#What am I gonna do afterwards-

[agentark]

CHILL?

MC lobbed a dodgeball and then Ms. V launched a nuke back

#Ms. V: first impressions are important we all need to keep up appearances #Ms. V as soon as you two are mostly alone: remember how your house burned down and killed your parents #uncalled for LOIS #R please come pick me up your mom is gonna make me cry #I should've picked JR for the candle lighting to piss her off more #missed opportunity #fernweh saga #I love Ms. V but my MCs? they do not lmao #if snippets #I've never had an MC with such high snark this early I've been missing out on gold #only one achievement left what am I supposed to do with my life afterwards #fernweh saga spoilers

[inamindfarfaraway]

I love the “it would solve all of the kingdom’s problems if we just made everyone a princess!” joke from Twisted, because it’s the perfect representation of the Princess’s character. ‘Making everyone a princess’ sounds stupid. ‘Princess’ is a specific, gendered individual title to start with, and taken at face value, it just seems like she’s saying just bestowing a royal title on everyone without actually changing anything about societal structures would magically force everyone to treat each other as equals, or as she puts it, “be nice”. She’s inarticulate. It’s a very immature and simplistic phrasing.

But then you realize that Ja’far never let her fully explain this idea before dismissing it, so she could have worked out the legal logistics of effecting real practical change - and during her reign she evidently does, since the policy successfully ensures all citizens are treated equally.

And then you realize why it’s so successful. ‘Making everyone a princess’ really just means recognizing that everyone innately deserves as much respect, kindness and autonomy as a member of royalty. That’s exactly what the Magic Kingdom needs. This is a country with an absolute monarchy, rampant political corruption, stark socioeconomic division, an excessively cruel legal system and widespread literal slavery when she inherits it. She gets rid of all of those problems because she refuses to compromise on basic ethics! Politicians, employers, landlords, law enforcement, prison staff, family members - nobody is allowed to mistreat their princess. You can’t financially exploit your princess. You can’t discriminate against your princess. You can’t deny your princess control over the governing of her country. You can’t own her as property. You can’t deny her proper legal representation. The implementation may glossed over, but the concept is sound!

In the beginning this character said “I just want to be free so badly! You slaves could never understand this feeling!” At the end she enshrines in law that human rights are universal, fundamental and inalienable and sovereignty resides in the people, i.e. the foundation of modern democracy.

#you know what that is? growth #have i said that i love twisted? #‘cause i do #and i love the princess! #‘you are kind and that’s enough’ it really is huh #i really want a fanfic about her just-post canon learning to live with ruling the kingdom and not having slaves anymore #and getting into the nitty-gritty of her revolutionary reforms #all while coming to terms with her grief for ja’far #like her canon arc was great but there’s so much to explore of how she goes forward afterward #am i gonna have to write it? #starkid twisted #twisted the untold story of a royal vizier #twisted

[pom-seedss]

Old art, new format!

Made a paint by numbers for myself to keep track of which colour goes where because I know I would have messed it up otherwise.

Fun to see how this turns out.... I custom mixed the blues. I think 2 and 3 may end up being too similar, but it should still get the effect I wanted for the most part.

#new hobbies are so good and there is still so much to learn and I am trying different things every time #do i hate that my new hobby costs more money than no hobby? and all the fucking guilt and stuff that comes with #spending money on myself? yeah pretty much yeah its why i never feel bad about digital art because #i would still be using the computer and internet anyway so aside from the tablet cost almost a decade ago this is #basically free for me so like idk idk physical hobbies are so good but physical goods make me feel sick #because of the fucking world we live in and the way i was raised so like i am really #struggling here but what are ya gonna do eh? trying to push all this away because processing it has only looped it #so we get a lovely post and the mother of all fucking shitty tag talks afterwards :) :(

[black-mass-things]

what time is appropriate for getting in line for a smallerish show? like I know for big bands people get there like the day before so they can get to the barrier but I’m seeing creeper in just over a week and I’m planning on getting in line at 1 so I can get barrier but is that too early???? is that too late????? am I gonna look insane if I’m standing outside the venue 6 hours before doors or is that okay??????????

#genuinely someone please help me #idk what to do #creeper #creeper band #concerts #goth #emo #I feel like if people are already gonna be there for the haunt then the logical approach is for them to go queue up afterwards #but I might be there before them #because there’s not really much to do at the haunt #if you’re me and you’re 15 and you can’t get a tattoo or drink #so I feel like I might just get my merch and piss off #but the other people might be hanging around for a while to get tattoos?? #idk I wanna be like one of the first people in line but I don’t wanna look obsessive #even tho I am

[mortellanarts]

He needs you to be okay

You can't answer him

You are not okay

#This scene sure got stuck in my head #everyone does a different take on their ride away from building q #I like to think they don't speak much and remain on autopilot until a good long while after leaving #and this version of it being very marked by well the environment just #who am I kidding I am gonna think about this line still like I'm so glad I'm not the only one who thinks about how #their codependent little bond would weight on Akane as well #also it isn't FAIR that I drew this and immediately got sick with a fever afterwards what the hell is this #update from after I recovered I did also absolutely think about a bunch of silly little interactions #this was half vent art and super quick and messy so I'm kinda embarrassed to put on the main tag but feel free to reblog still #my art #zwg #fanfic #okay I'm better now I can do it #akane kurashiki #aoi kurashiki #999 spoilers

[itadore-you]

LIFE UPDATE !! <3

GUYSYSUGYVFUICHJOPSHIGUFYDUIHWOSPCIJOHIGUFYSGUHIJOCD IM GOING TO UNIVERSITY THIS SEPTEMBERRRRRRRRR TO STUDY MEDICINEEEEE

TWO YEARS. TWO YEARS OF PAIN WENT INTO THIS OH MY GODDDDDDD I CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT

I STILL REMEMBER MY GERMAN TEACHERS SAYING NO WHEN I ASKED TO BE PREDICTED A*. I REMEMBER GETTING B IN MY BIOLOGY END OF YEAR AND CRYING MY EYES OUT THINKING I COULDNT APPLY ANYMORE. I REMEMBER THE DISAPPOINTMENT EVERY SINGLE TIME I PUSHED HARD FOR CHEMISTRY BUT DIDNT PUSH HARD ENOUGH NONE OF IT MATTERS ANYMORE IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

#in case u guy s wanna know i got A* in german A in bio & chem AND I WAS TWO MARKS OFF BIOLOGY A* BTW #I CANT BELIEVE MY DUMBASS SOMEHOW MANAGED TO PULL THIS OFF #7 marks off chem A* LIKE maybe I'm not the dumbest person in the world #spent yesterday drawing and playing fortnite afterwards bc I didn't know what to do with myself JODIUYGFUGHIAJOIHG #BTW I GOT FULL MARKS IN MY GERMAN WRITING PAPER I AM NEVER LETTING GO OF THIS MY TEACHERS THOUGHT I WAS SO SHIT AT ESSAYS OMG #i have NEVER loved der besuch der alten dame so much #and maybe das leben der anderen is a better film than i give it credit for #i used to hate biology with my life BUT SHOUTOUT MY STUDY GROUP AND MY BIO WIFE THEY SAVED ME I SWEAR #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH #im gonna start studying more grammar + listening to more german music + learning more vocab bc i REFUSE to let that language go now. lmao #life update #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #i ll prob edit this later bc i said so much ahhaah

[hella1975]

what do you plan to do with your degree after uni?

FUCK NASTY!!!

#if i ever touch economics again it's a cry for help like i cannot stress enough how fucking pointless this degree is gonna be #okay deep breath im only being so negative bc im balls deep in exam season. it's a GOOD degree i DONT REGRET MY DEGREE #this will be EXCEPTIONALLY helpful when i go into the working world i am EMPLOYABLE bc of my DEGREE #like economics is a VERY versatile subject there arent many areas of work that econ doesnt apply to in some way #so i KNOW it's a really good degree to have and i can kinda do what i want afterwards #but oh my fucking god. jesus christ. bloody fucking hell #i do however know that in the immediate year after my degree im gonna move back home and waitress full time #bc i just need to like. take some time off education and recover LMAO and i want a space to just tick some boxes i never got round to #like learning how to drive and stuff. and living without having rent to pay in a place im very familiar with will be good #even if i do think it's gonna have it's own struggles. oh hometown blues we're really in it now #but yeah after that year im thinking about maybe doing a masters? but ill have to proper blag it bc you typically have to do #masters in subjects relevant to your degree and i dont want to go within a radiation exclusion zone of economics #so. there's that. do u think if i say please somewhere will let me do a classics masters be honest. if i say pretty please #ask #hella goes to uni

[seariii]

"Dazzled" huh.... What a fitting word

#i thought it was gonna be from my pov but i guess it wasn't heh... #sigh... the anxiety is better. i managed to fall asleep/pass out. #its cold... it doesnt feel good... i wonder what name i should give to this ugly feeling... #maybe I dont feel enough? or like im a lie? maybe i don't feel like ive made others expect something from me and i feel like i cant meet #their expectations... sigh... and one more 'maybe' that shouldn't be discussed... not in here... #sigh.... heh what a fucking mess and right before such an important event... i hate when this happens... #gotta smile gotta smile gotta bring back the smile... you are excited let yourself be excited you are .... scared...? you are scared.... #for the mv? ... no.... for what then? ... sigh... what am i gonna do with you... #lets listen to a couple songs. that last one made you cheer up a bit. lets close our eyes and just enjoy it for a bit #we can check up everything afterwards.... and hey... you arent disappointing anyone okay? you arent letting anyone down #at most they'll miss you. and at less...... well... lets not focus on that option. lets go

[currentshift]

Frustrating! Local weirdo hallucinates an entire song in between micro dosing dreams that persists even after getting up to check and see if it's still on the playlist they left it on (it was) (the song is not on this playlist) (history reveals that the tab was on this playlist the entire time) and the lyrics pertained to one of their kintypes but now it's gone and they will never hear it again

#screaming #fictionkin #i also swear i saw a second copy of my dog go by the door when he was on the couch last night #i think i am losing my mind haha #hey maybe using two different strains of weed on an empty stomach just to see what happens while schizophrenia runs in 1/4th of the direct #family line isn't a good idea? i took double my usual amount of +thc -cbd recreational strains #gonna do it again anyway. felt like i was gonna die. it was - strangely - fun. even if it results in weird shit afterwards #like - this and the dog thing happened while sober

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

skipping class for the first time in my life bc my professor has covid and he sent out an email saying we’re having class and he’s asymptomatic and will wear a mask per cdc guidelines even tho he’s past the 5 day required isolation period. like. great whatevs but have you actually tested negative

update: the answer was no he had not

#stressed as FUCK #it’s fine we have a textbook and he doesn’t take roll #hoping he doesn’t do an extra credit activity but if i miss it for the sake of my health so be it #i have to go home afterwards anyway bc i have an appointment the next day with my thyroid dr #stressed abt that too bc my mum has dropped all precautions as if she isn’t in her 60s and didn’t lose her husband to covid #and idk what my sibling is doing but i know they’ve stopped masking at their practices and i wouldn’t be surprised if they stopped masking #all together. they also only wear cloth masks but at least it was something #idk i just feel like im the only one not ignoring it. like. when my dad got sick i asked him early on if he could smell and he was like #‘I’m just congested’ and my mum was like ‘no he’s just sick it’s not covid’ and then we waited until it was too late #like. i tell my mum that there’s nothing we could have done bc i don’t want her to feel guilty but like #idk. part of me thinks that if people had just listened to me and gotten him tested earlier and not lived in denial that maybe he’d still be #here. and my mum is pretty healthy but again she’s in her 60s. i don’t want to lose another parent to covid. or if she gets it and has it #bad or ends up with long covid then im gonna have to come home to take care of her or. idek. like i don’t live at home anymore so i can’t #pick up the slack if something happens to her. and my sibling definitely can’t #it’s so stressful. did we not watch the same process of my dad rapidly deteriorating. by the time we took him to the hospital he looked like #a corpse. he was completely grey and his eyes were glazed and he couldn’t even sit up or wave goodbye. has she just forgotten that happened #am i the only one who remembers watching my dad deteriorate in front of us #vent tw #covid tw

[moistvonlipwig]

re: prev post, the 'fascist' label doesn't really apply in this case but that is why i don't fuck with all the 'lesbian spuffy' 'woman-coded spike' shit. if you've been around my blog long enough you know i love spike but that man is a horrid little misogynist. he is not woman-coded or lesbian-coded or a babygirl he just sucks. please fellow spike fans accept this fact!!!

#'he just sucks' < vampire pun. unintended but i am proud of it regardless #buffy the vampire slayer #btvs #spike #and if you're gonna whine about letting people enjoy things. please consider i am not in your inbox or in your house. #if i can let you enjoy things you can let me kvetch about them. thanks #it's what you do afterwards that counts #neutered vampire who cheats at kitten poker

[just-spacetrash]

😰

#accidentally stumbled upon a GORGEOUS fic for a fandom im not even a part of #i had to google all of their faces fsgdhdh #but its so well written..... and sooooo long....... #but im almost at the end.... im already sad cause like what am i gonna do afterwards...... #its so good its so captivating but idk whats captivating me #is it the characters? its an au so idk if id enjoy the source material or other fics of them #maybe other writing by the op? idk idk #mannnn sometimes u just find the gems i guess #my post #the writing style is so perfect for me

[askfallenroyalty]

New Royal's music is all done, it needs a sound and some ambience but otherwise that aspect is fully done.

the only thing really left is the portraits. which, sadly, takes the most time out of anything to do and i'm officially burnt out.

i'm going to take a few days off from working on NR and do some regular AFR comic work and Angel's Lullaby coding. i'm hoping I can get back into New Royals and get it done this week. sucks i'm the only real thing stopping it from being out noooow auughghghh

#its a curse cause i'm like ohhh i gotta be smart and stop working now. forcing myself would just make me burn harder and it'd be even worse #for me to get back into it afterwards #so i'm not! gonna do that! #plus i'm excited with whats going on in chapter 2 and i'm finally giving myself time to work on it >:) #which uhhhh considering i only have a week left of backlog pages its a good thing i am OOPS LMAO #ooc #tbd #not art #sorry i'm just kinda talking to myself here alsdkfjlasdf #anyway expect a release soon-ish!!! #i have like 2 full more days worth of pixel work to do

[moinsbienquekaworu]

I was rewatching episode one of Daredevil (2015 TV show) because it brings me joy and I only just decided to pay attention to what's written in Japanese at the end on the map Nobu looks at. There's this building circled in Hell's kitchen, and on it is written, in this fancy handwriting, 黒空. And I'm ashamed of myself because I took four entire years of Japanese, but it still took me a little while (plugging that into Jisho, actually, shameful) to realise... That's just black + sky. They just wrote black sky on there. How did I not spot that immediately. How did I not know from my first watch. Four years of Japanese! I should remember those two basic kanji! Thank fuck my high school teacher can't see me right now, she would be disappointed.

#that's it #i miss japanese class man. i miss it bad #when it was slow at least #the fast paced texts with kanji i didn't understand and all... not so much #the all nighters to write essays i couldn't even reread afterwards either #but japanese is such a nice language.... i miss it i miss it!!!! #god if i had money #next year it's pottery for adults (what am i gonna make? i don't know but i'm going) #and when i have the budget i'll also do japanese classes again #wow i have a ramble tag now

[the-judicial-assistants-notebook]

you guys ever wonder what dahlia's relationship with valerie was like?

#im giggling as i post this because why am i suddenly thinking about random relatively obscure aa relationships #not saying im gonna dahlia-valerie post or that i've been freed of the lana-edgeworth thoughts after that last long post #but DO you ever think about what they were like?? because they're strange arent they? #like she roped valerie in for her scheme but was that because she trusted her or because she knew valerie was corruptible? #then afterwards she goes back to valerie but again is that out of trust or simply because she knew valerie had as much to lose if the truth #got out/had the means to help her hide her death? #was valerie ever her sister? did dahlia want her to be? if she did trust valerie was it real or just because that's what a sister is to her #someone who won't ever betray her even if she does them. was valerie ever to her what iris was? #there's so little said about them yet they worked together for a crime. it's so strange

[nerdie-faerie]

Shout out to little brothers that always know exactly how to rile you up without even trying

#Demon Spawn #and a happy holidays to all! #ive been home two days 😭 fml #one of my oldest brothers ate the present he was giving another brother so he was gonna go to the shops to replace it after our family meal #i had to get presents afterwards too because i tried doing it yesterday and my mum argued with me about where i wanted to go dragged me to #other places until it was too late to get what i needed so i was like #oh me too just come with me he was like nah ill get dad to drop me home then cycle back down to town again and i was like ??? okaaay #anyway i finish my shopping and he calls me and asks me if actually i can get it for him im in heeled boots and the shop i wanted #was right next to the bus stop so i really did not want to go through the high street to the shop he wanted #as that would then mean id need to walk the half an hour uphill back home but i was like okay fine get to the shop and theyve sold out of it #since yesterday so i call him to tell him his options he doesnt answer so after i couple times i text him then carry on calling #i musta called him like 10 times and am about to leave when he finally calls me back only to tell me that actually he wont get him anything #and im like well what are you gonna do tomorrow then you were stressing about not having anything and hes like its fine so im like whatever #and head to the bus stop he then calls me back! asks me to get something anyway so im kinda pssed off with at this point but im not letting #another one of my brothers go without a christmas present if the rest of us have something thats just not fair so ill do it so i grab it get #home my feet are already blistered and i see ive got two texts from him telling me to tell him when im home so i text him ill be up in a sec #i take it up to him he looks at it - its exactly what he asked me to get!! - and hes like i dont need it ive got something else #and im like what!? all of that for nothing?? he did at least pay me back for it but fml