#I am fucking emotional right now

[10millionotters]

Hola Maru!

Here is a little sketch i did of Maria <3 Hope you like it! i love her soooo much <3

ALY HOLY FUCKING HELL I SAW THIS LAST NIGJT AND LOST MY GODDAMN MIND ALREADY ;; look at my baby ,,, my beautiful little chaos demon. I love it so much please ;; she looks stunning 🥹

This is my own personal treasure now ;; I know for fact that she loves you too!! So very much!! She told me!!

#I am fucking emotional right now #ALY!!!!!!!! #sending you 2993758584738 kisses and a Papa Price Bear #this is the best thing in the whole entire world #love love love #happy tag #alypink #friend art #aly #art #best #comfort #cod oc marie #cod mw2 #cod oc maria katharina rosales

[grifpaw]

Hi rvb tumblr so did anyone else think that movie was utterly bizarre or is it just me

#rvb #no i had to delete the first post and remake it with the tag #i need people to see this post like i need fucking solidarity right now #that was the weirdest shit i've ever seen am i crazy or what #i can't feel any emotion other than baffled or perhaps bamboozled #i need to talk about how fucking weird that was.

[bittersweetresilience]

so do you think he succeeded?

#i woke up out of nowhere at seven in the morning with his speech playing in my head over and over again #a better world. a free world. turn me into shredded paper #and i was thinking about how i would be really annoyed if the wish never had any consequences because if that was the case félix deserved #to make his own. in this new world there's still obfuscation. people are still pulling the strings. there's still fucking nepotism LMAO #i also almost put the ring scene as who gets powers and who doesn't because i think a lot about whether ladybug would have granted all #sentimonsters autonomy or only the ones she perceives to be human #i didn't because i couldn't find anything else that fit what's right or wrong but know i have many thoughts on this subject #miraculous ladybug #🌃 #ml gifs #ml emotion #ml recreation #ough... félix #sunny from the future here i kept this in my drafts for a bit but it shall now be dispensed to you because i am a magnanimous ruler

[keepthetension]

this was made especially for those of us who cut ties with our shitty families, huh

i cried so much this whole episode. i know that i can't be in that house and be who i am at the same time, but the guilt and shame never really go away. i love that this episode said, wholeheartedly: fuck what society says, you should be wherever allows you to be happiest

anyway! you always hear that family estrangement is rare in asian communities, but i did it! and you can do it, too! dump your shitty family! i believe in you~

#tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna #it's incredible like i don't think i fully realized how ashamed i feel until this episode had me ugly crying into my blankie #especially because the abuse was invisible and people say: oh everyone's family says harsh things! it's because they care! they love you! #and no matter how hard you try to explain the magnitude of what was done to you people still shrug and say but they're *family* #not that there was ZERO physical abuse but like. that's just How It Is in the community i grew up in so it's not a Reason reason #and that's all aside from all that's expected of me as the child of an asian family (that i am simply doing none of) #FUCK i guess i just compartmentalized all of this so securely i didn't think it could bleed out anymore #thanks tsukutabe. i guess? #this show is RELENTLESSLY coming for me this season too like explicitly stated asexual rep? a treat for me personally! #idk i never expected an asian drama to be so clear about this especially because kasuga's abuse was invisible too #and the idea of not sacrificing yourself for your parents is COUNTER to what you're supposed to do #i am just VERY EMOTIONAL right now #i love kasuga so much and it was rough to see her going through it but i am SO HAPPY that she's accepted and loved

[belovedrm]

i genuinely think what's really getting me the most is seeing all the little bits & pieces of dream in the mv that he’s told us about. his old/current interests, the things he enjoys doing, the way he acts. and just seeing that he's ALWAYS been like that … even as a child. he will just always be Dream no matter what.

#belovedrm.posts #dream #twwth #like SORRY Y’ALL but i am SO fucking emotional right now. holy shit. #i love him so much and i’m so proud of him. #dwt #dreamwastaken #dreamblr #dwtblr #drusic #dream clips #dwt clips

[unholyxvoid]

that feeling when you need to purr/growl and its at the top of your throat threatening to spill out but youre in a situation/place where nonhuman sounds would not be appropriate so you just have to uncomfortably swallow them down 🥲

#for me its mostly purring/growling but this could be about any nonhuman sounds #like fuck let me express my emotions properly #theres just no human sound that would appropriately express the same thing i am feeling right now as a nonhuman sound is able to #void.mine #void.txt #void.nonhuman #otherkin #otherkin community #nonhuman #nonhuman community #alterhuman #alterhuman community #therian #therian community #demonkin #cryptidkin #creaturekin #catkin #monsterkin #darkkin #nightfurykin #cat therian #dragonkin #species dysphoria

[doodlebloo]

I’m sure I’ve said this but Penelope Scott “Feel Better” is so c!Tubbo it’s actually insane.

#i think i might have died there twice and i would do it all again... im a nihilist a soldier an ocd machine... LMANBERG TRAUMA!!! #i guess i really loved you and now youre over there and im way over here what am i gonna do... EXILE TRAUMA! #i was worth something i fucking earned something i had a right to live a right to die a right to choose too... NEEDING TO FEEL USEFUL! #i dont wanna get over it id give anything to miss you again... REPRESSION OF EMOTIONS! #HE DOESNT MISS HIS DEAD LOVED ONES BC THEY ALWAYS COME BACK AND HE CANT AFFORD TO LET HIMSELF GRIEVE.! #all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew... HE BARELY EVEN KNEW CRANBOO.! #DO YOU HEAR ME IS ANYONE THEREEEEEE #IF I COULD DRAW ID MAKE THE MOST SOUL CRUSHING ANIMATIC...... #doodle.txt

[lemeute]

if Napoleon has one hater it's me if Napoleon has no more haters assume I'm dead etc etc etc

#sometimes I am possessed by an extremely fierce emotion #that I can only assume I am being endowed with by the ghost of a revolutionary from long-ago France #I am Vibrating right now with my feelings about the Napoleonic code and the conquest of Egypt and and and #sfjdkhgkdjf anyway #history did not welcome us with fanfares #(but it sure does SOMEHOW keep singing fanfares for Napoleon. and it should fucking quit)

[henrybelly]

honestly when i tried to figure out why some fans are so mad at ivypool these days i was looking through avos and. the scene where ivypool apologises to twigpaw for not supporting sending a patrol for skyclan is genuinely very sweet??

i actually saw someone characterize this as "ivypool forcing twigpaw to forgive her". is it crack you smoke. is that what you smoke. you smoke crack?

#she apologises THREE SEPARATE TIMES #she acknowledges that dovewing and tigerheart's situation made her ignore twigpaw's feelings #she reassures twigpaw that this is the right thing for the clans. she tells her she's proud of her & tc is lucky to have her #you guys do understand that to apologise you have to Do Something Wrong?? or is that the part that's so unforgivable? #i am fASCINATED by the treatment of dove and ivy by the fans in recent years #i'm still pondering it but i think there are a few root causes #1) I think a lot of people read oots as kids and hated dove & identified with ivy because of the underdog storyline #maybe this fandom worship of dovewing is kinda part of that? wanting to feel like you've grown out of fandom misogyny? #but i also feel like 2) tigerdove has really increased dovewing's popularity #and i think because ivypool is so staunchly opposed to their relationship people then have to villainise ivypool #3) is maybe too spicy of a take but to be honest #i think people are subconsciously way more comfortable with a woman whose story ends in heterosexual marriage and childrearing #dovewing's mom role in TBC to shadowsight probably helped her popularity #so ivypool whose relationship w Fernsong & her kits is much less of a focus. and is mUCH less maternal #and who still exhibits Ugly Female Emotions like anger and hurt #and who God Forbid now holds a position of authority... #is too complicated to fit into :) she's such a good mom :) she's such a good mate #dovewing is easier to like because she tends to be a victim of circumstances (🤫 and often lacks agency in her storylines) #since ivypool regularly uses her agency to Fuck Up #fans revert to idealising dovewing because not only is she too good to do bad things. she also doesn't do Things in general #never mind that ivypool is the one who sacrifices and apologises #anyway <3 i think if i made a full analysis of ivy and dove post OOTS i would get too many spicy anons so i will cower in the tags

[legobiwan]

I AM UNWELL

#count dooku #obi wan kenobi #qui gon jinn #darth sidious #OH GODS DOOKU #IF ONLY ONE OF THEM HAD TEAMED UP WITH YOU #I MEAN #HE'S JUST CONTINUING FROM QUI GON TO OBES #fuck man #i know we like to clown on filoni these days but these totj dooku episodes are just HEARTWRENCHING #sorry for the spam posting but i am EMOTING RIGHT NOW #totj #tcw

[hand-of-devotion]

I keep rotating certain aspects of the Evontra'vir-Ashton conversation and there's one specific thing I see other people taking away from it that is lacking a certain amount of nuance that stuck with me.

Specifically in regards to Ashton's views and how they parallel his fathers.

It should be obvious to everyone at this point that Ashton's stubborn hypocritical "refusal to the call" rooted in his anti divine/fate beliefs need some genuine reflection. They are important and they are aware of it but they don't want any of the hard to grapple with things associated. He needs to think about what it is he can actually do moving forward rather than getting caught up in what he feels he's owed.

However! One very important thing that I keep seeing others ignore or maybe just not even pick up on is THIS.

Efterin's entitlement came from his own zealots ego. The powers he believed he was promised an understanding and control over were NEVER his.

Ashton's entitlement towards the situation is rooted in what was done TO him. Those powers are in fact his. They have been there since he was a child due to a ritual he had no say in. That ritual physically altered his body and killed off nearly everyone in his entire village.

Which. Again. Just because they HAVE those powers doesn't mean they were ever guaranteed mastery over them. Certainly not without putting in effort. It has never been a "gift", even if part of them wishes it was. There is likely never going to be a reality in which the full-blown titan level abilities just ACTIVATE for him with full ease. Moving forward. He has a base level of info. Which he likely didn't find satisfying (but given the situation, there was never really a "satisfying" answer). Now they need to just. Look forward and inward. Make some changes if they want some changes.

But yeah. At the end of the day. Regardless of parallels and a real need for character reflection and growth. Saying that Ashton is "the same" as Efterin seems. Fairly reductive, all things considered.

#critical role spoilers #c3e74 #ashton greymoore #sorry if this seems so long winded. i am incapable of wording this any shorter. i have tried lmao #tldr: this isnt me saying ashton was in the right AT ALL bc theyre NOT but also this is NOT the same situation as efterin?? hello??? #tbf the jokes abt it are funny tho. like hes definitely a BIT like his father. at least in their tone. and also theres nothing funnier to m #-than the idea of characters having full emotional spiritual reflections in response to being told they sound like their shitty parent(s) #bc relatable. be fueled by the desire to be better than the fuck-ups before you <3 #edit: this is also! not directed to anyone on HERE. i've had variations of this in my drafts for like 2 days now #specifically bc of a weirdly hostile take i saw on twt lmao

[highladyluck]

I am absolutely not functional today, but my hair is perfect

#personal #too many fucking emotions #started the day flames on the side of my face angry about a work thing #and then #my coworker mentioned dealing with nausea as a side effect of something today #and I got so jealous (and scared) that she might be pregnant #when I should feel sad that she’s dealing with something that causes nausea #and I think it’s earlier than she was planning to be trying for kids #the idea of trying to do her job and mine scares me #and I am so jealous of everyone with babies right now and I feel like absolute shit about that #might delete later

[collinnmckinley]

So fucking sick right now... Gambit is dead. Nothing will make anyone play this game mode anymore.

This makes me so angry and emotional... i just can't anymore with this game... the one thing that got me to play the game, which is Gambit, is being buried... no rewards, no effort, no support, no nothing. They're returning one of the old maps, that they removed with beyond light might i add, with the already existing annoying type of enemies (shadow legion, fuck them bitches).

I still had some hope that they'll do something for the game mode, just a little bit of hopium, now even that is gone. I fuckin hate bungie so much right now.

Someone put it right;

Yeah, this is basically it;

#jay talks #fuck bungie #destiny 2 #gambit #destiny #destiny gambit #i am so mad right now #they're swimming in cash from in game cosmetic store #to lawsuit money they won recently #but 'enough resources to make the game better 🥺' #yeah sure we'll believe that #i am so sad and emotional right now #i really want to cry and im not joking #no amount of cayde 6 trailer or content will make me want to love this game like I used to before beyond light

[chappellrroan]

society if daughters didn't have to be the peace mediator in the family

#NONE OF YOU ARE RIGHT #neither of you have healthy coping mechanisms and i am saying this as a very selfaware person #one is so short tempered other is so emotional #like ok. maybe it wasn't the best thing that happened but do you see yow you're reacting rm #your problem is you already plan to ruin everyone's mood the next time you visit #you don't know how to let things go #oh and this side of you will NEVER come out for your own fuckass brothers and sisters #then it's all about maintaining peace and shit #jfc act like adults for once bro i was so tired i couldn't take it #so i decided to visit her today because no way i was going to study peacefully #and then i come back now and yall are still stuck on the same topic like. #you're 50 smth year old shut the fuck up and use your brain pls #v.txt

[bittersweetresilience]

say hi to me i don't know, i just remembered being so much brighter, i guess

cigarette ash like wildfire burning holes in the nighttime open scars feel like barbed wire white lies flying high like a ceasefire dropping flags on the shoreline this is as far as i can feel right 'cause what you don't know can haunt you

and all we ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think for a while

don't drag it out living like that doesn't mean a thing

so let's, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars 'cause happy endings hardest to fake

and i wanna let you know i wanna let you go but i just can't bring myself to speak but this is how it goes the end credits, they roll this bridge was built over kerosene but we can watch it and all i ever wanted was sunlight and honesty highlights to want to repeat let's get away from here and live like the movies do i won't mind when it's over at least i didn't think

so let's run, make a great escape and i'll be waiting outside for the getaway it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark and all we'll ever need is another day we can slow down 'cause tomorrow is a mile away and live like shooting stars you can wish away forever but you'll never find a thing like today

#miraculous ladybug #felix fathom #marinette dupain cheng #felix graham de vanily #🌃 #ml amv #felinette felinette felinette FELINETTE #i'm shrimping so hard i'm gromping i'm making absolute tempura #yes the 2 am coco pops félix post was made while i was finishing this yes i am constantly experiencing inconsolable félix feelings #félings even. GOD GOD GOD okay listen #i could do a line by line analysis of this song and how i made the amv i have too many thoughts to put in the tags i am exploding #but in summary REPRESENTATION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPRESENTATION. EMOTION. REPLIQUE. FUCK ME #félix's trauma an open scar leading her to the art room as far as both of them will go to feel right #ALL HE EVER WANTED WAS TO KEEP ADRIEN AND THEN MARINETTE SAFE #it doesn't matter who we are we'll keep running through the dark huAHUAHHGAG I MTHRWOING UP it's how he doesn't care what she thinks of him #how she sees him whether she hates him he's Chosen her as someone to protect and he will DO IT he will TAKE HER WHEN HE RUNS #i don't care if you beat me i know i have this under control and i'm protecting you and everything is going to be okay EXPLOIDNGNIG #tomorrow is a mile away tomorrow where i find out who you are tomorrow where we have to come apart #this is how it GOES you're the hero i'm the villain adrien is the lover i'm the monster i'm the cousin #marinette and félix and Knowing each other is so #THEY DESERVE SO MANY OTHER DAYS THEY DESERVE TO SLOW DOWN AND BE WITH EACH OTHER AND NOT HAVE TOMORROW PULL EVERYTHING AWAY AND UAHAUHGAUGH #i'm not well about them. félix and freedom and escape #ALSO i have so many feelings about félix cherishing the people he wants to save so much he was willing to do the same thing that led to #his own trauma and use the peacock miraculous TWICE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME ARE YOU KIDDING ME #you can read it differently but right now come with me ARE YOU KIDDING ME #also ALSO i often think about how felinette standing in front of réplique is a reference to pv felinette #and me placing that directly before the wish is a nod to how the pv was rewritten into canon miraculous. a meta wish... felinette remains #but also in universe you can wish away the world that once was and you'll still never find another thing quite like félix #and who you were and could have been to each other today... cherish him marinette... please cherish him for me #i hit tag limit on this essay so i'm not tagging the episodes i used in the amv but i used all eight félix episodes as always

[firestorm09890]

“Dear Diary”. Zexion’s Mystery Gear. “A weapon that draws forth its wielder’s personality.” Sleek and cold and gray exterior, decorated only by the symbol of the Organization. A tool with access to more information than a normal book can grant, and capable of holding more secrets than a normal book could store. But then, open it up- the wallpaper is an eyesearing red, so vivid in shade that it leaves afterimages. Something you wouldn't be able to see when the laptop was closed unless you used it for violence.

Mystery Gear weapons are designed for being overanalyzed as symbols. This thing represents Zexion. What’s the red wallpaper imply then, huh? Mr. “Intellectual with no room for feelings”?

#kingdom hearts #358/2 days #zexion #what the fuck!!!! zexion!!!!! #this was supposed to be a post making fun of his desktop wallpaper and speculating on what his applications are #but i got sidetracked #sighing tragically because i love the interpretation of him where he really is cold and unfeeling at all times #but between this and his reactions to losses in days multiplayer i think that just can’t be true #right before his death in chain of memories too but there he’s actually regrowing a heart so it’s a little different #and the way he acts in combat in every game- he lets loose and gets unhinged #he's so... what's wrong with him.... #this is it i have to incorporate 'zexion/ienzo's most common emotion through all incarnations is frustration' into my belief system now #also his mystery gear is the only one to have nobody iconography in it which i of course am taking as further evidence of my beliefs #me post