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l8rs-gat0rs · 1 year

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Hi, I have an Eva request!

So she was giving reader her first "therapy" session and when asking what her biggest secret she's hiding is, reader is like "the fact i really wish you'd go down on me" 😫🙌🏽

Secret Thoughts

Pairing: Eva x bisexual!reader

ANOOOOOON. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS REQUEST. I literally can't thank you enough holy shit. I hope you enjoy this :) also shout out to my fellow bisexuals (as well as all the other gays who happen to be attracted to women😌)

Warning(s): smut ofc, this is basically straight porn. y/n use.

Summary: During one of your sessions with Eva, you can't help but spill a secret you didn't think you would. Eva is thrilled to hear it and decides to fulfill your request.

Word count: 1.9k

~~~~~~18+ MINORS DNI~~~~~~

"Ah you came! Come sit down" Eva hugged you before moving to close the doors behind you.

You sat down on the chair that was facing Eva’s and you looked at her, nervous as she sat down.

She wasn't very far away if you were being honest, your leg bounced rapidly as you suppressed the thoughts coming through your head.

She watched you with her piercing blue eyes and a small smirk played at her lips, making you want to shrink into your chair but instead you glanced away, unable to keep eye contact.

"So" you cleared your throat.

"Is this like...therapy?" You asked, glancing back at her.

She let out a small chuckle before answering,

"No, think of this as a bonding experience for the two of us, which should be easy, considering how drawn I feel to you" her slightly hooded eyes seemed to drop down to your lips and you suddenly felt butterflies erupt in your stomach

"Alright, so here's how this is gonna work," Eva started as her eyes shot back up to yours, startling you.

"I'm going to snap, and every time I snap, you're going to say your name. Think of it as a grounding point. And we're going to keep building on that grounding point, so it can be strong. Like you." her eyes dropped to your hands and she brushed her fingertips along them.

you nodded doltishly and she pulled her hand, along with her body, away from yours.

You would be lying if you said you didn’t miss the contact already.

Eva leaned back in her chair and snapped her fingers.

"What's your name?"

"y/n"

"So y/n, let's start with something simple, why are you here with us?" Eva asked with a low voice.

"As embarrassing as it is, you found me crying on the sidewalk after my boyfriend broke up with me and kicked me out," you said sheepishly.

Her smile slightly faded at the mention of your ex-boyfriend.

"Yeah, I remember."

"Why did he break up with you?"

"Well, he said there was 'someone else'." You did air quotes.

Eva's frown deepened before she went back to a neutral expression and snapped her fingers.

"Name"

"Y/n"

"Have you ever been with anyone other than your ex?"

Curiosity glistened in Eva's eyes as she waited for you to respond.

"Mmm, yeah, there was a girl," you started, watching Eva's face for any reactions.

A smile pulled at her lips and you felt your insides melt.

"We dated for a while but it didn't end up working out, even so, our relationship was better than Derrick and me. I'm thinking of going full lesbian after him." You stated truthfully.

Her eyebrows raised at your confession and she unfolded her hands, bringing her chair a bit forward and closer to you so your knees were almost touching.

You suddenly felt very aware, and you sat up as she settled in her chair, watching-

-No,

Analyzing- you.

You felt your breath Hitch as her eyes slowly seemed to be undressing you.

When her eyes met yours once again, you clenched your jaw, trying to keep your mouth from saying anything crazy, but the weird thing was, you felt like telling Eva everything for some reason.

You were jerked from your thoughts when you heard a snap.

"Name."

Eva's voice was now seemingly lower and a bit husky.

Fire burned through your veins as you opened your mouth to answer her prompt.

"Y/n"

Eva leaned in towards you, you felt yourself slightly go forward as well.

"What's your biggest secret?" She looked at you through hooded eyes, darting between both of yours before they settled on your lips.

She licked her own lips before letting her teeth drag against her lower lip.

It felt like she was torturing you.

The smell of her perfume seemed to surround you and occlude all of your senses, causing your thoughts to be surrounded by haze.

You felt hypnotized by her.

"My biggest secret is I want you to go down on me so bad right now" you breathed out.

Your eyes widened at your own words as soon as they left your mouth. Eva smirked.

"Yeah?" She simply asked.

You felt a jolt in your stomach, you couldn't even explain the hold this woman had over you if you tried.

"Yeah" you simply stated.

"Well, why didn't you tell me baby?" She said, chuckling lowly, her eyes dropped down to her hand as she ran it up your thigh slowly.

You stared at her with your mouth hanging open and her eyes met yours once again.

"Answer me."

"I-I don't know" you said, your chest starting to rise and fall quicker as she used her other hand to slip up your shirt.

"Well I'm glad it's not a secret anymore" she leaned in closer and ghosted her lips over yours

"Eva" you whined.

"Can I tell you a secret?" She asked.

"Yes"

"I've been wanting to hear my name come from your pretty little lips like that since the day I first saw you" she said huskily.

You moaned before smashing your lips into hers.

You felt her hand slip under your bra as she ran her thumb over your hardened nipple.

You moaned into her mouth causing her to chuckle darkly.

"God you're so sexy" you groaned "I want you so bad" and she captured your lips in another heated kiss.

She pulled away from the kiss, taking her hand out from under your shirt before resting her forehead against yours as the two of you panted heavily.

You were surprised as she got up and pushed her chair back. She sat down on her knees, looking up at you.

You could cum at the sight alone.

She spread your legs open and slotted herself in between them, you felt your heart speed up.

She bit her lip and hooked her finger in the waistband of your loose sweatpants.

You lifted your hips up to let her remove them, almost moaning at the sight of how hungry she looked staring at your soaked lace underwear.

"God look at you, so wet for me already that you've ruined your panties" she moaned, licking her lips.

You spread your legs wider, your back slightly arched in the chair as you moaned for her desperately.

"Eva please, I need you" you gasped.

"You're so good for me, keep moaning my name like that" Eva groaned, bending down between your legs.

She pressed her tongue against your clothed center causing pleasure to explode low in your stomach.

Your hand shot into her hair and you grabbed it, pushing her tongue harder against you.

You felt her laugh, which vibrated through your body, causing you to shiver.

She wrapped her mouth around your clit through the thin lace and you moaned loudly as she sucked on it.

"Eva, please holy shit, take them off" you moaned feverishly.

"So impatient angel" she chuckled as she hooked her delicate fingers in the waistband of your underwear, pulling them down when you lifted your hips.

Eva reveled in the sight before her, licking her lips and groaning.

She pulled your hips forward and then held your thighs open as she went back in between your legs to taste you fully this time.

Your jaw dropped open as soon as her tongue made contact and you felt her moan vibrate through your whole body.

She licked your slit up to your clit before pulling back.

You felt your stomach burn with fire as you watched her sit back onto her knees, her hands still on your thighs.

Eva's eyes were closed as she took in the taste of you.

When she opened them her dark blue eyes looked up at you causing you to let out a whine.

"God, you taste so good baby" Eva groaned, licking her lips.

You moaned loudly, bucking your hips towards her.

"Don't worry angel, I haven't had of you enough yet" she smirked before moving in between my thighs again.

You let out a languid moan feeling your walls clench, pumping out more wetness that Eva happily lapped up with a flat tongue against your core.

Your hand made its way into her hair once again as she stuck her tongue inside you.

"Holy fucking shit" you moaned out, chest heaving as Eva ate you out like she was starving.

She moaned into your core as she felt your walls clench.

The room was filled with obscene wet noises harmonizing with both of your moans.

You bucked your hips into her face when her nose brushed against your clit.

As you peeled your eyes away from Eva in between your legs you noticed her hand moving slightly.

"Oh- my God, Eva are you touching yourself?" Her eyes opened as she looked up at you, but didn't stop the rapid movements of her tongue against you.

You saw her hand speed up as her eyebrows furrowed.

"Oh, you're fingering yourself" you gasped out.

Her eyes closed again as she let out a moan against you causing your stomach to tighten as you shuddered.

"Fuck you're so hot" you panted rapidly "I think I'm gonna cum."

She took her mouth away from your soaked center and looked up at you, her lips and nose glistening with your wetness. It was a filthy sight.

"I'm gonna cum too" she moved her hand inside her pants at a now, medium pace.

Before you could say anything, she took her hand out of her pants, her wetness still coating her fingers, she pushed them inside you and separated them, causing you to feel a wonderful stretch.

"Oh fuck fuck fuck" you groaned as Eva watched your core, your walls squeezing her fingers.

She snaked her other hand into her pants once again.

Her eyes met yours and she started pushing her fingers inside you at the same pace as hers.

"Don't cum until I say so" she moaned breathily.

"Yes" you choked out.

She added a third finger inside of you and your chest tightened once again, waves of pleasure taking over your body.

"Eva" you moaned out her name, signaling your release was close.

"Come on baby, hold it in, I'm almost there" she husked out.

Your chest rose and fell rapidly and you gripped onto the back of the chair, throwing your head back as you moaned loudly.

She was knuckles deep in you, thrusting her fingers faster, and the feeling was sending you to heaven.

"Alright, you can cum for me angel" Eva groaned.

You arched off the seat and your eyes rolled back as your legs shook with the power of your orgasm.

Eva let out a languid moan, reaching her climax at the same time.

She took her fingers out of both of you before watching your cum spill out causing her to let out an almost pornographic moan.

She sat back on her legs as she huffed, catching her breath and waiting for you to come down as well.

"So, how do you feel?" She breathed out as you looked back down at her.

"What do you mean? I feel so good, that was amazing" your eyes widened.

She giggled a little before elaborating.

"No silly, I mean do you feel connected to me now that we've cum together?" She raised her eyebrows.

"Ohhhh!" You nodded,

"Yeah I guess I do" almost losing your train of thought as you watched her stick the fingers that were just inside you, into her mouth.

She removed them with an audible pop.

"How about we revisit this thought next session?" She smirked up at you.

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l8rs-gat0rs · 11 months

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Back with another Eva request! Very angsty this time, but reader and Eva had been secretly dating for a while, but recently Eva's been more flirty with the other girls, so reader gets jealous and threatens to leave.

It's Always Been You

Pairing: Eva x Female reader

Warning(s): ANGSTTTTT, self-esteem issues, TERRIBLE communication, make-up fluff

Summary: You and Eva have been dating for a while, Eva thinks the girls suspect something so she starts being more flirty with them. However, you don't take this very well, and you threaten to leave.

Word count: 1.8k

Happy pride month everyone! So happy to be off my writers block hiatus on the glorious first day of the gay month haha, especially dropping this fic! Hope ya'll enjoy :) Especially you anon, thanks for requesting. Sorry it took so long!

~~~~~~Happy Reading!~~~~~~

You smiled as Eva cuddled with you and traced her finger along the soft skin of your arm absentmindedly as the two of you watched a movie together.

You smiled as Eva cuddled with you, absentmindedly tracing her finger along the soft skin of your arm as the two of you watched a movie together.

This had become one of your nightly rituals, every night, you and Eva would sneak out of your beds, kiss, cuddle, watch TV or movies, and... other… things too…

Why at night? Well, you and Eva decided not to tell the rest of the girls because you both weren't ready to tell them.

The two of you were nervous about how they would react, so you kept it on the down low.

Which brings you to your current situation.

You didn't mind it at first, but you're starting to wish you could be out to the girls.

"Eva, when can we tell the girls?" You asked her, lifting your head off her chest to look up at her.

"Soon, they're not ready yet," she replied, keeping her eyes on the TV.

You sighed softly, moving your head back to her chest.

It was the same response she had given you multiple times.

And once again, you reluctantly accepted it.

"Alright"

The night ended as usual, with you falling asleep in Eva's arms.

When you woke up, you were in your bed and Eva was nowhere to be found.

As usual.

You sigh, laying in bed for a while, scrolling through your phone, before you decide to get up and brush your teeth.

When you make your way to the kitchen you shared with the girls, you roll your eyes at the sight before you.

Eva has her arms around Cricket's waist, and Cricket laughed as Eva whispered something into her ear.

"Oh hey, what's up, babe?" Isis said as she noticed you.

Eva's eye caught yours but neither of you said anything, her expression unreadable.

"Hey Isis, what's for breakfast?" You asked with a small smile on your face.

"Cricket is making her famous chocolate chip pancakes" Salem said excitedly.

"Oh nice!" You rubbed your hands together.

You couldn't lie to yourself; you loved Cricket's chocolate chip pancakes.

You looked at Cricket, and she smiled, saluting you before flipping one of the pancakes she was making.

You had made it a point not to get mad at any of the girls, even if they were flirting with Eva, because it wasn't their fault; they didn't know the two of you were together.

Eva's hands slipped down to Cricket's hips, and you inhaled sharply before turning away quickly and sitting down at the table with the rest of the girls.

"So what's new with you, little miss 'I'm-everyone's-favorite' ?" Salem nudged your arm playfully.

"Oh, so I'm your favorite?" You smirked at her.

"Of course, how could you not be cutie?" She wrapped her arm around you, causing you to blush lightly.

"Yes, we all love y/n" Eva spoke up as she sat down across from you.

Though she had a smile on her face, you could tell by a slight twitch in the corner of her lips that she was irritated.

This is how she's been recently; she flirts with all the girls but gets jealous whenever they flirt with you.

Yet she still wouldn't tell them the two of you were dating.

You were tired of the hypocrisy.

"Well, if I'm your favorite, why don't you prove it?" You turned back to Salem.

"Oooooh, someone's flirtingggg, I didn't know you had it in you" Grace quipped with a smirk.

"There are a lot of things you haven't experienced when it comes to me." You replied, throwing her a wink.

"Oh really? I'd like to experience them, if you don't mind" Grace responded, her voice dropping, sounding more sultry.

"Wow, looks like the pancakes are ready everyone!" Eva said unnecessarily loud as Cricket bought the plate of finished pancakes to the table.

"Yup, dig in!" Cricket said, placing the plate down in the middle of the table and taking a seat next to you.

The girls started digging in. You made eye contact with Eva, her smile had disappeared, she was now staring at you.

You shrugged your shoulders at her and started putting pancakes on your plate.

You put syrup on your pancakes and started to eat.

"Mmm, Cricket, these are fucking amazing, as usual" you moaned.

"Wow, that's a sound I would like to hear again" Cricket smirked.

"Hey, I think we should have an extra check-in session today after breakfast." Eva looked up from her food at you.

You noticed her clenching her jaw as she waited for your answer.

"Yeah, sure, sounds good" you looked back at your food and cut another slice of your pancakes.

After breakfast, you purposely took a while with the dishes.

You had no interest in talking to Eva any time soon.

"Y/n, I think that plate is clean now." Cricket laughed.

You looked down at the plate you were holding and stopped scrubbing it.

"Oh, sorry. I guess my head is somewhere else." You smiled at her sheepishly.

"Is it about Eva?" Cricket quirked her eyebrows up, folding her arms and leaning her back against the counter.

Your eyes widened for a second before you steeled yourself.

"It's not," you answered simply, placing the dish on the drying rack and turning around to face Cricket.

"Mhm" Cricket smirked.

You rolled your eyes and busied yourself cleaning an imaginary stain on the counter with a dishcloth.

"Come on, you've been acting weird ever since she asked you to have an extra session after breakfast."

"It's complicated." You sighed, stopping your actions and looking at Cricket.

Cricket's face softened and she smiled at you.

"Hey listen, I'm not gonna push anything, but if you want to talk, I'm here for you." She put a hand on your shoulder.

"Thanks, I gotta go to my session with Eva, but we can talk after." You smiled gratefully at her.

She nodded and gave you two pats on the back before you made your way to the session room.

You knocked on the door, hearing Eva say "Come in" before you entered, closing the door behind you.

"So you wanna tell me what that was at breakfast?" Eva asked, crossing her arms and staring at you as she sat on the floor seat she had by the window.

You simply laughed at her audacity.

"Sit." She gestured to the seat across from her.

You rolled your eyes but sat down anyway.

"I don't understand what you think is funny y/n" Eva frowned at you.

"No, I don't understand what you want me to say. Everyday Eva. It's every single fucking day. You flirt with the other girls, but you can't tell them about us because they're Not. Ready." You annunciated your last few words, laced with venom.

"Yeah, because they're not! And I don't know what you expect me to do, I'm just trying to make sure we don't get caught." Eva shot out exasperatingly.

"Right, but it's a problem when I do it." You scoffed.

"Yeah, because you're not doing it to make sure we don't get caught." Eva ran a hand through her hair.

You were a bit surprised she was showing outward signs of irritability since she was usually fairly collected, even when she was upset.

"Oh, so when I flirt back, it's because I'm selfish. Got it." You nodded sarcastically.

"No! You just-"

"Listen Eva. I'm done. With all of this. I'm done with the sneaking around. I'm done with the hypocrisy, and I'm done with you." You spat, getting up from your seat on the floor, ready to leave the room.

"Y/n wait!" Eva quickly rose to her feet and moved to squeeze both of your arms.

"No Eva. I'm leaving. I can't be here anymore. I thought you were different, but you're not. You're ashamed to be with me, and I deserve better than this." You pushed Eva's hands off of you, your voice lower than before.

You turned to go, making your way toward the door.

"You're right." You heard Eva say.

You came to a halt at her words but didn't turn around.

"You're right. You deserve better than me. But, I want you to know, I was never ashamed to be with you." Eva spoke softly.

Tears welled up in your eyes as she continued.

"I'm just... I don't know. I don't want the girls to view me differently. I'm scared to tell them because I'm afraid of not being good enough for you. I flirt with the other girls, but not in the same way I flirt with you. You mean so much to me. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I swear on my life, I don't love anyone the way I love you. You mean everything to me, and that scares the shit out of me y/n because what if I lose you? What if we tell them and they tell you that you deserve better?" You heard Eva's voice quiver toward the end.

"You're the one that I want, y/n." She grabbed your hand, causing you to turn around and face her.

"It's you. It's always been you." She finished, with tears now pouring down her red cheeks.

You grabbed her tightly and hugged her as the two of you sobbed in each other's arms.

You were so moved by her words, and not only that, but Eva opened herself up to you.

She had always been this flirtatious, confident woman, so sure of herself in every single way. You'd never imagine Eva losing her cool, much less crying.

But here she was.

Sobbing into your arms, afraid she wasn't good enough for you.

"Eva" you croaked after the two of you had calmed down, your voice hoarse from crying.

She pulled away to look at you and you wiped the tears from her face.

You smiled at her because even though she had just been crying, she was still the most beautiful girl you had ever seen.

You held her face in your hands, rubbing your thumb against her cheeks.

She melted into your touch and put her hands over yours as her bright blue eyes glistened with tears.

"You are more than enough for me. And I'll keep saying that until you know it deep down in your bones, because I need you to know that. You are good enough. And the girls would never say you aren't. And even if they did, I wouldn't listen to them, I would not give a single flying fuck."

You looked deep into her eyes, making sure she understood every single word you were telling her. Because you meant it.

"And I love you too, Eva. I love you so much it makes my heart hurt" you chuckled, causing her to let out a small, choked laugh, tears threatening to spill.

You closed your eyes and gently pressed your lips against hers, kissing her with passion.

When the two of you separated, you kept your eyes closed, pressing your forehead to hers.

After around 30 seconds, you pulled away from her, taking both her hands into yours.

"Now what do you say we tell the girls about us?" You smiled at her hopefully.

"Let's do it." Eva smiled back.

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