#Like I constantly forget posting stuff

[theplevneli]

Lmao turns out I forgot to post this.

#illustration #digital art #digital drawing #oc #artist on tumblr #digital painting #my own art #my art #original drawing #volleyball #volleyball player #sport illustrated #i have the memory of a goldfish #Like I constantly forget posting stuff

[ando666detonao]

some hahas deep buried in my files

#i constantly forget about the part of drawing in which u have to like. post it or smthing #cuphead #the cuphead show #king dice #devil cuphead #ludwig cuphead #chef saltbaker #my stuff

[psychedelicflyingshark]

Listening to songs with 0 lyrics and still crying about what they're saying

#sometimes i forget that i like music more than a normal amount #like yeah we all listen to music and have stuff we like #but me i gotta have it. all the time or i die #the jukebox in my head never stops baby #(this post is about strobe and anybody can find love btw) #i constantly require New Music to feed the minecraft jukebox of my mind #and ive been chewing on those two #they say so much about the human condition. to me

[petriichvrs]

FOUR YEARS  OF  NOXTMS  /  six  characters  !

ft. @viiktorious ( my absolute favorite take on viktor, in the sense that no one else could ever really compare. i think you write him so well when it would be so easy for him to be very oversimplified, and one of the most pleasant surprises of this year - at least so far - has been you bringing him back to the dash ! ), @hoggleswart ( i don't know how well documented my 'sarah shahi deserves to be used more in the rpc' movement is here in nox, but i have been leading that charge for so many years and i was already so invested in roshana before you ticked all my favorite boxes in a character. i love ocs connected to existing canons in ways other than siblings or children, and i'm always a sucker for someone achingly sad ! ), @hcldmybroom ( not unlike the above, i have been wanting ambika to become the next big thing for so long that i, again, was always predisposed to loving a character using her ! there is so much - so far - untapped potential for drama with minette that makes me gleeful, and i really, really enjoy what i have seen of them so far ! ), @chacswins ( this guy is always gonna hurt my heart, and i'm always gonna be way more into that than i should be</3 you and sam are neck to neck in my personal 'most anticipated returns' list, and i'm so happy to be able to play around with you in all the angsty ways i've grown to love playing around with you in over the years of friendship and development we've had ! i'm so fond of damien in a way i think doesn't get expressed enough, and so grateful that his existence has provided me with 1. a whole character, in luca and 2. so many new layers for other characters ! ), @tosteelisms ( cara macdonald, my beloved, i am so glad that someone has finally given you a chance to thrive when you have so deserved it for so long ! she's one of my most adored creations, here, and i am so glad that i was able to entrust her into such capable hands ! you came into nox swinging, and i have loved seeing her form ! ), @acritudos ( last, but not at all least. theo nott was talked about at such length for so long that it would have been so easy for him to lose momentum but. of course. that was never going to happen in your hands. he is everything i've always dreamed of and more in terms of all the various dynamics i always wanted - with pansy, with the slytherin gang as a whole, with astoria, with ginny. with everyone, really ! - and of course it would be you that would give me those goods. how on earth could i expect any differently ! as always, i feel very lucky to write with you and develop such complex connections with you, and i hope that never changes<3 ) !

#nox.graphics #mine* #nox.task #i tried to do like. word i grabbed / associated from aesthetics and stuff you have posted + color #even if the color was a synonym to a color. for proper pantone vibes. #im not sure how i feel about it ! alas it's too late and now im done<3 #honorary mentions to : sarah's hermione who feels like an especially special character to have this month considering she was the 1st #we ever had ! #emily's dwaco who isn't here but always present in my heart same as them<3 #lex's grace moody because i can never go without mentioning JUST how much i adore that v sad girl #( but also ismene because .. yes she dead<3 ... but she formed such vital part of the xu's ) #( one of my favorite of all time families to be involved in ) #and vicky's tempest. who i constantly forget did not exist in canon. #they are SO well written and i am so crazily invested in their story

[verygoodcomments]

oh yes on the topic of submissions...

i had one from someone in my inbox from YONKS ago that tumblr is not letting me post for some reason. that person also sent me an ask about whether i could provide links to the videos/places i found the comments on (i would just answer their ask but it explicitly references their submission which, again, tumblr won't let me post... and also it was from ages ago) so let me answer that here

unless i think that mentioning the source amplifies the comment, or provides some humorous context, i usually don't do that as a general rule. if someone asks for the comment source and i still remember what it was, i'll tell them, but i don't tend to mention it explicitly on the post itself

i don't tend to redact pfps or usernames (to give some form of credit to the authors of the comments, sometimes they make the comment better, they're already public on the internet & usually posted on videos by youtubers exponentially more popular than my blog & usually post obscure comments i had to scroll for quite a while to find anyway, it's fun when someone recognizes their own username, etc etc), so this is an alternate method of security against people trying to be weirdos to the featured commenters. most of my posts come from youtube, which doesn't even have a direct messaging system anymore, which is simultaneously why i feel fairly comfortable leaving pfps/usernames unredacted on these comments and why i feel it's better if i try not to provide TOO many context hints at least in the actual text of the post. just on the off chance some bitter weirdo wants to try being a bitter weirdo, you know? and if someone goes all the way out of their way to try and track these comments down explicitly to bully these people, then at this point, it kinda seems like redacting that stuff wouldn't have helped anyway. while i definitely do not condone harassing anyone from here, i also... don't think it'd exactly be My fault there, and entirely the fault of this hypothetical extremely brainrotted rando. this has, to my knowledge, never once happened, but just putting that out there

i do give little hints or context notes in the tags on occasion, under the general assumption that anyone following this blog knows that this is a place of comment appreciation, an art gallery of Internet Humans. usually it only extends to mentioning the youtuber or what type of video it was, but as a general statement. this is the other part of my philosophy here: i enjoy hunting for comments as a sort of peoplewatching-esque hobby and i think other people should try it out (so long as they have the self-restraint to NOT reply to people even if they make you mad. it's never worth it man.). i also think it'd be a fun treat for someone to only get a hint, figure out what video it was, and then go on their own hunt and see the comments in the wild. i often skip over Loads that don't quite make the cut so you'll probably find something else fun in there

does that make sense? it does to me. anyway if anyone ever wants to know where i found a comment just ask and i'll tell you, so long as i remember. fair warning, the older the post the comment is on, the more likely i am to have forgotten what specific video it was. i usually at least have a vague idea of the original poster and/or the content/topic of the video but sometimes i don't

#not comments #i can tell you right now anything 2021 or earlier was very likely from someone in the drew gooden/danny gonzalez commentary youtuber bubble #contemporaneously and as per my personal taste at the time: drew/danny/cody ko/eddy burback/maybe jarvis johnson? #never really been into kurtis's style so idk if there's anything from him on here #i watched jarvis back then the question mark pertains mostly to whether any of the comments came from his videos #danny has Loads of videos more subs and an audience that skews younger than the rest #(because his style of humor is more accessible/appealing to a wider audience than say drew's extremely dry humor) #(and also he's got a young face. people constantly comment stuff like 'i forget he isn't 16 until he mentions his wife') #so most of my posts are likely from a danny video somewhere #the hamster with a handgun was from his video titled something like DOGS ARE CANCELLED #there were approximately 500 other comments making that exact same joke but the hamster one was the funniest imo #i don't even care if it was a piggyback comment. '31 warning shots directly into his stomach' was leagues ahead of the rest #anyway. there's my tip and trick if you're curious about older posts #there are exceptions and anytjing 2022 and beyond is more ambiguous #cause my posts were more sporadic i think because video essays were getting more popular & i don't find as many postable comments on those #but i was and am addicted to them #so rather than being able to say 'oh probably a commentary youtuber it was all i was watching' the really good comments are like #'ummm... hmmm... well this one was on some random how it's made video... this was a minecraft video... this was jerma...' #anyway. i have gotten distracted. need to go do some non-comment writing. some big boy writing

[hpdgirlfriend]

no that helped me that was really helping me eh nee ways (still in pain) i want to practice writing moree.....

#i want to be able to write stuff but Unfortunately i have disorders in my brain that wont let me write anything #because 1. theres a constant really aggressive criticism of what im writing thats really discouraging 2. the disorder that makes me think #im being watched and the disorder that makes me think im being constantly judged by others are making out with tongue always and i dont fee #comfortable writing while feeling like im being watched and judged (main source of point 1) #and 3 i constantly forget what the fuck i was going to write adn then i want to bash my head into a wall #cringe asf post lol who cares #unreality #lili dont look

[rainbow-sparks]

Can you tell who's my favorites?

(ignore Usagi if you must)

First picture: [craftykit]

Second picture:

also one where Donnie matches the bg if you care:

#leonardo rottmnt #rise leo #donatello rottmnt #rise donnie #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #all of these are old except for the nothing in life matters thing; that was drawn today (23/1/29) #it's only the 29th??? #wooah I've been 15 for like...3..days? #yeah like 3- 26 28 29?? is that how you count that (I suck at counting dates and stuff) #anyway; they others were drawn a few months ago I think? like Dec or Nov; wait gonna check #FNaFloreone: 23/1/3; ball: 23/1/2; gay autism: 22/12/29 #uhh yeah :) #fun fact: the ball one was a thumbnail for a shitty animation I made :) it was posted but it sucks so no one really...idk; interacted?? #I CONSTANTLY forget their sash(?)/belt and belt I only drew it on one of these fuck--

[sereniv]

i hate being affected by unreality bc like i KNOW thr whole goblshnov whatever tumblr joke is a fake movie and that it doesn't exist. i know this as a fact

but everytime i see something on it thats convincing enough like a fake article or whatever, my brain keeps getting confused

like stop it u stupid brain stop falling for it!!

#like i will read a post saying its not real and im like yeah i know this you can easily confirm this with a google search #and then scroll down and see another post and be like 'wait...is it real?' #and its like no no remember what we know as true? its not real. like 'oh yea yeah ur right' #then scroll down #'...wait' #like im on my medication i shouldn't be having this problem #but i dont want to blacklist it bc some the stuff is enjoyable #i love shit like this. pretending something is real and having fake debates etc #playing pretend! #except i constantly forget its pretend! #lol

[eyesopentv]

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#miles thots #i posted that tiktok bc it reminded me to start doing it again #i used that technique since i was 13-14 when i would constantly fill my time with things to look forward to even if i wasn’t feeling bad at #the time bc i knew it could just happen and if i didn’t have something then.. that was it #it used to be like school concerts. trips. my favorite shows #then once i got a job and friends i started making actual plans so i’d always have something to do and if it ever got bad enough i’d just go #‘not yet- that person would be annoyed if you missed this’ or ‘no they need you at work’ #and every time one event was coming close i made sure to have a new one ready #eventually i started forgetting to set new stuff and it perfectly lined up with my last attempt and at the hospital they told me to try this #method that quite honestly i thought i was so original when i started it #anyways. that video reminded me to start picking things to look forward to again bc without that i wouldn’t have made it past 16 and i sure #as shit won’t be dying before i turn 22 #tw suicide #<almost forgot oops

[mako-island-moon-pool]

You want to know how bad my memory is?

I was writing last night and I just straight up forgot that Sanji exists. I have been watching this show since 2012, he was my fave Strawhat outside of Luffy pre-TS, and I FORGOT HE EXISTED.

I was like 'hm yes well the ones who would understand are Nami and Robin... W- wasn't there one more I was thinking of a moment ago? Wasn't there another one who'd Get It?????'

'it's not Chopper. Definitely not Usopp. And it's not Zoro. That's all the remaining Strawhats at this point in the story. So... Why am I convinced I'm forgetting someone? Let's go through the arcs in my head agai- OH MY GOD, I FORGOT SANJI'

#When I tell you my memory is shit... 😭 I used to own a Sanji shirt. What the fuck?? #When that post about the memory issues finally leaves my queue #Like I joke about it but this shit can be genuinely terrifying. Like knowing my brain is getting worse. Knowing I'm probably forgetting #Seriously important things and just 'oops I can't remember haha' #It's scary. #I'll never get better because I'll just relive the pain over and over because my brain refuses to remember the help and progress I make #Every day I wake up back at step 1 it's so depressing and scary and horrifying and I hate it #I can never process anything bc I just forget and if I do remember it's like a punch to the chest for the first time every time #And people get SO sick of you after a while. Constantly asking for help. Never remembering anything. They get so annoyed with you. #Anyway. On a lighter note (not actually) I'm trying out a new one-shot :) #Not to speak ill of the 'soon-to-be' dead but Garp was a shit grandfather #So I was like What If Me And Luffy Had The Same Reaction #Because self love starts in recognizing your self through the other god damn it #Even if I finish this idk if I'll post it bc of how personal it is but it has been very cathartic to write #Then again I could just publish it anonymously so my irl friends won't see it. No harm no foul. #I (kid) once pushed my mom (grown adult) out of my room when she caused me to have a meltdown so I could 100% see Luffy doing the same thin #In my defense she had a habit of taunting me and destroying my stuff to punish me after inciting meltdowns and I just wanted to be alone #I was like 7 years old at the time (hell year hell year) so I doubt I actually hurt her. She just looked surprised. I remember that. #Sometimes I wonder why I identify so much with werewolves and then I remember ah yes. The childhood of being treated like a monster. #Like a freak because when people kept pushing your boundaries you'd rather bite than let them do whatever they want to you #Oh boo hoo such a terrible thing for a child to be... Protective of themselves... #ANYWAY. like I said this wasn't going to be much lighter. #I want Luffy to punch the lights out of Garp to protect his friends. Not even in-canon just in this fic #Ik in-canon Garp is a complex guy and loads of fans love him but... Smash eggs make sandwiches know what I'm saying? #Yeah GROOVY

[aro-aizawa]

nintendo saw ppl beating the end bosses in less than 30 mins with basically nothing in botw and went hm nah lets make it ten times harder w many more stages :)

#shut up danni's talking #totk #i think in total there are nine stages total not counting the final run up #it's a SLOG and you can't pause halfway through to restock you gotta power through it all at once #this is w/o doing the sages btw with them its significantly shorter fight bc you bypass five stages and you get help in one stage #anyways man that was a challenge i genuinely thought i was gonna fail on the third last stage until i remembered i had fairies #the gloom would have deffo finished me off if i hadn't - i didn't cook nearly enough sunny stuff but too much of everything else lol #not bad considering i'm only on the second playthrough and i deffo forget abt some totk mechanics now and then #god i love this game sm #the soundtrack is so good too like hnk i cannot wait until it gets posted online #i already listen to the botw soundtrack constantly its gonna be great to listen to the totk one too #so yeah here's your tip if you're gonna fight w/o the sages stock up on sunny foods they're essential

[un-pearable]

#:/ look. i get self conscious constantly. half the time i’m not posting here i AM lurking and am instead cramming things into the drafts #for me to tag and post later and then i forget #it’s not sustainable. i should cave and just use the queue #but i’ve got like a week or so of stuff i need to go back and tag anyway #ugh. whatever it’s still finals season!!! your regular programming will return after may 18th. sry folks

[imgodsfavorite]

Absolutely hate when people talk about what/how I eat. Makes me want to paint the fucking walls with my brains :)

#my silly little posts #text #tw depressing stuff #fr though i keep rembering things ppl have said about what/how i eat for some reason #it makes me wish i could just stop altogether #once a relative made a joke that i must have a tapeworm because of how much i put away #like bruh #another person in my life would constantly tell me what i ate was gross #lmfao #weird how thay stuff sticks with you #so even if youre at a mental health high u cant forget it 🥲 #having a normal one #ed mention ig #stuff like this makes me so anxious to eat in front of people #i fucking hate it #but yeah no im good

[daz4i]

ppl repost my memes on reddit. that’s it. i’m officially tumblr famous 

#one even got to twitter with over 4k likes. i'm famous guys #also ppl post my stuff on the ake/shu subreddit constantly but i'm used to that now ig. #thank you for standing with me every step of the way my friends. i will never forget your contribution to my fame.

[whatohitsonfirewelp]

So for vol 1 I feel like they tried to fill in gaps with some stuff that just held zero meaning for the storyline of vol 1 or else it’s get obvious that they were putting more of a focus on certain characters more.

I honestly think not every episode needed to be that long. Like we did Not need all of those unnecessary scenes.

#yes this IS still my favorite season #that’s how good the rest of it was #I just think they wasted a lot on filler scenes and trying to include the Cali crew #hey who knows maybe some stuff like the mob will have an impact in vol 2 #but it just seems so unimportant?? #also y’all!!! #I really hope the parent get into the Know #as well as the two cops who’s names I constantly forget #I just think now is the perfect time #and let them desperately be trying to help and protect their kids #who are like no stop we’ve been dealing with this we know what to do #(also please like give Steve Harrington some parental guidance #and Robin for that matter like WHERE are her parents???) #also Erica deserved more screen time after last season #but I also feel like that’s why she didn’t?? #I’ll make a post later #but so glad to see her and Dustin are friends #whatoh back at it again #stranger things #stranger things 4

[brittlebutch]

the imagined episode of Sesame Street guest starring Wyld Stallyns still lives rent free inside my skull btw

#N posts stuff #unfortunately it’s never become more grounded than the like #1) deeply ingrained belief i have that Ted’s favorite character is Oscar the Grouch bc i can so vividly picture him as a kid #getting constantly shittalked by his dad and told that his interests are trash and finding like. real solidarity comfort in oscar #who is angry without getting in trouble for it and loves his trash wholeheartedly and earnestly #and 2) the endlessly endearing image of Bill and Ted being that category of person who earnestly interact with the muppets as people #because the puppetry is so good you can briefly forget that they are in fact being puppeted by a puppeteer #and then 3) mini concert just like Stevie Wonder and other musical guest stars on that show #but i’m also really endeared by the idea that Bill and Ted watched sesame street like. religiously as kids and then like #get so crazy excited that they got to grow up and be invited on themselves. #ugh. if i could write it it would be SO good dudes trust me #bnt