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With you, like this, all the time

Eren Jaeger x Female Reader

NSFW CONTENT!

Summary: When your friend Eren helps you out during a time when you feel like you don’t deserve to be happy, you finally realize that he’s always been the best solution to your problem.

Words: 8.9k

Warnings: oral sex M/F receiving, penetrative sex, dirty talk, cursing, abusive relationship, toxic behavior (ex-bf), depression

Part 2

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Another Friday night. Another fight with your boyfriend. Those two always seemed to go hand-in-hand.

You were sitting on the couch in your living room, cheeks red and puffy from yet another crying fit. Your head hurt, eyes stung from all the hot tears you had shed and your hands hurt from clenching your fists too hard. You were sitting on the floor, your back resting against the coffee table, eyes staring into nothing. Was this what life was supposed to be? No, was this what your life was supposed to be? You and your boyfriend had been in a relationship for about 4 and a half years, and you couldn’t even remember the last time you felt truly happy. It all started great, of course, until he got you. And then it all turned to shit.

You were tired. Not even angry anymore, just tired. You were tired of being gaslighted. Tired of always being second to something: his work, his friends, his hobbies. Tired of being yelled at. Tired of breaking up, then getting back together again. Tired of him. And you gave him everything. All your time, all your efforts, all your love. You even stopped your personal development. All you knew and wanted was him.

You laughed. How could you be so stupid? What did you expect was going to happen? Did you expect he was going to change? You knew that would never happen. He took you for granted. You were his play toy. You were always there for him, always forgiving, beautiful and loving. He could fuck you whenever he wanted, withhold sex even so he could manipulate you, play hot and cold with you. He’d tell you that he doesn’t want anything to do with you, you’d seemingly break up, and then he’d act like nothing happened. You were living in this sort of limbo that you thought there was no escape from.

You could feel your eyes starting to water again and you clenched your jaw. Your face fell into the palms of your hands, and you let out a soft whine from how weak you felt.

Ding

A message came from your phone that startled you for a second, but then you looked to see who it was, praying that it wasn’t your boyfriend, or should you say ex-boyfriend. When you looked, a dark chuckle left your lips. Of course it wasn’t him. Why would he call you, anyway?

You wiped your tears so you could try and read the message, and when you did, your heart skip a beat.

Eren Jaeger: Hey, you up?

You smiled. Your lips actually curved into a small smile. The first smile of your day. You got on your knees and started typing.

Yeah, what’s up?

Eren Jaeger: nothing much, just wanted to see how you were

Your smile widened a bit, hands clutching to your phone. Ah, Eren Jaeger. Your guilty pleasure. The most handsome boy you had ever seen and the kindest. Or was he the kindest towards you?

You met him when you signed up for a minor program at your college. You were late for class yet again, not knowing where the auditorium was, absolutely confused and looking around the halls like a total idiot, that you didn’t even notice when you bumped into this tall, gorgeous young man. Of course, being the klutz that you are, you fell and all your textbooks fell right with you. He didn’t even flinch being twice your size, and even though he got a bit annoyed at first, when he saw your face his features softened. He helped you get up and put all your books into your bag, and when you apologized and told him that you didn’t know where you should be going, he told you that he was in the same program and that he’d show you. You sat together that day, and after classes, you went and got coffee at the campus cafe. You felt so relaxed with him, even though most girls would forget their words while talking to him, you got over that fast thanks to his charming personality. He was very smart, made you laugh so hard and you had a lot of interests in common. You talked for about 3 hours that day about all sorts of stuff: music, movies, your childhoods, even personal stuff. You still didn’t know if your mind played a trick on you but you thought you saw him make a disappointed face when you told him you weren’t single.

Anyway, you two became really close after that. You weren’t friends friends but more so college friends, and you didn’t see much of each other outside of college, mostly because your boyfriend wouldn’t let you see other guys, it didn’t matter if they were only your friends. You were inseparable in college though, you were always together. Eren had actually asked you to go to the movies one time because they were showing this movie you both had talked about for months, but you had to decline. He wouldn’t push you after that, probably because he’d thought he’d crossed a boundary.

Nevertheless, he’d check up on you regularly. If you didn’t go to college for a couple of days, he’d always text you to see how you were and he’d always tell you that he had almost died of boredom without you. His messages lifted your spirits every time.

But staring at his message now, something inside of you snapped. You were going tell him that you were fine, the usual lie you always told everyone. But as you were typing the first word, you stopped yourself and deleted it. You needed to tell someone the truth.

I’ve been better

You sent it immediately and immediately regretted it. You shouldn’t have bothered him with your emotional baggage, he probably asked out of politeness.

But it’s not a big deal

You sent the second message, but you saw that he’d already seen the first one.

Eren Jaeger: you want to talk about it?

You bit your lower lip. It was so tempting to just let everything out, but you didn’t want to involve him. Why would he care anyway? You were used to dealing with your problems alone.

It’s fine, really

What’ve u been up to?

You closed your phone’s screen and put it right next to you. You felt so emotionally drained, but yet you didn’t have the courage to just.. share. Share how awful you actually felt. You closed your eyes and tried to concentrate on the pain your headache was giving you and just before you were about to stand up and go to your bedroom to get your painkillers, your phone rang again.

Eren Jaeger: just came home from the gym 10 minutes ago

You sure you don’t want to talk about it?

You sighed as you read the message. What good would talking about it do? You wanted to forget about it.

Yeah, don’t worry about it

Thanks though

You knew you were doing it again, pushing away someone who wanted to help, even if only by listening. But these were your problems, and besides, you felt so.. embarrassed. You didn’t want Eren seeing you in that light. Seeing you as the used and sad girl that you felt like.

Eren Jaeger: Missed you in class yesterday

I slept through the whole lecture

You let out a small chuckle as you read his texts. He had the habit of falling asleep in the middle of class and not waking up till the end of it. He’d always tell you that if it wasn’t for you, he’d probably not even go as much as he did.

Well I’m sorry you had to skip such an important event because of me mister

Eren Jaeger: better not happen again

A couple of seconds passed by before he started typing again.

I meant it tho

You felt your cheeks starting to burn. He had such an effect on you. Every time you were with him, talked to him, or texted him, you felt like you were 14 again.

Meant what?

You knew exactly what he meant, but you thought it wouldn’t hurt teasing him a little. You saw him seeing the text, and when a minute went by without you getting a reply, you started to get nervous. Maybe you shouldn’t have sent that.

Eren Jaeger: I missed you

You let out a small gasp. Was he flirting with you? You felt your heart starting to beat faster. Oh, what the hell.

I missed you too

You threw your phone on the couch and put your thumb between your teeth. Oh, this wasn’t right. You just had a fight with your boyfriend an hour ago and now you were flirting with your college classmate. Well, he did break up with you, so maybe you weren’t doing something so bad, but still, you felt as guilty as always. Fuck him. You got up from the floor and went to your bathroom that was just a few steps away from the living room, but it still felt like a task given your exhaustion. You looked at the mirror above your sink, your make up smudged and lips looking as if you got beat up. You looked like a drug addict. You felt the familiar feeling of tears forming in the corners of your eyes, and you put one hand in front of your mouth to muffle your cries. If Eren saw you like that now, he wouldn’t even look twice your way. Who would want anything to do with such a pathetic girl?

Ring ring

You heard your phone ringing from inside your living room and with small steps you made your way to your couch. You grabbed your phone and saw a familiar name calling you.

Eren Jaeger

You debated turning your phone off, being the emotional mess that you were at the moment, but something inside you told you to pick it up. So you did.

Hello?

You could hear his beautiful, husky voice coming from the other side of the line. You stayed quiet for a couple of seconds, trying to gather the courage to speak.

Hey..

You tried your best not to sound like you’d just cried your heart out, but after hearing your own voice, you realized that you didn’t do a good job.

Hey, hey, you okay? What’s wrong?

You could hear his concerned voice and then you couldn’t keep the tears in any longer.

I’m.. I’m sorry Eren, I’m just having a bad day.

You said as you cried, crumbling to the floor and rubbing the tears away from your eyes.

Y/n, please calm down and tell me what happened. You’re scaring me.

You closed your eyes and took a deep breath.

I don’t want to bother you, I’m sorry.

You’re not bothering me, what’s bothering me is that you’re not telling me what’s wrong.

You could hear his voice become more serious and you could sense it was filled with worry.

It’s.. my boyfriend, he.. we had a fight and we broke up.

Did he hurt you?

He immediately asked, and you were sure that if you were with him right now, he would be clenching his fists.

N-no, it’s just.. I don’t know..

Did he physically hurt you?

At that, you gasped. No, he didn’t hit you, but he did push you. And not for the first time. You stayed silent before Eren spoke again.

I’m coming over.

No, Eren, wait-

Which one was your building, the blue or the green one?

Before you could even think about it, your mouth was ahead of your brain.

The blue one.

I’ll be there in 10.

And with that, he hung up. You stayed with your phone to your ear, eyes staring in shock. What did you do? You didn’t want to bring Eren into your mess. You wanted to be friends with him, but if he saw you like this.. he’d probably think you were crazy for staying with a person who treated you this way. He’d lose any respect for you. What if your boyfriend came knocking down on your door? What if he saw Eren? What then? You put your hands through your messy hair, still sniffling from all the crying. You couldn’t think about that now. You had to get yourself together.

You walked to your bathroom mirror and stared once again at your reflection. You looked even puffier now. You splashed some cold water on your face, hoping that it would at least calm the redness a little bit. You got your comb and brushed through your mess of a hair, put some cream under your eyes, and went to your bedroom drawer to get yourself some aspirin. You were so exhausted, you couldn’t even sit up straight. But even though you felt like shit, you felt something else.. was it excitement? You wanted to see Eren. You wanted to see the boy with the warm smile and the sun- kissed skin. You wanted to see his teal eyes, how they sparkled no matter what time of day it was. They were so full of life, unlike yours. Yours were dull, uninteresting. They’d lost their spark a long time ago.

After laying in your bed for about a couple of minutes, occasionally dozing off from how tired you felt, you heard your phone ring again. You picked it up immediately.

I’m outside.

Okay.. It’s the 5th floor, first door on the right.

You hung up, stood from your bed, and with tired steps made your way to the front door. Your exhaustion was getting the better of you and you weren’t even able to push your key through the keyhole properly. When you saw the light of the building corridors light up though, you felt a certain energy flow through you. You were going to see him and that made you happy.

When you heard him getting off the elevator, you took a deep breath and opened your door. You saw him, with his usual man bun in place, sporting some jeans, a white tee, and a leather jacket. God, did he always have to look this good? When he saw you though, Eren stopped in his tracks. You could see the shock evident on his features and that made you think that maybe this wasn’t a good idea. He snapped out of it after a couple of seconds, but it was too late because now you were crying again. He went to hug you immediately.

“H-hey, hey, hey, it’s okay. It’s okay..”

His voice cracked a little when he held you in his arms, and he started rubbing your back gently, trying his best to console you. You muffled your cries by resting your head on his chest, fingers clutching to his jacket like your life depended on it. After a couple of seconds, he gently pulled away and started examining your face.

“Y/n, are you hurt anywhere? Like, physically hurt?”

You could hear his voice was soft and gentle, but his eyes were telling a different story. They were filled with a mix of anger and worry.

“N-no..”

“Are you sure?”

He looked straight into your eyes, and no matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t escape his gaze.

“He didn’t hit me, he just.. pushed me.”

You said, so embarrassed that the last words came out as whispers. Eren clenched his jaw and pulled you to him once again.

“It’s okay, you’re okay.”

He caressed your hair and that soothed you. He was so warm and he smelled like bergamots, making you feel like you could just fall asleep right then and there. You felt like you could stay in his arms forever.

“D-do you want some tea?”

“Oh, no, you don’t have to-“

“No, no, I want to make you some tea.”

He chuckled slightly and pulled away from you so he could gently wipe your tears from your face.

“Okay.”

You made your way to the kitchen with Eren following right behind you. You took your kettle and opened one of your drawers, pulling a little basket full of all kinds of teas.

“You really like tea, huh?” He smiled. He knew you didn’t like coffee much and that you preferred tea, but he didn’t know you had a whole collection.

“It relaxes me. So, do you want strawberry, lemon, apple mint-“

“I’ll let you decide.” He interrupted you and leaned his back against the fridge. When you turned around to look at him he was smiling at you so warmly and affectionately, but you could see his eyes were a bit sad. He hated seeing you so shaken up.

When you made both of you some tea, making him your favorite apple mint flavor, you both sat on the little table in your kitchen. There was a silence that neither of you felt comfortable enough to break, but after some time, Eren was the first to speak.

“Look, y/n.. if you don’t feel comfortable, you don’t have to tell me anything.” His eyes were looking at you, but yours were fixated on the warm cup on the table in front of you. “I’m sorry I crashed like this, I just got really worried.”

“No. I’m glad you came, Eren. Thank you.” You looked up at him and gave him a tired smile.

He was looking at you with his lips slightly parted, his gaze so affectionate you became a little embarrassed, so you returned your eyes to your cup.

“Just know I’m here, okay? If you want to talk about it, or even if you don’t, I’m here.”

You looked at him a little bit shocked. No one had talked to you that way for a long time, primarily because your boyfriend had pulled you away from most of the people you were close with. Hearing those words really made you feel like for the first time, maybe you weren’t alone.

“It’s nothing new, I mean.. it’s always been like this. For the past couple of years, at least.”

Eren’s eyes were locked on you, and you could see he was trying to keep his expression unfazed, but inside, he was burning. He couldn’t believe such an amazing person like you got with such a miserable piece of shit who’d treat you this way. In Eren’s opinion, you deserved the world. Ever since he met you, he could never stop thinking about you. You were so smart, beautiful, you had a great sense of humor that matched his own, you liked so many different things and could talk about anything and everything, that Eren was in awe of you. When you’d told him that you had a boyfriend, he was disappointed because he liked you ever since the first day he met you, but he never did anything about it, because he respected you and your relationship. Only, he didn’t know how fucked up said relationship actually was. He’d heard a couple of conversations between you and your boyfriend that seemed a bit out of place, but he never commented on it. Now, he wished he had.

“I don’t know what I did wrong, I.. I tried my best, but I guess it just wasn’t enough.” You clenched your jaw a bit too hard, feeling the tears coming once again, only this time you tried your best to stop them.

“Hey, no, stop that.” Eren stood up from his chair and knelt before you. You still didn’t have the courage to look at him, but then he gently moved your chin with two of his fingers so you could face him.

“I know you, okay? I know the kind of person that you are, and I’m a 100% sure you tried your best and I’m sure it was more than enough.” He continued. “So, please stop blaming yourself, because you don’t deserve this.. you deserve much, much more.”

You locked your eyes with his, his words making you feel a little better. But it wasn’t just his words that did that. The fact that he was the most beautiful person you’d ever seen helped a lot, too. And not just that, the way he was so gentle and kind to you, the way he carried himself, he was so unreal. So amazing. You’d thought many times about what it would be like to be with him. You’d even imagined it, but you were sure he didn’t see you that way, and even if he did, you thought that when he got to know you better, he would pull away when he found out all the emotional problems you had. But now that his face was just centimeters away from yours, you felt something inside of you snap.

You gently put your hands on either sides of his face and pulled him into a soft kiss. His lips were so soft and they tasted like the tea he’d just drunk. It didn’t last long and when you pulled away, you were met with Eren’s shocked eyes. Fuck, what had you done? Kissing him like that out of the blue, you were friends, friends didn’t do that.

“I-I’m sorr-“

Your words got interrupted by Eren, who was now kissing you much more fiercely than you did. There was no tongue, but still, it was so full of need and adoration that you felt like you were being consumed by him. His hands were on both sides of your face and he was holding you like he was about to lose you. When he pulled away, his face was still just centimeters away from yours and you could feel each other’s breath.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that.” He apologized, but still didn’t move away.

“No, I kissed you first, I should be the one apologizing.”

You stayed like that for a while, neither of you knowing what you should do next. Fuck it.

You kissed him again and he kissed you right back, this time letting his tongue inside your mouth. He was such a good kisser, so passionate and at the same time gentle, because he didn’t want to push himself onto you, but he just couldn’t hold it in any longer. He had thought about this every single time he’d seen you.

“Wait.” He pulled away again and this time you were the one with the confused look.

“Why?” You asked so pleadingly, your arms still around his neck. You wanted him, you wanted him so bad that you didn’t care about anything else at the moment.

“Y/n, you have no idea how many times I’ve thought about this.” Your heart skipped a beat at his words. “But you’re upset. I don’t want to take advantage of you.”

“You’re not.” You were quick to correct him, because he really wasn’t. For the first time in god knew how long, you felt alive. And you’d be damned if you let that feeling go. “Eren, I- fuck, I just really need you..” you pulled him closer to you again “So please, just kiss me.”

“Fuck, okay.” he didn’t need to be told twice. He kissed you once again and gently lifted you up from your seat to put you on the counter so you could be face to face. He positioned himself between your legs and kissed you with more necessity this time around, and you could feel yourself relax in his arms. You felt ecstatic. How many times had you imagined this too? You’ve even had dreams about it. The difference was that before, every time you’d think about him touching, holding or kissing you, you’d push those thoughts away, but now, you felt so.. free. You liked Eren so much. You liked kissing him, touching him, staring into his emerald eyes. You liked every little thing about him and you liked that he made you feel wanted.

You were having a full on make out session on your kitchen counter, eating each other up. His hands never strayed too far though, and you were already feeling too hot so you decided to pull your sweatshirt over your head and leave yourself in your skimpy light blue nightgown. When Eren saw you, he pulled away a bit and he gulped. If someone was to ask his name at this moment, he would need at least a minute to answer if he could answer at all. His face became as red as an apple and when you saw him you let out a cute little chuckle.

“Cat got your tongue?” You asked, tilting your head at him with a smirk on your face.

“Uhm, I..” he started, but then once again became mute. He didn’t know where to look when your breasts were right in front of his face and that little thing you called a nightgown did little to nothing to cover them up. He still felt like he didn’t have the right to kiss you, let alone kiss you when you were looking like that.

“Youuu.. want to kiss me?” You playfully cooed at him, his eyes still focused on a particular part of your body.

“Yeah..” he finally muttered back and you wasted no time by pulling him to your lips once again. You put his hands on your hips and you were sure you heard a faint groan come out of him that was muffled by your lips.

“How about fuck me?” You breathily whispered between kisses and that was when he really pulled away, his eyes searching for yours.

“What?” He asked, confusion evident in his voice. You let out a small gasp, afraid that you might’ve pushed him away. You felt so needy for him that you had let go of any boundaries that you might’ve had before.

“D-don’t you want to?” You felt like a scolded child, the cheekiness in your voice gone, now being replaced with uncertainty and the feeling of rejection.

You couldn’t read his face, but then he snapped out of the shock your question arose in him.

“Of course I do.” He said quietly, looking down at your lips. You felt yourself relax at his sentence and you could feel a thousand butterflies fly around your stomach. “But I don’t know if this is right- you were just crying 10 minutes ago-“

“Eren.” You circled your hands around his neck once again. “You’re not the only one who has thought about this.” You reassured him and bit your lower lip, accidentally brushing his shaft with your knee and letting out a gasp when you realized he was so hard. He wanted this just as much as you did, if not even more, but he respected you too much to do anything drastic about it.

You did it again, but this time it was on purpose and he let out the sexiest moan you’d ever heard come out of a man. His hands were on either sides of you placed right on top of the counter, but they so wanted to be on you. He felt like he was in a trance and he didn’t know which voice in his head he should listen to: the one telling him to stop this while you hadn’t completely crossed your boundaries or the one telling him to rip that little thing covering you to shreds. What he didn’t know though, was that the only one with any boundaries left was him.

You decided that you couldn’t wait any longer and you’d take things into your own hands and with slow movements you retracted your hands from him and put them onto the strings of your dress. Then, you pulled them down so painfully slow, it felt like you were in slow motion. Eren couldn’t keep his eyes on anything but you no matter how hard he tried. You were so sexy, even if you’d just cried for 2 straight hours you were still the sexiest woman in the world for him.

Your strings were down now and your breasts were hanging to your nightgown by a thread. “Eren..” you whispered into his lips once again and planted a soft kiss on them that he reciprocated. When he did though, you slightly moved and your nightgown fell down to your stomach area, exposing your breasts fully.

Eren felt like he was paralyzed. He was sure that he’d never experienced the pain he was experiencing in his pants right now. When he saw your tits in their full glory, nipples pink and hard from the exposed air and your arousal, he felt his dick twitch particularly hard in his boxers. You were such a sight, everything about you so damn perfect, he felt like he was in the best dream of his life.

“I want to show you something.” You snapped him back from his thoughts and his stare on your breasts when you took one of his hands and kissed his knuckles so sensually, he felt like he could bust right there. You opened your legs a little bit more and slooowly put his hand where you needed him most. You pulled your panties to the side so that his fingers could lay right on top of your cunt.

He closed his eyes and rested his forehead against yours when he felt just how wet you were. You did the same, with your lips slightly parted and your breath hitched. He didn’t move his fingers away and they felt so, so good on you that you unconsciously started jerking yourself forward to get some friction.

“This is all for you..” you whispered in his ear and that was it. He didn’t know what came over him, but he was kissing you again with so much fierceness, you felt dizzy. You grabbed his hands and put them on your tits, both of you moaning at the feeling. You couldn’t even take one breath from how your lips were locked on one another and you felt like you could just about melt into his touches.

You bit his lower lip after one particularly hot kiss and he groaned into your mouth. He was so sexy, every little sound he made made you want to pull out his dick and start sucking him in the middle of your kitchen. You still felt like he wasn’t very sure of what the two of you were doing though, so you decided to thread carefully by going down with one of your hands and palming his dick lightly. Eren literally whined. Of course, it was still as hot as everything else he did and you slightly smirked into his lips. He caught that and quickly removed your hand by placing it above your head on one of your kitchen cabinets. You chuckled teasingly and he shut you up by once again kissing your lips.

Eren didn’t really know how he succeeded in restraining himself from absolutely devouring you, but he felt his patience running thin. He moved his lips to your jaw giving it open kisses and then slowly moved to your neck, biting it gently. You moaned, you were already so wet you were sure there was a puddle of your own juices underneath you, and he hadn’t even done that much to you yet. It was the effect he had on you, you wanted him more than you had ever wanted anything else in your life.

He moved his lips to your chest area and then stopped once again to admire your breasts. You were breathing so rapidly, you were feeling like you were hyperventilating, waiting for him to do anything.

“Are you really sure?” He asked, his eyes moving to your face to try and catch even a glimpse of uncertainty. He didn’t find any.

“Please..” you said, moving your hips a bit forward on the counter so they could brush up against his.

“Fuck.” Was all he said before he took one of your nipples in his mouth. He started licking it so sweetly, you threw your head back and let out an especially loud moan. His other hand went to your mouth and you opened it for him without any hesitation. He coated his fingers with your saliva and started circling them around your nipple, while his mouth was still licking and kissing your other breast. You felt so sensitive to his every touch, it was like you were being touched for the first time.

“Eren..” you found your hands grabbing onto his silky brown strands maybe a little too roughly, but he didn’t mind, he got even more turned on by your neediness for him.

He returned to kissing your mouth, but you wanted much, much more now. “I want you so bad, ‘Ren”

“Yeah?” He put one thumb on your lower lip, his other hand on the back of your head.

“Yeah, so, so bad.” You looked at him with innocent eyes, but your thoughts were far from that.

“Fuck, I should have done this sooner.” He swiftly pulled back so he could pull off your panties and your nightgown with them, and you lifted your legs so you could help him without question. The thought that this was going to happen made you feel so alive and happy, that you thought the last day didn’t even happen. Or the last 4 years.

Eren gave you one last kiss and then knelt down so he could position himself right in front of your entrance. When he saw your pretty little cunt all wet and glistening, he wasn’t sure if he could last even a minute longer without cumming in his pants. He was no loser though, he was going to make this the most enjoyable experience of your life or else he wouldn’t be able to look at himself. He wanted you to feel like no one could please you like he could. Now that he had you, he was not letting you go.

“Open up.” He tapped your thigh gently and you obliged, opening your legs so the both of you could be more comfortable and Eren could have full access to your most sensitive part.

“Shit.” He almost groaned the word out and then delved right in, his tongue making contact with your sensitive clit. You let out something between a whine and a moan, your toes curling at the feeling. He was wasting no time, and you weren’t either. You started fucking yourself on his tongue, jerking your hips forward, feeling a warm feeling forming in your tummy. You were so riled up, so wet, so begging for release, you felt like you could cum any second.

Eren licked broad stripes against your clit with just the right amount of speed, looking up from time to time to see your expression. You had your eyes shut, mouth opened, letting out the loudest moans you had ever let out. You were so close and your heart was beating so fast, you felt like you couldn’t take it anymore. Your moves were becoming sloppy and Eren pinned your thighs to the kitchen counter, never for once stopping licking your cunt. Your thoughts were becoming so incoherent, that all that your brain consisted of was his name.

He grazed your clit with his teeth not too roughly, taking into consideration how sensitive you were, but that exact movement was what did it. You almost screamed, the built up crescendo in your core reaching its limits so vigorously, you were feeling like you were about to faint. You squeezed your legs around him so tightly, that if he wasn’t as strong as he was you could’ve suffocated him. He rode you through your orgasm, his licks becoming fainter as your sensitivity rose. Your breathing was so incredibly hitched, that when he moved away, he actually got worried.

“Hey, are you okay?” He instantly stood up and grabbed your face, searching for a sign of discomfort.

“‘M fine..” was all you could answer back with your cute tired voice. “I’ve never cum so fast” you said, pulling him closer to you. “or hard.”

Eren wouldn’t let you see it, but he was so proud of himself and so happy he could literally burst out of joy. “I’m glad.” He wiped your juices off his mouth and chin and licked them clean. “Fuck, I want to do it again.” He said as he kissed you again. “You’re so fucking gorgeous.” He started kissing your cheeks, nose, forehead, your whole face. “Every part of you.” He finished as he rested his forehead against yours and nuzzled your nose with his.

“Eren” you started, your hands going down to the zip of his jeans “I wanna make you feel good too.” You pulled the zipper down and planted your hand inside of his pants, palming his hard dick. Your mouth fell open when you realized his size and the big damp spot on his jeans and boxers.

“Fuck, I want you in my mouth now.” You basically jumped off the counter and onto the floor, unbuckling his belt so fast, his only reaction was to stare down at you. You pulled his pants to his thighs, followed by his boxers, both of which had huge stains from his precum, and when you finally saw his cock, you almost gasped and licked your lips. He was so pretty even down there, he was big, he had girth and he had an upward curve. You almost rolled your eyes at how perfect he was. You gently started palming him up and down, spreading his precum down his whole shaft. Eren could only watch with parted lips, moaning at your every touch, his hands instinctively finding their way to your hair. You planted one small lick on his head at which he practically whined, and then continued to palm him.

“Tease.” He smiled down at you, caressing your hair and making it into a ponytail. He received a cheeky smile from you, opening your mouth once again, this time licking his whole length at which Eren grunted, his grip on your hair tightening. You decided that you’d stop teasing him, given the fact that you wanted nothing more than to suck his dick, so you put his head in your mouth, slightly sucking on it. Eren threw his head back, tightening his hold around your hair to the point that it hurt your scalp a bit and you whined.

“Sorry.” He instantly loosened his hold and you shook his head at him.

“No, I like it.” You reassured him and he looked at you like you weren’t real. You wanted him to be rough with you, and as much as you appreciated how gentle he was up until now, you really wanted to be manhandled by him.

“Shit, okay.” He tightened his grip on you again. “Like that?” He asked, smirking.

“Mhm.” You muttered as you put him inside your mouth again, this time trying to suck him whole.

“Shit, ah-“ he felt so sensitive, it was like he was in the position you were in about 5 minutes ago. You had one of your hands down the base of his cock, sliding it up and down while your mouth paid attention to the upper part. After a couple of seconds, you were bobbing your head up and down his dick, occasionally spitting on it, which he found so hot, he couldn’t keep his eyes off you.

“You’re so fucking good..” he traced one thumb across your cheek, his other hand still on your hair. You moaned at his words, the praise warming your little heart. You couldn’t remember the last time your boyfriend praised you in bed, or anywhere else for that matter.

Eren was close, in fact he was so close, that he unconsciously started fucking himself into your mouth, making you deepthroat him. It wasn’t on purpose and of course you didn’t mind, he was just so far gone, he couldn’t control himself anymore.

“You’re such a good girl” you were basically whining on his cock, your fingers going down to rub desperate circles around your clit. “Just like that baby, shit”

His movements were becoming uncontrollable and he was basically using you like a rag doll, but you found it so arousing, you couldn’t wait for him to fill your mouth.

“You want me to fill you, huh?” Eren asked you, lust having taken over him completely. He pulled your hair back so you could look up at him, your eyes all teary and pleading.

“Yes, please, I want you to fill my mouth” Eren watched you with parted lips, a grunt from deep inside his chest escaping while he pulled your face back to his throbbing cock. You could feel it coming, so you put your hands on the back of his tights to steady yourself. You weren’t gagging anymore, your throat had become accustomed to his size by now and with one last particularly hard thrust he was gone. You felt your mouth being filled with his cum, all warm and sweet and you wasted no time to swallow all he was giving you. Eren’s legs began to shake slightly, his orgasm wiping his head clean.

It took him about a minute to come down from his high, after which he looked at you still kneeling before him. He knelt down to you and cupped your cheeks.

“Shit, was I too rough? I’m sorr-“

You kissed him hard, making any doubts that he hurt you disappear into his mind.

“Please fuck me Eren.” You were basically begging for it now, you didn’t care if he took you right then and there on the floor, you just wanted to feel him.

Eren was a gentleman though, and even if he just came in your mouth while you were on your kitchen floor, he knew it wouldn’t be right to have your first time with him there. He grabbed your ass and lifted you up with one motion.

“Where’s your bedroom?”

“Door on the left.”

He started carrying you like you were feather light and made your way to your bedroom. When you were inside, he gently put you on your bed and put one of your pillows behind your back. Eren was still completely clothed except for his dick, which was hanging out of his pants, so he lifted his shirt off first, displaying his toned abs. You rubbed your thighs together from how insane he looked, he literally looked like a Greek god, and yet still he was so humble and down to earth. He removed his jeans right after his shirt and then climbed on your bed, pumping his dick with one hand. You gulped, the anticipation you felt becoming nerve wracking by this point.

He kissed one of your feet gently, going up to your knee and then your thigh. He stopped once he was in front of your pussy admiring it for a bit, after which he licked one broad stripe against your clit. Your legs shook a little and you gasped, your hands pulling him to you, but then he grabbed them, pinning them down on either sides of your face. There was something different about the way he looked at you now. The gentleness was still there, you could feel it, but now you also felt a bit.. scared? It was the good kind of scared, but still, you felt intimidated by him. His grip on your wrists tightened and with one swift motion you felt his tip inside you. Your mouth fell wide open in a silenced moan, and even though it was just his tip, it felt like much, much more than. He grabbed his dick with one of his hands and started rubbing it against your folds, and you craned your neck, lifting your hips upwards to get more friction. He did that a couple more times until you started feeling the familiar knot in your stomach forming again. You were grinding yourself against him so eagerly, Eren couldn’t resist how cute and needy you were, so he let out a chuckle. He stopped his movements and you pouted, but then he pushed the back of your knees above your head and slipped his dick inside of you so fast, you almost screamed. Your pussy offered no resistance of course, being wetter than it’s ever been before. He waited for you to adjust to him and gave you a sloppy kiss.

“Want me to move yet?”

“Yes, yes, please” you begged, your arms tangled around him.

“Want me to go easy on you?” He asked softly, but you could see the hunger in his eyes.

“No” you quickly responded, and then Eren kissed you again. He began moving at a slow pace, but you were already moaning from his every thrust. He filled you up so fucking good, it felt like you were made for him. He wasn’t going all the way in and you could feel he was still holding back a little, but that thought disappeared when he began to pick a pace. His thrusts were becoming fast and deep, and he felt so, so good. He was kissing your neck while fucking you, listening to your pretty moans and the wet sounds from the skin-to-skin contact filling the room.

“You like that, baby?” He breathily asked, moving one of his hands to squeeze your breast.

“Fuck, yes, yes” after your answer he began to move even faster and you closed your eyes shut, your fingernails digging into his back. “Fuck, Eren, don’t stop”

“Shit, you’re so beautiful”

You were sure you could feel him in your tummy, he was so deep, kissing your cervix with his every thrust. He moved one thumb to your clit, rubbing circles on it, and you whined.

“Wanna cum again?”

“Please”

And then he stopped his movements and pulled away, turning you around until your ass was in the air, placing a hard slap on it. Before you could mutter anything, he was already pushing inside you again, picking a monstrous pace.

“Oh my god-“ your voice was muffled by your pillow and your fingers were clutching to it like there was no tomorrow. Eren was definitely the biggest thing you’d ever had inside you, and the new position he was fucking you in had your eyes going white. When Eren pulled your hair, arching your back in the process, you couldn’t think straight anymore either. “It’s too big, shit-“

“Yeah? Want me to slow down?” But he didn’t, he only began moving even faster until you were basically crying. “You said you could take it, baby”

He was sort of mocking you, but still in such an adoring way. The combination of the pain from the hair-pulling and occasional hard slaps on your ass with the pleasure of his cock fucking the deepest parts of you transported you to literal heaven. Your moans were prompting him to pull on your hair even harder until you could basically see his face.

“You’re so tight baby, fuck” he slapped your ass again, squeezing the fat in the process. He leaned forward to you, one hand still pulling on your hair while the other went down to rub at your nub. “Come on you little minx, cum, I want you to cum on my dick”

“Eren, Eren, I’m gonna-” you were so close it was unbearable, his fingers rubbed around you so masterfully, you were sure he did it better than you could ever do it to yourself “oh, oh fuck-“ he whispered something dirty in your ear, but you couldn’t even remember what it was, because your orgasm hit you so hard, you could only choke out a pathetic moan and collapse forward on your pillow. It was so long too, the burning sensation continuing throughout your body while he never for once stopped fucking into you.

Eren felt your walls squeezing him so hard, he knew he wasn’t far behind you “Shit, I’m gonna cum” he quickly pulled out and turned you around again, basically crashing his lips into yours and pumping his dick with his hand until he was spilling his warm cum on your tits. You were both moaning into each other’s lips, holding each other so tightly.

It took a couple of minutes for the both of you to calm down, never breaking the position you were in. You had your hands on his back, caressing it gently and he was placing warm kisses on your neck. After a while, he stood up on the bed, giving you a warm smile. You returned it and then the both of you let out small laughs.

“Uhm, your towels?” He asked while caressing your leg.

“Oh, wait, I’ll get them-“

“No, no, let me.” He stopped you in your tracks.

“They’re in the bathroom, it’s just outside.”

He got off the bed and started walking to your bathroom, while you were admiring his toned ass. When he was outside the room, you placed both of your hands over your eyes and squealed. You couldn’t believe this just happened. Eren, your friend Eren, your college friend Eren just fucked you so hard, you couldn’t even get up from your bed.

“You okay?” He startled you and when you looked at him, he was leaning on your bedroom door with the towels in hand with his hair down from his bun.

“Oh, yeah.. I’m great.” He smirked at your statement and went to clean the mess he had made on your breasts and stomach. You were staring at him the whole time with so much admiration, he couldn’t help but notice.

“You’re staring.” He teasingly said as he moved the towels he had just used on you to the edge of the bed.

“Well, I’m.. admiring you.” At your sentence, his expression changed and his eyes got locked with yours. There was a small silence that you both embraced as you stared at each other, but then, Eren snatched you from your position bridal style and hugged you into his arms. He sat on the bed, leaning into the headboard with you in his arms.

“You know, I..” he started, unsure of how to continue. You had your curious eyes on him, while he was staring into something in the distance. “I’ve felt like this for a while now.” He continued.

Your heart was beating so fast. “Like what?” You prompted him to go on.

“Like I want to be with you.. like this, all the time.” He looked down at you and when he saw your cute little expression with your parted lips and sparkling eyes, he couldn’t resist kissing you. You kissed him right back, your hand going to caress his cheek. When he pulled away, you let out a deep sigh. Here goes.

“Me too.” You confessed and you could see he was a little bit shocked. “But I couldn’t allow myself that, because I just.. I wasn’t strong enough to do what needed to be done.” You could see him clenching his jaw just slightly, and you could imagine he was imagining beating your ex to a pulp. “And I was also scared that you wouldn’t like me when you found out about it all, so I-“

“What?” He interrupted you with a questionable look. “Why would you think that?”

“I don’t know, I thought you’d think I was crazy for being with such an asshole and that you’d think low of me.”

“You were crazy to be with a piece of shit like that.” He assured you. “But I would have never thought low of you because of that. I don’t know exactly what transpired, but you’re such a kind and amazing person, I can’t imagine someone would treat you this way.” He continued. “You should have told me, I could’ve helped you, fuck, I could’ve done something, I could’ve.. protected you.” You felt him clenching his fist and you cupped his cheeks.

“Hey, it’s over now. For good. I don’t ever want to see him again and I won’t. And you did help me, Eren.” You placed a soft kiss on his cheek. “If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t have had so much fun in class, or in college for that matter. You made me want to go all the time because I knew that I’d see you there.” He was staring at you like you were the most precious thing in the world. “And besides, tonight is the best night of my life.” You nuzzled your nose against his. “Because I ended something terrible, but also.. because I’d like to start something beautiful, too.”

If Eren wasn’t sure if he was in love with you before (he was, duh), now he was more than sure. Now, he could do all the things he wanted to do with you, he could tell you just how in love with you he actually was, he could spend an entire night talking about it. He could let himself love you and be with you, because you wanted to be with him too.

He caressed your hair as he kissed you so romantically, it was like you were in a movie. You felt at peace. You didn’t know where your phone was, you didn’t know if your ex had called you, you didn’t care. All this time, the boy you thought you could never be with had been thinking about you too, wanting you, loving you from afar, and that was all that mattered to you at the moment. And now, you could be together and be happy, and you’d finally leave your past behind.

“Oh, and by the way Eren” you moved away and searched for his eyes “that was the best sex I’ve ever had.”

He grinned, kissing the tip of your nose “Yeah, me too.”

That night, you fell asleep in his arms and it was the best sleep you’d ever had, too.

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A/N: Sooo, here’s something? I hope you.. like it? I actually like it a lot, and it’s really precious to me because the first part where y/n is feeling like shit and is depressed as fuck I actually based off of myself when I was in one of my relationships. It was that bad lol and in those times, I would have really loved it if I had someone as hot and as amazing as Eren to save me (fuck me) but oh well, a girl can dream right. Anyway, I’m babbling, hope you enjoyed it! Oh, OH, there’s going to be a part 2 btw. Byeee

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