It's okay to enjoy something because it meant a lot to you as a kid. Even if you "shouldn't", or you "shouldn't show it" or you "shouldn't talk about it". And I wish people would let others be. And I wish I didn't have to worry about how a friend would react to another friend talking about a game and having to constantly be on alert as to whether the friend enjoys and disenjoys the correct bits of the game so as to publicly signal to the other friend if they're being a good person. Because that's horrible. That's fucking horrible. Please stop doing that. Please stop just PLEASE. I don't care what it's with, please stop creating an environment that makes people worried that their enjoyment of a thing is something to be ashamed of I DON'T CARE WHAT IT IS PLEASE STOP
I don't care if BBC Sherlock or Big Bang Theory are bad in a million different ways, but 20-year-old me got REALLY FUCKING HURT by everyone shitting on it. I don't give a shit whether the MCU was bland or copaganda or whatever the fuck, I still wanna enjoy it. The McElroys were the best thing since sliced bread right up until everyone and their mother started despising Travis and every single time I listen to a TAZ episode a part of my brain is telling me how pointless it is because you're gonna enjoy it alone and with your friends giving you weird stares and that's basically the same as not enjoying it because you shouldn't.
Everyone loved B99 until people started saying it was copaganda and then POOF gone. And now I can't watch it cause watching it will feel like betraying my Tumblr siblings.
If someone still enjoys John Mulaney I will fucking feel a visceral reaction of mob hatred towards them, like how DARE they, haven't they heard the news that he supports Dave Chapelle and must therefore be shunned from his core audience of Tumblr? LIKE YES I AM NOT FUCKING IMMUNE TO IT OF COURSE I'M NOT THAT'S A MASSIVE REASON WHY I HATE IT! PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO LIKE JOHN FUCKING MULANEY! And people should be allowed to like Dave Chapelle, too, for that matter! Or ANY media that has shitty parts!
So yeah. I feel a ton of fucking empathy towards people who wanna play wizardgame and actually enjoy it even though I couldn't give a shit about it myself.
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sorry for sappy on main but i wanted to say if you've left nice comments on my art or sent me an ask about my ocs in the last month, thank you so much, it really, really means the world to me!!♥︎
the past 3 or so years have been hell for me creatively for a lot of reasons, & even though it really knocked my confidence--i've been excited to draw & drawn more in the past month than i have in a Really Long Time ;; it's been nice
it's still something of a battle but thank you for helping me with it♥︎
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So. Everyone who yelled at me yesterday for making a ramble on Reynie going blank and then not resolving it, this is for you:
(@lemondropletters, you have been tagged)
Also, it's in a Google Doc because it was definitely too long for a Tumblr post, and ~~I don't know how AO3 works~~
The (vague) premise is that, instead of Constance seeing Curtain's broadcast, they all get to the compound mentally sound, but once there, they split up to look for Mr. Benedict, and instead Reynie finds Curtain. This is the wrap up of what would have happened in the last episode.
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Do the homosexuals here need a reminder that you love women on your dash ? Bc I have progress pics from the gym (which was empty as my bank account) :
Almost 4 months in, natty.
Still have some kgs to regain after the flu bc it really doesn't look like I'm bulking but hey 🤷🏻
Bonus attempt at giving you the gays :
MEN DNI I'M FOR THE GIRLS AND I'LL GOUGE YOUR EYES OUT
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God I am so unwell™ that my sense of time is FUCKED
Cause okay I sometimes do this really...sad thing where I go back and reread old conversations and just get all sad and miss talking to people because it feels like I haven't had an interaction in WEEKS to MONTHS and then I read the time stamp and I am hit with ' that was less than a week ago' and then I feel silly for being so sad and lonely WHEN IT WAS LESS THAN A WEEK AGO-
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filling out an application to join my work LGBT diversity committee and one of the application prompts about prior experience reminded me about the time i tried to join the local bi group meetup and the leader of the group ... was somehow both overly concerned with bi erasure and yet was so actively biphobic....
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Trying to initiate friendships sucks. Things can be good or probably fine and still be so exhausting emotionally because of social anxiety, needing to learn someone’s tells, and feeling like Up is Down and Left is Diagonal…even after your instincts or first reads were correct, actually.
…god I need a nap.
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