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hymuk · 1 year

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Reblog if you ship rivetra

It’s been a while since I’ve seen a post like this. Tb to @erurivetra‘s last post from a couple years ago.

Doing the yearly roundup and wanted to get an updated count to see who’s still around

#rivetra #levi x petra #attack on titan #shingek no kyojin #is this fandom finally dead #I'm crying guys I feel so old #where did everyone go #idk why but they suddenly resurfaced in my mind recently #and now I'm like are people even on tumblr anymore wut #where did the years go lmao #I really hope rivetra isn't a sinking ship afsdjklfsadklfsa

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starags · 2 years

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#the owl house #toh spoilers #toh s2b #toh season 2 #owl house #kings tide #toh s2e21 #the collector #the owl house spoilers #i dont get memes #did i make it good?#i fell so old #i dont feel safe #quoting cerrtain frog #i'm crying #why this post collect more likes in one day than the posts I actually put my heart in #what is my life #i hate this post #but i love the love you guys give me

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dingdawny · 1 month

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Sunshine Institute story?? ‼️ OH OH I’M EXCITED-

Built so much for this silly story and in the end it's an oc x canon 🫶 cowardly old bald man filled with regret and a longing for something more, doomed by the narrative and forced to conform to the will of a god who is no longer himself... meets a tired soul who has spent his whole life in the shadow of those above him, sent below the bedrock, submitting to the will of the universe with no real idea of what he had just done... only to once again be placed second in the ranking, an even darker shadow cast over him.

It's ok tho they're just silly billies !!

#I'll introduce Vice soon I think. He's very silly I think you'd like him #basically Vice is the Warden's erm.. Vice Warden.. bc of a big dramatic crying session from the Warden after Romeo tried to replace him #he made Vice second in command instead bc he didn't want to deal with his whining #also bc the institute was falling apart at this point and Romeo didn't want to deal with it #but he knew he could drop the workload on the Warden and Vice without argument #plus Romeo likes to prove himself right #so if Vice could handle things better in five minutes than the Warden could in fifteen years #he'd feel that rush of power again #there is a LOT more to it than that #like derealisation. the Warden losing his eye. there's a genuinely important game of chess in the void. it's a crazy intro #and like Vice's bacstory in general deals with Ellegaard and I have a whole thing built with the warden and carmine OUGH there is a lot #but the main story generally follows the Warden and Vice falling for each other and understanding each other's struggles :]#the power imbalance quickly fades as the warden starts realising that woah.. this guy respects me beyond me just telling him what to do...#wahhh I don't want to give away all of it #but I got like. a big oxblood story in there too. he has a big storyline with Vice.#OUGH I'm TERRIBLE at explaining but I PROMISEEEE IT'S SO MUCH COOLER THAN I EXPLAINED #very silly but also genuinely tragic story #romeo just didn't predict the old man yaoi when he appointed Vice

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tonhalszendvics · 2 months

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I have this story idea and I was be like, what if for once in my life I don't write this linearly from start to finish but putting all the cool scenes on the paper and then think about figuring out the rest. You know, up until this point, I only wrote linearly and whenever I lost the mojo, started publishing it and hoped for comments and reviews, so the high feelings would make me be able to finish the stuff. This usually ends up me having a breakdown at one or two chapters before the end and being unable to look at that story for months.

So yeah. Move it! Cool scenes that made this story happen in the first place! Who cares about consistency when I'm so good at using headings and navigating in my massive doc!

Jokes on me, we are at the figuring out the rest part, and I'm seriously considering that I should leave it like this, making it a bunch of whumps in the same au.

I also want to make this into an epic story with all the cool stuff, so I would be able to make you cry in the end

#tonhal pofázik #i'm writing #i need your tears #and your feelings #i also know that this story wouldn't sit right with oh so many people #i'm not writing this for them #but for me #i want to cry in the end #this started as a joke #and as a story with no romance in it #but the old guys went for the shit and giggles #who wants to see eragon or murtagh being in love for the first time when their parents have ALL THE DRAMA

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aberooski · 2 months

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I'm seriously hanging on by a thread right now I might just go drop dead 😭

#work has just been really overwhelming today I'm going to crack #I hate people #I almost broke down in front of the usher manager today because our radio died while we were falling behind becaus3 #one of the theatres got out slightly late and set us back for like 45 minutes because everything was gettinf out one on top of the other #on complete opposite ends of the theater #amd it's not a small building guys #and I was already angry because there was a huge spill in a theater earlier I had to get a mop for and it was a pain in the ass #then we started falling behind and when we fall behind I get really stressed so I jad to ask the usher manager for help to catch up when we #were switching radios and even with his help we didn't catch back up until JUST NOW because we're on a 30 minute set break #and I've jusy been stressing and running around the theater and I want to go home and cry and drop dead #I'm so hot and tired and drained amd my legs have been sore for DAYS and this is NOT helping and I hate it here and I qant a real job #like I'm fucking 24 years old this shouldn't be the best I can do but trying to find anything else to get out of here has been IMPOSSIBLE #and I just feel so hopeless and helpless and trapped and miserable #I'm so angry and sad and tired and in pain and miserable all the time now #and it's awful and I hate it I don't wanna be that wah anymlre #I can't even type oh my god #I'm dying #abby's having a crisis

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ma-39 · 5 months

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seeing someone who gave me dysphoria and got mad at me for not being masc enough pre-transition posting t4t positivity stuff skull emoji skull emoji skull emoji

#yipping!#transphobia /#just in case thumbs up #no i'm not saying who because i know none of yall know this person but. skull emoji #i still feel like crying when i talk to my friends with my meat voice sometimes because i just realize how i don't sound like a guy at all #not even a 12 year old on xbox has a voice like mine and its so embarrassing man.#a voice not even a s/o could love skull emoji

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fangirlandtheories · 1 year

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Welcome back, on this episode of "My parents have been home less than an hour and have talked about my sister at least 5 times at this point" we'll be focusing on the effects of being the least favorite child. For reference, my older brother has been discussed twice. They didn't even ask how my day was.

#summer rants #ignore me #I'm just being annoyed #youngest sibling #it's the idea that nothing is ever going on with me so they don't feel the need to ask #but if I acted like my siblings I'd be annoying #my sister works herself up and then calls my mom crying and my mom drops EVERYTHING and I hear about it all week #and she does this like twice a week #yet if I complain about how difficult the transfer from my old Starbucks to the one I'm in now has been #'it'll be fine just give it a few days'#like I just feel like my problems are pushed aside because I'm the 'fine' one #I have no reason to be upset so I must be fucking fine all the time #no one ever asks though #like here you guys are and you care about me and my life and you know me more than the people in my home #I'm just so far gone as the old reliable kid that has no issues that I can't escape it when I'm not #anyways I'm okay #don't worry I just needed a little rant

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mishkakagehishka · 9 months

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Me when i dream of lil Mika but it's another nightmare

#and this one was so stressful bc like #i dreamt he was indeed my s/o but he was so controlling #like i was so stressed out felt like a trapped deer trying to gather a support circle so i can get away from him and he just kept ruining it #all for me. fucker learnt my native lang just so he could monitor my conversation with my family🤕#at one point he made me agree to marry him and dream me did just bc she was absolutely terrified of him????#girl just beat his ass ?????????#but like jokes aside i'm still in that ''just woke up from a nightmare'' mood so i still feel the adrenaline so i still get #why he was so scary like. i didn't know he knew my lang until he threatened me and told me i'm not allowed to speak to #my family anymore (bc i tried to get my dad to help me) and he was very. pushy with se.xual stuff #which like here's a fun fact but i'm a hypochondriac and i find it very hard to bond with people so i just kinda #accepted that i'm waiting for marriage (which is easier to explain than ''i need to REALLY trust you'' and agreeing to marriage is on that #level anyway) so when i TRIED to get him to stop by telling him i don't want to before i have a ring it did fuck-all to stop a guy #who was just like ''well we ARE getting married so what's the problem''😔😔😔😔#i woke up before he did anything tho which i'm thankful for bc every time i dream of being sa'd it feels like it reopens old woundd #and it takes me a while to actually calm down from it #i will say tho. it's a vibe to dream of thingd you consider hot in concept but terrifying irl (controlling/abusive men <3)#bc like you know in-dream it FEELS like it's real life i really didn't care that it was Mika and he's not real it was reality for me #and so it was terrifying i was crying every time i'd get a hope of getting away from him he'd ruin it for me very swiftly etc etc #like i'm still stressed out. but. the concept? like now that i know i'm safe and none of that was real? i just think o-kayyyyyyyyy #lmfjsjsnmemdksks i'm hopeless. but not really! confirmation i'm actually normal just like certain things from the safety of fantasy

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safyresky · 10 months

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I am once again venting below the cut, please enjoy this Jacqueline in the meantime:

GOOD LORD!! CIRCULAR CONVERSATIONS ARE GENUINELY SOOO FRUSTRATING. I've had my new car for a WEEK and for a WEEK it's been the SAME SHIT between the hubbers and the MIL:

He mentions the car bc he's excited about it

She goes on an emotionally charged RANT about how concerned she is that we went and bought this car and how she's worried about all the debt we have and that we won't be able to "just vibe"

He assures her we went over everything (which we did) and that it's affordable for us (it being the bi-weekly payment)

It stops there. He laments to me. I reassure. I boost him the FUCK UP LIKE HE DESERVES TO BE! 😤

He brings up the car again with her in the hopes she'll be like I'm also excited about this for you!!

She instead once more lectures us on debt

He once again reassures her

He comes to me lamenting once more

I am stuck watching this circle and smacking my head against the wall

I love this man so much, and he does NOT deserve the shit his mother is giving him and I VERY MUCH DISLIKE that he is STILL SEEKING HER APPROVAL. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE WE DIDN'T BUY THE CAR FOR HIM!! WE BOUGHT IT FOR M E AND HE CO-SIGNED BC THE PAYMENT IS CHEAPER AND HE IS VERY EXCITED THAT WE HAVE A NEW, RELIABLE VEHICLE THAT IS SAFE FOR ME! HE'S HAPPY I'M SAFE!

And he's NOT explaining this bit to his Mom, and keeps being like w/e her opinion doesn't matter

BUT THEN THEY HAVE THIS CONVERSATION AGAIN

AHHHHHH

I hate circular arguments y'all. They make me want to explodE. My entire morning/afternoon has been reassuring the hubbers and trying to point out how the convo is circular bc he's looking for her approval and excitement but she is looking for Something Else BC she's worried about our finances. Guys, imma be real with you. This is an affordable payment for us. It's literally only coming out of MY PAYCHECK since it's MY CAR and they BOTH seem to be forgetting that and it's causing this stupid discussion that won't end until either:

He tells her he's heard her concerns and asks her what she's looking for (since despite his reassurances and walking her thru the process we went thru last weekend and showing her the numbers and how it all works out fine she STILL keeps voicing her concerns, to the point where I haven't even talked with her about it but am dying to yell WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE US TO DO MARGE, GET RID OF THE CAR??? Because really, what WOULD you like us to do and it's presumptuous of you to assume we can't handle it and will need your help)

He tells her he's heard her concerns and asks her to just listen to his and please show some excitement because he's excited about it, so why can't you be

They let it die and never talk about it again the end OR

He understands that this is another one of those Margie being Margie scenarios and he's not gonna get her approval or excitement, and accepts that all he needs in this scenario is his OWN acceptance and excitement, and find a way to be OKAY with that

And I don't know how LIKELY any of these are going to be in the near future (and dw, I texted him that blurb already so hopefully it's on his mind and he makes good choices, good choices being either 1 or 4 bc this isn't gonna get resolved any time soon with my MIL's old fashioned REPRESS UR EMOTIONS ass 😤) so I am instead FUMING about situations OUTSIDE OF MY CONTROL bc as an outsider Incan see how it's going and after 4 years of therapy I can see what needs to be done bc I'VE BEEN THERE TOO

This situation has me so down it's making me wanna call and vent to my Mommy and that's how you KNOW it's yucky tbh

#dani speaks #dani vents #i don't often call my mom to vent these days bc she can be very similar to Richard's mom re: ur childs feelings #BUT MY GOD. I AM AT A LIMIT #anyway if u read the vent ty for reading I appreciate it 🩷#we'll be okay! i know Richard will read those options and see what's going on and choose what works best for the time being #BUT MY GOD WATCHING THE CROSSFIRE?? IS STRESSFUL #I'M LIKE #THIS IS SO STUPID GUYS PLZ #anyway if anyone wonders why I wrote blinter the way I did #THIS IS WHY. I THINK PARENTS SHOULD MAKE UP WITH THEIR ADULT CHILDREN AND UNDERSTAND THE TRAUMAS AND THINGS #AND BE SUPER SUPPORTIVE #I THINK PARENTS NEED TO STOP THE AGE OLD HANDING OVER OF TRAUMA TO THE KIDS #GENERATIONAL TRAUMA IS AO FRUSTRATING AND SO EASILY AVOIDABLE BUT IT DOES ENOUGH DAMAGE THAT IT KEEPS GOING!#FUCK THE CYCLE ALL MY HOMIES HATE THE CYCLE #and if anyone is wondering. i am VERY excited about the new car #being able to drive again without breakdown anxiety and in a car that isn't crumbling to dust around me #is STELLAR! I WANT TO CRY HAPPY TEARS! I HAVE MY FREEDOM BACK! THE MONEY WE'LL SAVE ON SUDDEN REPAIRS #IS GONNA BE SO NICE #I'm 😭😭😭#it's just so reliving and I feel so annoyed that MIL doesn't see it like that and is focusing on 'startung ur marriage out in debt'#sweetie. I've been paying student loans for 5 years. We were ALREADY starting with debt and our payment plan is FINE #WE HAVE JOB SECURITY #OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT #AND IF WE SUDDENLY DON'T #WE SELL ONE OF THE CARS #Boom. done.#ANYWAY. IMMA GO GROCERY SHOPPING NOW #BC I CAN BC MY CAR IS RELIABLE!! AH!#out of context jacquelines

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t4tbedehopmar · 1 year

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HIMERU MOMENT INTERRUPTED THE GUY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!

#THE ONE AND ONLY MAC IS HERE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #IDEK HOW UR CALLED IN ENGLISH BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER BC UR SO EPIC AND I'M GONNA BLOW UP OH MY GOD #HE'S JUST A 11 YEAR OLD BUT GOD DO I ADMIRE HIM........ SUCH A COOL FUCKING GUY SOBS #I FEEL LIKE I'M TEN AGAIN STARTS CRYING UNCONTROLLABLY

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fictional-worlds-are-exquisite · 2 years

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I really really liked Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune a lot

i laughed really hard at parts and cried a lot at other parts and altogether really enjoyed the exploration of grief and starting anew and what life means while you still have it and everything the book explored

i just really really loved reading it. i started reading it yesterday afternoon and finished it today, this evening, because i just wanted to read more. i loved all the characters so much. i loved the story. would 100% recommend

#under the whispering door #also #i've always hated the idea of working really hard when you're young so you can benefit when you're older #which probably stems from the fact that i have chronic pain and have had enough scares in my life to KNOW i'm not guaranteed old age #but like. i hate the idea so much cause what if you don't get old age. what if you just spend your whole life (30 years lets say) working #your ass off and then you die. and that's your life.#and T.J. Klune rlly took that idea and was like yup. here's what happens!#and actually what happens is wonderful and made me cry a lot and feel a lot of love #BUT as for the real life not-dead side of things...I'm so right according to this book lmao #it's honestly rare for me to love every single character in a story equally but like #i fucking LOVED mei and nelson they were both so fucking funny and also really lovely characters #and although wallace was totally a dick before i loved watching him change and grow into a good man #and hugo of course. hugo was incredible. the kindest guy around. but not in a fake way i hate. in a i have my problems and moments #but i'm going to be a really incredible person when i can #EVEN THE MINOR CHARACTERS WERE GOOD. i liked cameron (and zach) and lea and nancy and EVEN THE MANAGER #even alan i felt bad for #GOD. it was just such a good book #aND TO THINK I JUST PICKED IT UP BC THE CERULEAN SEA ONE WAS OUT AT THE LIBRARY #I'M SO FUCKING GLAD I DID.

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leynadoodles · 2 years

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#about leyna #vent #love how i can literally like. flat out tell the people in my life 'hi guys I'm super not ok right now!' and #all i get is silence. or even 'i can't deal with that right now you figure it out somewhere else'#i have literally no one irl i can talk to about anything. no one to hang out with. I'm losing my fucking mind #like literally the only person i have more than like 30 minutes of face to face time with is my 4 year old #and i can't exactly talk to him about how depressed and frankly unalive-able mommy feels right now #(I'm not actually going to do anything i promise like. don't worry about that its more of a vague feeling than an actual #'i want to be not alive' kinda thing promise)#but anyway yeah. venting here cause i literally have no other space to do so. all i wanna do is cry and yet I'm so damn numb i can't #just. what the fuck is my life right now...

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depresseddepot · 2 years

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his name is bodie

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haven-gum-rockrose · 5 months

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God and I thought I was exaggerating when I said my mental issues started at 14

#why is this thirteen year old crying in voice memos while simultaneously doing a shitty improv songs about #sorry #This memo is over ten minutes #i can't believe I was suicidal way back then #'when I'm gone if I do I want you to know it's because I love you *sob* and I se your life would be so much happier with me*#*without #'we both know it's true'#HAVEN SHUT UP GOD YOU'RE THIRTEEN #NO #STOP APOLOGIZING IN STUPID SONG IN UR VOICE MEMOS ASKING WHY DOES MY MOM NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE #THATS SO SAD WHAT THE FUCK STOP CRYING NO OW #YOU POOR KID #THATS NOT ME I'M NOT ACKNOWLEDGING IT WTF #I MISS THE KING SHIT U WERE UP TO PRE COVID #GIVE ME EARLY JANUARY 2020 HAVEN SAYING 'the year has sucked and It seems like the next two months might be one of those days but nonethele #I feel like this is gonna be a good year'#THAT WAS HILARIOUS MAKE MOUTH SOND STIMS INTO MIC AGAIN #i really like singing guys it's therapeutic and I was much less reserved at 13 #The point wasn't to make music I swear #God it's so bad #But FUCKING TELLING #god based on the way it cut off I probably got scolded after that

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faraway-there · 9 months

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putting off sleep like a boss because i had a migraine earlier today and napped longer than i should have so i'm wide awake now but it's too hot and humid to do anything so i'm just procrastinating.

i still have to go to work today, so sleep would be kind of nice so i'm not dragging during my shift. not to mention i have a union meeting afterward that i take notes for that i'd also like to not be dragging through.

and this whole weekend... past week... past week and a half? has been kind of a drag on the family front that has us all bummed, and as such i put in an application to adopt a new kitten because, why not? i need a new distraction, and apparently books and rp isn't cutting it completely, so a new kitten it is. hopefully. they have to approve the application, but if they do she comes home next saturday.

am i pretending like my hoa doesn't have a rule about only two cats? of course i am. i own my condo, so i figure they're unlikely to just drop in and investigate. my oldest cat is turning 12 today, and he's really starting to slow down; because he's overweight, i know he's not going to live as long as my last cat did (i had to put her down at 19), so i know that to offset the giant hole in my other cat's heart i need to start pairing him now so the transition will be smooth. this is about the same age my first cat was when i got the now-12-year old cat.

but also, i've been wanting a kitten for like the past four years, and i feel like with the family drama going on i deserve this.

#personal #do you ever just feel worn down when things go wrong for people you love?#especially a very bad kind of wrong that can't be undone?#because we're a little in mourning #thankful for some things but just sad and feeling guilty about other things #and it all sounds vague but i swear it's not tragic bad just plain old bad and unfair #so the kitten might be an impulse decision because i spent a lot of saturday crying #but also it's kitten season at the shelter right now #and i just need a new good thing in my life #adulting is the worst kind of business out there guys #trying to keep it all together when i just want to burrow under my covers with my cats is hard #but i still have to go to work and do all the things #make money for those upcoming student loans #plan programs for kids for fall #shake my sillies out during storytime #and try not to throttle a coworker because i'm at the end of my rope with them #deep breaths don't always work #and i never have enough chocolate to compensate

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planetpiastri · 5 months

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pairing: lando norris x fem!reader [no faceclaim, reader is faceless] summary: yn and lando are couple goals around the mclaren garage, but they don't want oscar to feel left out. the problem? oscar would very much like to be left out. notes: school has finally released me from its chokehold so i'm doing my part in filling the winter break void. part 2 of my logan smau is in the works, but in the meantime, here's this<3 enjoy!

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ynusername recent stuff (following my two favorite boys around like a stray puppy)

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mclaren Always a pleasure to have you in the garage! 🧡

landonorris nyoom

ynusername vroom, even

username1 always a good day when yn refers to lando and oscar as her favorite boys

oscarpiastri Thanks for buying me dinner 👍🏻

ynusername you're welcome kiddo 🫶 oscarpiastri Please don't call me that

mclaren

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mclaren pookie #1 and pookie #2 dump (📸 - ynusername)

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username2 WHO PUT THE ADMIN UP TO THIS

oscarpiastri Why would you say that

username3 im cackling this had to be yn's idea

landonorris pookie and proud 💪

username4 everyone say thank you yn for taking cute pics of our boys

ynusername you're welcome 😁

ynusername

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ynusername let! him! cook!!!!!

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username5 oh my god that is so much fire

oscarpiastri Do NOT let him cook I repeat do NOT let him cook

landonorris it was fine you big baby nobody got hurt 🙄 oscarpiastri I'd sure hope so??

username6 yn and lando are kind of unhinged together omg

username7 and that's why we love them 😌

mclaren Please bring our driver back to the paddock in one piece! 😬

landonorris all that fire and you were still the hottest thing in the kitchen 🥵🥵

ynusername 🤭🤭

landonorris

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landonorris actually can't think of a better way to spend this life 🤍

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username8 CAPTION IM IN TEARS 😭😭

username9 where's my credit for sending you the video lando

landonorris how many times do i have to teach you this lesson old man?? 👊💪

maxverstappen1 Too sweet

ynusername you're my everything 💌

landonorris you ARE everything oscarpiastri And Lando's just Ken landonorris this guy gets it

maxfewtrell Happy for you or whatever

username10 glad to know i'm not the only one crying over that video of lando and yn

georgerussell63 Don't worry I am too alex_albon me too carlossainz55 Me three username11 yo??

username12 help there are so many drivers in the comments 💀

oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri Hanging out with Mum and Dad 👍🏻

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landonorris she started crying when she saw this btw

oscarpiastri Sorry? landonorris don't be, it's the pregnancy hormones ynusername I AM NOT PREGNANT DELETE THIS BEFORE THE WAG PAGES START POSTING

username13 ok but does oscar need a step-sister i wanna be part of this family

ynusername love u kiddo 🥹🧡

username14 oscar liking this comment oh we've come so far from when he used to tell her to stop calling him that oscarpiastri I've stopped fighting it

tagging: @sonder-paradise hey girl<3

request: hiii, could you do a smau similar to ‘heart eyes’ but with lando and oscar is the suffering third wheel? -from anon

#lando norris #lando norris x reader #f1 #f1 smau #f1 social media au #f1 x reader #instagram au #f1 imagine #lando norris imagine #f1 instagram au #social media au #lando norris au #oscar piastri #saturn writes

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