#I wish to cease

[revenantghost]

Of course I'm having more car problems that I can't fix :) Of course :)

#Yadda yadda #Does anyone have say oh *counts on fingers* #Three to five thousand dollars to spare? #I'm so so so tired of existing man #I wish to cease #I'm sorry this is all I post lately #I've only got time to attempt to work and sleep because shit like this keeps happening #People have been hella generous and supportive and I hate that I can't just #Be better and actually have a reason to exist again #Because y'all are cool and deserve better #Sorry fam #I can't say if things will get better #Being hella disabled on like every front does NOT help this situation #Man life just SUCKS #Ok ok done rambling back to attempting to work

[shanedoesdoodles]

Im in 3 different types of pain!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#I'm in an awkward social situation with people I dispise but have to be nice too #+cramps #+horrid stomach ache from possible undiagnosed stomach ulcer #I wish to cease

[parkerswhatever]

When I’m overstimulated I just stand there like Lucario with a quest in Pokemon Legends: Arceus

#pokemon #overstimulated at the basketball game #hatred #malice #I wish to cease #and become a sand flea

[egelskop]

#augmentedreality #myart #hlvrai gordon #joshua freeman #beastrey #i wish i was better at drawing things good in one take like fr. these took way too long. the grind ne'er doth cease.

[hardlylaced]

concept wip that idk if i'm ever going to finish but i think they're sweet

#i might finish it i might not #i am at the will of fate here #let's all hold hands in solidarity of the human entrapment to time #this was an impulsive doodle anyways #an idea popped into my head at 12am #and i ceased it #art #fanart #sketch #digital artist #digital art #my little pony fanart #my little pony #mlp fim #fluttershy #discord mlp #there are so many tags that i could be adding #and yet i wish not to #my art <3

[cerise-on-top]

heyhey!! just wanted to say your works are amazing and i love them so so so SO much aagghhh!!

now onto the request— what if,, what if reader knew a ton of languages like nikolai does, and they call their s/o pet names in those languages. an example would be,, maybe if they knew french they would say 'mon chéri' or perhaps they picked up romanian at some point and would call them 'dragă'

the characters i have in mind are price, nik, alejandro, & rudy, if that's okay !! (´▽`)

sorry for the super long ask, lol :')

Hey there! Thank you, that makes me really happy to hear :D And don't worry about sending longer asks, I really don't mind ^^ Also, that request is really cute! I love reader speaking several languages and being a sweetheart in all of them :D

Price, Alejandro, Rodolfo and Nikolai with an S/O who Knows Many Languages

Price: I think he knows quite a few languages himself, being a captain in the SAS and all. Not nearly as many as Nikolai, but he probably knows a good three to four languages, so he likely wouldn’t be entirely clueless when you call him something along the lines of mon petit chou fleur. While he won’t understand every term of endearment you call him, it does warm his heart to hear you speak a language he doesn’t know. It flows off your tongue very nicely and he just loves listening to you. Depending on what kind of language it may be, even the profanities sound nice. Although whenever you want to get his attention, just to call him something in a language he doesn’t understand, he sort of expects it to be some cute pet name. Will always smile at you, even if you were to call him your albernes kleines Kaninchen. Retorts with a pet name in one of the languages he speaks. Sometimes he does feel the urge to learn a new language, just for you. Or maybe you could learn a new language together? Practice with each other and just have a good time overall? He might bring up the idea at some point.

Alejandro: Like Price, he probably knows a few languages himself. More than the average person, but not nearly as many as Nikolai. So probably three to four as well. However, because he knows Spanish there’s a good chance he can derive most words in a Romance language. Call him something along the lines of giliw and he’ll always retort with some embarrassing pet name in Spanish. Yes, he knows several languages himself, but that doesn’t mean he won’t almost always revert to Spanish anyway. Pretends that you’re using your languages against him and calls you a traitor. And, as is the rule in your household when you’ve betrayed him, you will be held accountable. Lots of chasing through the house. Will “interrogate” you to get you to tell him what you said. Call him a term of endearment in Spanish and you won’t ever hear the end of it. No matter how many times he hears you call him guapo, he always gets that goofy grin on his face. Might research embarrassing terms of endearment to use on you in any other language. And yes, his goal is to find a language you don’t speak. Once he’s found one? He’s not gonna let you live it down. He’s bested you, and that’s all he wanted.

Rodolfo: You’d actually have to call him by his name if you want his reaction since he usually just tends to block out people speaking a language he doesn’t know. Why bother trying to understand someone like that? It’s not like he’ll learn the language overnight anyway. Rodolfo knows about three languages, so not as many as Alejandro. But he knows English and Spanish, which means he can communicate in most places anyway. He thinks he knows enough languages since learning one takes roughly an eternity and he doesn’t have the time for that anyway. Call him Cục vàng and he’ll just look at you as though you’ve grown a second head. You’d have to tell him what it means and then he’ll smile. While he will always appreciate a good Hartlam, he might look at you confused until you tell him you love him. Might not always retort with a pet name of his own, but will mix it up among the languages he does know since he doesn’t wanna seem too stupid next to you. Will also sometimes look up new terms of endearment in languages he doesn’t know so he can surprise you, but might get a bit shy since he might botch the pronunciation a bit. But he tries, and that’s all that matters.

Nikolai: He canonically knows eight languages, so there’s a good chance he knows what you’re saying. Even when you’re saying something in a language he might not entirely know, he might be able to derive the word from a language he does know. Although he may love any pet name you give him, he especially loves any Russian ones since he’s very attached to his country and his native tongue. Goes absolutely wild whenever you call him radnoy. There’s just something so sweet about you calling him something nice in Russian, doesn’t even matter if you botch the pronunciation. Will always give you a hug and a kiss to your forehead since he will always be reminded of how much he loves you. But even a simple min søde skat will get him to smile, even if he has no idea what it means this time. Because of you he might be inspired to pick up some new languages along the way, maybe even ones you don’t know so you can get the same treatment he does with you. Whenever you speak a language he doesn’t know he gets heart eyes for you. You’re just so gorgeous, you’re just so very smart. However, at some point he will just start speaking Russian to you, even if you don’t know the language. He won’t say anything mean, he’ll just tell you how precious you are and how much he loves you.

#cod #cod x reader #john price #john price x reader #price x reader #alejandro vargas #alejandro vargas x reader #rodolfo parra #rodolfo parra x reader #cod nikolai #nikolai x reader #I wish I knew more languages than I actually do #I'd love to be at least trilingual. I suppose one of these days I shall learn another language #I've already started the same one twice but I never got too far since something always came inbetween #Oh what I'd give to be lovey dovey with someone in three languages #I wish I still knew Italian. I learned it in school but I never needed it again #I also had Latin. If you give me a dictionary and some time I could probably translate some sentences still #or maybe not. it's been three years now #but I suppose being cringe in German and my own dialect is just fine #I've always loved speaking my dialect to my best friend who only knows English #I've also always loved texting him in said dialect #“Your impossible to Google translate German” I love that guy so much he's so silly #I will never cease my silly dialect!! that's why there will be plenty of König to go around :-) I don't care. he speaks my dialect #gonna hit y'all with a good old Servas griaß di #König is my little Barbie doll: I make him do whatever I want #sorry this derailed into König again. I just love shaking and rotating him violently in my head ^^

[uncanny-tranny]

I was watching a lecture about elements, and it finally stuck in me that literally everything around me - including myself - is so ancient. Everything that makes you and me and this world is billions of years old. It is just our consciousness and our physical form that are so young. We are intricately woven into this universe, we are so ancient and so young

#positivity #i wish i could pursue astronomy as a career but i will watch lectures about this <3 #*walks into a bar* hey you have to serve me - i am 13.7 billion years old <3 #maybe this is my fear of being remembered talking but there is something comforting about not just being 'me' #i know this is a 'basic' factoid but people are WAY too casual about it imo #i NEED to be mentally ill about this otherwise i cease truly existing. let me be INSANE and MAD about this

[skitskatdacat63]

More matador!Fernando! Ferrari this time :D (I can't help myself.....)

- facial hair

+ closeups

I really wanted the vibe of this Nando pic, I think I did pretty well??

#GUYS THE BULL DO YOU NOTICE WHAT BULL DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SUBTEXT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY IMPLICATION #lmao tho i mostly put it there cause i saw this rly cool pic w the shadow of a bull on a matador's cape #i dont understand how i ended up making this one more intensive and detailed than the other #but im not mad cause i really like it aaahhhhhh #but i think this one took more than 6 hours and the other one was 5½? #and both i ended up working until an absolutely horrible time. dont ask me what time i wrote this post #okay btw i didnt draw that embroidery. thank you medibang pattern brush now beloved 🙏 #i think it suits him!!!! i was thinking of doing stars anyways so I'm glad it worked out #two people id like to blame: #thank you 005 for accidentally reminding me of the sword!! im glad his other hand is not just idle :) #and thank you suzuki-ecstar for asking me at some point if id ever draw facial hair on nando #^ particularly the 3 Musketeers look. so thanks. i suddenly remembered and i had to draw it 😭 #it kept shocking me how baby faced i drew him every time i took that layer off #also every time i worked on the suit red genuinely ceased being an actual color to me #its bright red right?? like very fluorescent?? but my brain kept going: is this too orange?? this isnt red right???? #anyways happy with this!!!!! there were a lot more roadblocks than the other but it all worked out #but wow wish i had this level of diligence for yknow. schoolwork. #i can spend 6+ hours on a drawing straight but school? nah i give up every 20 mins or less fjfkkfl #also not abandoning my other aus or anything but i have a lot more ideas for this honestly #i think the ref pics are a lot easier and more interesting to find than for my other AUs #<- cause its so much more modern lmao. so i have a lot more inspo than trying to find ultra specific 18th century paintings #i wanna draw 3 things rn: #nando w the ceremonial cape. seb in a matador suit. and of course some silly vett//onso in this AU #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14 #matador au

[slavicafire]

oh, the urge to leave everything behind at the first truly cold wind of upcoming fall.

the sun is still here and the flowers are still in bloom, and the skies are bright - but soon they'll darken, and the flowers will die, and the sun will wear the heaviness of clouds for months to come.

and then the urge to leave it all will become nearly too strong to oppose. to pick up my things and say farewell to the couple of well-meaning friends left, and just go. cease to be witnessed in this cold and unforgiving place, save the few leftover rays of sun in my heart and go somewhere else, alone. tend different graves of different strangers in a different town.

may the old ones grant us some sun still, then, and no autumn wind for at least a moment longer.

#żmija gada #the melancholy of summer ending is tough under the best of circumstances... and what when they're not the best #I wish I could just be gone for winter. cease to exist for a season. #but there are no people who'd wait for me I think #other than two perhaps - but those I love too much to just selfishly disappear

[danothan]

i had a dream that i drew a chardee fanart where they looked kinda sweet and cheerful and adorned w flowers, i think they were even in a meadow? and charlie had cut down a tree so they could use the stump as a picnic table, and he was leaning on his axe as dee was setting the food, but there were tiny inklings of wrong throughout the piece, like how charlie’s axe had blood dripping from it, and the picnic food looked a little suspiciously human. i think i just miss their cannibalism days tbh

#always sunny #danbles #cool fanart in theory i just dont wanna put in all that work #love their relationship but the concept feels hacky and it def wouldn’t make for good merch #not that i have to be motivated by business to draw but i wouldn’t be motivated by much else here #felt very s12 promo too so it wouldn’t be very visually new #why am i waking up and the first thing i do is critiquing the hell out of my dream self lol #sorry dream me it was a very lovely piece and i wish i had done it. i’m coping w the fact that it ceased to exist bc i woke up 😔

[simandy]

Sometimes i REALLY want to delete some of my old posts of some specific OCs i got here, on the other hand i really do enjoy looking at how much they have changed through time

#but some i really want to kill dead #like please cease existing by yourself so i dont have to look at your ugly face #or..... to witness people liking and reblogging thwm again 🥲 #i wish i could just- put a tw or a warning on old posts and all their iterations and reblogs out there #so no one would like and reblog it again #just dead!! no touching it #nonsims #non sims

[revenantghost]

So what if I got into a fist fight with my insomnia, huh. What if i beat the living shit out of it, what then, HUH.

#Just venting u can ignore me #My sleep disorder is kickjng my entire ass while my med situation already make me wish I could Cease for at leasy a little while #Boooooooooooo let me SLEEP #Yadda yadda

[yourbuckies]

mmmm this has annoyed me since chris with asp but platforming has actual meaning and by definition you really can't platform a former potus/current presumptive republican nominee (or a sitting senator). i get that this is the get all your news from destiel memes website, but the man has press pools from the world's major news organizations dedicated to his every move. what is this venn diagram of ppl who are watching this basically indie movie but don't know who he is already.

#the worst thing about this movie is going to be yet again #ppl who discovered politics existed in nov 2016/jan 2017 speaking with unearned authority about the intersection of politics and media #i wish media had the sort of influence fandom thinks it does #because the republican party would have ceased to exist one year into jon stewart's tenure at the daily show

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @glitchysquidd!!!!

blade fanart since i said i'd draw more last year >:'D

sorry i'm late x) but i couldn't not draw something for my awesome funky sweet mutual!! and for your 18th b-day too like cmon i'm not missing this >:Dc <333

i hope you had an awesome day!!! <333

#art #my art #gift #fanart #blade #killer #killer sans #zqfzq i'm SO happy right now >:D #sorry not sorry i'm just so glad i finished it fast enough hhh :'D #wish i could've joined the aggie but i had school the next day so i have to miss out on the best things as always >:'/ #the pose looks a lil stiff but dammit i'm so happy with how it came out >:'Dc my man my darling my bestie blade<33333 #would've loved to draw the fur too but also hell nah i'm not drawing that with a mouse no way hhhh xD #the legs were hard enough on their own :') #thank you so much for your support! never have i ever been so glad to join an aggie before i met you and mew :'Dc <333 #your art never ceases to amaze me >:° you big talented bean i am sending you so much love from here rn!!!

[copdog1234]

I do wanna warn every single one of my followers: upon August I will be disappearing into the void for an unorthodox amount of time to play Baldur's Gate 3, and when I re-emerge from the depths, my blog will probably be nothing Baldur's Gate 3 spam, so be prepared to be waterboarded with The Video Game of my life.

#i wish i could say i was exaggerating but im not #i will cease to be a person all i am and ever will be will be this game #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #copdog screams into the void

[myrddin-wylt]

Assassin’s Creed Valhalla is so fucking funny. you’re a viking. you play as a viking. that is your job description. raiding is a main mechanic of the game that is completely unavoidable and introduced very early on. the plot revolves around being a viking. the characters talk about the glories of going a-viking. your life is that viking life.

yet also, if you kill a non-combatant - like a priest whose monastery you are actively burning down - you get desynchronized. “killing of civilians will lead to desynchronisation" I’m??????????? but I’m not part of the Brotherhood???? and I’m a fucking VIKING????????????? ubisoft WHAT

#the silliest thing about it is that you could kill civilians in Odyssey #BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T PART OF THE BROTHERHOOD #so I'm just?????? #this game has ceased to annoy me and now it's just fucking funny #not letting the player take thralls? wildly inaccurate but completely understandable #but I draw the line at not getting to behead priests for no good reason #you WISH you could be The Northman. you're not The Northman