#I know I’m upset by it tho

[toomanyfandomsstuff]

“Do it” EXCUSE ME JOHN??!

#I kinda dont know how to feel about that tbh #I know I’m upset by it tho #malevolent #malevolent season 5 #malevolent john #john malevolent #john doe #john doe malevolent #malevolent john doe #malevolent intermezzo #malevolent podcast #intermezzo #textpost

[fawndlyvenus]

You know what’s funny? How I can say that I headcanon a character as somewhere on the ace spectrum and/or aro spectrum, and within minutes I am being treated as if I am somehow very unintelligent and know nothing of the world.

#venus speaks #ace #acespec #asexuality #aro #arospec #aromantic #asexuel #Seriously tho let me live in peace #and bonus points for people trying to tell me – someone on the ace spectrum – that I don’t know what those really are #I’m just so damn tired of not being allowed to talk about and/or bring my own headcanons to the table anymore #And it’s also not just me. I see it everywhere and it’s honestly making me upset and uncomfortable as hell

[ohno-the-sun]

Some little doodles of Sun and Freddy’s relationship before Moon

#fnaf daycare attendant #sundrop #moondrop #mad scientist au #dca au #my art #I guess sun does have some overlap with Freddy in terms of study #like if sun has engineered a plant model that can help emulate the transmission of signals between cells #like neurons #then there would be some disciplinary overlap in that way #lol they probably collaborated on a project or two before this #begrudgingly of course on sun’s part #also I’m case anyone doesn’t know neurologist labs can get hella loud #mri is hella loud (tho it may not be super out in the open comsidering how dangerous they can be) #but also from what I’ve seen you can also convert activity into auditoria wavelengths #which help u determine where you are in the brain and stuff since each location has different firing frequencies #but yeah anyway that whole process is also super loud and annoying so I can see why suns upset

[sweetest-honeybee]

was cleaning my fridge when I randomly thought "a clean home is a happy home" and now I'm thinkin how infuriated Home would be if he gets dirty or to add even more fuel to the already blazing fire, how much of a clean freak Grey Au!Wally would be to keep Home happy

Ohh! A clean home is definitely a happy home! I’m seeing this more like Home being such a clean freak haha!

#it does go along with his insanely accurate observance and perfectionism #not to much like OCD I don’t think but he does seem the time to get irrationally upset when things are not A Certain Way #bc of course ocd isn’t just Cleanliness™️ I have 3 family members with ocd and it presents in interesting ways #BUT my point being that Home just seems the type. for sure tho he’s a huge perfectionist- but I can see some things causing him like #some sort of paranoia #such as the neighbors doing something Out of the Ordinary™️ and causing a downward spiral of events caused by home #ha! who knows #such is not an excuse for his weirdly manipulative behavior of course if I were to apply it to the greyscale au #I’m rambling my bad #ANYWHO Tangent aside I do love the idea of Home being a clean freak! goes with his rather fancy Aesthetic

[lunarrosette]

I have evidence to suggest nark is so powerful ppl don’t even have to listen to the podcast to ship them (I infodumped to my friend abt them and now they’re crazy abt them too)

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #lark oak garcia #nick close #nark #nark nation #shit post #genuinely tho #last night I was like nark nark nark and they were like nark… and then today we were just hanging out #and they were like tell me everything abt nark bc they’re rotating in my brain and I don’t know the #and I’m like the interact maybe 5 times in canon across both seasons but in my mind palace they’re so complex #they also wanted to read ‘the most upsetting nark fic I had’ so I sent them one of calamity unlock’s #now we’re both very upset abt them and I’m finishing some nark fanart so just u wait y’all #I remember how to draw dndads fanart #lunarrosette’s shit

[futuristiccrystal]

Bit of a rant here we go!!!!

PSA to any Redacted fans that follow me:

I do not keep up with anything in the fandom anymore for this reason, so just know that I will not be listening to a single complaint about any future redacted fanart of mine unless it’s a genuine design critique

I literally do not care that you get upset over a non-visual character being portrayed as a certain race, ethnicity, gender, or body type. Each of us have our own interpretations and that it the beauty of being an artist in the ASMR/Audio drama community space. So, if someone drawing a gendered listener genuinely triggers a trauma response in you? That’s on you, not the artist.

If you genuinely believe that artists making their own versions of these characters is actively harming you, and you find yourself having meltdowns over it? You have an incredibly unhealthy attachment to this media. Either you’re a lonely middle/high schooler who’s anxious about your future, or you’re an adult who uses these audios to unhealthily cope with your own stress.

Audio dramas are made for the sole purpose of inviting one’s imagination into the story taking place. And while they can be used as a quick-fix to relax, if you can’t fathom that other people have their own versions of the story, it is not their job to fall to their knees and ask for your forgiveness when you start projecting your discomforts/insecurities onto their personal work.

I’m calling out RedactedASMR fans specifically here because I genuinely cannot believe so many of you are as miserable as you are in this fandom. Leave artists alone. Leave writers alone. And especially? Leave Erik alone

I stg he literally makes these audios because they’re *his* passion project, and yet EVERY episode there’s like 50 of you complaining about how you had a panic attack because of a hyper-specific trigger that genuinely would not happen if you learned to properly cope with your own personal issues. He slaps so many content warnings on his work so you guys won’t be distressed, and yet you listen to it anyways and get butt-hurt when it actually bothers you.

Listen y’all can be absolutely amazing, but there’s a reason why Erik doesn’t interact with any of you anymore. I’m sorry that you went through however tough of a life you’ve had, but that is not any of our faults. Leave the artists and writers alone dude. Block them if you seriously need a clean FYP, but don’t make your personal struggles our collective problem

#redacted audio #redacted asmr #rant bc some of you don’t know how to behave #genuinely I’ve never been a part of a fandom with this big of a toxic cesspool #obviously I’m not referring to every single person in this fandom but GGOD you know who tf you are if you’re reading this and getting upset #I’m so tired of y’all #I love most of u tho dw <33 #art babes unite fr <3

[kingkatsuki]

What are your faves doing when you show them that comparability chart that says you’re not perfect together?

#I know Bakugou is calling it fucking nonsense #kunigami thinks it’s nonsense like Bakugou too #sanemi doesn’t even understand why I bothered doing it #Kirishima is actually upset that it said we’re a disaster ‘you don’t think we’re a disaster tho babe do you?’🥺🥺🥺 #yuuji is making up the longest list of reasons why we are compatible #Shindou is laughing and posting it on his socials because he thinks it’s hilarious #Oliver says something dumb like ‘I have a dick you have a pussy what’s not compatible?’ #Chigiri proceeds to spend the next hour comforting me while simultaneously thinking I’m stupid for even believing it

[akkpipitphattana]

not to say i told you so. but i told y’all so

#mayhaps this is about wtfock #i’m sorry y’all are upset tho i know that feeling all too well #liz rambles

[passthroughtime]

i hope you don’t mind me not participating in sunday six for so long and not updating my fic... i’m having a bit rough time handling my life irl right now

#meaning i’m having the worst start of the year ever #i’m EXHAUSTED fucking exhausted from my living situation and it doesn’t seem to get better any time soon #naturally i don’t have it in me to write because i don’t have enough time to relax. it’s been three fucking weeks. #i just don’t know even my body gives up from this stress and not like something terrible is happening #it’s extremely upsetting also considering that i love writing and it’s the only activity that makes sense to me #and always has been like that it’s in my core #and i. can’t do it. i can’t. i have no willpower or strength and it’s not writer’s block i’m just SO TIRED ALL THE TIME #therapy and years of medication mean nothing at this fucking point. props to me for not killing myself tho. well done 👍 #sorry for ranting i am so frustrated that i can scream. i have actually. didn’t help. #well ahem i hope you understand 🙏 i feel bad that i’ve promised the chapter a long time ago and NOT TO BE THAT AO3 AUTHOR but #i really wanted to keep my promise. fuck me i guess #putting letters together one word at a time

[sapphicsnzs]

im so grateful for this corner of the internet where i can just get my frustrations out

#self obs #i will delete this later but i just need to get it out #i told my two best friends about how i got rejected and they both were just like move on lol #like i don’t think they realize how awful i feel right now like literally that was my dream and im scared im never gonna be able to do it #i also somehow have to tell my parents and that’s a whole different problem #my parents are already up my ass about me quitinh my job for no reason #well basically i think they’re trying to get me to move home for the summer which doesn’t make sense to quit my job i’ve been working at #for almost a year to come back and get a job for a month #but like i can’t think of another reason that my parents would randomly want me to quit my job #so i’m stressed about that and now i also have to tell them i got rejected and now i can’t start the part of my degree that i need for my #fucking job and fuck i’m so stressed and don’t know what to do #and im just like so embarrassed and everyone is acting like its not a big deal even tho like if i apply again i probably won’t even get it #because i didn’t even make it past the interview phase and anyways im just so upset with myself and everything #i like actually thought my life was turning around and i was gonna be happy finally but nope #anyways this is just me sobbing and trying to let out my frustrations because no one will actually listen or validate that i’m upset #whatever im gonna go drink some wine and probably pass out on the floor of my room

[animationismycomfort]

just unsubscribed from vivzie after realizing that these shows aren’t gonna go anywhere and they’re pretty horrible in terms of everything and I am UPSET about it

but other then that cheers mate🧃

#vivziepop #hopefully people rewrite them cause they deserve that #I’m not really upset like I thought I’d be #I’m jsut upset that I didn’t see it sooner #my stuffy stuff #idk just wanted to announce that I’m free #🎶raise a glass to freeedom🎶🧃 #but yea feels pretty good honestly might look up rewrites for this sh-t cause wtf #now I can enjoy other things that a lot of people hate mostly because of the fandom instead of the creator #idk why I have a hard time realizing when something is bad that i previously worshipped #it’s called rose colored glasses unfortunately #and I SUFFER FROM IT #it just be like that tho #listen none of this means you can’t like it or still watch it #by all means go right ahead idc #I feel like I need to say that cause I know some people will take this the wrong way #funny thing is I was never really in the fandom or really that into the show if I’m honest I jsut wanted to give it a chance cause #youtube shows excite me #and I was subscribed to viv for a while so I basically saw helluva boss come to be #so I am and was a very bias person #I’m not ashamed to admit it #we are all bias of something or multiply things #it’s natural #at least I think it is #but whatever #that’s all I’m gonna say #if anybody wants to complain or point out things that suck about helluva boss #I’ll be here #in my corner with some hot cocoa

[shinyas-ashes]

Literally the most heartbreaking scene in OPM is those 6 pages in chapter 147 where child emperor is stuck underground and like legit doesn’t know if he’s going to be alive in 20 minutes 😭😭 why is this ten year old writing his last words to his ex boss?? Why is a ten year old writing his last words?? Bro where are your parents?????? Who let you come on this trip 😭 this kid (in what he thinks could be his last moments) sends in reconnaissance, updates on the battle, a call for aid (not for him in particular tho), AND STEPS MOVING FORWARD FOR THE S CLASSES IF HE DIES????? Wtf 😭😭 he is ten and I’m in tears who allowed this. “All I can do is hold my breath and wait.” THATS THE MOST HEARTBREAKING THING IVE EVER HEARD FROM A KID WHOSE MAIN PROBLEMS IN LIFE SHOULD BE THAT HIS MOM PACKED THE WRONG FLAVOUR OF GUMMY SNACKS FOR HIM 😭💀

PPP finding him aside I AM CRYING

HES SO TINY WHO LET THIS HAPPEN

#opm #one punch man #opm spoilers #one punch man spoilers #anyways #😭😭😭 #when I said I was in tears reading this I’m serious I shed like 3 #this is a child emperor Stan account why is my boy suffering #who authorized this #Fr tho where are his parent #I’ve just headcanonned they died or some shit cause this is getting rediculous #I hope he’s in therapy he probably needs it #sorry for long post I just reread this chapter and I’m rlly fucking sad abt this #isamu opm #child emperor #child emperor opm #:((( am sad one why have you done this #also I know it’s supposed to be like a funny haha like the comparison of the kid being more mature than the adults #I’m still upset over it :(( let him be ten :((( this kid will be like #here is my drone watchdog man 12x and his special features are tail wag super snif and decimating everything in a 1km radius

[hero-of-leaf-valley]

I don’t think characters need to fit an aesthetic to be romancable/someone people want to romance, but I do also think there was possibly(probably) a reason other than that that in a new remake of the game the only(?) black guy in the series has been made to look more in line with the rest of the cast and less extreme proportionately. I’m not the person to really have a say on it (I am white) but I don’t think it’s a stretch to assume there might have been some opinions from people seeing Cody for the first time as he was VS every other guy in the game. Like I am CLEARLY not an authority on this but I think there is something to say about the representation of black men in a series devoid of other examples that could balance anything that could be a stereotype/something like that out. Which is why I am more frustrated with Marlin and Gustafa being edited than Cody, even as I do wish characters had more variety in appearance and wanted to date Cody back in the day regardless.

#sos awl #story of seasons #story of seasons awl #story of seasons a wonderful life #harvest moon #i don’t know it just feels like we’re ignoring something here with the way reactions are going #felt like something to acknowledge at least #I’m just always going to be more excited at the prospect of Cody being a candidate at all than I am upset by his redesign #wish the hair was more of an out there cut/style tho #like hell yeah the texture but still a weird/punk kind of cut would have been cool to me