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landograndprix · 3 months

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╰┈➤ ❝ desire • l.n c.l ❞ x

part nine - part eleven

➪ Charles hasn't paid much attention to you after your daughter was born but a certain Brit does.

➪ and while there's a lot of things you still need to work on, this is a great start to the new, beter chapters of your life

➪ established relationship mom!reader x dad!Charles x lando

➪ I think we needed a lil' cute to calm our tits 🥰 also, absolutely gobsmacked by the love this fic is getting and how involved you all are with it, you guys are seriously the best and I love y'all so much 😘

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milliexoxo replied to your story

milliexoxo

someone's getting laid tonight

guessing you're not coming home tonight 🤪

y/nusername

go back to your coloring book

milliexoxo

wow, okay..I see how it is

no but seriously, are you coming back tonight or are you staying with lando so I can double lock the house lmao

y/nusername

staying in monaco, will be back tomorrow

milliexoxo

nice, I'll see you tomorrow then

have fun and don't do things I wouldn't do 😘

y/nusername

okay mom 😘

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y/nusername

📍 London, United Kingdom

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y/nusername fifty shades of earl grey. 🇬🇧

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norry4 cute, lando took them to England 😭

milliexoxo talk british to me

milliexoxo not pictured, y/n losing her mind over a bookshop

↳ y/nusername that wasn't a shop, that was heaven.

milliexoxo okay..nerd

landoscar i agree with y/n, every book shop is heaven

yukisan girl stop bullying your mom, we've warned you before 😭

milliexoxo I'm a rebel, I don't listen to no one

y/nusername big imagination for such a little girl

norrizz god I just know zoë is getting spoiled by stepdad lando 😭

carlandooo Charles crying in a corner rn

↳ charliecharlie I mean that's his own fault lmfao

carlandooo true 💀

bradleyfewtrell please tell me you met max 😂

↳ landomax I just know millie will bully max relentlessly 😂

bradleyfewtrell and I just know y/n would get along with max and pietra so well!

norrizzlandoo lando and zoë 😭😭

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milliexoxo

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milliexoxo your typical tourist on tour.

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maxwellmax lmfao yes max 💀

landonorris ❤️ I nodnol?

↳ milliexoxo oh my god you're so funny lando!!!!!!!

norry4 took me a second 😂

landonorizzzz he's taking his annoying stepdad duties seriously 😭

landoscar I feel sorry for the people who don't follow millie and miss out on all this

charlieslec did she just casually expose lando and y/n??

↳ norry4 are you new here? 😂

maxfewtrell but why?

↳ milliexoxo because I can 🥰

yukisan are we all just going to ignore the fact that Logan Sargeant is hiding in the likes? Yes? Cool 😭

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y/nusername week 6. 🇺🇸

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landonorizzzz aw lando finally made it to the feed normally instead of the soft launch bullshit 😇

charlesgirlies zoë 🥺😭

milliexoxo look at my girlfriend living her best life, floating around ❤️

norry4 are we official? Hellooo can I finally fully unleash thr landoy/n shipper in me?! 🥺

yourmumsuser my little zoë 🤩🤩

chilisainz zoe being the unbothered queen that she is

landonorris my girls ❤️

↳ landoscar SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT UUUUUUUP 😭

yesrislando brb going to take a bath with my toaster

maxmaxmax man's really pulled a max and stole another driver's girl and child 💀

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Lando taglist: @beatricemiruna @simp-for-fictional-people @landossainz @christianpulisic10 @bored-brunette2 @i83andrew

#lando norris x reader #lando norris x you #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc #lando norris #lando norris fanfic #charles leclerc fanfic #f1 x reader #formula one x reader #lando x reader #charles x reader

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love-belle · 7 months

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and at every table, i'll save you a seat !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which once again, the fans speculate that they broke up but they're better than that and better than ever.

for when you're gonna spend your life laughing with them. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader

warnings - language

author's note - im gonna cry tumblr deleted THIS AHISKAKSJSKAKAKAKWK anyway i hope u like this i love u sm <3

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username silently dying in the corner until she posts a post saying "ILYSMSMSMSMSM" for charles bc yes im THAT traumatised

username taylor swift needs to ban her from listening to her music

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charles_leclerc mon amour ma via mon cœur ( my love my life my heart )

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username MY parents

username you're laughing. they just trolled us for the third time and you're laughing.

danielricciardo don't remember much of last night but london rules

-> charles_leclerc mate the wedding was in monte carlo

-> danielricciardo really?

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username tearing up i feel like i watched them grow up

charles_leclerc thank you, chérie ❤️

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charles_leclerc forever with you 😘

-> yourusername doesn't sound too bad 💌

username i'll be telling my kids about this

landonorris come and pick me up from london pls

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-> landonorris fuck you

username lando and daniel are in london when the wedding in MONACO whatcthefuck

#f1 x reader #f1 x female reader #f1 imagines #social media au #fake instagram imagines #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc x y/n #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc x female reader #charles leclerc imagines #charles leclerc imagine #charles leclerc fanfic #charles leclerc instagram au

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every-aj-needs-an-angel · 9 months

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If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog. 💛

Thank you darling! This was a hard one, my brain literally blanked out on me but this is what plopped out 😂

I put my heart and soul into everything I do but I have never been proud of anything I've ever done.

I wear my heart on my sleeve. I love friends like family, unconditionally and wholeheartedly but it's never reciprocated.

I cry at everything! A dance, a song, a story, anything can have me in floods of tears. I can't even watch entertainment tv without sobbing, someone starts telling their lifestory and I'm done and heaven help me if they've suffered any kind of injustice! Like brb I'll just be in a ball in the corner

#get to know me #3 random facts #these are depressing af #sorry for oversharing #are you regretting this yet?#personal #aj answers

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eepygeto · 10 months

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I love when we talk self ships! 🧡 here are my picks for the questions: 🥰💞🛡️✅ (so for my freebie q, I want to know who asks to make the relationship official 👀) of course I want to ask these with sugu in mind, but feel free to mix up with toji 💋💋💋

peach, you know me so well kjfdjf 😆 i'll answer for both of them 🙊

😘 : What’s your f/o’s favourite thing about YOU?

suguru - my eyes & how blunt i am

toji - my hair & that i'm always on his side no matter what (brb gonna go cry in the corner)

💞 : How do you both express affection?

another way suguru and i express affection is by giving each other random kisses throughout the day 🙊 he could be busy working on something, or reading and i'd just walk over to him and kiss the top of his head 🥰

i express affection towards toji by always hugging him tight and reassuring him that he's enough whenever i notice him doubting himself 🥺 (and also by calling him toji bear 🧸). he expresses affection towards me by always bringing home something that reminded him of me (once he brought home a stray black kitten, and if it wasn't for my allergies, it would have stayed 🖤)

🛡: Who’s the more protective one?

between me and suguru, hes the more protective one but between me and toji, i'm the more protective one

✅ : Who asks to make the relationship official?

suguru asked me because he started growing impatient and just needed to know asap. i had to ask toji because he isn't good at all that stuff (yet... give me some time, i'm working on him)

self-ship asks~

#sticky notes [♥️]#🖍️: peach #thank you for sending these in peachy 🧡#i enjoyed answering these for toji bear 🥰#long post

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spacedykez · 2 years

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a breakdown of why killing kind is a tma song, which makes sense to Me And Only Me, because I Have Brainrot. disclaimer there WILL be spoilers for mag200

I roam these halls, search the night, in hopes that I may see A remnant trace, a glimpse of you

listen. listen okay. literally everyone. they have all changed so much none of them are the same ppl they were at the beginning. any of them could be saying this, saying "i miss the person i knew"

"I stare into the deep" & "the deep stares back, speaks to me"

the deep is the entites, any and all, no i cannot explain no i cannot elaborate. perhaps this is jon and the deep is the eye.

Saying I know, I know, I know, I know, I know my love can be I know my love can be the killing kind

jmart <3 particularly jon thinking that martin wouldn't have been dragged into any of This is not for him

What if I was wrong by never moving on? I didn't realize who's gone

not!sasha

The ghost in me was true but you were haunted too just Didn't see it all along

any of them not realizing how badly the others are traumatized by literally any event

Nevermore to leave here Nevermore to leave here You should never be here

idk why but this just feels like jmart to me. like. u shouldn't be involved in this but you Are.

Here and now, if this is it Can't get out from under it

can't get out. can't escape. kidnappings. reading statements. yknow.

There and then, I should have known It was me all along

jon realizing he's an avatar & probably feeling guilty as he does

Try and try to let you go, and I'll just disappear Go down below where children go and we all float down here

feels very hopeless, very i-have-given up. s2 jon distancing himself from everyone.

Stirs of whispers trail and linger You still haunt the corners of my heart

look. look okay. there are better connections im sure but. the whispers line feels very lonelycore and this just feels jmart yknow

Singing "Don't love the bottle but the bottle loves me" One for the memory, two for the pain Singing "Don't love the bottle with the deeper disdain"

discord has heard this before but if we make the bottle is a metaphor for the Beholding then this line woks very well

I think of you I dream of you Evermore

literally just they okay

Hey, do you hear me, do you hear me now? On a midnight dreary Stay, stay near me, stay near me now

Oh yeah (Do you hear me?) Don't you hear me? (Do you hear me?) Don't you hear me? (Do you hear me) Don't you hear me now?

mag159-160 iykyk

If madness overtakes us both Then nobody would be alone The ghost of us can linger here Forever not to disappear

if they sacrifice themselves then nobody will be alone aka nobody will be consumed by the fears. their ghosts (the stories of jon and martin, as well as the trauma of the eyepocalypse) will linger long after and will not be forgotten

I, oh, here and now If this is it Why don't we just savor it?

mag 198-199. jmart... *cries*

and finally, the climax where the music swells and the song is screaming and its intense and yeah yk?

thats mag200 thats the climax thats the overwhelming energy of the panopticon thats. brb crying about the ending again

#im so terrified i have their characterization so wrong #like i am so not confident that im characterizing them correctly #im just. i can't remember all of it. theres SO MUCH #and i was trying to read fast to get to the ending so i wouldn't get it spoiled for me #and i feel like ive missed so much anf forgotten so much #ts fine #tma #the otter splashes #tma spoilers

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imtryingbuck · 3 months

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WAIT LOVE, MY OTHER ASK WAS SO RUDE, I don't mean disappointed in u at ALL (ur story, writing, and urself are phenomenal) I meant disappointed in bucky since he's missed his chance, I'M SO SORRY IF IT CAME OFF DISSRESPECTFUL IN ANY WAY. Either way, I'll love & support the story 🫶

I didn’t think your ask or you was rude and you haven’t disrespected me… I was on a wind up and just wanted to see how everyone would react😂 I didn’t take it in the wrong way, I actually laughed with my mum (who did tell me not to do it) i still find it crazy how invested people are into this series and I’m just being a dick by winding people up

you think my writing is phenomenal? brb just crying in a corner😭 thank you my lovely🤍

#tyler talks

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thatcrazycrowgirl · 3 years

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Hi can i request a Jacob Frye x Reader oneshot? Maybe Jacob talks about his father,his insecurities and reader reassures him that being an assassin is not just about killing people stealthly its about being an antithesis to Templars. If Templars are so devoid of life and unable to see good in anything except for themselves,being an assassins means being full of life and seeing good in people. All qualities that Jacob already possesses.

Here you are, anon! I had to do a little thinking, but I hope this was along the lines of what you were looking for! Thanks for being patient with me, and I hope you enjoy!

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“Father was right, he NEVER approved of your methods!”

Evie’s words echoed over and over in Jacob’s head, nearly driving him mad.

“Father is DEAD!”

It wasn’t until he recalled the memory of his own outburst that the imaginary voice of his twin was finally silenced.

But despite the activity in his head being brought to a standstill, frustration and dejection still brewed hotly in his belly.

Glaring out the open window of his private apartment, he sat down on the sill, letting the slight chill of the outdoors cool his hot face. As he did, he angrily chewed on the stem of his pipe, before taking another puff, trying desperately to allow the scent of the expensive tobacco to soothe him, as it had so many times before.

But it seemed like even that wasn’t working. He was just too enraged to enjoy it.

Leaning back, he let out a puff of smoke with a long sigh, watching it disappear into the early morning air. The hand that held his pipe fell to rest upon his thigh. As anger began to melt into melancholy, his brow relaxed, weariness taking over the irritation that had previously twisted his features.

He was just so tired of it all. The screw ups, the reprimanding, the feeling of never being good enough-

“Jacob?”

Your voice soon broke through the stillness, but the young man didn’t respond.

Having just entered the bedroom, you bravely took a few steps closer towards him.

“Hey, you want get a little sleep?” you tried again, keeping your tone as gentle as possible. “I hear you’ve got a lot to do before tonight.”

He briefly jerked his head to look over towards you in acknowledgement, before getting up and turning away, keeping his back to you as he shifted his gaze back out to the sprawling view of London. “Yeah,” he murmured, his face hardening once more at being reminded of his mission - and everything that came with it.

Your eyebrows knitted together. You had a feeling something wasn’t right with him when he had returned to your shared apartment earlier that morning. He had barely spoken to you, and even refused breakfast - something that Jacob Frye almost never did. But now, after hearing his response, you were quite certain that something was wrong - terribly wrong.

Unable to stand seeing him in such a state, you did the only thing you could think of at the moment. You stepped up behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist, pressing your warm body to his, as your cheek rested against his back.

“Jacob? What’s troubling you?” you asked him softly.

A few moments of silence passed before he sighed again.

“I’m not sure I can do this anymore,” he confessed.

You brow furrowed down further, this time in confusion. “Do what?”

He turned his left wrist, where he was still wearing his gauntlet, upward, and slowly exposed the hidden blade that was tucked within it. “This.”

“I’m not sure I understand...” you admitted slowly.

He quickly flicked the blade back in with a huff of frustration.

“The fucking creed,” he growled lowly. “I have recently been informed that apparently, I’m not a good fit for it.”

You momentarily panicked. Something didn’t happen, did it? Had he somehow been ousted by the Brotherhood? Just what did he do?

You tightened your hold on him.

“Jacob...” you then started up cautiously, trying to keep your nervousness under control. “What happened?”

“Oh, just the usual,” he replied sarcastically as he put out his pipe and set it down in a nearby ashtray. “Received another lovely tongue-lashing from my sister about being too “hasty and destructive”.” He scoffed, “Well, if she thinks her sneaking around and wasting time reading books is the way to go about things, perhaps I’m just better off leaving London to her and going back to Crawley.”

Your eyes widened in shock. You had never heard Jacob speak in such a manner before. You broke away from him.

“Leave?!” you exclaimed, the panic you had tried to squelch finally getting the better of you. “But you’ve done so much for London, already! You can’t give up now, not when you’re so close to freeing the city from Starrick’s control!”

“Have I? Have I?!” he rounded on you, his voice raising a little. “Well, according to some, I’ve done nothing but cause trouble and nearly destroy the place! So, if that’s the case, maybe I should leave! Better that, than remain here with a sister who does nothing but criticize me and my “methods”!” He then began to furiously tear at the buckles on his gauntlet. “Well, excuse me, Miss Frye, for not being a carbon copy of you, the one who always followed the rules, and found favor in father’s eyes, because you’re obviously the perfect Assassin who can never do anything WRONG!”

In a fit of passionate rage, he threw the bracer onto a nearby chair, with tears of frustration in his eyes. Stunned by his outburst, now clearly coming from a gambit of emotions that had been pent up inside of him, not only for the past few weeks, but perhaps years, you could do nothing but stare, speechless.

But before you could find your voice again, Jacob quickly turned away, wanting to hide his face from you, even though you had already seen his wounded expression. Gripping the window sill, he leaned all his weight upon it and let his shoulders drop heavily, followed by his head, as he released a shaky breath.

“Perhaps...perhaps Evie is right...perhaps father was right...” he then said quietly, his voice tight and his tone defeated. “...perhaps I was never cut out to be an Assassin, after all.”

Hearing those words coming from the man you loved completely broke your heart. You knew deep down that wasn’t true. Surely, he couldn’t believe that, either. You sighed as well, wrapping your arms around yourself.

If only you could think of some way to convince him otherwise.

It was then that you heard the distant sound of laughter.

Curious, you stepped up beside Jacob and looked out. After scanning the area, you pinpointed the source of the sound. Upon doing so, something sparked within you at the sight, something more than just an idea.

You had your answer.

Turning towards the man next to you, you gently took his face in your hand and guided it to look towards the spot that you had just focused on.

“Jacob...look.”

You pointed down towards the sidewalk, where a trio of children were chasing each other around a lamppost, before one of them broke away and ran up to an open doorway of a nearby building, where his mother scooped the boy up into her arms and held him tight.

“If you hadn’t eliminated the corrupt owners of that textile factory over on the next block, those children would still be breaking their backs and their families would still be worrying their hearts out,” you reminded him. “But you...you gave those children a reason to laugh again, and their families a reason to hope for better days once more.”

You once again cupped Jacob’s face and turned it towards you, giving him a little smile. “You have done good, Jacob. You have given these people back their lives, free from the Templars’ oppressive control...and isn’t that what being an Assassin is all about?”

Jacob didn’t look convinced.

You shook your head. “Have you truly forgotten, Jacob?” you asked, tenderly caressing his cheek. “It’s not about being the most stealthy or having the highest Templar body count, it about doing right for mankind...and about freedom...and I can’t think of anybody else in London who embodies those ideals more than you.”

Jacob’s eyes shifted away as deep thought blossomed in those dark irises. Finally, it seemed like your words were starting to have an effect on him.

You certainly hoped so.

You continued, “I don’t know about you, but I think having such a strong impact on these people - a positive impact - makes you a better Assassin than you think.”

He finally returned your gaze, and your smile grew a bit. He didn’t smile back or say anything, but his damp, watery eyes silently cried out for that needed validation - a reassurance that he wasn’t the failure he always feared in that back of his mind that he was.

I want to believe you, his gaze desperately seemed to say.

Sensing strongly that he was in dire need of physical ease, you pulled him into your arms, holding him close.

His arms wrapped around your waist and he tightly hugged you back, his face burying itself into the crook of your neck, as he sought the comfort of your warm skin and familiar scent.

“I love you,” he mumbled against the side of your neck, before giving it a small kiss.

“And I love you,” you whispered back into his ear, “for just being you.”

A choked sob finally bubbled up out of Jacob’s throat, after being lodged there for the last few minutes, and he puffed out another heavy breath, its warmth ticking your skin. You nuzzled his neck in return, and for the next few moments, they two of you just stood there in silence, locked in a firm embrace.

“Come on,” you finally said, rubbing his back to try and soothe him a bit more, “best you get some rest now. You’ve got a long day ahead of you.”

You tried to pull away, but Jacob’s arms held firm around your waist.

“Stay with me?” he asked, his eyes again pleading, but for a different reason now. “I...I don’t want to be alone.”

You nodded, giving him a tiny, understanding grin. “I’ll stay.”

In response, he surprised you with a short, grateful kiss.

After the kiss was broken, you pulled him into another tight hug. “Don’t worry, I’m here for you,” you reassured him softly. “I’m not going anywhere.” You pressed a soft kiss upon his neck, before trailing your lips up to meet his once more.

He accepted them gladly.

As the two of you continued to kiss, you could feel him nudging you to move towards the bed, as his hands began to wander over your back and lightly grip your hips. You grabbed the lapels of his coat to keep him close to you as you both finally fell onto the bed. Now, instead of angry exclamations and choked tears, the only sounds that permeated the air were soft moans and sighs of assurance and affection.

In truth, Jacob still wasn’t sure if he could fully trust your words, but at that moment, he at least had someone who believed in him...and for the time being, that was enough.

#not sure if I'm the happiest with it; as there are some parts I love and others I don't #but I still hope it's fine #I also left the ending kind of ambiguous; so whether it's comfort sex or just cuddling is up to you :)#(and brb I'll be crying in a corner over this precious man)#Jacob Frye x Reader #my ac writings

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cloudsrust · 3 years

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No thoughts, only this in mind.

#the cloud can speak oh boi #Just read that Balan might canonically have he/them pronouns and I'm living for it #sAME with Lance having full on they/them #I mean- lowkey expected/hoped for it since if I remember correctly NiGHTS also used neutral pronouns-#BUT BOI- I'm living for these lads halp;;;#brb I'll be happy crying in the corner if y'all need me

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sweetycaramel · 2 years

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Kit Voss and Randolph Bell in Season 5 ↳ 5.06 - “Ask Your Doctor”

#The Resident #Kit Voss #Randolph Bell #KitBell #Jane Leeves #Bruce Greenwood #Randolph x Kit #KITBELL NATION R I S E WE HAVE ENTERED CANON ERA #our not married dating doctor parents already sharing the same closet and kissing with THAT look #the sultry looks are KILLING me #I have some thoughts in this time jump but I'll choose to enjoy what we're having right now #so this is how canon feels like #I'll just cry in a corner brb #*KBS5 #*tr #*

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snickerdoodlles · 2 years

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i said i was gonna ask about 3 so I am, I simply must know. plus 2 of them are so personal to me they’re basically freebies so yknow 🤷‍♀️

knitter pran thots (bc it’s me so obviously)

soft boi lies (bc that was me! i said that! im legally required to see the fruits of my random rambling)

CODE CRQCKED LIVING LARGE (bc it’s probably the one I have the least clue what it is lol 😂)

one of these days im going to have to hold myself back from telling you about a WIP just so that I can actually surprise you with a totally new idea 🤣

'knitter pran thots' is ofc specifically for u, even though i will probably ask you for help in coming up with a knitting pun for the title lol. its about the shape of Pat and Pran's love and how invested they are right from when they start to date. the starting snippet:

Paa always tells Pat he gets too invested, too quick when it comes to his relationships. Pat's not sure why she bothers—he can’t help it that he loves so quickly, so largely, so loudly—but there are times when he wonders what she might say about him and Pran and the shape of their love. Pran, who’s always been Pat’s largest and longest investment, whose mere presence is its own gravity for Pat.

Pran loves to knit. He likes the way the stitches clear his mind, the way the yarn slips soft over his fingers, the satisfaction of a project borne before his eyes. It’s something he shyly tucks away from others into the hidden corners of his room, his feelings tied to yarn hidden the same as all his others, only recently revealed to Pat during their last movie night. It takes gratuitous application of his puppy eyes and pleading questions, but Pran soon begins to bloom the more he tells Pat about his favorite yarns and tricky patterns.

Like always, Pat dives in head first and deep. His search history is a dictionary of knitting terms, his online carts are filled with yarns and needles and patterns. Eventually he even finds his ways over to the forum boards, where several aunties and cousins are delighted to aid his quest in learning more about his boyfriend’s favorite hobby.

and then Pat's going to learn about the boyfriend sweater curse. he's not superstitious, per se, just also vvvvvvvv wary of ever being considered Pran's bad luck jinx again :C and Pran's going to gently take his face and be like "the boyfriend curse is only a problem for people in mediocre relationships. the knitter spends a lot of time and money making a mediocre guy a sweater that he doesn't ever appreciate, then the knitter realizes they don't have to settle for someone half-assing a relationship, and a breakup follows because their relationship already had issues that the sweater issue exposed. but i don't have to worry about that, because you're a sticky nuisance i've had my whole life. now, i have three patterns to modify for your stupidly huge shoulders, so stop squirming or i will tie you up 😤"

and Pat's like 🥺 owh, this is our forever 🥰 and everything is soft and happy

soft boy lies is HERE and brb, currently laughing over how i'd left off some of the smuttier WIP titles yet the first 2 asks were about the filthiest WIP on the list ajfhjf (i'll finish a smut fic one of these days I SWEAR, they're just stupidly long orz)

akdfjk you actually know about 'CODE CRQCKED LIVING LARGE', i just have a wonky title!!! it's the fic about bby!Pran & Pat inspired by that time my mom taught me how to forge her signature when i was seven !! the doc has that title because i've actually had this story idea since before episode 6, i just hated the way it was coming out and had finally moved the WIP to the discard pile a few weeks ago. but talking to you about it finally got the wheels turning, so i started a new doc to rewrite the old mess it used to be 😂

gonna try to summarize this idea for ppl outside our DMs, but basically my mom taught me how to sign her signature when i was seven as a 'fuck you' to a teacher that made me cry. so im projecting that experience onto Pran. then Dissaya thinks it'd be hilarious to send her lil bby out to sign for a delivery for her, so Pran and Chai go to inspect a delivery and bby!Pran v carefully inspects a like. hardware delivery or whatever next to a straight-faced Chai before signing Dissaya's name for the order while the big burly delivery guys look on v bemused

but Pat sees Pran doing that and he puffs up because he wants to do Big Important Grownup Stuff too!!!! but Ming doesn't get why Pat's trying to insist on being there for a delivery and after the last time when Pat got underfoot for a lumber delivery and nearly squished, Ming's not going to let him anywhere dangerous. so he sits Pat down in his office to stay there, bby Pat's like 😤 fine, i shall do OTHER Important Grownup Stuff!!!!

and scribbles all over Ming's paperwork because he is the Best Helper

its not until Ming comes back to fetch Pat that Pat stops to think "wait i should've asked first D:" and he and Ming just kinda. stare at each other for a hot minute before Ming suddenly doubles over and starts laughing. like shit, his kid just created a week's worth of work and sleepless nights to fix this mess, but by god is his son the cutest and sweetest kid??? he laughs about it the whole way home and thru trying to explain it to his wife, and the next week he gets Pat his own lil hardhat and clipboard so Pat can follow the store workers around and do Big Important Grownup Stuff. mind you, Pat doesn't actually know what he's supposed to do with this stuff, so he mostly follows a worker around for a little bit drawing dinosaurs or stick figures and giving the doodles to the store workers when their tasks are finished. these doodles are coveted by the workers, he is their favorite kid in the world

still working out the ending, but it's gonna be Pat & Pran post-Singapore return hearing these childhood stories from the senior employees and they're both simultaneously delighted & horrified because on one hand, childhood stories that they didn't previously have full context for, but on the other, "why do you all even still remember this, pls stop giving my boyfriend blackmail fodder 😭"

[[ WIP ask game ]]

#ask game #WIP shenanigans #THIS GOT SO LONG hjfhfhjf sorry friends i tried to edit it down where i could #but also i be a rambler so uh #dont think i succeed oops #anyways im trying to think of a tag for u jemmo i feel like im long overdue for one #*by tag i mean smth silly besides just ur url lmao #bad buddy #mine: bad buddy #bbs with jemmo

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tired-beholding-bitch · 2 years

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I regret to inform you MAG181 is as nice as this apocalypse is gonna get :/

🥲🥲🥲 brb i'll just be crying in a corner

#tired answers #that's awful news #not unexpected news #but #🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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hi! i'm russian and my crush is canadian, so there's an ocean between us. i've seen her a few times! she came here with her family who are russian, although she doesn't know much about the culture and doesn't speak russian well. she's actually my mom's internet friend's daughter and i've known her since i was little but we didn't really interact like we do now, after we've met irl. she's into k-pop and it turned out to be contagious... (at first, i wanted to impress her by listening to her favorite girl group and then somehow got into it) she's very cute when she's excitedly telling me about their songs and how much she loves the members!!! she's tall. we're both 6' and our parents say we even look the same, but i think she's prettier. i love her nose. she says she hates it but oh, if we were dating, i'd kiss it until she believed it was beautiful... she's adorable when she's talking in russian to her little brother. her canadian accent is kinda funny and she's ashamed of it, but the way she says some words is soooo cute. and sometimes when her brother does a stupid thing she goes 'what the heeeeck' omg i can still hear it in my head. she likes cats, her family has one called mittens and my crush takes good care of her and sends me pictures. when she was over at our apartment, she looked around my room (which is covered in stickers, plushies, plants and LOTS of other stuff) and asked me, 'hey, can you tell me about something in your room?' it made me feel so appreciated. no one has ever cared. she's not into hugs but i couldn't let go of her at the airport. i almost cried because we'll never meet, especially when so many bad things are happening in the world. and on our way there, something very nice happened. it was at night, she was sleepy. i told her she can lean on my shoulder and she was like nonono it's fine!!! but then she still leaned and put her hand on my arm. i buried my nose in her hair and i don't think i'd been that happy in a very long time. now we text each other from time to time. but it's not enough!!! i want to meet her again. maybe one day i'll travel to canada, i just need money. ok this is long lol but i wanted to share!

BRB WHILE I GO CRY IN A CORNER!!!!! That is soooo adorable anon <3 omgggggg. you're so sweet to her :( and I get the kpop, it really is contagious lol. But I really am hoping and wishing you both the best that you end up meeting again irl. <3

Again omg, I really do get what you mean when you can hear her in your head while typing "what the heeeck" because I do the same with my crush u know who u are miss ma'am and shoulder leaning and arm around your arm... pleaseeee I would have melted on the spot but it's so sweet how you buried your nose in her hair. awwww my hearttttt :((

ANON HOUR - Send me anons.

#anon #send me anon stories

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nade2308 · 4 years

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Lucas Till, the star of MacGyver, agreed with that assessment. Just before Lenkov’s departure from CBS, Till told V.F. that, while there were periods of time in which he and the showrunner had a cordial relationship, he endured numerous instances of verbal abuse, bullying, and body-shaming that took a serious toll on him. Till said that while the showrunner rarely visited the set, he was ultimately responsible for its tone, and that he created a hostile work environment. “I’ve never worked this hard in my life, and I am fine with hard work,” said Till. “But the way Peter treats people is just unacceptable. I was suicidal that first year on the show, because of the way he made me feel. But the way he’s treated the people around me—that’s just my breaking point.”

Till told V.F. that he went to top CBS execs with his concerns about Lenkov and the atmosphere on the show, both in 2017 and again this year. “I think they just took it as some crazy actor trying to get more money,” he said. “Essentially, they didn’t take it seriously.” A source with knowledge of the situation contends that, to the contrary, Till’s recent comments sparked an H.R. inquiry into Lenkov, which led to his dismissal. In May of this year, as that investigation got underway, Till sent a five-page letter to Ellen Goldsmith, the head of human resources at CBS Television Studios, alleging, among other things, that Lenkov had behaved in an unprofessional manner not just toward him but toward MacGyver cast member Meredith Eaton.

Over on MacGyver, star Lucas Till had a bumpy ride as well. He wrote in his email to CBS’s H.R. department, “There was always something about my appearance that wouldn’t please him like when I was in a hospital gown and our producer…thought it was funny that [Lenkov] said my legs were ‘fucking hideous’ and we can never show them again. Honestly, I found some humor in that comment as well, but you can imagine if that was a more sensitive spot that he had hit, and often did. Just like the time he screamed at [a director] ‘Oh, my fucking God! Tuck his shirt in, he looks like a little fucking boy.’ Just hire a 35 year old then.” Till added in that H.R. note that “I’ve struggled with maintaining ‘man weight’ on the show because of the stress, no time to work out, and an unpredictable schedule for proper nourishment.”

“Peter has a thing against Lucas, you know?” a MacGyver source told me before Lenkov was fired. “He just does. I witnessed Lucas change dramatically throughout this period, and it really hurt me. I hated seeing this happen with him because he’s a great guy, and there’s nothing wrong with him or his body.”

Lucas Till wrote about Eaton in his May 2020 email to CBS’s H.R. department: “Meredith suffered an injury on set that was not dealt with properly…. and had to get a hip replacement surgery and in-home care to recover fast enough to return to work the next season…. Peter would frantically email and call her insisting on knowing when she would be able to walk at a fast pace again.”

I'll just leave this here and go cry in a corner. Brb

There's more to it, just open the article and read.

#peter lenkov #lucas till #I wanna give Lucas a big hug and not let go #this is so sick it's making me wanna rinse my everything with bleach

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