#and made it a fuckig thing

[bnbc]

Undercover

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dress by @the-wandering-lady hair by @wingdeer goro's outfit by @missgamerin

#cyberpunk 2077 #goro takemura #oc koulin #v x takemura #gigilpunk #otp: artificial nocturne #takemura x v #takemura #shippy everyday #okay I'll write in the tags as not to forget cuz idk in what document to put it lmao #okay the thing is #that after 2-3 years if being a disaster ramen shop became popular among copro hipsters and started to bing kogoro money #finally #it turned out to be that one fixer from charter hill ordered some god press about 8 holo fish #and made it a fuckig thing #but she aint generous she made it for a reason #she needed to get to so #e corpo whos only weakness was food #so she made kogoro famous for a while so they would be invited to the secret party #and while gowo would be distracting guests with cooking his (already) wifu would make a jobe #gig went fine and nobody suspected them #but ofc when rach told them her plan kou was furious cuz it involved their 'real identeties' #but it was win-win in teh end #gigilpunk: story bits #in the tags #yes undecover gig is canon now

[rosesvioletshardy]

never change, dustin henderson. you promise me?

wasn’t planning on it

#im still fuckig. crying #i don’t know what made me make this #i hate the duffer brothers #dustin henderson #eddie munson #joseph quinn #gaten matarazzo #stranger things spoilers #stranger things #*gifs #mine.

[jellyaibo]

what did they mean by this

#sorry i had to look for this post again for a thing and im just. amazed #btw that post was made on my fuckig birthday so HELP me #they sure are . one item #to me <3 #.txt

[batz]

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#oaghhh diamox has me feeling really sick its the worst #i cant get outta bed i cant eat i cant do Anything ! just in pain and laying n bed #still have no idea why they have me back on these meds bc its making things So much worse :( #but unfortunately doctors even neurlogists only focus on weightloss and diamox already made me lose almost 100 pounds i feel SICK #felt healthier when i didnt lose that weight i am being 100% honest here. i hate diamox so fuckig much #frank.txt #also makes my body pain so much worse idk i just hate this brain thing #im thinking of just . stopping the meds even tho my neurologist says not to bc like even he says theyr not making a difference!!! #but he wants me on them so he can compliment my body shrinking every god damn appointment and remind me of how sick i am and feel #eugh #again . diamox doesnt impact my veins and im having an issue w veins in my neck and brain #bc of that im dealing w some pain. they fix that by putting in a stent but instead they just rlly want to like #see How Much Frankie Can Shrink #and ignore the fact that alll they can do is sleep bc theyr shrinking too much #fatphobia m #at least i gain back the weight and feel a million times better when im off tbe meds but still i hate it so bad #they even notice that i feel better after regaining the weight i lost and my optic nerves r no longer Damaged but like #idk . #its just Frustrating ! chronic illness moment

[trainingdummyrabbit]

I Am So Glad You Asked!!!

So basically... Tokitoswap! a swap au in which the tokis and the kamados swap roles-- yui swapping w/ tan, and mui swapping with nezzy. 

aka: Two Twins Have A Bit Of A Worse Time Than Usual And Suddenly Find Themselves In The Middle Of A Thousand Year Struggle Between Humans And Demons (Which Are Real By The Way)!

. it also happens to be an exercize in having a concept, going “hey, wouldnt it be funny if--?” and then it sticks and you have to commit. i keep trying to explain in a way that Makes Sense, but im gonna be honest. theres just So Fucking Much going on and ive been trying to write this for hours and i dont even know where to start summarizing WAHAHAH. i dont know if its very Canon Aligned but it sure is very Me Aligned and i sure am gonna commit to the bit! anyway. 

its heavily in-progress and was supposed to be a clean one-role swap but! Well!!!! It Sure Isn’t Anymore!!! 

under the cut since im Incapable of keeping things short:

funy lil swap au! ft:  Yui: “Older” Brother who Thinks he’s in charge. a beleaguered 14-year-old who stumbled into being a slayer and super isn’t prepared for this. Unfortunately, having your sole remaining family turn into a demon is kind of antithetical to “go home and pretend nothing happened.” he is handling this very well. (lie) a user of wind-breathing, his main priority is keeping him and mui safe, and is a bit overprotective. which is a problem, since mui will charge headfirst into the first sign of danger to protect him. their relationship is a bit messy, but they’re pretty much the only thing holding each other together. a kid trying so hard to act bigger than he is-- and inevitably, routinely failing.

Mui: Odd Little Creacher secretly hiding Rage More Powerful Than A Thousand Suns. just barely surviving the attack of their family one fateful night by That Man, he manages to completely break the curse and hunger or being a demon through his own sheer will. unfortunately, he also completely loses control of himself and, in order to make sure that energy doesnt completely tear him apart, his consciousness completely mists over-- leaving him rather airheaded and distant in an attempt to hold back the roaring of a new power he cannot control. . but hes so silly!! ^w^ couldn’t hurt a fly!!

Murata: Some Fucking Guy who just so happened to get roped into all this. is just absolutely baffled this kid is out here slaying demons like this, and is honestly doing his best to make sure he doesn’t stupidly get himself killed. despite being at a higher rank than them, though, he’s kind of... well, he hasn’t gotten the hang of water-breathing techniques. try as he might, he just cant quite reach the same skill level as some of his peers. even still though, he has to keep trying. he has a job to do, and promises to keep. 

Susamaru: Professionally identifies as a Problem. a user of beast-breathing, she just kind of... shows up one day and starts antagonizing. originally started fighting the twins for the honestly-kind-of-reasonable reason of “That Kid Is A Demon And Thats A Fucking Problem” but got distracted messing with yui enough to get. kinda curious about the other one. she’s loud and brash and fucking annoying, but at some point she just... asserted herself. and never left.  she’s an odd case. ridiculously skilled at the whole slaying-demons thing, she just... doesnt seem to take things seriously. has a penchant for irritating people on purpose-- but its purely for the extent of understanding how they work. what makes them tick. she’s here for a good time, not a long time. most of her peers don’t like her much, but once she’s decided that she likes someone, theres very little she wont do for them. and these nerds just so happen to be next on the list. 

. all in all, its just these dorks against the world. there’s just. a ridiculous amount of mess ive written about how they function and how their arcs shape up, and while there Are some other roles and etc written up, my brain has been completely laser focused on These Four In Particular, so . \o/ ! anyway, heres a bunch of ambient sketches from all over the place of Them(tm)

#pikramble #<== new tag for whenever i inevitably infodump again #ANYWAY IM BEING SO SERIOUS WHEN I SAY its been MONTHS. #like. i started in like september last year and its just. theyre most of what ive been thinking abt!!! #POLITELY ALSO gonna. ask for no rbs on this post specifically. not that i can stop u #JUST BC this isnt like. a very easily presentable au and also im very nervous all th time n if this breaches containment ill explode. ty <3 #this is for me adn th handful of th rest of u listening 2 me during this sleepover. #but like. this isnt even the most of it besties. #i havent even gotten into yui's weird thing with Fate or susa's thing with Conflict #or mui's struggle with what it means to be a demon; what it means to have autonomy; what makes you You. #or mura's self-discovery or their weird; patchworked sibling bond or what it means to experience loss and the nature of Moving Forward #not even mentioning nezzy's whole deal or whatever the Fuck is wrong with kai this time or!!!! AUHG #lichrally will answer any questions but this took me hours bc i kept getting nervous WAHAHAH #all this to say: i spent months thinking abt an au and accidentally made what might as well be weird fuckig ocs. thankyou <33 #dont expect any of it to be like... too canon compliant; things r a mess but i care too much to bother w staying in line w it!!! #anyway u WILL see these guys every so often. whether au-wise or oc-wise. if u see any suspiciously familiar ocs from me No U Dont(tm)

[sanitizarium]

sorry to everybody around me who will have to witness me after i get my kingdom hearts ita bag. i will not be normal for a while

#ripley.txt #IM SO FUCKIG EXCITED #it made it out of kent its in la now... i think its flying up #REALLY hoping it arrives next week #need to make some roxas perlers for it bc im so low on roxas things #its not Strictly roxas but it Is a sea salt icecream. so probably primarily roxas

[dreamlogic]

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#new (ie ancient childhood plague) avoidant attachment pattern unlocked: #i have made a few polite and unobtrusive bids for attention but i see you are otherwise indisposed #no doubt with other very important high priority things that i should not interrupt with my trivial needs #since my attempts at seeking care and connection with you have gone unnoticed or unattended #i will now excuse myself to go self-soothe elsewhere. it's fine don't worry about it i prefer caring for myself anyways it builds character #gfd i do this shit SO OFTEN. #i just assume i'm super low on everyone's priority lists & that it'll be quicker/easier/more reliable to just meet my needs myself #so i'll make a cursory effort at soliciting care/attention from others and if i don't get an immediate warm response #i just assume they don't care or i'm a nuisance and leave #it's fuckig n textbook i skip straight past protest behaviors to full on avoidance #this is like when i told my therapist i don't get panic attacks cause i just dissociate instead #and he was like PLS UNDERSTAND THAT'S WORSE. YOU DO GET HOW THAT'S WORSE RIGHT??? #apparently panic is your nervous system warning you BEFORE you reach a dissociative snapping point #and ignoring those panic cues until they go away isn't very healthy! #sometimes my brain lacks middle sliders and it's deeply frustrating. #anyways today was a wash. don't plant the bad ones as tom waits said. #tomorrow i relax and tend my bruised soul and go craft with some friends #recovery tag #shit chat

[m-e-w-666]

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#another tag thoughts and this is about dracula #i understand the posts explaining things to people but i really wish some people didn’t assume that huge chunks of the fandom were just dumb #like i get it sometimes memes and shipping seem like the only thing people focus on but that doesn’t mean people are completely ignoring #the implications of the whole text #it just annoy me when i see posts passive agressively explaining things like they’re saying it to a child and being annoyed at the fandom #and yes i get it fandoms can get annoying but that’s specific post i’m referring to really got on my nerves #for me personally; i just mindlessly scream when i make my dracula reaction posts; no thoughts no analysis just first reactions and screamin #i’m not an english major lmao #and it usually doesn’t bother me but when people just go ‘SOO many people on the fandom doesnt UNDERSTAND the text like I DO’ #it’s fuckig annoying #idk if that made sense #i started rambling lmao #tagtalk

[lesbiantics]

i wish i could be NORMAL about people i care about & not constantly do shit that’d completely reasonably drive them FAR away

#sorry 4 yelling in the tags. it’s just if I keep words in my brain to long they Will start eating it. #anyways #im to clingy i fall too hard i worry too much i spiral too fast im always afraid that I’ll wake up & someone I love will be gone & i couldve #made things okay if only I was good enough which seems to be something I’ll never be. lol #i need to be able to fix everything or i am nothing at all. i was made for 2 fuckig purposes & im not doing either right. ive never even #properly helped anyone. I’ve just said the same damn words over & over with increasing franticity & only ever made things worse. #high strung high maintenance selfish clingy insane coward lol #i need everyone to get through everything & someday be okay. i can’t outlive someone I love the thought of that possibility terrifies me #more than anything else. I’m just such a terrible thing to be around & I don’t know how to make it okay #everyone please be safe

[hirudo-verbana]

since i got another weird anon again abt the argument that happened a bit ago. you know the more i think about it, the more ironic it is that the owl video rater is a floofty kinnie because they are just as self centered, but they missed the entire point of floofty's arc in which they learn that it's a problem.

#(was over them being an ass to me for being upset and leaving a comment about how they're demonizing people who keep certain non-exotic #small pets. they fuckig. went to my blog and grabbed an untagged post i made complaining and put it on blast on their page #and were like i'm not liable because nobody would ever do such a thing as send death threats uwu #but of course i got some but they blocked me and were Still posting about me for a while afterwards. terminally online #this isn't the type of person you go to for end all be all advice. #delete later

[n0ct0urn1quet]

my gf reminded me of all the various human oc's i used to have (the only ones i remember are like . 2 of them. but i . im sure i had more SKJDKJKJBKG) and now that im thinkging about them . i would like to draw them again

#kinda funny thing actually. those ocs wer made a couple years ago and i had a feiend who also had ocs who they paired with my ocs #n they were like 'is this okay' n i was like 'yeah idc lol' (but in reality i did care but didnt tell them no) #and they made like a whole. partner for one of my ocs n they made a CHILD too and i was juts like okay . um #for context my oc and their oc were. like. 13-14? bc thats how old i was at the time #granted they DID age up the characters to be like in their 20s #but then also the kid that they made up was supposedly like 7 or 8 years old while the adults were..... barely adults..... like 22 or smth #BUT UM STILL weirdness aside . yeah #when me n them stopped being friends they took the fanchild in our oc's divorce 😔 SHDJHDSHJKG #but yeah i think i might draw thos ocs again . maybe! #also christ looking back at a really old discord server and just looking at all the old . cringy shit i said in 2019 #wow ! i was a horrible person back then! not like i was genuinely shitty no i was just fuckig obnoxious SJJHASJKG

[sick-as-a-dog]

x

#ok yeah so uhhhh guess what might actually be a fucking trigger after all!! just realized thst the aro flag is a genuine trigger for me?wtf? #its especially frustrating since im arospec myself snd my bffaeae calls himself just aro so??????WHAT THE FUCK WHY THE FUCK HOW THE FUCK??? #tbh probably shouldve realized sooner considering i have various aro tags blocked because of having breakdowns when i saw the fuckig thing #and seeing that damn flag on his blog has always made me feel horrible and gross..thats probably part of why it ended up becoming a trigger #this fucking sucks what the fuck wjat in the actual fuck is wrong with me??oh fuck he might hate me now??why the fuck am i like this??WHAT? #cant fucking believe im the first arophobic arospec damn (i have to laugh and joke about it or ill end up feeling sick and horrible)

[crassinova]

ThereAre fireflies in fallout????..2.2.

Hwauh. Hahuwh??? Th f.

frorg chicken ch

#I had this. cute fuckig romantic idea from a. TikTok I saw #using it for. Nick and chance. abt catching the firefly and giving it to Nick #like I made that before i knew fireflies. were a thing in fallout what the fuck #either I gaslit myself and keep the small fireflies #or I accept reality and imagine Chance giving him a big bugger #Idk if Nick would like that but Mj would. #also just to clarify I have not played 76 yet LOL #I also woke. up #good morning everytpne #simon insaiy

[artificialgirl]

why do robotgirl posts feel so fuckig gender euphoric?

For a lot of trans people, our own bodies are repulsive or upsetting to us. Our own biological functions, our shape and our skin, even normal sexuality can be upsetting things to grapple with.

Unlike the human body, a robot is rigid, unchanging, effortless in the ways we want so desperately to be. Every piece is deliberate and perfect, and if a piece becomes displeasing it can be replaced as easily as installing or removing parts.

There's comfort in the thought of being something not constrained by biology, not made of the flesh that can be our greatest adversary, something that represents a complete rejection of the human body and the way we feel it's wronged us altogether.

#robot girl #trans #asks

[dark-night-hero]

Imagine when Michael Kaiser realizes things a little far too late.

Imagine Kaiser wondering when did you started to be so cold? The thing is, you treated him the same as every, it something felt so wrong, so odd. When did you started looking at him like that? "Meine liebe? What's wrong?" He asked as he embrace you from behind and loooking up from the book on your hand, "Nothing." You smile at him, a smile that send shiver down his spine.

Imagine everything was the same as it was before, but he felt like something within you has changed, precisely the way you looks at him was far for different than before. It was so cold and a little hard to read. But you still lean on his touches, still return his smiles, you still kiss him on the lips whenever he would go out and come back from practice. Is he just over thinking?

Imagine it was one of those nights were he would take you to a five star restaurant for a meal, nothing special. He just wanted to take you, seeing you all beautiful and dressed up was enough for him. And yet on the entire meal you never said a word, he was unsure if it was just the fact that you were just preoccupied with the meal or maybe something else. He just hoped that its the former.

"Meine liebe." Looking up from your meal, Kaiser wipe off the sauce off the side of your lips with his thumb before bringing it to his mouth to get a taste of it. Upon seeing him act shamelessly, you felt blood creeping up your face. "Kaiser!" "What?" He chuckle. Everything felt so right.

Imagine, as the two of you ace each other on your bed. As you traces his tattoo all the way from the back of his hand up to his neck, he felt a shiver down his spine as he pulled you close to him, breathing your scent. "Kaiser?" He could only humm in return as his embraces tighten. "Do you have something you want to say to me?" Thinking about it for a moment, he chuckles, not noticing the way you stiffen. But then he slight pull away from you to give you a kiss on the lips. "Ich liebe dich."

Imagine, the truth is Kaiser loves you very much. Like really, he loves you so much. A far little than he could imagine. He when he walked inside the house, the one the two of you have been living together for half a year now and saw you looking so coldly like that. He stiffen. He don't know what he did wrong, nevertheless he must apologise. But does he really doesn't know?

"Meine liebe? What's wrong?" He asked as he hold you by the shoulder when you brush off his usual kiss of a greeting. "It's been half a year." You said and he nod, you must be talking about your relationship right? "So how was it?" "Huh?" "How does it feel to play with my heart?" "Huh?" He almost sounded as a broken record as he kept saying the same thing. He was confused, what are you talking about all of a su- ah.

"What did my brother every do to you to do me like this?" You glare at him. "And even if he does im fact did you something. Does I have anything to do with it?" "Wai-" "No! You wait! I waited two months Kaiser! Two fucking months for things to come out of your damn own fucking mouth and yet I hear nothing!" His heart was painfully beating on his chest as he sees tears started rolling down your cheeks quickly wiped away by you. "So I guess it's true, this. This fuckig relationship means nothing but a damn fucking bet to you?" You looked to hurt, betrayed when you said that.

Imagine the way his mouth open and close. As much as he doesn't want to say it wasn't a bet, that he truly loves you the, that it was love at first sight the moment you walked into the field that day to talk to your damn brother. He doesn't want to sound hypocrite, because he did in fact made a bet with Ness, but it was just a damn excuse on his part so that he could be close to you.

"Scheiße" You curse and once again he flinch. "I should have listened to Noa when he said you were a damn bastard." You spoke brushing off the ever ending tears on your face. "Are you satisfied now? If you are then leave. The half year mark you made with Ness is over, you can leave." When you see him unmoving you push yourself off the counter and shove him hard on the shoulder. "I said leave! I don't want to see your face!" It hurts seeing his face like he was hurting too, like he actually love you. And you know he does, but the trust has already been broken.

Imagine the way he pull you into embrace, letting you hit him if it means venting out the pain you were feeling right now cause by none other than him. "Let go." You said and he shakes his head. "Michael Kaiser, let go." Once again he shake his head and pull you tighter on his chest. "Don't make me repeat myself Michael Kaiser before I regret loving you." "Ju-" He clear his throat as his voice cracked. "Just a minute." Then there was nothing but silence.

Imagine, if someone were to see Kaiser getting kicked out of his own penthouse, others would think it was hilarious. But the truth is that you don't have anywhere to go, Noa doesn't approve of your relationship so you have nowhere to go. And as soon as the door shut behind him, he just stood there before sitting down, leaning against the door and on the other side, he could hear the sound of your cries.

"I mean it when I said I love you, you know? Meine liebe." And as if hearing that he said, only cries can ne heard on the other side. Kaiser was the type of person who would admit his own mistakes, at least to the person he cherishes the most. So he would wait, just like how you waited for the chances he didn't take. He would until you were ready to forgive him. If you could forgive and trust him again, he would.

[ⓒdark-night-hero] 2023°

#blue lock #blue lock imagines #blue lock x reader #bllk x reader #bllk angst #bllk kaiser #kaiser x reader #kaiser x y/n #blue lock kaiser #kaiser x you #michael kaiser #michael kaiser x reader #blue lock fanfic #blue lock x y/n #blue lock x you #bllk x y/n #bllk x you #blue lock angst #kaiser angst

[darkbluekies]

I just hadthe worst fuckig day ever i cried so much my eyes are swollen and heavy and i feel so depressed and then now all i can think abt is Silas and a crybaby reader seeking silas for comfort and affection bc yeah 🧍

"Shh, shh, it's okay", he whispers and holds you closer. "Everything is going to be fine, little thing. I'm here."

You bury your head into his muscular chest and cry. Nothing makes sense in your head. There's nothing good, nothing bad, only emptiness that you can't get rid off. It's scarier that you could have ever expected.

You had no other choice than to run to Silas. He doesn't let anyone else come close to you. If you want someone to hold you close, it has to be Silas. He was sitting in his office when you came storming down and he was more than happy to take you in his arms.

"What have made you so sad, Y/N?" he asks worriedly into your hair. "Did someone do something to you? Just tell me their names and I'll cut their hands off. I promise."

You shake your head against his warm body and mumble how you're just not feeling well. Silas nods and brings you closer to him. You didn't think it was possible. Somehow, his smell calms you down. It's not your most favorite scent in the world, but it's at least familiar. Familiar enough to calm your hammering heart.

"It's okay, baby", he whispers and stroked your hair. "I'm here for you. I will always protect what's mine, you know that."

#yandere #yandere x reader #yandere x you #yandere imagines #yandere drabbles #yandere fics #yandere mafia #yandere oc x you #yandere stories #yandere talks #yandere oc x reader #yandere oc #yandere x y/n #yandere x darling