I'm officially 29 & I don't know how I feel about it
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Wanted to say this yesterday but honestly did not know how to execute it. currently I am taking a break. I need a mental and physical break for now due to personal reasons hopefully you guys understand :[
Super sorry to my mutuals and all the people who followed me for some reason :[[
Moony out 🌙🦇
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I feel like there's no one I can talk to about Science Club...I don't know why……
Maybe I like them too much?
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my heart and head are spinning a lot today
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One of my mom's best friends died unexpectedly of a heart attack today, and it's kinda thrown me for a loop.
I wasn't particularly close with her, but I've known her literally my whole life so it's bizarre to think about her not being around anymore.
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Last night I had another dream...it was similar to the one before...but this time I wasn't sinking...on the contrary...I was slowly going to the surface...but just when I was about to touch the surface, something grab my neck and prevent my from coming out.
"You don't deserve to get out" a voice said , and then i woke up...I woke up in the floor of the living room
MDM...2) i didn't breath
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i feel like i need to do something, be somewhere, be with someone, yet i don't know what or who it is. i'm yearning for something that i don't even know, i'm missing someone i never met. maybe it's myself that i'm missing? i forgot when i lost myself, if i even had one to begin with. i've never exactly felt in my body, in place, in anything really. it's normal, it really is, yet i feel like i'm missing out on something. everyone is out there having fun, having something in the first place, yet i always feel like i don't belong with them. i mean, i try to fit in with them, but it always feels wrong. a substitute, an impostor, maybe.
maybe that's all i am, something pretending to be someone
maybe god does hate me
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Really weird feelings this year
This time last year I couldn’t wait to get out of my house and be away from home, like I wanted nothing more than to not be in my house. And now that I’m two days from leaving and I have roughly a day and a half to finish packing all my things I feel weird about it. I still want to be back in my college apartment, but I’m nervous in a way that I wasn’t last time. I desperately want to be in my apartment surrounded by some of my dearest friends, y’all are very important to me, but for the first time in a long time I think I’ll miss home. I had a lot of bridges burned before I left last year to the point I was ready to be out, but right now the idea that I’m leaving feels so unreal. It’s so alien to me that I could even be leaving now, but I am in two days. None of this can stop my excitement though from getting to be back at school. I hate it so so much but love it at the same time in the weird chokehold it has on me. I want to see my sillies and just be. I’m sure it will feel more real once I’m on the road on Tuesday, but right now it still all feels so far away.
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Feel free to share any other quirks you're capable of, that I didn't list, in the tags! (Like if you have any double joints, or extra teeth, or whatever)
Don't forget to reblog so more people can vote! :]
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i have started asking myself “how can i make this more fun?” in regards to the things i have to do and it is such a small difference but it brings me so much delight
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i shouldnt be at the club i should be at a monastery. illuminating texts and shit
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