#and i know that im a friendly person

[kashmirichaiwithmehr]

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#guys (neutral) i have made a mistake #theres a guy in my classes whos also pakistani (but like FROM pakistan) and from generally the same areas as my family i guess #and we're the only two in the class (for context the other desis who make up the majority of the class are all indian international student #and i know that im a friendly person #but i fear that i made a connection with this guy too quick #and have given him the wrong idea #idk if hes just attached to me bc im the only other pakistani or that AND bc ive accidentally led him on or smthg without even realising #like he will hover near me and will only leave when i leave (and its gotten so bad over like 3 days that my other classmate noticed -> #and was like ... girl yk hes attached himself to u right #asdhjkasldadhajkldadhajsd #anyways thats besides the point #hes rly nice so i feel bad asdkjlasd;adjkl;adadjksd (and he doesnt rly have any friends here besides family and classmates so im giving -> #him the benefit of the doubt #and yall today was the only day i left class and he wasnt right beside me bc i think he left to do smthg #and i went to help anther girl get to her car #and i guess because he couldnt say bye to me (esp since its the weekend now) he started DMing me on instagram #there are more details but i will spare yall for now bc the ig messagse are whats makign me more worried <3333 #anyways gn #mehrtalks

[samarecharm]

Endlessly tickled by the idea of Akira being a good shot but a shit gamer. I like to think its cause hes got incredible hand eye coordination and super steady ‘surgeon’ hands; hes very good with precise movements, but panics when he has to do brain melting inputs. His brain can keep up but its hard to make his hands follow suit. Its why u can have him be dogshit at arcade cabinets; panicking with the little joystick and button mashing like mad, while having him be a beast at things like darts and billiards.

The only arcade games he can play is house of the dead-esque shooting games (hes literally at the top of the leaderboards for MILES and he draws crowds whenever he plays) and DDR cabinets (hes just very light on his feet)(NOT to be confused with stepmania; he would die if he had to do arrow inputs with his HAND). Its kinda fun to watch him fumble with the other silly gimmick cabinets, but its more entertaining to watch him do what hes good at. If u take him to play darts, and if the darts are super cheap, he will absolutely try his best to split them down the middle each time. Doesnt always work, but its insane to know that he lands the bullseye literally 100% of the time.

#chattin #akira #i just think. having him play games like how my uncle plays games is a silly visual #hes also Tall #so hes like as tall as the fucking machine and shaking it like crazy. hes dying. help him. #but hes never like. hmm #i guess self conscious about looking silly? it doesnt even occur to him bc hes so focused on smashing inputs #so ryuji can take him to the arcade all the time and never get a sore loser for a teammate or rival #on the flipside. he is so good w knives its scary #and like. anything sharp. and anything thats a projectile tbh #if u took him to do archery i think he would love it. #but for now hes got Baseball and Darts. and hes good at Both. #i know royal has him playing darts or something w goro?? #i think its cute. also funny. goro would lose miserably and get so fucking tight. like alright. im not taking u here anymore. #akira opts to just watch bc he didnt think he was going to hang out w a sore loser #and goro HAS to challenge that. obviously. #like *clenched fist* ‘no. i insist. were here for a. good time. friendly competition is. healthy.’ #*clenches jaw so tightly u can hear it pop* ‘another round? ‘ #thinking about it; turnbased rpgs would be perfect for him. hes very bad at action games and fighting games #so playing games that dont demand that from u would be nice for him. #rhythm games would be easy too; the focus isnt on the hands but the beat #he doesnt have to THINK about hand inputs #MAYBE racing games would work too? but high speed racing games like burnout would be too much for him i think #and depending on the TYPE of shooter; fps games would be bad; third person shooters even more so

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

So this has been bouncing around in my head for a WHILE (aka: a couple days) now but your lights out au kinda reminds me of a game that came out recently called "my friendly neighborhood" (really good game btw, highly recommend to either play or watch a playthrough) bc the plot is literally "puppets are just alive in this universe muppet-style & after their show got canceled they all got locked in their show's studio for a decade or so & went slightly mad bc of it". There's a whole bunch of differences, obviously, but mainly I just thought it'd be interesting if the player character, a grumpy-but-lovable handyman who's also a war vet that has Seen Some Shit, ended up at the playfellow studio in this au for one reason or another (maybe he was asked to go in & check that the electricity all still works correctly?). Idk how the puppets would react to his arrival, but at least he's got some practice handling aggressive (or overly enthusiastic) puppets who haven't seen a real, live human in years.

i've been meaning to watch a playthrough for a week now T¬T i remember watching the demo and being immediately So Fucking Hyped for the game's release

if i were interested in crossovers, i'd probably be all over that! unfortunately, they're not really my wheelhouse </3

#though you bring up a Point... #in contrast... none of the wh puppets have actually Seen a human right? except for wally? #and i know the friendly neighborhood puppets are Small - theyre meant to be like... hand puppets right? #im just assuming on that front since i havent watched the game yet (no spoilers please!!) #but wally is the shortest at 3ft and poppy/howdy/barns are all around 8ft at the tallest #which is making me really rethink how i'd make them react to a person #bc they are Aggressive at this point in the au. especially barnaby. #so... hm.... Thank You for making me Think! #i have new facets to consider!! #bc ive decided on the 'someone goes to check out the studio and finds the puppets' b-plot in act two #aaaaand she already has a name and a base personality / goal. i have no control when it comes to ocs they Take The Wheel #wh lights out au #rambles from the bog #also its... so Strange to me that other people think about this au?? #like its in Your head too?? its in there???? wild....

[moeblob]

Karen: LMAO every guy I meet reminds me of my big brothers that's so funny except if Paul is already my brother and you're also a brother that's a bit awkward, huh Hot bartender: THATS MOVING REALLY FAST AND I LIKE YOU AS A PERSON BUT - Karen: having my brothers date would be SO WEIRD Hot bartender: Well on the bright side I literally cannot speak more than five words to him so we aren't dating because he's so cute

(Everyone else: that is somehow the most depressing bright side we never want to hear)

#my characters #oops i fell in love #I just think its really funny how i view so many of the cast as either the only child or #somehow still the only child but with twin cousins that he grew up with somewhat like siblings but is older than them #and then THESE TWO LOSERS (beloveds) are definitely younger siblings #there is no way Karen developed her personality without the help of older brothers #there is also a very funny and agonizing thing where she is super single cause she can't view a guy as more than a brother #she meets an asshole and is like wow just getting huge brother vibes from him wtf #and meets the nicest man possible and is like HOW IS HE ALSO LIKE A BROTHER I WILL NEVER LOVE ROMANTICALLY #and she has all of the guy friends and its very clear if they were interested she has long since friendzoned them #but its fine because they all are also convinced that shes exactly what it would be like to have a brother #so its fine its all good no one really agonizes over not romancing her and she just as a found family in everyone #hi my name is salmon and you may recall my feheroes experience where i want to give a certain male all of the siblings #the sibling adopter extraordinaire ? yeah thats basically karen now that i think about it #you know one time at work at my first job there was a girl who had a crush on a guy and we all worked the same shift a lot #and one day she was whining because he was so friendly to me and he looks at the girl straight faced and says #ITS BROS BEFORE HOES aint that right and im like uh huh sure thats exactly right #and later i told him i really wanted to know where she went wrong because i had a crush on him in school until he opened his mouth #and hes like yeah sucks to wanna date me you made the right choice #and i just ..... will never forget that weird guy #he saw me in a hoodie once and goes NO WAY I HAVE THE SAME ONE and then makes sure he brings it in next time we work together to prove it #he was like an annoying younger brother to me and i thought it was very funny that apparently i too am a sibling to him #i might be adopted and i might be biased but i think everyone could use an adopted sibling that they dont live with #thats a special bond ok im just sayin #also sorry its so late tonight i had some uhhhhhh problems haha

[slocumjoe]

maybe it's the cough cough relatability I find in the concept but ppl do not explore/think about danse and substance abuse enough

#something something staring at a bottle and knowing that it could make you better (by knowing i mean deluding yourself into that idea) #out of desperation to not be the person you are. to be fun and relaxed and friendly and not feel this way anymore #but also privately and almost subconsciously wanting the problem because its a nameable one. its one you can blame #someone asks whats wrong with you and you can point at it. you can say you can fix it #as you stand - as yourself unchanged and untouched - there is no excuse. its just you #but theres this thing that can either fix you or maybe allow yourself some kind of sympathy #at the same time you can hate yourself more and have a better reason for it #and danse finds out hes not who he thought he was and he desperately wants to be someone else. someone he has a choice over #idk. #im fine btw haha

[kimchokejin]

✨Stuck at the airport tag game frenzy brought to you by spirit airlines✨

I already got here an extra hour early and now my flight is delayed an hour so I've got some time to kill lol

Game #1: your color + your bias

I was tagged by @jiminsproof and @blueside-hobi to play this. Thanks guys, your posts looked beautiful ❤️

Ummm I know these colors don't match at all but in my defense I was identified as beige. You really can't expect me to have an eye for color or layout or anything really 🤷 also that is not even beige? Wtf is analogue? I hate this

Game #2: on repeat

I was tagged by @blueside-hobi to play this 💕

Sorry for the repeats I didn't feel like typing everything out lol

Game #3: Receiptify

Tagged by @blueside-hobi and @hopeinthebox to play this!

Umm I will tag @chocolatnoir @joon-rkive @cheekyquokka @courtthisdisaster @senor-hoberto if any of these games appeal to you! And anyone reading this who wants to share!

#tag: i'm it! #jiminsproof #blueside-hobi #hopeinthebox #chocolatnoir #joon-rkive #cheekyquokka #courtthisdisaster #senor-hoberto #im actually tagging people! being friendly: 1 rejection sensitivity: 0 #'i'm not bitter about my flight delay' she lied #i love how this quiz tells me i make people feel comfortable. 12 unrelated questions and they already know im a type 9 #also claiming serendipity mv jimin for the beige personalities #i just gotta explain my bad doggyztyle because it's literally just. this guy took a line from the chainsmokers shenseea song and looped it #it goes fast and slow and fast and slow. it's not even an important line from the song. but its addictive! better than the entire song #superglue. if you listened to a rocket to the moon 15 years ago you'll get it #and my new years resolution is to get someone to love teamarr's last album. if anyone wanted to help with that #i claim no responsibilities for any formatting issues. my phone is a senior in android years it simply does not care anymore

[theloveinc]

AND ACTUALLY tbh it's on my mind because lately, I've been thinking about how/if Bakugo gets all soft when he's older. Not personality wise, but all sentimental about shit, you know?

Keeping every single photo and note and being really annoying abt never wanting to fight with you even if he's STEAMING mad about something. Trying so hard to be nice to Deku and Todoroki, actually calling them his friends (even if he's still mean to them about the billboard charts) and wanting to do stuff with them.

Not to mention how he tries to plan couples activities when he can (even if it's difficult, like HIKING or CAMPING)... and actually saying sorry. Like now he gets pissed if you don't want to talk shit out and you're mad because since when did he become the mature one? HE'S LYING.

I don't know. I do think he goes all soft eventually, though. Even if he's like fifty when it happens and never actually able to drop the lip.

#like i dont think it's gonna happen this way but #bakugo #u know how bakugo was supposed to be like. friendly but really like... no tact or filter #i think that's who he becomes except like #still with his personality #like he's still him just like weirdly nice LOL #mostly bc i think he gets old and is like 'ive been thru a lot i dont wanna not value these moments) #idk maybe im off my nut #but i see it #its more specific tho he's like angry airport dad #all mad but at the same time 'i love u and i want to have fun with u >:( raaaaawr' #LOL #caitie blabs #complains abt doing stuff for u then when u tell he doesnt have to he's like 'NO I WILL ALWAYS DO STUFF FOR U' #like um #shii posts #gen

[rosenfey]

sorry you dont get to know the real me (chatty, info-dumpy, cheerful and hyperactive) until you unlock my backstory. until then i will be sitting in the corner staring at you with a gaze that makes you want to die

#ambie.txt #i wish i was not socially anxious i really do #because i really like myself as a person!!! obvi theres room to improve #but i think im genuinely very kind and friendly and nice to be around #but only very few people got that far #my broader family / former classmates know me as that girl that just stares silently

[perseuus]

google how do you talk to your twitter mutuals because you want to be friends with them but youre too shy to message them bc you think you'll bother them but you also DESPERATELY want to be friends and collaborate with them

#hush emily #i seem to have stumbled onto a load of super cool people in the hazbin hotel twitter sphere and i desperately want to make things with them #like art trades! and collabs! #but im so SHY its PAINFUL LIKE HELLO EMILY UR AN ADULT BUCKLE UP AND SEND THAT MESSAGE #bc like i know i'd be THRILLED to recieve messages #and chat but i just... struggle to be the one to initiate you know #also theres this one person whos art i love and their mind is so huge and i think theyre really creative #and google can u have a crush on someone just through their art asking for a friend #the trials and the tribulations of ur friendly internet gay #eecsh

[soupmanspeaks]

you ever wonder if the Glamrocks's face tracking acts up when they look at Glamrock-Freddy, like they'll look at his face, and the recognition will register as Freddy, but their systems for whatever reason or another think that there is a face overlapped on Freddy's do you think they see two small squares next to him, at his side, roughly child sized, but no one is physically there.... right...?

#fnaf #michael afton #five nights at freddy’s #glammike #crying child #elizabeth afton #i wanted to allude something to william but idk #would the glamrocks go into the sinkhole? maybe #maybe next to glamrock freddy alongside the weird overlapping face he has and the two kid height faces #there is a face tracking box next to him...standing #remember that post about the ghost hunters comin to the pizza plex? maybe the weird face tracking happens too... #im watching garret watts and Andrew's constant facial tracking anomalies inspired this post lol #anyways i really like the thought that despite being the most friendly Glamrock; Freddy has this......feeling about him #his AI was made just this year! programmed with cutting edge and top of the line technology! #then....then why does he go off script sometimes? why does he say things that wasn't programmed show dialogue? #how does he know about Mr. Afton? the killer from the 80's who committed heinous deeds? #Why does he speak as if he knew him personally? if his AI is just pulling stuff from online; Why does he speak with resentment about him? #IM SORRY I JUST LOVE THE CONCEPT!! #like just because this franchise has gotten more neon and sugery than ever; remember; lights can be blinding and sugar causes cavities #idk what that means just omg there is more horror potential than you think in the SB era of games if you look hard enough #off topic but back to freddy being a sweetie pie i think that its funny okay #freddy sasses adults okay okay but he isnt mean to kids okay maybe michael just idk; MATURED? maybe he just got some whimsy mkay? #listen if i was forced to be in a perpetual cycle of atoning for my own and my father's sins i would find any and all silver linings mkay #aw yeah this is sick i get to be a freddy mercury inspired glamrock bear WOOO #granted michael was probably tired of animatronic bands and pizza by fnaf 6 but ykkkkkkkk it.....could be worse? he could be his dad lmao #anyways headcannon michael listend to freddy mercury and this is the equivalent of cosplaying him scott told me so (trust) #tag rambles! theyre fun lol

[fishflavouredlead]

queer women when trans-masc/men's lived experiences are just a little too similar to their own: 😡☝️🤬🚫😤🤬🚫😡🤬😤☝️

#bc thats really j gotta b what it is right? #bc idk how u can hear ppl #go through exactly what youve been through #the only men or men-like companians who can ever truly ***empathize*** w women #and u want to talk over them or claim that their experience isnt valid in some way because??? #what??? #it makes u feel some type of way??? #u dont like it???? #u dont agree w it bc personally its not yr own personal experience???? #bc u think it somehow takes away frm yr own expereinces??? #when in relaity were both j expereincing the same thing and both suffering in totally similiar ways j in different directions #or sometimes still even in the same direction #idk im really tired of this kinda.. indifferent if not invalidating attitude ppl will have towards transmen #or even transmascs #if theyre a lil too masculine or a lil too binary (which again will always b skewed due to individual perceptions) #and tbh #it kinda scares some of yall bc #honestly some of us including me including some trans ppl too #dont know what good kind gentle postive masculinity looks like #its never been modeled for us (which is glaringly obvious looking at the stae of the world) #idk it just comes off as ignorant and closeminded and yall wpuld think ud b the the last ones caught dead being exactly that #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbt #queer #literally fighting the same fucking battle but were all too busy killing the whole squadron w friendly fucking fire #like i love yall but come on

[bitchfitch]

Like, a lot of autistic people had the experience of their peers in school intentionally trying to exclude them from the group. and that's one of the things that's treated as a universal experience.

Growing up I had the exact opposite problem. I have extreme issues with being noise adverse, especially to things like the sound of breathing, chewing, and talking. like, being in the room with someone chewing gum is physically painful. And that made school hell. But I also have the disposition of an elderly, concussed, golden retriever. so all that sorta suffering was just internalized under a veneer of droopy amicability.

the one time I could escape Auditory Hell was during the lunch period when I could leave the group to find a quiet place to sit alone. Without fail. no matter the grade, no matter what else was happening, Someone would come over and invite their friends over to sit with me so I wasn't sitting alone. Didn't matter the town Didn't matter grade or school. I Could Not Escape. and I was too autistic to connect that the extreme discomfort I was in was because of the people around me, and that I could in fact ask to be left alone.

And like. I appreciate it. I get that they were trying to be friendly. but by god, in hindsight it's amazing I didn't bite more people as a teen

#my dream house is underground bunker no one else knows the key too #im not a sociable person #Like. I appreciate it when people talk to me and try to be friendly. But #I was bullied relentlessly. The people trying to be nice made the days So much more miserable than the bullies bc i was too autistic #to give a shit. #Like i knew they were trying to be mean. it just. didn't bother me. not nearly as much as 'nice person breathing slightly too loudly' #anyways they should ban gum on tv

[crowlipso]

"HPMA Ashwinder server is so toxic" of course, its Southeast Asia.

#WELCOME TO SEA #BUT MOST OF THEM ARE FRIENDLY SO I DONT MIND #i got called 'ladyboy' in here #after they knows i'm from thailand #and i was like 'yeah wanna see?' #and they blocked me LMAOGFDDSSSDFDSSSS #why im like this #personal

[urostakako]

i hate my appearance so much i hate what people think when they see what i look like because no !!! im not some oppressed or stuck up hermit who knows mothing about anything and is super traditional and conservative !! im just like you !!! please 😭

#horrors: the loneliness #i dont know guys i just. like w distant family too. the ones i want to connect with. #i feel like they look at me and think im traditional and judgy and weird but no !!! im just like you !!! im contrary !!! im just like you !! #please just talk to me once and youll see 😭 god #like theres nothing to DO and myself i get panicked when my other cousins dont answer my texts for personal reasons #and they havent been responding and as many people that im friendly with theyre not my friends #and sometimes it feels like. theres no one on my side. i dont know. </3 dont know what any of this is about. the horrors i guess #anywayz #hanancouldyounot

[bumpereatspants]

one thing I love about blue lock is that you never see kira again after the first episode. obviously he’s used to show how serious they are about the program and to turn the usual sports anime/manga trope on its head but. his ego was very apparent the moment he realized isagi- the one person that he was friendly with there- attacked him and caused him to lose his dream. and he really lost it himself by not being prepared to fight back, he’ll have to grapple with that fact for the rest of his life, especially seeing isagi and others from blue lock make it to the national stage. but it’s especially interesting because i’m sure he had the ego to make it. as soon as he was eliminated it was evident. if he was given another chance, or even 5 seconds longer to pass the ball to someone else, i think he could’ve been a major part of blue lock and possibly make it to the national level. but because he wasn’t expecting it, was trying to think of others, wasn’t prepared to eliminate someone else in time- his soccer career slipped from his fingers and he’ll never be allowed to play for japan’s national team

#he had no chance of hanging on because an example had to be made and isagi and bachira going aftee the best player to prove that they are #the best ensured he was out first #but he wouldve easily had the ego to survive given anither chance #but he wasnt. and he wont be given another chance. #all because he was friendly with isagi and expected and trusted him not to shoot at him #<- dont know why Im back thinking abiut bllk rn #anywhos #bllk #blue lock #ryosuke kira #kira ryosuke #isagi yoichi #yoichi isagi #character study #character analysis #txt #i do kind of think he could come back #but i just find him interesting whether they bring him back or not #as a foil or another example of ego overtaking a person to make them the best