#and I was exhausted after shower

[girmitiya]

I took a shower and I feel worse 🙂

#my body still aches like I have a fever #and I was exhausted after shower #covid hit me like a truck

[suguru-getos]

friday got me feeling numb & shit been so busy 😮‍💨

#i have so much shit to do #disassociating in the shower when i have to be at work soon #back to back meetings and presentations #i haven’t even prepared for the one today and i have to bc im not very confident and comfortable with the contents #one of my favorite people at work — have their farewell today ; yep #todays his last working day & i’d have to be out after work <\3 man let me catch a break #these things make me feel if im selfish?? cus i really would prefer nothing but to rot in bed headphones in and listening to songs #no literally nothing else #but i HAVE to give him a farewell with other colleagues… grab a few drinkies and exhaust myself even more #man …. 🧍‍♂️ #i just wanna rest

[strawberrryangel]

today was a good day! *collapses into bed and sobs uncontrollably*

#had a dentist appointment this morning #then had to go to work #bought myself a few things #got home around 8:20 #had dinner #watched a bit of gilmore girls and supernatural #then had to unpack groceries #and almost had a meltdown #i feel like i’m doing so much around the house #and nobody else is doing anything #and like i was at work all day after my appointment #and it just feels like so much of the organization/cleaning of the house is on me #i’m so fucking exhausted #and i have to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow! #and i couldn’t even actually cry because i always shove it down! so. #anyway #just showered and now am gonna go to bed #it’s almost 11 so not bad i might read a bit of fanfic if i have the brain power #vent post ig lmao

[naomiknight-17]

The face of a bitch who just survived a Walmart trip

#ok ok this pic is from before i went into the walmart. but still #very butch-igaf look today #i stopped in at the makeup supply shop and picked out a cute pride polish for june... so excite #mod post #also i am exhausted after walmart tho omg i need a shower and a nap

[vonlipvig]

just finished cleaning up and doing the dishes after the party i hosted for like 10 of my friends and i feel so happy

#doing the dishes after a party my BELOVED #i feel so loved and happy. it's nice. #im also EXHAUSTED we went to dsnce class and then stayrd together for like 12 hours fjfkfkf #i need to shower now but yeah im proud. also i love hosting i love when i do a good job at hosting. yippee. #according to jules

[theygender]

My gf and I just completed an extremely taxing move almost entirely on our own that was made even more difficult bc we were moving out of a roach-infested apartment and trying to make sure we didn't take any with us. We weren't able to pack anything up in advance bc roaches love cardboard boxes so we had to pack everything day-of (after thoroughly inspecting it all) and then immediately load the boxes into my car. One of my friends got COVID and another was having a chronic pain flareup so they couldn't help, and Trixie's friends who had all said well in advance that they were going to help us move on Saturday all bailed on us when the day actually came. Saturday was also the only day we could take our old furniture to the dump, but due to no one showing up to help we took too long to load it and missed our window and had to pay junk movers to come get it from us instead. My partner and I have spent the last five days doing nothing but packing and moving furniture and boxes (up and down stairs at both locations) making countless trips back and forth, and in between all of that I've also had to deal with pet sitting AND my college assignments. We were down to the wire today on our very last day to vacate our apartment, on a Monday when both of us had to go in to work bc we didn't know we would still be moving after not having any help on Saturday. We are both mentally and physically exhausted, and now that it's all over here we still have to unpack all of our everything

BUT! We're in a nice new apartment now with no roaches! It's bigger and it's pretty and it has two (2) bathrooms and a balcony and a fireplace and lots of windows that let in natural light and we (and our cats) absolutely love it. We're so so happy to be here and to no longer have to put up with our old place

And although we had to get rid of our couch and mattress for fear of roaches, we found a new couch and a new mattress that are even better than our old ones at very good prices (the mattress is queen-size! the couch folds out into a sleeper for our friends!)

And while I was carrying a box in I ran into one of my new neighbors who was walking his dog and he gendered me correctly, confidently, multiple times without hesitation. His puppy started pulling on its leash to try to run over to me and he jokingly told the dog "You can't help them. You can't help them! You don't have any hands, you can't help them!"

And then when I went to the store to pick up more supplies a woman stopped me to really excitedly tell me that my hair (side-shave mullet) was "so fly"

So yeah. All in all. I think I've had a great weekend

#rambling #i was genuinely surprised by getting gendered correctly #i was the only one there at the time so i know it wasnt just a plural they #like. im used to people correcting themselves back and forth between she and he (maybe even landing on an uncertain they? in the end) #im used to people giving me a hesitating almost scared ...they... when they cant decide if he or she is right and they dont want to offend #but this is only the second time ever that a complete stranger has confidently referred to me as they with no hesitation whatsoever #and he did it multiple times in a row! im still happy about that #AND the person who compliment my hair #and of course. being here in whats basically the apartment of our dreams. with no roaches! #im so fucking exhausted rn and theres still more to do #but im thanking god or the fates or whoever is out there that i get to sleep good tonight on a new mattress #(after i shower first in my new clean ROACH FREE bathroom of course) #🙏

[sevicia]

sleeping over @ my friend's house and we were talking abt music and I said like Oh I discovered this song cause of some Riddler fanart & then about how we both have characters we're crazy abt & I told her like "it's gonna be two years now and my Riddler craze has not left" and she was like "oh I know cause isn't that common for ND people?" and I just said YEAH ^^ but then I realized I've never told her about my POSSIBLE autism diagnosis 😭 ANYWAYS she asked me like "why are you so crazy about him I wanna know!!" and I kept telling her like nonono you see I'm TOO crazy and it'll take a while to tell you everything but she was like I'M ALL EARS !!!! so I started talking and talking and talking and she was falling asleep & I kept having to shake her awake 😭 in the end we only got up to the Riddler arrest scene because it's Literally 4 in the morning RN like I've been talking abt this freak for over an hour ..... also she was like "you're gonna keep talking in the morning 🆗?" and I said OKAY 🩷 YAY 🩷 & then I showed her Riddler Arrest Scene one of the most crucial cinematic moments for me in recent times and she was like "YEAH ok this shit goes crazy" like mhm mhm!!! and then I released her <3

#also I'm sleeping on an air mattress next 2 her bed (our other friend is sharing the bed w/ her) so it's really comfy ^^ #she was like OK I'm gonna blow up the mattress now ! #& I was like NO!!! NO!!!! I HAVE TO BLOW UP THE AIR MATTRESS!!!!!! I LOVE BLOWING UP THE AIR MATTRESS!!!!!! #and then I did :3 IDK why I like it sm lol #when it's a workout 4 me <- guy who gets exhausted when washing his hair in the shower #my arms are weak as helllll #my waist hurts really easily after bending over a short amt of time #and my legs when I stretch .... stand on my toes ..... we are fuuuucked #I🩷 TANGENTS #diary #riddler

[arthur-kingsmen]

my cvs flare is OVER i am DRINKING LIQUIDS and EATING SOLIDS. i get my final denture fitting TOMORROW. AND my WEED PEN comes in TOMORROW. I STAY WINNING

#i cleaned my room and washed all my blankies and showered #the clean up after flares is awful but i feel so so nice now. fucking exhausted still #im so excited for my pens btw. oh my god. holy fuck #i get them online bc of the 2018 altcannabinoid loophole (if it aint d9 that shits legal babe!!! but find a reputable source w labs) #but anyways the place i get them from is doing a mystery box. and i trust those guys. so. thats coming in tomorrow :) WHEEEEEE #A FUCKING REWARD FOR MY GODAWFUL WEEK

[thethingything]

we have an especially bad migraine where I noticed us getting aura (mostly being pissed off and upset in a specific way) for several hours before it started and we've taken pain meds but I'm not sure they've actually helped. they have definitely given us side effects though and I feel very spaced out and nauseous and generally shit.

we've also had way worse ADHD symptoms for the last few days to the point of being pretty much unable to focus on anything besides like 2 things we've hyperfixated on. we've had so much trouble starting tasks and keep struggling to hold a train of thought or focus long enough to even figure out what we need to do each day despite having all our Habitica dailies to tell us.

our brain is all over the place and I'm not really sure what to do with it or what would help but it's just occurred to me that sometimes our ADHD gets really bad in the buildup to some of our worst migraines and now I'm just hoping that both the migraine and other shit ease off soon because I'd like to be able to function

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #posts made on pain meds #I've spent like 6 hours drawing today because we fixated on one piece of art that I originally started as a joke #but I probably had other tasks to do and I don't know what any of them were and I tried very hard to at least make a list or something #but just could not hold a coherent train of thought and got really overwhelmed every time I tried to think of stuff I needed to do #so I gave up after a while because I realised my options were to keep trying and failing and just get upset and start dissociating #and end up doing absolutely nothing while feeling really bad #or just go ahead and draw for as long as I can handle because our brain's fixated on it and at least I'd be doing something #and it's also nice to actually be able to work on art for any length of time after having such bad art block so far this year #oh I did also shower shortly after we woke up which was our main big task of the day I think so that's something to be proud of #our tourette's has been bad and that made it surprisingly difficult and it was kind of stressful and exhausting but we did it #it's also just occurred to me that our tourette's and ADHD and a few other issues have all flared up together #followed by a particularly bad migraine which is a pattern we keep noticing and first noticed back in December #and all these issues are known to involve dopamine but I can't figure out what exactly is going on #when it happens we also start getting sensory overload way more easily

[gazeboarcade]

i hope youre doing ok in light of everything i love you and id like to request a drawing of a little guy

Which little guy are you thinking of 👀👀?

#I love you so much more than anything!!!! #in light of everything I’m doing mostly ok #still don���t like being in bed after a shower tho bc that’s when he used to come out #even tho I prob should bc showers are exhausting and make me shaky haha #I’ll get there #but I’ve got this rlly nice girl I live with and I think we’ve been doin okay helping each other ;) #💖💖💖💖💖 hi emmie

[ghostzzy]

HOME.

#so sick. my head is still full of Plane Pressure even after a hot shower. #and i am so beat up and exhausted. #and i clock into work in less than 12 hours :^( #but it was a fun trip. it’s worth doing things and going places with people on occasion. #i’m going to eat some chocolate and PASS OUT. GoodNight. #izzy.txt

[alwaysneedyforsir]

ya girl’s getting her cardio in tonight

#i went for a run #in the gym #by myself :( #not the fun kind of cardio hehe #i’m fuckin exhausted after practice today idk why i’m doing this to myself #but whatever two post sweat selfies today i guess? #sometimes i do gym in the morning n then practice later in the day #i’m so disgustingly sweaty rn #gonna get in the shower the second i get home bc good god do i need that #but fuck i look strong #n fuck do i look hot 🤭

[lovecatsys]

i just want to lie down and rest and talk to people on my phone but i have to do things unfortunately

#its finals week and i only have two finals really but i just finished one that i was supposed to finish on tuesday but i was SUPER busy #and today im not that busy but i have to shower and do laundry and i have a doctors appt and a meeting with my teacher #i have one whole final to do that ive barely started thats 50 questions long #and im tired #and i have work tomorrow so i can finish it after i get home but ill provably be exhausted

[ghosts-of-love]

blah

#exhausted after a day of driving and really need a shower and to just go to bed but i keep opening the apps in the vague hopes #that someone will be in the mood to flirt with me #like im not getting out of bed #im going nowhere #but i just want someone to message me lol #the no. of people who send me pics of their weenus when i Dont want them versus the lack of photos when i'm in the mood #is a phenomenon which should be studied quite frankly #like every time a horned up guy has tried to sext me its gone badly because they are so bad at the transgender thing #but every so often im still like haha wow what if

[oh-three]

Okay, it's midnight, I'm gonna be wise and head to bed 😅

#by the time i finish my shower i'll have been up for twenty hours #which isn't much compared to many other people but. it is still exhausting after a day of work #personal

[barkingangelbaby]

coat throat n chamomile tea: drank.. time to (hopefully) pass out within an hour... please take me, sweet slumber

#I CAN'T KEEP GOING TO BED AFTER MIDNIGHT I AM SO EXHAUSTED !!!! #and tomorrow is gonna be a v busy day i need my sleepy sleeps #maybe I'll have N touch up my undercut before i shower tomorrow hmmmmmm #and i found my pink shampoo/conditioner baybeeeee #sorry ignore my sleepy rambles #rAMbles