#and now I’m happy being gay!

[dozy-draws]

✨🌈 happy pride everyone! 🌈✨

#from my selfship to yours: hoping you all have a joyful pride month! #flags shown are: gay. sapphic. lesbian. trans. queer. #no polyam ones cause I forgot lmao #but yea last pride month I realized I’m not bi anymore #and it was a weird but ultimately good journey! #i was happy being bi #and now I’m happy being gay! #if pride month is a tumultuous time for you I see you and I love you and it’ll all be ok! #mlp #my little pony #art #ponysona #princess celestia #oc: softheart #selfship #selfshipping #pride art #pride month #pride #oh yeah softheart’s wearing her engagement ring like last year too 💞 #softlestia

[babisawyer]

Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby

#🐇 #yellowjackets #truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me #the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part #love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™️ #Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death #the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now #like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers #like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude #I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow #idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions #I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna #I will help you girl I will drive the get away car #I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was #and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder? #I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods #I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk #my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!

[gilmores-glorious-blog]

okay but honestly i am being so for real when i say that i have loved all of season two so far. (the one exception to this is the fact that they broke jim and olu up and don’t seem to be making things poly, but that’s just me being a silly little poly person who is so tired of never seeing poly representation in media) like,, maybe it’s just my inability to think critically about media 💀 but i have adored every single second of this and even when it’s made me upset it’s been in a good way, y’know? i didn’t even realize that people would be genuinely pissed off about these episodes until i went on the tag and i’m just like ???? it’s so good idk what y’all are on about 🤷‍♀️

#also like. people just.. being mad at stede and not looking deeper at his character arc?? #did aziraphale teach us nothing???? 😭😭 #also like ngl. there’s a part of me that’s happy stede got to be badass and violent and have gay sex like. yes it went downhill from there. #but it’s all i wanted for him in s1 tbh so like. good for him!! now undo the damage done in ep 7. #ANYWAYS. #i’m probably being controversial right now idc #i love this show with my entire being #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #eli.posts

[cantofworms]

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#ok ik all the hot take asks are pre much done and the sparkly say smth nice asks are better but well I’ve been having thoughts all day at #work and want to get them out now so that’s what I’m doing lol #obvs for the past few months i think ppl are vv heavily leaning into the dnf /r and I firmly believe that they aren’t #like yes I enjoy being a multi shipper but I still primarily read dnf fics bc they’re cute dnf writers and artists MWAHH ilysm #but it’s been increasingly annoying how every move dnf make ppl hyper obsess over it and ignore everything else like blog what u want this #is tumblr dot com but I think ppl how only see dnf thro the lens of romantic do much more ‘harm’ than ppl who dont #like the argument about taking validation out of their very REAL amazing friendship just gets over shadowed by omg Dream posted a pic of #geogre they’re in LOVE and sucking and FUCKING every night. like #and then completely disregard when dnf do and say the exact same shit about all their other friends #like dream has explicitly said they aren’t dating (ignore that tho) amd that’s he’s kissed multiple ppl since coming out (ignore that too) #and their friends naturally say that they’re all single (ignore that too) idk man it’s ok they like to pander amd that dream is a toxic #dnfer but it’s all just For Funsies. another thing is ppl CONSTANTLYYYY putting geohres sexuality under a microscope oh he drinks lemonade #from Starbucks he’s soooo gay like dumb shit like that is so irritating #the fact that geogre has never once talked about his sexuality except that one instance where he got a DONO about it proves how much it #just doesn’t matter or apply to the type of content creator he is/wants to be #to be clear if he is or isn’t or dnf every explicitly announce their romantic relationship im gonna be sooooo happy and supportive like aw #dnfogies🫶🏻 but I think there’s a 99.9% chanve that’ll never happen so maybe we should all just care a Little Less and focus on out lgbt #creators if that’s smth u wanna watch/blog about idk maybe I’m just burnt out from the phandom but whyyyyy does is matter what their #sexualities are they play minecraft who cares who CARESSSS idk maybe just having older brothers around dtqk ages has made me realize that #guys will just act homiesexual no matter What #guys are just Like That and tbc I’m not saying that just bc gnf hasn’t made an official coming out doesn’t mean he’s not queer but for the #sake of his contwnt it doesn’t matter either way ? so why are ppl talking about it on the daily idk man it’s just annoying but Oh Well #at the end of the day they’re all famous white guys and nothing matters hurray !!

[buck-yyyy]

local guy is being gay at 3am because they can’t sleep :(

#sigh #want to SLEEP but CAN’T and my usual going to sleep solutions are making me irrationally irritated #so instead i will write my silly little gay love letters (text messages) and listen to minecraft music to relive gay moments and revel in #the wonder that is being gay and in love #even if everything is really not perfect right now it doesn’t matter. i have the little things #i have a cool amazing beautiful funny sweet girlfriend who i love and who loves me too and i have a soft chicken plushie in my arms #and i have soft pretty music playing and i have happy memories and augh #i have been. very up and down and up and down but right in this moment i am just in love with her and with everyone and with the world #around me #hi alena i’m assuming you’ll see this at some point. not to be gay on main especially after the mild mess that was earlier but i love you so #so so so much #just. so you know #i dunno #am sad but happy at the same time. who knows. i’m going to try to go to bed now bdndbdnd

[thebutchprinxe]

thinking a lot about how love makes everything lighter. how healing it is to be truly seen and cherished and held.

how love makes you brave enough to do something new or scary because of course i can—how could i not, with you here keeping me steady?

how having a sleepy angel in bed suddenly makes someone a morning person. i wake you up with kisses peppered all over your face and bring you flowers on my way back from work and you call me handsome and greet me with a kiss and i look in your eyes and all i can think is i’m home, i’m safe, i love you.

#came into work the other day n my coworker immediately commented on how happy i look #you’re snoring next to me right now sleeping peacefully. i cant wait till it’s morning so i can wake you up with kisses #having a lil cry bc i love my girlfriend so fucking much you guys #i held a spider today and was very brave about it bc i am. SO not a bug guy. but my baby keeps me safe #trying not to cry loud bc baby is SLEEP and i’m just being dramatically gay #just gotta gush to get it out #baby when you read this: thank you for being my safe place to land. i love you more than i can put into words #lovebun #sam soliloquizes

[how-mytearsricochet]

to this day this specific track of the fic haunts me, especially at 3AM of a weekday.

#watch me tomorrow go to work pretending i’m a functioning happy human while being absolutely dead inside #i live vicariously through my fictional gay character so now I can’t listen to Cherry without weeping like a war widow #i totally blame the daisy jones and the six trailer #it made me brush off its Elu twin AU seven minutes in heaven bc ofc they’re relatives in my head #seven minutes in heaven fic #elu fic #eliott demaury #lucas lallemant #lucas and eliott #cherry #harry styles #skam france #skam fic

[no-more-nightingales]

oh my god i just watched supernova and it was so beautiful and sad and wonderful and majestic i love it so goddamn much

#supernova #supernova movie #colin firth #stanley tucci #it was so beautiful to see a moving and romantic and dramatic gay movie that wasn’t specifically about being gay #them being a gay couple wasn’t the plot or a super important fact #i think this is the first movie i’ve seen that is about a couple that happens to be gay and not a gay couple™️ykwim #i loved it #more please #right now #but it’s also another proof that love is painful so i’m happy to be aro

[swedishboyfriend]

i know there’s a disreputable history of gay couples in tv shows ending in tragedy but i find these days it’s more common that a gay couple who started out pretty juicy ends up getting married, having a kid (through surrogacy) then being settled forever. then maybe one will cheat. and honestly it’s not juicy enough anymore. we need to go back to treating gay characters badly again. keep them apart as long as you can please. and when they get together break them up. i want to actually feel something

#MALEX #this is about malex. but also a few others. soap ships that won’t be named #ballum #LOL #robron LOL but i don’t give a rats ass about them #DOFTY LOLLLLLL #anyway malex were my everything bro they were soooo unhappy and yearning. now i hear they’re engaged??? BOOOORING #i’m ngl though they had a nice long run of misery and being kept apart so i’m actually satisfied with their happy ending #they deserved it cause they were sooooo perfect slow burn. but others don’t deserve it and the writers are just lazy and appeasing viewers #i don’t wanna see no fictional gays getting married until they’ve broken up at least 6 times

[grimmseye]

Finishing pride month off strong by telling my grandma I have TWO girlfriends and she thinks it’s weird but she’s not freaked out by it

#it’s the if you’re happy I’m happy deal #I was never closeted about being gay or genderqueer #so keeping the poly thing secret #and really just the fact I’m dating these people secret #felt real bad #it is now off my chest and relatively well accepted #grimm tales

[wanderingchocolateeclair]

>:|

#tw caps #tw vent #(all /lh I’m just in a pissy melodramatic mood don’t mind me) #AARRRSTMMMFLSLFKWHRDJ #*yelling screaming into the abyss* #life has been giving me one thing after another huh #first writers block for months- haven’t been able to finish my fics #Christmas burnout was like ‘heyyyyy bitchhhh’ #tumble keeps eating my posts and my engagements on posts and rbs and activity has dipped #family health issues causing us to be constantly at this bloody farmhouse with no wifi and just grumpy #had a death(from said health issues) in the family a few days ago so can’t go home yet #also emotionally stressed #AND NOW IM ILL #WHY #FOR GOODNESS SAKE I JUST WANT TO DRAW MY LIL GAYS BEING HAPPY #AAAAGHHHHHH #*screaming continues* #but anyway. I’m all good. just. 👍 #GOOD NEWS: I have a new piece for a new au for you guys and I’m pretty happy with it- #THAT IS IF TUMBLR DOESNT EAT IT #(friendly reminder that I see your reblogs and they make my day so those who actually still rb my art that I put my entire soul into ily <3 #standing in my room like 🧍🏻‍♀️ while typing this #god my brain feels like it’s been put through a blender

[rosegardenpink]

put an ace pin in my tumblr pfp. it’s v small but it’s a v big step for me.

#now everyone clap 🔫 #happy ace week to me #still feel really augh about identifying as asexual but i think that fits the closest? #idk but i’m definitely not out irl and would rather [redacted self harm] than talk to any irls about it #i wanna be proud but it feels like the same horror of realizing i’m trans and gay again #i’m proud of those faucets of myself now tho so maybe it’ll just take time #(hopefully) #shoutout to jonathan sims for making me feel a little less augh about being asexual #jonathan rambles #text post

[hellfireeddiemunson]

Work has been too busy I don’t like it I’m losing my mf MIND

#gonna beat all the customers asses and then also all of the people who work at graces insurance company xoxo anyone else need an ass kicker #kicked*????? I’ll add it to my list of nana #names* I can’t fucjignggggggg type goddddddddddd #anywho we got a new employee today and they start next week I’m so excited they look cool as hell they’re visibly queer like me I’m so happy #IM NOT ALOOOONE IN BEING A GAY AT WORK #why can tumblr never post shit when I make a post like hello why are u only posting this now when I made the post like an hour or so ago smh

[enby-catgirl]

i love waking up at midnight, checking discord and seeing that my (now former) very good friend is saying that bi/pan lesbians aren’t real/aren’t valid!! love getting in a fight with her and her talking to me like a child!!! love being treated like i’m overreacting for getting angry when she’s being so queerphobic. love. it.

#i am a mspec gay and lesbian #fuck her #if she was really my friend she would support me and not talk to me like that #this has ruined my vacation #i’m supposed to be having fun but i spent hours crying and keep bursting into tears #i’m supposed to be getting better!!!! #i was getting better!!! #i was so happy and genuinely feeling good almost every day for the first time in fucking years #and now this just threw me down a flight of stairs #i wish i had known sooner #i know i’ll be better for not being in an environment where people feel free to trash my identity #but i’m so sad about having to leave the server #i don’t know where to talk about my american girl stuff now #haven rambles #negative vibes

[myfirstandlast]

im scared bc now that i’m essentially getting this public school job i know my body and mind have begun to settle into its fugue state where i have no thoughts and make no progress and waste literally all the time in the world because i just can’t imagine any other options it’s how i wasted four years with my major it’s how i ended up joining gr**k life it just feels like this is it and i trap myself

#let’s say i miraculously get a car and to move out post-september getting my license #it definitely won’t be until christmas at the earliest because i have to finish out the year #but as soon as the year is over my parents are back on my head about applying for master’s programs which i still don’t want to do #i don’t have a break to be free #and i’m certainly not gonna to be inspired to find my dream artistic lesbian job in middle of nowhere GA at an elementary school of all plac #like everyone too old or too young to understand me. no real work friends no real ACTUAL friends im just going to be going to work and going #home. oh lol i started crying typing. im really over talking into the void i need someone to hear me and help me #but even if up to that point EVERYTHING somehow falls into place. now i’m entirely alone with more bills no resources no one to call and no #idea what i want in any capacity. like i feel like a caged animal i feel insane #im falling into my coma of uselessness and i already lost the entirety of my adolescent young adult years i don’t want to lose my 20s too #not to be like 30 is ancient your life is over then obv not but i don’t care about what i do in my life at 30 and beyond #i want my life to be happy NOW i WANT the best of my life to be in my 20s where i can get away with the most stupid fun because i’m just #young and gay and i still have an excuse for not knowing what my life is yet. i cant breathe not knowing what i want to do but at least its #an excuse. i feel like dying i feel like my insides are rotting to black ash we’re social creatures and im suffering #i sound so stupid. i know i really know. but the people i see living the life i want carefree making money as it comes #have parents who lovingly text them who care but stay out of the way who are supportive but aren’t up your ass and down your neck #they’re just people that would raise kind smart independent individuals and im none of the above so i don’t have a good shot as it is #but i still want to be free. i want to die but i want to be free just a little before then #i hate my life. i hate waking up in my bed every day and seeing my bedroom and being in my house. i want it to be over

[smithy-smith]

HAPPY RENEWAL DAY EVERYONE 🥳🏳️‍🌈🏴‍☠️

#our flag means death stede #our flag means death ed #our flag means death cast #our flag means death #our flag means death s2 #ofmd #our flag means gay #is this a classic case of rainbow capitalism? probably #but I’m honestly too happy to care that I’m being obviously manipulated right now!