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beeindaclouds · 2 years

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Hi :) I hope you are having a good day/night so far! I was wondering if you could do fluff hcs for a gn reader who got a bad grade on smth (like I dunno a 45/68 or smth I'm not projecting-) and it made them feel rly stupid and just :'(( for whoever you want! (Would be awesome if karl, punz, and sap were in there lmao)

Hallo, thanks for requesting!

This hits too close to home lmao 💀 I'll do the ones you wanted most just for time sake

But anyway, hope you enjoy <3

Sapnap, Karl and Punz reacting to you being sad because of a bad grade

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Reader: GN - They/Them

You felt dumb for feeling like this

At the end of the day a grade is just that...a grade

But it made you feel even more dumb because everyone got something good other than you

Feeling defeated, and with your mind full of insults, you looked for towards your boyfriend for comfort

❝ Sapnap ❞

The texan was worried about you as soon as he saw the sad face you had

He opened his arms up and let you fall into his warm embrace while you let out all your emotions onto him

Between soft sobs and hiccups you told him what happened and how you felt

And Sapnap was quick to reassure you that everything would be ok

With an encouraging smile, and a few kisses here and there, he got your mood up and ready to get back that grade

❝ Karl Jacobs ❞

Karl noticed your mood when he had asked by text how your test went

You usually never leave him on read, unless he did something wrong, so he quickly drove to your house

It only took the sight of him to break down and tell him everything, you couldn't ignore your boyfriend even if your life depended on it

After hearing about what happened he quickly offered to help. He was a smart one in school, so he would obviously use his knowledge for his partner

You two started having little study dates every now and then, and you even saw your improvement which you were both very proud of

❝ Punz ❞

Punz held your hand tightly while driving back home after picking you up from school

You let out your frustrations to him as he took it all in and let you vent

As you arrived home and finished your venting, Punz decided that you should both have a little relaxing day of your own

He let you do whatever you like and bring him wherever you wanted as a small treat from the stressful day

As the day ended he made sure to remind you that one bad grade didn't mean you were stupid or dumb or worse then everyone. You had other good qualities beyond a stupid grade and he loved that about you

#dreamsmp #dsmp #mcyt #dream smp x reader #dsmp x reader #mcyt x reader #sapnap #sapnapblurb #sapnap x reader #karl jacobs #karljacobsblurb #karl jacobs x reader #punz #punzblurb #punz x reader #beeblurbs

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tounacasserole · 2 years

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random & kind of stupid half asleep, half assed appreciation post cause i wanna spread the love and for some reason sad thoughts in my head but let's ignore that (ft. my sleep deprivation sap, mutuals, ppl iloook up to, shitty puns and wordplay)

@moonxma ur the moon :o you give me like calm and peaceful moon vibes like a blue moon!! ty for being one of the first who kind of kickstarted my whole commitment to being here and writing content :D

@raysano ray? more like ray of sunshine shdhefj bad pun but i love indirectly interacting with you through games and hope we get to know each other and interact more mwah /p

@appreciatingtokrev appreciatingtokrev? appreciating YOU you beautiful human being :)) i like seeing your little thoughts and whatnot around your blog bc i find them interesting to me in a good way

@mochi-coffee absolute sweetheart ∑(ﾟДﾟ) sweeter than ice cream mochi need i say more? no but seeing you wherever makes my day better for some reason because you give that positive n uplifting vibe. me 🤝 you waka skmps

@kallikrein me 🤝 you 🤝 mochi waka simps jdkfjskf ty for being one of the first to interact and leave messages in the tags of my silly little waka headcanons :]] and ty for being my majn source of waka brainrot too (￣∀￣) we krei-n (pronounced crying) over wakasa. i think that was fhe shittiest pun ive ever made in my entire life i apologize dearly

@simpywhore seeing your incorrect quotes make me snort in laughter a lot whenever i see them >:D we haven't interacted but i'm sure you're simp(l)y sweet ksjjfkfkskf

@offtaskotaku go follow them rn this is a threat /hj seriously so so underrated pls check out their work and send them requests i'm sure they work hard and they're bery nice :) great sense of humour 2 i like seeing u on my dash. makes me go off task for a bit to scroll through your blog and reread your hcs!!

@kakuchew also a contributor to my waka brainrot jshffkf your headcanons about the black dragons boys are so awesome and i love their shenanigans which makes it easier to envision them in my head!! less chewing on my thoughts and more space to appreciate them and you too :3

@sukunasbabymama your blog title is kk's safeplace and it sure as hell lives up to the name!! i get a homely vibe from you n i like seeing you pop up on my dash :D like my mama's homemade food! you've made me appreciate kakucho and mucho with your contrnt :))

@wwintersun holy crap i look up to you a whole ton!! your works are simply put masterpieces. when i read them it makes me feel fuzzy and warm it's like when the sun melts the winter away ;D i have a lot of your stuff saved in my drafts to reread on a bad day

@bajipaws your tokrev x male reader stuff has at least pawmped 5 more years into my lifespan (i'll take my leVe now). ur doing king shit and i can't wait to see more stuff from you!!!

@kageyahoe your latest work with baji made me Feel all the emotions /pos :] in fact all of your works do and made me love baji even more than i did before >:O i don't have a bad pun for you but honestly considering my punmanship you're lucky jdkfjskf

@shinscig i've interacted with you a grand total of one (1) time but you're so sweet :( i think your chifuyu drabble of painting flowers was one of the first fics i read here which: OOMPF /pos. that's it i can't describe it anymore better than that cause it's almost 3am. your braid train fic with mizo mid is also a big favourite :)! underrated they are

@softbajis You Have Made Me Feel Things but i swear most of it's good and soft besides the angst because it hurts so good hakfjwjfj i like seeing your little blurbs pop up from time to time!!

@tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang I LOVE SEEING YOUR POSTS ABOUT THE MANGA THAT ARE ESPECIALLY SO FUNNY??? they're always a riot and the absolute best. i snorted so hard reading your recent one of the wake me up scene SHEIWKJFWKFJDJ

@koffeekoko your angst. hurts so good. mr sunshine, flowers, and you hurts the best. i am writhing on the floor as i type this (/notsrs) idk if this is weird but seeing your tag "jel loves you!" makes me smile internally :)) your works about insecurities they love also make me really really happy :']

@n0vad your headcanons are so comforting to read,,, they also inspired me to post some of my own too in a similar format (hope you don't mind sjfhe)! i also love that you post for more characters that don't have a ton of content!!

@sunhee-sun your writing is like warm sun after cold rain (i'm a great poet) it's inviting and a guilty pleasure to reread all of your tokrev stuff. bows down to you.

@kakubun my main source of love for bonten. helping hands is one of my favourites and inspired me to make a character based off of that :D your headcanons are also so funny to read and have become a great source of inspo!!

@xuxitheii another whose tokrev x male reader has fed more life into me (°▽°)b i've probably went through your blog at least thrice now reading your works especially since you're one of the first i followed! good shjt right there... your confessing to mitsuya one is my fabourite

thats all i can roll out i think because i dint want to flood everyone's inboxes since your mutuals are doing this too skfjekfjjs ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ happy new year from this touma fish! 🐟 passes out

#chattertuna

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bnhatrashsammy · 4 years

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“Deal”

I haven’t posted any of my writing here yet so here’s my first one <3

Someone asked for a reader who constantly confesses even though she keeps getting rejected and this is what I managed to come up with.

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Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader

Warnings: Mild Angst (w/ a happy ending cause i'm a sap), l o t s of cursing.

You literally tell him every day about how amazing you think he is and about how much you’d love to be with him, as more than friends. His stupid ass only interprets it as you wanting to fight him, even though that is far from the truth.

“Bakugou! You totally rocked that training exercise!” You complimented as everyone begins packing up their things to return to the dorms.

“Hah? You wanna fuckin’ fight, dumbass?” Bakugou simply retaliates, not even looking in your direction like the petty bitch he is.

With a huff, you walk over to his desk, arms crossed and frustration clear on your face.

“I don’t want to fight you! That’s the thing! Are you really so thick headed that you can’t see how much I just wanna be around you?” You ask him genuinely, a bit of hurt oozing out in your words but you mask it with a stoic look on your face.

Bakugou glares at you, flopping his bag over his shoulder.

“Stop fuckin’ playing with me. It’s not gonna fuckin’ work. Your stupid flirty shit doesn’t work with me.” Bakugou tries to just push past you but you angrily grab his wrist to stop him from leaving.

“I'm not playing!” You seeth out, softening your hold on his wrist to come down and hold his hand. A soft blush erupted over your face.

“I jus’ wanna be with you. As more than friends.” You mumble, looking up at his confused face with faux confidence.

A soft pink slowly took over Bakugou’s face before he jerks his hand from your hold, glaring as he turns back towards the doorway.

“What the fuck ever, dumbass. Leave me the fuck alone.”

With a loud frustrated groan, you return back to your desk and gather your things once again.

Throughout the next few weeks, you continuously remind Bakugou of your feelings for him. You make sure he’s well aware of how much you genuinely appreciate him along with his kickass spirit.

But after a while, it gets to be too much for you.

Sure, you love the guy, but even you have your limits.

So slowly, you stop leaving little treats on his desk because you know his dumbass doesn’t eat breakfast. You stop hanging out in the classroom just to compliment him after everyone left. You stop making sure the Bakusquad doesn’t press his buttons too much.

You give up.

He always responds the same. Though your feelings for him haven’t faded, you simply can't handle trying so hard for someone who hardly even spares a glance at you.

An angry knocking causes you to jolt from your desk. What a way to zone back into the world.

“Who is it?” You call lazily, looking intently at the stupid papers scattered on your desk.

“Let me the fuck in.”

A groan passes through your lips as you get up, going to open the door to see Bakugou standing there in his sleep clothes; a t-shirt and sweatpants.

Bakugou wastes no time shoving past you with his arms crossed as he looks over your form.

“Why the fuck have you been ignoring me?”

Wow, he doesn’t waste a second huh?

“I haven’t been ignoring you-” You start before Bakugou Cuts you off.

“You can’t lie to me, (Y/n).”

It’s weird how the simple use of your given name causes you to freeze up and your face to feel warm.

“Well, maybe I’m tired of you constantly being an oversized cunt to me just because I have feelings for you.” You grumble out, crossing your arms and glaring at him.

“Despite being one of the smartest people I’ve ever met you never seem to believe me when I tell you. And believe it or not, I can’t just fucking ignore my feelings and that hurts.” You finish, your voice getting softer towards the end as you trail you eyes from his face to your shoes.

“Damnit, I’m not good at this shit! It’s stupid anyway!” Bakugou says, sounding like he’s struggling with the words.

You finally look up, glaring at him once again, “If it's so stupid get out of my dorm, asshole.”

It’s silent for a moment, you and Bakugou glaring into each others’ eyes, trying to see who will break first.

Much to your surprise, it’s Bakugou.

He makes an angry growl, running his hands through his hair aggressively before rushing forward to get right in front of you. Without even stopping to think his hands move to rest on your cheeks and his lips are against yours.

Of course, you’re shocked as hell, but that’s not gonna stop you from enjoying this for a moment. You match Bakugou with his aggressive kiss, hands moving to wrap around his shoulders while his stay placed ever so gently on your face, lightly guiding you through the kiss.

In all honesty, it was sloppy as hell. But it was Bakugou, and he was trying. There was so much emotion you could truly feel as he moved his lips against yours.

Bakugou pulls away with very light glare and a flush of cheeks, looking over your face.

“I just couldn’t understand why the fuck someone as amazing as you, would ever want to be with me.” His words are soft leaving his lips and causes your chest to tighten with hurt.

You send his a soft, sad smile, leaning up tp so you can press your forehead against his. His hands drop to your waist as yours move to his face, warm under your touch.

“Katsuki, there is no one else in the world I’d rather feel these things for. To me, you are the most amazing person I’ve ever met. “ You say slowly, as this is new territory for the both of you. Sure you never tried to hide your feelings, you were clearly very open about them, but openly discussing insecurities and shit between you two? That’s very fuckin’ new.

He looks genuinely conflicted for a moment before he lets out a sigh, his face resting into a soft expression. Before you have time to enjoy the genuine look of happiness on his face he pulls you into his chest, arms tightly holding you to him. You wrap yours around him as well, nuzzling him slightly. He’s so warm and cozy.

“Be my fuckin’ girlfriend.” He says, his voice finally sounding like the aggressive boy’s that you fell for.

You snort in amusement before nodding into his chest, “Only if you be my fuckin’ boyfriend.”

You can’t see the smile that lights up his face, but he’s quick to say his response.

“Deal.”

#bakugou x reader #katsuki x reader #bakugou x you #bakugou katsuki #bnha x reader #bnha imagines #bnha x you #mha x reader #mha x you #mha imagines

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dearmomimissyou · 4 years

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So yesterday I tried to make a post explaining the back story of what caused Sunday's mental breakdown to happen and I tried to save it to drafts after spending 30 minutes on it while walking Miss Phyre outside but Tumblr decided to cock out and didn't actually save it which led to another mini meltdown afterwards so I'm just going to skip the background. It hurts to mich to relive it a g a i n. So thanks Tumblr.

Sunday I went to Sam's house after donating plasma cause dad was working on the electrical and I figured I'd just spend time there instead of being home. Instead, I ended up having a breakdown on Sam's back porch. I started crying inside while in the fetal position on the floor and figured that I should go outside so nobody heard me. I violently sobbed for at least ten minutes and dug my nails into my arm because I wanted to punish myself. I also went outside because I wanted to destroy Sam's living room and I can't do that but I can destroy myself and my things. I kept wanting to smash my head into something and eventually I did on the banister twice and screamed both times when I did it. After some time like five minutes of so Nemo came out and tried talking to me and I blew up on them and basically blamed them even though it wasn't their fault. They were crying and begging me to get help dad came out too crying because he heard me say that somebody was tearing me down and making feel like shit about myself but he didn't hear who and at the time it didn't make me feel anything but looking back fucking hurts. Sam came out too after Nemo went inside I think to talk to dad about what was happening and she brought Nala Tyler's cat and asked if I wanted cookies or soda to feel better. I just remember ignoring her and being so annoyed with her in the moment.

Eventually I got to the point where I couldn't physically talk and typed a message to Nemo:

I want to me normal I WA. T to be fixed and go just can't cause miss Phyre needs attention and the dress fitting and I don't want to worry mom and tge family but fucking here I dpimg just that all the God dam. Duckknf time vsvauar I can't fucking control my stupid fucking brain

They asked if I wanted to go to the lds hospital crisis center or if I wanted to wait til tomorrow:

I have to go today cause if I don't there be an excuse tomorrow like I feel better it always happens

So they drove me home so I could get some clothes and stuff to bring to be admitted into inpatient. The whole time I was getting stuff I cried and kissed miss Phyre and told her over and over how much I love her and that I'll be back I'm not abandoning her.

So we get up to the access center thing and because of covid Nemo has to leave but I get taken back pretty fast for the physical part and asking the standard health questions. They also take my stuff including my phone and the pieces of paper that I wrote down all my problems on and a brief breakdown of my childhood traumas. I sit in a pretty okay chair for what feels like an hour. I cry a bit but nothing too noticeable when I finally got back to see the crisis counselor she basically said I'm very knowledgeable about my mental illnesses and told me that she'd let their therapy coordinator know to give me a call on Tuesday and also gave me her business card so I could call too and said as long as I'm not a danger to myself I can go home. In that moment I wasn't in danger of hurting myself more and I did want to go home instead of being admitted so I could take care of Miss Phyre but this was the second time a crisis counselor told me I wasn't in enough danger to be admitted like? Excuse me? Sorry my fucking emotions turn on a fucking dime but I absolutely need professional fucking help please?

She led me back to my chair to wait for the psychiatrist or whatever and that time I didn't have to wait as long. I got a turkey sandwich box thingy that came with a fruit cup chips and a string cheese as well as mustard and mayo in packets to put on it and tomatoes and Lettuce on the side so you can add them if you want them. I only had time to eat the fruit cup and started spreading the mayo on my sandwich before the psychiatrist came to me and we talked and he said the same thing as the counselor thag I'm very insightful about my failings and then put me on welbutrin instead of Lexapro and said I'm good to go home. I went back to the chair finished making the sandwich and then ate it while filling out their crisis sheet thingy that's like when I'm in a bad place who can I go to type shit. I still had to wait to actually be discharged so J ate the string cheese too. I finally left and had to wait another thirtyish minutes for Nemo to come pick me up.

What the scratches looked like right after being discharged. We went back to Sam's house because dad was still doing the electrical and we stayed there for another hour or two before going home. Don't remember much after the discharge honestly.

Monday was labor day and we went shopping I got my pills and stuff from Smiths. Then we went back home to wait for mom and Karleigh to get up so we could go to Joanne's tk make a playyard thing for aidrian and the dollar store for other stuff I don't remember. Then we went to the grocery store to get pita bread for dinner and something else I forgot but we ended up shopping and spent like 200 dollars. We also went to Lowes to get more pvc pipe for the playyard because dad apparently didn't get enough the first time. We ate dinner with Dave which was tikki masala and it was pretty dang good. Also before we got my pills I walked Miss Phyre for a while outside and she loved it. I decided to give her a bath afterwards since she doesn't wash herself and she was oaky the entire time she didn't meow or hiss or anything. She tried to climb out of the tub but not like in an aggressive manner like she didn't want anything to do with the water. She was such a good girl.

When Dave left we started working in the playyard. We wrapped some pink tulle on the sides and tied it to the pvc with some thin yarn. It took us hours to do and it was just mom Karleigh and me because dad went to bed. It was grueling work because my body was already exhausted from shopping all day and I had to hold my arms above my head for extended periods of time. My heels were in excruciating pain but we finally finished half of the playyard at about 1230 only to find out the other tulle we bought was the wrong stuff. It was too small to have it folded over to keep the sides secure and wasn't long enough to reach both ends of the other tulle so we had to give up for the night which actually pissed me off more than finishing it would have probably. I ended up only going to sleep at 5 am and waking up at about 9 on Tuesday but it was a nice cool day so I took Miss Phyre out for another walk and while we walked I typed up the previous Tumblr post. When I was ready to go inside and take a break from reliving the shit that happened I saved it to drafts so I could finish it later and brought Miss Phyre inside. Then I realized that it didn't actually save it and I had another breakdown but not nearly as intense as Sunday. It didn't help that the therapy coordinator never actually called me. I got a call from a bit for Intermountain that asked a bunch of questions like do I understand my discharge orders am I feeling safe did I get medication and do I understand how to take the medication and I had to hit 1 for yes 2 for no and 3 for unsure and one of the questions was like am I still feeling like I'm in a crisis or something and I had to hit 1 three times because it just wouldn't register it and that pissed me off and made me mad that it was automated and they didn't even bother to have areal human call and talk to me. After every question I answered basically they said were sorry to hear that well have a nurse follow up with you later today. I ignored both calls from the nurse because I just didn't have the energy to deal with it after the Tumblr thing. Like I wasted so much energy just typing it out and what little I had left just instantly sapped after I realized it was gone. The second voicemail the nurse left mentioned that it would be the last time trying to get into contact with me but also that our insurance has mental health advocates so thats something I need to look into.

Eventually Cavell told my dad that I needed to be watched I guess and since dad was still at work and mom had just left to take aidrian back home mandi came downstairs and spent time with me. Cavell told my sad that I needed to eat so he texted mandi to make sure I ate something and we went upstairs and made pizza and waited for dad to come home. After that we had to wait for mom and Karleigh to get back so we could go back to Joanne's to get the right tulle and while we were there I bought some double pointed needles so I could make some wrist warmers to hide the scratches. I also wrapped them up which just made it seem way more serious than it was since they were too close for bandaids to work right I had to use gauze and ace wrap.

We thankfully didn't finish the playyard yesterday we're supposed to some time today but hopefully I'll be asleep before then.

I also left the access center a review since they only had two. One one star review that was basically my experience and one five star with no description from an account that only gives 5 star reviews and seems like a bot.

Nemo wanted me to call the center for evidence based treatment last night because Google said they closed at 7 but when I called they closed at 5 so I called today instrad and nobody answered so I filled out their online form and I just got the response email from them so I'm going to hopefully get better soon I guess.

Love you always.

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