#I’m so fucking goddamn ANGRY

[idsb]

Holy fuck I am so ANGRY and idk what to do

#basically like. okay I was hired for the job I have rn with the intent of being a ‘part time’ employee #I am currently a ‘casual’ employee which means no benefits and no promised hours #but I’ve been working 35 hours/week #to compensate for missing out on those things ‘casuals’ get $5/hour extra #I was TOLD that casuals also did not get overtime pay or holiday pay or anything #and then was told I had to get my paperwork to transition in to part time submitted RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY #or else it wouldn’t be in until the new year #right okay so I wanted the 250% salary increase for holiday pay on Christmas and NY’s so I got the paperwork in #only to discover #after I got the fucking paperwork in #that casuals ALSO GOT 250% PAY ON CHRISTMAS #and the same overtime pay rules as part time employees #the only difference is paid leave and I won’t work there long enough for paid leave to matter that much #SO I BASICALLY JUST THREW $5/HOUR INTO THE DUMPSTER #and now I have to work 4 days a week to make what I was making working 3 days a week????? #when I already fucking hate this job??? #and like idt it was intentional but I was mislead by my boss like she had the incorrect information #and it would’ve been one thing if I knew this in advance so I just ~*oopsies*~ didn’t get the paperwork in #but now that I DID get the paperwork in I can’t undo it without being like hey yeah I actually don’t want the entire reason why I was hired #I’m so fucking goddamn ANGRY #idk what the fuck to do #like that’s $200 entire dollars less per week #LIKE $1000/MONTH #ONE FUCKING PLANE RIDE HOME PER MONTH #I had started feeling like things were turning around as well and life just fucking DECKS me all over again #I don’t know what the fuck to do #I can’t fucking believe this

[theneedyseaflea]

#roe v wade #abortion #pregnancy #ectopic #miscarriage #Supreme Court #old white men #woman’s rights #we have regressed as a nation #it’s the fucking end times #I’m so fucking angry at this goddamn bullshit #hands off my uterus

[luanneclatterbuck]

Banana bread, secret ingredient: mayo. 👆

Took the oldest shopping for a graduation present 👇

Did some porch planting/decorating with the youngest 👇

Not my cat but like…👇

#just trying to keep this depression at bay because holy shit #this has been a trying fucking time #there so much I should be enjoying but I’m just angry and sad all the goddamn time

[godblooded]

….fucking Spotify requires you to buy more fucking audiobook credits????

#ooc. o kaptain. #[me: finds a single thing that gives me serotonin. that thing: lmao $$$$$$$$$$$ #so fucking angry. I went to literally play it and it was like ☺️ buy more audiobook credits!!! are you fucking??? serious???? what is this #shit ‘insert token to listen to audiobook’???? I PAY for your PREMIUM SUBSCRIPTION YOU FUCKS. goddamn it. GODDAMN IT. I just can’t enjoy a #goddamn single thing in this life. today. TODAY it needed to do this to me. after we find out a million messy things about my aunt’s #disability leave. this is so rad. I love having a life that’s not a fucking life it’s just a goddamn void. trying desperately to enjoy #anything but I assume within ten minutes it’ll tell me I’m paywalled even if I’m in a fucking park smoking a j. I want to go somewhere. I #want to go fucking anywhere. I want to scream into nowhere for the next nine hours for so many reasons but all I can do is stare. genuinely #wish I could have a five minute goddamn break. I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired. waiting constantly for every good thing to fall apart #because WHY WOULDNT IT? OF COURSE IT WILL.] #negativity /

[mars-ipan]

GODDD.

#marzivents #to preface. i am SLIGHTLY buzzed. as in i have had a single mimosa almost an hour ago #today there has been a… weird??? energy with the family?? #my mom and dad are on two different frequencies today but like they’re managing so whatever #my brother and i have been normal i suppose #but we’ve been all together for a little bit to celebrate the new uear and such #clock hits 12. we celebrate. everybody has One mimosa. not a lot at all #that buzz hits me and i’m hanging out. i’m feeling good! #my brother says something or other and we start the motions of one of our go-to sibling disagreements you know the type #and my mother cuts me off says like ‘let’s all relax’ or whatever. i didn’t feel that angry but like?? sure? fine whatever #we stop and i move on. once again not a huge deal to me #then my dad does smth or other. my mom’s been razzing him all day so i decide alright i will also razz him. a little lighthearted teasing #it is NOTHING different from what i normally do. just slightly more frequent #and my dad goes ‘i can’t have an opinion on anything huh?’ and i- committed to the bit- go ‘no <3’ with a smile on my face #like i am simply wanting to fuck around!! the way you do with friends! that is all i am doing! #i get in some other thing with my brother for like .2 seconds before my mom tells us to ‘stop fighting’ again. alright cool #this sort of thing continues. and the air in the room becomes super tense for some goddamn reason??? #eventually my dad heads to the garage and my brother follows. while they’re gone my mom tells me i need to cool it and i’m being aggressive #i???? huh???? what??? #i was gonna turn to HER and crack a joke like ‘how do you get them to understand that loud doesn’t mean angry?’ #because that’s an issue SHE has all the damn time! i was gonna turn to her and bond! but she says that before i can even start to #so my attempt to ease the remaining tension in the room is dead on arrival. in fact the room is even TENSER #maybe it was the champagne or smth but it just fucking got to me. i shut up and turn away and start trying to collect myself #i’m realizing two things. 1- my emotions are less in my control right now and i cannot collect myself here. 2- I Need To Fucking Scream #so i silently pack up and head to my room. my mom knows better and asks no questions #as i was typing this post my brother walks in. i shoo him out without words but he tries to ask questions so i just repeat until he gets it #i feel fucking insane. what the fuck did i DO???? i literally was just fucking razzing. i do that all the time #and sure. i was louder. and yeah it was probably slightly more razzing than i normally would. but i DO NOT FUCKING GET how those two things #would cause as MUCH of a reaction as they did!!! like. i . hello??? #the rest is in the replies bc i am out of tags but i am not out of feelings

[ralofofriverwoods]

Whoever made this stupid fucking Adblock thing for YouTube should get sucked straight to the deepest pits of hell. Immediately. They obviously don’t contribute anything other than greed and misery

#random #I am once again angry #because even when I have the goddamn Adblock off I still can’t watch YouTube on my computer #jump off a fucking building or smth I’m not picky like ffs #anyways I will be forever angered about this but I am not actively lighting a Molotov cocktail so #I’m better now ig

[emeraldcreeper]

The way books are marketed now gives me fucking hives like it’s cool that you can find a romantic comedy where there’s fake dating (which is less fun when it’s characters I have to learn to care about it seems or I read a Bad One) but like I get so frustrated when all I read on a review is “this sapphic romance with xyz and trope trope trope is soooo spicy!” Just say it’s a romantic comedy with sex scenes, half the time they’re bad and awkward I just want lesbian porn that’s done well! And ain’t spiiicy scenes like cool I’d love to see good ones that aren’t written in to be there to say it’s spicy gimmie good porn in the romance novel make me love the characters instead of going oh they tick 3/5 diversity boxes that’s… so cool.

#I also forgot that sapphic ≠ lesbian so I accidentally read an awful m/f romance that was so British i dnf’ed it #I just want good romance novels and I feel like I’ve read them all now #and I hate ya I wanna see 40 year old women FUCK #I like new adult it’s fun ya is fine I’m just aged out of it most of the way so I just sorta go awwww babies! #instead of oh yes my age group #I just trawled a fucking book blog for sapphic books and got angry #when it’s tagged like fanfic I don’t know who the characters are #fics are tagged like that cause you care about the characters already #you don’t have to SAY it’s rivals to lovers say it’s a steamy romance between rivals who discover their relationship is a bit more than that #is it booktok books yeah but I can’t fucking find lesbians making out anywhere goddamn else #I think I’m gonna reduce myself to going back on goddamn goodreads #plus lgbt is in one category and I like m/m romance just fine but I’d like separate categories #so I don’t squint and ask myself if that’s a woman or not #I finished a very good series and I’m mad I can’t find more like it that’s my issue

[mitzirockerextendeduniverse]

‘fellas, is it antifascist to let fascists into power to own the libs’

#irl politics #mine #first person who posted this turned off reblogs so i’m reposting it bc i’m so angry #second goddamn time i’ve almost been pulled into a youtube-based radicalisation pipeline #trump might support netenyahu’s attempt to flatten gaza 100% but at least he ain’t a fucking lib amirite #shaunvids #israel/palestine #breadtube #is dead to me #letting theofascists take over your country to preserve your own moral purity

[stonechild]

thinking i should just become a greedy bisexual slut just like they always said i would be when i was THIRTEEN im like i like girls and boys and they’re like you’re gonna have to pick someday NO i pick everyone all the time whoever and whenever and as many as i want i’m going to start embodying the bisexual everyone hates fuck you

#i’m not gonna go around breaking up relationships or anything but goddamn can’t a girl just be horny…:( apparently not #im choosing happiness anyways so fuck you ! #god this makes me so angry #shadow #talk

[kissmefriendly]

Anytime someone from outside the UK (Americans) feel like they can talk about the current situation and give what they think are ‘intelligent’ and ‘rational’ arguments as to why Boris Johnson is amazing and should be PM, actually, I lose 10 years of my life and gain 1 enemy

#uk politics #coming from a nation of people who elected trump that’s real goddamn rich #’they kicked him out because he was on a zoom call and social distancing from other ppl he wasn’t bad!’ ‘he managed brexit!’ #’he guided the country through an apocalyptic few years!!! of course he’s good!!’ #I really hate arguing politics because I get so angry #sorry but if you live in a country where human rights are being stripped away where children going to school is dangerous #where you commit crimes against humanity everyday on the borders and call it ‘Just another weekend’ then stfu #I’m not even English lol but I fucking live here so hurray

[luminescentturtle]

actually still pissed abt ahsoka. my children what have they done to you.

#this post brought to you by THAT’S NOT MY CHILD #sabine is NOT a fucking jedi #AHSOKA IS NOT A GODDAMN JEDI DAVE FILONI DID YOU WATCH YOUR OWN FUCKING SHOW #HERA WOULD NEVER EVER JUST LEAVE THE EZRA MISSION LIKE THAT. AUTHORITY BE DAMNED SHE WAS LITERALLY A MAIN CHARACTER IN A SHOW CALLED REBELS #THRAWN IS NOT AN IDIOT AND AHSOKA IS NOT. A DAMN. JEDI #so angry forever and ever they should’ve just made a rebels 2 #should’ve animated it. #when i wanted to see ezra again I DIDN’T MEAN LIKE THIS #star wars negativity #ahsoka negativity #turtle talks #guys i’m so mad abt this show and i don’t know why it was doomed from the start #but… how could you sideline chopper like that #let’s talk abt the REAL problem here. that treatment of chopper was just irredeemable

[doveofdeath]

also love how it feels like my friends hate me all the time and don’t want me around because i’m fucking annoying to them but they won’t say anything because they’re too nice

#if i could punch my one friend i would #she fucking deserves it #she’s been such a bitch to me lately for no goddamn reason other than she has a boyfriend now and nothing else matters #because she’s a sheltered little insecure princess with fairytale fantasies of a perfect high school romance that’ll never fucking happen #because this is the fucking real world and perfect relationships don’t exist #also her bf is an asshole #god i just wanna beat the shit out of someone i’m so fucking angry

[ckerouac]

My sister gave me fucking Covid for Christmas.

#i knew it i knew it #she said she tested and it was negative but was just a cold #I asked her to wear a mask and she refused #I’m pretty sure she lied about testing before she came over #i’m so fucking angry #I avoided it for nearly three years #goddamn it #I finally FINALLY had a few days off #but noooo #at least I’ve had all my boosters

[queen-beefcake-sqx]

hey. hey body. am i a fucking joke to you.

(tmi body talk in tags)

#say more sadie #I am SCREAMING IN FURY RN #so I’m on Nexplanon for birth control and it’s been the best thing in the world #specifically because it’s flat shut off my periods for the last eight years #basically I’ve gone my entire twenties without a single period #until fucking TONIGHT #because APPARENTLY i’ve been so stressed and overwhelmed that even though I’m a year off from a replacement #GUESS WHO STARTED HER PERIOD #I’m mad I’m angry someone just remove my goddamn uterus I don’t want it #I’m gonna write fanfic about fem Kim having miserable periods and Harry being sweet but dumb to cope

[littlebabynothingz]

“bUt YoU’rE sO sMaLL”

NO. NO IM NOT.

NOT UNTIL I AM ACTUALLY UNDERWEIGHT ARE YOU ALLOWED TO CALL ME “SMALL”

#idk why it makes me mad #i feel like i don’t deserve it #shut up cass #cass needs therapy #i’m in an angry mood tonight #thanks to my gf’s parents being idiots #but i feel like i’m NOT small so if you call me small you’re lying #or at least you don’t know what ‘small’ fucking looks like #i feel like an asshole for thinking this way #but goddamn i’m a mess #let me be messy #cass.txt

[moonjade]

Things always get way too overwhelming for me to the point where I want to start screaming or crying

#text #personal #was trying to do an at home Covid test and it was too fucking overwhelming #there were too many things in the box and the instructions sheet was too big with too many steps #there were too many Noises going on in my house and all i could focus on was the fucking Noises #couldn’t read the fucking instructions sheet to save my life #it was way too fucking much so i just shoved the shit back in the box but couldn’t get everything in there so I just threw it on the counter #and left. i couldn’t fucking deal with it #went to my room and got into bed and wanted to scream so fucking bad #like the fucking urge to scream was so hard to ignore. i wanted to scream or cry or break things. ANYTHING #ended up bawling my eyes out and now I’m just fucking angry as fuck again #why the fuck are things so goddamn fucking OVERWHELMING #LIKE EVERYTHING IS SO OVERWHELMING! AND I KEEP HEARING TOO MANY FUCKING NOISES!!!!! #LIKE SHUT UP 😭 SERIOUSLY I CANT FUCKING DEAL ANYMORE #anyways I’m shaking bc I’m so fucking upset and mad and pissed the fuck off and all I want to do is throw things and smash things #every emotion I feel is so fucking overwhelming and it’s the only thing I can focus on #like it’s overpowering. all encompassing. how the fuck do people not feel like this whenever they experience an Emotion #and my arms fucking hurt. and I’m warm as fuck #ugh please just kill me. please