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down-with-the-mafia · 11 months

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okay I don't wanna like. get anyone's hopes up. that six fanart thing probably isn't happening anytime soon

#it's something I will do. at some point. idk #I have other stuff I wanna do and I'm just doing whatever sounds good in the moment #so it's not like. a priority.#also I got more than six requests idk what I'm gonna do about that. maybe I'll draw extras another time after that idk #oughhh idk idk #idk! I'm kind of a mess lately #just. not feeling too good #but I have doctor's appointments tomorrow #or I guess basically today? it's almost midnight #so hopefully this doctor will actually help #today was a weird day. like nothing really happened I just feel weird idk.#also god the number six is weird for me. I feel like I'm writing my name every time I write it lol

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segretecose · 11 months

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my new doctor actually listens to me and doesn’t dismiss my concerns and doesn’t ascribe every single symptom to me Being a Woman it’s kinda weird and immensely fucked up that i go into consultations already up in arms ready to fight for my life and he’s like. why are you doing this. and i have to remind myself that some doctors are doctors who do their job and not just people who sit behind a desk and tell you that any kind of pain or discomfort is normal because you’re on your period even if you’re not on your period and then send you home with no solution and more concerns than before

#i have an appointment tomorrow and i was mentally preparing for the theater of it all #BUT! i have a Doctor doctor now

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scuttling-void · 8 months

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Nana is my comfort skyrim oc

#my ocs #oc: nana #skyrim #i have an intimidating doctors appointment tomorrow AND a tour of an apartment. so this is me coping #my art

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daz4i · 7 months

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everyone wish me luck i have a meeting with another social worker tomorrow that's supposed to help me with therapy shit and find me someone to help me with basic life stuff 💔

#like i should have weekly meetings with her and she's meant to help me make calls and such i think? i don't entirely remember #I'll ask tomorrow ig.#also my doctor's appointment today was canceled so no new painkillers for me. but I'll have it on wednesday hopefully #more life updates. for anyone invested in my recovery(???) process

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modernbaseball · 7 months

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(Girl with two jobs and family commitments in school full time voice) Should I get into making dioramas

#i really want to though #i havent done anything artistic in forever because im so tired and i dont have days off LOL. Whatever!#and i cant even see my doctor tomorrow. for a new patient appointment #i feel physically ill thinking about how much longer ill have to wait to get in but its fine.#personal

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the-insomniac-emporium · 11 days

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if I seem to get increasingly feral over the next couple days, please be aware that it's because I haven't had a good night's sleep in over a week now

and last night was particularly dreadful. as in I literally have not slept yet. I can feel my brain disintegrating like it's a clump of cotton candy being submerged in water by a confused raccoon

#to make matters worse i have to get up early for a doctor's appointment tomorrow #ugh #j says things

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solpng · 17 days

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good evening beautiful phone app ppl i am back

#hooooo boy today was a doozy #i finally was able to see a doctor and got prescribed a few meds for whatever demon is in my body #going to 3 different urgent cares was crazy but it was what it was ig #had a pretty big fight with my mom and actually did kinda fr have a mental break #i swear i was joking ab that earlier but gd did it rlly happen 😭#anyway so yeah i ended up having to make a phone call to a mental health center that provides inpatient/outpatient services #got an appointment/assessment tomorrow morning yippee #i'm trying my best to get myself sorted out like i can't keep living like this

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nickelbag610-blog · 1 month

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Foam Mapleshade

I made Mapleshade for a couple different reasons. I wanted to play around with how Dark Forest cats look. The before Mapleshade is before she had her kits the after is her in the DarkForest around the time Crookedstar's Promise takes place. For her DF counter part I took more inspiration from her plush that got memed on. I also wanted to practice with spotting and more complex markings. When they die in my Cannon they get red pupils, have huge scaring relating to how they died. But their appearance I.E. Mapleshade's curled in ears and Messer coat just depends on their personality, how they died, etc.

#foam art #warrior cats fanart #wc art #warrior cats art #crafts #nickelbag art #mapleshade's vengeance #mapleshade #Dark Forest cat #erin hunter warriors #I made her insed of sleeping for a doctor's appointment I have tomorrow #She has three whiskers representing her kits and murders

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hollownoire · 4 months

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God I want to make a video game so bad. At this point I'd devote myself to any project I could get my hands on.

Alas I know absolutely nothing about coding and it feels like there's absolutely not enough time in the day to chase all of my goals/projects/dreams at once.

I want to practice art, I want to make art, learn it. I want to make games, learn how to make games...

Hell, I've been debating making a YouTube channel for years now. But again, there's like...4 or 5 steps towards that end I'd have to see through.

What video editing software do I use? Is the way I record optimal and enjoyable to view? What about my mic? What do I even record? I've thought of doing speed paints, drawing tutorials, video games...like I wanna do a mixed bag of things that interest me and are fun to make. I had this fun idea to have a speed paint of the thumbnail I made for the video at the end, kind of merge art into whatever other creative process I'm working with. Especially video games, I currently have a chunk of Lethal Company footage sitting in a dusty corner of my computer that I've just been staring at timidly.

But with recording things and possibly even dropping my voice into the internet for random people to hear, I'm horribly self-concious about how my voice sounds. I don't have the money to drop on getting proper voice training and finding time in my already packed schedule to practice solo is frustrating enough to make me wanna fucking eat chalk.

Still need to make an "about page/intro" page to pin to my blog, alongside cleaning up the formatting and just making it look nicer.

I have multiple art projects planned...a few commissions that I need to do...oh yeah, I still need to make comm price sheet to post/pin/link as well...

The cherry on top is paypal has my dead name plastered on it 🤢

I'm so goddamn tired.

#rant #rant post #personal rant #trans #transgender #artists on tumblr #its 2:30 am and I have a doctors appointment at 9 🫠#At least I have DnD tomorrow #hollownoire #hollowsays

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months

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#sometimes u volunteer to do a paper for lab meeting and choose something that's like just above you head #just enough to b like: god dammit i should kno this. im gonna sound so fucking dumb trying to explain this #bc my lab mates 1000% know more on the topic than me 😭 but ya kno. so it goes.#i should have picked an easier paper. no i shouldnt say that. ive had fun with this one but i wish it didn't make me feel so stupid #i just think the D1 protein is really neat. and chl f uses 2 of... paralogs. one of which is real fucking old #its just really cool how with genetics u can look back in time at a mess that became what we see today #ugh. i should sleep. i still have lots to read abt before 11 tomorrow. thank christ my doctors appointment got moved #unrelated

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luckydinosauur101 · 2 months

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I wanted to help my mom out at work today and if I go to sleep now I can get exactly 59 minutes of sleep let’s go