#I didn't even know I was logged in

[odisn]

BANANA

thank you jake guess what I still adore you

#ooc. #I didn't even know I was logged in #stepped into DMs and BAM! #This sexy creature was waiting for me #Hope everyone is well #❤️❤️❤️❤️ #Any Tumblr goss let me know in the next 5 seconds #Before I bounce again

[royalarchivist]

After completing the Nether minigame, a short video plays showing some of the last things the Eggs did before they disappeared.

[Muted the irrelevant cross-talk because it was loud and distracting.]

#QSMP #Tubbo #Blue Team #The Eggs #QSMP Eggs #Purgatory #Soul Fire #Muted irrelevant cross-talk because it was distracting #I was going to wait for QSMP to post a clean video they played of the Eggs #But I know not everyone is watching stream today #Likewise I will probably not be posting any other clips from today #I don't watch streams on the weekend #also there's only two people online for this event so #* two people who are LIVE and online #Wish this had been done on Monday instead I feel bad for Etoiles and all the other streamers #I'm sure the admins have their reasons but. Two streamers #I hope green team doesn't log in at all because that would be genuinely so funny LMAO #Blue Team twiddling their thumbs like ''erm. so what now'' #realistically they could still win even if green didn't log in but that'd be BM imo #Though I don't think anyone is genuinely going to die #likewise I don't think any Eggs are going to die #it'll all be ok it's just a game

[skymantle]

haunted by this one specific line. the implications that it carries

#logs #utdr #deltarune #it's CAPITALIZED TOO!!! LIKE THE ITEM #scrolling through the deltarune dialogue dump on github.... #metatext #oh this is months late and even I didn't know where in the game it was but it's from lancer!

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

Legit can't believe it's been 10 years!?!? 10 motherfucking years!?!? I remember being so worried about the finale that in the week leading up to the airing I was having dreams about what was going to happen

#bbc merlin #merlin #actually I didn't even watch it on the day itself i was meant to watch it with the person who was then my best friend #and she kept delaying it till my sister was like FUCK IT we need to know what happens!! #and I was avoiding tumblr like the PLAGUE like I logged out of it because I had this exact blog #and I knew I'd be spoiled it if I came online #and a friend kinda spoiled arthur dying for me but I thought he was trolling because i did not believe they would actually kill him off #it's so weird to think how different my life was back then also like... fuck me!!! #i can't believe this show is such a big part of my life still!

[svtskneecaps]

i'm mourning the loss of purgatory's Government Assigned Team Dynamics (because i'm a sucker for shaking up dynamics and the forced interactions of people who may not otherwise have spoken) so please indulge me with your dream egg parenting group i'll start, bagi tina and rivers [i'm right]

#qsmp #i have REASONS okay it's more than vibes #first of all any good egg polycule needs its touchstone its Daily Logger someone who can be relied on to KEEP THE DAMN THING FROM DYING #(of neglect specifically) #bagi logs in every weekday she's extremely consistent and she's already proven to be smitten with these eggs. bagi's the touchstone #tina's a 'wobbler'; she's consistent but not a daily logger so she can be relied on if bagi's out for a week #between the two of them i have full faith they can keep the kid from neglect and spoil the kid to pieces #but vic you might say what about rivers wouldn't she just be third wheeling on bagina WRONG #well maybe right but WRONG because eggs have personalities of their own!!!! they're little people!!!! #if rivers is third wheeling then SO IS THE EGG THEY'RE IN THIS TOGETHER #anyway rivers at least at the moment is what i like to call a Wildcard #when she does or doesn't log in is pretty random and sporadic and inconsistent #that might change if she had an egg idk i don't know enough about her because she's a WILDCARD 😭 #but anyway having bagi and tina as reliably keeping their kid from dying of neglect means she's free to keep her stream schedule #considering bagi interacting with egg trump at dia de muertos i think we can safely say she's not going to let rivers be erased as parent #probably would function like a roier-jaiden situation; bobby wasn't any less jaiden's son even though she didn't log as consistently as roi #AND IT WOULD FORCE RIVERS TO INTERACT WITH THE SERVER. I MISS HER DAMNIT. MY SPANISH ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH AND I MISS HER. #shut up vic #block game brainrot #but yeah rivers can keep her streaming schedule and still come to hang out with her egg kid when she's able #i lost the plot there bc tumblr's glitching on my phone bc it updated ios last night and everything's bugged to hell #i can't see tags after i write them it's wack as fuck #my secret secondary take is tubbo and pol have to be in the same government assigned parent group #tubbo seems to function better as weird uncle / fun godparent so having pol there is him as TUBBO'S touchstone in terms of the mature one #then tubbo and pol as consistent loggers can be the rest of the group's touchstone in terms of the kid not dying to neglect #long tags

[wild-at-mind]

Had a really stupid conversation via minor emotional breakdown with a queer friend about what makes an LGBTQ person 'assimilist'. From what she said I'm kind of forced to draw the conclusion 'if you say you're not assimilist, then you're not'.

#i love her but none of it makes any sense to me #i think i really just wanted her to see that this kind of rhetoric is no good if you're fundamentally unable to see yourself as having valu #to a community- which is where i'm still at sometimes unfortunately. #i would say that i may not be the only one since mental illness + self esteem issues + being lgbtq are not exactly unlinked #but i have basically never found anyone else who has my particular hangups...maybe online once ages ago #so in my own mind i'm the most assimilist lgbtq who ever existed- not even worthy to call myself queer #and it's nice that she thinks i am not like that and in fact am 'one of the good ones' #who is not assimilist- look i know that 'one of the good ones' usually means the opposite ok i know! it's just an impression i get #she's like telling me obviously i'm all good because i look like i do but all i can hear is #that if i didn't look like this then i'm an assimilist #i fucking hate my brain honestly no one asked me to have a mental breakdown at their house (thank god i didn't cry) #and then go home and that's when i cry because i saw a trans guy's 'this many years on t' post and i felt like shit because #i haven't done anything about transitioning in ages and i'm not even out at work :'( #like i know i'm an assimilist because my main reason for not coming out at work is not wanting to do the beaurocracy #of changing my name on my email and every fucking log in i have on everything- telling every single person i interact with #i just can't it's too much and my line manager is worse than useless #but i have 'my job is computer and doing emails all day' privilege so i don't like to talk to people about it

[andrevasims]

wtf was nobody gonna tell me that Canadians aren't allowed to share or see news articles on Facebook or Instagram anymore because the Canadian parliament passed a law that Google and Meta (only those 2 companies) have to compensate news publishers for hosting their content, and in response Meta literally just removed all access to news in Canada on their platforms because "News has no economic value to the company and its users do not use the platform for news." (actual quote)

#not sims #nonsims #I mean I don't live in Canada that's why I didn't know but my VPN changed my IP address to Montreal #even after clearing my cookies changing VPN networks logging out and back in Facebook still says I can't post news bc I'm in Canada #I feel like the website flipped a switch on my account so now it will think I'm Canadian forever lol and I can't undo it

[forsythi-amitie]

He looks like a tangerine

#enstars #ensemble stars #my art #fanart #enstars fanart #akehoshi subaru #subaru akehoshi #I didn't even know it was his birthday until I logged into the game #Too many of them have birthdays in june/july I can't tell the difference

[cerenemuxse]

Finally, someone who speaks my language.

If there's more, I'll post them :]

#not my videos #just sharing #ttte edward #look at him! <3 #o7 Edward in Jumping Jobi Wood #he should not have survived that 💀 #Sir Topham Hatt and James didn't even bother helping him when Thomas went to fetch the Logging Locos #he was just swinging on that bridge for who knows how long #Misty Island Rescue is so not canon #i just can't figure something out for them #Youtube

[asleepinawell]

I really wish I could pan back and forth on the header images on mobile because I was devastated when I got here and couldn't see the full kitty. seeing all the kitties is my real fallen london (and life) ambition

#don't worry I have seen the kitty now #I try to get on desktop to see new headers but sometimes I can't right away and I've left the place by the time I have a chance #fallen london #flmp #mp #the header art is just so good #the best part is the railway has been seeing the new ones #which I know were very recently added so I timed this well #the other thing I'd love to have access to through mobile is those little refreshable lore bits on the side #I didn't even know they existed for ages because I'd never logged in on desktop #they're great at filling in some lore (and cat rhymes) and I'd love a tab of them on mobile to obsessively refresh while waiting

[pepimeinrad]

new and edited version of the list of anthems I know the lyrics of by now:

‘know’ means I could properly sing it with everyone at a sporting event - so for most of them it’s just the first verse and chorus. * means I know more than that () means it’s a dependency/territory so not technically a ‘national’ anthem I’ll also count anthems that don’t have official lyrics if I can whistle them in full

Germany

UK

France

Italy

Canada (both English and French)

Austria

Switzerland (only German)

Uruguay*

Belgium (only French)

(Aruba)*

Spain

Australia

Aotearoa (both English and Te Reo)

Sweden

Finland (only Finnish)

Iceland

Denmark

Norway

(French Polynesia)

Liechtenstein

(Guernsey)

(Scotland)*

Brazil*

Ghana

Mexico

Cuba

(Wales)*

Monaco

Togo

Japan

Haiti*

Jamaica*

Nigeria

Portugal

Saint Kitts and Nevis

Papua New Guinea

(US Virgin Islands)

Fiji

Namibia

South Africa

Argentina*

Mauritius

Chile

Central African Republic

Nepal

Czechia

Slovakia

Albania

Netherlands

Slovenia

Croatia

Romania

Serbia

Hungary

#main anthem post #ollie's log #fun with anthems #original tags: #the reblogging to add new ones under a post with a readmore where you can't actually see anything easily didn't work for me #so now I'll just edit and reblog this post whenever I can add a new one to the list #currently I'm still struggling with two lines of the portuguese anthem that just don't want to stay in my brain #because they're just really NOT intuitive even if you know what the words are #I had similar problems with the brazilian anthem #must be the language... #anyway not really sure what I want to tackle next #probably some that are in english but whose melody I can't recognize yet #like papua new guinea or namibia or st kitts and nevis or something... #original tags end

[arctic-hands]

I learned what a bullet journal was by watching a few YouTube artists set theirs up and my algorithm spiraled out of control from there so I guess I have all the bujo influencers to thank for getting into it because it has been a godsend so far on my third attempt, but damn if the over emphasis on aesthetic over the actual practical organizational aspect of it doesn't rankle me a bit

[thirty rambling tags later] huh. I didn't know there was a thirty tag limit in all the years I've been on tumblr. Whatevs I can't copy paste the tags onto the main body because I'm on mobile and I don't want to write it out again so I'll just summarize the last bit here:

If you are browsing the bujo tag because you feel bullet journaling will help you but you feel intimated because you don't think you can make it look pretty, or that the bullet journal method could never help you because it looks exhausting or the inspo you see doesn't cover what you need, I am pleading with you to ignore all the pretty inspiration, take the most common and even original Ryder Carroll formats and spreads with a grain of salt and eliminate or change them as needed, and talk to people who have similar needs than you even if they don't bujo and suss out what's important to keep track of. My bujo is eighty percent important medical bullshit, because that's what I need more than a book tracker. You prolly have your own unique needs. And hell, if you want a book tracker then add a booktracker. It's your bujo to format and plan out.

So like if you want to start bullet journaling, go to Michaels and get a seven dollar Artist's Loft dot grid journal. Or a binder you have left over from school years past and print out your own dot grid paper if you have enough ink and paper and printer that can do double sided (Kevin McLeod's site I forget the name of has free adjustable dot and other grids I've used), or buy a pack of 8.5x11 dot grid paper, and grab a crappy hole punch that just barely does the job. Get yourself a nice pen you think looks and feels nice in your hand and on the paper–or if that doesn't matter to you go get pack of Bics or even pencil if that's what you prefer (I use a pencil for things I can't have be permanent, like temporary meds or the dates of yearly vaccines). If you're twitchy about messing up then get the cheapest wite out they have (but don't worry about messing up especially if you're not even showing it off to anybody). A cheap yellow highlighter if you think it'll help. And a ruler if straight lines are important to you. I lost mine so I just wobble my lines now I don't care (and it's marginally easier to get a line adjacent to straight with a dot grid)

Anyway. If you want to bullet journal but don't know where to start or how to make it pretty or how to make it work for your needs, just try it in the cheapest way possible and rearrange the guts of the bujo as you see fit. And don't worry about the optics as long as you can make sense of your methods and writing.

(and for the love of God if you're bipolar don't make an hourly mood tracker yes our moods can and will fluctuate throughout the day but goddamn was that a bitch to log and abandoned a few weeks after inking it out)

#i see this with in regular journaling/diary circles too #people saying 'i want to start a bujo/diary but I'm not good enough at art ☹️' #like more power to you if you can make it pretty but it shouldn't be the primary emphasis especially with how useful it is #(it's especially depressing with just regular diaries and journals because like. you're under no obligation to share that shit with anybody) #I'm on my third bujo attempt because i got overwhelmed with my first two because i didn't know how to customize it with me and my needs #the most i got about symptom tracking was like a weekly layout checking off if the criteria was hit #and mood tracking was like daily smiley or frowny face in the corner #like my siblings in planning that is not enough for my chronically ill bipolar ass lol #i went way overboard my first attempt with just mood tracking. i planned it out HOURLY. every week #and that got overwhelmingly tedious and i use overwhelmingly deliberately. so i just stopped mood tracking #and then the whole thing got overwhelming so i stopped it entirely #gave it another shot because my method of scheduling things and symptom tracking was to write appointments and symptoms on post its #and pray they didn't fall off and i could remember where i even put them #and i see a lot of doctors so that was a LOT post its to keep track of #so i did another bujo but had the same problem as lack of resources and inspo and how to make it work for my needs #plus future logs were hard to parse AND i often felt too tired to lay out a new month or two every time #so like there were just whole months and the symptoms and appointments within just missing and i might as well not even have a bujo #so i stopped that one too #FINALLY after a little bit more watching Ryder Carroll and looking at prefab medical planners that were still woefully inadequate #AND MORE IMPORTANTLY talking to my fellow chronically ill. mentally ill. disabled. or all three. friends on what i should jot down #i finally got a system that worked for me thus far #i got rid of even staples like future logs and just laid out a monthly calendar format because that was easier FOR ME #and i laid out the year in advance so i could still have the scheduling part of i was too tired to do entire layouts at the beginning of the #month #my mood tracker was merged with my symptom tracker and turned into a symptoms *list* #with a section for every specialist i see. mood stuff just went under psych/therapist #also i switched to a binder format instead of a bound book for even more flexibility #i can easily remove things i no longer need. i can rearrange what goes in what section. i can easily add more to a section before the next #bujo #bullet journal

[thelioncourts]

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#with all the s2 news coming out there's a lot of speculation about the trial and whatnot going on #and this morning when i logged on i saw - and i'm not exaggeration - a solid 6 or 7 tweets saying things like #'louis is going to get to experience what he put lestat through' #or 'ha karma!' re: louis' fate #and all these things along the lines of louis deserving losing claudia and the other vampires hunting him down #and like #all i did was tweet that it was CRAZY #especially after everything that happened to louis with lestat #that he deserves any of this #and my god i might as well have just said that i think lestat should be carved open and hung in front of all the vampires by his intestines #i might as well have just said that lestat is fully satanic and evil and has no possibility of redemption #like people are so angry with me #and tweeting at me about how we don't even know what really happened and stuff and like #how louis is unreliable or whatever #and it's literally insane #people don't know what an unreliable narrator is #they think everything louis has said is a lie #and then people are like 'where's your proof of people saying this?' when i purposefully didn't quote tweet #or screenshot it trying to avoid any kind of crazy hunting people down or whatever #but instead i've put a target on my own back and people are just #being awful??? #idk i don't know why i'm typing all of this out but it's been a long time since i've not wanted to be included in a fandom for a while #like i've read these books for years upon years upon years #followed production of the tv show from the single second anne sold the rights in 2016 #and i don't even want to talk to people #also don't get me started on how it's all so very rooted in racism #like lestat is played by sam and sam is this gorgeous white man that the fandom has (rightfully) lost their minds over #(me too like i'm unhinged about that man) #but they can't separate actor and character and are so whatever about him #also a lot of people know lestat has had a hard past and are like 'but poor baby'

[bookrat]

Went on a camping trip down to south Florida, starting in the everglades

We were looking for snakes and American crocodiles, but we did find this day moth and tree snail

Plus a couple nocturnal critters settling down for a nice days sleep

Lots of high quality birds in the swamp

Saw frigate birds in the Dry Tortugas, but they mostly hung motionless and effortlessly high in the air like low poly videogame background birds

Had to flee back north early ahead of Nikole. Managed to catch a glimpse of this bark anole when we stopped for breakfast, but all the iguanas were hiding.

Tons of introduced rock agamas calling this gas station home, and a nearby rooster hung out with a flock of grackles. Was hoping to see more exotic reptiles around Miami, but perhaps another time.

#long post #travel log #now I'm sick #gonna be so mad if I dodged Covid for 2 years and finally lost because of a trip centered around outdoor activities #The Dry Tortugas was great but not really full of photography opportunities unless you like ruins #Previous hurricane destroyed a lot of plants so he was just like #pls don't step on any of my plants I don't have many left #There was a full moon so we couldn't see the stars except surprise there was a lunar eclipse actually #no light pollution so we saw the milky way and a shooting star that shattered into fragments as it burned up on entry #also #apparently a lot of Cuban refugees land there so the head ranger guy didn't know much about the wildlife so one got the impression #that tourists were an unfortunate inconvenience for him personally when he had a lot of other stuff more important to be worrying about #I don't think many would want to come here if America lifted the embargo strangling their country #so we just invent a crisis for another independent country because Communism Bad #and then treat the poor folks fleeing the conditions we created like criminals #all because if a country was doing even moderately okay without capitalism it'd be bad for the shareholders I guess #anyway the fort was cool but I don't know how to photograph ruins well

[musical-chick-13]

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#idk it's just really frustrating to think that people will ALWAYS make allowances for people they're romantically in love with but #not make those same allowances for someone else they otherwise care about. #that people will risk things for their partners that they wouldn't for their friends #that it's EXPECTED for you to prioritize your spouse/significant other/etc. at all times but prioritizing your friend(s) is rarely even #considered. and when you're like me and you LITERALLY CANNOT DO THIS SHIT BY YOURSELF... #like I know I go on and on about marrying some theoretical woman all the time (and my ongoing...whatever this is. with Musician Guy) #but genuinely I'm not even sure that I want that I think I just want someone who will fucking visit me in the hospital if I get into a car #crash or fix me soup when I'm sick. #like...yeah. in that one story I wrote I think I distilled it down: we all just want someone to hold us when we're sad #and it SUCKS that the only avenue we seem to be allowed to pursue that is through a romantic relationship #right now I have my dad but if something happens to him...I genuinely do not know what I'm going to do. I'll have nowhere to go #if something terrible happens. I'll have no one to help me be a person. and I just. like I really am going to just have to power through #the next 60 years on this fucking planet alone and by god I'll fucking do it but I wish I didn't have to!!!! #and I think this was why the loss of Her™ friendship (which was necessary. for both of us) was so acutely painful. because even after #she got married she WAS willing to prioritize me when things got bad enough. she DID genuinely care about me in a way I don't think #anyone ever has. and I just really don't think I'll ever find that ever again. and I can't go back and I don't WANT to be with her anymore #but it was this time of the year when she told me she was getting married way back when and my brain has kept that like the World's Worst #Anniversary and all of those terrible ugly feelings are coming back in full force and I HATE that I'm still unpacking this I. HATE. that #this not-even-relationship is STILL doing this to me #WHAT THE FUCK!!! IS UP WITH THAT!!!!!! #*sigh* okay for REAL I am logging off right now because I've already said Too Many Embarrassing Personal Things about myself today #and I do not want to put myself in a position to say anymore! #In the Vents #GOD this is so stupid IT'S NOT LIKE SOMEBODY DIED WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

[offshore-brinicle]

Waiting patiently for more S Corp lore and Dongbaek & Yi Sang childhood lore so I can actually finish fics. I need help.

#lcb Dongbaek #I have so many wips about them #ironically this one started over Yi Sang's Ardor Blossom log #but then boom Dongbaek POV #she's the fire girl #and I'm ravenous for more stuff from her POV like you don't know we didn't even get to hear her actual side of the story in the dungeon #beyond like. snippets and commentary from Yi Sang and 4-47 & 4-48 #I want her back I want more of her #but at the same time writting Yi Sang comes more naturally to me because I kin him to an extremely uncomfortable degree #gjjbbbhg #Azuri's creations #it's a WIP among many I have saved but. Dongbaek love eughhghbhhfhdhb #limbus company #project moon #I wasn't sure if to put the general tags since it's just a WIP but it stays in the blog I guess