#and this is the first ask I've gotten in a w h i l e

[ice-and-starlight]

I’m jumping you back into the hp fandom. I need to know your in depth opinions on jily!

Are you sure? I mean, are you sure?

...Alright, then.

WARNINGS: This is going to be so very extremely anti. Anti-Lily, Anti-James, Anti-Jily, Anti-JKR. Just... so much negativity. Seriously, please don't read this if you like even a part of any of these.

Are we clear?

Okay.

So, to begin with, James and Lily are held up as paragons of virtue for a lot of the first half of the series, and I'm honestly convinced that's what JKR intended them to be. Even when she tries to make them more like characters than ideals, it's fairly half-hearted from an author who has brought us such great examples of depth and complexity as Severus Snape and Albus Dumbledore.

There is so much room for extrapolation and fan interpretations, not least of all because both of them exhibit some deeply disturbing behaviour that mostly gets glossed over by the narrative. And my interpretations aren't going to be kind. Mostly, I'm sad to say, as a reaction to 1) fans of Jily trying to shove it down my throat when I was a teenager and 2) JKR's anti-trans warmongering making me highly critical of a lot of her attitudes towards gender, sexuality, and relationships.

So, first, I'm going to try and detail what we actually know about them from canon. Then, I'm going to talk a bit about how knowledge of JKR's prejudices and biases have affected my interpretation. Then... I'm going to drag Jily through the mud.

So, James and Lily met on the train to boarding school at eleven. James picked on her friend based on a social prejudice that's new to her, and she removed them from the situation. Over the following years, James picks on her friend frequently, which she doesn't ever seem indignant about, culminating in the event where James, who's had a crush on her for a while and obviously enough that Severus noticed it, tries to threaten her into dating hi., Lily puts him down harshly, and then leaves her newly ex-friend to his mercies after he insulted her. At some point about a year to a year and a half later, they start dating after 'James deflated his head a little'. They marry straight out of school, and join a vigilante group to fight terrorists together. Also, James goes into training to become an Auror. There is no mention, afaik, as to what else Lily is doing in that time, besides that we know that she and James 'thrice defied' Voldemort, presumably in person, given that I'm sure a lot more couples 'thrice defied' him in some way during the course of those three years. They have a child two years into joining this war, and go into hiding to protect him. They know there's a spy in the Order, and this fractures their friendships (well, James's we're never told who Lily's friends are besides Severus except that she has them), while James chafes at the restrictions of being in hiding. Eventually, Voldemort finds them, and James tries to hold him off without a wand while Lily runs upstairs to get Harry, then stands over his crib begging Voldemort to spare her baby.

That's... pretty much all we know of them from canon.

Metatextually, we know that Lily is meant to represent the unconditional love of the mother, the selfless sacrifice, and James is meant to represent the ideal that Harry's striving to become. (Ask me some time about how disturbing I find the parallels between Jily and Hinny.) And that together, they are meant to be the shining example of love and happiness and bravery and justice. (Also ask me some time about how there isn't a single adult in Harry's life who looks at him and cares (or doesn't care) about him for him, instead of because of who his parents are.)

And given what I now know about JKR's ideas about gender, gender roles, and therefore the standard hetrosexual relationships of our society... The disturbing inconsistencies between what we're told about Jily and what we actually see of their relationship begin to make a lot more sense.

So on the one hand, I fully believe that Lily and James belong together and deserve each other. On the other, I don't really mean that as a good thing.

James's feelings towards Lily are not selfless and they're not kind. He bullies her friend and tries to use that as leverage to get her to date him, and literally only stops where she can see him after that. Lily... finds that good enough. Frankly, given some of the details and turns of phrase in the the Prince's Tale, I would go so far as to say she passively encouraged him even before that. Look at the way she talks to Severus about the bullying. She condemns James's behaviour once, in passing, to stop Severus from bringing him up so that she can continue to scold him. (I'm not passing judgement on whether that scolding was justified or not, that is a whole different meta.)

We don't know what they looked like while they were dating, but we do know they probably weren't even dating for a full year before they got married. Understandable given the state of war their world was in, but... not something I'd hold up as a sign of good decision making on either of their parts. James 'got the girl' (I don't think I need to elaborate on why I find that whole dynamic skeevy) and Lily... I get some serious 'I can fix him' vibes from her decision to date him, and that never ends well. After that, we're told that James and Sirius are trying/want to become Aurors. (I think. I can't actually remember where... Please correct me if I'm wrong and that's only fanon.) With no mention of what Lily's doing afaik.

We know she fights for the order, but... I expect, if you asked JKR what Lily's career was, the answer would be 'housewife'. Within a year or so, she's pregnant, a year later, she's in hiding, a year later, she's dead.

Now, I do understand that part of the justification for all of this will be 'it was war, they were young and in love', but it seems like a really stupid thing, to me, when they've been personally and repeatedly targeted by Voldemort himself, to have a baby. They're really young, James can't possibly be out of training yet, there is a mass-murdering dark wizard gunning for them, Lily is part of his preferred demographic to torture and kill, and their reaction is 'you know what would make this situation better? A baby!'?!

Now, why would Lily, who from what we've seen was a passionate, (self-)righteous person, be willing to take time off from fighting a war that's both extremely personal to her and also escalating fairly quickly, to dedicate herself to raising a baby? Because motherhood is the epitome of womanhood. How could she not?

Hello, JKR, I can see you there behind the curtain again.

As for James in all of this... Well, I've written a draft ranting about James Potter that I didn't post because I try not to spew negativity all over the internet anymore (I tried that once, it wasn't fun for anybody). But I will say that I think there are some deeply sinister interpretations of a rich spoiled bully immediately going into law enforcement after school while his 'headstrong' wife ends up staying home to watch the baby.

TL;DR: Lily and James are that perfect married couple who on the surface appear to be every romantic dream made real, but when you scratch the surface, a lot of ugliness oozes out. At best they were young and stupid and made some significant mistakes that they never got the chance to learn from and reflect on because they died so young. At worst they were a toxic, abusive mess vying for power over each other and we only never got to see them fall apart because they died so young.

(Of course, they never would have, because we know that this is JKR's idea of an ideal relationship. Yikes.)

They are so severely fucked up, and if they'd actually been presented that way, I might have actually found them engaging and interesting, as individuals and as a couple. But I took a hard right into 'I'm fucking done' because so many people bought into the stereotypical heteronormative love story of a couple who can do no wrong.

#ANTI #anti Jily #anti James Potter #anti Lily Evans #anti JKR #I am not kidding #I am not kind to anyone in this post #and while I am happy to have a friendly debate on this #don't try to come at me because you're pro any of this #it's behind a read more for a reason #just keep scrolling #I am answering this because I crave social interaction #and this is the first ask I've gotten in a w h i l e #but I AM aware that there's a high likelihood #of this being an attempt to stir shit #rather than a genuine question #...I am a fool #I am aware

[smileylover99]

Tagged by @weprovideleverage

thank you for the tag :)

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag blogs you would like to get to know better.

a - age: 23

b - birthplace: The North of the Netherlands

c - current time: 21:03

d - drink you last had: water as well, most times it is

e - easiest person/people to talk to: my sister

f - favorite song: god idk it's always changing imma go with the free life by Turbowolf

g - grossest memory: i've mostly blocked it out but there was this one campsite in France and when we arrived the sanitary building closest to us were nice and clean, but then for like the week we stayed there they never cleaned it 🙃

h - horror yes or horror no: no mostly, but occationally (I have also listened to tma)

i - in love?: not so far, and probably not ever

j - jealous of people?: rarely

l - love at first sight or should I walk by again?: save yourself the effort, I would like to be friends at first sight tho

m - middle name: no thank you

n - number of siblings: said sister from question e

o - one wish: long term probably like happiness, short tem a bigger appartment

p - person you called last: I had like a communication training and a week later we had to physically call an actor to do like a final practice convo before the real deal

q - question you are always asked: people don't really ask me questions?? the best i can think of is like what do you do? are you still studying? from like relatives and my parents neighbours

r - reason to smile: it's the weekend

s - song you sang last: Durch den Monsun by Tokio Hotel dkjlajdkl

t - time you woke up: at 8:00

u - underwear colour: black and white dots

v - vacation destination: I have a couple of places. I really want to see the northern light so like iceland or northern Norway for that one. I also wanna go back to Hong Kong because my last trip got cut quite abruptly. Also I want to see Tokyo.

w - worst habit: probably like scaring myself out of things ill enjoy

x - x-rays: oh shit it's good you mentioned the teeth thing cause ive gotten many a pictures of my teeth done, never broken a bone tho

y - your favorite food: I love spätzle, which i should make more often

z - zodiac sign: Leo, which is like the super social butterfly, i consider my self more a social moth, very energetic at random times and sit completely still for the rest

People who I want to get to know better: @itwoodbeprefect @ghost-faeries @pomato-queendom @localsealboy @pablothefrog (Only if you want to, of course.)

#actually trying to improve on my bad habit by interacting with people online lol #tagged in

[countlessrealities]

Are there any instruments that you play? Do you sing? { For Evil Rick, SR and AR }

Unprompted asks || Always accepting !

The guard and the black market dealer exchange a look at the query, the first already starting to look a little uneasy while the latter is smirking widely. Evil Rick's expression, instead, remains emotionless as per usual.

"Uh, d-damn if that isn't a question tha-that brings back some old memories. A-At least for me. S-Someone still hasn't gotten over his punk phase," SR speaks up first, shooting a meaningful look in his best friend's direction and earning a snort in response. "I-I had my...Flesh Curtains phase, like most Ricks. B-But, uh, I was more of an instrument player than a singer. I-I left that part to Birdperson."

"An-And with that he means tha-that his singing is shit," AR steps in with a snicker, clearly delighted to have the chance to tease the other in public. "I-I got him to do karaoke with me once an-and daaaamn, I-I'll regret it for the rest of my sorry life."

"Hey! I-I'm not that bad!" The guard protests, but his embarrassed expression seems to tell another story. "I-I swear, AR, if you don't shut the fuck up..."

Of course, his words fall to deaf ears, as they often do whenever he is addressing them to that walking menace he calls his best friend. Now that he has gotten started the idiot won't shut up till he decides that he has had enough fun.

"Y-Yes, you are, mate," the black market dealer argues back, unfazed by the unfinished threat. If something, it seems to have amused him even more. "B-But this guy," he points towards the other with his thumb, "can fuckin' rock a guitar. T-The drummers too, but fuck, y-you should see how he gets with a guitar in hand. I-I didn't recognise him the first time! H-he's real freakin' wild. L-Like, shit, his Mr Boring persona totally falls of an-and he becomes this unhinged dude w-who got some goddamn good moves an-and, lemme tell you, it's kinda hot. E-Especially when he..."

"G-God fuckin' dammit, AR! Shut. Up!"

"W-What? Don't tell me that y-you're that embarrassed of y-...mhpf!"

Whatever was supposed to come next is silenced by a gloved hand forcefully slapped over AR's mouth.

"T-This idiot can sing...really well, I-I can't deny it...and he plays the bass," the guard finishes, answering the question in place of his best friend. "An-And he also writes song that are...good. An-And this is all two two of us are saying."

And with that, he grabs the younger version of himself by the collar and drags him away.

"..."

A beat of silence.

"I-I've never met Birdperson and Squanchy. For what I know, they never existed in my original dimension," Rick speaks up in a flat tone. "I-I never had a bad, never made myself look like a fool on stage. But...I do like certain kinds of music. A-Are there any instruments that I play? Yes. The piano, the organ and...I can do something with a guitar. D-Do you sing? Yes."

As soon as the last word is out of his mouth, he turns on his heels and stalks away. The exchange, in his eyes, is clearly over.

#[ ic :: anon asks ] #[ ic :: Evil Rick ] #[ ic :: s314 Rick ] #[ ic :: a991 Rick ] #[ headcanons :: Evil Rick ] #[ headcanons :: s314 Rick ] #[ headcanons :: a991 Rick ] #[[ don't mind AR and SR bickering ]] #[[ while Evil Rick is his laconic self as per usual ]] #[[ also SR who's Mr Composure being unhinged when he plays the guitar omg xD ]] #;; queue #[ ooc :: mun's headcanons ]

[freakynct]

「𝒂-𝒛 𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔」

— jung yoon-oh

‏‏‎ ‎

a; aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

jaehyun can get pretty rough without even noticing it but he never forgets to take care of you after he's done with you. he's the first one to get up, grabbing a warm wet towel to clean you up. he doesn't talk much during it, prefers to place gentle kisses over your skin after brushing the towel over it. helps you put on some comfortable clothes on and cuddles with you if that's what you ask for

b; body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

i feel like he's very proud of his body and his favorite body part on himself might be his abs. on you, it's definitely your eyes, he loves interesting and distinct eyes and loves staring into them, makes him feel closer to you

c; cum (anything to do with cum basically)

i think he doesn't have a preference when it comes to where to cum, he likes doing it everywhere, your mouth, inside you, your back, stomach, he's happy to cum wherever you want him to. i feel like he cums a lot and sometimes it can be messy but he lowkey likes that

d; dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

jaehyun secretly loves to spend money on women. either going to the strip club and just spending the whole night throwing stacks of money to half naked women dancing in front of him or sticking bills in a stripper's panties while getting a private lap dance or, the most secret of his fantasies, paying some hooker to have sex with him. there's something about being able to afford all of these dirty fantasies and all of these women that makes him feel powerful and that turns him on so much

e; experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

i feel like jaehyun is the most likely to get involved in one night stands and purely sexual relationships out of everyone, so i do believe he has a lot of experience and really knows what he's doing. i don't wanna say a specific number of people he has slept with but i'm guessing a lot

f; favourite position (goes without saying)

jaehyun loves any position that gives him power over you and where you look vulnerable to him, so probably one of his favorites is when he has you face down and ass up and he holds your arms behind your back while he thrusts into you. sometimes, if he's feeling a little bit more rough, he will even hold both your wrists with one hand and pull on your hair with the other

g; goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

i don't see jaehyun having sex in any other way but serious. he's really not the type to goof around with you when it comes to sex, it's something serious and sensual to him, not something to giggle about, i think he would feel a little awkward if that happened

h; hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

we've seen his little happy trail so i think he definitely doesn't shave everything, i really don't see him doing that anyways. probably just trims it well and that's it

i; intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

i think jaehyun really needs to be in a certain mood to make love to you, so it's either a very special occasion or he's feeling more emotional because otherwise i really see him as the type to prefer rougher sex most of the time and that's just how naturally he is. but don't be fooled, because when he does make love to you, he really knows how to be sweet and take really good care of you, don't forget that jaehyun is a softie at heart. i also think that jaehyun is one of the members that is more comfortable with having a purely sexual relationship, he doesn't need to be in a relationship to have sex at all

j; jack off (masturbation headcanon)

i think he jacks off regularly, probably 4-5 times a week. he needs it to let off some stress and relax. if he can't have someone to fuck then he won't hesitate to use his hand and he has gotten really good at it. he chooses a time when he's alone, most likely at night, pulls out some of his favorite porn that he probably already has saved, and starts stroking himself. he doesn't waste time teasing himself or edging, he likes to get straight to the point and cum as soon as he can. he only makes noise when he's actually cumming, groaning as he releases his seed over his hand

k; kink (one or more of their kinks)

jaehyun has many kinks and probably hides a good portion of them, only fantasizing about them in his head. i feel like his main kinks would be power play, sir/daddy kink, choking, hair pulling, face fucking, brat taming, degradation, exhibitionism and anything else that allows him to show his strength over you, he likes to feel powerful during sex

l; location (favourite places to do it)

i feel like having sex in risky places would turn in on beyond belief. he would particularly like to fuck you against a window, the thought of someone seeing how well he's fucking you making him even harder and making him fuck you even rougher. he also loves to fuck you on top of hard surfaces like a table, desk or even counter

m; motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

he loves the way a soft kiss can turn into an intense makeout session. the feeling of having your hands holding his face, your lips gently brushing over his, the kiss starting slow and soft, hands start to get a little more eager, trying to reach everywhere, tongues slowly making their way into each others mouths, lips moving harder against one another, that right there. that's something that makes his pants feel tighter

n; no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

another member i think wouldn't like to be dommed at all. like i've mentioned many times, jaehyun strikes me as the type to want to be in control and feel powerful during sex so i don't think he would enjoy handing that power to someone else and letting them use it on him

o; oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

i feel like he enjoys giving oral the most when he's close to that person or when he's in a relationship. he doesn't enjoy it as much if it's a random person he just met. however he loves receiving oral from anyone at all times, it never fails to turn him on when someone is standing on their knees in front of him with his cock between their lips

p; pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

jaehyun fucks rough and hard most of the time. he's strong and easily likes to throw you around and "use you" for his pleasure. he gets really excited and sometimes forgets how rough he can be. he loves thrusting deep and hard inside you, likes to feel you squirming and shaking under him and to see the small bruises forming under his fingertips. he will only be gentle and sweet if he's feeling vulnerable or you ask him very nicely

q; quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

i wouldn't say it's his favorite thing but he also wouldn't say no to it. quickies are sometimes necessary to him if he's feeling really horny and there's not much time or you're somewhere less appropriate. if he needs to have you then he'll have you and that's when quickies come in handy. but he prefers proper sex so much more

r; risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

he isn't the riskiest person but he would be lying if he said it didn't turn him on. he probably wouldn't enjoy if someone actually walked in on him but the thought of it somehow excites him. when it comes to experimenting i feel like he would only do it if it's something that he has also fantasized about and knows that he'll probably enjoy. but if it's something that he's not into, he will refuse to do it even if you really want to, there's just some things that he won't do

s; stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

i feel like jaehyun isn't the type to go for many rounds, he prefers to have just one long and intense round. he has a lot of self control and can last for a really long time, can and will make you cum multiple times but once he has done it, i don't think he would want another round, except in rare cases when he or you are still very horny

t; toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

no toys, i really don't see him using them. and it's not even because he doesn't like them or anything like that, he simply doesn't see a point in it when he can make you feel so good himself. he wants to be the reason why you're squirming and moaning and cumming and he doesn't need toys for that

u; unfair (how much they like to tease)

he's not the type to tease that much, only when he's in a very particular mood. he likes to go straight to the point and doesn't like to waste time with little games. i feel like when he does tease you, it's definitely with his words rather than with his touch

v; volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)

he's not that loud, more of a heavy breather and spends most of sex panting. groans loudly when he cums though

w; wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

you hum against jaehyun's soft lips, feeling how he grows harder against you, under the fabric of his pants. it had been two weeks since you last saw each other but his hungry kiss gave away how much he had missed you. he grabbed your waist a little bit tighter and pressed your back against the wall even harder, a thin string of spit connecting your lips when he moved away to look into your eyes, his gaze dark and intense. one of his hands left your waist to pet your hair, feeling the way it started to apply some pressure over your head, signaling for you to drop to your knees, which you happily did, your hands wandering around over his prominent boner. "you're gonna take me inside your pretty little mouth, hm? did you miss my cock baby? yeah? you're gonna let me fuck your little mouth? that's my good girl."

x; x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

jaehyun is on the average size and more on the thicker side. you'll definitely feel the stretch but it's one of the best feelings and your hand will probably look small around him. he's most likely circumcised as well

y; yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

he's good at hiding it and holding it in and sometimes when he's away from you that's exactly what he has to do but on a perfect scenario, he's ready to have sex about 4-5 times a week. he doesn't get turned on super easily but if you learn what he likes and you make the right moves, you'll be able to have him anytime you'd like

z; zzz (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

like i've mentioned in the beginning, jaehyun pays close attention to aftercare, so he won't fall asleep until he's sure you're taken care of. after all that is done, i do see him falling asleep rather quickly

#nct smut #nct 127 smut #nct dream smut #wayv smut #kpop smut #jung jaehyun smut #jaehyun imagines #jaehyun smut #yoonoh smut #yoonoh scenarios #nct 127 reactions #nct 127 imagines #a z analysis series #a z challenge #request

[prophet-of-booba-lady]

Hello! May I ask for a Re8 match-up please? (also since I do them too feel free to ask for one if you'd like one!) Anyways tysm in advance!

So I'm a straight and I use she/her pronouns!

I'm a leo and a ENTP.

I'm 5'4 I know.....short. I'm very skinny, and petite....I don't weigh a lot for my age but look pretty fit and I'm in good shape, I also have the body shape of a cereal box...but I have some wide hips and thick thighs so that makes up for it I guess. I have thick brown hair that goes down to my mid back and big brown eyes. I'm also very pale and I have freckles ALL over my face and body.

When you see me at first I tend to look intimidating or angry but I promise i'm the opposite, I goofy and sarcastic about 99% of everything that comes out of my mouth is sarcasm, or some joke. I'm also also hard headed, stubborn and feisty (it kinda makes up for my height) but I love a good competition and competing for things. I'm also very closed off with my feelings. I won't ever talk about them and if you ask I'd always say I'm doing fine even when I'm not. I also have anxiety and I tend to run my fingers through my hair when I'm stressed. I also fight for what I want even if it hurts me, and I push myself a little too far sometimes and usually someone else will have to snap me out of it.

I love 90's and 80's rock! Especially 90's grunge music! Honestly the 90's is the best but anything under the rock genre is good! I also love sarcasm, dry humor and a little bit of dad jokes too. I have a grunge style as well I wear TONS of flannels, combat boots, band t-shirts etc.

Some random things about me: I was on a swim team for 9 years and i've gotten tons of trophies, medals, and ribbons from it. I love the sound of rain and thunderstorms because it calms me, I also like the smell of cigarette smoke....let me explain. When I was a kid my parents smoked a lot and I was used to it so even though it smells bad it reminds me of home.

I hate spiders.....like if I see one....then I'm gonna freak out and scream.

Ethan Winters is who I match you with. Now I had a bit of a struggle between him and Heisenberg because like I think the two have very similar tastes in significant others. However dad jokes is what ultimately swayed my vote for this.

Ethan and you probably have a pretty close relationship, like people on the outside see a perfect couple, you guys probably have normal couple arguments, he left the seat up in the bathroom and you fell in, you stole the blanket in the middle of the night. But units a very domestic relationship. People W I L L mistake you as husband and wife. You teach rose how to swim, you don't trust Ethan with that part of "firsts" for rose. He can teach her to ride a bike but no one is going to be a better swim teacher than you. You will physically fight Ethan if you have to. Anyways... Ethan will N O T deal with a spider issue. If you see a spider and point it out to him he will scream too. You H A V E to ask Alcina for help.

I really hope you enjoyed this bestie!

- The Prophet

[piranya]

alphabet question meme tagged by the stinky jafar fucker @dongdraper

i tag whoever wants to do this!!

A - age: 28

B - birthplace: new jersey

C - current time: 5:38 pm

D - drink you last had: cream soda

E - easiest person to talk to: @mythicakay

F - favorite song: rn its Messer - Machine

G - grossest memory: any time spent with my uncle bruce

H - horror yes or horror no: it's okay. i prefer when its art/animated but i don't hate written or live action horror

I - in love?: unfortunately. not reciprocated tho so its fine

J - jealous of people?: jealous of ppl with money

L - love at first sight or should i walk by again?: my love for you is like diarrhea i just cant hold it in. stop, drop and roll now 'cause baby, you're on fire. i'll bet your outfit makes a lot of noise in the dryer

M - middle name: i don't have one but i'm thinking about making it "lucifer" what do you think

N - number of siblings: 1 older brother 15 yrs my senior so i'm basically an only child. by the time i was old enough to remember things he was moved out

O - one wish: mind ya business :^)

P - person you called last: i don't do phone calls,,,, text me

Q - question you are always asked: can i vent to you? jk nobody asks first

R - reasons to smile: i'm alive at the same time as mitch grassi <3

S - song you sang last: idk but i have weird al - wanna b ur lovr stuck in my head now after that stupid pick up line question

T - time you woke up: do i look like i keep track of that shit

U - underwear colour: light blue

V - vacation destination: can i please just go to the mcr concert i bought tickets for 2 years ago

W - worst habit: trusting the wrong people

X - x-rays: i had some done for my chronic back issues & the two times i've gotten a concussion. also once when my old dog bit my hand

Y - your favorite food: i like a good mac n cheese with toasty edges. and sushi is good. french fries. spicy chickin nugets. pasta

Z - zodiac sign: aquarius i guess

#tag meme

[nightshadeshadow123]

Paw prints on the Agent's heart🐾part 1:

Alex Danvers x reader🔫🐾

Reader is able to turn into a huge horse sized wolf, Supergirl and the DEO have been trying to capture and recruit you for years yet have no such luck so far and it only gets harder when CADMUS steps into the whole sitution to get the wolf for themselves and cause distruction anywhere they can. What if that werewolf turns out to be Supergirl's childhood friend from Kryton before it was destroyed? Will the badass DEO agent be able to melt the heart of the seemingly cold werewolf?

Tag list:

@retro-aesthe @blackluthxr @samustar @aznblossom @ibe-anne @lezzzbehonesthere

🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾

The whispers of the huge black wolf with blood red eyes had been going haywire as of late even though it was going on for two years now. Sighting of the wolf had been wild spread all over the media and internet, people making theories, rumors, photoshoped pictures and people even claiming to 'know' the wolf and The DEO has yet to catch it, with a heavy heart slowly losing hope in catching the wolf with every failed attempt. Not even Supergirl were able to catch the wolf.

They've tried catching it two years before Kara started being supergirl and learning that her adoptive sister is a agent of DEO and Alex had many more attempts in that two years but haven't gotten far.

It was Alex who had seen the wolf for the first time, confirming that the rumors are in fact true. They've shrugged it of as a fairytale but now they knew it was far from that.

The wolf never caused any real trouble, only appearing to safe people from any danger that Supergirl weren't in time for before running of again.

The first time Alex encountered the wolf was when she was sent out on a mission to evistegate and spy on a shady group.

Alex only managed to gain info from their building but as she was jumping into the alleway she didn't expect two gaurds to block her from back and front, glock 17 pistols aimed at her, ready to shoot.

It was already night time so it was a bit hard to see but the near street lights made a bit of light to see.

"Now, we'll be taking that information back girly." The man in front of her said in a stern voice.

"Over my dead body." Alex stood firm, not once faltering, glaring at the man angrily, left hand discretely lowering to grab her own pistol, aiming it at the man's head.

"As you wish." The same man said, tightening hold on his pistol.

"Just surrender and nobody have to die." Alex tried to reason, really not wanting to kill them.

"Oh, I'm so scared." The man at her back mocked.

"Yeah. I'm trembling in fear." The front guy joined in on the mocking, staring Alex down with intense dark eyes.

A howl futher down the alley caught all three their attention.

"What the heck?" The man in the back wondered aloud, eyes scanning their surroundings but gun still aimed at Alex.

"Pfft pussy. It's probably just a dog." The front man snickerd at his friend, not bothering to take his eyes off of Alex.

"W-what if it's the wolf from the rumors?" The other man asked.

"Ha! I don't believe in that crap and you shouldn't either. It's a story people tell their children so they'll listen." The man laughed at his friends words.

"Far from just a story fella's." A cold femine voice said from the shadows making them turn and look for the source of the voice.

"Show yourself lady! Don't play games and we'll make your death painless." The front guy pointed his gun in diffrent directions, spuinting to see better in the dark but could see nothing.

"Now where would be the fun in that?" The female said again but this time near the back guy, making him yelp and frantically search for the voice.

Alex took advantage of their distraction, running at the first guy, knocking him to the ground and knocking his gun out of reach as it dropped to the ground with a clatter.

"WHY YOU-" The man tried to swing a punch at Alex but Alex blocked it and punched him twice in the face, the first punch breaking the man's nose making him scream in pain catching his partners attention that tried shooting at her but his shot missed, the bullet flying past her and lodging into his friends shoulder, making him yell in agony.

"Shit!" The man yelled and took aim at Alex again but at that moment a figured emerged from the shadows, turning into a black wolf mid jump and knocking the man to the ground, his yelp cut short when his forehead collided with the hard ground with a crack.

Alex jumped away from the first man, brown eyes taking in at what have happened to the other man but what she saw left her frozen in shock.

In front of her was a huge black wolf standing over the knocked out man, paws covered in blood that's seeping from the wound on his forehead.

"What in the hell?" Alex asked shocked, making the wolf look up at her, piercing red eyes staring into her brown eyes.

The huge wolf made a huffing sound, staring into her awe filled eyes a moment longer before turning tail and dissapearing around the dark corner.

"WAIT!" Alex snapped back to reality and ran after the wolf.

The wolf paused, making Alex stop too and stare at the wolf.

The wolf made eye contact for a moment before shifting into human form making Alex gape in shock.

The darkness made it impossible to clearly see the woman but she could only make out glowing (e/c) eyes and a glimpse of (h/l) (h/c) hair.

The woman spared her a wink before dissapearing down another alley.

Alex's POV:

I stood shocked once again as the woman winked before dissapearing down another alley.

I shook out of my shock, briefly looking down at the two uncious men before I ran to where I've parked my bike, getting on it and putting on my helmet and then took off down the streets, whipping past cars as I raced back to The DEO facility.

🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾

"So, you mean that the rumors are really true?" J'onn J'onzz asked, curiously looking at Alex, his arms folded infront of his chest.

"Yes. I saw it with my own eyes. If she didn't show up there I certaintly would've been dead." Alex confirmed, messing with her gun that is in it's holster.

"Well then. I'm glad that you are safe. You are one of my best agents." Jonn smiled at her, patting her shoulder.

"Go get cleaned then you can go home. You deserve a good rest. We will talk about this tommrow." With that Jonn left the changing rooms.

Alex looked down at the blood on her knuckels from when she punshed the guy.

"What a night." Alex got cleaned up then grabbed her things before going home on her bike again.

🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾

Upon arriving home, Kara immediately flung herself from the sofa, hugging Alex.

"Where were you sis? I was worried." Kara asked after pulling away, allowing Alex to lock the door.

"I was just working late. A last minute emercency popped up when I was just about to leave." Alex lied, feeling guilty about having to lie to her sister that didn't even know she worked as a DEO agent.

"I'm glad you are home. Now we can watch movies. I already ordered pizza and potstickers." Kara said excitedly, smiling goofily.

Alex laughed at her sister, pulling her towards the sofa. "I'm still not used to how much you eat. Damn kryptonians."

"What? I'm still growing. And besides, can fight crime with an empty stomach." Kara joked.

"Yeah, okay, sure whatever you say."

That night Alex kept turning and twisting in bed, not being able to get the wolf's glowing red eyes out of her mind.

🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾🐺🐾

My first attempt at a multipart x reader fic. I'll start working on a part two if people like it enough. Let me know if you'd like more parts of this. There are a bit timeskips in certain parts. And once again sorry for any spelling mistakes or wordings, english isn't my first language. Not sure how far I'll make this fic or even finish it, part two is already laying in my ever confusing draft list.

#alex danvers x reader #alex danvers imagines #supergirl imagine #kara danvers x reader #kara danvers imagines

[gone4neow]

MIGHTY | ⓅⒸⓎ

c h a p t e r t w e l v e

- park chanyeol x oc

- mulan rewrite [very loosely inspired by the disney version]

- warnings : cursing, dark themes, extreme violence

- work count : 2,844

previous chapter or next chapter

——————————————————————————

The next few days consisted of the same routine. The group would wake up in the morning, pack up, and move on to a new location. The soldiers were tired. Their limbs ached and their minds were growing restless. Though they were all trying their best to hang on to the last bit of determination hidden away in their bones. To Eunyeong, there was nothing more inspiring to see the group of men pushing forward together in an attempt to win the war. And so, her soul was lit with an untouchable fire.

The wound on her arm was slowly healing day by day. It still burned, but she was able to push the pain to the back of her mind for the most part. Despite trying her best to assure Baekhyun that she was okay, the man fawned over her like she was inches away from shattering into a million pieces. It was endearing, really, but the woman hated being treated as if she were so fragile.

"Why are you walking so slowly? Your arm was stabbed, not your feet," the general grumbled ahead of the woman. She followed closely behind him, cradling her injured arm close to her torso as they navigated through the forest trees.

"You're the one who suggested I come with you to get some water," the woman retorted. "You could've asked anyone else. Baekhyun has quite fast feet."

"You give him too much credit. The only time he moves quickly is when there's food involved," Chanyeol snickered.

"And Kyungsoo?"

"Someone has to watch over the group when I'm away."

"Then perhaps you should have come to get water on your own," Eunyeong scoffed. Immediately the man in front of her came to a halt. He turned and looked down at the woman just as she crashed into his chest. She looked up at him in surprise, not expecting him to be stopped right in front of her.

"I'm beginning to think you don't appreciate my company," the man hummed with distaste.

"What gave it away?" The woman played along with a small, taunting smile.

"You don't have to lie to me. I know you enjoy my company so much that you even dream about me," the man teased her. The smile on her face fell while she watched the corners of his lips curl.

"I don't dream about you," she breathed out quickly, a trace of bitterness in her voice. "Why would I do that?"

"You don't have to be so embarrassed. I-"

The man was cut off by the sound of something moving in the distance. Both the general and the soldier knelt on the ground instantly. They shared a worried glance before they averted their eyes away to search through the forest for a sign of an intruder. If the situation wasn't so tense the scene might have been funny. The pair were trying their best to hide behind trees that were far too thin to entirely conceal their figures. Their hands rested upon the handles of their weapons as if they were children awaiting a signal to start acting out an imaginative scene.

"I think it's safe, but I'm going to go do a quick scan just to be sure," Chanyeol announced when he grew impatient. "Stay here."

Eunyeong grabbed his wrist before he could completely leave her and pulled him back into a crouch. He looked at her with wide, confused eyes. She avoided his eyes for a few seconds before she finally released a soft sigh and looked at him.

"Can we not split up?" She asked softly. Her cheeks grew a bright shade of pink as embarrassment crept along her skin.

Chanyeol gave the woman a questioning look before suddenly his eyes narrowed in suspicion. Was the woman afraid? Upon the realization, his expression softened. Perhaps getting stabbed had affected her more than he realized. Or maybe the man who she had recognized was someone she feared.

"This is a war. How are you going to fight in a war if you're afraid?" The general asked her, hiding the sympathy he felt for the woman. Her eyes averted away from the man. He felt guilt crawl up his spine when he saw her head lower with shame.

Thunderous footsteps echoing off of the forest floor interrupted the man before he could say anything else. The pair looked up just as a figure emerged from the forest. Before either of them could react, the General was being tackled to the ground. His weapon that he had drawn fumbled out of his hands as he attempted to remove his attacker from his body.

Eunyeong rose to her feet and quickly approached the attacker. Knowing her arm would prove useless, she raised her right leg and gave a forceful kick against the man's side. He released a deep grunt as he fell off of the General and onto the ground. The woman moved quickly, pulling her dagger out and holding against the man's neck before the general could even process what had just happened.

"Howon," the woman called in a low tone. "Why are you doing this?"

"You wouldn't give in. I needed a way to get to you," the man admitted breathlessly.

"What does that even mean?" Eunyeong eyebrows furrowed with confusion.

"Don't you get it?" Howon asked as a smile formed on his face. "This war is mine. I started it. I knew your father would be selected. And I knew you'd be silly enough to pull this stunt."

Eunyeong's face scrunched up with revulsion at the revelation. The man sensed her shock and grabbed her wrist before jerking it roughly, sending the weapon in her hands flying across the forest. She released a whimper as pain shot up her hand.

"Don't touch him," the General commanded in a dangerous tone as he watched Howon sit up underneath the woman. Howon ignored the man as he grabbed Eunyeong's other wrist. His fingers dug into her skin like the stingers of the angriest wasps.

"I know it's hard to process, but that's the truth. If you want to see your parents again then you'll do as I say. If you don't, then I'll report you to the authorities. You wouldn't want that, would you?" The man spoke condescendingly towards the woman.

"Hey buddy, I'll end you right here right now if you don't let him go," the General threatened as he pressed the tip of his sword against the man's skull. Howon looked up at the man as if noticing him for the first time.

"You should really mind your own business," Howon snapped. "If I don't return to camp then there's a little letter that will be delivered directly to your father, pretty boy. Do you think I'm foolish enough to believe that you don't know about Eunyeong's true identity?"

Chanyeol paled at the information. He knew the situation he was now in was a possibility, but he hadn't planned for it to arrive so suddenly. Without having a plan to prevent such a catastrophe, he was left with little to no option but to let Howon control the situation. There was nothing in the world that made him feel so enraged. He had let the situation slip right out of his hands. What kind of leader was he?

"What is it t-that you want Howon?" Eunyeong stuttered out as she started to return from her state of shock.

"What I've always wanted: you," the man replied quickly as if he had been waiting for the question his entire life.

"And if I don't believe your story? You have n-no actual proof that you have power or authority over anything and yet you parade around t-the woods like you own the place." Eunyeong voice held fear in it, but her words were still confident. It was a sign that she was ready to fight no matter what. That alone made Chanyeol's chest swell with pride. He looked down at the man staring up at him and smirked. Checkmate.

"Is that what you think?" Howon snickered as he tilted his head while looking back at the woman. The woman hesitated but eventually gave a confident nod. The man beneath her suddenly gave a sharp whistle. Within just a few seconds, several men emerged from the trees and surrounded the trio. Their uniforms belonged to none other than the same enemies that they had been fighting for months. Eunyeong gasped as two of the men plucked her up from the ground. Chanyeol stood helpless as the men pointed their swords at him. Defeated, he lowered his weapon.

Howon rose to his feet in just a few seconds. The smile on his face was both radiant and patronizing. He had gotten them exactly where he wanted them and now there was nothing they could do. His plan was genius. Eunyeong's mind raced as she tried to conjure up an escape plan, but the sinking feeling in her gut told her that there was no out this time.

"So this war... was started by you? All for a woman that holds no admiration for you?" Chanyeol risked questioning with humor in his voice.

"This war was inevitable. It just so happened that the leader of this army gave me an opportunity to achieve my ambitions," Howon responded in a smooth tone.

"What's supposed to happen then? You and I get married and this war ends?" The woman asked with an expression of disgust on her face.

"Well don't look so excited," Howon replied. "Unfortunately this war cannot be stopped by me. I merely instigated it. Now it has to handle itself."

"Then what h-happens next?" She dared question further.

"I have plans for you and me to run off for a while until this mess cools down. Once it does, I'll bring you back to my village and we will be officially wedded. My family's been waiting for the perfect woman to come along to carry out the lineage," the man informed her.

The woman felt her stomach twist at his words. All her life she had wanted to be anything but another typical wife. Now, everything she had worked so hard for was vanishing right before her. Chanyeol watched the woman's face pale. He couldn't even fathom what kind of thoughts must have been going through her mind. Unfortunately, he was well too aware of his thoughts. There had not been a point in his life where he had ever felt so prepared to lose everything he had. Everything that he owned was nothing at that moment. Even his family had become a second thought. His heart and his mind were focused on the woman across from him.

She met his eyes a few seconds after the unsettling feeling had flooded through him. She could see a fire in his eyes that she had never before. At that moment she knew he was about to do something drastic. Her head shook slightly as she tried to stop him, but it was no use.

"Howon," he called with a venomous bite. "You won't be taking her anywhere. If she doesn't want to be with you, then she won't be."

Howon turned to look at the man with raised eyebrows at his tone. "And what exactly will stop me? If you're not aware, you're surrounded. Give it up pretty boy."

Not another word was shared before chaos broke out. The general turned and began to fight against the small army that had arrived with Howon. Eunyeong struggled as the men holding her gripped her tighter and tighter with every passing moment. She yelled out in anger as she watched Chanyeol fight against several men. He moved gracefully. Every attack he made was strategic and well thought out. But even so, there were too many. If he made any little mistake then it was over with for him. She knew the men would kill the General the first chance they got. Knowing his life was on the line evoked desperation from the woman, unlike any desperation she had felt before.

"Howon please - spare his life. I'll go with you! Just don't kill him!" Eunyeong cried out.

After a few more minutes of fighting against the men holding her in place, she finally broke free. Howon watched with parted lips as she stole one of the men's sword. Without hesitation, the blade in her hand sliced through the second man's throat. Howon felt himself grow lightheaded at the sight. He hadn't anticipated war turning the woman into a murderer. How was he supposed to marry someone that could potentially kill him at any given moment?

He stood frozen as he watched the woman and the general work together to deplete his group of men. Of course, he knew the general was no stranger to combat, but he hadn't expected to see such extreme talent. His heartbeat was racing in his chest. He wanted to run, but he couldn't look away from the woman who was becoming painted with the blood of his men. His feet were frozen in place.

When the number of his men had dwindled to almost nothing, he felt his flight kick in. Eunyeong, thankfully, caught sight of the man running before he could get too far ahead. She took off after him in a rush. Their feet thumped loudly against the soft earth beneath them as they ran. Howon's feet weren't confident in what direction they were going and after some time passed, the man tripped and rolled onto the forest floor.

"Oh, Howon..." Eunyeong called out in a pained voice. "What a shame that it's ending like this."

The man looked up at the woman with an expression of terror on his face. He tried crawling backward, hoping that by some miracle he would be able to escape her wrath. Unfortunately for him, she took slow, taunting steps with every move he made.

"Please, Eunyeong, don't do this. We can fix this," the man pleaded with her.

"Howon you can't fix this. You started a war. And now I am going to end it," she told the man with a frown on her face.

"You're going to kill me," the man whispered out in a shaky voice.

"Do I have a choice? We both know you won't rest until you get what you want. But I have some advice for you in regards to your next life - when a woman isn't interested in you, leave her alone," Eunyeong sighed. She clenched her eyes shut and lifted her sword before she brought it down in a rush.

A few minutes later, Eunyeong sat on a rock next to the river while the general crouched down next to the water. The woman watched him closely as he rose to his full height. He shook some water off of his hands before he turned and walked over towards her. Her eyes followed him as he crouched down beside her. Suddenly her heartbeat began to race.

"You shouldn't have gotten involved back there," he scolded her quietly as his large hand reach out and took her arm in his hold. She winced slightly, eyeing the bloody wound on her arm with disgust.

"I wasn't expecting you to be so crazy," she responded with a slight scoff. His eyes met hers for a few seconds before he looked back down at her wound. She watched his face closely as he brought a wet cloth up towards her arm. His eyebrows furrowed as he ran the material over her arm.

"So," the man started. "Your actual name is Eunyeong?"

The woman blinked down at him while her lips parted with surprise. She hated the way her heart skipped a beat at the sound of her name rolling off of his tongue. Even more so, she hated that even after everything that had just happened her mind was clouded with such provocative thoughts.

"Yes," she answered a moment of silence passed. The man glanced up at her, his lips curling slightly.

"It suits you," he commented quietly.

"Well I'm, uh, glad you think so. I would certainly hope so. If it didn't then I would have some trouble on my hands wouldn't I?" The woman rambled, her mind going in several different directions at once.

"Are you okay?" The man asked her with concern in her voice.

"Yes!" The woman answered almost too quickly. "It's just that I wasn't expecting this to happen."

"You should always expect the unexpected in war. Though, for someone who was caught off guard you handled the situation pretty well." The man replied absentmindedly as he continued washing the blood away from the woman's wound.

When his eyes snapped up to meet hers again, she forced a small smile upon her face. Perhaps she had handled that situation well, but that's not what she had been referring to. Her teeth dug into her tongue as she forced herself to keep this little secret of hers to herself. Some things were better left unsaid.

——————————————————————————

a / n : hi!! this chapter is shorter than most but it’s packed with a lot of action + a lot of moments between eunyeong and chanyeol so hopefully that makes up for the length! as always, hope everyone enjoys this chapter and the story. xx

#exo fanfic #exo x reader #exo #chanyeol #kpop #park chanyeol #park chanyeol fanfic #chanyeol fanfic #chanyeol fanfiction #chanyeol x reader #chanyeol x oc #park chanyeol x oc #park chanyeol x reader #exo x oc #exo writing #kpop writing #writing #park chanyeol fanfiction #mulan au #mulan #disney #mighty

[hentaimommi]

ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ | ᴇ. ᴋɪʀɪꜱʜɪᴍᴀ (x fem reader)

Warnings: none

Summary: Your 2nd year in university is pretty complex when your relationship is undefined

[A F T E R T H O U G H T]

When you're in University, the biggest happening apart from studies, is partying. You'll find in the dead of a Friday night, every dorm is lit. Fantastical colors, partying teens and adults, just enough to loosen everyone up.

Tonight was a Friday like any other. I'd go to a party, pretend to have fun, then sneak away to the male dorms.

Mina clicked her tongue while watching me strap on my heel. Her skin, dark and beautiful as it was, had been coated in a thick layer of body glitter. She never failed though, to look gorgeous.

"(F/N)! You look breath taking!" She smiled, hugging me. I stumbled a bit in the heels, but stood straight.

Heading to the party was a breeze. Along the way we picked up Momo and Jirou. Momo wore a long black maxi dress, Jirou in her usual pants and band tee. I, however, wore a short dress in hopes of getting taken back to my regular spot at the male dorms.

Upon arrival, we stepped into the- very crowded- dorm complex lobby. Men and women alike were dancing to old hits, congregating perfectly.

It wasn't long before Mina dragged the girls to her friend group of guys, who were always nice, but loud.

When we were pulled there, my eyes shot wide open and the man standing in front of me. Red hair, nearly matching the solo cup in his hand.

"(L/N), this is Bakugou, Denki, Deku, Sero, Todoroki, and Kirishima!" They all greeted me humbly, apart from the man I knew already.

Kiri and I had been hooking up 'exclusively' for about six months now. He was in my last economics class, and we hit it off. When I discussed dating, he became extremely distant, but swore we were exclusive.

Seeing him in public was awkward enough as it is. My normal was the sneak off a go meet him, or go smoke with Shinsou. That was my plan tonight, but seeing Kiri makes me want to cut the party short.

He awkwardly stared at me for a moment, then drank from his cup and looked away.

"Hey, (L/N), want to dance on the floor?" Jirou asked. I nodded, letting her take my hand and lead me to the group of people dancing in the open space.

Her moves were undeniably punk, as mine were seductive and sweet in a way. After the song ended, she gestured for Denki to come over.

"I'm going to go get some fresh air, mind staying with her?" She asks. I rolled my eyes, I didn't need to be babysat, I'm a full grown woman.

He nodded, taking her cup and coming over to me. "(L/N), right?" He asked sweetly, slightly dancing to he new song. I couldn't hear him, so I leaned closer. "Yeah!"

He nodded, face becoming flush. We got more comfortable quickly, his hands finding my hips and grinding to the soft beat of the music.

I could feel Kirishima's burning gaze, his red-hot eyes finding my own, burning into me. He scoffed, getting up and walking over to me.

"Denki, what the fuck are you doing?" Kiri screamed, holding his friends shoulder back and forcing him away from me.

I felt the air become tense, "What?" Denki asked, arching a brow.

"Eijiro, what are you doing?" I asked, defensively stepping in front of the frizzled boy on the floor. His eyes met my own, then looked to the floor.

"I'm single, Kiri. I've asked you to change that, you won't. I'll dance with who I want." you spoke, reaching a hand to help Denki up. Kirishima began to walk away, more than furious. He walked out of the dorm completely.

Denki and I headed back to the tables, myself profusely apologizing.

"You all are on a first name basis?" He asked, sipping the drink I had gotten for him. "Yeah, we uh. Are exclusive, I guess. Not official." Denki's eyes widened, almost looking exasperated. "You're the girl! Oh my god, how stupid am I?" He hit himself on the head. I chucked awkwardly, "The girl?"

He nodded, adjusting himself. "Kirishima kept talking about some girl he was 'falling in love' with; but he said he was too scared to commit. He said he wanted to, though." I felt crazy and blind. So dumb.

I shot up, wishing everyone their goodbyes and running to the male dorms.

Once there, I knocked hard on the front of the door. The same man with spicky blonde hair answered. "What the hell do you want?"

"Where is Kiri?" I asked, hoping he'd come home. "His dorm." Good. Quickly I slid past Bakugou, running through the building like a bad woman.

Once at his dorm, I knocked softly. I didn't want to make him more angry than I assumed he was.

I was wrong, though. When the door opened, his eyes were stained with reminisce of tears. My heart felt so heavy, so crushed seeing him like that.

"W-What do you want?" He asked. His voice felt so broken, my tears nearly fell just the same as his.

"Eijiro, let me in, please." I cooed, touching the part of his hand that was out from the door. He then opened it more, allowing me to slide in. Once in, I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, pulling him close to me.

"Why did you care?" I asked, brushing my fingers through his hair. He only sighed, throwing his head back. "I didn't mean to. It just happened." I nodded against his skin, nuzzling into him.

"Kiri, I have something to tell you." I took his hand, softly looking into his eyes.

He sniffed, looking down at me and gesturing me to proceed. "I love you." He looked shocked, but immediately pulled my head into his chest, softly raking his fingers into my locks. "I love you too, pebble."

I laughed, feeling silly. "And I want you to be my girlfriend. Officially."

I held his waist tighter, smiling against his skin. "Then you're my boyfriend," I spoke, tapping his nose lightly with the tip of my index finger. "-Officially."

[crystu-cii]

XDD

I f e e l that pain in my soul-- my older sister uses cologne sometimes and it is sO STRONG AND WILL NOT STAY CONFINED TO HER ROOM-- AMD SOMETIMES SHED DO IT IN THE DOORWAY LIKE HELLO-- XDD

YEAH WH GET SOME SLEEP LEAVE THE STAYING UP TO US-- XDD

YES BABY JAIL, INTO THE UPSIDE DOWN LAUNDRY BASKET YOU KNIFE-WIELDING HEATHEN-- XDD oms XDD well I don't know them but I love them- YESSS THEYRE SO FLUFFY-- I'm actually curious what images pop up first imma check-- FLUFFY PUPPIES-- we've actually never owned ones that fluffy(those actually look more similar to shetland sheepdogs than the shelties we've had so far?? Very similar/similar enough where if someone doesn't know a sheltie we mention shetland sheepdogs), our current one is a purebred that we got for free(she was being given away bc her family never came back for her and the lady taking care of her couldn't afford the time to take care of a second dog long-term think) and she's got pretty short fur in comparison- still fluffy enough, but not quite so long of fur-- she's a blue merle(absolutely gorgeous fur, she's like 8 now with a lot of health problems but she's super loving still 💕💞) anyways about the fur, so long as you brush regularly you should mitigate most of that, and it mostly collects in corners- but like.. be prepared to eat and wear dog fur for the rest of your life-- (actually there's a thing called a fur zapper we bought recent that you put in with your clothes when you wash/dry them(I think it's dry but idk??) that's supposed to get a lot of hair off your clothes in that process? Also lint rollers are your best friend--) AND roombas are really helpful(we bought a knockoff one and rarely have to sweep ever so 👀) XDD WHEEZE I can't even imagine what you did-- but like you could ask for a budgie/parakeet /hj I mean, they aren't very expensive (actually they're pretty cheap) but they're very loud, need a lot of attention(especially if you want them to bond to you!) and you need to research into them a lot to make sure you're doing things right-- loads of vids online!! Loads of websites too!!! I'd know I have one- JUST A WARNING, FEATHERS AND SEED HULLS GET ALL OVER YOUR FLOOR XD p l u s like you have a friend who knows stuff about birbs :3 anyways ENOUGH RAMBLING FROM ME WOW THAT GOT LONG--

💕💕 I feel that XD OMS-- I WISH-- WHAT A D R E A M - s n a k - Awww but what a mood XD

XDDD oms YES-- EXACTLY-- XDDDD another good thing you should try eventually is SWEET POTATO CASSEROLE WHICH IS APPARENTLY DELICIOUS??? I TRIED IT FOR THE FIRST TIME(AT LEAST IN A WHILE) TODAY AND IT WAS SO FUCKIN TASTY????

H E A THEN-- XDD how cool of them to try tho :3 whEEZE Y 'A LL-- XDD

WHEEZE I SUCK WITH INSTRUMENTS SOOOO-- DAMN THA'S SOME BAD LUCK MY DUDE-- MAYBE YOU'RE CURSED DAMN-- oms wOWW--

Yesss-- ooh I've never played 👀 seen some stuff but never played-- (see: my computer sucks XD) I h a v e played Portal 1 and it is SO GOOD and SO SHORT and I WISH I HAD GOTTEN PORTAL 2 INSTEAD BUT THATS OKAY CRIES-- YESSSS THE SONGS SLAP--- ALSO THERE ARE ACTUALLY TWO WHOLE MORE CANON(PROBABLY KINDA MAYBE NOT?? IDK) SONGS, ONE FROM A LEG DIMENSIONS GAME("You Wouldn't Know") AND ONE THAT WAS CUT FROM PORT TWO("Don't Say Goodbye"(Harry101UK made an edit to make it Glados' voice!!)) THERE ARE ALSO A BUNCH OF GOOD FAN SONGS SO YEAH-- ALSO NOT TO BE A SIMP BUT GLADOS' VOICE? PERFECTION. I LOVE HER. ALSO I COULD LITERALLY DETAIL THE PORTAL LORE I AM INCREDIBLY EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN THIS GAME-- ALSO THERES A CLIP THAT SOMEONE MADE USING A (VERY GOOD) GLADOS TTS TO HAVE GLADOS SAY TRANS RIGHTS AND ENBY RIGHTS AND IF I FIND IT AGAIN ILL SEND IT TO YOU-- YOU COULD PROBABLY FIND IT IF YOU LOOM UP GLADOS SAYS TRANS RIGHTS? IT HAS A VIDEO WITH TRANS FLAG COMPANION CUBES ACCOMPANYING IT-- ALSO YES THE PORT MODS(/ADD-ONS? MAYBE? THEY'RE COMMUNITY MADE I THINK BUT IDK ALL I KNOW IS THAT THEYRE COOL AF--) (also I apologize for all the screaming? XD it's like, four am and I was talking about portal so.. whoops?)

Right like wth???? I???? Okay but like December to February babies just fuckin DONT EXIST IN THIS GEN OR SOMETHIN-- CAUSE I FIND N O N E -- Maybe there are more December babies but there are definitely like NO January to February babies it is So Weird--

NEJFQOBGKW WOWW d an g like-p l e a se s t op over sp r aying-- xD and LEGITTTT LIKE- THAT WAS M Y ROLE TO STAY UP LATE- XDD

WHEHEHEZE- LAUNDRY BASKET TIME- G E T I N XDD anD YESS- any doggo is just such a cute doggo 😭💞💞 but for me- fLUFFY ONES ARE WHERE ITS A T- and ohhhh i see- FOR FREE?? W H A T A S T E A L XDD but awwww the poor doggg at least she's with you now ! ;0;; 💞💞😭 aaw such a lovable puppup 😭😭💞 and oHHH i see :00 but oh no- xD i also have a friend that has two dogs and whenever he would give me gifts- there would be dog hair on them no matter what- XDD and ooOhhh those sound really helpful! omg- i swear i dont have to have a pet for the need of a roomba- i already shed so much hair myself its so crazy-- xDD and oH MAN loud animals are really gon get my mom fired up- and OO birds just look so cuteee i always fantasize of having one- but then again- with the noise and all xD the more i think about it i dont think we are prepared to have a pet at all xD but i still dream of at least having one pet in my lifetime!

and OO that sounds awesome!! i have no clue if i even tried casserole before- man- sometimes i just eat food without even knowing wth it is XDDD but THAT SOUNDS so gooodddd :O

and LEGITT LIKE- TF IS HAPPENING WITH MY SCHOOL LIFE- XDD and oh my god- IT GETS WORSE- that year there was a FREAKINGG FIREEEEEEE- it wasnt that dangerous thank god- but it had to get a whole ass room renovated because of it- and guess what room it was- THE ORCHESTRA ROOM- AND GUESS WHAT M A D E I T W OR SE- that year- it was the first time the school replaced those 10+ year old instruments with new ones- NOW THEYRE B U R N T- and mind you that the school's budget isnt so- gr e a t- like oh my god i am still so bewildered over HOW MUCH chaos HAPPENED that year- and i thought that year was gon be the year- yknow? like UGH

and OHH MANN playing portal sounds awesome! but i just dont think the game would be worth my money cause i know the plot- and even with the mods and all my brain would be broken as i would possibly have no clue what to do- xDDD

and HOOOO MANNN game fan songs are just so AWESOMEEE- and those sound pretty cool! :OO and HOLY SHIT FUCK YEAH- GLADOS SAYS TRANS AND ENBY RIGHTS Y A LL- now im gonna look that up and let my ears be blessed by such words- XDDD and DONT WORRY BOUT SCREAMING ALOT- i scream a whole dam lot too XDD

and LEGITTT- finding someone's b-day in january and feb is so rare all of a sudden like wh a t - XDD

#the rambles of crystu #even tho we are legit friends on discord- ima still answer these XDDD