#I cannot with the antis today

[courfeyrec]

i keep coming back to 'i was a functioning alcoholic til nobody noticed my new aesthetic' because i do distinctly remember conversations about how taylor seemed to be drinking a lot more and getting drunk at like every awards show she went to. and those conversations were coming from a place of concern and of hoping that she was alright and that this wasn't a problem.

so to then say 'ugh i can't believe no one noticed this problem i had' when i know that people definitely did, and on the same album say that fans who are genuinely concerned about a new relationship that you are in are just 'bitching and moaning'? what do you want from them? you're talking about so many people who do at least believe that they are coming from a place of care and concern, and you are totally dismissing them on both ends of a scale!

not to mention that her implying that since nobody (???) was noticing her ~aesthetic~ drinking problem she just stopped having it is a bit of a kick in the teeth to people who do have drinking problems and can't just stop having them, since that's not how it fucking works.

#today on things about this album that make me want to scrEAM #just the word aesthetic even being in that sentence. please stop. #i think my cynicism has just been brewing for like a whole year at this point and i finally have something to let it out on #maybe even over a year. i have been saying since the tour was announced that she should do tour and finish the rereleases during it #thats the end of eras. the tour the rerecords all finished. #and then take a break. a proper break with no anything going on. #and then take the time to make a solid new album to be released in say 2025/26 #obviously this did not happen lol #okay imma use anti tags i don't want the swifties coming for me but. these opinions are important to me and i wanted to voice them. #cannot guarentee that i will not have more to say on this matter at a later time #anti taylor swift #anti ttpd #mae posts #tw drinking #tw alcohol #tw alcoholism

[solarpunkifier]

Sometimes it just strikes me in full force that corporations will sacrifice the environment for more profit, knowing all the while that doing so will eventually kill both them and all of us - and still not fucking caring

#to reiterate a point i made a while back: LIFE IS NOT A FORM OF CURRENCY. #the environment - which equals our lives - should not be treated as an equal or lesser currency to money. #you cannot trade money for death. unless.... you can! which sucks! #apologies for the rage but it feels necessary today and always #solarpunk #environmentalism #ecofuturism #capitalism #anti capitalism

[sarah-cam]

i'm not happy with the way jay's exit has been written and fully believe it's out of character for him to let it be taken this far. HOWEVER i cannot stand seeing people saying that "jay did to hailey what erin did to him" because no, jay did not do to hailey what erin did to him

jay did to hailey what jay did to erin

jay started spiraling with his ptsd and unresolved trauma and pushed erin away. he BROKE UP WITH HER. it doesn't matter that he was going to propose to her -- they were broken up and to her, fully over. he moved out and she was facing the unfortunate reality of having to move on from that relationship. and even though i think it was ooc for her to leave without saying goodbye, she had NO OBLIGATION to him when she left town

with hailey, jay again started spiraling and pushed her away by leaving and essentially ghosting her. so even though this is lowkey consistent with his character, it completely ignores all of the growth he's had over the years, and the difference is that they were literally married which makes it so much worse for him to do that

so i'll say it again, LOUDER for the people in the back:

jay did not do to hailey what erin did to him

jay did to hailey what JAY DID TO ERIN

#linstead #chicago pd #anti fandom #text #i will not tolerate disrespect on erin linsday's name today or any day #this is not to slam on upstead btw #i just cannot let this nonsense go unchallenged 😂

[imperiuswrecked]

I just think its really fucked that people are now taking fics they like, fics they DIDN’T write and are feeding it into an AI bot so that it can make them generated fics, like even if Ao3 isn’t doing anything about this because it isn’t breaking the rules it’s still stealing fics from writers who literally do this for free. It’s gonna spam Ao3 which is meant to be an archive for fanwork, not an AI bot. So instead of supporting fandom writers or writing their own fics these assholes are doing this. I don’t know why fic writers even bother to create when people are constantly looking for ways to steal or monetize fics for their apps without consent or use in their bots or whatever and totally ignore how that affects fandom writers.

#ao3 #fanfiction #anti ai #anti ai writing #its so fucked because fic writers cant even get paid if they wanted because they dont wanna be sued but others can do everything they can #to take from writers who only ever give to fandom #i cannot stop thinking about this today and its so maddening #anyways if i ever see a ai generated fic i will be reporting it for spam bc thats bullshit #my ramblings

[tinystepsforward]

taking bets on how long i'll be able to continually either a) avoid my mother or b) answer her questions about what's happened to my voice, every time she notices it, with "allergies" or "i've been having nosebleeds" or something even more nonsensical

#tony muses #had to go over there to sign some carer papers for my sib today despite trying to do it contactless #i genuinely cannot tell if she has at all guessed i'm on hrt #she knows i am trans! she has known this for a decade! #but you know she's full on like conversion therapy level fundamentalist and they are all obsessed with anti trans rhetoric rn #and. my voice has literally dropped over an octave so idk what kind of nosebleed she thinks causes that

[saintqueer]

while i still have not been hired and am still scared, i was able to pay my rent today. i would NOT have been able to do that if it wasn't for the people (they know who they are) who donated money to help and who purchased a tarot reading from me, no matter how small or large. i can't imagine how much more frightened i would be if i didn't have february rent.

i've been asking myself a lot recently: how are we expected to survive late stage capitalism and the rise of fascism? i know the only way i've been able to make it this far is through the kindness offered by others.

while i have a staunch philosophy that people of all kinds, particularly queer & neurodivergent & disabled & bipoc, should not be required to work simply to survive and that the phrase "cost of living" is horrifying, i still struggle to feel worthy of any financial help given to me. somehow i cannot apply this set of beliefs to my own life. i think "i haven't earned this."

but then i try to remind myself: do i need to earn the ability to keep my current roof over my head? do i need to earn the right to eat three meals a day? do i need to earn the care to keep my body healthy? no.

so i want to say to all those who made my rent payment today possible: i am more grateful than i can express! i hope i will be able to pay it forward soon if my luck changes.

sending love to my fellow neurodivergents who are struggling

sending love to my fellow queers who are struggling

sending love to bipoc who are experiencing oppressions that i won't ever be able to comprehend

and sending love and gratitude to all the individuals who do not let the brainwashing and indoctrination of profit over people deter them from investing in the life, health, & dignity of all people

#ok to reblog #and to the two people who sent me 300 dollars i cannot thank you enough you paid most my rent today #anti capitalism #neurodiversesquad #mutual aid #queer mutual aid

[xxmanjiroxx]

This is jjk manga spoilers

So yesterday was Nobara’s birthday the baddest in jjk she always gon eat. Anyways tell me why the official Jujutsu Kaisen account wanna post her. 😒

They fake asl cause they know we haven’t had Nobara crumbs in the manga in years. Like y’all could lowkey just tell us she alive and well for her birthday. At this point I’m not even being delusional anymore I’m beyond convinced that she is still alive and they just want to see my downfall.

#jjk #jujutsu Kaisen #jujutsu Kaisen manga spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #nobara kugisaki #hbd #and im not tryna be a hater but I will be today #I lowkey cannot stand Hana either and the moment she got rocked by sukuna I was so happy #then I was saddened when I found out she was alive #but maybe I’m acting like yuji rn cause I miss Nobara 😞 #anti hana #megumi telling yuji to apologize too 😨 #but I’m not gonna @ him bc he is going through it rn #xxmanjiroxx #xxmanjiroxx’s opinions

[zlobonessa]

every other day i remember that one tweet about how american leftists never unlearned american exceptionalism they just changed its direction from "america is Exceptionally Good" to "america is Exceptionally Bad" and every other day it just keeps being unbearably and tiresomely correct

#I'm just. i don't know. I'm not even mad at this point. i just want to laugh inconsolably abd roll on the ground until my neck breaks. #like you see the cherry on top of that tweet were people who thought that the author of that tweet was america apologist #because well obviously one could only criticize russia and china only as an america apologist #dear reader the author of that tweet was from kazakhstan #that's the part where i think i should recommend to some people to look at the borders of kazakhstan at the map #so anyway #today i saw a post about russian anti-trans law #and then a saw a tag on that post that said #“well americans live in the fascist country with an Ultra Tight Grip Around The News so how could they possibly knew about this” #and you know what. okay. i believe it. i have no intention of telling other people that their country Is Great Actually. #unlike some (same) people #and yeah everybody cannot possibly know about everything that is happening in the world. that's okay. alright. #but also. also. #how did you wrote this on the post about literal dictatorship with extreme and violent censorship #and it never crossed your mind that maybe. just maybe. just this fucking time. on that fucking post about this very specific country. #you could shove your “an ultra tight grip on the news” UP YOUR FUCKING ASS

[eyesocketinchworm]

i'm not going to complain about shadow and bone too much because i could obviously just like. not watch it. but just know that ohh my god. oh my god

#ziggy speaks #soc #anti shadow and bone #im being dramatic it's not terrible i guess #i hate so much when franchises and whatever make some kind of adaptation where they keep the characters but give them nothing to fucking do #it's clearly just for money with no regard to why the characters themselves are compelling and the fact that you literally need plot??? #the entire plot of crooked kingdom is reliant on the plot of six of crows and the ice court heist but the show includes scenes or at least #nods to scenes from both books #but they don't work without the context #and theres so much mischaracterization and like they rush the character development so much because the soc characters have like no actual #time to be characters and the story they gave them makes no sense???? #THEY NEED THE HEIST #THATS THE POINT OF THEM #the facades are supposed to be stronger than this.. you cannot have kaz saying how much he needs and relies on inej in like episode three #i am but a simple teenager and i have the potential for so much rage #idec idec #also my six of crows hyperfixation was like two years ago #apparently im ready to go to war over it today in the year of our lord 2023 #who knew

[swampcreature]

tvenn diagram. one circle is labled "roles i think tom cruise would play." the other is labled "lestat de lioncourt." they're two separate circles

#marshpeaks #this isn't a criticism on his acting ability i have not seen iwtv i cannot critique him #i've only read half the book before my parents confiscated it #but i do know him and that's not the characters i associate with tom cruise at all #he's an action hero guy not a gay anti-hero in toxic love with his protege slash guy he turned #today's episode of TIL

[futuretrain]

you would think people would see the contradiction in holding the (incorrect and simplistic) view of "everything bad that has ever happened in another part of the world is the fault of the united states" and at the same time going "I'm not actually going to vote lol" but apparently nah

#some might find this offensive but i kinda don't care right now. might later but not at this moment #but i just. sincerely cannot comprehend genuinely feeling like your country is responsible for atrocities #and selectively not using the methods you have to change that status quo #the us is right now not yet a dictatorship and fucking trust me as someone who grew up in one your voting system isn't dead yet #your vote matters. and again as someone who grew up in a dictatorship ignoring an election just helps one guy win #whoever has a stronger base of devoted pensioners usually #and then nothing changes and you keep living as always divesting responsibility. it's a cosplay of guilt at that point #people from other parts of the world might feel differently. that's fine. but it genuinely drives me mad to see ppl in democracies not vote #i hope you get your shitty dictatorship with your shitty uncharismatic strongman whom you won't even have to feel guilty about #since *you* didn't vote him in. *you* weren't voting at all. #and then you can keep divesting responsibility and cosplaying guilt as things in foreign policy only change for the worse #and what you get materially is worse roads even if you dodge every other anti-human policy #not vagueing anyone specific or anyone i know with this also just to be clear I've just seen mamy posts today

[dredshirtroberts]

never doubt the power of the OBX Gender Euphoria Hoodie of Swagness: it doesn't eliminate the sensory issues i've got from the tape on the electrodes but it sure does make me feel less like i want to tear every inch of skin off 10/10 can recommend.

#i put it on and like 8 of the 7 different issues i was having were eliminated immediately #shhh don't look at the numbers it's fine don't worry about it #i'm actively going through an Anxiety Event so bad it made me take a knee when we got home which is yknow unusual #and considering i'm hooked up to a heart monitor today i really kind of need to not be having abnormal heart events actually #i mean i can but like i'm not like... i want it to be indicative of my Usual Daily Activities and i'm just not very active most days #because of the horrors mostly #i'm just not sure if i need to mark every time i'm Super Aware of my heartbeat or not because i don't know if i'm just always too aware #and it's just doing Normal Heart Things or if i'm having a thing and going ''oh yeah that's a normal heart thing i'm sure of it'' #because i don't know the difference! this is very fun (: (smiely face flown upside down to show distress) #if the tape didn't itch so fuckin' bad i would probably forget i was wearing the thing #but alas my own personal hell where my skin is So Sensitive To This One Thing In Particular and it's in all the most sensitive places #for the first time ever though someone actually gave me advice on how to fix it #which is to wash the residual stickies off and then put on anti-itch cream like!!!! #if it works i'm gonna be so ecstatic cause i fuckin' cannot stand that sometimes the bandaid rash is worse than the initial thing #that i put the bandaid on for #anywa stay salty obx hoodie of gender is the best hoodie and i am so glad i spent tourist money for it #well worth the expense for what i'm getting out of the experience

[magnus-and-the-dragon]

today is one of those days that i am acutely aware how fucking limited i am by anxiety and ibs and it’s just so FRUSTRATING

#there is an event i am volunteering about today #that i am genuinely SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT! #ALL OF MY FAVORITE THINGS ALL TOGETHER! #like i should be in the absolute best mood rn!!! #except all i’ve thought of for the last two days is how to make sure i don’t shit myself at this event #like it is just! so! exhausting! to have to constantly be SO AWARE of my body #and to constantly have to know where the three closest bathrooms are bc if my stomach starts bubbling i have Minutes to find one #like i’ve been obsessive about what i’ve eaten for two days #woke up early to eat the blandest breakfast possible #will be taking two differebt anti diarhea meds and wearing strategic clothes for if by some horrible twist of fate i have an issue #and i’m STILL so fucking AFRAID! and also will be goddamn starving by the time the event is over #because i absolutely cannot eat anything while i am out and about with limited bathroon access!!! #it. is. EXHAUSTING. #i should just be having f u n today and all i’m thibking about is POOP #and oh #also #my brain is gnawing itself into pieces over not knowing where or how to park #so all in all we’re just thriving over here 😐

[systlin]

what ARE your anti-dipshit with a clipboard and a confident stride measures?

"You are not allowed into the facility without presenting identification. Okay, lovely. I also need your site specific training for specific hazards of this location. Okay, thank you, finding that on record. Okay, so who is your plant contact? And what work are you here to do precisely? Your work order number should be on the job assessment that your supervisor should have been sent when setting up this job....oh? You’re missing any one of those things? Sorry I cannot allow you into the facility today.”

[rthko]

The current wave of anti LGBT violence very explicitly hinges on online outrage, and we should know better than to play into it. It doesn't matter who you are or who your target audience is--you need to learn to bite your tongue and just keep scrolling when you see something you don't like. Stop sharing screenshots of that gay guy who posts about his crazy sex parties, that drag queen you think looks busted, that trans person you think is "cringe," all of it. I know many of us like to take lighthearted (and sometimes not so lighthearted) jabs at each other for a laugh, but especially in today's political climate you cannot provoke outrage about LGBT people without it getting out of hand. If you think you can delineate between the good ones and the bad ones, you will quickly yourself on the wrong side of that line.