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solarisposting · 5 months

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I just read a goodreads book review that made me angrier than any inconsequential thing has made me in a WHILE. I loved the book, and I'm not a good critic of novels (or anything); I'm decent at analysis to be fair, but I like a read or I don't (on a spectrum of course).

But good goddamn, this review reeked with pretension and was written like the most unbearable food or music critic's diatribes. Adult character is lost in life, makes stupid choices out of grief/running away from issues/thinking distance from community will help/doesn't act logically as a character in a horror plot? Childish and not very bright! A large bustling family coming together for a major cultural and spiritual threat and asking the same damn questions over and over again, repeating the same arguments, etc.? Tiresome and muddled! Bro is your family (bio or chosen) totally chill? Have you never at least seen (in media or in others' lives) annoying family members beating dead horses for days on end out of concern and love and lack of knowing how else to help???

Dude I dunno, it just felt like legitimate criticisms one might have if they dislike a book or parts of its structure, but then those criticisms were a molehill buried beneath a mountain of hating some super fuckin' flawed characters making wild and awful choices in a time of grief and isolation. Screaming!!!!

#this was a review about Bad Cree by Jessica Johns which i gave five stars btw #i am unreasonably pissed lmao #it was like...just. gripes for the sake of bitching and being unhappy woth a short read that didn't hit typical horror benchmarks. dumb.#it's about multiple generations of cree women in the same family and naturally had a LOT to do with the cumture #and experiences and practices and just. daily lives of cree women mixed with A Horror Plot #but i was still sooo reminded of the chaos and aggravation and love and power and hurt and again love #of when the women on my mom's side of the family congregate #and the connections and rifts and stories memories legends among us all that get passed around rather than #passed down because it all feels so circular. we all repeat ourselves endlessly lmao #like this made me yearn for my family because i saw and felt them in this cast of characters #i'm not indigenous or canadian but i still saw myself and my family in this book and it was such a unique experience #bc it was so goddamn familiar in the midst of learning about this horror plot and how it mixed with cree culture #im emotional and tired and not explaining myself well. but JESUS i cannot wait for Johns to publish her next work #ann with an ie

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foxgloveinspace · 7 months

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*cracks open a starbucks energy drink*

hey guys, I know I've done this like, 80 times, but I'm pretty sure I'm bi with a preference of men. I'll probably still say I'm a gay, but like. just so y'all know.

#very much so #idk coming out is dumb but I thought I'd let y'all know lmao #i mean..... idk...#women pretty. want to hold hand.... men pretty. want to hold hand.... you feel me??#also have some gender fuckery going on. i am a guy but I don't hate how i look and also I think i don't hate being called a girl and also I #want to look like a girl but also I want to look like a girl who doens't have a hard time passing as a guy when I want to and I also don't #want anyone who knows me to call me a girl I just want my friends and family to call me a guy thanks #also anon is off if your gonna be a t/e/r/f be a t/e/r/f to my fucking FACE you coward! I'm not a girl and I'm not a bi girl (tho i am bi)#I am a bi guy who says fuck gender you here me?#I have had many anons who pissed me off ok?? Anon used to be off on my blog for years and years for a reason lmao #idkkkkkk where this is going tbh.. thanks for reading my rant

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arashi-no-saxlphone · 22 days

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I'm thinkin maybeeeee more c.S jump cancel backward > fuck off on Axl pressure for certain MUs. Fucking around with Wild Assault for longer blockstrings and pressure is cool and works sometimes but I think if I just play slower at certain intervals and back off and force them to play "Axl's Whacky Maze" (neutral) again I'm more likely to win games. Pretty sure most of my losses and missteps come from pretending I'm Sol Badguy and not giving up my shitty pressure which leads into overextensions and then me dying, and the other times it's leading into a crummy post wallbreak situation without a HKD or sucky damage because Axl Low hates killing people. Which is fine it's how it should be but if I keep refusing to accept that this is Neutral Zoner Man most of the time then I'm just gonna piss myself off and wonder why I'm losing LOL.

#sairambles #guilty gear #ggst #axl low #just kinda rambly stuff from me watching back certain games #I'm much more satisfied since caring less about ELO #it's not like you can fall out of celestial for the month or anything so I might as well just take it as #“Consistent games with other psychopaths”#that being said I do get clowned on and super pissed off sometimes still LOL #man I need Sol Badguy's knees broke a litte he's so fucking dumb right now #that man is never in an RPS situation that's not at least slightly in his favor #which I don't mind or anything cause he's Sol Badguy he SHOULD be top tier imo #but dude some of this feels preeetty undeserved LOL

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scoreplings · 10 months

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i hate when i do stupid shit that i know will make me more upset and then i get more upset

#I KNEW. EXACTLY WHAT WOULD HAPPEN.#and i did it anyway.#literally crying so hard i keep almost throwing up but 👍#so so so glad i don't have to go to work tomorrow anyway #i know i'll be okay i am just so sick of all of it #its not fair and i know life doesn't have to be fair and usually isnt but i hate it anyway #why does somebody who treated me like shit get to be happy and living his best life #while i'm killing myself trying to help other people and just get left feeling like that #it's stupid and i hate it #ughh and i KNOW putting your whole life into helping people is not a path to happiness and happiness is not why i do it. i just want to help #people. but it sucks so bad that i gave up a year of my life and so much more and at the end of it i get nothing #meanwhile people who suck get to be so so happy.#rrr it's dumb i don't even have to know what he's up to but i can't stop myself from looking.#it was fine for months because he wasn't happy he was a miserable asshole.#but he's better now. and i should be glad because that means the world is a slightly better place #but i'm not. i'm hurt and i'm pissed off.#i was supposed to be WITH HIM when he did all that. and i would be if he hadn't been such a shithead.#AUGHHH i'm sad and angry at the same time and i hate it.

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sentimental-sil · 1 year

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okay to be honest actually I don't know why I took that phone call when I knew it wasn't gonna make me feel good. like I did productive things literally all day (which yea made me feel good to get things done that I've been meaning to-) but realistically sacrificed my whole day with the plan to at least do something somewhat enjoyable for the evening and then what do I end up doing. take a phone call I've been avoiding for months cuz yes I feel guilty for avoiding it til now but look at what it is: a solid 15 mins of the most racist BS followed by another 15 of more racism but this time in the form of glorification, followed by 15 More mins of "everything sucks" plus family history I want no part in. all super fun to listen & be subjected to by someone who literally doesn't and never will even understand an OUNCE of who I am.

#should've just ignored it. (like i have been all winter). or cut it short at the Very least...........#anyway. I'm just spewing complaints it just feels so fuckin dumb. ''oh well i hope you got do something fun for your birthday.. do you have #any plans?''#like lady I WAS JUST ABOUT TO DO SOMETHING FUN but now i guess I'm not!!!!!#agghhhhhhhhhHhhhhHHH #anyway. anyway anyway anyway.#i have plans for friday And i technically already celebrated a bit over the weekend so. it's really not a big deal I'm just so fuckin.#pissed off to be honest.#so stupid

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shevr · 2 years

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boycotting fails because 90% of even good-intentioned people keep doing a ok this megacorporation hoards money and destroys the planet but i like the show they make and ppl should watch it tho

#this is about the show that has the rings #somehow seeing people prefacing their opinions with yes i know bezos bad but show good !! feels worse #like pulling a 'no homo' on capitalism #im being a hypocrite because it's easy for me to not consume much content #since im still always so apathetic towards watching new shows or watching anything at all #+ i've been thinking about doing the affiliate status thing on twtch at some point anyway so like #kindof an amazon shill on that too. awesome. good job #ofc it's more complex than that on many points #like there's a whole other debate to be had about appreciating the work of the people who actually make the content and stuff etc etc #i guess #idk i'm too dumb to have smart thoughts honestly. I'm just pissed and tired about things #shevr

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roxannepolice · 1 year

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#sotto voce ranting to polish paintings time!#this is #and who's above me?#by kazimierz mikulski #and i think even many poles aren't aware of the fact that we had people painiting surreal cats and rhinos too so fyi #and i'm not even particularly pissed but searching for this took me half an hour so now i have to do sth with it sunken costs and all #anyway a post about doctor who working best when they're a a regular dude obv resulted in a new battle in the war of the three showrunners #as to which was the biggest offender #or rather first the consensus ttc was dumb seems to hold strong #and i don't even want to wager in but there's an argument against rtd that i really don't like #because yes his doctors are oncoming storms and timelords victorious but when it comes to veing universally recognised as THE DOCTOR #then no this is moffat's #rtd's doctors get recognized as THE LAST OF THE TIME LORDS #and feel how you wish about destruction of gallifrey 1.0 but that's DOESN'T comtradict the doctor being generally a fail as a timelord #i mean imagine of the doctor was a unicorn ok? if you really like or fear unicorns or want unicorn hair for your spells and there's only 1 #you take what you can #and that doesn't change the fact that the unicorn is lame on two legs kinda bald white as a snow by the end of march in a polluted city #and you have to take its word that a sorry bump on its forehead is in fact a horn #ranting so maybe i'll finally sleep

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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 2 years

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#couldn't figure out why i got so irritated just before leaving work #so many things just not working and then someone took away the vehicle i needed to bring home today and abandoned it in another yard #so that was annoying #but i was just like 'why am i getting so pissed it's not that big of a deal'#but now i'm sitting here scrolling tumblr and feeling Emotions™ at all the Moon Knight posts on my dash #and my eyes started watering which then started BURNING #and I remembered I flashed my self really badly again today cause my battery is dying so switching settings is finicky #so that's the second day this week of getting a bad flash #you would not believe how awful it affects the whole body #like my entire body is physically exhausted in a way that work in general does not give me #head aching eyes burning emotions out the wazoo #it sucks yo #kee speaks #and now i need to clean my house and get a bag packed sometime in the next like 16 hours #oh and for some dumb reason todays Halo episode is taking forever to download 😩

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carolinanadeau · 13 days

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oh THERE are the nasty horrible people I wanted to block

#ok I promise I am not going to expose myself to more upsetting content! swear to God!#but I just found someone AWFUL with the worst things to say #it's okay. deep breaths #this is a little setback but I will forget it soon!#what was going ON on this website in the '10s #sometimes I think it's better to leave such people unblocked so I could possibly 'convert' them if they see my posts #(one of them is no longer an active blog since 2013. and maybe the other feels differently after years have passed)#but no. fuck you #this is why I have trust issues with a certain fanbase.#my original post #actually it's annoying that I'm this pissed off at something that was probably written by a dumb teenager #but I don't think EVERYone saying and agreeing with those things was a kid #and I've seen adults say the same and worse!!

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nutelloona · 19 days

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my friend got back together with his shitty ass boyfriend and I'm trying so, SO hard to be chill about it but this pissed me off so much I almost blocked him seriously

why would you come to me for advice, keep me talking for 3 hours about how fucking stupid it is to get back together with someone so goddamn self-centred, egotistical, manipulative, reckless and UGLY that was making your life a living hell for the last ENTIRE YEAR just to go ahead and date him again anyway

at this point fuck you and your trash of a man, if wanna act stupid don't come to me to complain about him ever again, I'm gonna kick you in the balls and block you everywhere, don't fucking try me

#homofobia às vezes é inevitável sabe #viado burro do caralho #que ódio #se o cara ao menos fosse bonito pra justificar o fogo no rabo ou coisa assim mas NEM ISSO #don't ever give an ugly man a chance I mean it #they feel entitled to do anything to you bc if you can forgive how bad he looks you can forgive everything else #I'm so fucking pissed #dumb bitch

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fmhobeus · 1 month

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so, nerdy loser college boy choso *sighs* *opens legs*

a/n: just so you know, this man is gonna make you do all the hard work for a piece of that loser boy dick 😮‍💨 so... um so at some point around 2000 words in i realised this is way more than a hc post :3 eat it up if you will!

nerdy!choso who borderline has no friends except his gaming buddies who doesnt meet irl like ever. he doesnt like going to classes, especially this one. he doesnt need it but it's a requirement for all first years. and boy is glad it is when he sees you come in.

nerdy!choso who only listens to discussions when you're talking. suddenly he needs to put down his headphones and nod at every word you're saying. his eyes follow every gesture of your hand, every sway of your ass, every single time you fix your hair.

nerdy!choso who is starting to get a bit enamored with you, your style, your way of speaking. he loses track of time gawking at you in class from the last benches as you prettily do all the work in the class. he hates how beautifully your hair falls on your face, how nicely your clothes fit you despite being pretty modest for college. he hates how he can see the silhouette of your tits when you turn to the side. but he's too much of a gentleman to keep looking.

nerdy!choso who ends a game early when he remembers you, lying and saying that he had promised someone to meet them somewhere. the place is his bathroom and the person was you. god, you really shouldn't wear those tight jeans to class y'know? how will he continue to be a gentleman if you do?

nerdy!choso who despises groupwork but prays to dear god this class has some reason to pair you two together. he's getting so desperate to talk to you knowing damn well he too pussy to do it on his own. and the lord answers his prayers, the teacher assigns groups of three for a presentation. it's you, him and some slacking trust fund baby.

nerdy!choso who is about to combust and have a full blown panic attack when he sees you approach him after class with that smile on your face that would make the angels swoon. you're going on about distributing the work equally and what not while he is trying his fucking hardest to not accidently make eye contact with you and piss his pants : (

nerdy!choso who now has your name, your number and your email and he feels like the happiest man on earth. his hands are literally shaking as he responds to your request to call. he's overthinking every word he types.

choso: yeah i can do wednesday. choso: i'll be okay with whatever day you want.

nerdy!choso who hops on video call and short circuits with a view of you in an oversized band tee and a brief view of your room. why did you have to be this pretty? why did you have to video call him when you couldve done the work on text? why did you have to put your hair up like that? why oh why did you have you say "choso? hey, you there?" so seductively to bring him back to the present?

nerdy!choso who gets like no work done in a 30 minute call which felt like three hours. he knew he would hardly be paying attention so decided to record the call with your consent, saying he'd need the notes you were typing out on screen only to play it back and stroke his dick to you for what might've have been the twentieth time this week. his strokes only getting faster as you say his name in that voice he imagines sounds way better moaning and screaming it instead.

nerdy!choso who, after the presentation, is on greeting terms with you when he sees you studying in the library. he sits as far away from you as he can while still being able to see you. occupying the coziest corner of the library to stare at you study right when you come up to him.

"can i join you, choso? i'm all alone and your space seems comfy" you say with a smile, "of course, i dont mean to disturb you, is saw you were on your own too, so..."

uh oh, uh oh, uh oh. god no. please no. please dont say yes. please dont be staring at her like some dumb idiot (too late) please.

"uh... yeah sure why not?" he awkwardly says as he makes room for you to keep your things. he was such an idiot for thinking he could say no to your pretty face in the first place.

nerdy!choso who is absolutely drunk on your scent. it feels way better than any alcohol he's ever had. he feels like an animal in heat when he smells your sugary perfume mixed with the styrofoam-y air conditioned smell of the library. you're gonna kill him, yknow? how is he supposed to respond to this? what is one to do when their stupid college crush sits next to them? he gives you a half smile before furiously typing away on reddit, the only place with answers for losers like him.

nerdy!choso whose hands. oh his hands. (can be i a big whore for a second?) his long hands that feel like they're the size of your face. his kempt, beautiful and trimmed nails. his lengthy fingers that seem to yearn for something more to foddle with than just the keyboard or controller. he typed as such an insane pace it made your pussy ache. he was going so fast, jesus. those hands were meant to do more than just ask "how to talk to girls" on reddit.

nerdy!choso who (on the advice of reddit) asks if you would want him to order something for you. you tell you had a frappuccino not too long ago and that it was quite sweet and filling. and he hates himself for thinking that he could give you something much sweeter and filling than that like a horny fourteen year old.

nerdy!choso who is now determined to not come off as a creep so he does his work with the focus of four adderalls. he is typing as fast as his heartbeat, not realising he got two classes worth of work done in just an hour. he looks over at you, blissfully unaware of the absolute war in his mind.

nerdy!choso who feels as though if he doesn't muster up the courage to ask you out right then and there, he'll probably be the biggest loser on the planet. (as if he wasn't already)

nerdy! pathetic! choso who stutters a million times and barely gets the job done then too. his eyes are scanning your entire being (trying his best to not gawk at your tits) for any sign of discomfort.

"so- uhh so ummm... wo-would you, like, uh... like to do this again? sometime?... i got a.. a lot of work done today, so.."

oh heavens, the sheer nervousness in his tone makes you want to pull his pants down and show him how to really get work done.

you agree with a smile, even suggesting a better, more ambient (more romantic) cafe to study in. choso's heart is about to burst and flood the fucking library with his blood the way it is beating at an alarming rate.

"umm yeah uh 5 sounds... awesome... i hope it isn't a-a bother to you?" "no way, choso. i loved today," you offer him a smile as you gather your things, "i really like your hair, by the way" "i like your hair too, y-y-you smell very nice", he gulps.

fuck. why did he say that? what? you smell nice? who says that? is he like ten? you can't help but giggle at the sheer embarassment on his face.

he feels as though he's gonna melt into a puddle and turn to stone and throw up all at the same time.

nerdy!choso who is the most stupidly hot guy you've ever met, you think as you go giggling back to your dorm. mental note: pick a skimpy outfit for 5pm ;)

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