#NnoiRen

[wild-pineapple-butt]

a kiss on the top of the head.(because he's just THAT MUCH TALLER and he ofc likes to remind it to Renji XD @nnoitra-jiruga

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#1 a kiss on the top of the head

The monotonous and repetitive sound of the knife chopping up vegetables could be heard throughout the apartment, some nonsensical lyrics thrown in at random intervals. Renji was completely in his element, so focused on the task in front of him that he didn't notice his boyfriend sneaking up from behind.

Long arms wrapped around his waist, holding him tight, and a soft kiss to the top of his head. Renji jumped a bit, not expecting the physical contact - good thing he wasn't holding a knife!

He turns around with a pout to get a good look at Nnoitra. "Yea yea, flaunt that height of yers," the redhead sighed with an exaggerated eye roll. He complained, but he would never admit openly that he absolutely adored those soft kisses to the top of his head and forehead.

Standing almost taller than 90% of the Seireitei, there weren't many who would drop a kiss to his forehead so easily, but Nnoitra really made Renji seem tiny. In a way, it was endearing and Renji really loved that he could be smaller and more vulnerable with him.

After turning back around so Nnoitra couldn't see his face, he quietly whispered. "Do it again. I'll forgive ya this time 'round." Just because he was feeling just a tad bit in the mood for soft intimacy today.

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

“No Rukia, definitely not a puppy.” (All credits for this awesome nickname going to @wild-pineapple-butt <3 Drawing based on a discussion we had ^^)

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[la-fleur-du-carnage]

That’s bullshit anon and you know it !!! XP (sorry for the wait anon XD)

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[wild-pineapple-butt]

“Dis is nice. Ya n' me. Against da world.” (@nnoitra-jiruga)

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“Dis is nice. Ya n' me. Against da world.”

"This is nice," Renji confirmed with a soft happy sigh as he leaned his head against Nnoitra's shoulder. They sat atop a small hill, in Inuzuri overlooking the rest of the Rukongai. It just happened to be that this hill was where his friends were buried.

Every year, without fail he'd come and visit them on their death anniversaries, holidays, or days where he was just feeling lonely and wanted to reminisce in those memories. For the first time, he brought Nnoitra along. He wanted the other to see and experience where he grew up as a child, and to introduce him to his childhood friends.

The other had not showed any resistance, wanting to go along, be there for Renji and whatever he was going through. How grateful he was to have the other in his life. Despite their rough patches in the relationship, Renji truly did love Nnoitra. And he knew that his love was only a fraction of Nnoitra's love for him. He could only work harder to slowly close that gap over time.

Renji's hand reached across the small space in between them, finding Nnoitra's and interlacing their fingers together. Letting out a comforted and satisfied sigh, he looked out towards the horizon. The sun was starting to set, dying the sky beautiful shades of oranges and reds. Slowly people were going back to their respective homes, outdoor merchants starting to break down for the day. Pretty soon, the streets were pretty quiet, save for the occasional chatter and banter.

It was peaceful. So much had changed around here since Renji had lived here as a child. It was not perfect, but still, it soothed his heart to see children laughing and running around. Stomachs full and hearts content.

And right at this moment, it did quite feel like it was just him and Nnoitra that existed in this world. In their own little bubble, just having eyes for only each other. With his lover by his side, it felt like Renji could just about conquer anything that came their way. Anything that threatened their relationship, their love and loyalty to each other.

"Thanks fer comin' with me today," Renji spoke softly, his eyes glazing over as he watched the sun slowly set. He knew that this was a heavy burden, not easily accepted by many. But Nnoitra had agreed so easily to come, and be there. "With ya by my side, I don't have t' worry about anything. And fer that, I'm truly thankful."

@nnoitra-jiruga

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[wild-pineapple-butt]

[ REGRET ] for your muse to immediately regret hurting my muse (because during of his psychotic crises it might happen XS he'd not be aware it's Renji as he'd be seriously hallucinating) @nnoitra-jiruga

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[ REGRET ] for your muse to immediately regret hurting my muse

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It hurt. It was dark. The silence was deafening. Everything had happened much too quickly for him to process. One moment, everything was fine, then in the next, fists had come flying at him.  Anger evident on his lover's face. A face that he'd gotten used to seeing so loveable and warm, contorted into a twisted sick fury, aimed at him. The sight of blood - his or Nnoitra’s, he wasn’t sure. But it was there - warm and red and metallic in odor. 

His arms, flying up in self defense did nothing to soften the blows that came at him. They hurt. Nnoitra was strong, despite his lithe form, his tall stature easily towering over Renji, giving the espada the advantage to pin the shinigami down.

His eyes, raged, focusing on nothing. Staring into the empty abyss that his mind was forming for him - an imaginary situation that he was trapped in. His smile, usually so soft and gentle twisted into one of pure ecstasy as he continued to pummel at Renji.

It hurt. His heart, that is. Seeing a situation that they'd both feared, come to life, right in this moment was breaking his heart and soul. For he knew, that Nnoitra didn't want this. He knew. There was a sickness inside of the espada that plagued him, destroying him from the inside out. And Renji could do nothing but lay there, defenseless and helpless, receiving the other's blows to him.

Did he want to use his weapon? Strike at the other in an attempt to wake him up? Renji had contemplated it. But he figured that it might only serve to anger Nnoitra even more - he didn't want to risk it. But the blows were starting to get unbearable, his body aching, his muscles bruised and sore, and perhaps even some bones fractured. It hurt.

Tears slid down his face unconsciously, him crying silently as he watched this man turn into someone unrecognizable. A man who he could only identify from the outside, but the inside? Wasn't the man who he knew and trusted and loved. Almost, he wanted to put his arms down in defeat, but that surely meant that he'd die, wouldn't he? An especially strong blow to his head and bam just like that... he'd be down for the count, and it would hurt.

Renij doesn’t know how long he lay there, enduring the hits to his body. He must have passed out, for he could see nothing but darkness. His body felt like lead, but.. the blows seemed to have stopped. Good. That meant Nnoitra had returned to normal, woken up out of that fog that plagued his mind. His brows furrow... as he hears something echoing.. his name? Was his name being called?

The sound got louder and more clear as his mind starts to wake up, his eyes slowly peeling open as he hisses in pain - even his eyelids hurt. Vision blurry, he can somewhat make out the shape of Nnoitra, looking down at him. Calling out his name in desperation, calling him his favorite nickname... mi amor.

Ah... it was good to hear that. Slowly, his vision clears and he can see better now - Nnoitra’s brows furrowing, his usual smile downturned into a frown, muscles quivering and tears threatening to spill. Stupid. Why was he crying? There was no need to cry. It wasn’t his fault. He didn’t want it to happen. And even if it had already been done... Renji had accepted the fact that this day would eventually come.

Slowly, he reaches up, cupping Nnoitra’s face, using his thumb to wipe away a shed tear. Softly caressing the other’s cheeks, in an attempt to calm him down. Man... it hurt. Both his body, but seeing the other so sad, so sorrowful, for what he’d done. He had such a silly lover, didn’t he? Maybe he too, was fucked in the head, for loving someone so volatile as this. So unpredictable, so on edge. But he wouldn’t have it any other way; he’d promised and sworn in the very beginning and he wasn’t one to go back on his words.

“It’s okay, stupid,” he croaks out, surprised to hear his voice so hoarse. Had he been screaming this entire time? His throat is sore, like he had just done two hours of karaoke... he must have been screaming and he hadn’t even known it.

“I’m okay. I’ll be fine. Ya should see yerself, Nnoitra,” he manages to chuckle. “Don’t be like that now. Come, smile fer me. I’ll be just okay.”

#nnoitra-jiruga #pineappleanswers #main verse: bleach #crimson dyed warrior #NnoiRen: The Despairing Pineapple #tw: violence #tw: abuse #tw: long post #tw: mental instability #tw: blood #tw: abusive relationship #(this made me so sad to write) #(hopefully it comes off as poetic as I intended it to be ; - ; )

[wild-pineapple-butt]

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Angry foosteps echoed throughout barracks, as a tall figure made his way back to his own quarters. Not bothering to greet those who he passed on the way, not in the mood to exchange pleasantries with people who couldn't look past his appearance.

Fuming with anger, shame, and frustration, he stomped his way back to his own quarters, until he reached that door. On the other side, his lover, Nnoitra, waiting for him.

With a deep exhale, he calmed himself down, willing his reiatsu to dissipate. He didn't want Nnoitra to worry about him, nor to ask prying questions. For the very reason why he was angry concerned none other than the fifth espada himself.

Hesitantly, he pushed the door open, immediately seeking out the other's presence. Sensing him in their room, he stalked towards it without hesitation, not even bothering to put his sword down or take off his lieutenant's badge.

Before Nnoitra could even say a word, Renji dove onto the bed and straight into his lover's arms, curling against him, wanting comfort and desiring physical touch.

How could they say such things about him? Someone who cared so much about him, how could he possibly be a threat..? Renji didn't want to think about, as he desperately tried to push those thoughts of his head. But they kept swirling around in his mind, threatening to overwhelm him with guilt and shame.

A lump formed in his throat as he only clung to Nnoitra tighter, burying his face deeper within his chest. The Central 46 knew nothing. They knew nothing of the true nature of this man. A bunch of arrogant snobs, using their position to their advantage, lecturing him on the dangers of so called 'engaging in sodomy with the enemy.'

Disgusting, vulgar, shameful... he hated it all.

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[wild-pineapple-butt]

a desperate kiss as if they are convinced they’ll slip through each other’s fingers (@nnoitra-jiruga)

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a desperate kiss as if they are convinced they’ll slip through each other’s fingers

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Where was he? Panic settled in Renji's chest as he realized he couldn't find Nnoitra. Scanning the perimeter, he prayed that he would see the tall figure in the near distance, letting Renji know that he was fine, safe, not dead.

Where. was. he? Forcing himself to take a couple of deep breaths, Renji started scouring the area, his heart growing heavier and heavier with each advancing step he took.

He tried to think positively - perhaps he had walked off. He went to regroup with their allies. He wasn't dead. No. At least if Renji couldn't see him here, that meant he wouldn't come across his corpse. He couldn't.

Ugly images conjured up in his head, an unconscious Nnoitra laying on the ground, hair splayed out, his usually pristine white uniform stained with blood. Not moving. Not responding. His hand slack around his weapon... stop it.. stop... RENJI STOP.

Renji was close to hyperventilating as the closer and closer he got to their home base, there was still no sign of Nnoitra. His eyes were shaking at this point as they desperately continued to scan the area when finally he caught sight of a tall figure looming in the distance.

Nnoitra? There was no mistaking it - that weapon, that uniform, that long jet black hair. It had to be him. Was there a possibility that the shadow was but a mere mirage? A hopeful image conjured up by Renji's own imagination to ease his heart and mind?

No no. There was no time to think, just go. With a flash, Renji ran over to the figure, stopping short just a couple of feet away. The figure didn't move - staying still like a statue.

"Nnoitra...?" he swallowed nervously waiting for the other to respond, to turn around, anything. Prove to him that his lover was still alive, and okay.

Moments pass by, a deafening silence. With a shaky breath, Renji takes a couple of steps forward, his heartbeat threatening to swallow him entirely. Standing in front of the Quinto now, he looks up. The other looks down at him, smirking. THE FUCKER.

"Nnoitra! Ya asshole! D'ya think this is funny?? I fuckin' hate yer guts right now!" Renji screamed out, grabbing Nnoitra by the collar and shaking him with whatever energy he had left in him. Which was barely any as relief swept over his body and tears started free falling down his face, staining the ground grey.

Without any warning, he grabbed Nnoitra by the face and smashed their lips together. Desperate to feel the other within his grasp, feel his warmth, feel his heart beating against his, feel his lover's hands wrap around his waist.

"Fuck... I thought I had lost ya. Please. Don't do that ever again. I wouldn't be able t'cope. Please. I beg of ya. Stay. Stay by my side."

#pineappleanswers #main verse: bleach #crimson dyed warrior #(ugh) #(another angst one) #(i blame the sad music im listening to) #NnoiRen: The Despairing Pineapple

[shamelessinnerbeast]

CURE TO DESPAIR // Training - colored version 

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

@wild-pineapple-butt​​ : I changed the outfits a bit ^_^ and because people listen more to guys showing abs and pecs. 

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

As promised for @wild-pineapple-butt​ ^_^ you’re a light weight for him Renji XD i need Nnoitra carrying the dog around the house next time XD ; as always, uncolored version under cut X)

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

How I Met You

Another very old RP scene - It was worth drawing it for training and for the lolz XD

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

NnoiRen - Sacred Embrace - The Santa Teresa / [Muerte] as the best hugger ever

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

CURE TO DESPAIR // Training (To color later)

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

I’ve seen it done for McHanzo and I just had to do it for Nnoiren >__>

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[shamelessinnerbeast]

SO AM I -- Ava Max // training with NnoiRen

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[wild-pineapple-butt]

What would you think of a Nnoitra/Renji ship?

Ship Ratings

ship: ew / nonono / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / MY HEART

Honestly I think it would work!! But then again, I never shoot down a ship that I’ve never tried before, and would totally be open to fleshing one out. 

While Renji might not be too keen on Nnoitra’s bloodlust, and his quite snarky remarks, he can respect his continuous strive to get ever stronger. Renji also likes people who break rules - that’s attractive and that’s a very Nnoitra thing - my pace kinda guy? If anything else, his teeth are a plus haha! 

Put together in paint; lmao.

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