#Only Child Vibes but not actually one

[dragon-tidbits]

Wait, are you an only child too?? If so, thank goodness. Siblings fascinate me. I'm jealous but also relieved. Looks like sibling dynamics just really depend on circumstances. But I love reading material that play out the Pines relationships in a way that siblings feel is super accurate because they're usually a blend of goofiness, intimacy, annoyances, and love that I just. Ugh, I'm so jealous.

From the outside, it looks like "I'll kill you for a Klondike bar but I would end the world if someone gave you so much as a papercut."

That's the funny thing anon-

[I have two older (half) brothers.]

We share a mom.

ON TOP OF THAT!! The gap in age from me is 16 and 19 years!

Because of this, coupled with tensions my dad made with them, I grew up more with a single child mentality. The eldest had a family before I was a teen and moved out and the middle almost had nothing to do with me until I was much older (I blame dad for that) but he was nice enough to let me borrow or play his games. Not to say they didn't or don't love me, it was just hard to get close with them. But we get along great now!

As for the brothers themselves, stories our mom told me often revolve around them putting each other in the doctor's office. They get along much better these days.

#Ask #I continue to confuse people because I am a strange person #My mom jokes she had to change husbands to get the daughter she wanted #So anon you are right #Sibling dynamics are REALLY depending on circumstances #Only Child Vibes but not actually one

[gloomysoup]

i was just going thru some notes i have for brainstorming purposes and came across something i forgot ab

picture it w me, if you will:

no upside down modern au, alpha!eddie/omega!steve (bc apparently that's where my brain always goes)

steve is drunk at a party and either billy or tommy (also drunk) takes advantage of him. he ends up pregnant, kicked out, b/t wants nothing to do w any of it. steve's mom (bc we appreciate one good parent in this house) sends him money every month in exchange for pictures and updates of child w/o his dad's knowledge.

eddie meet him at some kind of organization event for underprivileged kids that he volunteers at bc he was that kid and knows how important they are. at first, he thinks steve is another volunteer & is absolutely enamored by him. but once he sees steve's kid run up to him, he decides to back off bc he assumes this means steve is in a relationship. he keeps seeing steve around and silently pines the whole time bc he's accepted that he'll never have him.

until eddie is at the library, hosting d&d. the party joins a few campaigns, and he gets to know them a little. he likes them, they're good kids (teenagers, technically). one day steve brings his toddler to the library bc they like to look thru the picture books on steve's days off. he also knows that the party goes to d&d that day and wants to say hi. when he leaves, eddie asks the party if they know him, and they explain that steve used to babysit them and drove them around a lot when they were in middle school. he uses this as an in w steve, resolved to just talk to him once and maybe be his friend.

he asks ab the kid's other parent simply for small talk purposes, wondering what they're like and why eddie's never seen them around. steve explains that he's a single parent; the kid's father was an asshole that didn't want to face the consequences of his actions.

cue eddie desperately doing everything possible to impress this child so he can prove to steve just how serious he is ab being w them. i like the think of it in the same vein as your moms new boyfriend trying to make you like him, even tho you already do and there's no need for him to try That Hard. but much more ridiculous and dramatic in true eddie munson fashion.

#i don't know what this is or where the idea came from but here it is #i swear i don't only write omegaverse #would you believe me if i said the first time i've even attempted it was in like may? #this idea is slightly ridiculous but what are you gonna do #eddie gives major mom's new boyfriend vibes in this one fr #the child actually loves eddie from the start and is constantly asking steve when he's coming over #child also asks eddie if he's gonna marry steve #(eddie almost cries when this happens) #steddie #stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve x eddie #omegaverse steddie #alpha eddie munson #omega steve harrington #the party #omega!steve #alpha!eddie

[cashweasel]

Right pick up wrong time 😂

#ocs #let the man do his skincare in peace #if one homie doesn’t hit on the other at every opportunity while they’re completely unfazed and unimpressed by it are you even homies? #this is completely stupid but I couldn’t get it out of my head bc it’s so them fjskskdj had to draw about it<3 #no ridges or lumps or valleys or bumps #I love them and the stupid vibes they exude #actually the only one showering rn is the cat fjdkskksks #(whom I love vm her name is petunia and she is truly her daddy’s child) #art #my ocs #valen x gideon #my art

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Generally love how anyone who at least watched a little Horrid Henry agrees on one thing: those parents were beyond shit and Henry will very likely go no contact as soon as he's an adult.

#and maybe peter depends though #cause like i will admit do not like his character much #as gives vibes of the sibling joining in on the abuse #but at the same time its clear the shitty parenting got to him #aka perfect child syndrome who will get anxious if things arent perfect #and does try to divert attention to him #let alone the whole telling on henry thing has only been encouraged by the parents lets be real #since they just yell at henry for anything #plus one episode he actually sees henry gets more attention for his bad behavior #that he actually decides to try and be horrid to get some attention too #and its kinda sad the parents have pushed peter to that point #granted again as said its mainly the mom whose shit #the dad at times does seem to try at least #as he has similiar interests to henry at times #but the mom kinda ruins that at times for the two #plus you got the uh episode of peters birthday where the clown did say for a magic trick he'd make henry disappear #and the mom instantly started cheering and saying bravo #much to ralph and margaret giving her the 'wtf' look #and keep in mind margaret is henrys arch nemesis who hates him #so says alot when even shes giving that look to the mom #and yeah theres too many examples in this show but short: the parenting really does suck #and i get its a kids show and it was like that in the books too #but damn even the books parents wont this bad

[aria0fgold]

My headcanons for the named trio in The Cursing of Chateau Castle series:

Josephandre is a big bear. It just fits for him I think! He gets he/him pronouns, and as a way to make him a liiiil more relatable for Mira, he'd have two craft types (Rock type being his main one and paper craft for the other). Battle style wise, I think it fits him to be more of a self-sustaining tank. He buffs defense, heals, and puts up shields. For his weapon, he'd use his fists like Isabeau. He'll be the second fastest in the trio.

Lady Irene-Janine-Kanine looks like an elegant noblewoman on the outside but she has vibes similar to Euphrasie! She gets she/her pronouns. Her craft type is Paper. Battle style wise, she's more on the offensive side, a main dps kind of thing. Most of her skills focus on buffing attack and speed, she'd have an item that helps regen her hp a lil bit and her chosen weapon is an umbrella. The tip is a sharp blade so it's used like a spear that has a hidden sword in its handle. Open it, and it becomes a shield! That'd be one of her skills too, although it's only applicable to her. She's the fastest one of the trio.

Pierre-Jacques-Erneste looks like a nobleman and carries himself as such! He gets he/they pronouns. Their craft type is Scissors. Battle style wise, he's more of a debuffer, skills focusing on weakening the enemies, slowing them down, poisoning them. Their weapon is a sword dagger, though he doesn't seem to be able to handle it well, how clumsy! But he Is a nobleman so it makes sense! Oh but... why doesn't he have a title? They're the slowest one of the trio, how strange, he seemed to be faster than Lady Irene-Janine-Karine that one time though.

#aria rants #how do i even tag these things bro im like-- why am i such a fan of a fragmented series in isat #okay so-- josephandre relied mostly on raw strength when he was travelling all alone before meeting the others #and i think he'd have a fun uncle vibe to him. which makes it easy for others to approach him and befriend him #but he Also carries a sort of pride and dignity to him which makes the others mistake him for a nobleman cuz of it #esp considering the fact that he later became famous for helping those in need and such. #lady irene on the other hand. being a noble she's always had to keep her guard up. also doesnt help that noblewomen #got the short end of the stick what with the ''arrange marriage'' things and being below noblemen #her umbrella weapon helps a lot in warding off the assholes. i think that during the journey with josephandre's party #she got to finally be herself without needing to sugarcoat her words in a way that a noble should. she would also figure out a #way to improve on her shield spell to not only apply to just her but her entire party too. she cares a lot about them after all #meanwhile i got a Whole scenario for pierre (being an illegitimate child of a noble family and all that. i made a post bout it) #he's actually a lot more capable than what he makes himself appear as. but its like part of the plan on getting the others #to lower their guards around him for when pierre betrays them. in actuality pierre is actually faster than irene altho #not much stronger still (irene and josephandre are still stronger than him) considering that pierre mainly focused on #stealth type attacks. hes more used to using a sword than a dagger (he mightve wanted to prove their worth) #it makes their battle style and weapon clash due to the fact that swords arent that good for stealth much than a dagger #its one of the reasons why hes trying to get used to the dagger than the sword. but it is a bit difficult to learn a new weapon

[nightjarring]

I still haven't read DM but if there's one thing abt Laios that doesn't seem relatable it's that I am fully, acutely aware when people hate me and find me annoying

#going to a conference tomorrow and the person driving the van gives very strong I Barely Tolerate You vibes #its a bug conference. if your wondering #i used to be less good at it when i was a child but i remember one time i was talking to my friends mom at her house #bc i always thought adults were easier to talk to as a kid #and i was telling her abour cloned sheep and shit like that #and later my friend was like haha yeah my mom looked like she was about to snap #and i guess i was like. shocked and upset as a 9 year old that i still remember this extremely acutely. like oh i was tellingly you about #about the first time they cloned a sea urchin and you were on the brink of maddness ok why did you. allow me to continue then? idk. #many such cases. #ive rectified this by becoming a hermit and only seeking out repeated interactions with people i feel like i can trust which. actually. #idk how to determine that

[hella1975]

sometimes i think about the fact my grandparents literally overnight just cut us off and im like. how did u even do that. does it torment you

#eeaao's 'how did you let me go so easily' moment. like i dont let myself even THINK about this too often #bc i immediately beat myself back with the 'if it's hard for you then imagine how hard it is for mum. her PARENTS cut her off' #but like. idk. my nan i couldn't give less of a shit about which is something i always find so interesting #bc even as a child with NO basis for it or any understanding of her behaviour both past and present i still wasn't Comfortable around her #like children are smart actually. i just Knew her vibes were off and i Knew my mum was weird when she was around #like i truly dont think i ever loved my nan even when she was a very frequent part of my life #but my grandad? i ADORED him. id see him multiple times a week and he's the kindest man ive ever met #and hannah what i told you about my mum saying certain people have magnetic auras THAT WAS ABOUT HIM #like i cant actually put into words what it was about him but people just wanted to know him and spend time with him #but he was weak and let my nan walk all over him and when push came to shove he chose her and now ive not spoken to him in 3 years #& i KNOW he loved me. he thought the world of me like it's a bitter unspoken thing between me & my sister that we KNOW i was his favourite #he used to buy me egg butties at agricultural shows when my mum said no and specifically ask for two eggs #he used to sit and eat his soup with me when he came over to do work at the house #he used to play with me. he used to smile all the time. i can so clearly hear the way he'd go ''iya [my name]' with his proper rural accent #or how he'd tell anyone who would listen 'she's tough as old boots that one' #and i could make him laugh like NO ONE else could and he'd light up and go 'give over' and he genuinely enjoyed my company #i KNOW HE DID. and i havent spoken to him in 3 years. he'll be dead soon #and i cant talk to my mum about it bc it's her DAD it is so much worse for her and i cant talk to my sister about it #bc she wasn't close with him like i was and she just shuts the conversation down and those are the only two people #who know my grandad and know what he meant to me so im just here like. he literally stopped speaking to me overnight #i stopped hearing from him i stopped meeting up with him im so so angry with him the love is still there i dont know where to put it now #why couldnt he stay. why did he pick her when she's a loveless void of inhumanity. why werent we enough #hella goes home #my grandparents on my dad's side are also not in the picture funnily enough but idgaf about them. she got that grandparentless swag

[vvanessaives]

i was tagged by @shadowglens and @risingsh0t to make some ocs in this picrew. thank you so much besties, i loved this picrew so much!! <3

vesper moxley (cp2077) • victoria gray (cp2077) joelle knight (fo4) • nina bower (fo4) selene (oblivion) • hiraeth (skyrim)

tagging: @uldwynsovs @arklay @devilbrakers @nuclearstorms @morvaris @girlbosselrond @indorilnerevarine @moiragf @cultistbase @faarkas @steelport @nokstella @reaperkiller @malefiicarum @brujah @calenhads @lightwardens @aelyosos and whoever else wants to do this or that i missed bc i'm terribly forgetful sorry!!

#tag games #warning i accidentally infodumped in the tags i'm sorry ignore me 😔 ckjsdhdskj #made this based on relationships idk why jdksd. victoria is vesper's bestie 4 life & first gf. joelle & nina my fave wlw married couple #and then for the last one. listen. i've resurected a very old oc and i'm still not so sure but i miss skyrim so bad. they idea is that #they are related as in hiraeth is a descent of selene bc i think dragonborn=martin septim's child> family line going forward until we #have our little hiraeth. i never thought of selene & martin having a kid in canon (only stupid ideas of an au) but u know. what if. she #still ends up in the shivering isles tho and becomes sheogorath. hiraeth's bloodline having like an emperor & a daedric prince. OK KING!! #much to think about tbh. not sure if they/she(probably he too. thinking of their gender as therapy for myself) will stick as nord or maybe #wood elf too like selene. or maybe even dunmer?? it makes no sense fjkdfhk IDK. literally i HAVE so much to think for them #also their name came to me bc i read the welsh word Hiraeth that basically means 'a mixture of longing yearning nostalgia homesickness' #+ 'an expression of an empty desire and grief over a past life or place' and with drangonborns i like to push the idea of 'maybe they were #actual dragons in a past life and now human' u know?? so i thought it was sooo fitting. i also like the idea of the more dragon souls #they absorb the more their features turn..dragonesque?? draconic jkfdhfkdsj idk i love them very much (: #(i have no idea how dragon in past life + martin's bloodline can fit but i'm literally only vibing rn) #i want to replay skyrim SO bad but i need someone to hold my hand so tightly as they help me set up mods for this game bc i never played #skyrim with mods (collective gasp) and i have no idea of what to pick ecc especially bc everything..breaks with a snap of fingers so yea ri #SORRY for talking so much i get excited about new things (my oc in this case) so easily.. #oc: vesper #oc: victoria #oc: joelle #oc: nina #oc: selene #oc: hiraeth #ALSO FUCK OFF JOELLE IS SOOOOOOOOO CUTE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!

[in-tua-deep]

wait i just remembered. on friday we has a "awesome committee" staff meeting which is apparently just a meeting for staff to like. bring food. play games. and bond with each other? and this week we played two truths and a lie

mine were i have only broken one bone and it wasn't even my fault (lie), i'm the youngest of five children (true), and i dislocated my arm six times before the age of seven (also true)

so many people picked the youngest of five children as the lie. one person commented that they thought i might have four sibling but i don't give off youngest child energy or something

what does that mean

what. what energy do i give off. what birth order vibe do i have. i just remember this happened and it has been haunting me ever since

#personal #two truths and a lie #birth order #what does this mean. #my energy is 'adhd golden retriever who is too eager for their own good and also can't stay still for too long' #like even if i excluded my half siblings i'm still the youngest of three kids #i mean i think i give off a very confident vibe (false) because my fellow interns do seem to come to me with questions #i've always blamed the false competence vibe on my english accent though. americans just assume english = smart for some reason #which is super funny bc my family is from northern england #which is traditionally a very working class accent #not the smart posh southern one #also idk if i play two truths and a lie differently than other people but. i was prepared for cross examination. #no hesitation i was expecting people to ask questions. what bone? when? how did you break it? #but apparently that isn't how other people play this game #idk to me it's an improv game!! you have to convince people of all three! #also rip sorry to bill who worked in DCS for a time i promise i was not an abused child i was just clumsy as fuck with weak ass joints #he was like 'uhhh i hope that last one is the false one bc my work history means i get worried!!' #m8 the only time i actually remember dislocating my arm happened when my sister literally just. pushed me off the arm of the couch #i just landed wrong #we were watching tom and jerry and did the game kids do. where i sat on the arm of the chair. she pushed me off. #i sat back on the arm of the chair. she shoved me off. rinse and repeat until i dislocated my arm #sometimes you're a child and you just like being surprise shoved off of things onto the floor #some of the other times were just like. i tripped while holding my mum's hand. my mum did not let go of my hand. #and my arm joint decided to side with gravity i guess #actually the six times before the age of seven is a slight exaggeration. it was before the age of 5. #5 or 4 #shoutout to the 'click clack moo' book i had that received the high honor of getting my from-the-doctor-panda-sticker attached to it #ALSO do people play two truths and a lie with their lie being like one (1) tiny detail in an otherwise true fact being the lie?? #i just straight up lie. i just say something that has never once happened to me #if i say something you know to be MOSTLY true about me then the whole thing is probably true

[ghostlyheart]

This is probably not a new observation, but I love this costuming choice for Sam in "The Family Business."

She's generally a very upbeat person, which is reflected in what she wears (lots of pastels or bright colors, frills, patterns, etc.), so it's really kind of jarring to see her wearing black all of a sudden. But then she has that conversation with Hetty and it's like ohhhhh. She's still grieving both the actual loss of her mom (twice!) and the type of mother-daughter relationship she wishes they could have had. Her mom was so critical of her (which she did get some closure on) and it really shows in her need for approval (like desperately trying to get the guests to like her in "Spies") and her resentment of criticism. She's just repeating the same pattern with Hetty, defying her and getting angry when she doesn't trust her judgement. Her blouse is a really simple but effective color choice to reinforce that her mom's passing is clearly something that still weighs on her, and how she and Hetty being each other's "second chance" and building a mutually respectful relationship going forward is part of her healing process

Also random sidenote that I have nowhere else to put- In early season one, whenever Sam and Jay get into a fight and he calls her out on something, she tends to blow up and storm off. They've moved away from that (which I'm glad, I like seeing them work through things healthily and being supportive of each other), but in retrospect it makes a lot of sense why she's so sensitive about that. I think it was a great idea to explore that same type of friction with Hetty.

#sam :(((( she literally looks like a kicked puppy rose mciver PLEASE #sam's whole background is so interesting to me like I've seen one post saying she gives off popular in high school vibes #which i sorta get because of how type A and put together she is #but oohhh I really think she's unconsciously seeking approval and just trying to get people to like her #she's an only child who was actually bullied in high school with a mom who was always pushing her #she's just seems like she grew up kinda lonely #but now she has jay who loves her SO MUCH and this whole group of people who care about her deeply :'') #anyway watch me blorbofy this seemingly average millenial woman #cbs ghosts #it's late i hope this doesnt have a a ton of spelling mistakes and also that it Is Anything #I guess it's super obvious symbolism like yeah black is associated with grief #but sometimes it takes me a bit longer to pick up on imagery and I thought it was a neat choice

[abyssembraced]

Back at it again with More

I think this is gonna be my last one though, at least for now

#ooc #.🪲 #.🏵️ #.📚 #.🦅 #((m!robin specifically just. gives me nice older brother vibes okay. i can't explain it)) #((and that's why if i were to add a reflet/f!robin muse who's from the same universe as my m!robin then she'd be his younger sister)) #((he might not remember his little sister or that he even has one but the Big Brother instinct is still there ;-; )) #((221B found family my absolute BELOVED)) #((sholmes is your weird dad-uncle-mentor figure now ryuu whether you like it or not)) #((and then of course on the other side of the graph he has susato iris and gina)) #((he went from being an only child to having three little sisters in the span of a year and he wouldn't have it any other way)) #((i don't know if i'll ever get over the fact that the found family in tgaa became Actually Canon)) #((thank you iris for making my dreams come true ily <3 )) #((and ghost is just amassing as many parental and older sibling figures they can get their hands on)) #((if you refer to them as your child then they'll basically just go ''aight guess you're one of my parents now'' just like that dgdhsh)) #((and they deserve all of it because their biological parents both suck)) #((finally. dadworth go brrrr lol))

[opens-up-4-nobody]

dont feel the need to publish this if you dont want to, but mayhaps consider an autism evaluation?

Technically, I could argue I already have an autism diagnosis bc last time I was assessed for dyslexia my results came back marking me with: anxiety and aspergers, along with my inability to read lol

#and i mean she was qualified to give me all those lables but like aspergers isnt a diagnosis anymore and i think she just rubber stamped me #on vibes bc i dont think we stepped thru the actual diagnostic questions. but i mean shes not the only one to mention it #so like im probably autistic but it becomes blurry bc its very very likely i have 0cpd and the rigidness #that condition encapsulates could also look like mild autism. but again im like zero eye contact #i feel horribly betrayed when it turns out ppl arent saying exactly what theyre thinking to my face bc it comes #completely out of nowhere for me. and lots of other things. so like i probably fit in thst box. it just annoys me that #i dont fit perfectly enough thst it could b other things #and it doesn't even matter. i just happened to b a pathological perfectionist and wanted everything to b perfectly explained #and conceptualized. when ultimately all that matters is finding effective coping methods. and not uh just becoming increasingly controling #which is my go to. my beloved #but then theres also ppl with adhd 🤝 me. mostly bc horrible exeutive function and i literally have the short term working memory of a #child. which is part of what makes me dyslexic. also my focus is like a thing i can't control but that could b for any number of reasons #anyway point is. yes formal autism assignment would b under consideration #unrelated

[tragedykery]

I love taituk they’re so funny. they’re simultaneously really cool and capable and. kind of a loser. wet cat of a woman (not actually a woman). a dykefag AND a fagdyke. they can’t tell when people are flirting with them and suaveness is Not in their vocabulary. everyone wants them and they’re involved with quite literally every crew member their age. their reaction to there being “men’s work” and “women’s work” is “I will simply do everything. all of the work.” they’re fine with the concept & reality of death but thinking about killing somebody with their own hands makes them physically ill. they will quite literally heal their enemies so they don’t die. they’re eldestsiblingcore but only see their siblings like. twice a year. they could be stabbed and bleeding out and their only reaction would be “ugh now my favourite jacket will be stained :/”. they don’t know what’s going on at any given moment. they’ve been permanently banned from the ship’s kitchen even though they’re the captain. by god they’re even transgender. they’ve even got long hair

#oc tag #elli rambles #oc rambles #the thing about killing might be subject to change but this is the vibe for now #taituk #the birates #the sibling thing is just. they had to leave their family behind both because of circumstances (drought. sickness. the only way to provide #for their family was to turn to crime and piracy was the best/safest option) and bc of their thirst for adventure. and though they know #they couldn’t (wouldn’t) have done anything differently their biggest regret in life if not being there to watch their siblings grow up #bc as lovely as being able to exchange letters and visit a few times a year is it just isn’t the same y’know :( #me choosing to give them siblings: how shall I hurt them this time #ok truth is that I chose to give them siblings bc I like them and so they couldn’t be an only child #esp bc there already are so many only children on the ship #which now I’m thinking about it oh god are there even any other eldest siblings in the crew #tetsuo maybe? sumiyati is an older sibling I think but not the Eldest probably. maybe tao? that would be Ouch #considering he can never visit or contact them as a fugitive from the ek #wait. I’ve always seen xuan as an only child considering his. Everything. but him being a stereotypical eldest brother like you see in films #(annoying. constantly blasting music at the loudest volume. vaguely alt. etc) would also fit actually #and would hurt considering his backstory (his family dies of an illness and he’s the only one who survives) #the way he’d feel sososo guilty… #anyway. this post was about taituk #conclusion: I LOVE THEM #my babygirl made of dualities <3

[doctapuella]

charlie parra and his recognizably human hands!

#'but rachel the guitar isnt done and he doesnt have a face' correct #i simply didnt want to! #i did try the face many many many times #but im not necessarily going for realistic here so it doesnt matter #i added some of his tattoos so to me its specifically him and not just any curly hair guitar boy #the second one where i added the paint and his lil fave phrase #it kinda has the vibe of a lot of his videos #and idk i love him more than anything hes my fave right now and i cant get him out of my head #and im honestly really fucking proud of this #ESPECIALLY THE HANDS!!!! #i didnt think id ever get that pick hand to look human #only took a few days of trying and whining 😭 #i love this tho and im trying to get up the nerve to post it on insta and tag him #i know hed see it #but i also think it might kill me idk #anywayyy!!!! hi!!!! i did a thing that im actually proud of!!! #i made this #charlie parra del riego #alao not that anyone cares but hes playing the solo to sweet child o mine #queueing to avoid the anxiety of hitting post #queue've got something about you #difonia #fuckin phone

[kdramacrybaby]

I haven’t really ranted about Alchemy of Souls yet, and though I don’t have that much to say, I do have some thoughts I might as well air out ⬇️

#alchemy of souls #drama rant #alchemy rant #spoilers!!! #this is just gonna be whatever pops into mind and probably wont make that much sense but idc tbh i just wanna get it outta my head #first of all while i do actually really like the drama i feel like it is sometimes kinda… slow? idk i just feel like they could do so much #more with this - like the first episode was so intense and dark and i was so hooked and then the rest is more comedy and so much love drama #like i cannot keep track of who likes who and why and what it’s actually driving me insane and it brings nothing to the plot if you ask me #why does our main character need THREE GUYS to sort-of-kinda like her?? for what??? #she can have a child-hood friend without it being first love and why the Crown Prince??? makes literally no sense to me #and while on the Crown Prince I did not expect to actually like him that much but he’s actually become a top character for me - he’s a bitch #and annoying as fuck yes - but also one of the only people in the Palace who seem to have some common sense when it comes to suspiciousness #is that a word? oh whatever 😂 #also his voice is… really nice… yeah 👀 #i do want to punch him in the face 90% of the time but let’s not talk about that #also i am not sure i vibe with the relationship between Mu-deok and Jang Uk… there’s just something there that’s off to me idk what it is #and while we’re on the topic of love - dang-gu deserves better fight me #she’s kinda coming around now i guess but oh my god he deserves someone much better #and since I’ve now gone over three of the four seasons there is seo yul left and I’m sorry but he’s just… kinda boring #idk what about him annoys be but he just… i don’t really like him I’m sorry #okay i started out saying i didn’t have much to rant about and now I’ve done nothing but complain typical me #i guess I’m just kind of disappointed cause i thought this drama was so much more than it turned out to be #if i had gone into it knowing what it is i think i would have liked it more as well #so it’s a shame the first episode tricked me so much 😂 #my own expectations of something tend to ruin the experience for me… i guess i gotta work on that #but yeah… those are my thoughts so far #oh if i have to say one positive thing this drama is actually really funny #not like i laugh out loud but i do snort out a laugh here and there and that takes a lot so #the jokes are just 👌🏻 right up my alley 😂

[thrilloffirstlove]

might fuck around and start assigning my f/os to evilious songs/characters

#so far i have two concrete answers and some that could change #rick is evil food eater conchita cause of course he is. licorice gets tailor of enbizaka because of the vibes and also he can sew #with gift from the sleep princess i could say cream unicorn but im also getting hal vibes from the song #croissant and timekeeper get barisols child is an only child cause they are just alternate timeline versions of each other #no one gets duke venomania because in this scenario i'm duke venomania #i could put caleb as elluka since there are those parralells but i'd also put him down for master of the courtyard #a lot of these are either just vibes or very specific parallels im making #actually yeah caleb is just elluka. #idk how i feel making zora nemesis cause she fits for muzzle of nemesis but not master of the hellish yard #vex could be fifth pierrot cause uhhh. idk clowns? #part of me desperately wants to put the c.o.p.s in ma survival but i dont know if i could handle that #maybe ill just exclude the c.o.p.s from this whole ordeal. they're safe for now /lh #moonlit bear for herobrine cause i think making him eve moonlit is super fucking hilarious #mera could be daughter of evil. and then i could make indus servant of evil :] #uhh that's all i have for now lol