#stressed as FUCK

[service4cops]

Don't worry, I know you're next and you're buddies are keeping me busy until you get done.

#keep him here #he can't wait #seriously stressed #stressed as fuck #needs destressing

[madame-fear]

guys i am STRESSEDDDD

Who’s up to cuddling with me

#stressed as fuck #✧.* amiraverse #personal

[everyone-is-emptyy]

finding the lil thingz in the horror <3

#everyone is empty #hospitalcore #girlblogging #stressed as fuck #grateful #stronger than ever #crumbling #mentally tired #graditude #present moment #girlboss #stressed and tired #anxi4ty #tumblr girls #ptsd

[alberta-sunrise]

Sooooooo… I’m stressed af!!

#the mandalorian #stressed as fuck #need a drink! #this weeks episode was intense!! #star wars #me #selfie #green eyes #blonde #nose piercing #eye makeup #star wars fan #star wars fangirl #star wars fan girl #this is the way #mandalorian #din djarin #gin o’clock #gin and tonic #the bad batch

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

skipping class for the first time in my life bc my professor has covid and he sent out an email saying we’re having class and he’s asymptomatic and will wear a mask per cdc guidelines even tho he’s past the 5 day required isolation period. like. great whatevs but have you actually tested negative

update: the answer was no he had not

#stressed as FUCK #it’s fine we have a textbook and he doesn’t take roll #hoping he doesn’t do an extra credit activity but if i miss it for the sake of my health so be it #i have to go home afterwards anyway bc i have an appointment the next day with my thyroid dr #stressed abt that too bc my mum has dropped all precautions as if she isn’t in her 60s and didn’t lose her husband to covid #and idk what my sibling is doing but i know they’ve stopped masking at their practices and i wouldn’t be surprised if they stopped masking #all together. they also only wear cloth masks but at least it was something #idk i just feel like im the only one not ignoring it. like. when my dad got sick i asked him early on if he could smell and he was like #‘I’m just congested’ and my mum was like ‘no he’s just sick it’s not covid’ and then we waited until it was too late #like. i tell my mum that there’s nothing we could have done bc i don’t want her to feel guilty but like #idk. part of me thinks that if people had just listened to me and gotten him tested earlier and not lived in denial that maybe he’d still be #here. and my mum is pretty healthy but again she’s in her 60s. i don’t want to lose another parent to covid. or if she gets it and has it #bad or ends up with long covid then im gonna have to come home to take care of her or. idek. like i don’t live at home anymore so i can’t #pick up the slack if something happens to her. and my sibling definitely can’t #it’s so stressful. did we not watch the same process of my dad rapidly deteriorating. by the time we took him to the hospital he looked like #a corpse. he was completely grey and his eyes were glazed and he couldn’t even sit up or wave goodbye. has she just forgotten that happened #am i the only one who remembers watching my dad deteriorate in front of us #vent tw #covid tw

[bl0w-m3]

After meeting with doctors today, I got hood and bad news.

Bad news, they have absolutely no idea what’s causing the extreme muscle pain or how to stop it. They simply gave me coping mechanisms to cope with pain.

Good news, and coincidental as hell, they finally diagnosed the vomiting problem I’ve had for about 6 years now. “Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome” or CVS, and it was honestly shocking to (A) finally hear a diagnosis after years of “we have no idea keep going to specialists” and (b) the fact that I literally just had somebody here on tumblr ask me to talk to my doctor about it and they got to it before I could even ask the question.

So good news and bad news I guess. Everything is about stress management at this point. Which incase you don’t follow this page I am not the fucking best at.

#chronic pain #chronic illness #cvs #cyclic vomiting syndrome #stressed as fuck

[rivatar]

Y’all ever just have 3 orgasms in a row to take the edge off or is it just me LMAO

#stressed as fuck #oversharing #Adnama talks 💖

[olspup]

I need the stress fucked out of me

#ftm nsft #stressed as fuck #please please please

[floydsglasses]

Crying over College Applications <<<<<<

#senior year #high school #college applications #college admissions #stressed as fuck #someone please make this fucking easier #why am i journaling on here

[pchan-2000]

working 10+ hours a day, 7 days a week, training new staff and having a crappy boss and doing half of their job. Pretty much had an anxiety attack at lunch cause I'm so overwhelmed. Probably going to be like this for another month.. ...really just need positive vibes right now

#stressed as fuck #work life balance #corporate girl #exhausted af #i'll get through this

[randomedthings]

spent a week in the psych ward and now im back

#mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #mental breakdown #mental illness #stressed as fuck #suicudal

[alberta-sunrise]

So my morning’s a shit show

#work drama #stressed as fuck #just fml #ughhhh #work stress #work struggles #stupid people #there’s stupid everywhere

[twelfth-doctors-browser-history]

I can’t be arsed with real life I want to feel those tears I got when Bastille walked on stage at my first gig

#bastille #stormers #stressed as fuck

[khunaa9]

Sooo....I have my maths final tomorrow and I really can't focus🥲 wish me luck Guys!!!

#college life #study inspiration #stydyblr #finals #maths #asethetic #study aesthetic #stressed as fuck #idk what to do #college #wish me luuuuck

[shitiforgot]

Have been hella stressed for a long time. And today in class everyone got to know at what heights my stress is and the trainer was like "Darling, get immediate help. It's not right. You are not alright."

#engineering in india #indian education #desiblr #stressed as fuck

[chaoticcutiewhirl]

Coming from Twitter, speaking of Vent posts that will likely fall into obscurity as I reblog a ton of shit to bury it:

I hate being around my blood, I am at the point where I can't even call them family, they are more or less just people who I am related too and live with, they all just in their own ways make me angry and have their own aspects that each makes me not want to be around them.

My mother is someone who will talk without having much in the way of emotional disonance, she knows it can be burdensome and honestly she is not as bad as others but can be quite... a lot. Her health is bad and she kinda refuses to do much else besides listen to her doctor who is one of those kinds of doctors who wouldn't be helping you much due to the idea that they give the vibe of being the smartest in the room. Besides that factor she is someone who also is a perfectionist, if a single aspect is out of line or has the potential to go wrong, she will star worrying, and that is the reason why I don't come out in being myself, as Avarstia. I feel she would accept me but given how she is, it would likely worsen her health and give her a heart attack.

In contrast my Dad, he has shown when alone he is misogynistic and often someone who is stubborn and insistent on ideas, he is someone who wants things to go his way and he won't get mad if they don't just he will be very... beating around the bush about it. I may be a snake, but he would be in a fable sense, a trickster of sorts, not with the best intentions all the time and mostly wants to exist, and honestly it both feels like I know a lot about him and don't for the fact that I don't know if what i know about him is true, which gives me more anxiety on coming out than others, especially since I have plans for if I were to be kicked out but I feel its plausible from him.

And then you get the one who I worry about most, my sister. She is willing to pry where she is not wanted, she is someone who will try and get involved when she is not wanted, she will try to be the smartest in the room and just try to act like she is the most important person needed in every situation. She acts like she will be the one to solve every problem in the house, she acts like she will be my way out when she is the person who I honestly do not want to live with most. When she doesn't get her way she will belittle and try and break you down once she has familiarity with you and honestly that gets me into another thing:

With the factor that I do not want to live with these people that brings me to the mental turmoil I have been having: After basically a decade and a half of suppressing my emotions for a semblance of safety, I met one of my best friends in the whole wide world and now its hard to hide my genuine emotions and due to that other things are coming about. Some form of derealization or psychosis seems to be setting in because of all of this, its hard to handle myself in this place and I need to leave but I have no where to go yet and I atleast need diagnosis for my lung issues first so I can escape and give a more physical health reason to employers as to why i am sick for basically half the year. And hell the derealization aspect may be more as my brain is basically me hiding under my hot rock as an intense storm is overhead, it feels like there is something beyond the hot rock and all I can do is bide my time, fearing of what is to come even though sometimes they are good vibes in the torrent. I don't know about all of this but I mainly want out... If you want more of an idea of that vent aspect, I made a one off post on my AO3

In other words, I am not in a good state at all rn and have been needing to vent or talk to someone in order to feel like I am able to stay sane atm hahahaaaaaa.

#Vent #Vent post #How's it going? Its Going alright #trans #otherkin #I need to leave this place #I miss my friends #gods I need to leave #Stressed as fuck #And maybe fracturing