#Yes this is a vent post

[kylievershion]

So after saying all that crap to me the other day, about something that was important to the BOTH of us, it turns out you are WAY WAY WAY wrong, you treat it like some joke when I was genuinely upset about it? And you compared it to another event, that was out of my control, and treated it like it was my fault. YOU WERE NOT EVEN THERE. YOU KNOW IT WAS OUT OF MY CONTROL.

But if it was the other way around, I'd never hear the end of it.

It's so weird that when I mess up, you act like I did it on purpose. But when YOU mess up, it's no big deal.

IT IS A BIG DEAL.

And you have the audacity to say I'm playing the victim when you assume it's about something that has nothing to do with this?

All you wanna talk about is things that have nothing to do with this. You say you care.

But you don't. Neither of you do.

#yes this is a vent post #i'm not proud of it #/NBH

[liverpool-enjoyer]

do you ever have like,,, genuine deep-seeded regret for not getting into a particular club sooner??? like not soccer in general but like a particular club cause you know that you woulda loved watching their journey for your whole life n growing up w these players. you know your first crush woulda been that one (1) player in particular n you woulda had posters of him in your room. missing out on so many victories n amazing moments cause you jus happened to show up to the party late. loving a club but also knowing you would have loved nothing more than to grow up with them. no? just me? ok.

#yes this is a vent post #its irrational how sad this makes me

[ineloquent-tumbling]

Today, in things I already pretty much knew but was kinda eliding over, I don’t use she/her pronouns. I don’t even use she/they pronouns. I begrudgingly tolerate all applications of she or her to my person out of a desire to avoid confrontation, bigotry, and/or assault.

This old news brought to my attention by my current extreme wave of gender dysphoria.

#sd.txt #gender is bullshit #me: oh pronouns aren’t really a huge source of dysphoria for me #I can deal with people using the wrong pronouns #right up until someone who has been explicitly told my pronouns misgenders me in a convo about pronouns #then I’m forced to confront that actually it DOES matter to me #a lot #gender dysphoria #yes this is a vent post #please feel free to ignore this

[greatgaspiads]

Me, a Beetlebabes shipper: Seeing a piece of work I like that has nothing to do with Beetlebabes, and at best is a BFFs scenario, enjoying the artistry and being part of the fanbase

Beetlebabes antis: DNI

#Oh yes #Yes this is a vent post #Rant post #Whatever you will call it #It's just very frustrating to feel like I can't reblog or like or do whatever to a piece I come across because the blog or tags say #Beetlebabes DNI #and yes I went there #I need y'all to see this #Because it's just... not fair #Anti-shippers may not enjoy the same ship and yes #in the case of Beetlebabes #sometimes vehemently oppose it #But that does not mean pro-shippers should be excluded from enjoying Beetlejuice content that we don't expect #and don't ask #to include Beetlebabes #You ship your ship #We ship our ship #And is it really that hard to respect that? #Anyway basically just had to do this because I risked reblogging a couple of pieces I liked from a DNI blog #So if you see this #Please come @ me if you have a real problem but let's be private and civil about it? #I don't have a problem talking things over #But I do take issue if I'm not treated like a human person #Because as much as it pains and saddens me to see people gatekeeping content #I'm not gonna treat you like shit for not liking my ship #Or for shipping something I myself don't support #Beetlejuice #Beetlejuice the Musical #Beetlejuice Musical #Vent over

[dreamcatcher-ranger]

Victor being turned off of natural sciences because of chemistry is a very relatable mood. I know they’re all things that will be useful to me, but can you please let me wonder at the natural marvels the world has to offer without stuffing my mind with nomenclatures and whatnot?

#frankenstein weekly #frankenstein #yes this is a vent post #don’t get me wrong i love chemistry #but i’d love it more if I hadn’t to memorize every single name and relative formula. they’re not even written according to the iupac system #please let me classify the encased butterflies instead #i an willing to get outside and catch them barehanded if needed

[just-a-vacant-three-by-four]

"rent should be no more than one third of your income" i was working full time hours and still wouldn't have been able to afford a place, even if all of my income was for rent and i didn't need food or anything. full time hours only got me $1300 a month and the average rent is more than that here >:'|

#hey look my post #yes this is a vent post #my life is spiraling and i want to be able to actually have a life yk? #but i cant work and even if i did i still wouldnt be able to have a life of my own #i feel so trapped

[oracle-cassandra]

Everytime I hear how this gender identity craze is gripping society, I get increasingly angrier because I know this is putting some girl in danger somewhere

Now this bullshit identity craze has hit a dear scholarship of mine that helped me throughout college, one that my sister is trying to get. "[As for non binary and trans folks] we try to match the candidate with their identity," they say when they should match it with their born identity. I fear, I honestly fear and am fucking enraged by it, that some girl somewhere is having to put up bullshit from some male who knows good and well he shouldn't be there. If I had enough money for a lawsuit, I would be preparing for one against every fucking one 😡😠

#yes this is a vent post

[chalkeater]

Best friend to best friend communication (w/ @3boodr)

#deltarune #kris dreemurr #susie deltarune #simon petrikov #funniest fucking set of tags ever . lol #susart #fictive #fictives #thinking if i should post my vent here. yes i will. later. because i look back at it and im like what the hell is my life (hashtag FUNNY) #also kris you keep changing your username #its RLLY funny because my most top posts link to like nobodies now LOL #kris p #myself

[newl0ndonfire]

genuinely hate talking to my mom. "oh but she’s trying to be better” her best fucking sucks. I don’t have to forgive her for anything and she hasn’t done anything to deserve forgiveness. she’s still an abusive idiot even though she never believed it before and her “changes” are all superficial.

#yes this is a vent post #please don't ask me to elaborate #I'm just. so tired of her going back on what she said and always forgetting what I just explained #'I don't like your tone' well I don't like how you're accusing me of something I've spent the last 5 minutes explaining #honestly I think her actions as a mother play a part in why I can't stand modern feminists

[liveinblankets]

being a regressor that is technically still a kid and lives at home with a parent/parents is a whole different kind of pain.. youre telling me that everything ive ever wanted, needed, is in a room over from me? still leaving me utterly alone? and the only comfort i have is found in cuddling my stuffies and sleepily babbling to myself? okay thanks. ill go wrap up in my weighted blanket andcry myself to sleep now ♡

ⓘ dni : nsfw / 18+, gore, proship, pro-ed/sh, non-child-safe things, ddlg (etc.).

#crybaby txt. #agere blog #sfw agere #sfw interaction only #sfw littlespace #age regression #age dreaming #agere community #yes i already made this post but i had to make a new account... #because my old account got tagged as explicit... cries #agere vent

[softhe4rted]

on loneliness jenny slate / japanese breakfast, posing for cars / corinne von lebusa, big glow / dadushin / alejandra pizarnik, tr. me / fka twings, home with you / avocado_ibuprofen / fiona apple, left alone / anne carson, “the anthropology of water”, plainwater / kiki smith, free fall / alejandra pizarnik, diaries

#hi my post #oooooohhh this is just a compilation of my own feelings lately #i know i have a red de apoyo i know i have my dearest friends but it's so hard to not feel alone when we're so far away #idk i just miss school and having someone to talk to everyday i'm not a text gal i need to hear your voice i need to see you i need someone #to caress my hair i need contact i need closeness i need to know somebody hears me #it's not all bad i do love my solitude but i just .... i just think in a room full of people nobody would choose me #lol i'm gonna stop now i just always use my tags as a venting space xd #also yes i had the audacity to translate alejandra pizarnik but i just couldn't find that bit already translated and i really wanted it her #web weaving #on loneliness #loneliness tag #being alone #jenny slate #japanese breakfast #posing for cars #corinne von lebusa #dadu shin #alejandra pizarnik #fka twigs #home with you #fiona apple #left alone #anne carson #plainwater #kiki smith #parallels #poetry #prose #words #lyrics

[lostryu]

i need gay rights because literally not a single self-proclaimed cis/het 'ally' understands the alienating experience that comes with being the only gay person in the workplace.

i am a gnc butch lesbian. i use he/him pronouns. when i came out to my manager regarding my pronouns (i had been an open lesbian since the moment of my hire), she told me that she supported me, but she could not enforce or ask our clients to use the correct pronouns for me. she told me it was something i would have to learn to deal with. she never uses the correct pronouns for me unless a person from a different department (who also happens to be LGBT+) is present. she is our HR in addition to manager.

none of my coworkers in my department ever remember to use my pronouns. if i remind them, they go over the top with the "im sorry's" and the "im still learning" and "you know i try my hardest's!" and "i swear im not homophobic!", it has been over 6 months since i came out. if i say nothing, they continue to use she/her (unless that other lgbt+ person from the other department is present, then they miraculously get it right).

sometimes they call me 'girl'. they always flounder and correct to "man-boy-uh youknowwhatimeanright". they laugh it off. they never bother to ask what terms i am comfortable with, or if i even cared in the first place. they don't care about my gender, they never bother to ask. somehow the subject gets changed every time i try to tell them, or set a boundary.

once in a while in a slow shift, the conversation will hop to our dating lives. somehow, it always jumps to how men suck and how dating a woman must be so much easier. they wish they could be gay and not straight. every time, they'll stare at me expectantly, like i am an animal at the zoo. no matter what i say, positive or negative, i must be lying. i cannot be that happy in my relationship, or if i have any issues, they must be minor. if i say 'why don't you try dating a girl then' to their remarks, they'll laugh, say something like "there is no way i possibly could" with that special tone of disguised disgust.

i am a prop, at work. they tell me about how much they love their kids. how they could bring anyone home and they wouldn't care. "they could be black, brown, or purple," they'll say "it could be a woman or a man! I support gay rights!" Then they will talk about how hungry they are, and how they will be going to Chick Fil a for the 4th time this week. 'as a treat'. it is thursday. they talk about going to Hobby Lobby again for christmas decorations, or another sale. sometimes i think i can taste blood.

its june. they talk about the pride parade and how excited they are to see the queens and their 'funny costumes'. they talk about how fun it is to go and watch, how they like the free things the corporations hand out. they don't want to bring their younger kids though. they're not old enough. they do not know that the first pride was a riot. they do not know what happened during the AIDS crisis, how many died. they don't really care when i try to tell them, they'd rather focus on the fun parts of the parade. the spectacle.

i wear a pronoun pin, to make it easier. still somehow no one can get my pronouns right. a client notices it. commends me for "being brave" and "coming out." she never uses my correct pronouns. i stopped wearing the pin after the 11th person asked me if my name on my name tag was my real one, and after the 45th person went out of their way to use incorrect pronouns every sentence. my manager, the HR, did not care.

i need gay rights, but somehow everything got resolved when they allowed us to marry in 2015. to our allies, the work is done. somehow i am left more alone than when we started.

#lost.txt #lesbian loneliness #like idk how to describe it but it sure is loneliness and alienation #somewhat of a vent post #like yes we have made it so far #but our 'allies' have grown very complacent #in their own support and ideology #reminder that being gay is still considered spectacle

[shaxza]

#dahlia hawthorne #ace attorney #phoenix wright #dahlia x phoenix #alexa play dark red by steve lacy #my art #since i dont want to make a dedicated post let me use my notes to vent about how much i love dahlia conceptually and how much i wish AA + #writers weren't sexist #dahlia was given the shittiest set of cards when she was a kid and she was a victim of grooming by that terry loser #she is CONSTANTLY objectified and sexualised and i think her design as a skinny young looking individual makes it even more distasteful #but i think it works if the writers could have done something with that #what i love about dahlia and phoenix's relationship is the contrast - phoenix needs to see people as innocent before jumping to help them v #dahlia who has if you think about it is innocent to a degree given how fucked up her childhood was #dahlia could have been a great case study into compassion for phoenix as she has hurt him directly but in his role as a lawyer he has to se #past certain flaws so justice can be served #and it can PUSH his understanding of what is “guilty” #yes dahlia killed people but also i choose to believe her worldview was severely warped by her enviornment and she's a product of it #or if they wanted to make her a villain and stick with it i think as a rival ro phoenix she should have been a cautionary tale #of what happens when you never learn to move beyond the shitty hand youve been dealt with and live non judgementally #anyways ^_^

[forbiddennhoney]

"fat ppl are so hot and bangable. fat people are sexy. i want to fuck fatties" okok heard but do you actually like us as people? do you know anything abt the fat creators u follow who share things abt their lives? how do you treat fat ppl who are undesirable to you? do you listen to us when we are screaming about the ways that fatphobia is everywhere? no not mindlessly reblog, but listen and internalize. do you take the time to unpack your biases against fat ppl? or even the fatphobia you absolutely were taught growing up? do you hold your thin/not fat friends accountable when they compare themselves to us because they dont like the way they look? do you advocate for us when people make us the butt of jokes? do you actually date fat people? do you befriend fat people? are you kind to fat strangers you don't find attractive? do you feel the need to qualify your love for fat people? do you love any fat people who arent related to you? do you respect fat ppl of all sizes? what do you consider "fat"? is it just someone with bigger than average boobs/butt? do you like fat people with small boobs/butts? does "we love bellies here" include large bellies covered in stretch marks? does it include bellies with multiple rolls and skin discoloration because of those rolls? does it include those things together? when you say fat do you mean actual fat people? do you mean fat people who arent white? who are disabled? who reject the expectations of hyper femininity/hyper masculinity? when the trend of wanting to fuck certain fat ppl wears off yet again will you continue to desire us? to love us? to cherish us? do you see us as people even when we do not give you sexual access to our bodies?

#personal #this is kind of a vent #i see so many ppl rb those “i love bellies” posts or talk abt features of fatness #but decontexualized #i see so many ppl pretend to like us and like its just exhausting #and yes i know im talking about fatness a lot right now #im having big feelings and im gonna blog abt them cause i can #if u dont like it unfollow me #fatphobia #fetishization

[strrwbrrryjam]

i honestly think the reason why i and so many others connected with rdr2 so much is because, outside of the heartbreak, destruction and devastation, it's just, pure escapism.

if you don't play missions (missions the game doesn't force) most of the time it's just you, your horse and the great outdoors, you can spend your time fishing, gathering herbs, you can spend your swimming, camping in a field of flowers, sketching the fauna that you can find, you can go so long without interacting with anyone, it's nice, it's peaceful, it's, to me, perfect escapism.

its a game where i can live out my ideal fantasy of simply being free, at least for a while, something that isn't possible for me in real life, it isn't possible for me to simply up and leave, to explore and live life by myself, i have responsibilities, i have a future i need to work towards (no matter how hard it is to do so), so the next best thing for me to simply take a break, is red dead redemption 2.

#did i just turn my vent post into an appreciation post for rdr2? yes #idk. im tired n its true #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #strawberry speaks

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him #he never comes out the same way twice #but then again. do any of us? #anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain #its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor #too much all at once. cant art anymore #i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw #and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort #i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible. #i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen #i come back to scroll on tumblr #i feel Despair. rinse and repeat #scribble salad #is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile! #i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move #sigh... dont wanna go.... #but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all! #apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle #too exhausted. the Despair is too strong #and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit