#I mean I'm normal I'm totally normal lol

[sysig]

He’s my little meow meow, my darling, my bbygirl (Patreon)

#Doodles #Commander Peepers #I'm soooooo normal about him you guys <3 So normal! <3 <3 #*Looking back over the other Little Guys I've collected* Hmmmmmmm Evil Xisuma and Spamton and Sableye and Rick Diggins #I think there might be a theme here #Just casually making Venn Diagrams in my head - Evil X has the red/black - Spamton is trans - Sableye has Gremlin energy - Rick is too tired #And those are just the ones I can think of lol - if you look I did the same stretchy pose with EX when I was still drawing him lol #The Stretch Pose is how you can tell if I like a character lol - they stretchin'? I am infatuated <3 #I mean I'm normal I'm totally normal lol #Also had to give him a bbygrl pose - I for the life of me cannot find it again but the reference is very strong in my mind's eye! #Not that I couldn't go for another one at some point lol ♪ #Ugh the middle one lol - so that Word of God I mentioned in passing about female Watchdogs #I read it in passing as just a basic research of ''Oh here's what The Original Creator has to say alright neat'' #Except that it Immediately made me itchy and I was like ''What. What brain this is not that big of a deal what are you doing'' #And I was like ''No I'm being silly about this - just because I don't agree doesn't mean it's a big deal lol'' #Except then I had stress dreams and woke up Weird the next day and the last time that happened I left a fandom #And the time before that I wrote 4 consecutive pages of 20-something panels in like 18 hours of consciousness - I have normal reactions lol #But I opted instead to vent to smol about it and she agreed with me so basically I'm just saying I'm correct lol /s #Personally Peepers doesn't strike me as misogynistic - he's very much an Equal Opportunity villain in my eyes! #And yeah I considered a lot of different angles around it but like - based on the text of WOY I just don't buy it #If it's not in the show it doesn't count! For all we know there might not even be any female Watchdogs! Lol #Would also lead to the equally-to-Spamton interesting question of How Does Trans Work in that kind of situation #I've definitely not already put a lot of thought into it don't look at me lol #Don't ask me to write an essay about both of those things I'll do it and where will that leave us lol #ANYway lol ♪ He's still the absolute funnest to draw in distress and discomfort <3 And kneeling! He makes me want to practice :D #I always feel like I can try again and do better! >:3c

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

You know what, I keep mulling this over and I think I'm just going to write it because I keep second guessing myself and I need to share.

SO. Back in my big, long Wolfwood post, I pointed out this scene below and how the pale eyes/use of Vash's name/etc shows actual concern here

The next shot is of Wolfwood's shoes running, and by the time we see these two again, they're at the hospital and have to overhear from the staff what happened to the hitman - which means that Wolfwood did not run after the shooter, he ran to get medical help. That's what I stated before.

But here's the thing: leaving Vash there while he runs to get help is... kind of stupid, because even though Wolfwood shot at the hitman, he's clearly still alive and still gunning for Vash. Wolfwood refers to him in present tense - "He is obviously a hit-man" not "he was".

Immediately after, Keele, who's moved up to the roof, says the following - "I need to get a clean shot in." On it's own, that's not a strange thing to say - he needs to finish this, quickly, before he's discovered. Except... it kind of is an odd thing to say, if Vash is still just lying there. Keele is on the roof, directly above his target - I would expect a clean shot to be fairly easy to take.

You might be thinking, "oh, but maybe there's a crowd around Vash now and he can't get a clean shot with all the people"... but this makes no sense, because Vash is only as injured as he is because Keele clearly doesn't care about collateral and fired on both Vash and the civilian woman in the car. Even if you argue that there's too many people to be "justifiably collateral" in Keele's eyes, he could still easily disperse them by firing more bullets - we don't see anyone who appears to be able to fire a gun here except Wolfwood, and he should be gone to get help at this point.

So, what's with the clean shot thing? He's never seemed to care up until this point, he was just unloading all his bullets at the guy, and a grenade. The only thing I can think of is that he needs to ensure his aim is accurate. It's likely he's firing at a moving target.

Wolfwood's arm is stretched out over Vash in the second panel of the image above. Neither one of them knew what became of Keele until later at the hospital. Vash's entire body is bandaged - he was in no condition to move himself, and we only see one set of shoes in the running panel.

Tldr; "Wolfwood picks up Vash and carries him while booking it for the hospital" is not only a perfectly valid interpretation of this scene, but also, imo, one of the most rational ones. I rest my case.

...Actually I'm probably just losing my mind. Ignore me.

#if i'm right though this somehow means wolfwood was carrying both punisher and vash. #that's a totally normal amount of weight for one normal guy to carry and still be able to run with right? #vash getting carried: 'oh yeah this is a totally normal and not at all suspicious individual.' #<-things that are probably only funny to me hdgbsjdbhv #trigun #trimax #i don't know how to tag this lol it's not really an analysis #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash the stampede #trigunbookclub #<-i thought people might like to see even though this is an old volume now but if it's annoying i'll remove the tag :) #storyrambles

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[radykalny-feminizm]

#all options are perfectly valid #i get why you might want to be totally a crypto #i mean we get death and rape threats here on a daily basis so #as for me my parents and siblings are not familiar with the term but they know im a feminist #my friends know and we agree on most things #and even when we don't agree we're normal about this #when i meet new people I'm not exactly talking about radical feminism right away #it depends if they're die hard TRAs or normies #but I don't meet a lot new people anyway lol #and I work from home so I don't talk with my colleagues that much and we dk about each other's views #radfem #radical feminism #radfem safe #radblr #radfems do interact #feminism #radfems do touch #poll #tumblr poll #radfems please touch #radfem poll #ask radfem #question to radfems #terfblr #terf safe #crypto radfem #rad and proud #radfems please interact

[caleohateclub]

i wanna kiss a genderfluid person just so i can have the experience of being in a mlm, sapphic, t4t, and het relationship all in the same time. would i explode.

#oh yeah btw im trans yeah ahaha totally not a big deal or anything i'm so normal i'm basically cis haha no one care that i'm trans so i like #barely think about it aha yeah i mean like yeah i have pronouns and stuff but no one really call me by them so yeah aha i dont mind lol it' #fine i dont care yeah uh genderfluid specifically but i usually just say trans masc and *gunshots* #(in case you couldn't tell i am not normal about being trans)

[tojiswhore-nanamisslut]

i think i ruined any other version of Toji aside from soft!Toji for myself

#i just #i see fics of him being aggressive or mean or rough and i just immediately get turned off #and i'm normally totally into that stuff but i think bc it's the ONLY thing i ever see people write for toji #i just want something different #i'll just keep rereading my own fic 😔 LOL #posts

[akai-anna]

today i reached the miraculous midair walk case. and just. kaito's smug face. SHINICHI'S SMUG FACE. THE MAGICAL FEEL OF IT. THE WHOLE PART WHERE THEY ARE TAlkING ON JIROKICHI'S BIKE. you don't understand how much i love this case.

also the pure bastard energy. the whole talk about the sky and ocean and reflections. DREAMS. both of them just being so comfortable and themselves around one another? and then BASTARD ENERGY INTENSIFYING AS KAITO SENDS SHINICHI CAREENING IN THE SIDECAR. SHINICHI SETTING FIRE TO THE LEAKING FUEL. PURE FCKIN BASTARD ENERGY, I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOUR. seeing kaito's panic. shinichi talking about his dream as he looks at ran...

uuurgh my heart, your honour, i love this case.

#detco posting #detco watching #la junk talks #pls pls pls i love this case so dearly #it's such a fun case! #jirokichi is so PETTY AND HILARIOUSLY RICH #he's such a fun character to go such ways to one up kaitou kid #and fail every damn time #and kaito just going along with his whims lol #and i always love when shinichi GETS DAZZLED even temporarily #love how he has to work for solving that mystery #*happy sigh* i miss this particular charm from recent cases #cases (and not just KID cases i mean) used to have such ATMOSPHERE and CHARM and MAGIC #god the sheer bastard energy in this shinichi countering everything with sheer logic #everything about this is good #also me to myself: if you remember the exact chapter count of detco cases is totally casual and normal right? #yeah just... needed to check something in the manga about this case #and guess what i remembered the fckin chapter count. again. this is my life. i'm a casual fan. all normal and sane.

[running-in-the-dark]

painted for a few hours. it didn't go super well (I forget everything way too fast and it's been like a month, I think?) but I'm making myself stop and go to bed now. almost forgot that I have to go get my blood drawn in the morning 🤦

#thankfully the x files episode I'm watching reminded me (by being about people who drink blood lol) #also I'm painting mulder. very nice face. difficult to paint but pretty. it'll get easier as I get used to it though #you have no idea how hard I had to work to make myself paint him and not Jenkins lol #but we can't always just paint the silly men we're obsessed with can we?! and by we I mean me and tbh yeah I totally could but I knew it #wasn't likely to be very good and that's always very upsetting when it's someone I'm obsessed with lol #like I take it personally then #this? oh his face looks like it's been melted right now... but that doesn't make me want to punch the wall lol #plus I can look at his face for several hours without getting distracted. which it turns out is really useful when you wanna paint someone #anyway I'm also super tired which... well I've been awake for 8 hours. so. that's just totally normal :) and it'll be really difficult to #get up in 6 or 7 hours. probably basically impossible. #personal

[demonstars]

like whats actually edating

#mind obviously went back to dnf like my mind always finds it here i'm in the dnf blog if i wanted to make another post i'd probably not be #doing it here Um anyway LIKE what is an internet relationship. the existance of a diferent medium means that what we understand by dating #is completely lost theres just not whatever courting or predating medium that kind of exist for people when they date? it obviously cant #develop naturally because the situation isnt natural but nature is dictated by what we're living #and dream more than george is peak new generation of chrnonically online tens #who have a difficult time adapting to social etiquete and well he also is unluckiest man alive but we're not talking about that. When we ar #forced to reinterpret what it means to be dating someone like the weird shift to not-friends we Theorize dnf Maybe coudl've had #makes total sense because its just not a common situation in the slightless. having a mayor key point of your life (figuring out youre #actually queer) be the talk of the month by a thousan people that Know making a joke at your expense will bring them attention is fucking #traumatizing #and that shit is just normalized by the context in which it is enacted????? AND WE JUST LET IT?????????AND NOBODY PAUSES AND THINKS WOW THI #IS KINDA FUCKED UP???????' #Dating is both a normative concept and a experience: we know what dating entailsbut we never actually #know how someoene else experiences it because theyre simply not us and thus we just dont know lol . anyway i lost the thread #dnf weirdest edaters ever i'll defend you forever

[unproduciblesmackdown]

fury road. when furiosa has one evening of downtime for the first time in two days and also two decades and goes blankie mode

#she's everything. obviously #the rich genre of ppl driving around killing people then respectfully Not having a convo literally face to face #presumably not just downtime but also abt having had a [furiosa's big day] or two lately #your arc as a protagonist Just had its low point. you can't just walk over normally like so anyways.... #walk over normally but Cozy Mode while getting through mutually coughing up blood over the effort of a brief exchange. never gets old #anyways i'm obsessed with literally everything she does at any point & think of any of it all the time b/c. i've simply seen this film #obsessed with things other people do also and even go ''yeah this action movie is like an action movie to me'' for once but You Know #everything i could cite is like this is so funny. and so excellent. and so [aaarghhh i - ] #tangential but when i learned they were originally trying to produce this film in the 00s......god delayed that #for one thing i couldn't have seen it like at least once a week for as many weeks as it was in theaters if that happened lol #partly just so happening to go see it the first time like going ''ah. i see'' over & over after various shots like well. i'm different now #blankie mode not necessarily among them lmao but hey. 7 yrs later N viewings later you can appreciate specifics afresh #there was something or other i only Got watching it the other year for the zillionth time that wasn't even like meant to be like #an easter egg or tiny detail or anything. i just missed something / needed to receive the info totally afresh lol like oh okay [parses] #the other day it was like damn haven't read through this narrative comic in ages & that means i forget plenty of details / how they connect #had only done a handful of Straight Through catchup rereads Ever but only this time was i like ohh. i've connected some dots so much more #clearly in a case or two like [didn't quite Get this one plot point but kinda had breezed past it] [a Mystery point is obvious now] #anyways #i've gone ''did the blanket somehow survive / make the transfer'' (not so far as i can tell) like oops doing more media analysis like nice. #there's threads here....have your last seen exchange while more literally coughing up blood. more literally face to face & Yet Only Kinda.. #okay anyways. she's everything. and [cinema]

[lucy-ghoul]

And that's all you need to know about me 😌😌😌😌😌

#let me clarify: with ~good romance what i actually mean is #the way love is told here is extremely fascinating #even if (or maybe *because*) it's deranged or codependent or destructive #even if it's pure obsession #like... hannibal is a *weird* book. i wouldn't even say that i liked how harris resolved the romantic tension/whatever the hell was #between lecter and clarice. but their dynamic in tsotl was formative for little 14-year-old me #unironically one of my favorite romcoms ever <3 sksksk #don't worry i'm not *totally* deranged. there's also normal stuff on this list #like p&p! and romeo and juliet! and jane eyre! #and wuthering heights-- and le fantôme de l'opéra...... mmhhh. #just joking i *am* deranged lol #val speaks #txt

[idk-i-want-mcl-content]

beebop

story time to future self, hope you learn from this

#this is so fucking embarrasing but i promised to myself i would embrace my cringe so #there was this guy who i knew since three months ago #he's my classmate we played stardew together like 5-6 hours #not every day just some days #we are in the same group for an assigment and out of everyone i'm the one who talked the most to him #he's taller than me and paints his nails black which i think it's cool #and when we were playing he tried to make a move like thrice #and i fucking moved on because tbh i really don't want a partner rn (what i mean is i ignored his moves completely) #it's like when you like the idea but in execution is a total nuh #in that period we continued talking and he said some weird ass opinions but i though 'well it's normal if we don't think the same whatev' #and like 2 weeks ago we were working in that group assigment and i feel like i opened my eyes lol because he fucked up SO badly #(in the sense of his arrogance just spitted out of his mouth with each opinion he said) #that when he left they even wanted to kick him out of the group because he was that level of annoying #if he was a public figure i would describe him as 'he thinks he's edgy but in reality his opinions are problematic' #which i don't think it's a good sign JAJAJAJA #i have kinda stopped talking w him and he doesn't make an effort either sooo yeah that happened #and tbh after this semester i don't want to continue talking w him he's basically an arrogant classist (according to his opinions) #this is an example of why i keep things 2 myself because if i had spit it out to a friend it would be OVER for me 💀💀💀

[shirogane-oushirou]

of course the night after the AU safeshiptember prompt is when my brain dreams up a ren AU ;;;

#aka the 'Just A Fucking Guy (tm)' AU #where he worked at my local grocery store #and he was somehow even MORE visibly and disgustingly affectionate than he normally is ;;; #maybe his 'i'm just a normal guy haha i totally have my life together so i can help you get yours together' facade holds him back a bit #and being an ACTUAL normal guy means he has no limiters lol #📌 [ my posts. ] #🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ] #🦦 [ can't escape it. ] #✨ [ oc lore. ] #💤 [ 046 dreams. ] #💭 [ my thoughts. ]

[m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e]

I know that I wasn't ready at the time and it's really unhelpful to just dwell on things you did in your past that you can't change, but man it's sometimes hard not to think about how much I regret just not having gone to a four-year university right after high school so I could finally get away from home and my current situation that was and still is making me miserable and then proceeding to fail my community college classes because I was depressed

#hard not to feel like a total fuck-up eh #i guess everything comes full circle #i'm just really tired of it here man #i feel like there's nothing for me here and that i've just kind of been letting myself endure the same shit for years now #like i've lived in the same house since 2012 and the same bedroom since 2014 #time for a change #my family's really not great and i guess my mom can be alright but my dad and my brother are just straight-up rotten people... #...and i would just really love to be away from them for good (even though my parents are divorced and i hardly see my dad) #i just really don't have anyone here so of course that's isolating and has made me really yearn for a change #i mean i have a few friends but i don't really fit in with them or see them very much so i don't really get included in anything... #...and then when we do have a plan to do something usually it just ends up not working out because no one's free at the same time #and i know i suck too because a couple times ago i said i couldn't hang out but really i just didn't want to hang out with them #i guess that's not a good sign though because why wouldn't you want to hang out with your friends #plus why is it that every 'friend group' i've had in my life has been exactly like this and full of people who don't care about me lol #on a different note pretty much everyone in my town and even in surrounding towns is or seems stuck-up as hell lol #like we get it your parents are rich great no one cares #i'm normally overly sentimental and nostalgic but if it were possible for me to just leave here right now i would in a heartbeat #i remember when i was a high school senior i got accepted to this school that was across the country and it's like shit... #...maybe i should've just forced myself to get over my fears and gone there #my plan now is to actually complete another year of CC classes (i'm basically just starting over) then transfer to a four-year #but i'm gonna try and not fuck it up this time #i'm seriously still angry at myself for having totally wasted an entire year but can't change that now either #sorry for another stupid teenage angst sounding rant #i like to get things out sometimes even if it just falsely makes me feel like i actually accomplished something #personal #txt #rants #vent post

[running-in-the-dark]

a super fun thing that my brain is really good at is hearing a random fact and remembering it forever. but only if it's bad :)

#the reason I'm thinking about that right now: I wish I had never read that having a crease on your earlobe means you're more likely to have #heart disease. #scared me so much that I read a whole paper about it #but it's been years now so I don't remember the details #just that that's a thing apparently #and guess what my brain does with that information? oh yeah of course I have to obsessively look at the ears of everyone now! does that #do anything helpful? nope! just makes me very very anxious :) #it's just like when I was a kid and I got nightmares about scurvy every time I didn't eat a potato for a week. #like. wow I could be so smart and everything if my brain wasn't constantly focused on random bullshit that is completely irrelevant 😭 #also this thing specifically: I've always been weirdly fascinated by ears and this made that a million times worse and also very scary. #like ooh that's a nice ear :) oh no death exists and this person is going to die and #yeah it sucks. #specifically choosing not to mention any names in this context because my god this shit is on my mind all the time already I really don't #need to say it where anyone can see #it's embarrassing enough #though anyone who has looked at my blog in the past month already knows who I'm talking about. #like. I really shouldn't allow myself to like anyone over the age of like. idk 45. #it's so unbelievably exhausting. #but annnyway I'm totally normal and fine :) #oh yeah I also have creases on my earlobes lol so that definitely added to the scariness (and THEN my mother randomly mentioned recently #that EVERYONE on her side of the family had/has heart disease. bitch WHAT the fuck. anyway so yeah guess we know what's gonna kill me #haha isn't that fun :) ) #ALSO the fact that my memory is very very bad means that I remember absolutely none of the details about shit like this. so it could very #well be completely irrelevant and harmless but i wouldn't remember that part. #and I think even if I found out more it wouldn't help. it's been an obsession for so long. I've never had one go away that I've had for #this long. so. guess I'm just fucked. #personal

[lylahammar]

People always talk about how Laios is a character who gives fat vibes even if he isn't technically fat in canon which is very true, and I have some thoughts on that!! (this will be a long post lol sorry)

There's a lot of material in the dunmeshi extras that show how fatness factors into dungeon exploration, which shows that only the most skilled adventurers are able to keep weight on while in the dungeon (thank you to @savaralyn2 for the translations! links to the individual posts these panels come from are added on the pics):

So we know, at the very least, that most of the characters are kept thinner than they would be naturally through the strain of death/revivification in the main dungeon. We also see that Laios has some fat on him, which through the text means that he's skilled enough to at least keep some of his weight (which makes sense, he doesn't die very often in canon).

(to be clear this ^ doesn't constitute as "fat," he is built as fuck here he just has some fat on his body which shows his prowess as a fighter in this universe) HOWEVER my personal little pet theory/headcanon is that Laios actually has a difficult relationship with food! I know that doesn't make much sense at first since he's shown to eat a lot in canon, but hear me out. In pre-canon, before he reunited with Falin, he's shown to be extremely gaunt:

But after partnering up with Falin, he gains weight and looks much more healthy very quickly. Part of this is definitely because of his unstable living situation/mental illness, but he and Falin still live in very poor conditions after this and he still manages to gain weight/get healthier, so I believe it's mainly due to her making sure he eats enough. We also know that Laios is. most certainly autistic. Nobody argue with me on that it's like pretty much widely accepted as canon for a lot of reasons lmao. So my theory is that he's actually food sensitive. He's shown to not really care about food that isn't monster-related. Even when he eats regular food, he's usually imagining it being a monster instead.

He has never eaten squid before, which is totally normal, but could also support my theory in a way :P it being a monster still can't save it from the autistic sensory bad experience in this case, though.

So I think that his adventurous eating during the course of the story isn't because he's actually an adventurous eater normally, it's purely because of his special interest (monsters, duh). During his journey to recover Falin, he's able to build up a healthier relationship with food through Senshi's guidance and the involvement of his special interest.

By the end of the story, after he's retired from dungeon exploration and living in comfort/safety, and with his newly healthy diet, he's finally able to gain a lot more weight. Imo, his is a story of someone who's naturally meant to be fat, but is only able to reach that point when in a stable and healthy environment.

(for the record I know he's not that fat in this post canon comic, but this is only a year and a bit after the end of the story so there's still time lol)

alright I'm goin back to drawing now just had to infodump for a minute ✌️ keep it sleazy

#lyla's talking again #this is all probably common fanon but I just wanted to type out my specific thoughts on it lol #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #laios touden #long post #CW disordered eating