#and he still has episodes and flashbacks

[millennium-queen]

No because I was so surprised at the amount of people who think Peeta would have pressured Katniss into having kids. Like did they not understand his character at all?? If anything the MOST he would have done is ask her over the years of she felt she was ready, and then backed off when she said no. It's more likely that Katniss could tell that he pined for children by watching him interact with the kids in the district, and others (possibly Haymitch) brought the topic up with her. But Peeta forcing her or guiltily her into it? Never!

HONESTLY!! HONESTLY!!

My personal headcannon is maybe a little controversial lmaoo but I actually think that Peeta wouldn’t be in a rush to have a baby post MJ anyway?

Just like how Katniss has her reservations about having kids because of the trauma that the games inflicted on every aspect of her life, (along with a very disjointed relationship with her own mother) Peeta has his own host of things to work through before I think he’d be ready enough to admit he wants to start a family.

Once he does tho I think he’d only bring it up the once, see she wasn’t on the same page, and then he’d leave it because hey!! he never even dreamed they’d get to where they are now!! Safe!! And in love!! He doesn’t need kids to be happy he just needs her!!

So in my head it’s Katniss who starts the first real conversation about having kids once she sees just how sweet and kind he is to the little ones coming into the bakery with their parents and even then I think he’d probably drive her insane just double and triple checking that she actually wants this?? And it’s real?? They can try for a baby??

This whole idea that he would pressure her is just Peeta slander!! plain and simple!! lmaoo

#anon #the hunger games #everlark #everlark headcannon #sorry I took so long to respond I was trying to figure out the best way to word my HC lmaoo #also not mentioned in the main post because I’m not articulate enough #but Peeta’s relationship with his family (from what we saw) was uhhh not the best #and he still has episodes and flashbacks #I don’t think he’d want kids until he felt like he’d healed enough from all that #- which is another reason why he wouldn’t force Katniss!! #because he knows she has to heal too!! #peeta mellark #katniss everdeen #got super excited this morning to have an anon ask lmaoo

[egophiliac]

innocently logging in to look at the Twst schedule for May like

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers #tsumsted wonderland #i-is that enough spoiler tags #anyway twst just absolutely obliterating me with the schedule again #i saw the story completion campaign ended in june and was like 'oh okay that'll be when we get the next part' NOPE HA HA #oh my god rook. oh my god savana rook is real. #w...why is this a story card. hey twst wHY IS THIS A STORY CARD -- #is rook dreaming of still being a rowdy boy or #and why is he...(squints) why is he in a pomefiore bedroom #never mind i'm actually terrified of this card now #god. the STETSON. i'm crying. #he really is just applejack huh #also vil i don't know what your problem was this man's mane is LUSCIOUS #and what's this? it's twst following up that first punch with the right hook of EVEN MORE of the best and silliest event #malleus is going to be in the middle of an angsty flashback while dangling us over a pit of spikes or something #and then we're going to cut directly to him having a charming little tea party with a small plush version of himself #oh twst your sense of pacing remains exquisitely incomprehensible #(no i love this though)

[fairweathermyth]

THEMES! 🤪

#and wow i just rewatched all of the 4x09 flashbacks and i feel ill about it #i still can't believe this episode! i'm losing my mind all over again #rote reading updates! #black sails #realm of the elderlings #robin hobb #assassin's fate #also this rote passage showing how effortlessly fitz has started using he/she interchangeably for the fool :')

[hirazuki]

You know, normally I see an update; get excited about reading more of the story and seeing more of Hoshino's gorgeous art; am ever so slightly confused with some details while reading because updates are so sporadic and I haven't had the chance to go back and give everything a proper re-read; and, unfailingly, leave with a wistful longing for Lavi (12 years real-life time since we last saw him and counting ✌️). This has been the pattern for the last several years --

but

but

BUT

This? I never thought I'd see this. I never knew I needed this. Link's expression? His posture? The direction their relationship is developing in? The lighting??

I am 100% okay with Lavi not appearing in this chapter, actually.

#dgm spoilers #dgm #like. i'd have to go back and rewatch/reread but i feel like last time we saw link #he and allen had a very different dynamic to this???? #allen himself was just very different the last time we saw him interact with people before #we went through that whole flashback spree #again idk for sure because dgm has taken a back seat in my hyperfixations to other fandoms and it's been so long #since i engaged with it properly but #it really feels like allen has grown a lot since the flashbacks started ;____; #ANYWAY the main thing is that i am absolutely obsessed with this panel #in a way i haven't been obsessed with a manga panel for A Very Long Time (it was probably Bleach so... 2016?? ^^;) #ALSO this made me realize that more people need to make use of nose pinching/nose booping!! #it's criminally underutilized as a gesture of play/bonding/affection/hand offering #between this chapter and catching up on k//ny plus i still have one m//ny episode to watch #it has been /such/ a good day #i am very pleased with my fictional intake today :D

[todayisafridaynight]

So what's one of your favorite Tsutsumi fits 😉

random as hell question to be askin 🤨 so mysterious...

but since you did ask probably this one <3 from the second episode of pure <3

#snap chats #i love his scarves and turtlenecks in this too- i love a lot of toru's outfits tbh. i just think he's cute in general </3 #highkey its prob one of my faves cause this is also my favorite sequence of scenes #he and yuka are just esp cute it makes me giggle #their autism4autism love is my favorite..... fr this sequence is so cute like CAN I. RAMBLE about it real quick #cause it's a scene where yuka invites toru home but there's a sign left by her mom on the door that says not to let strangers in #and With His Eyes toru reads it like 'is it ok if im here ??' and yuka just 🥺 'youre my friend and a nice person so its ok :)' #and then he just gives her The Stare™️ yk the one and i cry. AND THE SCENE AFTER WHEN SHE'S TRYING TO MAKE COFFEE-- #guys this is my favorite episode for a reason idc pure still has a chokehold on me 😭😭😭 theyre so cute.. #back to the outfit tho its also just. VERY city-goer to me idk what it is. prob all the denim. prob cause its somethin my dad would wear-- #im usually denim's number-one hater but if ttm's wearing it it's ok #OH ALSO update on OMC2: ttm IS in it TECHNICALLY but it's just a quick flashback segment #it's. it's a flashback to the ending scene ☠️ #even in a movie he's not technically in he's still shirtless girl i cant #and yet he was never shirtless in THIS show... lol.... #anyway yeah it this one <3 def had plans of stealing it since the store i usually shop at's having a sale and they're sellin a similar shir #that'll have to be plans for christmas i think....

[llycaons]

im finally feeling awake now so @pharahsgf this is the post I was talking about

foolish. reductive. immature. disrespectful. willfully ignorant. WRONG

#I have had this person blocked ever since they said they were into xi//cheng #but I wish I could block them again just for this. it's so stupid and indicitive of all the most annoying misconceptions #first of all pretending that jc and wwx are still at the same emotional and social and moral level postres #when jc not changing/remaining static is one of THE most important part of his charact #and wwx changing and developing and growing up is so significant esp postres when he's wiser and quieter and more mature #even in the flashback arcs he doesn't dwell on his torture of the wens he doesn't 'love it' he doesn't brag about it #he doesn't ever WANT to do it again he clearly just wants to put it behind him #he's done bad things in the past and he wants ppl like xy to pay but that doesn't mean he endorses torture #AND it brings in the fiction that wwx is or needs to be protective of jc when postres he's the one who needs protection FROM jc #like yeah im sure after the verbal assaults and the triggering of his phobia and the physical attacks #he's just rushing to throw himself in front of jc to protect him from dcs #it just plays into jc stans' misconceptions that wwx is happy to sacrifice everything for jc and always will and therefore SHOULD #because ohh everything is about jc and everyone loves him. literally not true to any version of canon #I don't even think the torture dungeon has enough evidence to really consider in the novel and its not even mentioned in the show #but his unilateral violence towards people he suspects of being DCs is visible in literally the second episode #and idk why wwx would just start to 'love' that violence and aggression when it was once pointed at him #especially when he has the option to instead spend time with people who have never tortured anyone suspected of doing some vague bad thing #okay I'm done! I'm done. this got me soo mad though what a stupid fucking post #cql txp

[theheadlessgroom]

@beatingheart-bride

"Lass, you can't blame yourself for that!" Wilhelm insisted gently, and without a second thought, he reached out and gently lay a warm hand over her cool one, brow furrowing upon hearing this-it just seemed deeply unfair of her to blame herself for what happened, to beat herself up for it. She had no way of knowing what was going to happen that night, and she shouldn't hold it against herself.

"Wil's right," June agreed, as Randall too reached out to take Emily's hand in his, giving it a gentle squeeze as his mother continued, "You shouldn't blame yourself, Emily-you...you thought you were doing right by our son, and I...I can understand that. You came from a place of love, trying to...spare him the heartache, I know. But...even when you tried to stay away, you couldn't, because you love my son. It's why you were there that night, watching over him like a guardian angel. And you were his guardian-you saved his life, and I thank you for it."

"You didn't fail me, Emily," Randall assured gently, as he pressed a loving kiss to her knuckle. "Far from it-you saved my life! Even when we were apart, I still loved you-and you still loved me, enough to keep watching out for me, even if it broke your heart to keep your distance. Your love saved me, Emily! That's...that's not failure, far from it!"

#((interestingly in last night's episode she remarked that she loved both gg *and* chucky)) #((which i admit i was a little surprised by-goes to show that despite everything they've been through)) #((all the times they've butted heads and killed each other and screwed each other over; she still loved him!)) #((and it's true; tiffany may be a monster; but if she has one good quality; it is her unconditional love and support for gg)) #((who she's genuinely proud of-and gg still loves her; remarking that tiffany *was* actually a good mom)) #((who always tried to protect them and loved them dearly-which is more than you can say of chucky!)) #((because you're right-anyone who has loved chucky unconditionally has suffered as a result!)) #((this is the guy who happily murdered his own mother who tried to protect him from a serial killer)) #((a serial killer chucky clearly looks back fondly on during the flashback in season 1!)) #((he was a sick puppy from the start; and he hasn't changed one bit since then!)) #outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Dark Shadows

[deathbypufferfish]

I have been ironically/unironically watching the vampire diaries with my 15 yr old sister which I think is the only way you are supposed to watch this show.

#puffer talks #im invested but also sometimes it makes me howl with laughter when its bad #you get one part that goes hard each episode #I've watched Jenny Nicholsons vampire diaries video like 4 times so i know spoilers but im still having fun #'this ring brings you back to life' yeah sure okay why not #we literally just side eye each other 80% of the time #'he talks like he always has a mouthful of gravel' #'JEREMY! ACT!' #im so mad about hoe pretty Damon is in flashbacks please stop straightening this mans hair im begging

[transingthoseformers]

... truth be told. I was all about my predacon MegOP idea until the adhd kicked in, and now I'm pondering Megaking. Predatron?

But Megatron is still a Predacon, but has only revealed it to Soundwave. It has to change the plot for Predaking, though. Megatron is quite aware they're not dumb animals.

Will he try to convince Predaking of that and get him to transform, or does he consider him more useful as an animal?

I've seen ship art of MegaKing a few? A few times. A few.

Now, I'm assuming Shockwave doesn't know Megs is a Predacon??

It'd blow Megatron's own cover if he let the others know Predacons can transform via Preddie right? So letting everyone (including Predaking himself) think that Predacons were just animals might be his best bet.

Is there a chance this will blow up in his faceplates and lead to Predaking's reveal not only revealing Preddie has a root mode but him somehow revealing Megs? Maybe!

Maybe nobody finds out Megs is a Predacon until wayyyy later on, and in this version Megatron is less paranoid about the Predacon army because he knows he very well would be able to lead them? Maybe! I can see Predaking becoming his new subcommander for the Predacon army in this scenario (with a little bit of tussling beforehand, of course), while Shockwave n Soundwave stay his SICs for the Nemesis.

#honestly this is an advantage for him in this arc #he's probably gonna keep his Predacon status under wraps for as long as he can #because that's one hell of a card and you gotta save it like it's a fucking masterball or some shit #today's Predacon day isn't it #maccadam #transformers #tfp predaking #tfp Soundwave #tfp shockwave #tfp megatron #megaking #rare pair #plus it'd be cool if predacon!megs is still smaller than Predaking in all modes but can still beat his ass because intellect 100 #it's less that he's necessarily smarter but that Megatron has more experience— especially from his gladiator days #in those days he was pitted against larger opponents all the time (we see this in the flashback episode) #in canon eliminating the s3 new batch of predacons was a shot decision on megs's part but one i fully understand #they were a liability but their destruction ended up being a liability too #[dragons in disguise]

[agentjepsen]

something something early seasons sam&dean when they were looking for john and wondering if he was even alive and then his death and every horrible thing that comes after it with the caption as “But there's no other explanation. He's gone for good.” “You're lying.”“Am I? Do you remember the twentieth century? Think the twenty-first is going any better? Do you think God would have let any of that happen, if he were alive?” something something

#PROBABLY been done before but. the god and john mirroring is just sooooooo good it tickles my brain wonderfully #particularly was thinking abt this bc. ok so i started watching percy jackson. and i never read the books growing up so its new to me #and percy talking about the life long neglect from his father and how all the other kids at camp dont Know their parent. they have gifts #from them and Thats it. and from the way they behave when they are taken/broken (clarisse’s spear breaking. annabeth not wanting to lose her #cap) leads me to believe its one gift and thats all you will probably ever have of your parent #(and the journal and car being the Only things sam&dean have of john are like the gifts in that way) #your parent is a GOD a faceless god that you are to worship and follow without question. to not go against them or slight them in any way #(medusa’s head in the mall to olympus) #and it all made me think of john winchester and how he really doesn’t have that many episodes and hes still so PROMINENT #and in the flashbacks especially hes just barely out of sight out of reach. hes unknowable and will never be within grasp… #and still the chokehold he has on his children…. even in death #and like. i dont believe personally that john being dead led to sam&dean’s tragedies following in every season after that but the neglect #and treatment in life did. it shaped who they are and he let it happen. he created them #/revelation

[hauntingblue]

JINBEEE I LOVE YOU!!!! JINBEEEEEEEEE

#there is no man more consistent or noble than him. he really is the gentleman of the seas (or knight idk with the translation) #i think he has like a luffy is going to die detector built in. he was about 5 seconds away from ripping his hands out #FLASHBACKS FLASHBACKS FLASHBACKS #luffy needs to eat the food sanji made for pudding..... do you see... #reiju was suspicious from the start.... hell yes #sanji going insane again... to the liat #reiju has her mind straight.... end germa and save sanji yeah.... but dont die girl... #so reiju has feelings because her mother is not the same as her brothers??? and like germa didnt go that far with the tech yet??? #bc their mother just complaining about the four and not her daughter.... idk she calls her mom still.... maybe its just the tech #that wasnt as advanced when she was pregnant with her so she has feelings still #oooohhgg the toxin only worked with sanji... thags why he is normal.... #being beaten up on his mothers grave.... christ..... #reiju is an older sister for reals.... having to deal with her mom being worried about sanji and then worrying about him too #reiju knows their father doesn't like her as much bc she has feelings too deep down... poor girl.... #jesus christ sanji take her with you!!! if she doesn't end up happy..... #nothing more to say reiju i love you too girl #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 819 #reiju you don't need to die!!!! i get the symbolism but you can be good too!!!! #you tell em pedrooo!!! fuck that egg!!! AGAIN!!!! #NOT AGAIN!!! #pedro with the explosives again qjdhakshka he came PREPARED #luffy strangling a guy for info.... this one is a first.... #so brook just came to steal the poneglyph with no paper or ink????? wtf #roger could hear everything and thats why he could read the poneglyphs.... #well luffy killed that man (to me) #reiju changed the bracelets omg!!!! QUEEN ICON SISTER OF THE YEAR OF THE DECADE #think about what matters sanji!! *thinks about luffy* OMG AND LUFFY LOOKING FOR HIM!!!! #episode 820

[hezuart]

I will start this by saying I do think Vivziepop is a good creator.

But

Reading about the production of HH and Helluva Boss worries me. In Twitter, Vivziepop is alway talking about how she is tired and overworked, because she has to work on two shows at the same time.

While I do feel bad for her, I am also thinking, “why is she trying to do it all at once?” Like, if Hazbin Hotel is already a huge project to manage, why is she trying to do it while completing a completely different spinoff?

I get the feeling that this might be one of the reasons the world building in Helluva Boss is so weird. Maybe she is rushing writing each script of each episode? I don’t know if that might be true.

If it is true, it is strange she is organizing it this way. Like, she doesn’t have to produce it all at once. She is literally her own boss.

I don’t know. What do you think?

Yes, I've mentioned this before I believe. I'd be foolish to say I don't understand the struggle, the compulsion to jump from project to project and multi-task. I do that myself.

But that isn't something you can do in a corporate setting. She is 100% overworking herself and burning out. Her tweets have concerned me, and so many others.

It wasn't even just Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss. She made that Addicted music video, and a pilot episode for Zootopia, and back then also made that Holidaze short. If she had focused on just making shorts, that would be one thing, but the fact that she has to commit to not only one show, but two, is also just not possible. It's too much to keep consistent or even separate sometimes, especially for someone who is not used to that kind of work schedule. She even does all-nighters. It's not healthy.

She might not be the boss for Hazbin Hotel in its entirety, because she sold the rights to A24, but for Helluva Boss then yes.

However, I personally don't think she rushed the Circus episode because she made this tweet a month after the release:

"I'm proud to be making shows that come directly from and deeply involve a queer perspective. It's not always a norm but it's happening more and more! The shows are for everyone, but they are rooted in what we want to see and tell!"

Instead of the show's original premise of being a dark comedy featuring Blitzo's crew in Hell and how despite being bad people, still have intriguing relationships with reason, she decided to flatten and focus on the side character Stolas for the sake of turning him into a pure-hearted baby boy who was a closeted gay that suffered for years against an evil straight woman he was forced to marry.

and that is apparently something she wanted to tell, since she wrote that episode herself. It makes it seem like she's proud to tell this "queer story" in, unfortunately, a very very poor way.

Would not be surprised if some episodes were indeed rushed, but the Circus has layers to its writing and implications. Unfortunately, Helluva Boss has lost sight of what it wants to be. I wonder if it ever knew what it wanted to be. It's gone from dark comedy to romantic drama. Helluva Boss can't write funny dark comedy. Most of the punch lines are sex jokes, swearing, and screaming. It's gotten pretty old and repetitive. Fandoms are more drawn towards romantic drama, so it feels like they attempted to merge or switch the genres to cater to fans, but they fell flat. It's ironic, because, the skimmed-down romantic drama was doing just fine until the Circus episode, where they doubled down and took it the opposite direction of where it was initially heading.

But I digress. Viv has some great ideas but needs help to implement them since she's not always the best at making those ideas work for the better. She's overworking herself through her multi-tasking and burning out, and through it all, her fellow employees are suffering for it. I hope she has learned from this experience and will know to try and focus on one show at a time from now on, or just stick to shorts to make things easier for herself.

#vivziepop #ask #text post #i love that queer characters are in hazbin hotel and helluva boss #but charlie and vaggie are already girlfriends we don't get to see how that relationship came to be #its offscreen unless we get a flashback episode #and stolas as a queer guy who didn't realize he was gay until late in his marriage #who now has to deal with the fallout from his wife and daughter AND his love interest #is a really great queer story to tell that is very relatable #for him to know he was gay and fantasized about a childhood friend of his that doesn't love him back #thats harsh and kind of confusing and convoluted #and ironically the straight pairing moxie and millie are the flattest most boring relationship in the show #the villains of this show are more interesting than the main characters! #thats a problem!! #but yeah viv gurl i critique you and your shows a lot #just pls remember this stress and dont repeat the same mistake of taking on so many things at once #because u are a fellow creator and you still need to take care of yourself #maybe helluva boss wouldnt have been so messy if you could focus more energy on it #one thing at a time

[cherumie]

ugh revisiting steven universe as an adult is making me realize how much potential was wasted bc of cartoon network executives & their bullshit. There were so many storylines and plot points that deserved to be played out as Rebecca Sugar intended, but everything ended up so incredibly rushed that they barely had time for any of them :(

#i almost wish they wouldve compromised with the wedding so they wouldnt have to squish the next 3 seasons into like 20 episodes & a movie #but alas #it is what it is ig #the show is still so so good and important in general and to me personally #just ordered the box set so i can rewatch the whole thing #in my ideal world a different company picks them back up & lets them fill in some gaps or create a proper sequel show #maybe like grown steven going to therapy so he has to explain things that happened to him to his therapists #that could be a way to naturally use flashbacks of things we havent seen #i can dream okay

[inksandpensblog]

Hey, OP from the PTSD post here :) saw your reblog and yes, dissociation (both depersonalization and derealization) can be a part of PTSD. After a person meets the criteria, there's two specifications you can also meet, and one of them is the dissociative specification.

From the DSM-V:

Dissociative Specification: In addition to meeting criteria for diagnosis, an individual experiences high levels of either of the following in reaction to trauma-related stimuli:

Depersonalization: Experience of being an outside observer of or detached from oneself (e.g., feeling as if "this is not happening to me" or one were in a dream).

Derealization: Experience of unreality, distance, or distortion (e.g., "things are not real").

PTSD is also highly comorbid with dissociative disorders like DPDR or DID, and also other conditions that can cause dissociation like BPD.

Hope this helps :)

👀 It does, thank you.

This definition is making me realize that I may have used the wrong term, actually 😅 I thought it was derealization but it might actually be depersonalization. Because he never questions his reality. He just...exits the situation as much as he possibly can, while unable to physically leave. I'll have to look at what I've written so far and do some research to compare.

Seriously, thank you so much for this.

#I tend to use it in the ''his mind escaping the situation because his body can't'' sense #like he can still observe his surroundings and even interact with them he just doesn't really perceive them #most times it happens as a coping mechanism for an action or interaction that he's too distressed to remain present for #but then later it's the flashbacks that remind him of those earlier things #I also had it so that this meant he tends to come out of the episodes once the action/interaction has been completed #I've been mostly winging it so far XD I should look more of this up #ngd roleplays #ngd alternate/extended timeline #ngd!verse #writing #writing tips #real life #reference #my thoughts #ava enthusiasts

[addamvelaryon]

Aemond kind of forgot about male preference primogeniture. A son generally comes before a brother and male children of the first son come before the second sons. The grandchildren of Aegon the Conqueror were considered ahead in the line of succession, over their uncle, Maegor the Cruel. After the birth of King Viserys’ many sons and grandsons, his brother, Prince Daemon, is said to have been pushed further down the line of succession. 

All this is to say that even if Aegon is out of the running for kingship, his sons, Jaehaerys and Maelor, would still have a very strong claim to the throne of their grandfather, King Viserys. Prince Jaehaerys and Prince Maelor being underage doesn’t change anything; their claim is on the basis of birth and blood. So the line of succession would be: Aegon -> Jaehaerys -> Maelor -> Aemond -> Daeron. There’s no sense in Aemond saying he’s next in line unless he plans on going against those so called laws of succession his family is presently upholding (and Rhaenyra is being denied her throne on account of).

So long as the younger boys exist, Aemond would have his claim questioned, should he choose to pursue kingship for himself. It would be usurpation upon usurpation, and a complete disregard for the laws and traditions (based on precedent!!!) that the Green faction seeks to uphold. In fact, the only one who believed that an uncle should be ahead in the line succession, over the nephews, is Maegor the Cruel (who also believed that women do belong in the royal line of succession). With a single sentence, Aemond ended Otto’s/the Green’s entire career.

So much for studying history and philosophy.

#hotd spoilers #house of the dragon #aemond targaryen #yeah I'm still salty about the bad writing in the last episode #how are you going to have a character talk about his intelligence in one scene #but then make such an incorrect claim in the next?? #the central conflict is about the succession of the royal family #but here we have a member of that family who clearly does not understand how those very same succession laws he’s upholding actually work #I'm having flashbacks to the later seasons of got #with how the writing has deteriorated in the span of an episode

[portokali]

there is. definitely a lot to be said about the merits of having the ability to turn off Shipper Brain Mode and enjoy a story without ever demanding a ship be canon or even shipping any of the characters. however there is something about a hint or a promise of romance in works that aren’t explicitly romantic that makes them somehow more tantalizing and interesting. anyway this post is about james and erin derrygirls where i had 0 expectations of their feelings ever being confirmed and simply entertained the idea of them as a what-if-james-likes-erin-lol on a completely different tab that was left open in my brain but when it Was confirmed in s3 and the way it was left unfulfilled but all the same promised absolutely has done numbers to my brain chemistry like the small and tender crushes of two kids living ordinary lives under extraordinary circumstances. something about that yeah.

#like sometimes i feel a lot of Shipping is all abt for the sake of shipping and so u can project a Whatever romantic ideal #which often has nothing to do w the characters presented on screen (or on page etc ykwim) and more abt fandom building a fanon around t #the ship and making it all abt coffeeshop college aus etc... like its more abt inside consumption and deformation of the original ship #to be sth it wasnt meant to in canon but what the fandom wants it to be. i dont rly like this kind of shipping #BUT when i see two blorbos and their love is real it touches my soul...... blease understand #like im SO HAPPY w how little screentime their romance actually takes up its EXACTLY as much as i needed in a story out of derry girls #any more wouldve been too much cause honestly theyre all just losers who dont pull and the story is abt friendship and coming of age anyway #but also..... the jerin story so so good and important to me fr. #no bad tracks. the way it happens so quietly and you can pick their feelings up by SQUINTING? impeccable #the way HE is whipped for HER (a must in a het relationship) but absolutely sees right through her bs and keeps it real always #the way james absolutely Knows and Sees erin for all of her and still oh god oh shit #disintegrating to my bare essentials im gone #cause erin diary girl erin erin the author erin the writer and james you should write that down derrygirl james my best friend james #the i can wait........ like literally so mature of them to realise theyre not mature enough yet but YET theres potential for sth #that they cant just fuck up w their teen bullshit!!!!!1GOSH. FABULOUS!!!!!! #AND the way everyone's parents mirrored the girls in the flashback episode and now erin and james seem to rather grow to be similar to #erin's parents aka a loving marriage and relationship that endured objectively A Lot and provided shelter n family not only to their kids #but also officially unofficially james too james who never knew his dad james whose ma kinda umm doesnt love him. lets be honest. #like theres n o reason for me to be losting my shit so mcuh over them except there IS. #except i am! #the fact that their ship name is jerin? erin with a j?? an absolute w for j community on top of everything #no bad tracks im telling you #the quiet tender kind of love that short of develops as a bytheway as an aside to the main story #as an of course id have a crush on you. of course it would happen. of course it's not going to be the main story #its not the end of it either its not even the beginning not really #you know im such a fool for you....... but now im feeling it even more......... etc #jerin #derry girls #derry girls spoilers