small escape :) I’ve earned it #after dealing with nerve issues for the past near 7 months because my ex choked me and like a little bitch now forced both of us to have to #live with the horrors he created. I think I’ve earned my place in vomiting emotions into my little tumblr blog #I’ve accepted what happened. will never understand it because it’s a foolish delusion if you believe him to be a good guy or even capable #I’ve thought it over so many times. he had no one in his life supporting him like I was and he snapped when I was no longer an ‘object’ he #could use #so he panicked and does what his pea brain thought he had to do which was eliminate the ‘threat’ being me because he could no longer control

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #oof. people finding me again (⊙﹏⊙) #“I was worried about you” yeah sorry that's why I left. I can't stand being cared about in that way. #“I thought you might have died” babe if you can't accept that as a risk then please go find more stable friends. I am how I am #I've think I've already complained about being viewed as a constantly volatile suicide risk. the tiptoeing. the subtle check-ins #all the things that make me realize people overestimate their impact on my life and discount my own autonomy #anyway. y'all have the right to make friends with me but I have the right to move on at any point I want. #if I care about you I'll fight rabid dogs for you. but you can't be friends with everyone. and I'm part of everyone. #like. if I don't feel like we vibe tufff requisite amount then I'm not going to stay here and spend mental energy #idk. I really do prefer being alone while surrounded by people. it's like hanging on the wall at a party #you can swing by and ask me how it's going. ask me to answer some questions. invite me to spin the bottle. but afterwards? #afterwards I'm going right back in the wall and you're gonna have to make conversation with someone else #unless we really just click autistically. then we'll go out and sit on the brick wall overlooking the street and talk about stuff #but that doesn't happen very often if at all

[canofwormholes]

OOF.

#when one of your friends has been in optical as long as you have #and you can just text them about a general situation without saying anything about individual patients #just heres how this person overwears their contacts and what they said about why their in feeling like they scratched their eye #and your friend can just go OOF because they know exactly what that situation is like #because some things are just universal #also DON'T OVERWEAR YOUR CONTACTS #whatever money you think you're saving isn't worth it in potential scarring and medical bills

[robbiedaymonds]

so i never in my life assume anyone is into me like...romantically or sexually or anything beyond friends (hardly believe anyone wants to be my friend tbh) but now i'm experiencing this for the first time mixed with queer...friendship? connection? attraction? idek y'all and it's a lot. like it's great but also awful at the same time because i've never had expectations before. i've never worried about ruining a friendship because i like someone as more-than-friends. also i'm not sure if what i'm vibing with is just queer connection or if it's like societal norms pressuring me into reading into things that aren't really there from the other person's perspective. the lines between friendship and relationship are always blurry to me. i've had so few friendships with queer people IRL that this feels so precious and i don't want to ruin it but i also am finding myself in the queer realm of friends-or-not-friends-or-more-than-feelings-or-some-secret-third-thing and it's driving me crazy

#i'm also feeling so off today so i'm thinking about this more than usual #i'm just now like really feeling my queerness too like i'm finally believing i'm not an imposter #which i think is also attributing #and i'm healing from my previous relationship ending a year ago and also therapy is helping in general #and i want to have fun and live life and not waste any more time #but also i really like this person and as a queer and as an ace person it's really hard for me to differeniate between connection and #potential attraction in a more than friends way and it's exhausting #i thought i'd gotten over this after last weekend but nope here it stirs once again in my brain #oof #ANYWAY queer people are amazing and i highly recommend you all to find some queer friends IRL bc wow it's so fun and good #anyway i'm trying not to go insane sitting on my couch and here's some thoughts #ashlee talks

[coatabyss]

i need that chicken pot pie again.

#i had some decent vodka pasta today though #it has been a dissatisfying journey looking for a good sauce #*vodka sauce #ive been going through the jar brands and they all just taste like spaghetti sauce #i know i shouldnt expect much from jarred sauce but #come on man. #anyway the pasta i had today was from a restaurant #really expensive but pretty alright #ill just do this here #one good thing that happened today: uhh ut was pretty nice outside for a second until the sun started to hit me #i dont think it's supposed to actually hurt when the sun touches you oof #this makes tanning so difficult #especially since i cant wear sunglasses or ill get a weird tan #sigh anyway #that one turned negative let me think of another #uhh these edibles are working better than they did last night and im glad bc i didnt want to have to increase the dosage LMAO #🔆

[jade-curtiss]

Rich person outta my league: i love you very much but stay about 5ft away from me

Me: ok tough love but who are you (the age gap is stupid i mean i could get people older, it just fall in a middleground, but also the person had fun times with cash so in a good angle I assumed that person was either my age or younger) but nice you didn't overstep, but like. Why such fun times with the money making I mean, projects?

Person: potential, but no, too small

Me: ?

Person: small. Let me walk away.

Me: ok but you weird.

#i mean everyone assumed it was weird until it wasn't #i mean my ex had more chances i did sjdjdkdkdkdkdfkf #like for real and that's the problem with that person #what bothered me was #hey reverse chaotic bi cougar who are you shooting for here who and ok i know what i shoot for but you? #and then she look at one of my regular in particular (unrelated but understandable people see quality when it shows up) #i mean dude showed up at an inconvenient time when my parents were there and #my mom was annoyed #my “dad” was like: hot bi and he comes from jackson? who he is? i love that stranger... #my mom was annoyed my date was confused i thought everyone had it together but if everyone could have stayed at home on that specific day #dude from jackson wasn't my date my date was very white and very disturbed by my mom's cringe girl humor #i had to very much cut contact with her #because what she said was beyond what is acceptable and seriously you don't even know that person #and it wasn't against me #but i mean oof there was like so much underlayers but i mean...how much did i contain for my mom's well being #and that person said one thing by accident (legit and executive in context) and well #but some people go off the edge and sometimes it's to save people

[tealime9]

God this is petty as hell but why does it feel like im getting brain damage

#Rsnt #Rant #Oof #Hmmm #Swallowing down pain because #By gods #Because it literally feel like swallowing acid and its going to my brain #Thats so stupid #'oh things didnt go as you wanted #Here! Have some mental psychic damage! ' #THANKS BRAIN. I HATE IT #ABSOLUTE ANGER THIS FEELS AND J GOTTA PRETEND IT DOESNT EXIST AHAUWHSUSHUSHAH AAAAAAAAA #👹💢💢 #Why