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b0mblover · 20 days

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It’ll be Okay in the End

By: J

cw; selfharm, generally negative thoughts, blood (etc everything that comes with sh)

lopt essentially has a silent breakdown and mason comforts him or smth idk im not good at summeries,

[Note; this was wrote out of my own desperation for comfort, not romanizing sh, i do not encourage or believe anyone should do this to themselves, seek help.]

i uh, actually had a easier time writing this than most things, probably because ive been essentially replaying this whole scene in my head for literal years! i for once wasnt upset when i wrote this, i was very tired tho! uh i have alot more to say but hawaii part ii lopt is taking over my brain again, so im gonna go do that! have fun with my depressed 100% projected loptson ig!

•

lopt was in ‘his’ so called room, scribbling away at some paper,

mason was rather concerned, hearing frustrated noises constantly, what sounded like pencils breaking,

they had been “partners” officially for 3 months now, mason had always cared about lopt to an extent, partner or not, but this was… odd.

sure lopt had his own life, hobbies, but he didnt care to keep /that/ much from mason, especially whenever he asked,

but, this was different.

lopt had came home from wherever the fuck he was- hell if mason knew details- annoyed, he stormed off to some room, when mason tried to ask what was wrong he only blew him off saying that “its none of your fucking business, you wouldnt get it anyways”

•

lopt was scribbling away in his notepad, despite being a god and literally being immortal, he still couldnt force creativity to come to him,

it was his fifth time trying,

most drawings resulted in poorly scribbled out lines,

he had went out to try and get inspiration for “some project” though he didnt really /have/ anything to work on, starting a new drawing always seemed to be a block for him,

he sat down his broken (6b) pencil, (rather violently but he didnt want to acknowledge that) and got up, he knew somewhere in him, that he needed a break, he walked out of his room to get water, but his mind wouldnt leave him alone,

constant thoughts about how awful his art was spewed around

“youre not “talented”, youre worthless”

“itd be better to quit now”

“just rip up the damn papers, theyre ugly anyways”

“imagine- you could just go and alleviate all this pain, just with that knife-“

he tried to push down his thoughts,

grabbing a cup from the cabinet and filling it with water,

the knives in the butcher block seemed so… tempting,

most of him /knew/ that he shouldnt- that it was wrong, that mason would be disappointed- disgusted, if he found out about his thoughts,

but, he couldnt help it,

all memories of the nights he got up from their bed to take part in something that would disgust his partner made him sick.

questions runned through his head as he sipped on his water, leaning onto the counter

“would he be sad?”

“would he care?”

“would he call me names?”

“tell me how pathetic i am?”

“leave me?”

“would he hate me?”

“tell me how ugly my body is”

“tell me how he hates the scars”

“tell me just how much he despises me”

the voices grew louder wither every question,

saying that he wanted mason to hate him,

that he did hate him,

in the very back of lopts mind, in the tiniest corner, he knew it all wasnt true, that he was being dramatic over nothing,

but even then, the memories of all the times he loved someone- all the times he didnt question if they hated him, what they all said to him,

he felt like doubting himself was the only way to have them not leave,

to not abandon him,

he took a deep breath before sighing, realizing his cup was empty, he decided that he had enough of a “break” and that he needed to start “working” again,

•

mason was sitting on the couch, some random tv show playing for background noise, when lopt wasnt “there” it was almost too quiet, in a way, mason had grown to love how loud and chaotic the house was with lopt- even if thery were the only two people in it.

he seen lopt walk into the kitchen for around 8~ minutes before he trudged his way into his room once more,

he didnt know excatly as to what lopt was doing,

granted whatever it was had to have been important, he didnt usually spend 3+ hours in a room alone silently, it started to make him worry, was lopt sick? just why did he seem so upset when he came home? is he okay? did he hurt himself?

•

lopt sat down at his desk once more, staring at the scribbled page, a sphere, he couldnt figure out how to shade it properly on the background,

he sighed turning his attention to the top left drawer,

he stood up walking over to his dresser, pulling out another drawer, he took out a roll of bandages, and some tissues,

he knew that he shouldnt, that it was essentially pointless, that hed feel better soon enough,

but that fear crept back up,

“what about last time you didnt? remember? it got only worse because you didnt”

he rubbed the sides of his nose bridge, the voices were annoying, they knew that he was gonna, even without the encouragement.

he sat back down at his desk, sitting the tissues to his right and the badages to his left before pulling out the left hand drawer,

he rummaged through it, various miscellaneous items, before coming across a box,

a red box, seemingly quiet old, with yellow letters reading “do it” on the front,

he took one out, ‘unwrapping’ the razor blade,

straight edge,

he stared at it, contemplating just what hes doing with his life,

“i cant draw, i cant write, i cant make people happy, i cant make music, i can only recite the tales others have told, im worthless, im doless, i will never amount to anything or anyone in my life, god or not, human or not, this is deserved, if i cannot create, then i at lease deserve to bleed”

a mantra he told himself, attempting to poorly justify his actions,

•

mason listened at the door, hearing nothing, no pencil, no walking, almost no breathing, he didnt know everything about lopt, sure, but he knew that he didnt look well off, and what boyfriend would he be to his partner if he wasnt concerned?

they had an unspoken rule to always at least knock before walking into the others space, granted they had seen every part of each other, it was just a courtesy they had,

though, something felt off,

mason felt as if he shouldnt knock, that lopt was hiding something,

all those sleepless nights where lopt comforted him abundantly, he had felt him get up, a few times he had caught lopt in the basement, he didnt know just what he was doing, he always hid something,

he didnt want to break any boundaries sure, thatd be rude and disrespectful, but, he had a weird feeling in his gut that it was for lopts own saftey,

“please forgive me for this” he muttered to himself,

sharply inhaling before opening the door,

simply greeted by lopts back.

•

lopt heard the door open, he had three lines going diagonally down his right arm, bleeding, he fumbled the razor, dropping it onto the floor, it had gotten rather dark by now, so it probably wouldnt be seen, he attempted to get the tissues, he had always been a great liar,

“ill just say i accidentally cut myself, if he asks what i was doing with a weapon, ill deflect and say i was being stupid”

it seems like he fumbled the tissues for a bit too long.

“hey”

mason said over his shoulder,

he moved his left hand to cover the cuts,

“o-oh, hey, whats wrong?”

“hm, well, i mean nothing? i guess, what are you doing?”

“i- you guess? is something the matter?”

mason had noticed he was oddly covering his forearm,

“you ignored my question.”

“huh?”

“i asked what youre doing.”

masons tone sounded alot more pissed off, granted he wasnt, just concered more than anything,

“o-oh i um, ok dont laugh but uh- i was trying to draw”

“and why are you covering your arm? are you hurt?”

“i- huh? wh- no, no! i uh, may have also been playing with a blade and accidentally scraped myself, nothing much”

“let me see”

“what?”

“let me see your injury”

lopt was taken aback, all of his previous partners never asked to see his wounds, scars sure but never his wounds, even if they werent self inflicted, he was shocked, he hadnt planned for this.

“i- i assure you dear, it isnt anything to worry about-“

“let me see it. are you hiding something?”

in that moment lopt felt small, like a child almost, weak, helpless, he didnt know how he could get out of this without mason either finding out or being suspicious of him.

“i- here”

lopt moved his left arm to mason, there were a few small cuts on it, though rather old looking,

lopt moved his right arm off the table, into the shadows to not call attention to it.

“uh huh, now the other?”

lopt seen his eternal life flash before his very eyes.

his mind went on autopilot and raised his right arm, he usually would fight but, he knew itd be pointless, mason would just worry more, thus making him keep a closer eye on lopt, he didnt want to feel selfish, not like that,

“oh my, i- oh my god,”

mason was shocked, he had suspected that lopt had hurt himself in the past, granted the scars,

but, he didnt think he still did it, sure the weird behavior, but it never really dawned on him until that moment.

mason had brought (more like dragged) lopt to the bathroom, running the slits under cool water, putting pressure to hopefully get the bleeding under control, he opened the cabinet under the sink and pulled out another roll of bandages,

he stood behind lopt washing the blood off, still slightly in shock,

“why?”

“huh?”

“why do you do this?”

masom questioned, fully aware of the long list lopt was about to give out,

“i- well, i dunno..”

lopts voice trailed off before starting again,

“i mean, i dont even know why i do this, it just feels good? like i can do something right? it makes me feel like im not worthless”

mason hummed for a second before choosing his words

“do you feel normally that youre worthless?”

“i guess so, i dont know why, i have the best boyfriend, my life is great, i just dont know..”

“mmhm, what were you trying to draw?”

“i dont know. does it matter?”

lopt shot back

“well, you seemed frustrated at it, so im sure it’s important to you yeah? so then it’s important to me”

mason brought his hands around lopts wrist, rubbing it slightly attempting to calm him down

“i- i dont know, i just, i feel frustrated, so i tried to draw, but drawing makes me feel more frustrated, so i did this- an- and n-now-“

lopt began to stutter, tears swelling up in his eyes, mason had only seen him cry on a few occasions,

“shh- shh its okay, i know what youre saying, breath, okay?”

lopt inhaled deeply, feeling masons left hand move to wipe the tears away,

he didnt even know why he was crying,

mason bandaged lopts arm slightly tight,

“shh, now, you wanna talk about this? or wait a little bit longer to calm down?”

“c-calm down”

“alright alright, shh youre okay, see?”

mason lead lopt into his bedroom, taking lopts hand under the covers as he had done for him every sleepless night,

lopt could feel his eyelids starting to droop, the warmth of his boyfriend comforting him, the love of his boyfriend comforting him,

he shoved his head into masons chest, finding it to be the most comfortable spot out of the entire bed,

mason ruffled his hair, slowly stroking his hand on his neck,

“y’know, you may be a god,

and you may be immortal, but,

ill be with you for as long as you need, in this life and after”

lopt didnt respond, just slightly nodded his head before burrying it deeper into masons chest,

maybe tonight wasnt so bad after all,

spending time with mason- no, his boyfriend, was never bad.

lopt faded in and out of sleep, trying to fight the melatonin being produced, just to feel the sweet touch of his boyfriends skin, before he completely felt himself drift away, he heard him speak,

“I love you, i love you so much, never forget that, in this life and the next, ill always love you, lopt.”

#j writes badly #no beta we die like jirou #WOOHOO 2.056 WORDS WORTH OF DEPRESSION YIPPE!#im pretty sure this is the longest ive wrote tbh #ironic bc a 300 word ‘essay’ is still so hard for me to do 💀#actually kinda proud of this. i might make a follow up. prob not tho #im not the best a writing comfort.#j funfact; i was originally gonna write mason talking to lopt and comforting him a whole lot more but i got really tired while doing so and #fell asleep #YES THE RAZOR BLADE BOX IS A REFRENCE TO MY OWN. I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANOTHER RAZOR BLADE BOX IN MY LIFE OKAY??#im realising how my irl weapons seep into mt writing more rhan it should #unironically i barely had to correct my own spelling which js werd bc like.#i was tired?? and i generally dont type well??#ahh whatever tho i wont complain #another j funfact; i made the excat drawinf i described lopt making when i was thinking of how to make this all work!#this is also originally titled ‘harsh reality’#but i think im gonna save that for another time #OKOK ILL HUSH NOW HAVE FUN IG??#(the url/link for this one is funny i swear)#HI EDITING 13:48 J HERE.#THR WHOLE THINT ABT “i didnt have to correct much” WAS A FUCKING LIE DEAR LOPT #THERE IS SO MANY MISTAKES #THIS IS ACTUALLY REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSING OH YM GOD #I FIXED MOST OF THEM I THINK 😭😭 OH YM GOD NEVER LET ME BE CONFIDENT ABT NOT FUCKING UP AGAIN THIS NEVER WORKS OUT #HHHHHG THERE WAS SO MANY GRAMMATICAL ERRORS IM ACTUALLY IRL EMBARRASSED 😭

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redswaberkez · 4 months

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ok so its been more than a month since my graphic screen is arrived and bein used almost every day for 6-12 hours its time to do a lil review under the cut

(obligatory warning for longreads my english is a crap and yada yada) my bby boaris (kabanchik) cintiq 16'. (old one from 2020) I bought the tablet for a loot of reasons, Very Reasonable ones and not so reasonable too LMAO. Earned money with blood and sweat (literally💥) ANYWAY. Tablet's size is perfect for my needs, not way too small, not way too big, the screen workspace is the same with my old laptop (give or take few mm) This cintiq isnt from manufactor, its used before tablet from someone else in 'from the assembly line' condition. As soon as tab arrived i immediately ordered a ptotective film to prevent the appearance of The Hole. You what im talking about.

I was afraid that it would be extremely inconvenient for me to work with it and that the purchase would generally be unsuccessful, because before ONCE IN MY LIFE 7 yrs ago i had an experience w cintiq 24' and it wasnt really comfortable then. AND i had always used a regular plain tablet. BUT NOOOPE everything is PERFECT and i love it.

PROS!! - brain loves to see what u are actually drawing. Its easier to control every single move and stroke therefore it drastically buffs your skill. The progress of it development i mean. U have to get used to it. the tablet itself wont give u a 'make my skill insane button' u have to WORK ON IT obviously. (says the one who've been stuck in cps for a month straight OUGH) - it works as another monitor. so u can do whatever u wish using two of them. or u can just buy random tablet screen and use it as a SINGLE monitor lmaooo. -doesnt overheat (my main display overheats noticeably thank god i dont need to place my arm over it). -uses one single thicc cable which divides into three at the end (usb hdmi and power cables) - thin, from 1cm to 1,5cm +-, wheights somewhere 1,5kgs, has small stand legs which gives it ahh +- 30 degrees tilt angle. U can travel with the tablet but it needs pc or laptop to be connected with. -i havent seen its guts but i bet the circuits are...fine... i hope so.. at least if it wont overheat then the circuits wont burn down.. makes sense.. yeah.... -I also didnt notice any problems with drivers or connection for this month. u just turn ur pc on and ready to go.

CONS. - ur neck is bout to die if u gonna work like me cuz its tilt is only 30 degs (u can buy a normal stand tho. or a monitor bracket and stop torturing urself). SHRIMP POSTURE CHEEEECK. - it doesn't have buttons like my tablet had. Its a taste preference honestly. for someone its a pros for me its a cons. EASILY COUNTERS BY it might seem crazy what im bout to say A KEYBOARD. you just need to get used to it. again. - should i even mention the price? ofc its a con. since mine is a former usage one it was a lil cheaper than usually. but I knew what I was buying ((WACOM)) so i aint complaining now. - small really small con: sometimes cps wont react to pen button clicks but ig its even a program problem than tablets (easily counters by pressing space button one time). its really just a biiit annoying and nothing special. It works great all of the time. - THE PEN TIP WEARS OFF WITH FIRST COSMIC VELOCITY. ig its affected by protective film (its matte). counters by TITAN PEN TIP (plus now its a weapon if u are brave enough) -due to its protective matte film there is a small insignificant diffs between two screens but its not really this big. At least between mine displays. Diff btw my old laptop screen colors and tablet is fucking HUGE (lap is a 12 yrs old veteran have some respect🙄) - OK OK OK LAST LITTLE NIGGLE. Since I play shooters like valorant and...cs.. and move my hand powerfully across the table, I HAD to look for *that very specific place* for the tablet so that everything would be perRRRFECT by millimeters (ocd moment)

notable mention that takes a special place in my heart

wait while we talk to your displays 😥😥😥😥 omg..... cried....died.... my sons...

thats all i can say for now

#redswa pls go outside and touch some SNOW

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mvrkgeoli · 3 years

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teddy

warnings ? : alcohol / consumption, fluffy kinda and some humor, clingy drunk jisung lol

author note: i had a dream i was cuddling jisung and this came up in my head idk HDMAJDJAOS small drabble i think it’s less than 1k words

you were invited over for jisung’s coming of age day with some of the dreamies at their dorm, but what you didn’t expect at the end of the night was for the now adult boy cuddling into you as he dozed off into his drunk slumber.

jaemin only pouted at how he had never been cuddled by the boy the same way, donghyuck and renjun laughing at how you couldn’t move from your spot in order to let the boy sleep comfortably. when you did try to pull away, jisung only held your body tighter, his mouth spilling small ‘no’s and drunken hushing for you to sit still.

with the help of jeno, you sneakily slide yourself away from the boy’s arms in the middle of the night, jeno exchanging your body with one of his pillows. jisung grunted as his eyebrows furrowed before squeezing onto jeno’s pillow. both jeno and your eyes widened at the movement, scared that the boy would wake up complaining, sighing in relief when you heard soft snores from him.

you thanked jeno when you stepped out of the boys room, threading your finger through your hair in attempt to neaten your appearance as you walked to the entrance door. bidding jaemin in his room, renjun in the kitchen, and jeno walking you ‘goodbye on’ your way out of the dorm.

the next day came around with a blink of an eye, waking up in your own bed with some messages from jaemin.

strawberry yogurt | today at 10:04am

sung said he had a dream about a giant teddy bear <3

i’m still mad he chose u instead of me to cuddle tho >:(

you smiled at your screen before retorting back at the boy with a tease, continuing your day as normal after properly waking up.

a week later, you were met with separate texts from jaemin and renjun.

strawberry yogurt | today at 2:41am

our jisungie is looking for his teddy bear or whatever 🙄🙄

moomin renato | today at 2:43am

jisung is drunk again

he wont stop whining til he gets his ‘teddy’ can u PLEASE come quick, i need my sleep

your eyebrows rose at the texts, getting yourself ready out of the door in minutes. you didn’t mind walking for a few moments to the dreamies’ dorm.

after ringing the doorbell twice, the door opened to reveal a tired looking renjun. you heard chenle’s reputable laugh at a distance, you stepped foot into the dorm with a small ‘thank you’ to the boy in front of you for letting you in. proceeding to walk a few steps to approach jisung and renjun’s room to meet a woozy faced jisung sitting on the floor attempting to kiss jeno’s foot along with jaemin with a wide smile and chenle giggling away on the floor beside them as they watched the scene unfold.

“you’re finally here, he’s been whining all night. we’ve been trying to put him to bed but uh…” jeno pulled his foot away from the boy to gesture the situation before walking towards you, a small “ahh hyung,,~” was heard as jeno got away to rest both his hands on your shoulders, patting gently. “anyway— thank you for this, i wanna head to bed already.”

“it’s no problem-?” you cocked your head to the side slightly. jisung’s head tilted up at your voice, eyes lighting up at the sight of you. “t… ted- ow- teddy!” he stood up, hitting his head at the roof of the bottom bunk of their bed in trial to hold onto the ladder for balance. jisung walking towards you with open arms, letting them hang around your neck as he drooped himself down into your embrace.

“hey, sung-ah. you good?” you let out a laugh “c’mon let’s get you to bed.” the boy only nodded lazily as you dragged him back to bed.

the night ended with chenle sleeping over at jaemin’s room and renjun climbing to the top bunk with a somewhat satisfied sigh. “finally, oh my god. thanks again, g’night y/n.”

you woke up to an empty bed, scrambling up at the realization that you slept over instead of acting as just a lullaby to put jisung to sleep. it was probably because everyone was too tired or fell right asleep after you came over, you thought to yourself as you shuffled to stand up and wake yourself up with small stretches.

your eyes met with the boy himself at the kitchen, sitting in between jeno and a groggy looking jaemin at the dining table typing away on jaemin’s laptop. jisung’s eyes widened as you came into the frame of his vision. “o— uh good morning..!” he put up a motionless wave as a greeting, you only bowed and mumbled a small ‘morning’ before jeno gestured for you to sit in front of them.

jisung turned the laptop to face you. “my apology (with video)” the screen read, he pressed on the right chevron key to put the next slide on. “you made a powerpoint slide show?” you stared at jisung’s face, his lips pursed as he blinked in silence.

“this powerpoint was made to apologize to y/n for my, park jisung, dumb actions.” there was a moment of awkward silence as he waited to make sure you read the slide before proceeding to the next slide, which revealed a small video attatched, the thumbnail showing jisung with the same clothes as he wore right now but with a tiny bit messier hair.

“good evenin— morning y/n, i deeply um,, apologize for putting you through the trouble of walking in the middle of the might to … to um, take care of me when i was intoxicated with alcohol,” he had a straight face in the video, was he really taking this seriously? “firstly i would like to say—“ you tapped on the spacebar lightly to pause the recording.

“sung-ah, it really is fine.” you smiled genuinely, he only stared at the surface of the table, fidgeting with the ledges of the laptop. “if it makes you feel better, i liked the cuddles too. i have no problems with being your ‘teddy’, don’t worry about it.” you shrug as you took a piece of made toast on the table.

“does that mean drunk me would still be able to sleep okay?” he spoke a full sentence for the first time that morning, you chuckled at the boy.

“even if you aren’t drunk, i’d be happy to.”

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kyouxa · 5 years

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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Ayato Sakamaki (Story 04)

In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too! I’m an amateur translator, but I hope you do enjoy it anyway!♡

Monologue

After a few days.

Shin-san and Kanato-kun went to monitore the families,

and Ruki-kun continued to receive the report.

When are they going to start the fight?

I become uneasy just thinking about it

However,

Ayato-kun made a proposal.

Place: Orange Mansion - Livingroom

Ayato: I'll make her sleep in my room

Yui: Huh?

Shin: What? Are you being selfish yet again?

Ruki: What kind of an idea is that? Aren’t you already spoiled enough?

Ayato: What’s that supposed to mean? Anyway Ruki I thought that you‘re busier with other stuff.

Yui: (Although Ayato-kun has forgotten me, i‘m really happy that we might share a room)

(Because I was a little nervous to be alone in my room)

(We just need the permission from Ruki-kun, right?)

Ayato: Even if you disagree I‘ll still do it. I‘m not someone who follows orders in the first place

Ruki: Listen, if you have a good reason to keep her in her room i‘ll allow it

Yui: (That’s right. I need a good reason why i‘d stay in his room...)

Choices

1)ー love for another (white)♡♡♡

2)ー protecting (black)

ー love for another♡

Yui: Ayato-kun and I are in love with each other, isn’t that enough...?

Ayato: What? What are you saying?

Shin: Are you insane going insane? That’s not what our brother asked for.

It might be more efficient if you were next to your guard Ayato, he could protect you from the enemies way faster.

I‘m sure thats what you actually mean by that.

Yui: Oh, thats right...

Ayato: Well, if that’s your reason why not saying it earlier, but...

Yui: Hm? What?

ー protecting

Yui: Uhm, I‘d be with Ayato-kun all the time if someone would start a raid.

If the enemy comes to attack, I think that the possibility of being taken away is pretty high...

So I wondered if it's better to have the same room as Ayato-kun?

Ayato: You...

Ruki: I see, thats not a bad reason.

Certainly what Eve says is also worthwhile. It’s a better answer than Ayato would give.

Ayato: Asshole, stop making fun of me! ....but, it‘s finally decided then

Yui: eh?

end Choices

Ayato: I see, Chichinashi. I understand the reason why you want to stay with me.

Yui: What?

Ayato: Thats right. You wanted to be mine and that’s why you desperately searched for excuses to tell Ruki, right?

Yui: (Well, it’s not wrong at all right...?)

Ayato: Well, that’s it! You should come with me to my room already, let’s go.

Yui: yes...!

(I‘m glad that i‘m going to share the same room as Ayato)

Shin: Brother wait... Is it really okay to let them share the same room?

Ruki: Don’t worry. It’s fine

Place: Orange Mansion - Ayato's bedroom

Yui: Well then, from now on, I'll be sleeping in Ayato-kun's room, right?

Ayato: Yes, theres only one bed in my room, but we both can sleep in there.

Yui: uh, thats right

(That means we‘re going to sleep in the same bed every night. There is nothing that can be recalled now)

(Moreover, the house is quiet now...)

(After that, Shin-san took Kanato-kun and they went for a reconnaissance. So thats why it’s so silent)

Ayato: Ah~hah. I was forced to go back to my room when everyone is outside. After all i‘m stuck in here.

Yui: ...y-yeah

Ayato: That asshole Ruki. It’s helpful that he‘s so clever yet serious... but I don’t wanna stay here.

Do you think so too?

Yui: About that. I think it depends on...

Ayato: ....

Yui: Ayato-kun? You‘re starring at me. Is something in my face?

Ayato: Well, I just thought that, thanks to you I won’t get bored in here anymore.

Yui: Eh?

Ayato: It is a great opportunity to play with you. Hey, why don’t we have fun together?

Yui: Let’s stop at this point. Wouldn‘t Ruki-kun become angry at you again?

Ayato: Hah? It’s not like I actually care if he‘ll get angry at me. I lost my respect roward him already.

Oh, while we’re alone, I’lI teach you more enjoyable ways of playing around. Thank me later okay?

Yui: Eh, what? Why are you removing the strings...

Ayato: I‘ll tie your hands and feet together so you can’t get away from me.

Yui: What?! Stop it! What are you doing?!

Ayato: Tch! Stop struggling! .... connect here, and..

That’s it! I did pretty well tying you up!

Yui: Hey Ayato-kun, let’s stop. I want you to understand...

Ayato: What are you talking about. From now on, we‘ll do more stuff like that. Hehehe, it looks good.

Yui: No... I don’t like this at all, get those string away from me ...

(I want to be treated more as a lover...)

Ayato: What are you saying. It’s not like you‘ll die from it. Anyway, where should I start today.

Yui: ...no...ah... not on my feet, it tickles...!

Ayato: Hehe, you‘re giving me a really good view, how are you feeling? This position is...

Yui: Hah! Stop it, it tickles...!

Ayato: You‘re pretty weak everywhere. That’s interesting. What about here...

Yui: Ayato-kun! Don’t open my blouse... stop it!

Ayato: That’s fine. You have no breasts to show anyway

Yui: (This is really awful...! Today is the worst day!)

Ayato: Look here. Your clavicle comes out beautifully. Maybe I should do it along the bones —

Yui: a...ah...no...

Ayato: I know you feel the pleasure. It’s not like you need to hide that aroused face of yours.

Heh, shall I start with my nails? Or you prefer if I start with my fangs?

Yui: Thats...what...

Ayato: Heh! I can’t hold back my thirst any longer. ...ahh..!

Yui: ....ahh!! Why so suddenly...!

Ayato: Ah... Hmm... Hmm... !

Yui: Ah... Haa... Aah... !

(I thought it was going to be awful at first, but I feel he’s softer today ...)

(Hey, it feels like it's going to be actually really good this time...)

Ayato: Hah .... are you enjoying it? If I‘d suck it a little more gently, your blood might get sweeter.

Do you like this? Do you prefer me being a little more gentle today?

Yui: I...wouldn’t mind...

(Because thats the Ayato-kun, I fell for and I love with my whole heart.)

Ayato: Well, I finally get to know your taste. You love it when it’s painful but gentle don’t you?

Yui: Eh?

Ayato: Next time I will do my best to pleasure you with my fangs. Ah... Hmm... Hmm

Yui: Ayato-kun...ahh!

(Ouch! He‘s forcing his fangs too deep in my skin...!)

Oh, Ayato-kun stop... it hurts so much!

Ayato: Shut up already. Just a second ago you were highly enjoying it ... hm?

...Tch! It’s this dazzling again...

Yui: (Whats happening? What should I do...?)

Ayato: I wonder why it came back...

Yui: Is Ayato-kun in pain?

Ayato: It’s not like you need to worry about me, it’s probably because I sucked your blood.

Yui: Ah...I see

*Ayato lets go*

Ayato: I‘m not feeling like it anymore.

Shit, that’s annoying. I thought it would be refreshing.

Yui: (Am I annoying Ayato-kun...?)

Ayato: I think it's going to be really boring...

—That’s it!

Yui: (I wonder what came to his mind. Maybe it’s a good idea tho!)

(More than that, I wonder if I can get ride of my tied hand-feet situation)

Ayato: I don’t care about the orders ruki gave me, I don’t need to do them.

I have to sneak out of the mansion and slam the enemies by myself!

Yui: (Huh! To be honest, that’s a really stupid idea...)

Well, but if you do something selfish again, Ruki-kun will...

Ayato: Hm, I don’t care

Besides, if I can get ride of our enemy, not even ruki will be able to complain

Yui: (i don’t want to say anything. He’s super serious)

Ayato: But if they will attack... I can’t just leave you here on your own.

Ruki should be outside tho. OK, I will take you with me

Yui: Huh?! That's not good. aren‘t you told to not leave the house?

Ayato: Aren’t you my toy? That’s why you shouldn’t go against your master.

You have to listen to what I say, or i‘ll leave you with your hands and feet tied. We‘ve been locked in here for so long.

Yui: Fine!

Ayato: Well then, let’s go! We‘ll be back in no time!

Place: Outside - Forest

Yui: (I‘m a little surprised. It was pretty easy to escape from the mansion...)

Ayato: Are you surprised? It’s pretty easy to do whatever you want if Ruki‘s not having his eyes on you.

I've been searching for a way to go outside secretly for quite awhile!

Yui: (Is that so. Well then, it’s been awhile since I went outside last time)

(But if Ruki-kun notices, he will be very angry at us)

(This will be a raid alone... I think it will be pretty dangerous)

So, where are we going now?

Ayato: The scarlet mansion

Yui: Scarlet...

Ayato: Yea, that silly dude with those city glasses is the head of that mansion.

Yui: I thought Kanato would go there to get informations today. Aren’t we going to meet him by any chance then?

Ayato: I‘m not sure. I guess that guy wont do the reconnaissance properly anyway

Yui: Oh! Is that so?

Ayato: So theres basically nothing in our way anymore. This could be our chance.

I‘m going to defeat them all and prove everyone that i‘m the best.

Yui: (It’s all about fighting. It would be a terrible fight if we‘ll see Reiji-san)

(I don’t want to fight anyone. Ayato-kun please he‘s one of your brothers)

Place: Somewhere - Garden

Ayato: You should see the Scarlet mansion soon

Yui: (Now it’s my last change to stop and return home. He may be angry again and he maybe will force me to give him my blood...)

(Theres no way back. I have no choice but to stop him and get back with him!)

Ayato-kun lets go home. If we go any further Ruki-kun will—

Ayato: Shh!

Yui: ...Hmm...Ah...

(Why he forced me to shut up...?)

Ayato: ...

Yui: (Is something bothering him...? Did someone discover us?)

Ayato: Who‘s there?

Ah! That guy...!

Shu: ...zzz...

Yui: (Eh, Shu-san?! Why is he laying around here?)

Ayato: That guy is... Shu from the Scarlet Mansion. I wonder what he‘s been doing out here?

This is basically perfect, just watch me. Come on! Wake up, Shu!

*Ayato kicks Shu*

Yui: Ayato-kun! Why did you do sth like that so suddenly!

Ayato: Get up quickly! I‘ll beat the shit out of you! Did you hear me you asshole?

Shu: ...yawn....shut up....

What’s the problem. Who allowed you to wake me up?

Ayato: I don’t need permission to kick an enemy. You should change your attitude before I am getting bad tempered.

Shu: I feel very confident. Sadly, I was found by a very troublesome person tho

Reiji: Shu, you finally got up. Don’t you have any manners, sleeping in such — oh?

Yui: (Reiji-san!)

Ayato: Ah, you are... the glasses dude!

Reiji: I wasn’t expecting you to come here without any reason... with Eve.

And, Ruki really has some troublesome brother, I‘d be sorry for him.

Hehe.. But you and Eve took the trouble to come all the way here. I‘d be stupid if I wouldn’t try to steal her from you.

Ayato: Shut up. I don’t even think about giving her away without a fight!

Reiji: You heard that, Shu. This is probably the best opportunity to steal Eve.

Shu: ..sigh, whatever

Yui: (A... sword? Isn’t that a silver knife? You can really kill any vampire with that...)

Ayato: It’s finally getting interesting. Now come at me!

*swords clash*

Yui: (They are really going to fight each other)

(That’s not good—! Stop it, you‘re brothers!)

Stop it Ayato-kun! Reiji and Shu are both brothers from you...!

Please remember! When I was at the sakamki house!

Shu: Hey, what’s with that woman

Ayato: You should concentrate on our fight.

Reiji: You can tell us more later. I‘ll listen to that story once we return to our mansion.

Yui: (Damn it, they really don’t get along...)

*Ayato attacks Shu*

Ayato: Lets go! Come on!

Shu: Heh.

Reiji: Hah!

Ayato: fuck!

Yui: (That attack from Reiji was close to hit Ayato...)

(On the opposite, it's definitely hard to block those attacks)

*swords clash*

Ayato: Ah...Tch...

Reiji: Whats the Problem? It looks like you‘re struggling already.

Shu: How pathetic

Ayato: Shut up! This fight is not settled yet!

Reiji: Certainly, it is—

Shu: the end.

Yui: (He was caught between them...!)

Ayato-kun! It’s dangerous!

Ayato: Eh...?! There’s no going back anymore!

Shu: ugh...

Ayato: ugh...ahhh...!

Yui: (No, Ayato-kun...!)

Reiji: Oh my, look at how pathetic and helpless you are now.

Ayato: Fuck...!

*Reiji kicks Ayato*

Yui: (Ayato-kun's, bleeding...)

(They are not sibling anymore. They are really going to kill him.)

(I should run away or help him, but I can’t move...!)

Reiji: You are really an idiot for trying to attack us alone.

Ayato: Shut...up...

Shu: Reiji, let’s finish him off quickly

Reiji: I agree. I hope you spoke your last words already. Because, this will be your last moment

Ayato: ...uh...!

Yui: No, please...! Please, someone help Ayato-kun—!!

*something flew over*

Reiji: ....hm?!

Shu: .....

Yui: (...hm...! Something just flew over here now)

*swords clash*

Yui: (A sword...? The sword flew from somewhere!)

Reiji: Whats happening?

Shu: ...apparently he was not alone

*Orange family appears*

Kanato: You look good, Ayato.

Shin: It is a views which I never saw before, the great Ayato is laying helpless on the ground.

Ruki: ...

Yui: (Everyone! Did they really come to help?!)

Ayato: ...tch. What is everyone doing here

Shin: Well, because Kanato was scouting here. I received a report that something went wrong.

Yui: Is that so. In addition, Kanato was doing his reconnaissance pretty well

Kanato: Excuse me. But, what is that supposed to mean?

Yui: Nothing! Never mind!

(Ayato-kun, he’s been silent for awhile now...)

Kanato: Just what would have happened if shu was actually able to capture eve from us this time.

Im going to make this sloppy face, regret trying to steal her away from us.

I won’t forgive Ayato for what happened this time at all.

I told Ruki that I‘d be a better guard in the first place.

Now you see ruki, what kind of failure Ayato is

Ayato: Asshole, what kind of bullshit are you talking...

Ruki: ...we don’t have time for that now. At the moment our property is taking Eve home and leave this place.

Reiji: I see, 4 people vs 2 people seems a little disadvantaged at this point

Consider yourself lucky this time. Let’s go home, Shu.

Shu: It’s finally over... I’ll return to bed immediately....yawn

*Reiji and Shu leave*

Yui: (They really left... what a relive)

Shin: Brother, shouldn’t we follow them?

Ruki: There’s no use for another useless battle. We got Eve back everything else is unimportant.

Above all, it would be bothersome if we started a fight when one of us isn’t in a good condition.

Shin: You’re right.

Ayato: ....Ruki....

Ruki: You don’t change at all, Ayato. Let’s go home already.

*Ruki leaves*

Ayato: ....Tch...!

Yui: (He’s angry about it. He was close to be killed just by doing something such selfish)

(If they weren’t here, nobody would’ve saved Ayato...)

Ayato-kun can't stand alone, right? Hold on to my shoulder.

Ayato: Don’t touch me. I can walk alone...

Yui: Ayato-kun...

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