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oshbluepacific · 6 years
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Distant pt. I
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Type: Angst
Character: Jeon Jungkook x Reader
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You startled awake when you heard your phone rang on the coffee table. You looked around your surroundings and you realized that you must’ve fell asleep on the couch when you were watching your favourite show on Netflix. You reached your phone and picked it up without looking at who was calling.
“Hello?” You grumbled, as you sat up and stretched your arm up.
“(Y/N), hey, can I come over?” The familiar voice asked. You pulled your phone from your ear, to make sure it was him who was really calling.
Jungkook.
“Umm… yeah, yeah, it’s okay.” You answered, half awake.
“Are you sure? I can come over tomorrow if you’re—“
“No, Jungkook, it’s okay, when will you get here?” You asked cutting him off as you got up from the couch and walk towards your bedroom.
“30 minutes? i just need to wrap it up with practice first.” He said.
“Okay.” You replied.
“Thanks, I’ll be there soon.” He said before he hung up.
You then looked at your phone all confused before tossing it to your bed and walk towards the bathroom to freshen up.
You and Jungkook are bestfrineds. No joke.
But since he started dating Jennie, you’ve become so distant from him lately. This was the first time he talked to you in 3 months. It’s not that you’d trying to avoid him though. You were trying to dodge some speculations and you were trying to protect your self from getting hurt. You loved Jungkook for the longest time, but Jennie was the lucky one to be loved by Jungkook. So, you decided to keep your feelings to yourself and let Jungkook be happy with someone else.
You’re not going to lie to yourself, Jennie is beautiful, and she cares a lot about Jungkook just as much he cares about her. They’ve been to award shows together, and they never fail to show how much they love each other. But things were different lately. You noticed that they rarely go to award shows together. You realized that they haven’t been going out together in a while. You didn’t want to jump into conclusion, and never really wanted to ask Jungkook about how his relationship with Jennie was going either. You were afraid that it might offend him somehow.
As you stepped out your bathroom, feeling fresh, you put on your sweater suddenly feeling all chilly. As you were about to throw yourself onto your bed, you heard the door being knocked. You felt suddenly felt all nervous since you haven’t seen Jungkook in such a long time. You walked towards the front door and opened it to see Jungkook standing there with a brief smile.
“Hey.” You greeted him.
“Hey.” He said back before wrapping you into his arms. You were taken aback by his action but you gladly hug him back. You missed his hugs and familiar scent. He tightened his arms around you, causing a giggle escape your lips and he chuckled.
“I missed you so much, I’m sorry I haven’t contacted you in such a long time.” He said on your shoulder.
“I missed you too Jungkook. It’s fine, you were probably busy, and I didn’t want to bother you.” You told him. He pulled his face away from your shoulder and you can tell that something was wrong. His eyes were red and a bit puffy. Like he’s been crying his eyes out. The bags under his eyes were visible, also his chapped lips.
“Jungkook are you okay? You look very tired.” You asked, pushing a strand os his hair. He just smiled.
“Do you want to go out and eat?” He asked, not even answering your question. You opened your mouth about to ask him what was wrong, but you buried the intentions down, not wanting to push him further.
“Okay, sure.” You agreed.
The walk towards the restaurant was silence. He didn’t say anything, and so did you. Questions were popping on your mind. You wanted to ask him a lot, but Jungkook didn’t look like he wanted to be asked like an interview.
Jungkook founded a spot to sit and you both ordered your food.
“Jungkook, are you okay?” You asked him again.
“How are things (Y/N)?” He asked you, and for the second time, not answering your question.
“I, uh, it’s great!” You answered him, leaning your back against the chair. “Work is great, doing nothing but watching Netflix all day.” You told him.
He let out a low chuckle before smiling. “That sounds great.”
“Yeah, but nothing extraordinary.” You awkwardly rub the back of your neck.
Jungkook looked down onto his hands on the table and you couldn’t help but to wonder what was bothering him.
“Jungkook.”
He looked up to you.
“How are you doing?” You asked.
“Everything’s fine I guess.” he said with a small smile.
“Bullshit, Jungkook, I know you.” You told him.
He sighed before he leaned his back on his chair and crossed his arms on his chest.
“I broke up with Jennie last night.” He answered simply, avoiding your eyes.
This was news to you. You were shocked to hear it.
“When? What happened?” You asked carefully, not wanting to sound too pushy. Junkook, raked his hair back with his fingers before burying his face onto his palms.
“I don’t…” He trailed off with a sigh.” “I don’t know, I just had to, I mean, last night we were arguing pretty serious and I ended up breaking up with her.” He explained.
“Well, what were you both arguing about?” You asked.
“You.” He answered simply, and you could feel your heart dropped to your stomach.
“What do you mean?”
“We were arguing about you.” He told you and you just didn’t get it.
“Today is my day off. Yesterday, I told Jennie that I wanted to see you, and she got really mad that I choose to spend my free day with you instead of her.”
“It’s like she’s against the idea of me seeing you or just talk to you. Believe me, I love her so much, but I can’t be with someone who doesn’t let me see someone that is my best friend.” He explained, looking deep into your eyes.
You shook your head before raking your own hair back, trying to process everything.
“Why didn’t you want to spend the day with her?” You asked again.
“I spent most of my free days with her, and she didn’t let me see you. And I decided that today was the day I wanted to see you, whether she likes it or not, and apparently not.” He said before pressing his lips together.
You sighed and leaned your head on the table. You didn’t know they were fighting. How would you? And the worst part was that they were fighting because of you. Because Jungkook wanted to see you instead of Jennie.
“I feel terrible.” You told him, pulling your head up.
“(Y/N), please, don’t blame this on you, it was my decision. I love her, but, if she can’t accept the fact that we’re friends then maybe she can’t accept me at all.” He stated, reaching out to your hand and gripped it tight.
“But, I just feel like it is.” You argued.
“It’s not.” He told you.
It was silent between you two. HIs hand is still holding yours. You didn’t bother to let it go. When the food arrived, you let go of his hand and you both start to eat quietly.
Jungkook paid for the meal and you both decided to take a walk down the street.
“Congratulations on your wins by the way.” You said, trying to lighten the mood.
A smiled appeared on his lips before he looked turns to you.
“You watch my performance?” He asked.
“Ugh, do you have to ask? You’re almost everywhere!” You told him and he chuckled.
“Thanks, it means a lot.”
“How are the others?” You asked.
“We’re pretty much tired, but happy.” He added. You both giggled and tell each other stories. Basically catching up on what you missed from the past 3 months. You told him about your days at work, and a funny story at your office, which made the both of you to burst out laughing.
Jungkook told you funny stories about his other members and he told a joke that he heard from Jin and you laughed.
“It’s not funny!” He told you.
“It is!” You laughed, playfully hitting his arm.
“I think Jin would be happy to have you when he’s telling his dad jokes.”
“Why is that?” You asked, still giggling.
“Probably, it’s because you’ll be the only one laughing at it.” And you both burst out with laughter.
Just as you were walking, you felt Jungkook’s hand holding yours. You smiled as you try not to make a big deal out of it.
“Ah, I forgot!” He suddenly, bring his hands into his hair.
“What is it?” You asked, suddenly worried.
“I have something for you!” He told you. And you let out a long sigh as you rolled your eyes.
“No, seriously, I have something for you, I was planning on bringing it, but I end up forgetting it.” He explained.
“I thought it was something important!” You hit his arm playfully.
“Well, it is kind of important.” He said with a shrug.
“You can give it to me some other time Jungkookie.” You smiled, wrapping your arms around his arm.
“How about we head back to my place?” He asked.
You took a second to think about it before slightly shaking your head. “I don’t think it’s a good idea…”
“Come on, it’s not like we’re going to rob my place.” He jokingly said.
“Will Jennie be okay with it?” You asked.
Jung kook’s smile faded before giving you a small sympathy smile, followed by his sigh.
“She shouldn’t mind anymore.” He told you.
Jungkook’s familiar scent was all over the place as you stepped into his apartment. You heard him shutting the door behind him before walking past you to switch the lights on.
You followed him towards the living room and you were surprised to see that not much has changed. There were papers stacked on the coffee table followed by an empty mug, which you wish and believe was from earlier before he went to practice.
“Do you want to wait here, or…” He gestured the stairs, which leads to his bedroom.
“I’ll just wait here.” You smiled before Jungkook gave you brief nod and head up to his room.
You decided to get yourself a glass of water from the kitchen and to your horror you found piles of dirty dishes in the sink. You shook your head before rolling the sleeves of your jacket and went to wash them.
“You still haven’t change have you Kookie?” You asked yourself as you turn the sink and get started.
You cleaned all the plates and glasses, even the mug that you saw on the coffee table. You took a clean glass and pour yourself a glass of water. You went back to the living room as Jungkook rushed down.
“You got it?” You asked.
“No, I swear it was in my room…” He mumbled before opening the door to his studio.
You stepped inside and it was cold, like the air conditioner had been on all day. Jungkook looked through his table and shelves before raking his hair back.
“Hang on okay, I’m gonna head back upstairs.” He said, as he placed his hand on your shoulder and left.
You’ve never been into his studio. Not even once. You looked around and you noticed that he hung some pictures on the wall behind his computer. It was mostly pictures of him with his other members, showing smiles and Jungkook holding up an award. As you were looking through them, you noticed there was a picture of you with him. It was a picture on your graduation day. You were holding out a bouquet of flowers that Jungkook gave to you that day. He had his arm around your waist and you both looked happy. There was another one when Jungkook took you on a vacation, and making silly faces together.
There was another framed picture beside his computer and you smiled when you saw the picture. It was a picture of you, Jungkook and other members. A sticky note was sticked on the frame, and your smile got even wider, a giggle escaped your lips as you read it.
Support systems. Love you all.
“(Y/N)?” Jung kook’s voice startled you before you placed the frame back onto the desk and exited his studio.
“Oh.”
“Sorry, I was just looking around your studio.” You mumbled, closing the door behind you.
“It’s fine (Y/N), you didn’t have to apologize.” He said nervously. “Anyways, iI found it!” he said excitedly. He then hands you the box. It was a grey gift box, wrapped nicely with a black bow. You took the box from Jungkook and you were surprise because of its weight.
“What is in here?” You asked laughing. “Should I open it here? Or maybe at home?” You asked. Jungkook pressed his lips together before lifting both of his shoulders.
“Maybe you should open it at home.” He said with a smile. You smiled back at him.
“Thank you.” You said in a small voice. There was gap of silence before Jungkook book the silence.
“Do you want to stay or do you want to head out?” He asked. You lift both of your shoulders.
“How about we order some pizzas, and we head out to get some other snacks and we go enjoy a movie marathon?” Jungkook suggested.
“It’s been a while since we did a movie marathon together.” He added with a smile.
You let out a chuckle, somehow feeling defeated as you nodded you head, agreeing on his idea. You placed the box on his couch and smiled at him.
“Let’s do that.” You replied.
Jungkook clapped his hands together in excitement before he could take your hand and guide you out from his apartment.
You ordered the pizzas while Jungkook was paying for some of the snacks that you guys bought.
“This is going to be fun! I miss spending time with you!” Jungkook said, excited. You laughed as he jumped up and down, carrying the heavy plastic bags.
“Jungkook, calm down, you’re going to rip the plastic open!” You laughed.
“Don’t you miss spending time with me?” He asked.
“Well, yeah, of course I do.” You smiled.
He smiled back at you before moving the plastic bag on his other hand so he could hold on to your hand.
“Good.” He simply said.
As you both reached his apartment, you went to the kitchen and Jungkook stopped there for a brief second.
“Is everything alright?” You asked him, placing the bags onto the island counter.
“Yeah…” He blinked. I just didn’t remember cleaning the dishes today.” He said.
“Oh, I did them.” You replied, followed by a giggle.
“You did?”
You nodded your head in response before placing food into the cabinet.
“It was disturbing to see and i needed a glass to drink.” You joked.
“Sorry, I haven’t been around to clean up.” He apologized nervously, scratching the back of his neck. You laughed.
“It’s not a big deal Jungkook, it’s just pile of dishes you didn’t have time to clean.” You told him.
“Come on, let’s prepare some of the things we’d be eating later.”
You ended up frying some french fries and some chicken wings. You remembered when Jungkook was on a long break and he was able to eat anything and as much as he wants. He was nagging about wanting to eat a lot and you ended up coming over to his house bringing food that you made at home.
As you were cooking, Jungkook was seeing up the couch. Throwing in some blankets and pillows, to make it comfortable. The usual things to throw when you both are having movie marathon. Either at his place, or yours.
You wanted to watch the Jurassic World but Jungkook wanted to watch Star Trek instead. But you ended up winning rock, paper, scissor with him so you both watched Jurassic world together. It was early in the movie when Jungkook realized the pizza hasn’t arrived yet.
“Did you order the Pizza?” Jungkook asked, taking some of the french fries into his mouth.
“I did, it says that it’ll be here 10 minutes.” You told him. Jungkook turned to you, while your eyes are fixed on the screen.
“(Y/N).” Jungkook called you softly.
You turn your head to him, surprise at how close your face is with him. If you move just a slight muscle in your body, your lips could touch his.
“I’m sorry I haven’t been around for you.” He whispered, feeling his breathing hitting your skin.
“Jungkook, it fine.” You swallowed. “You were busy, you had to travel the world, you had Jennie.” You know you should’ve brought up Jennie, since he’s being so venerable when you mention her name. “They were important.”
“You’re important to me (Y/N).” He told you. “Don’t ever say that you’re not important to me.”
“I didn’t say that.” You shifted your position with a smile.
“It kind of sound like you did.” He scrunched up his nose.
“Well, I didn’t.” You stated with a small smile.
You felt him leaning closer to you before his forehead touches yours.
“Jungkook…” You whispered his name. Before his lips could touch yours the bell rang and made your heart jump.
“That must be the pizza.” Jungkook said turning to grab his wallet from the coffee table and handing it to you.
You took his wallet from his hand and walked towards the door with your heart racing like crazy.
You opened the door, and you felt your heart dropped.
“Jennie…” You mumbled, before she pushed past you and you closed the door.
“Jungkook!” She called as you followed her to the living room.
“What are you doing here?” Jungkook asked, rising from the couch walking closer to Jennie. You stood there, frozen, not really knowing what to do but to watch Jungkook and Jennie arguing.
“I came to see you, but apparently, you’re with someone else.”
“I told you I was going to be with (Y/N) today, and why do I even tell you? We’re not in a relationship anymore!” He said, raising his voice a bit as he rake his hair back with his hand.
“You’re supposed to be with me today, I didn’t say you can go with her!”
“She’s my bestfriend Jen, what do you want me to do?”
“Maybe just not hanging out with her more? Appreciate me?”
Jung kook’s eyes widen before he buried his face to his hands.
“Are you even hearing yourself right now?” Jungkook asked, in a sarcastic tone. “I haven’t been talking, to her in 3 months! I’ve been spending my time working, and most of it with you actually.” He argued.
“Well, I haven’t seen you in a month, and you decided to bail on me to hang with her— and why are you still here?” Jennie asked when she noticed you were still standing there quietly.
“Oh… okay, I’ll go.” You said, before rushing to the couch to get your stuff.
“(Y/N)!” Jungkook called you and you turn around to see him with the box he gave you earlier. You took the box from him with a slight nod, avoiding his eyes.
“I’ll call or text you later alright?” He asked.
“Maybe not tonight, you have things to figure out first.” You whispered
“(Y/N)… about earlier I—” He took your hand and you turn your head to face him.
“If it’s about earlier, we can talk about that some other time okay?” You gave him a small smile.
“I have to go.” You told him, slowly letting go from his grip and left his apartment.
As you shut the door, you heard them arguing in higher tone and you shut your eyes, feeling your heart was just crushed into millions of pieces.
You rushed down to the lobby and there were paparazzi almost everywhere.
They must’ve been following Jennie, you thought. You pushed past all of them, as they kept asking you questions.
“Are you friends with Jungkook?”
“Is Jungkook cheating on Jennie?”
“I was reported that you were seen with Jungkook early, today, what are your thoughts on that?”
You kept on, pushing past people but they were all swarming all over you.
“Are Jungkook and Jennie breaking up?” One of them asked.
“I don’t, I don’t know.”
“Do you think they might be splitting up? What are your thoughts on that?” Another one asked.
You eventually stopped walking and took a deep breath.
“I don’t know what’s coming to them, but I wish for the best for both Jungkook and Jennie. Maybe be they are splitting up, we might never know.” You answered before pushing past all of the people and rushed to get yourself a cab and went home.
As you arrived back at your apartment, you drag yourself into your bedroom and place the box onto your desk before throwing yourself onto your bed.
You felt exhausted. Not just physically, but emotionally as well. When you closed your eyes, you remembered how it felt when Jungkook’s face was just inches away from you. Movement away from his lips touching yours.
You sat up on your bed before letting out a loud groan and covered your face with your hands.
You looked over to the box that Jungkook had given you and brought it to your bed. There was an envelope sticked on the box and you smiled as you read it.
To the annoying, loving (Y/N)
You opened the envelope and inside Jungkook’s handwriting.
hey, (Y/N)
i’m bad at pouring my feeling out, but firstly i wanted to say that i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to neglect you for the past couple of months. i made a mistake, but i want to fix it and make everything alright again. and please believe me when i write this.
i love you. always had and always will.
i’m sorry, that it took so long for me to realize it, and i hope you’re willing to give me a chance to proof that i do.
jungkook
As soon as you finished reading it, you were actually speechless. you blinked your eyes, causing the teas stream down your face before you could wipe them. Holding the paper close to your chest, you felt your heart fluttering, but your stomach aching. You placed the letter aside pulling the black ribbon before slowly opening the top. You let out a gasp before a light laugh escaped your lips.
There was a framed picture of you and Jungkook, with a little sticky note sticked on the corner of the frame
i want a rematch!
you laughed before admiring the picture again. You looked really happy with him in the picture, and you were happy. It was in the arcade, and Jungrook has his hand squishing your cheeks as you laughed. You placed the picture away, and look at other stuff.
every single item had a sticky note on them, explaining where he got them and why he did. bars of chocolate when he was in Europe, a beautiful necklace he got from Italy. A colouring book when he was in the airport on his way home.
in case you’re bored.
You laughed at the sticky note that was attached on the activity book. And lastly was a snow globe. It was beautiful. You lightly shook the snow globe, letting the confetti and snow sprinkled inside.
i got this when i was in the US. and i promise someday, i’ll take you there.
you smiled, letting a tear fall from your eyes before you noticed that there was a crank on the side of it. You turn the crank a few times before it plays a soft melody. You laid down on your bed, as the music keeps on playing in front of you. As you were looking at the snow globe, you thought of Jungkook. You thought about all the times you spent with him until today. You thought about the letter he wrote and all these gifts that he gave to you.
You felt special.
You got up from your bed to taking your phone from your desk. You decided to send Jungkook a text.
To: Jungkook
hey, thanks for all the stuffs, it means so much to me. love you jungkook, please text or call me as soon as you can!
And with that, you sent the text, with your heart beating out of your chest and you stomach filled with butterflies.
You don’t know if he’s going to call you, or even text you. But you do know that Jungkook loves you and that’s what matter to you the most right now.
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bangtan-spells · 6 years
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Yoongi Scenario: Tainted Love - Part 15.
Request: Could you make one with Yoongi being some sort of demon/vampire boss that every one is super scared of but then there is Y/N, Yoongi is in love with her and everyone is always super impressed how Yoongi always surrenders and softens when something is about her? He’s super protective and wants to please her in his own way, thank you for doing this i love you  
Summary: Demons are merciless, demons are ruthless, demons can’t hold nothing dear to them. Yoongi is the leader, the king of the demon world. He is feared as he is respected, no one expected him to bring a human girl as his lover, you. You fell in love and now you are in the midst of adjusting to the demon world, its custums, and its dangers. But everything is worth it if is for him, the demon king that lives between shadows and that would turn hell apart to protect you.
Featuring all BTS.
Genre: Romance / Drama.
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You kept staring at the spot Yoongi had been just a second ago, just like that and he was gone, your heart was going at the same speed of your breathing thinking him going back to fight.
Hoseok came to you startling you for a second.
-What happened?-
-The lizards- you answered after swallowing your nerves to pull yourself together. -They appeared in the market, we were with this demon and Yoongi was interrogating him about a rope, he confronted him about some clan and then the demon disappeared, after that the lizards… I’m not sure what is happening-
Hoseok nodded thinking about what you had just told him, he hadn’t seen the rope but maybe he could make the link to it. You knew it was for the best Yoongi brought you back, you being there would only make you be dead weight, but your mind was there with him still, you couldn’t stop yourself from being afraid of him being hurt again, of not only getting those burns but something far worse, of him maybe not coming back.
-Y/N you should probably go to Yoongi’s, to your room- he corrected himself shaking his head.
-Why? I’ll wait here with you-
Hoseok stared at you and you tried to read him, Hoseok was the merriest of them, if they could be described as such at all, he was attentive and very much abnegated to his duty, which he had to do, you didn’t want to put yourself over his shoulders too, but you didn’t want to just go, you wanted to wait there for Yoongi and the others to return. And then you thought that Hoseok might be as nervous as you were because Hana was also there, you remembered he was in love with her for a very long time.
-I’m sorry, I…-
-You can stay Y/N, I’ll just put up security- he said and then next second you felt a tremble but you couldn’t say where it came from. You looked around alarmed and Hoseok chuckled softly. -Don’t worry, that was me- Sighing you smiled a little, remembering Hoseok was also the guardian of this manor. -Any chance on sending back up to them?-
-Jungkook and Jimin are not here, I think… no Jin isn’t either- Hoseok said more like he was thinking out loud. -I should contact another squad and send it there-
You nodded, that sounded like a good idea, but just as Hoseok was turning you heard a snap. The first ones to appear were Yoongi and Namjoon, your eyes passed Namjoon who didn’t look beaten to focus on Yoongi, you went to him not finding the strength to run as you were too nervous.
-Babe- you whispered when you were next to him as you examined his body.
-I’m ok- he whispered back kissing your hands staining them with blood. You were scared seeing it, it was black blood. This time you discovered it was his as he had a nasty cut on the right side of his ribs. -Nothing serious-
-Yoongi- you breathed wondering if it was really like that.
-It will heal in a couple hours Y/N- he stressed a bit more sternly, you nodded biting your lip to not say anything else although once you had seen the cut you couldn’t stop looking at it every few seconds. -Hoseok, is Jin around? we might need him-
You frowned a little, wondering what he meant and then you heard another snap, Taehyung came last and stepped aside as everyone stared at the two female demons who appeared first, Sonya was helping Hana on her feet, the auburn haired girl had a big claw mark going down her neck that dripped blood as she breathed, but the biggest injury seemed to be in one of her legs as she couldn’t stand by herself.
Hoseok rushed to her, Hana saw him coming and held stronger to Sonya who was having a silent debate with Hoseok who stared at her intently. No one said anything as Hoseok very gently put himself in the position Sonya was just seconds ago so he could hold Hana’s weight. He whispered something on her ear that you couldn’t hear, but it made Hana finally look at him, she was embarrassed you realized now, she didn’t notice that in Hoseok’s eyes there was no space for judgement on weakness, you only saw his worry and his tenderness for her, the way it hurt him seeing her hurt, he really loved her and the way Hana leaned a bit her head onto him after Hoseok took her in his arms made you believe perhaps she loved him too.
-What happened?- you turned to Yoongi again.
-We should get to the bottom of this, soon- Namjoon exhaled in a serious tone, more than his usual one. -I have to go soon, but if I’m needed then…-
-Namjoon we will get to the meeting room after Hoseok is ready- Yoongi interrupted him. -You can and go and come back for it, as you please- Yoongi said not answering you for a moment. -Sonya you are dismissed after Hana is good to go-
-But…- she started but Yoongi glared and she closed her mouth. -Yes my lord-
-Taehyung, stay around and keep Jungkook and Jimin at reach- you looked at Taehyung again and noticed now he too was a bit hurt although not nearly as much as Hana.
-Got it-
-Let’s go- Yoongi touched your waist and then you were gone.
You bathed together again and in the tub Yoongi told you what had happened back in the market, another defeat if it could be called that since it all seemed some sort of decoy. The lizards had a weird behavior as they posed a fight but just when they thought they were weak enough for the capture they either died or fled.
-I don’t understand what is it that they want- you said frustrated. -They don’t make any sense Yoongi, I mean, I’d get it if they were after something in specific but they seem to be just messing around, but there must be more than just it-
Yoongi nodded as he caressed your shoulder with the tip of his fingers, you had seen the extent of his wound as he groaned taking off his shirt but what you thought would be open and bloody was closed almost entirely, there was still a gap on the flesh but he didn’t bleed anymore neither did it pose a problem for him, it was nothing just like he had said and you were glad for it although still stunned by his rapid healing.
 -Most logic thing would be them wanting my head, but they are acting odd, it seems to be more than that- the ginger touch stopped and you felt his lips again on your skin. -Mark is already faded-
-Yoongi, I’m worried about you-
He sighed. -This is how it is Y/N, and it can’t be changed, this world its been like this for as long as I can remember and it won’t stop just because, we are like this-
-I know that, I just… I guess is a different mindset, how you see things different than I, I always thought I was a bit too rebellious but living all this, I don’t know, makes me think if you ever find peace-
-There’s no such thing- he answered in that stone cold voice, he wanted you to get the point and you were afraid he’d start again saying that you should be better off away from all danger but he didn’t. He hugged you instead, holding your body between his arms as if you were the most precious thing to him. He was very calm after all that had happened today and you were glad you could do this together, you knew this wasn’t over and the lizard and warlock problem would only get worse, there was no peace in this world, you’d be signing up for that. -You went too quiet- he said interrupting your thoughts.
You smiled, Yoongi sometimes bothered you saying you were far too chatty, always asking questions, always talking about something. But you also knew he liked that, how you talked back to him, how you didn’t shy away from his glares and still defied him. He must have lived a lonely life living as who he was, being who he was supposed to. -I still worry Yoongi, about you and everything-
-Don’t- he answered pressing you more to him. -We will work this out and be done with it, if not…- he sighed and although he had just said not to worry just that gesture made all your alarms go off. -We will talk about it later, some other time, for now all this we have to do is endure and fight-
-Fight- you sighed, starting to think you should be moving forward to something, you knew a lot about demons and warlocks and what a bloody hell they could put up, how could you step in between all that. Becoming a demon was the immediate answer, the right one. But you didn’t feel ready yet.
-You know what you have to do Y/N, we are not arguing more about that, it’s your call-
-I know- you frowned taking one of his hands that were resting on your tummy to play with his fingers squeezing the little knobs. You turned your head a little and kissed the first thing you could that was his jaw and then his lips when he tilted his head a bit more towards you. -I love you- you kissed him again feeling this time his lips returning the gesture. -Stay alive for me-
Yoongi didn’t say anything and just leaned his head down until your could feel his breathing on your neck, holding you tightly and surely, he didn’t have to say it, but you felt that perhaps it was in moments like this where he found peace.
They had a meeting a couple of hours after that, Yoongi was going through his scrolls fuming because Namjoon was late, you stared at him from the bed as you went through some class documents on your laptop, rolling your eyes at his silent rage as he resented Namjoon and his magnanimous irresponsibility. The calm almost peaceful state from before was gone and now Yoongi was back in his usual self, angry and on the edge.
-Where is he anyways? He said he had something to do, perhaps it’s important-
-This is important- he barked without looking at you.
-Maybe it’s a girl, or a lover, Namjoon has the right too- you said more to taunt him than anything else, Yoongi smirked and this time he deviated his eyes from the antique scroll to you. -Are you the only one allowed the greatness of a good fuck?- you asked to pick at him even more.
-Love, if you aren’t going to grant me that great experience now I suggest you cut the crap and stay in your business- You laughed making him groan and glare even more at the scroll. -Laugh harder- he said in that sarcastic tone that told you you were going to pay for it later, which you loved.
-Ok, I will not interrupt more- you said in mid laugh making him shake his head half in disapproval half amused.
-If you must know Namjoon does have a lover, bet she isn’t a brat- you gasped as if you were offended and he cracked a smile. -They are going to… I guess you can say they are going to get married-
You almost chocked on your laughter which made Yoongi smirk. -Married? Wow- you coughed, of course they also had some sort of liaison like marriage.
-I guess everyone has someone- he sighed more to himself than saying it to you. That made you stay serious, feeling your heart beating for him. Your demon lover, both cynical and thoughtful, he was full of contradictions he wouldn’t ever admit.
There was a knock on the door and Yoongi jumped on his feet, you watched him go there and just before he went out of the bedroom he turned to look at you.
-Be good, get some rest-
-I’ll be waiting for you-
He nodded, the “you better” dangling of his tongue but not saying it, he only looked at you one last time before going out.
Next days were more or less the same, Yoongi went and came, sometimes the whole day, others just hours, sometimes you’d wake up in the middle of the night to not find him there. It was a lot what he had to do, but you also knew by now it was the way Yoongi did things. Before you had thought you understood but witnessing it from so close now you could tell it was the way this world worked, how Yoongi functioned, the way he was conditioned by all his duties.
You on the other hand were trying to find some sort of new routine that could fit both worlds, but copping with college and the whole persecution of rogue demons was proving to be harder than you could have ever imagined. Your friends were suspicious of your pronounced distance, and Yuri was pretty insistent in being invited to your boyfriend’s house to see what was going on, Anji was also worried but differently from Yuri and you Anji was the quiet type who just waited and observed until it was right to act.
It didn’t feel good to lie, but telling them was a high bet as well. You didn’t even want to think about you far away family, although being somewhat unattached from them you still had to tell them something in due time. It all made your head hurt from not knowing what to do.
Something was up in the manor as well, even if things had calmed down a little after Yoongi stopped his killing sprees, now you could tell the rumors and whispers were arising again, it was more of the same, Yoongi not being able to uphold his position, incompetent for not catching the lizard, getting crossed by warlocks and the worst of all being involved with a human. He was starting to look vulnerable to the eyes of his people, and demons didn’t take vulnerability well. You knew Yoongi was a strong leader and no matter what anyone said he was doing what had to be done, he held all the power but also the responsibility with him, but even though there were also rumors of some clans turning cloaks against him, that you knew could be the most dangerous.
You had arrived from class almost an hour ago but you still were with your companion Jimin, it was a relief having him near, not only for protection but because Jimin was actually a very pleasant company and you had to admit you cared for him a little bit more than you did of all of the other members of Yoongi’s squad.
-What do you want to do now? Or you are off to train?-
Jimin shrugged. -Not really, but I should, I don’t want to lack in battle-
-You won’t- you assured. -But go, I will just go take a stroll and keep listening to the bullshit this people keep talking behind our back-
Jimin frowned at that, he was as everyone else disgusted with the rumors although of all of them Jimin and Taehyung were the ones taking it more personally. Taehyung since he cut the tongue of however he caught bluffing, but then short tempered Taehyung was known to react violently. However quiet sheep demon Jimin was more of an impact. -They should be grateful master let them live-
You smiled a little at that. Yoongi wanted to dissipate any doubts on his leadership by not wavering and getting things done, you wondered when he would resort to other measures, what kind of hell would be unleashed when he did. -You are right-
Jimin went to the training courts on the opposite direction as you who went on walking, not able to decide if to go get dinner by yourself or wait a little bit and have it together with Yoongi since maybe he could come back. He really needed a phone. You were wondering how he would react if you gave him one when you heard his voice, the manor was full of whispers and furtive conversations lately, but you wouldn’t have guessed Yoongi having one. You walked a few steps closer to where you thought the voices came, it was his without a doubt, he didn’t sound happy, and then you realized the person he was talking to was a female, it was her of course, as the pitch of her voice jumped in your mind making all your alarms go off. 
You wanted to barge in and stop whatever interaction they were having but then you stopped yourself and just listened, Yoongi saying he was having none of something and then Sonya’s voice saying something that you knew must have been in the minds of most of the demons on the domain.
-I was a much better option, you know this- she said half amused half angry, resentful. -We all know it, we all thought you would make a smart choice, but you decided for your little human instead-
You had tears of anger in your eyes, looking down at your hands made fists you realized you were shaking. You couldn’t believe how she dared to say those things, the nerve she had to speak to Yoongi that way, but even more there was a part of you that knew she could be right. She was the smart choice for him to lead, not you, but even half recognizing that half heartedly the anger you felt towards her was beyond anything else. You were about to go in but then there was a growl. It was feral and then you heard a thud. Too anxious to know what was happening you opened the door and saw Sonya on the floor, pinned down by one of Yoongi’s shadows. Seeing her there you wanted nothing more than beat her in the face, grab her neck and choke the air out of her until she couldn’t say another word to Yoongi.
-My guess is you are up to date with events- he said watching you glaring down at Sonya and then at him. But instead of going to him you went closer to Sonya, your eyes going around the room for just a moment to then focus on some sort of knife left forgotten on a table. Good enough to slice meat, sharp enough to kill.
Yoongi stepped forward in just seconds, standing between you and Sonya’s body, she was squirming under the shadow and her eyes had been focused on you, maybe not believing what was happening. Yoongi pushed you away and placed a boot on her back. -Another word coming from you…- he started and he pushed his boot down, she squirmed hastily and gasped for air and you swore you had heard a crack. -I will kill you, but not here, publicly, so everyone can see how smart you are- he pushed harder again and this time Sonya screamed. -Little Sonya dancing on a stick, bet you would like that- He removed the boot and retreated the shadow, Sonya was coughing blood and she couldn’t breathe correctly. -If you are in discontent you can say so-
She shook her head and kneeled in front of him. -Forgive me my lord- she mumbled panting for air.
-Are you scheming against me Sonya?- he stared at her eyes, his eyes going almost completely black as he pierced her with that stare. -Huh?-
-Never- she breathed more strongly now. -I would never-
She was lying, she had to. You looked at Yoongi waiting for him to do it, or at least to do something, but he didn’t. -Get out-
Yoongi sighed when Sonya left, he looked at you a bit with a frown already knowing you were more than upset. Impressed at what he had seen.
-Does she mean so much to you? You have secret talks and secret fights like this-
-Y/N, did you listen what she was saying? Did you listen what I said? What I did?-
-I saw enough, you spared her life-
-Y/N if I killed every single demon talking shit about me I would be left with no one around, its a matter of deeming who needs to be taken out and who doesn’t-
-And she doesn’t? Why?-
-Because she is faithful to me! useful to what needs to be done- he shouted losing his patience.
His words were like a blow to your ego, while Sonya was the perfect soldier and companion, a strong demon who could do something for him you were just the little human making everything more difficult, not only couldn’t you do anything for yourself but you had turned into an insecure little bitch as well. Dragging him down.
-Well I guess you should just go and fuck her instead-
-Cut the crap Y/N-
He glared at you hard and you were silent just breathing harshly for a moment. Yoongi groaned and took two steps closer to you but halting when you glared and lifted a hand to tell him to not approach. He groaned louder and cut the distance between you
-Fucking don’t Yoongi, I cant-
-You can’t what?-
-When she was here I wanted to…- you shook your head coming down to the impulse you had felt. It was like you were losing your mind, at that moment you had thought yourself capable of doing it.
-I know- he sighed again trying to approach you more to touch you but you stepped back. -Y/N I couldn’t let you do it-
-Why?- you asked as you felt the knot in your stomach go up to your throat. -I hate her, its obvious she doesn’t like me, it’s even more obvious she wants you and thinks herself more suitable, if I were a demon It would be in my right-
-It’s not about that-
-Then what is it? She would have killed me?-
Yoongi  flared you with his eyes. -You know I wouldn’t let anyone harm you, I sent her out for you, killing Sonya would have done you more wrong than anything else, trust me in this love-
You shook your head and this time his hands reached your cheeks making you turn head, eyes and all attention to him. You were really losing it. -That’s not how your first kill should be, not yet-
-I am going crazy Yoongi, I’m turning into- you sighed feeling tears scape your eyes. -a monster, I… sometimes I wonder If I’m capable of cope with all this, you do it very well, I just add more shit on everything-
-Well I do have a good thousand years ahead of you love- you snorted at that and he cracked a little smile. His hands left you cheeks caressing your arms until he rested them on your waist.
 -I can’t stand all the bullshit in the halls either, I know a part of it is because of me but they should have more faith in you-
Yoongi shrugged. -It will pass, and whoever that does change loyalties would be taken care of, this is… not strange for us-
-I’m sorry- you breathed letting yourself melt in his arms, placing yours around his neck pulling him close.
-No need love, we are all monsters here-
Your outburst helped to carve some consciousness in you, about you not having to be jealous although Yoongi had handled it pretty smoothly, and about taking things as they were, acting upon that instead of getting angry at your own situation.
You laid in bed two days later alone, Yoongi was out running his errands, it was saturday and you didn’t know if going out with the girls would be a good call or not. Studying was crossed out of the list for the moment as you had been doing a lot of that to keep you occupied.
The tv was on but you weren’t really paying attention. You turned in bed and thought what else you could do beside worrying? Your eyes went again to the tv and the on going criminal series that you so loved, but then you turned again and saw them, the beautiful katanas.
Getting on your knees you reached one of them again, you knew japanese samurais had used this kind of sword for centuries and you knew enough to be conscious that for some of them it took a lifetime to perfect the tecnis, the discipline. It took years of hard work to become a good swordsman. But regardless of that you also knew you had to start somewhere.
Jumping out of the bed you looked for shoes and clothes more suited than the little dress you had on, and then a thought came. Yoongi had been so exasperated the last time you held the sword, he wouldn’t like this and that meant no one else would. That dragged down your plans.
Maybe you could convince Jimin to help you, but then knowing Jimin as you did you knew he would never raise a hand or a weapon against you. For this you had to look for someone who wasn’t afraid to hurt you a little, and conveniently enough you knew just the person.
Jimin wasn’t happy with any of the things you proposed him, he straight out told you it was madness and that you would get in trouble.
-I know it sounds crazy, but it’s important to me, if Yoongi finds out the responsibility will be mire and I will deal with him- Jimin sighed. -Just tell me where is Taehyung and I will do everything else-
Jimin opened his eyes to the imposible and shook his head. -That I cannot do, I… I will go with you, I can’t let you alone with… him, master very strictly said to protect you-
You smiled tenderly. -You are doing that Jimin, come with me then-
You looked for Taehyung who was as per usual with Jungkook, both of them siting on a lounging area with a huge map in front of them. You cleared your throat to be noticed as both of them were too engrossed with their activity to acknowledge Jimin or you.
-Look who is here, the princess in the tower and her knight-
Jungkook rolled his eyes at Taehyung’s sarcastic remark but half laughed. -Yo-
-Hello Jungkook and you- you smiled too. -Aren’t you being a sweetheart today?-
-Can’t help it Y/N-
You laughed. -Then you would be more than glad to help me with a little something-
Taehyung’s eyes gleamed with trouble and then he saw the sword you were carrying with you, one of Yoongi’s precious katanas. He whistled and Jungkook stood up to look at it closer. -What do you need? Are you killing something? Did Yoongi allow you to go out of your room today?-
You hit him with the hem of the sword and he laughed. -I can do as I please asshole, now, I come to request you to teach me about this- you said signaling the sword. -Since you are good at it you can teach me the basics-
-I don’t know Y/N, you don’t sound convincing, what do I get in return? Wanna strike a deal?-
Jungkook hit him this time and this time Taehyung yelped. -My favor, which means Yoongi’s favor if you know what I mean- you smirked since you knew you had won.
Taehyung laughed and even the two others were chuckling as well. -You are filthy Y/N, I like it, Yoongi’s favor is rare so I take it- you smiled as you knew he would, you had figured Taehyung valued Yoongi’s approval and esteem more than he let on.
-That is if any of us is alive after this- Jungkook remarked with a sigh.
The four of you went to an underground training court. You had never been there until now so you were impressed by how big it was, the manor held all kinds of spaces in its interior. The concave ceiling was higher than any other in the manor, and even if it seemed just a wide room with concrete floor you could also see sets of tools, trampolines, and other things of the sort well accommodated on one corner.
-We also have an armory, almost as big as this- Jungkook pointed out as he saw you staring. He had decided to come to watch and as prevention, just in case. It made you a little nervous since that meant his friend might not be completely in control. Perhaps this was too crazy just as Jimin had said.
Taehyung asked to see the katana first, and after he assessed the weigh and saw the blade he gave it back to you, instructing to keep it with its guard on for now and then to stand as if you were to attack him. Which made you feel awkward in every position and angle you took. Facing him directly was the logic thing to do, spread your legs a little also seemed useful for more mobility and equilibrium. He stared for a few seconds before going closer, Taehyung was taller than Yoongi but not more intimidating, now that you knew he didn’t want to kill you he was less so, even still you were a little nervous of what he might do.
Taehyung snorted -It’s all wrong, haven’t you seen movies?-
-Don’t be a dick, teach me- you snapped.
-Yeah dick!- Jungkook shouted from the sidelines making Jimin laugh.
-There are several ways to sword fighting, my kind of sword is different from your choice- he grabbed your shoulders and turned your body slightly so you weren’t  exactly face to face but neither were you in an odd angle. -Like this you won’t lose visibility and at the same time you are a smaller target, your type of sword is better held with one hand, you will have to get used to it and the weight of it- he lifted your arm to the right height and then twisted your wrist to a different angle. -Like this you will have a better grasp, remember this position of your body-
You nodded really trying to remember how you were at the moment so you could repeat it later. He started to teach you very basic things, which you appreciated as you were pleasantly surprised he was teaching you instead of toying you like you had feared. Taehyung wasn’t also using not even a third of his strength while attacking you but even still you did fell a couple of times as you tried to block his attacks, not very successfully all the time, but at least you were trying. Taehyung was also using a guarded sword for your protection, that was after an insistent request of Jimin just before practice started. He was going to use bare hands but then figured the sword would be better for you to learn the basics.
He also started with basics principles of attacking, going back to the initial posture and learning how to swipe the katana the right way and not like a baseball bat. You were very clumsy with it but you tried to do it as swiftly as he said you should.
-You should start slow but fluid Y/N, don’t drag your arm-
You nodded, you were breathing heavily with the lack of air for the effort. Now it showed how your physical condition wasn’t ideal either, you had never been a sporty person, but this felt different. You weren’t training for the sake of a fitness picture. In the demon world it was being strong or die, as simple as that.
-Let’s do it again- he said as he took a few steps back and took position but then the doors where you had come from barged open and there he was. Yoongi coming in with Hoseok by his side.
Everyone was paralyzed for a second, this could end bad. You thought you could handle it but if by any chance Yoongi was feeling off or if Taehyung said the wrong thing this could go down very quickly.
You were the first one to move to meet Yoongi halfway and not let him get as close to the others so fast just in case.
-What is going on here?- he asked very slowly assessing the four of you and the very obvious situation.
-I asked for a little help today- you started. -Taehyung was teaching me how to use the katana, you know I’ve always wanted to use it, it was my idea. Jungkook and Jimin are here because I asked too-
Yoongi’s sharp gaze moved from you to Jimin and Jungkook who were unsure of what to do, you could almost feel his possessiveness arriving as well as his instinct to protect you, and then he focused on Taehyung, he stayed there a bit longer, piercing him with that glare in a way that got you nervous.  Taehyung lifted his hands. -Her idea, nothing bad with it in my most humble opinion- he said without a pinch a humbleness but that was just what he was. Hoseok rolled his eyes and also started to get close, everyone moving slowly preparing on how to react in case hell broke loose.
-Yoongi…-you trailed off seeing that he was about to speak, or do something.
-Indeed Y/N can do as she pleases- he stated as a matter of fact. -All of you did good in following her- you couldn’t help your smile after hearing him, even if it was stupid as this should be something more than granted to you, but it wasn’t that, it was about his change and the trust he had on you, even beyond his controlling ways you were first. It made you want to kiss him and let him have you as soon as possible. You felt your body throbbing for him and as if he had noticed his eyes shifted to you again, the dark look you shared flaring all the feelings you had for each other.
-Are they going to fuck here?- Jungkook asked not so quietly, Jimin gasped and coughed and Taehyung straight out laughed loudly going to Jungkook to pat his back for what he remarked was the best thing he had said in the whole week. Hoseok face palmed but was kind of laughing too that was until Yoongi smelled something and his demeanor changed.
You were puzzled for a moment as he was frowning now, he took your hands in his and then turned your arms a little so it showed the cuts you had, surely made when you had fallen, but one of them was bleeding a bit too much and until now you hadn’t noticed the sting of it.
-I fell a couple of times- you assured as he wiped the blood away carefully and then teared a piece of his own shirt to wrap it near your left elbow where you were bleeding a bit more.
-You will have lots of these while training- he affirmed with a sigh. -Bruises too-
-I know- you smiled a little and he sighed helplessly again.
-Jin can get rid of them pretty easily- Hoseok offered. -I’ll summon him-
Yoongi nodded and you didn’t want to refute anything else since after all everything had gone incredibly smoothly. Yoongi turned from you to Taehyung who was already by Jungkook and Jimin talking. Maybe you had thought too quick.
-You, asshole- Taehyung turned again and now you were all on your tip toes. -You didn’t think you’d make Y/N spill blood and be free to go, didn’t you? Let’s make you bleed-
It happened way too fast for you or anyone to intervene, Yoongi lunged forward and Taehyung was in combat mood as fast as lightning. But not even that spared him, Yoongi’s dagger cut his skin like butter, a long cut along his throat that made the blood run down his neck and spread on the floor dramatically. Yoongi had slit Taehyung’s throat. You gasped and were about to scream something when you realized Taehyung was smiling, he spat blood on a side and smiled in utter amusement as Yoongi smirked at him. It was a fucking game.
You exhaled loudly and Jungkook snickered by your side. -Got you there Y/N, huh?-
-Are you kidding me?- you breathed watching them go at each other.
Taehyung threw away the guarded sword to replace with his own, reacting to it Yoongi moved his hand making the shadows gather around his right palm, elongating and shifting until he had formed a black sword that seemed to sway, the only way you could describe it was like a black blade made of black flames.
Taehyung smiled like a child in christmas after seeing Yoongi’s creation. They both were enjoying this too much, like children. You shook your head and then saw Yoongi throwing you a look that made you sway.  He had scared the hell out of you, asshole. You smiled and saw as both of them attacked, lunging forward in a impossible fast sprint, their blades met and you could almost feel the room shaking. By your side the guys were hypnotized watching them and after a few seconds you noticed Jin and Namjoon were also in staring at the fight. It was nothing more than a display of horrible tremendous power. Yoongi was working hard to dodge Taehyung’s fiery strikes, but then Taehyung couldn’t touch him, they collided a couple times without doing any real harm to each other. You wondered how this was going to end up but then suddenly you heard a snap and then Hoseok disappeared.
It got all the others watching around, starting to ask what was going on, Yoongi and Taehyung stopped the fight a few seconds later when Yoongi noticed the loud chattering about Hoseok being gone all of the sudden.
-What is it?- he asked Namjoon who was about to tell him he didn’t know when they heard another snap, Hoseok was back with a look that didn’t reassure any of you. -Hoseok-
-Warlocks are here, you should come see this-
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