#but as for anything else idfk

[pearl-kite]

WIP Whenever

Happy Saturdaaaayyy it's WIP time. Thank you @ejunkiet for the tag (✿◡‿◡)

I have FINALLY finished a completed draft of that silly fighting thing so now I'm running through it for revisions that it definitely needs, so in the meantime the thing I've been chipping away at for a while.

Doing a character sheet of sorts for my Darlin and trying to figure out potential tattoos. Not entirely sold so far? But maybe? idk, it's tough to think of tattoos apparently v_v

I've been doing small adjustments overall and since my first post of them I've added freckles and a teensy bit of sectoral heterochromia. Because I can (〜￣▽￣)〜

I.... don't feel like tagging anyone specific right now o3o;;; But if you've been tagged or want to be tagged, feel free to tag me for it I want to see things and read things o3o

#kite rambles #the only thing I know I want is snakerope and the anemones on the neck #the anemones serve a double purpose: being neat and covering certain things up v_v #but as for anything else idfk #the plant on the arm is thyme #which my nice plant book says has had a ton of different folkloric uses #but anyway idk I want them to have tattoos but it's hard to think of tattoos #I've never really given any ocs tattoos simply because I'm too lazy to draw them once I do #also need to think of a sense of style they tend for #idk lots to think about and chip away at #I'll probably consider the character sheet complete when I have a few outfits done #might do a little inventory sheet for their pockets or something too #anyway they've infected my brain lately v_v #redacted darlin #feels like copping out to not tag anyone but whatever I'm allowed #seriously pretend I tagged you if you want though o3o #working on at least one sweep of revisions for that fic

[strifesolution]

my power was out all day yesterday so obviously my brain decided the best course of action was to do a proper take on the vtuber design (as opposed to just that one doodle i did)

#rtgame #vtuber #do i even tag anything else idfk

[dragoncarrion]

can i stop pretending i dont get mad when i see people buying ocs and adopts for 500 dollars on the regular

#shortext #like oh my goddddddddd #literally spend that money on anything else. ANYTHING #HELL COMMISSION THE ARTIST FOR SOMETHING IDFK #i dont get as mad with the people selling them but rather the ones buying them like areyou straight up insane #moot made a post liek this the other day and now im browsing toyhouse and giving myself an aneurysm. you people piss me off #like. if i pulled osme shit like that my parents would beat my ass and with good reason! #im a hater and i will judge people for anything. idgaf

[thelaughingmerman]

My sincerest apologies to the op of this post.

#fish in the sea #i saw this post around the same time i was like eugene would use so many little pet names once hes secure in his relarionship idfk #i couldnt think of anything else to draw lmao #tbf franklin usually calls him gene or genie but like thats still technically his name. #art your engines

[chuckletons]

Jesse what the fuck are you talking about ?

yo mr white it's a free web cartoon you can go to homestarrunner.com/main and have fun online bitch. if you want to learn about strong bad you can go to characters or the series of toons where he answers real emails (bitch)

#anon #asks #i got this in between notes for that post so i'm assuming #if this was about anything else: idfk i just say things

[chipistrate]

Cassie protag propaganda maybe her dad being so connected to Bonnie he could have this mask

Vanessa protag propaganda maybe bnuuy connection generally shrug

#Chip Chatter #help wanted 2 spoilers #HW2 spoilers #idfk this doesn't!! Make sense!!! #Wdym it looks familiar!!!! #I'm not accepting Cassie dad protag it just doesn't fit with like anything else in the game #yeah yeah Carnie said the protag looked like they could have kids but Sun literally calls us a kid and refers to us having parents so I #don't think any of the lines in the minigames hold any weight as to who the protag is #they're preprogrammed lines #and the mask looking familiar also doesn't make sense with Map Bot!!! #I mean maybe??? It could be like??? Similar to the Vanny mask??? #but then that could also be a point for Vanessa protag since it was her mask at least for a bit

[cozylittleartblog]

3/3. this is the funniest charm in my whole store i think

i have spent dozens of minutes Pondering over what the hell the swatchlings in the cafe are wearing. i have never been able to see anything but, uh,

#deltarune #swatch #swatchlings #art #acrylic charm #color cafe #no but listen i saw someone else draw the same outfits and i was like. you. you see it too huh #WHAT ARE THEY WEARING!!!! WHAT ARE THEY WEARING #GRABS TOBY FOX BY THE DOG COLLAR SIR WHAT ARE THE BIRDS WEARING #if it helps they are def wearing slacks but they all have some weird corset tops or something idfk i CANNOT see anything else #fuckin bird host club bullshit (affectionate) (i love it) #i was drawing this i think when i finished my first pin design and my mom came in to look at it #and i open photoshop on my 3 foot wide monitor and thereare. the birds #;;;;;; #thats the second time ive drawn that exact serving tray i was trying to fit something in there and i gave up and reffed the one i did in #that other swatch piece #those are good colors. they fill the space good. it was fun to draw the first time so why not a Second time

[beast-feast]

Just hate-scrolled hella so uhhhhh let me do smthn really funny 😊

TERFS die challenge trans people be realer than you ever were. Dare I even go out on a limb and say that I would kill every TERF I see by slingshotting stones at them. You're just jealous that trans women are exponentially better women than you could ever be 🖕.

Now look at my funny cat.

#hate scrolling involved unfortunately going through their tags which actually #lead me to discover several blogs spamming stupid shit to inhibit actual transphobes from communicating #let me join in and make it harder 😊😊😊 #terfsafe #terfs please interact #gender critical #idfk anything else but basically 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕 TERFS SUCK MY FUCKING CLITTTTTTT #// transphobia #tw transphobia #okay good night. love you all kisses kisses hugs for all #except well. TERFs lmao. #strange night I'm having but 🫡 sweet dreams to those who deserve them

[germibis]

ms paint shenanigans

#blood #insects #gore #noose #those are the triggertags lmk ifineed toadd anything else #made these with a fever sooo #idfk #my art #ms paint #worm #skitter #parahumans #last 1 iss taylorafter being stabbed by fletchette in uhhhh 15 i think #im still reading it

[the-slayer-of-demons]

i wish i talked to more rad + rad leaning ladies irl and online i am just too nervous to reach out to people and develop friendships. plus i feel like i dont have a lot in common with people or i am just too weird and not interesting Or whatever. i only talk to 3 people consistently. 2 best friends who are overly religious (1 catholic 1 islamic) so i cant really talk about any anti religion stuff with them, then the catholic is also a super gendie genderfluid pansexual so i literallg cant talk about anyrhing with her abt LITERALLY ANY OF MY ACTUAL THOUGHTS but weve been besties since elementary school so :(. then the other bestie agrees on some stuff but only in secret But also it doesnt really mean anyrhing when she turns around is like Omggggg i love men even if (insert every bad thing here) they deserve love.... like Ok whatever. then the last person. 1 male who agrees with me on a lot of my views that i have opened up about to him But also he is male so it means literally nothing. SAD !

i miss playing videogames like apex or fortnite Or literally anything with someone and having a good time or just talking about dark souls etc etc. Um anyways whats up gyns 😀 Ramblimg in the tags time Tumblr is my journal

#any gyns out there who wanna play lethal company. or roblox. Or idfk anything else with me #tbh i dont play games that much anymore i just kinda do college work and exist #there is a lot im into but i think im too depressed to think about it rn #definitely the pre-period time talking rn #But tumblr is my journal

[kiwi-tmntfan]

Unleash the flavour with the McCockatiel™.

#dont question anything I do alright #kiwi scraps #my art #??? idfk #I mean I didn't draw the body I just did everything else by hand

[spookykestrel]

Especially if you’re someone like me who has a n unhealthy relationship with their body I think cooking can be such a powerful act of self love,,,taking the time to put together ingredients to make a dish you love and will enjoy. Spending the time with yourself for yourself . When food is often used a s a way to show love showing that same appreciation for yourself in such an important act of grounding

#this is just a ramble of thoughts #I don’t eat very much and what I eat rarely is something I prepare for myself #either something someone else has made or canned soup etc #so cooking something however small for myself to enjoy I have to take a moment to appreciate it #and when you have depression and adhd and all the cool brain stuff #it can be hard to motivate yourself to eat anything at all #so making a point to prepare something yummy and filling #is a great way to give back to yourself and take care of yourself #to care for something you might spend a lot of time fighting #idfk what I’m saying #I made potatoes again and apparently I can’t be normal about potatoes #kestrel calls #chitter chatter #text post

[straydogged]

other alters are jealous of my ability to go with the flow and be chill about things but do they. do they not understand that a) it's all a lie and I am a highly sensitive and anxious neurotic mess beneath the veneer and b) that's. my job. that's literally my fucking role in the system and it's HARD. it's a constant effort to maintain and it's fucking draining to keep face when my nervous system is trying to claw its way out of my body.

#I am the chill out alter. that's me and has always been me. hosting for 2 years has not made it any less my job. it's made it 2000× harder #but I still gotta do it! #I've been thinking a lot about this lately tbh #it's so so so much pressure and I think I had to split a subsystem part to NOT be chill at all (looking at you 5) to release some of #that pressure #because it's not! pretty! when I finally reach my limit! #but idfk how to like. do anything differently. I don't know if I can #I certainly can't just. put this down. I HAVE to be the personable one because nobody else is. #if I ever stop it's because I've gone dormant and another alter has taken my place. #it's been almost 4 years since I first conciously fronted and was aware of my separate-ness yikes

[euphoniouspandemonium]

I HATE BEING SENSITIVE I HATE IT

#its always been like this i hate myself fr. i hate being affected by everything #and i hate it when i feel everything before it happens. and when it inevitably does im just numb. #and someday i want to travel without crying for hours the night before for no fucking reason #my friend and i have this spot before our nearest grocery store where we just . talk. before we go home #sometimes we stand there for like an hour just talking. about our day about idfk social issues about plans whatever #and i thought about how much im gonna miss that. we won't get to have that anymore relatively soon. whats two years genuinely #i want to stand on that little crossroad forever i don't care about anything else. the grocery store keepers ask us where the other is when #one of us goes in alone . idk man thats just our spot.

[dyke-a-saur-writes]

Bones and all. She slurped, chewed, crunched, and tore with jagged fingernails, breath uneven, blood smeared ear to ear. I love you, she cried, over and over. I love you, I love you, I love you. I know, she replied, offering up her entire arm, smiling softly as she let her consume her, and truly take, and take, and take.

When her teeth finally hit bone, she glared at her, eyes full of clarity, and she was ashamed. The meal lay placid, shivering, sweaty, glaze-eyed. Shame, an ancient and powerful feeling. How fitting, that the history of eating that which we shouldn’t is as long as the history of recoiling, shrinking, and shriveling up on oneself.

What’s the matter? Don’t I taste amazing? Do you not wish to keep eating?

You’re sick. You’re sick, sick, sick. And she grabbed her coat. Where do you think you’re going? You’ve still got blood on your face. There was. And blood on the carpet. And on the drapes. And on the bed. God the bed.

“Adah,” she murmured. “Come here.” And because she could not deny her, deny herself, deny her hunger, she came. And would keep coming back. She stumbled, hair matted, makeup smudged, tearstreaked. She shambled, blood and meat sloshing in her belly. She fell, mightily, head first into the still mauled, still bleeding, still smiling Monique’s lap.

“What’s wrong with me?” whimpered the glutton, blood caked fingernails fisting into the meal's white dress.

“You love,” whispered Monique, stroking the lover’s hair over and over, finger detangling, taking her time with knots as coiled tight as their owner’s shame. “You are a lover.”

“What else?”

“Nothing.”

Adah tore herself away from the meat of her meal’s thighs. She turned again and grabbed her coat.

“Goodbye, Monique.”

“Goodbye, Lover.”

Lover exits stage left.

#bandaid-writes #Idfk... Something Something...Inherent Sapphicism of Cannibalism...Queer love and consumption #sapphic #lesbian #wlw writing #cannibalism #but make it gay #reflection on only feeling like some to give love #and not wanting anything else #how that eroticism erodes the ability to be whole outside a relationship #idfk man #interpret this as you will #tw gore #? #actually adding more reflections #lover is who I became after allowing someone I cared for to hurt me again and again #it’s how I never digested past hurt or emotions from a variety of former relationships #and overindulged in love or what I thought love was #and I came away from that feeling less than human each time #like my partners were reverent beautiful beings #and I was a hungry monster consuming them to feel human at all #might make a follow up?

[ralvezfanatic]

no cuz you can give me a song, prompt or like honestly anything and I'll manage to turn it into ralvez somehow

#its becoming a problem #i WILL make everything ralvez #my brain wont allow anything else #like literally #they've been the only thing in my mind for the past #idfk how many weeks #sob sob #𖤐 rambles #criminal minds #luke alvez #spencer reid #ralvez