#I’m a hard worker

[manforsale]

Got another friend to watch ofmd 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽

#I’m a hard worker #billy.speaks

[queen-asiad]

Honestly, my depression makes me think I’m dying slowly

#me to me #personal #I have good success on the outside but on the inside…..just nothing #I’m beautiful #I’m smart #I’m a hard worker #a good daughter and friend #but it means…nothing #kind of weird #musings

[peachsayshi]

#this might be for a thing I’m thinking about #polls.📈 #rival gojo mocks you until he sees how hard your family is on you 🥺 #ex boyfriend geto uses it as an excuse to make things right #co-worker nanami realizes that he just might be in love with you #bff choso is ready to propose to you himself #grumpy neighbor toji grows to have the softest heart for you #sex worker sukuna ends up wanting to leave with you by his side 😞

[alphacrone]

this is your reminder that 99.9% of employers care more about money than you and even if they are kind and fair now they WILL at the end of the day put profits over your well being so absolutely do not sacrifice your life for them.

#and by life i mean time really #do your job to its exact description #do not make things too difficult for your fellow workers #you can even work hard if you want to #but do not undervalue your time or your mental and physical well being #this is a mistake i made in my first job #the stress of that job triggered my (undiagnosed) crohns so bad i was hospitalized twice #and my boss asked me to work from my hospital bed #while also not giving me sick time and not paying me well #in my previous post that coworker has been working there at least 15 years #never caused any problems went above and beyond #was a fucking backbone of the company #and is getting tossed out bc management is fucking moronic #they’ll be fine they’re so great they’ll get a much better job i’m certain #and previous management loved them SO much and did try to take really good care of them to keep them from leaving #but in the end stupid financial decisions will always come before employee we’ll begin #being #so never give too much of yourself to a job and always keep your resume updates #also don’t be afraid to leave nasty reviews on yelp or glassdoor and also maybe key your boss’ car

[smellophone]

Colored concept sketches of Craig and Tweek

#I wish I had motivation to finish the art I start #but hey I’m a full time worker I shouldn’t be so hard on myself #art #my art #south park #south park fanart #sp fanart #sp craig #sp tweek #creek #sp creek #colored sketch

[the-eldritch-it-gay]

I was looking at apartments right and you know, even affordable apartments are like, literally more than 50% of my paycheck so completely infeasible when I also have loans, car payments, and medical expenses monthly and regular living expenses. And I’m just like. Hm. I don’t feel like this is like. Ethical. That my company can have me as a full time employee and not pay me enough to afford to live in my area. And I’m not even in a part of the country that’s known for super high living expenses (I mean it’s not the best, but)

Like. Idk. That seems like it should be illegal?

#also while my title is QA & Analyst #they are paying me basically the salary of a support desk worker #i know I don’t have much experience bcuz I’m only a year post university but idk #hm #like i know i shouldn’t complain because I have a salaried job for the first time and it’s one that doesn’t destroy my body #but just. hard not to look at shit. and think

[sonic-adventure-3]

dude i phrased that sonic v shadow post so wrong. in my head “more skilled” meant shadow relies on more specific skills like gunplay and chaos energy manipulation, and more theoretical knowledge, not that he’s generally more proficient. “raw power” is wholly undescriptive and invokes an image of brute force, which isn’t what i meant. sonic has significantly more actual experience and more honed movement. sonic is a very quick learner, and has dexterity and stamina off the charts. he’s most certainly not unskilled, not in general nor compared to shadow, so i supremely failed if i implied that.

in my head at least, shadow would’ve learned to fight in a controlled environment, if he had physical training at all. i imagine he’d be book smart, had a formal education and shit. either he learned and trained on the ark, or when gerald messed with his memories he implanted fighting knowledge too, baymax style, or something i guess. sonic learned to fight through actual experience, so sonic would be the one with far better battle sense and instincts, it’s like second nature to him rather than a studious pursuit. dude’s graceful as hell, makes everything look easy; no way in hell is he unskilled or less skilled than shadow. shadow’s skill is like, classical, whereas sonic’s is pure schmovement. but idk i’m just thinking aloud.

#rambles #shadow v sonic is more like. top of the class hard worker vs genius prodigy #they get similar scores but if the genius wanted to really apply himself he could be curing cancer or whatever #or something idk. my thoughts are hard for me to understand #more skilled was definitely misspoken. there’s a really narrow definition that i didn’t explain well enough where that rings true #in most other senses sonic is more skilled than shadow yeah #gah i hate realizing i’ve badly miscommunicated an idea i find fun #i need a disclaimer for every post i make like: #(THIS IS A FUN LINE OF THOUGHT I FIND INTERESTING. IT IS NOT ANALYSIS NOR DO I BELIEVE IT. IM PLAYING DOLLS) #dude i miss my old pinned post i’m just saying words recreationally #i don’t believe this post either i say shadow fights classically #but like i don’t know of any teachings that primarily involve kicking people in the back of the head and teleporting #it’s an interesting line of thought that provides an interesting contrast. regardless of if it’s literally true #i’m full of shit basically. i know that. i really don’t want to claim anything else #SORRY.

[waspgrave]

I applied for a position at my job bc I want BENEFITS but my coworker who sits right next to me is doing the interviews so ummmm I’m so scared and shy lol even though she and I have only ever had great interactions

#me looking at her like hi…what if u ALWAYS thought I was funny and a hard worker 👀 #I just want health insurance so bad 🥺 that isn’t the one I have that does Nothing #I’m SO brave applying for it. Rosie did too so either one of us is 👍👍👍 #if she gets it then spouse benefits AND I get to see her at work which is such a win #prawn posts

[fernisfat]

i can sense an argument brewing with my best friend and i hate it 😩

#he doesn’t seem to understand why i don’t want to stay with him and his boyfriend at their apartment and it’s like… #bud he literally openly talks shit about sex workers and he doesn’t let you have fun #i’m trying so hard to be supportive bc i know that it’s an unhealthy relationship and my friend needs me to be there for him #but i’m gonna have to very firmly set this boundary and he’s going to be upset #bc now unless i book a hotel i can’t really come visit and i don’t have hotel money until like next month #ugh it’s just a mess #fern whispers

[ilona-mushroom]

Things I did on company time; an incomplete list: whittle, discuss food, make food, look at pictures of food, look at pictures of knives, masturbate, sharpen a knife, eat food, look at tiktoks of a lesbian chopping wood with my 60 year old cishet coworker, nap, eat more food, build a birdhouse, smoke, text with my partner, scroll tumbr, make another birdhouse, read fanfiction, and eat yet more food.

#work #I’m a hard worker I swear #personal #I feel like I should clarify that I jacked off in the bathroom

[namehere-ro]

I know I’m reading too much into it

but when phil fit and the eggs talking to bob and they commented about his haircut and make over Q!Phil is first to point out the ankle bracelet (gps) and telling him about it that he being located all the time and saying “srry I didn’t how to tell you that” , that reminded me to c!Philza when he was put under house arrest he was given kinda the same thing ankle monitor , I think it’s was the first thing he noticed other than ofc bob hair(lol)

#qsmp philza #qsmp #Bob #Ankle bracelet duo😜 #lol #q!philza #q!fit #qsmp worker #Welter Bob #qsmp lore #dsmp lore #again I’m reading too much into it but it’s fun #idk what to do with this information #Or analysis #Or idk eng is hard #I feel it has the potential for angst #or not lol #idk I’m not writer #It’s probably just #phil being phil #I love his characters #philza minecraft #philza qsmp #(help how to tap) #Philza lore #don’t take it seriously

[amethystsoda]

Instead of going to Starbucks (since we all know their policies on current events 😒), I may try to visit my local library a bit more.

I know it’s more effort and a longer drive, but I really want to be in a community space more and meet people…

Edit: just realized the library is only open until 6pm and my (very conservative) family would probably notice if I changed my usual routine… 😢 I’ll continue trying to do what I can…

#it’ll take some adjusting but. i think it’ll be worth it in the long run #i’m sad bc i always took snacks to my starbucks worker friends #it’s hard bc it’s one of the only places open later other than bars in my small town #and one of the few places i could be openly queer #🥲🥲🥲 #i love my friends but i hate corportations #can the two be reconciled #amethyst rambles

[raplinesmoon]

a brief note:

i’m not usually very eloquent with my words, so if this is rough and i say something wrong or offensive, please forgive me, it’s been hard to piece together the right words. if there’s spelling errors, this is not proofread, and I’m sorry.

I’ve always maintained that writing and this blog is a safe space for me, a place to escape from the real world when I need it. but right now, what’s going on in the world isn’t something I can escape from. it’s robbed me of my sleep and my sanity. and honestly, writing and kpop just don’t even seem like valid enough escapes anymore, even though I feel immensely privileged to have these escapes in the first place. I feel numb. but it’s not even about me or this blog or any wips I have.

if you have five minutes to scroll through my blog, or any other kpop blog on Tumblr, I urge you to take another five minutes out of your day and learn about what’s going on in Gaza right now. do your own research, and uplift voices that aren’t being heard.

the beauty of being here is being able to connect with so many people far away, across the country or even across the world. if we can use our energy to celebrate our groups and our faves, we can also do the reverse.

life as we know it is being uprooted for so many people, the least we can do is be cognizant of that, to give some of our energy to mourn their losses and grieve alongside them. even better yet, we can hope alongside them that this reality doesn’t have to endure, that more innocent lives will not be lost.

if you get nothing else from this, I’ll leave you with this — if you’ve also been like me, feeling completely scared and horrified by what’s been unfolding, i see you. i feel your pain, and if you’re grieving, i feel your loss. i ask you to remember those on the other side of this who have a right to be even more scared and even more horrified, and who deserve your attention. the world is a complex and hard to understand place, but at the same time, it’s not. it’s brutal and violent. Please remember, that far beyond and political or religious debates, foreign economic and social policy, etc, when oppressors and bullies square off, and when people are power hungry, innocent lives are always in the middle of it. and that should be something that none of us are willing to be okay with.

if you want to stop reading here, that’s totally okay, otherwise check the tags to listen to me ramble on

#as a healthcare worker I can tell you the public health crisis that is unfolding right now as a result of greed and the desire for power #should be appalling to you #also this is not to meant to be a call out to anyone on my dash - just an explanation as to where my head is and why I can’t think straight #about writing or anything #the queue will continue to run #the fics will be written one day #but right now is not the moment for that #also like I said before I’m not engaging in any discourse on this blog - this isn’t something that benefits from people who are far removed #from the situation sitting thousands of miles away and debating about what ifs #when atrocities are unfolding in real time #like I said before it’s been hard for me and so many others to speak up or find the words to voice what’s been weighing so heavily on us #so in return all anyone asks if your kindness and ability to listen and to care #and it doesn’t even have to be on Tumblr - but I just hope that for energy anyone is giving bts/svt/atz/skz and others you’re also willing #to give that energy to humans irl #which shouldn’t even have to be said #but I said it anyway #personal #isi rambles #free Palestine 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

[howldean]

finding low-cost mental health resources for queer people is fucking impossible istg

#trying to make this resource list for the pride center we’ve made on campus and it’s so fucking hard to find shit!!!!!!! I SWEAR TO GOD!!!!! #i don’t want your six sessions of useless telehealth (while better than nothing) i need to know this therapist won’t think you’re crazy for #loving multiple people. lord sheesh istg. i swear. i’m so very done #and i love my therapist! he rocks! but he’s also so expensive and it’s a privilege to afford him #anyway. back to the grind. for anyone looking for a therapist go to psychology today’s therapist finder and input your shit!! #you can specialize faith and gender and lgbtq+/trans friendly and in their communities they can say they serve #kink allied. nonmonogamous allied. sex worker allied. etc etc!! pay attention to those

[nsfwitchy2]

See the thing about my job is that it’s incredibly physically draining and this further exacerbates the COVID fatigue I never fully recovered from because I ✨didn’t take time off and kept working instead✨

But the OTHER thing about my job is that like,,,, yeah I AM exhausted and dying but do you know how many puppies and kitties I get to pet in a day??? Today I got to carry a yorkie around that was the size of a squirrel. He gave me kisses. He was such a good boy.

#nsfwitchytalks #old woman yells at cloud #idk I keep thinking about this because it’s like…. hard to explain???? #I feel bad cause I keep telling people I can’t talk to them or do things because I’m tired #but then I post a bunch of cute stories from my job #and it’s like. I AM tired. #I NEED to monitor and limit how much energy I exert #because I’m exhausted #I was in the hospital #and then I had to fill out tons of paperwork for workers comp #like as SOON as I got out of the hospital #and then I got life insurance and that was its own hassle #and then I got COVID #and I didn’t really take time off so I got hella burnt out #but…. I do genuinely enjoy my job #so it’s hard to be like ‘yeah I’m tired btw here’s all the fun shit I did’

[weinerhutcircus]

to whoever might have them, please return Gearshift’s strange little toys back to him. I can see the decrease in his work quality and it’s driving me nuts.

#it’s just #it’s a complete turn off! #in a co-worker kind of way #you know? #I can’t stand seeing him like this! #genuinely! #I don’t know if you guys knew this but I’m very fond of hard WORKING men. #that work hard. #as an employed man myself #of course. #he says it’s mostly funny to him but he keeps taking bathroom breaks (NOT NORMAL) and I’m pretty sure he’s um getting emotional in there #not to put him on the spot #but I am genuinely concerned! #seeing a fellow man so sad like that just! it just makes me so soft! you know! #🛑