#I need this texture in my mouth.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking about Eddie & hyacinths again

#as you can surmise im Perfectly Normal about it #this man doesnt make me insane at all. nope. #trying out some new coloring and texture and background things... #on a side note. and i say this so lovingly bc theyre my favorite flowers #FUCK DRAWING HYACINTHS ALL MY HOMIES HATE DRAWING HYACINTHS #that was hell on earth. #ANYWAY THIS DUDE IS NEAT I HOPE HE DIES #nah im jesting im Jesting. am i tho #dead or alive i want him to experience unimaginable horrors and then die ten times and come back Normal #bc eddie strikes me as a 'dying would fix them' character #whether its a real death or a perceived death or Youve Been Dead The Whole Time death dont care dont care #i need him dead on the ground for at leeeaaaast five minutes #id be frothing at the fucking mouth. ragh #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #originally this was gonna be a Very bloody little piece #but then my brain went 'hey. symbolism. what if the blood was flower petals. from hyacinths' #and ohhhh i couldnt pass that up #i wish i did! i would have had a lot more fun drawing a gruesome injury rather than Those Damn Flowers! #i dont know why ive latched onto the hyacinths outside the post office but my brain wont let go #ITS JUST SO SPECIFIC. why why whyyyyyy put that specific flower by this specific guy #especially flowers with Those Meanings and That Myth #*violently shaking the site* WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNN #ok im getting myself too worked up i need to touch grass or poke the fire

[bonetrousledbones]

actually speaking of old as hell art im gonna repost this thing from 2018 because its still insane i think

#trousled arts #undertale #flowey #omega flowey #scopophobia #ask to tag #YEAH im lookin through my old shit leave me alone #i've thought a few times to redraw this and i COULD probably do better but honestly. idk if it needs it #probably the most i would change is the lineart & textures on like the tubey bits but. its still pretty sick on its own imo #that mouth is Disgusting. as it should be #and shoutout to my teeny tiny watermark in probably the worst place it could be

[welcometogrouchland]

im so predictable. time skip huntlow

[ID: a digital drawing of Hunter and Willow from the owl house in their epilogue designs. The image is a redraw of the "girl kissing guy against a fence" meme. Willow holds Hunter up against a wall of vines and kisses him, while he grabs onto the wall behind him. There's a cartoonist "smooch" onomatopoeia written between the two and the background is orange. End ID]

Had to fulfill this request in the most obnoxious way possible. This is what timeskip Huntlow was made for, in my eyes <3

#the owl house #toh #hunter toh #willow park #huntlow #watching and dreaming #i wasn't originally gonna use my texture brush for the lines #but it got me out of the ''dont wanna go past the sketch in case i ruin it'' stage. so ultimately I'm cool w it #also listen I'm. not good at drawing kisses #i do not understand how 2 draw them. but i tried VERY hard here 😭 #yeah she's kinda just kissing his mouth and hes not really kissing back but it's fine. it's in character #i think this is good huntlow art bc when i showed it to izzy she leaned forward until her face touched the screen #and then she started air-punching me #that's a top tier friend review and that's all i need #also no shading bc ha. hahahaha. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah #no <3 #<- i am very tired <3

[tittyinfinity]

people without food texture issues act like people with food texture issues can just suddenly get over them by a certain age and are soooo surprised whenever you say that you can't eat [X food] for the 25th year in a row

#just had to say ''i'm 28 years old. i don't need another adult scolding me about how to eat my food.'' #you know how much I'd LOVE if I could eat chunky foods like onions and peppers? #i use onion powder and other seasonings instead of the full veggies bc i love the flavor but not the texture #I DO LIKE THOSE FOODS!! Just not how it feels in my mouth!!! #i have been explaining this since the day I was able to talk #in fact one of my first memories is them forcing me to eat chunky stuff and me vomiting it right back up on my dad #and every time I eat chunky food I think of that moment even tho i was like 3 #i was old enough to talk but was in a high chair so yeah I was around 2-3 years old and I still have that vivid memory #.bdo

[p5x-theories]

I mean, how many characters have models that you haven’t posted yet? Bc I would like to see all of the models but if there’s a ton then I wouldn’t ask that of you

To be clear, literally every character in the game has one or more 3D models. Every single NPC, those faceless people that you walk by/through while walking through the city, every playable character (and every outfit they have; every single one of Wonder's outfit options), every shadow, every Persona, etc. The game's all 3D models (with 2D images over them making up the UI and portraits), and the files are where those 3D models and 2D images are stored, so quite literally, anything you see in the game is somewhere in the files, and something I could theoretically extract for you.

There's also a ton of stuff in the files that doesn't show up in the game (yet?), like 3D models and portraits for a bunch of the Confidants and Palace rulers in P5. Even stuff you only see for a few seconds, like the table and tea set that appears for Noir during her AOA finisher in the split second before it swaps to the 2D image people usually think of for her AOA, have their own 3D models.

So I appreciate that you're not asking me for all of them, haha!

I just focus on posting the interesting things and the new stuff; new portraits for main characters, 3D models for civilian outfits of the Phantom Idols that we haven't really gotten to see, characters indicated as future Phantom Thieves/Idols, stuff like that. And then if anyone asks me for specific stuff outside of that, I don't mind going back for it, because I noted down where everything is in the (massively disorganized) files, so it theoretically shouldn't take me too long to hunt down the pieces for any given character and put them together to post.

All that to say, I try to post the things that I know myself and others are probably most interested in seeing. You're not really missing much in the rest of the files, unless, for instance, there's a sidequest NPC or something you have a particular interest in and want to see the full portraits/model for.

#anonymous #I think the only models I grabbed just because *I* thought they were fun and wasn't going to bother posting #are the nameless kokatsu students that play instruments in the background with wonder during the music minigame #they are quite literally nameless. their files don't even have a name or nickname for them they're just student_drum and etc #posting the portraits and models is also kind of tedious though not difficult #because the portraits are broken up into a head base + a bunch of eyes + a bunch of mouths + a mask where applicable #so I have to put those files back together and layer them correctly to give you a complete portrait #and 3d models need 2d textures to show up as anything but featureless grey #so for those I have to hunt down all the 3d model pieces (hair face eyes body. usually) and then match up all their textures to them #it's a lot of work haha! #but I don't mind it too much because I know most people don't really know how to get into the files and do it themselves #in fact I learned *for* the sake of datamining p5x! #I basically haven't done anything but sort through files. watch gameplay. and put things together to post. since the beta started haha #my life sort of goes on hold (as much as possible) each beta until I'm done with the files so I can get them posted asap! #but this is partially because *I* want to see them as bad as you guys do haha #so uh. yeah! that's probably way more of an answer than you wanted but that's the true reality of the work going into this behind the scene

[antoncrane]

Me, yesterday: I think I'm finally starting to recoup a little! Me, today: [Wakes up with absolutely no sense of smell OR taste.] Me: Well that was a fucking lie.

#I would like my smell back at least b/c now I'm going to be paranoid about how *I'm* smelling #Can't tell if you're stinky or not is the worst feeling y'all #The taste thing is weird b/c putting things in your mouth and your mouth is still just mouth but now with added ~*texture*~ #BUT -- it's almost Halloween; I need to be able to smell/taste stuff #Run me over with a truck actually #Lozz blah blah

[helennorvilles]

in the interest of getting to work earlier, i made blended overnight oats and like, the people arent wrong that it tastes like dessert, but it tastes like dessert before its cooked

#like sure i’d lick it out of the bowl but the flavour and texture is a Lot to just spoon in your mouth #i need more chocolate chips for alternate texture i think #or like. some other texture creator with vitamins like fruit lol #my post tag

[sevenhundred721]

Oral fixation autism is so fucked like yeah if I don't have something in my mouth for too long I get really antsy. Yeah sometimes i have to chew on my hand to keep myself from going insane. I keep a million hard candies in my pocket just in case. I'm always craving a cigarette even though I have never smoked tobacco. I go through packs of gum faster than anybody I know.

#I just know it's bc I had braces and a Herbst appliance #really easy to stim when you've got a ton of textures in your mouth including a piece of metal that scrapes your cheek whenever you open #your mouth #still have scars in my mouth from my braces era #but yeah I just like having stuff in my mouth tbh #do I need to specify that this is a stress relief thing and isn't necessarily sexual?

[soybeenss]

Finally got around to drawing Prongbuck who I adopted from @avianreptiles :)

#my art #wings of fire #my ocs #sandwing #prongbuck #kissing ibispaintx soft mapping pen (bleed) on the mouth platonically #looking at my art isn’t enough I need to hold and crush it in my bare hands and feel the texture in a violent matter

[unproduciblesmackdown]

enjoy some pencil drawings for once

screenshot study and what amounts to a conceptual illustration of a writing idea

#bravely Didn't try working on the ol wip last night; drawing program needed the laptop restarted anyways; dicked around thusly #like Yes i wanna draw my funny little guy who is the heart & brain's default lately (last several years) nice to do anyways #and naturally imo you can see the [been working on that animatic] influence. don't often manage to draw a thusly stylized winston #he would have the winstache here theoretically but no way was i trying to draw that in lol. nigh guaranteed erasing & v little space for it #for the erasing i mean. further disclosures for Interest: negligable / par for the course digital cleaning up includes getting rid of Some #stray marks like particularly annoying out of place specks. hard to do any of that & pick a stopping point though. yet i did... #more significant tweaks were moving winston's mouth up & one pupil iris Mark over both by like 5 pixels tops lol. still better =) #& then naturally the second pic's Colors are all added digitally. texture & that like shade gradient from top to bottom are courtesy of just #the lighting in the pics picking up paper texture / being itself uneven so there was more shadow further down.... #pic one only had lighting & contrast adjustments (slight increase on both)....i don't think any of this was very interesting lol but hey. #winston billions #corned beef #technically: #riawin #i don't know if i quite adequately indicated winston as upset in a frustrated kind of genre as well lol.... #but then i reacted afresh to The Pic as i was adding the colors like ah it conveys the intended emotion To Me...& i am the intended audience #could look like oh he's just like very elevatedly & transparently like ''ah jeeeez *Eye* messed up [pensive]'' lol but isnt meant to be so.. #hand on back of head not to be sheepish or chastened but rather an ''agh christ i wanged the back of my head'' kneejerk reaction lmao #for once in our lives the fun lil stars are the comic strip language of Oof Ouch Physical Pain indication #the other half of [reacting to what literally just happened / has arisen] being like And spilt my drink on my self #and b/c it's winston & it's his life there May be undercurrents of ''ah jeez. did *i* mess up here / so as to be at Ultimate Fault'' #that is the assumed interpretation of Anyone Else at him at any time. [Autistic Character Alert] babes.... #meanwhile. re: pic one's ref i took the screenshot for whole other fun casual reasons & eventually realized like oh hey fun bust profile. so #an exercise in Shading. which is sure smthing i'm a lot more practiced doing via pencil than digital means

[thedndgoblinwholivesinyourwalls]

does food taste diffrently depending on where you are for you guys? Like say the same brand of bread tastes diffrent at another persons house?

#need to prove to myself i’m not making shit up #i swear its real #like the texture as well changes #this is about peanut butter lmao #thoughts in the void #my mum keeps saying i’m trying to make things worse #i’m not mum it just tastes weird and i can’t eat it without feeling like my mouth is glued togheter and melting #ausgjdhdjd

[tittyinfinity]

it's crazy finding out you're autistic as an adult bc then you start to notice the ways it affects you and has affected you throughout life

and then it becomes a hyperfixation bc you're like "omg this makes so much sense now" and you start feeling a bit better about yourself knowing that there's an explanation to everything

#.bdo #autism #''panic attack disorder'' they have all been full-on meltdowns #which is just as much of a reason that I stopped working as my chronic pain #bc the last job i had i quit in the middle of a phone call #bc the lights and sounds on top of the problem solving on top of my ADHD were Too Much #i was also incorrectly diagnosed with both bipolar type 1 and BPD #it was the PTSD mixed with everything else like my post-partum depression and psychosis #found out that the ''bipolar'' was just me being happier when i have my pain meds #and getting everything done in those couple of weeks where i felt better (''mania'') #and of course more depressed when i'm in more pain bc i can't not notice it #and then also my period really fucks me up too and i get extremely angry for 3-7 days straight #but anyway #i noticed how i stim and how the way i think specifically in patterns and numbers #i've always had really bad texture issues w both food and fabric #i have misophonia and can also feel certain noises (ESPECIALLY mouth noises)(ESPECIALLY if it's repetitive) #it makes me feel like i need to make the noise too #and half the people in my family have vocal stims #ik they can't help it but it sends me into panic attacks & meltdowns #i can hear electricity on top of my tinnitus #i get socially overwhelmed easily bc of all the masking #i talk to myself and make my own noises when im alone #i have repetitive thoughts that will cycle for weeks sometimes months at a time #so i think the ocd is comorbid #bc ever since i was like 5 i've had this pattern that i HAVE to tap on things every now and then or it drives me insane #i get intense hyperfixations for months or years #there's just a lot i notice about myself now

[kaoharu]

ew. weird texture in my kimchi. im gonna cry

#✧ chatting ! #WHY WAS THERE SOMETHIGN LIKE?? MUCUS TEXTURED IN THERE #i need to pressure wash my mouth

[moinsbienquekaworu]

Calling it a night and I'm going to try and fall asleep before 2 in the morning

#and i want to ramble in the tags because eh i guess chatty mood #one thing i am quickly noticing looking at a few covers of spider-man & venom related stuff #is that the spider-man white-eyes design is so fucking cool actually #that's one thing that i am absolutely 100% on the comics side for #those white eyes just do Not look the same if they're not drawn in 2d #their design is so fun they feel so expressive #i feel like i did when i drew that like dozen of little bill ciphers making different faces #like i just unlocked a new thing you can do with your art and it's on my level and i need to try it out #i feel too sick for drawing though #when into the spiderverse came out and people were posting spidersonas i remember vaguely wanting to join in #but i feel like only now am i truly having the epiphany of how neat his suit looks #and i really do Not like the direction they took it in the movies #like the realism of it is kind of a turnoff for me #i like the way it looks in a 2d drawing but less the more realistic vibe of movies/recent video games #i love stylised shit!!!!! i love when stuff is stylised and works in ways that wouldn't necessarily work well irl!!! #i love the lack of texture and the textures you only get from a drawing #the fucking eyes...... i love those eyes #also i think i could be sold on the big pointy needle teeth venom has haha #i'm not too big into tonnes of teeth - two/four yeah i love vampires #but the mouthful of teeth was just a little too much for me at first #but the more i see it the less i find it yucky #i showed my friend a picture because i am incapable of being normal #and they were like oh he's so scary!!! #i got used to it personally and i just saw a style of vfx i'm not super fond of #ANYWAY. i love talking. if someone wants me to be background noise in vocal chat one day i love doing that #wow i have a ramble tag now

[clownkiwi]

omg. i NEED to play mario rpg. but i also need to finish yakuza 0. but i also need to stream. but i also want to draw more ocs for art fight this year

#rubys clown thoughts #the mario rpg is getting to me i NEED to play that game i NEED to put it in my mouth and taste all of its textures and flavors

[astral-catastrophe]

Most recent sorta not really intrusive thought was to just take a chomp out of my ocarina

#I can feel the texture of broken ceramic in my mouth #Like no it’s the Zelda one I need it bc it looks cool-