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Dandelions
Kakashi Hatake X FReader
Word count: 1,845
A/N: yeah this was inspired by ruth b's song dandelions mehehe
Summary: Loving Kakashi Hatake from afar
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A genius. A skilled shinobi. The renowned copy ninja. The Sixth Hokage.
But that wasn't all he was to you.
In the ruthless world of shinobis, he was your strength, he was what kept you going, he was your peace, the warmth in a cold winter night, the glow of the sun after a storm, the serene blue skies, the soothing lullabies, the man you've always loved, even if it was from afar.
But you were content. For you, it was enough.
As you lay down here, the red of your blood staining the white field of dandelion, while you are mere moment's away from death's embrace, all you can think about is him.
Will you really be able to die without regrets?
You tried to convince yourself, yes. That the life you've lived was enough. The stolen glances, the fortuitous touches, they were enough right? They had to be. You couldn't ask for more. But your heart feels otherwise.
While images of him graced your memory, you wondered if anything would have changed if you had the courage to tell him? If only you were brave enough to confess your love. But no. You were a coward who only stood by the side. And as much as you didn't want to, you were filled with regret. If only. But it's too late now, isn't it?
The first time you laid eyes on Kakashi was back at the academy. You were amazed by his skills even if he was only as young as you. From that moment on, your first crush bloomed. And as years passed by, your admiration, your adoration for him grew deeper. You weren't old enough to be sure of how you felt but you knew that that little crush you had for him blossomed into love. But you didn't make any step forward. You just watched from the sidelines. You watched how he, the cool but aloof genius, has slowly bonded with his team. You watched how he and Rin became closer. You watched how Rin was always by his side, the place you've dreamed to be in. You watched how they stared into each other's eyes. And you just stood there, with a broken heart. But a tragedy befell on Kakashi's team, he lost Obito, he lost Rin. This time, you decided to reach out. But he's already built walls. He wouldn't let you in. A few years later, the Nine Tails went on a rampage, destroying Konoha and killing thousands of villagers including your own parents. It broke you. But that night, Kakashi also lost the only living memory of his joyful days in Team 7. The Fourth Hokage gave his life to save Konoha and Kakashi lost his teacher. And you watched as the only light in Kakashi's life disappeared. You were mourning but oh how you desperately wanted to hug him, to embrace him, to tell him that he wasn't alone. That you were there, will always be there and won't go anywhere. But you couldn't. So you just stood there and watched how darkness crept into Kakashi's heart. He then joined the Anbu. Tales of the coldness of his sharingan stares before mercilessly killing the enemy reached your ears. Your heart broke for Kakashi. You didn't want him to feel alone. And so you followed his path, you joined the Anbu. You were assigned to his team and saw it within your own eyes. Kakashi's eyes were lifeless, they were empty. And he cruelly ended lives as if they meant nothing. Your heart clenched. How can you save Kakashi? You want to pull him out in the sea of despair. He was drowning. Oh how you've desperately tried to reach out for him. But the walls he built were unyielding. Still, you didn't give up. You stayed. You stayed beside him. Even if he won't look at you. But that was alright. You love him and you want to save him. So, you stayed. A few years passed, and you watched as Kakashi pulled himself out from the sea of despair. You watched as the darkness in his life slowly faded. You watched how brightness entered his life again. Like the sun peaking between the gloomy clouds after the rain hardly poured. And you were happy for him. You were happy you didn't give up. You were happy you stayed. He met and bonded with a lot of people in the Anbu like Yugao, Yamato and the others. And you were happy to see him smile again. But you didn't take any step forward. As usual, you just stayed there, and watched. The Third Hokage then offered Kakashi a job. He wants him to mentor kids from the academy but this means he had to leave the Anbu. Maybe the change of environment will do good to Kakashi, that's what you thought. And so you supported him. You wished the captain well because this time you cannot be beside him anymore. You watched him leave as you stayed behind the Anbu. You really wanted to go with him but there was no place for you beside him. 
Time went by and you heard how Kakashi was doing fine as a mentor. While walking the busy streets of Konoha on your day off, the boisterous laugh of a blonde haired boy with a flashy orange suit caught your attention, beside him was a pink haired girl and a raven haired boy who wore the insignia of the infamous Uchica clan. With them was someone you hadn't seen for a long time. He still wears his mask but you can tell that he was smiling. He was smiling gently again. And you were happy for him. You were happy that he's found a reason to smile again. You wished you could approach him. Ask him how he was and catch up, but you didn't. You realized you shouldn't intervene. So you just stood there and watched. But you were content, his smile was your saving grace.
After that, you barely see Kakashi since the assignment for the Anbus kept you busy and you know that he was also occupied. You really wished you could see him again. While on patrol, you were blessed because you saw him but he was with someone else. He was with a beautiful woman. Her dark hair flowed like satin and her hazel orbs, honey molten and sweetly staring soft appeals. Jealousy strikes your heart and you look away. Then there was a loud crash, you heard one of his students apologize for interrupting his date, you looked again and you saw it, Kakashi's lips on hers. Your heart shattered to pieces. And you left. Kakashi was bound to fall in love with someone, too bad it wasn't you.
Years passed and you heard that Yamato was being transferred and that he was to replace Kakashi, your heart filled with worry. Did something happen to Kakashi? You asked. You were told that Kakashi overexerted his sharingan and needed a break. You immediately went out your way to see him. After all these years, you never stopped loving him. Landing on the branch of the big tree outside the hospital, you saw him by the window. He was sleeping peacefully. You were happy to know he was safe. You wished you could caress him. But you couldn't. So you just stood there and watched.
Then the Fourth Shinobi War came. The Anbus were assigned to different positions. As you fought with your life, thoughts of Kakashi filled your head. He was strong. He was skilled. But you prayed he was safe. You prayed for no harm to come to him. And your prayers were heard.
The Fourth Shinobi War ended and the adversaries were vanquished. With news of the Fifth Hokage's retirement, rumors spread that Kakashi was the next in line. He really was exceptional after all. And that was when you saw him again, when the Anbus reported to the new Hokage. He emitted such an honorable aura with his cap and cape on. And your admiration for him further ignited. But your heart felt saddened, now he's become more unreachable. After you finished paying respects to the new Sixth Hokage, you were about to leave when he suddenly called you,
'It's good to see you Y/N', you turned around and smiled at him, 'Likewise, Sixth Hokage', then bowed and left.
You really wanted to stay a little longer. But you couldn't. There was no place for you by his side. That's how it has always been. Your heart broke again as you left.
It has been a month since Kakashi became the Sixth Hokage. After the Fourth Shinobi War, there have been lesser violence. And you thought your fighting days would be over. Since there were no missions or assignments to do, you took the day off. You went to the outskirts of town to unwind. In this peaceful field of dandelion you took a breath of relief. You let your guard down and didn't sense when someone came to you from behind and stabbed you.
'This is for my husband… Do you remember? That night in the Land of Sand? You slit his throat in front of me? Because I...will never forget you, I will never forget your face when my husband fought with his last breath to remove your mask', she whispered in your ears. 
His husband was a traitor. You came to end him. You didn't know she was there. Was she perhaps hiding somewhere? She took the knife out, blood flowing wild from the hole it left and within seconds you felt her slit your throat. She was able to avenge her husband as you laid there breathing for your last moments.
In this field of pure white dandelions, your blood stained it red. There were many things you regretted in this life. But what you regretted the most was not being able to tell Kakashi you loved him.
Dandelion, into the wind you go. Won't you let him know?
'Y/N?', you heard a voice called.
You slowly fluttered your eyes open.
Ashen hair with a gentle look on his eyes.
'Am I dead?', you weakly mumbled.
'No and I won't allow that', he lovingly smiled at you.
'Kakashi?', you asked, now fully conscious. 'I thought I was dead', you said, propping yourself to sit.
'Careful Y/N, you may hurt yourself', he gently stopped you. 'You were about to, you know. You were so close. Thankfully someone saw you and immediately brought you here. I really have to thank Sakura for keeping you alive.
I can't lose you', he cooed softly, smiling at you with tears welling in his eyes.
His words filled your heart with warmth as he pulled you to his embrace.
You were given a second chance and this time, you'll make sure to have no regrets.
'Kakashi… I have always loved you.'
He gently caressed your cheeks and looked at you lovingly. 'Took you long enough', he smiled tenderly.
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cami and kitty are spooning & asleep next to me 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
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dgmagines · 2 years
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idk if this blog is still active but I started watching dgm again and it reminded me of this blog. ; w ; I hope you're doing well Min! <3 (not bothering to log out of this blog bc I'm lazy-) ~Pickle
fdbhsgjdsf may your dgm rewatch always be fun uwu uwu i recently talked about dgm on a friend's stream and got people in the chat confused aHAHAHAH //im a terrible ambassador for the series rip me-
i hope you've also been doing well pickle-san!! ;; 7 ;; )/
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wouldyoustayvn · 11 months
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My beautiful, radiant, luminous, Starry Night
UWAAAAAHHH WHY ARE YOU SO PRETTY AAAHAAA anime shojo tears
Yoshi artistic power be stronk af fantastic job on the pride piece it's absolutely gorgeous!!! I love the way you do colors just asghjdj💕💕💕
“I’m always ready to look pretty for you my dear~”
((Fbschecjfjscj waaaaaaaa thanks!!💕✨))
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motionjames · 3 months
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More of me whining incessantly! I want to say that it's not all bad, but I can't say it's all good either... ^^" uwaaahhhn...
I will keep saying "it'll be okay!" even if I dont entirely believe it.
I don't want to complain to my roomates, I'm already lying around so much, and I don't want to cry in front of my sister... In the mornings I end up crying and she looks really worried. It's not out of sadness or even pain, it's just that my body is stressed from everything so it starts up like that. Most of all I feel frustration since I cant work and my day job is about to hit a deadline. I need to pay rent, and I cant let anybody down. But I've spent most of my days with this squeezing feeling and little needles.
It's probably some kind of heart condition but my doctor (who is very nice!) is unable to find anything at the moment. I always feel like I'm wasting her time, or that I'm lying about soemthing. But I'm not lying! I have to keep reminding myself! That kind of thing isnt normal everyday! But even then, I feel like I'm lying ^^"
So the only thing I can do recently is read and write. I'm almost finished with The Moon Is Down by John Steinbeck and om sort of sad that it nearly over because I've read everything else on my shelf... I should go to the library, but going out leaves me out of breath. Ah, I still have those books I need to return. Thank goodness there arent any late fees \( ^_^)/
That leaves writing. It's hard to focus for long periods so I try to cut it up into snippets. I have two vns I'm supposed to be putting out but I've been so slow... theres a story I wanna write that's really eviscerating, but I hafta finish these first. It struck me as really funny that I write about a buncha guys with pains in their chest and now I have a pain in my chest too. Wahahaha.
Growing up I would have a stabbing feeling whenever I felt some negative emotion, it was really embarrassing. It was like an intense squeezing with a knife in the side. But it's silly to talk about because it was all psychosomatic. Even as an adult I had those. I ended up writing about that kind of feeling subconsciously because I was so embarrassed.
There was a certain incident that happened and my mood worsened all around, even now I cant sleep properly, but around that time I started getting more intense pangs without warning. I started writing something on the side very transparently about that with a young man traveling around as a hole in his chest grows and eventually kills him. I dont know if I will ever put it out but I go back to it time to time for fun. Now, I have that feeling everyday no matter the mood. I wonder if this whole time it wasnt anything psychosomatic, but actually serious? I'm so dense! Uwaaaaahhh!
So all I can do at the moment is write. Not even that much, mind you. How annoying. I'm worried my bitter feelings will spill over or that it'll come out too ugly. I don't think so... At least the stories will be fine. Ah, but my head hurts. Everything is squeezing again. I wont cry, but maybe I will, but I wont! Ahhhh! I cant become more useless than I already am! I miss everyone a lot! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
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loosesodamarble · 2 months
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Hello soda senpai it's 🖤 anon,
For the ask game since you took one reader insert can you tell me about Nacht and Y/n Celeste from my story, I know you didn't get to know much about the Y/n yet so I don't think the ship will be that compelling but I want to know your opinion about them so far.
So that I can improve my fic
When I finish the long fic and send it to you I might ask this question again.
*excitedly pulls out a pen and a book to take notes.*
Again with the Soda-senpai… 🥺😭💖 nqhdudjcieondcuw! 優しい… 優しすぎる。
(´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)
Anyways! I will freaking answer for Nacht x Miss Celeste because! 😤
Even though I don’t know much about (Y/N) Celeste, I can say for certain that the ship compels me. Why? Because she is someone that Nacht cares for and brings out his softer side. And she clearly holds the same feelings for Nacht since she notices that he looks tired even while he’s taking care of her. They’re both bad at caring for themselves despite giving so much attention to each other. And that’s gonna make me soft and mushy inside, guaranteed.
I can’t speak to how much sense the ship makes without a slightly larger context but from her no nonsense, get things done attitude, I think it suits Nacht to fall for someone with a good head on her shoulders.
I really wish I could say more! Uwaaaaahhh! But I’m glad to hear you’re still writing and being inspired! 🥺💖
I gotta get back on the Nacht writing train too. Show the shadow hubby some love!
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feraligatrfangs · 4 months
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Pelliper Mail!
It's a hat! Embroidered on it in a sparkly thread is a scaley pattern. Theres a note tucked inside.
"Happy Birthday. Have a good one."
@teamphobia
uwaaaaahhh!!! thank you!!!! this hat is so warm!!!
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neodreamcinema · 10 months
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we have some great in-space banter sometimes we just get kind of, "uwaaaaahhh, what if people think we're fake or cringe?" about posting this stuff NOT on twitter
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fluxydrawings · 1 year
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your podfics are absolutely amazing, I love your voice and I listen to take my hand and pray my teeth don’t find your throat on long road trips :3
UWAAAAAHHH 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 THANK YOU!!!!! that one's definitely onea my fav pods ive done so im glad u like it too!!! as someone who listens ta podfics durin long road trips as well its surreal ta imagine someone listenin ta My work durin one as well,,, increadibly flattering thank u ;-;
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wizardtoilet · 1 year
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the people at the dining hall watching me spill water all over myself again outside the dining hall like prime time television: wow tthat guy is so cool uwaaaaahhh!!!!
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gwyyy-writ3s · 11 months
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Goddess of Gambling (Tokyo Revengers X OC)
Chapter 1: New Life
3rd Person's POV
"Just one more push ma'am, the baby will come out. 1... 2... 3... PUSH!!!" The midwife encouraged the mother to push the baby out.
"RAAAAAAAAGHHHHHH" The mother screamed in pain at the same time pushing the baby out of her.
The baby came out but wasn't crying, thankfully it has a weak pulse. They immediately cut the umbilical cord and an assisting doctor immediately hit the baby, the people inside the delivery room is anxiously waiting, and after the 4th hit, the baby finally cried.
The people present in the delivery room celebrated.
"It's a girl, congrats." The doctor who helps to resuscitate the baby handed the baby girl to its mother who was still tired from pushing the baby out.
"Look Nyx, our baby is so cute!!" The father of the child gushed.
"Cute?! That cute thing almost killed me!" The mother of the child exclaimed, still catching her breath from giving birth.
"Oh Nyx, don't be so dramatic." Her husband took the baby away from her so that she could rest.
*Persephone's POV*
"Just one more push ma'am, the baby will come out. 1... 2... 3... PUSH!!!" Someone said. Where am I? Baby? My stomach feels suffocated and why do my legs feel trapped?
"RAAAAAAAAGHHHHHH" Now who the hell is that screaming? Oh, I don't feel trapped anymore and I can breathe more easily now, but why does my body feel so sticky? I can't open my eyes because of this sticky mess.
*Hit*
Oi, did someone just hit me?
*Hit*
Someone just really did.
*Hit*
Though I am sure that it isn't that strong, it still hurt.
*Hit*
This time I cried and I don't know why, I just cried and I can't stop myself.
"Uwaaaaahhh!!!" ??? What in the world? Why does a crying sound come from me? And it sounded like an infant.
Someone cleaned me up, and I can't still stop crying like an infant. and they handed me to someone, at this time I can my eyes and I stopped crying.
I was handed to a woman who is in a hospital gown, and she definitely looked relieved, at the same time her face tells me that she won't do it again.
My ears still can't comprehend voices other than this infant voice that comes from my voice box.
And then someone took me, this time it is a man who is about to cry.
*Later*
In my situation, this is probably a thing I saw in movies, animes, and mangas I have read and watched. Reincarnation. Earlier was the process of my birth, I was reincarnated as a newborn baby, this means I have a chance to start all over again, but not now.
Currently, I'm in a room full of sleeping babies, while these kids slept I stayed awake to think about my new life, when all of a sudden an obnoxious child just cried.
"Waaaaaahhh! Uwaaahh!" Why the hell do you have such a large voice? You are gonna wake the other babies up.
I wish I could just stand up and smack the shit out of these babies, but I can't since I too am a baby.
"Waaaaaahh! Uwaaaaaahhh!" Great, so great. Now all the babies in this room are crying. I want to get out of here.
'Mother, Father, pick me up I'm mad.'
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thenewfuture · 2 years
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Alright, just sent the text to everyone's phone. They most likely won't bother you for a while.
Now then, Haj, what seems to be troubling you?
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*Meanwhile, on the first island...*
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*Hajime walks down the island towards the store…*
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…………….
*Hajime tries doing some push-ups, and they’re too easy...to make it difficult he does them one handed but they’re still too easy and he just does them faster*
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*He tries jumping jacks, easy. Jogging in place, easy. He even tries carrying a rock and using it as a weight, still easy for him*
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*No matter what Hajime does...he does the task easily...*
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Tccchhh! Come onnnn!
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Dammit, god damn it! Rrrnnngghh! *Hajime justs chucks the rock aisde*
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*siiigggghhhhh* ............... *Hajime heads into the convience store...*
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‘What am I even doing here? What am I even going to get?’
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‘Even moreso, do I have to pay for this stuff now that’s real? I don’t think I have money...or even Izuru did....I really don’t want to steal anything either-’
???: What?! What do you mean you’re not there!?
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! *Hajime hears someone talking on the phone and gets a little closer...*
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All I asked was to just watch the cat for me! He’s a cat! They don’t do much!
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I don’t care if you’re assistant is doing it for you. I asked you! You personally! So I expected that you would
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No, no no I get it....
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Look I know you’re work’s busy and stuff but-
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Uh-huh uh-huh, branch leader things, workload, I get it, I get it. I heard it a million times...
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Okay, okay. Can you just ask your assistant to send a video or a picture of Grandy so I know he’s okay?
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Okay. And be sure to tell them Grandy only likes the wet food from Nekomania.
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Yes it’s important! He literally refuses to eat anything else, I’ve tried!
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Celeste spoiled him.....
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Uuuum, I dunno. I’ll get back to you on that. One person woke up today that died in the killing game so, who knows how long it’ll take...
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I know I’m asking a lot but I still need more time, so just hold on a little longer, pleeeeaaasse?
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Thanks, you’re the best!
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Tell them I said I “hi” to Grandy! And that-
*boop*
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She, she hung up...
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Geeeez! Never lets me get the last word in! I’m so sick of-
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Uuuhhhh?
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Uwaaaaahhh!
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Ah! *Hajime finally peers from the aisle and they both startle each other*
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Hey! Don’t you know it’s rude to sneak up on someone, and easedrop on them!
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Sorry, sorry. I didn’t mean to.
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vinthetiefling · 6 months
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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌
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UWAAAAAHHH KIEBS!!! 🙏
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mirangel · 1 year
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RANNNN THE DOTTORE AND GUARD DRABBLE?? AMAZING GOING TO MAKE ME LOVE DOTTORE 😭😭
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UWAAAAAHHH TYSMM!!! i am so happy!!! giggles kicks feet and rolls around on the bed
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YOOOOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD ONE
UWAAAAAHHH TREASURED MUTUAL THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! I HAD A GREAT DAY UNTIL THE VERY END!! 💖
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clowns-on-parade · 5 years
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*insert me sobbing over Sharena and Alfonse*
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